#if we were being listened to
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In June 2021 I started a summer job. It was admin work. I'd never done that before, but I liked what I did! I stayed much longer than we'd anticipated, but they were always short, renewable contracts.
From the beginning I could not officially accept the more permanent, CDI type of contract, as my plans involved leaving the country. I don't think it's fair to accept that type of job when I know I'm not seeing myself there indefinitely.
They asked again if I'd stay and accept that kind of offer. I have until next Friday to give an answer. And sadly, I think I have to decline. In all my time there I've essentially seen 90% of my initial team leave. I don't get on well with the new team, and I don't particularly like the way things are being run now.
It sucks, because I love what I do. And I love the teams we have across France. But I can't accept that.
I've gained a lot of confidence during my time there and I've connected with people that made this position worth it. It's really the first company I've been at this long. It makes me sad to leave. But I'm miserable... So I know I have to.
#thatse it.#Del.txt#Conflicted feelings#if we were being listened to#If I weren't currently on half a desk with barely the minimum material means#if the new team ... Tried. At all.#But it's time.
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Luke and Leia would not be the same people if they had grown up with their bio parents. If they had grown up with their bio parents, they would've grown up in the suburbs. Luke is like that because he grew up as a gay kid in the middle of nowhere tuning up 20-year-old cars he could then drive around without a proper licence while five different gangs roamed around. Leia is like that because she was raised by people in their forties who were on the radical left. They are not the same.
#listen up I was raised by parents who were in their twenties when I was born#while my siblings are being raised by parents who are in their fifties rn#we are not the same lmaooo#sw#Luke Skywalker#Leia Organa#Owen Lars#Beru Whitesun#Bail Organa#Breha Organa
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#LISTEN#I THINK WE ALL WOULD IGNORE OUR BEST FRIEND IF THEY WERE TIED UP AND BEING HELD BY THAT PROFESSOR GUY WE HIRED#ITS ONLY NATURAL#puppet history#watcher#shane madej#ryan bergara#we are watcher#watcher entertainment#the professor
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A while ago I drew this Headcanon that developed on the SatoSho Discord about the two of them being figure skaters and it completely got out of hand and resulted in this and a 16k fanfiction. Anyway, you can find the behind the scenes and the fic on the discord server xD
#listen we were screaming at each other at figureskater AND ice hockey player gojo#and shoko being the icehockey coach pleaded into pairing up with satoru or the cute food kiosk employee unlocked things in my brain#it catapulted me into my 7 year old self when i was crushing on stephan lambiel and was watching figure skating like crazy#and then i started drawing them and let me tell you drawing figure skater is the MOST SATISFYING THING to do as an artist#its basically gesture drawing#fucking amazing#and i really like how this turned out!#satorus compression shirt#shokos little hair updo#the dress i put her in#satoru being a brat#hehehe#anyway i know this will not get a lot of engagement but let me tell you how much of a dopamine burst i got from this#satosho#satoshoko#悟硝#satoru gojo#shoko ieiri#jjk#fanart
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I can't get over that last scene from this episode. that long pause where sam was quietly grabbing a drink and you could barely hear celia talking to jack as she put him to bed in the other room. nothing was happening in that moment that needed to be recorded. no terrible events no big revelations. just sam and celia quietly going about their lives, sharing a domestic moment.
as something watched and listened. and we don't know why it's listening.
#ramblings with major#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#its like. its so unsettling because a) that faint ambient music did its job Very Well#but also b) we didnt have that in tma!! anything soft and domestic was left to the imagination!!#we got a couple establishing bits from scotland and then The Mass Ritual statement was recorded for obvious reasons#upton house also had very little on tape after the statement was done#i dont think there was ever that kind of quiet slow 'fluff' scene like that in tma#and there was always some reason things were being recorded. usually someone was aware of a tape being on#now theres just colin being colin and everyone else is only vaguely aware that their Computers are listening#no one knows about the phones not really. or the personal laptops. or the nanny cams.#and this is just. so much more unsettling. i love it sm it feels So invasive and awful ough
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was talking to my brother the other day after i rewatched dark phoenix and he was like 'why is everyone so mean to charles in this movie?? were they always this mean to him ?? is it cause he's bald now- he lost his pretty privilege??' and i fear i havent recovered
#xmen#xmen movies#dark phoenix#charles xavier#professor x#snap chats#LIKE HE'S RIGHT 1000% I JUST DIDN'T EXPECT HIM TO SAY IT VLERKVJAKLJ#ANOTHER banger of a quote from my brother chat i screamed when he said that#adopting that into my belief system i fear#like really thinking on it they really did only start being especially rude after apocalypse im crying#dont quote me on that i have to rewatch apocalypse but as far as im aware. yeah 😭😭#and its SUCH a travesty cause i love how mcavoy looked in DP SO much he looks so good bald#like please if we were going to wrap up this era of xmen films why did we have to rerun DP#can we try again. please. i need him bald one more time in a movie i dont have to argue with myself i like#see DP wasnt the worst thing ever. probably. like scott got to do things again ..... and kurt .......#and the paris proposal. never forget that.#ALSO THE FUCKIN. 'no one cares charles' BIT ???? 97 ref'd that directly i know they did and i cheered#listen if they can ref the 'black leather suits' from the xmen movies i can believe they called back to that too <- delusional#anyway when james said thats the meanest thing erik could say/do to charles .... he was cooking ....#'thats the type of thing your wife/husband says' he was so right .... we know james never misses with the cherik takes tho#ok bye i have obligations that i need to complete so i can draw my favorite cue ball
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Doodle suggestions? Gotcha The crew in some comfy PJs because WHY DON'T THEY HAVE ANYYYYY
I was just going to do a quick doodle but I ended up liking it so much I made it into a full out drawing um...
They are having a silly game night :)
#Listen..... Team Tortuga as found family.....#they are EVERYTHINGG TOOO MEEEEEEEE#I feel like we don't get enough content of them just... being friends#BECAUSE THEY ARE BEST FRIENDS#They literally live together wHY DO WE NOT CONSIDER THIS MORE#and they were roomates............ oh my god they were roomates....#The younger sibling experience of watching ur older sibling play video games#Im so sorry im crying and throwing up in the tags i just care so much plEASE GIVE ME MORE TORTUGA FAMILY CONTENT#wild kratts#chris kratt#martin kratt#wild kratts aviva#wild kratts koki#jimmy z#wild kratts fanart#wk fanart#littlecrittereli#fanart
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There's a disabled angel in good omens 🥺
#listen im only in episode two and i know there's some drama going down but im focusing on this lol#i love that not only do they show the angel using a wheelchair and being ambulatory#but they also visibly show them miracling innaccessibility issues so that they Can still use the chair#instead of just getting rid of the disability#part of my is conflicted bc im like... there's disabilities in heaven? and that makes Me sad bc my disability is hell and painful as fuck#But getting rid of disability in fantasy is eugenist crap and showing that god made a disabled angel is a net good thing#while it personally makes me sad to think if there was a heaven i could still be in pain all the time#not all disabilites are bad and need to be cured we're a wide spectrum and we've been fighting for disabled rep esp in fantasy for ages#it's objectively good my personal feelings about my own disability aside#part of me thinks it's cliche to say 'you were made perfect' bc they're an angel But it's not we literally havent had this type of rep lol#anyways it made me happy to see#and im so glad it's a power chair user that's ambulatory it's important for abled ppl to see that#anyways y'all keep your drama and spoilers off my post im not far in and im only talking about this shoo#oh also!! love the fantasy hover chair they use in heaven specifically too i wish we had that it kicks ass#p
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Voyager Command Staff Shooting the Breeze | Voyager Domestic moments
Star Trek Voyager 5x11 - Latent Image
#star trek voyager#voyager edit#trek edit#star trek edit#kathryn janeway#chakotay#tuvok#seven of nine#emh doctor#voyager 5x11#latent image (voyager)#one of the things i love voyager are#the many ways we see the crew being domestic#and shooting the breeze#or just doing anything to stave of boredom#one of the things i miss#in 90s trek with all the go go go plot new trek#has going for it#the crew barely has time to relax#here on voyager even janeway's relaxing on the bridge#seven is there on the science station#listening to them shooting the breeze#i love janeway's reassessing look at chakotay#and then to tuvok#they've been stuck together for 5 years#and there were still things#they were still finding out about each other#also look at how loose janeway is#vs janeway aboard the dauntless#you can see how unrelaxed she is on dauntless
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relapsed again (started thinking about female adjacent aziraphale and crowley being lesbians)
💘 kofi link in bio if you’re feeling generous 💘
#my art#doodles#good omens#ineffable wives#we were ROBBED of them in the 60s#listen theyre ladies here but also theyre genderfluid beings of the cosmos so#yknow
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Sam and Max if they were cool /j
#sam and max#crunchchute art#my art#somehow this shitposty art piece made me emotional while drawing#i miss highschool and my friends and just going on school trips and stuff listening to shitty scene music like botdf#and playing the songs on a phone close to our ears or sharing an earbud on the bus#and being fucking cringy and shit man i wish i experienced more of that#perhaps i wasted my teen years on stress and worrying so im dressing like this now to make up for it#i know you wont see this D and im sorry i was being awful to you sometimes but i liked teasing you as if you were my sibling#i really miss those times. and i know i could always reach out to you but you moved on and im still stuck so i wont. but im thinking about#you from time to time! and the little fun we had back in hs. i really felt like i could be myself when hanging out with you#and i thought about you making this piece. me as max u as sam that would fit lmao#<- hes getting sappy missing the idea of his friends 10 years ago that only exists in memories now because everyone except him grew up
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every time gricko semi-mockingly imitates kremy by going 'and then kremy'll be like 'waddadoo waddadoo fellas etc.', years get added to my lifespan and my skin clears
#kremy is my favorite and I think we should all make relentless fun of him for being as he is at all times <3#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#gricko grimgrin#kremy lecroux#the power balance as it were between gricko and kremy is really weird and interesting#like when gricko puts his foot down about something that concerns one of the others or the whole group kremy tends to listen#they are the two oldest people in the krew I suppose. and despite having some common sense frost lacks the gravitas#(due to being a bABY a little in his twenties kitten boy what the fuck!!! you ever remember that gricko is like... twice as old as frost.#incredible and wild) to really stand up to kremy a lot of the time#and obviously. torbek is torbek lol#kremy and gideon are a bit more of their own thing within the group and kremy does listen to gideon within that#but honestly they seem to be pretty on the same wavelength about a lot of the big stuff too haha#just partnership stuff <3#but when it's the whole group gricko is often the opposing 'other parent' to kremy's awful team mom antics#and it's really interesting#kremy *definitely* does not respect him in the conventional sense lmao but he does listen now and then#these characters can have dynamics and interactions so complicated and weird as a treat (a treat FOR ME!)
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One of them knows how to install a doorknob.
#what if we were young and powerful witches and I gave you a portal to my place as a housewarming gift#which could mean nothing#(I know it's not specifically to her place but SHHH)#local cottagecore lesbian and her high femme gf#*grabs your face* listen to me what if they were exes#what if they had a thing when Indri joined the coven that failed as they each assumed more and more their station#and tbh as Indri started her murder plot#anyways I want to believe they fucked#and somewhere in her cold heart Indri has some memories concealed#and she's been bitter about wren stalling and opposing her for so long#do you see the vision#wbn#won pod#worlds beyond number fanart#the wizard the witch and the wild one#indri#morning wrensong#granmother wren#worlds beyond number#wwwo fanart#wwwo#coven of elders#witch of the world's heart#witch of the wind and stars#what would be their ship name#witch of the wind's heart? lmao#can't resist that 5'2 baddie#this is very simple and not rendered and I wanted it to be a fun quick thing so I have to be ok with it not being perfect#there will maybe be more art of them coming up so yeah maybe more rendering there#for now let's see if people are on board with this ship
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staff logging on to tumblr dot com today
#staff sweetie i Promise you an algorithm would kill this webbed site#changing the way reblogs look/work would Absolutely kill this webbed site too#this is a Blogging Platform i dont want it to be like tiktok or twitter jesus#if you NEED to change something literally listen to the the Tumblr Users you pretend you cant hear#if money is what you need make your userbase Happy and you should be fine#the shop is fine blaze posts are fine ad free subscriptions are fine but dont get rid of shit that Works For You in favor of making money#someone really laced up their clown boots today im. so tired staff please dont#tumblr staff#EDIT: staff updated their original post to say we were all misunderstanding but#that doesnt stop the post from being stupid#the whole post was worded for Investors and then presented to the userbase#if you say 'we have big changes planned!' and dont put in the 'as options' its Your Fault that people read it as 'were changing everything'#staff isnt stupid. they know how they Should have worded it better than what they did#so yeah. someone Did lace up their clown boots before they hit post#edit pt 2 lol for the record i dont think tumblr would actually go through with all their changes in that post#they know how the userbase is and there are A Lot of us#i just dont like how? idk. condescending? the post sounded#and out of every place on the internet being being burned alive in the name of money#tumblr is the one place i know enough about to be Actually mad at lol#ive really liked some stuff staff has done in recent years#but talking to your userbase that way wasnt one
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you don't have to forgive yourself for what you did. but you can't hate yourself about it forever. learn, change, do better in the future and try to make that matter. there will always be people who will only know you from your worst. that does not preclude that you can change and become a better person.
#if you see this and think this is about you: this is. arent you just as tired.#cant we just let ourselves both acknowledge that our lives will be better if we can both move on from how we hurt each other.#cant it be possible for us both to think that it's been years and we aren't willing to be who we were to each other anymore.#if you see this will you be willing to sit down with me and we can actually listen to each other for once.#i can't be the only one who feels this way by now. i can't believe that you aren't willing to genuinely figure something out.#i want to be a different person than i was. i want to continue being different. i want us both to become unrecognizable.#do you feel at all similarly or will we just have to have wounds about it until we die.
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tw flashing images, implied death
please for the love of god reblog this, it took me 3 days
#this is what happens when i let my impulsive thoughts win. i listen to this song like 4 times and this is what happens#i kind of panicked at the end bc i wasnt sure what to put there but i think it turned out alright#i played with some basic effects on premiere this time. mostly scale and position because i didnt want it more complicated already#btw i am completely aware of how macaque might not have actually been killed by wukong this time around. although i dont really fear#being wrong cause im here for that angst baby! and on that note we could be completely wrong abt wukong and macaques early relationship lol#its cute to imagine they were like really close friends though. again i dont fear being wrong if this ages away from canon thats fine#if we get more content for them id like to make another one of these lol. id like to do one for mk with its alright by mother mother.#CUASE THAT BOY NEEDS THERAPY. maybe 'life' would also work for him based on his s4 arc.. hmmm....#myart#animatic#lego monkie kid#lmk#monkiekid#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#lmk sun wukong#lmk monkey king#sun wukong#six eared macaque#shadowpeach#monkie kid#lego monkie kid spoilers#lmk spoilers#lmk season 4 spoilers#lego monkie kid s4 spoilers#lmk swk#tw flashing#flashing#eyestrain#implied death
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