#if u know me irl please dont try and talk to me abt this im So :/

[lostlosersclub]

neeks buddy bro darling my boy i need u to know you would NOT like me irl. on here i may have that autistic gayboy swag but irl i am filled with existential terror and either being so quiet people are convinced im dead or talking so much everyone is annoyed. THERES MORE TOO. there is a reason i have almost no irl friends okay (im so tired WHY am i online rn i should be reading or eeping)

darling, there’s a reason why everyone compares me to nico di angelo.

upon meeting me, i seem

1• sickly. always sick. frail and not ready to go another day

2• mean. 99% of people i meet think i hate them

3• quiet. emphasis on this one. will not speak unless specifically spoken to. im just kind of there.

4• just unpleasant. only times i talk are to make self deprecating jokes, or tell you to be quiet.

5• im just not listening. i always have my headphones on so that people know i dont want to talk to them

i may seem silly online but im trying not to be a sad and numb pile of mush.

whatever you are like in real life would be perfect for me.

no one i know in real life acts the same online, and i love them no matter what. i WOULD like you irl. as long as you share my humor and interests, you are perfect for me.

im always terrified irl, but i would push through if it meant i got to know you.

please dont say i wouldnt like you, because i already do.

sorry for the long response. i feel very strongly abt this

[hyunverse]

omfg i cannot even imagine moving away from the city to countryside i bet that such a difficult adjustment. NOOO you don’t sound like a brat my love it’s not your fault you grew up in a diff area !! 100% agree they just creep me OUTTTTTT. but it’s weird bc i find domesticated rats super cute and i know they’re super clean but if i saw one irl i would cry and scream and run 😀😀😀😀

OMFG RIGHT ??? I WANT TO KNOW LEE KNOWS WORK OUT ROUTINE SO BAD AND I DONT EVEN WORK OUT. also dude felix’s whole outfit in that was just tdf. honestly …. i found his lower back showing to be kinda hotter than the abs …. i’m just a sucker for dudes backs okay 😔😔. cant wait to attend you and hyunjins wedding and if you need a third pls do lmk 😇 hehe

YEP YOU GET IT !! the men who just look like the eiffel tower are the way to my heart <33333 and the ones who look dead inside w long hair and nice hands <33333 good lord bring them here RNNNN. okay short queens look at us go and flourish. and it’s cute that you’re a little taller than me hehe. AND I DID THE HAND MEASURING and they’re 15.8 cm ^_^ which is cuteeeeee. usually i don’t find myself cute but i feel like that’s kinda cute hehe. i gotta know yours now so we can compare

ALSO I DIDNT DW 🙏🏼 i treated myself to some starbucks after class anddddd now i’m getting chinese food oh yea 😎 i’m taking care of myself just for u ig 🙄. all of those foods are a 12/10, i just looked up tomyum and it looks AMAZINGGGGGGG. i love seafood and spicy so that is right up my alley yum yum yum. i want to try it now. my fave food is sushi, but i love literally everything tbh. i don’t think there’s one food that i hate (although i will say i do not like beets or radishes no matter how many times i try them). food is the way to my heart tho i love cooking and food SM but especially cooking for ppl. and i love eating w my friends and family. if food was a love language it would be mine 😇

😽😽😽😽😽😽 cat kisses 4 u. i’m so excited

to hear your hand size hehe (i’m a slut for hands it’s so bad)

- 🐈‍⬛

PLEASE RIGHT. . . imagine i’m used to seeing busy streets and skyscrapers but when i moved for uni i saw cows. COWS. the only time i see a cow at home is on a plate when it’s already become beef soup. 💀 i do Not find rats cute at all 😭 THEY FREAK ME OUT TOOOO MUCH.

talking abt lower backs. . . god i love it when they wear those shirts with open backs 🗣‼️ ALL OF EM LOOK GOOD IN THEM GOOD GOD WHOEVER INVENTED OPEN BACK TOPS NEED THEY ASS ATE 💯 yes ofc ure invited to our wedding u can become my maid of honour and no third person sorry im not poly and im greedy but i will set u up with minho fr 🤝

THE MEN WHO LOOK DEAD HELP I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONYL ONE 🤩 I GET UUU WE ARE SOULMATES!! SOULMATES, BABY! ong ur hands are smaller than mine <33 mine’s 17cm ^__^ so we have roughly about 2cm difference, that’s so cute T_T

YAYAYA tomyum is so yummy i just had it for dinner ^__^ i will gladly cook u a pot baby! i love sushi omg. . . forgot to put that in my list of fave foods. love the salmon ones sm. god i love salmon. if we meet we r having a cooking sesh fr 🤝 i love cooking. it’s theraupetic <33 now im curious, whats ur usual starbucks order? do you get coffee, or something else?

u have my hand size now :-)) thank u for the cat kissies now i present to u, bunny kissies 🐰🐇

[floralbfs]

i am in so much pain it's unreal <3

[brainlessrot]

AU in which yuu has a tumblr acc and idia knows what it is

idia would definetly be one of those people that when they do an anon ask they sign off with an emoji

he would talk to yuu without the worry of what would yuu thinks bc!! yuu doesnt know that he is "-💀" anon!!!

he absolubtely exploits that and just sends a thousand of asks everyday without SHAME

but hes EXTREMELY bad at hiding himself

(first time after you responded to him)

"Anon : OH MY SEVEN YOU NOTICED ME, im rlly panicking rn bc ure?? SO COOL?? and you just responded to my ask aaaaa alsjosjs - 💀"

the first ask in question:

"anon asked : hey hey yuu have you watched (insert here an anime with a long ass name) yet?? its a really good anime and i rlly recomend it to u if u haven't seen it- 💀"

kantokusei-yuu responded : aaa i just saw the first couple of episodes and youre so right!!! my fave character is (generical anime girl name) what abt yours 💀 anon??

thats the same character he loves (and feels represented by) and dies inside a little bit

(you post a picture of grim and you)

"Anon : HI I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT URE LIKE, RLLY PRETTY, also, please pet Grim-shi for me!!!! i would DIE if you did -💀"

Kantokusei-yuu responded : awww thank you so much 💀 anon!!! ... wait how do you know Grim’s name

After that slip up he makes it know that he (kinda) knows you irl

he might even try to flirt with you when hes feeling confident

"anon : you go to NRC, right?? i do too! i believe i saw you a couple of times on the halls, but i ran away bc i got so flustered, but thats such a coincidente, almost like were soulmates or smthin!! hahahahha - 💀"

but he will regret it inmediatly

"anon : oh seven please ignore and even delete that last ask, i think my little brother logged onto my acc im so so sorry - 💀"

HE WOULD FORGET TO PUT ANON ONCE AND THAT WOULD BE SO EMBARRASING (also his name being one that a middle schooler would probably put fits so well dont tell me it doesn't)

"shrouded-misery asked : i just saw you on the halls, i really loved the pin you had on ur backpack!!! was it from (insert here another long ass generic name of a game)??? if so thats a banger and your taste is great - 💀"

when you click on his url his whole blog is anime/cat themed, probably even anime-cat themed

his pfp is a random anime character, the only posts he makes are pictures of cats and reblogs of his fav animes and idols, and when you see his name-- The Great Idia-- everything clicks

you go to ortho and ask him to bring you to his brother

he does so, extremely confused

when you finally capture-- i mean, get to him, hes also really confused... until you show him your inbox, with his not-anon ask there

he dies

like, legit dies

hair's bright pink, hes laying fetal position on the floor type of dead

after he comes back from the world of the dead hes apologizing and saying that if youre uncomfortable with him that he wont go to your blog ever again

and after you tell him that you dont mind and that you had wanted to be his friend for a while he dies again

now 💀 anon is both your irl and online friend!!

however he wont stop with 💀 anon asks if you let him

he just feels more comfortable that way!

[cassyapper]

hi, im sorry bc i dont think u have any particular interest in pt4, but i have a rly long josuke playlist and i wanna share some of my favourite songs from it w ppl who would understand, if thats alright. u dont have to listen to any of these or reply to this if u dont want to, ik its a bit long

-boys keep swinging by bowie: i think its a jos/oku/koichi song. i imagine them singing it at karaoke together lol. its v fun, upbeat and slightly gay

-boots by east end + yuri: i cant understand all the lyrics and theres no translations online, but it sounds like some dude enthusing abt his nice shoes while his friends hype him up. its also very jos/oku/koichi lmao

-rebel rebel by bowie: very very josuyasu. like The jsys song

-the murder mystery by velvet underground: this is very “hunt for kira”. it makes me think of everyone frantically discussing the case, trying to figure it out, while kira slips right by them. very long song, but u can get the gist quickly, the lyrics are kinda nonsense anyways

-pressure by billy joel: very josuke in the final fight

-i saved the world today by eurythmics: trauma while recovering immediately post-pt4

thank u

ANON PLEASE SHARE THE LINK TO THE FULL PLAYLIST PLEASEEE I LOVE WHAT'S HERE AND I WOULD LOVE LOVE LOVE TO LISTEN TO IT ALL IN FULL I LOVE THE THOUGHT AND EFFORT PUT INTO THIS PLEASE IT'S SO SO SO GOOD I LOVE JOSUKE SO MUCH

also i know i don't talk about part 4 a whole lot but that's because i think it's THE PERFECT JOJO PART. LIKE LITERALLY. PART 4 IS PROBABLY MY FAVORITE PART TIED WITH STONE OCEAN PLEASE I'm so so so happy u sent me this message even if u were nervous because I LOVE THEM SO BAD OHH MY GOD

please this is so awesome i'm so happy and overjoyed this was quite literally the best thing to wake up to esp cause im gonna start watching part 4 with a friend today so like!!!! this is perfect. anon i am hugging you so tightly in the astral plane you can feel it irl

[clulessmess]

in case youre one of those fuckers who don't wanna read that carrd bc its cringe or whatever the shit heres the important stuff you need to know

🚫 DNI(Do NOT Interact):

Everything listed below are things I do not fuck with

Things in bold are people I will not hesitate to block. I dont want any of you fuckers interacting with me at all

Things not in bold, feel free to follow but dont try to send me asks to draw for it, talk about it, etc.

General DNI criteria (i.e racists, LGBT+phobes*, ableists, pedos/MAPs or MAP supporters, alt-right/nazis, etc)

Against BLM or pro cop

Encourage cringe culture

"Anti antis"/pro shippers(you fetishize pedophilia, incest, etc bc "fiction doesnt affect reality". )

Ship or headcanon real people

Dream/Dream SMP fans

FNF(Friday Night Funkin) fans (pico stans however get an IMMEDIATE block)

Fans of Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss or whatever the hell else viv works on

Genshin Simps (you defend mihoyo on everything including the predatory nature of the game, the racism, etc)

*LGBT+phobes includes TERFs, aphobes, biphobes, panphobes, people against neopronouns or he/him lesbians and she/her gays)

⚠️ BYF(Before you Follow):

I post whatever i want on my blog, from funny posts to fandom stuff, dont come here if u just want 1 specific thing on ur dash

Really rb heavy! Sorry if youre only here for my art djgdnfdhnn.

I occasionally rb horror related stuff and I'd generally say this blog is rated 16+. This means that while everyone can follow, expect some gore and the occasional suggestive/sexual jokes here and there. Please blacklist the tags #tw disturbing imagery, #tw gore, #tw blood, #tw mild gore, #tw body horror, #minors DNI(reserved for generally talking abt a NSFW topic), #NSFWish(mild sex jokes like “hehe penis”) and #NSFW(more explicit sex jokes or suggestive joke images) if youre uncomfortable with that!

Asides from that, I only tag the media im into, so feel free to shoot me an ask if you want anything tagged [triggers are tagged tw (insert trigger here)]!

I sometimes rb lefty opinionz and discourse untagged, dont follow if u dont like that stuff in your dash

I usually dont follow back, usually its just that im not interested in what youre posting or have takes I personally don't like. This goes for IRL friends/ppl who know me outside tumblr who wanna follow me here too (its nothin personal bud!)

Extras:

Personal stuff:

namii makes fanart (fanart tag)

namii makes stuff (original art tag)

namii finally speaks (feel free to block this tag, its just me rambling abt stuff and the occaisional vent)

Please tell me if I rb shit from gross ppl too, provided you give me evidence!

[hajimine]

hi lex!! im quite in a depressing state rn and i dont have anyone i could talk to atm (not that i hv no friends nor trust them but i always find it hard to open up to ppl esp ab my insecurities i dont want to bother them with misery) which why im not here to make u feel uncomfy too, im here to ask u do u ever feel the same way if the answer is yes what do u usually do to ease the pain/weight?? thank u in advance <3 im wishing u the most wonderful day ever <33

hi angel, that’s okay, you’re not making me uncomfy at all i promise. and mm my answer’s gonna be a bit long so i hope you don’t mind <3

i have had a handful of depressive episodes myself, and i’ve actually been diagnosed with depression by my GP before so yes i’ve felt that uncomfortable weight in my heart before. and i really get the ‘not being able to open up bc you dont want to bother people’ bit, bc im like that as well—i hate being vulnerable in front of people, even my closest friends.

(under the cut bc it’s really long)

what usually helps me:

- a long sob sesh while listening to your sad playlist, and a short nap afterwards (not more than 1/2h). but after that please don’t listen to any more sad songs bc that’s just gonna prolong your misery and you do not want that.

- cleaning my room helps a lil bit bc it gives me a sense of accomplishment, and that’s a positive feeling. so try to do that if you have the energy to.

- watch a comfort movie of yours, my personal fave is howl’s moving castle or saiki k, that might help you feel a lil bit lighter

- take a short walk. it’s so silly but it does wonders fr, stepping outside and taking a breath of fresh air always makes me feel a little less alone, and that maybe everything will be okay, yknow?

- eat your fave food if you can. or order some takeout from your fave restaurant—since it’s something that sparks joy, it can help alleviate the heaviness you’re feeling rn

- talk to your friends, please. text em or call em, you don’t have to talk about your feelings if you’re not comfortable with that, but social interaction with your loved ones might help make you feel a lot better afterwards. it may be draining to even think abt it, but if you choose the right people, it would be so worth it i promise

- most importantly, let yourself be sad. don’t try to force yourself to be happy if you’re feeling depressed, bc it’s okay. just know that it will pass, and it will get better. everything might seem so hard rn because you feel so alone in your own misery, but it won’t always be like this. but in the meantime, just let yourself feel.

try not to let yourself be consumed by the sadness (don’t isolate yourself, try to reach out to friends, do some self care if you can) bc once you’re in that hole, it’s really hard to climb out of it. know that the heaviness in your heart will feel lighter one day, and you’ll feel okay again. maybe not now, but you will eventually.

we can’t always be happy and positive all the time, it’s human nature to feel negative emotions so don’t bottle up your emotions because that will never ever do you any good.

and sometimes, talking to a virtually anonymous person like myself does help, since i don’t know you irl and vice versa, so feel free to talk to me whenever. doesn’t have to be for advice or anything like that, it can be sth as simple as what you had for lunch or what you’re grateful for that day :) ily and i know you’re gonna get through this, i believe in you <3

[clareguilty]

First impression: serious intimidating writer

Now impression: smol precious bean

Aksbksbdjd ive gotten asks before where ppl say i come across as intimidating but i dont get it bc i mainly post abt being sad and my beloved djungleskog bear and the fact that i am definitely 100% 7 feet tall which like yeah thats pretty very super tall but please dont be scared of me i just want to talk abt fanfiction and weird hobbies and stuff

Im so baffled bc ppl who know me irl find me Not Scary At All despite my many attempts to be big and powerful but when i come on here to try and make internet friends im somehow big and scary and i just akdjdkd thanku anon im glad i dont intimidate u anymore

[bythieves-a]

can i be whiny im thinking thoughts

do u guys still like me ;_; that such a baby thing to ask LMFAO but i find myself wondering when i get on any of my blogs,,, i know multimuses dont get as much attention anyways so theres that one covered but im just??? baby mode

and im not rly sad or anything just wondering what i can do to get things Rolling again i miss the days of having 20+ active threads and being on a nice lil reply schedule,, idk i just like to write and when i cant im like WAHHH DSJKHGDKJGDS and a lot of things i write just. fizzle out or go away which a lot of the time is Fine bc ppl have their own shit going on but im just ?? and i already struggle w feeling ignored/forgotten in personal life too so im like. screams. FDDSFGDSFG i dont like posting stuff like this i sound whiny LMAO but ive been thinking abt this for. months?

i jus wanna write n be friends and think up cool plots for all our characters and talk n stuff ;__; and im not at All good at reading ppl in conversation like to know when im talkin too much or bein awkward etc u know? idk tumblr rp is tying into issues i already have too much irl and it annoys me bc this is my only hobby n i love doing it LOL 

and this all goes not only for writing/plotting but talking too bc i really do wanna be friends with yall and just chat and actually be buds but im Really bad with conversation and i worry sometimes i seem like im trying to force ppl to talk to me or i seem like Im being forced to talk which im Not im just. bad? sometimes i need a day to reply, sometimes i reply 7 times in a second and feel annoying, sometimes i keysmash and try rly hard to think of words bc i have nothing to say but i wanna keeep talkin KDLFGDKJGS

i dunno my vibe on my blog lately has just been. present? im acknowledged sometimes but i dont feel like theres very much interest ;__; but ofc take all this with a grain of salt bc im 99% sure im on the spectrum and already feel isolated/weird/like nobody actually wants me around and are just being nice yknow? even when i Know thats not the case rip... and i've tried a lot of diff lil experiments too like posting at different times / posting scs when i really Dont want to write even more starters etc ( bc i feel like im Always writing starters all the time i have starter brainrot )

idk lately i just feel like im screaming for interaction LMFAO but im ok im done rambling i've just been sitting on this for probably a year i just feel like da squidward meme watchin spongebob n pat from the window LOL also this is all just generally and not @ anyone bc i Have made rly good friends here ;__;

an update as of 2/22: i am not feeling much better abt any of this, not as far as writing goes, so im going to stress this again even though i’ve said it before: please god softblock me or don’t follow me in the first place if you’re not going to write with me. this counts for all of my blogs, bythieves, undeth, and agarycus. it is so disheartening to reach out for interaction and get nothing back, or post starter calls/memes Several times just to get any outreach. Especially when my posts are liked or interacted with whenever they’re ooc/photo posts/Anything But Interaction Calls. i really did try to tone it down when i originally wrote this post but it truly feels like i’m being blatantly ignored 80% of the time and that’s not a particularly good feeling in a hobby that requires interaction to happen. and i can totally understand not wanting to write with me or any of my characters for any reason, but if thats the case.... dont follow me??? ???????? please

[ambrosiadreamer]

hi!! im very new to the markiplier fandom (like literally started watching his videos a couple weeks ago) and i really wanna know more abt the egos but i dont know where to start,,, can u give me some recs on the videos w their stories?? im rlly interested!! also i hope u have a goodnight <3

I’m a little bit new to the egos myself, but I’ll do my best!!

Darkiplier I think is like the first ego? He was kinda made by the fandom, having being named by it and not Mark. He originated from Mark’s super old like “trying to be creepy” videos. 

Wilford originally first appeared in “The Fall of Slenderman” as just kinda a jokey character at first I believe? He appeared more in videos on the Cyndago youtube channel and became a recurring character just like Dark. You can also find him in “Five Nights at Freddy’s: The Interview” and “Warfstache Interviews Markiplier.” (This is where we first see Actor Mark).

Mark has a lot of one or two off characters. Bim Trimmer is from the Cyndago video “Hire My Ass,” Googleplier originated from “Google IRL,” Bingiplier is a one off character *cries* from “Google Gets An Upgrade,” Eric Derekson is from a set of ads from one of Mark’s charity livestreams. Yancy, Illinois, and Captain Magnum are from A Heist with Markiplier and are solely in that. Markiplier TV is a video of a bunch of the egos all put together and is essentially a thing made for the fans.

Okay, now the big story stuff.  A Date With Markiplier, Who Killed Markiplier, Wilford ‘Motherloving’ Warfstache, and DAMIEN, all in their respective upload order.

I’d say ADWM is the first big story thing. This is a choose your own adventure story with Actor Mark is front and center. The ending “YES” shows us that it was all just a film set that we were on. 

So, WKM. Massive story thing. In this 4 chapter series we delve into the stories of Actor, The Colonel/Wilford, Abe, Damien, Celine, and Dark. The backstory of Actor is explained here and the origin of Wilford and Dark is shown here too. 

WMLW takes place not long after the events of WKM and tells us about the story of Wilford and Abe and the continuing development of Wilford as a character. 

DAMIEN has Damien, Celine, and Actor in it. I’m trying not to spoil stuff too much, but basically it takes place after the events of WKM and the creation of Darkiplier and it’s effects on those three above. 

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This is just the egos I am familiar with and I probably did a terrible job explaining it so please don’t be afraid to ask about anything you’re confused about kjdghksjgdhfk. I could talk about the egos all day long

And ty!!! I hope you have a good day/night too!!

[littlebabycrybtch]

bro..... im sooo tired of ppl being whiny freaks about ppl liking fictional shit ‘~too much~’. like bitches are literally fully convinced if you prefer acting out certain ideas in fiction but not irl, thats not your normal preferential boundaries but rather your brain is a mental illness BOMB and you need to be fucking hospitalized for being imaginative and having autonomy. like yall if its not taboo or smth shut uuuuhp man you’re not ‘concerned for their health’ or w/e you’re fully just tryna get away with being a nihilistic asshole who lacks sympathetic reasoning skills. listen to me. fiction is valuable. the thoughts we have on it are important. the personal lack of value you happen to put on a media is next to worthless. its not a fuckin waste of time dude, creators are people, who live in the real world, they experience it and have ideas through it and about it, they form and tweak their ideas while still definitely existing in the real world, and then put that back into the world with a new angle and new perspective, to share with other people definitely encountering it in , you guessed it , the real world. thats not disconnected. its not nothing. these things do not magically appear from fairytale land, they are created. stories mean smth, people tell them for a reason, its ok to feel smth for any story, why would we even tell them if not with the intention to impact others emotionally somehow i mean??? fiction does not Just affect reality, it is valuable to real life society, it is a functioning thriving part OF reality. 

humans have told stories since the dawn of our existence. it is literally all but an inherent species trait for us to imagine things, its tied to each and every one of us, and to reject ‘fantasy’ as smth worthless to human life is frankly just fuckin wrong and weird of you. bitch we are Supposed to get outside the box, the fandom ppl you cringe your pants over arent thinking abt fake shit too much, you guys very often just arent exercising abstract thought and imagination enough, which actually hurts your ability to engage with it critically in all the ways its meant to be. if you dont see the value in fiction its because you put in no effort to form the analysis skills. in other words, you idiots dont get the hype bc you’re too stupid to get how you're supposed to compare a book to the real world it came from. ‘uu but cmon not everythings valuable what about [tumblr designated cringe media]-’ 1. ok! somehow you havent come to this conclusion yourself yet but thats not real, whatever ppl get to enjoy is not all abt you, your bias means less than dirt to others outside of hivemind social medias, you can keep it to yourself, ppl shouldnt care about it bc it means nothing outside of ur own space, its literally funny to me that you’re so elitist you want me to cater my interests to you, Your Standard Of Quality Isnt Universal, 2. ranking the values of fiction is the waste of time here, if you compare mlp to pride and prejudice ill dissect your teeth, different emotional impacts from tragic to funny to Just A Vibe are all able to be assessed as ‘valuable to somebody else so leave well enough alone’ if you dont have 2010+ funnyman brainrot disease that makes you incapable of reflecting on anything you can find a way to joke abt first.

i mean seriously like. whenever randos start engaging with medias you ppl dont like or in ways you dont get, the strawmans yall make up to get to be cringe culture vultures abt such benign shit, and almost Always at the expense of neurodivergent people with a deeply rooted undertone of extreme ableism might i add..... its just so selfish. u have a brain ok, you’re manipulative but we both know you dont Actually think ppl automatically default to being a waifu obsessed incel rotting away at their basement computer, stagnating their social skills and straying further and further from reality with each passing day, a poor disturbed wretch that you just HAVE to save from themselves, all bc they say they. prefer fictional porn or w/e to having sex irl. buddy thats not a big deal, theyre normal, just different from you. theyre fine, you’re just uncomfortable. as a functioning adult you’re gonna have to try and recognize that sometimes that feelings gonna be 100% on you, and you cant always just lie abt the validity of it to make ppl feel obligated into agreeing with you. this is gonna be one fragment of their personhood and your self obsessed brain imploding over how unrelatable that is doesnt fucking matter, grow up bitch like. how detached do you have to be to think thats so unstable or morally wrong.... its just a completely inconsequential preferential decision that only affects them and isnt a wrong choice at all cuz nobody has to get their dick wet if they dont wanna for any reason ever and thats gotta be that tbh.... and it kills me cuz they still inherently experience the real world and are capable of thinking abt it critically,,, even tho they... masturbate to drawings or w/e the fuck ppl think is unhealthy ???? like? imagination is just fun we dont need to moderate it anymore than we moderate other fun activities i mean lol ksdjfsd this is the DEFINITION of ‘just vibing’ no one FUCKING cares and it deosnt fucking matter the way you desperately try to make ppl think it does just so u get to be loud abt ur shortcomings as a decent understanding person. 

‘uuuuuu im sorry but thats unhealthy :///’ you sound like a goddamn maniac dude stories are not unhealthy having feelings abt them is not unhealthy thinking some anime bitch that was DRAWN TO BE HOT , IS HOT, is not UNHEALTHY and you clowns arent convincing anybody you ‘care’ abt that concept anyways !! im losign my mind here skdlsdfsd medias are literally DESIGNED TO DO THIS TO PEOPLE... WE’RE SUPPOSED TO FEEL THINGS FOR IT.... IT IS WHAT MAKES THE ART WE’VE TAKEN PART IN FOR CENTURIES, “ART”.... ITS JUST... HAVING IDEAS AND EXPERIENCING IMAGINATION..... whats wildly unhealthy actually is yalls toxic obsession with ‘harsh truth’ and validating your stupid ass cwinge feewings to the point where everything that gives your underdeveloped selfish ass hives has to be a matter of health and morals and whats ‘best’ for everyone. u dont know that shit!!!! ur a petty brat and im not ur mommy ok i wont baby you so u dont feel like the shitty whiny person you are, you need to grow and do better and think outside urself already, dont put the responsibility of making u feel right for judging somebodies benign hobbies on me. i wont bc its wrong and unnecessary. you’re not a savior no ones falling for that lmao you’re just a bitch girl xoxo get over it shit truly does not matter. let them write nsfw self insert fics instead of banging !! 

to make it real do yall really not Get that basic consent kinda doesnt just mean ‘no when im not in the mood at the time’ but it means ‘no if i just dont fuckin feel like having sex ever for literally any reason at all bc i choose what i do’ and pressuring them, even with what your warped brain translates as the best of intentions, is inherently disgusting? especially with the ‘i know how to help you’ attitude like......... ohhh die soonly ew lmao! lay off this nasty shit already please it doesnt matter! stop trying to make it matter!! its not hurting you or them you stupid tumblr phd ass!! and like again yeah some media shits just truly gross but tbr now its like even That kind of shit, the Real social issues caused by Actually problematic media that ppl should discuss Genuinely without ulterior motives, is being used more and more rampantly as just a stepping stone to get to the needless mockery of other harmless things in the media they want an excuse to bag on.......... like a bitch cant just be grown and talk about problems at face value without getting a bully jab in. smhhhhh you all fuckin suck please just stop talking already. so anyways yeah being attracted to fictional characters instead of real people or w/e IS funny, funny how many boyfriends they have when u have none xoxo theyre having fun and you can die sad abt it they get to die 5 times in an angsty fantasy fic and be brought back with mouth to mouth by fuckin kakashi every time and then they go get lunch irl while ur updating tinder bitch ... different fucking strokes ig !

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[melto]

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im like. so Angry right now like FUCK!!! i literally want to die so fucking bad over this and im pissed as all hell that im the one hurting when HE is he one who approched me. i was fine as hell with my like 2 friends in annie jr. i for sure as hell didnt need him to say two words to me, like i had zero plans on ever interacting with him. but he fucking approched me and acted like we were close and then SUDDENLY! i am not even a friend lmao. i tried so fucking hard i fell back into every old way of thinking and hating myself. ive been losing sleep for WEEKS over how my friendship with him made me feel and it literally made me second guess anyone who’s ever even spoken to me. and i worked so HARD to get over that and trust people and im such a piece of shit that one person in a few weeks literally undid all that work. ive been crying in my car so often i havent been eating and my heads been spinning. i hate how fucking easily i give out my heart and how fucking easily it can be broken. i hate how all that’s been on my mind is what is wrong with me, why am i bad why am i bad why am i bad why doesnt he like me anymore what did i do wrong what can i change. i hate how i know i’ll still defend him. i hate how he’ll never know how angry i am because i dont want him to know he hurt me. i hate how im not going to be over this anytime soon. i hate how i cant get over this i hate how he wouldnt even care if he knew i hate how i believed him  i hate how i’ll still be out there defending him i hate how i know i’ll still be chekcing up on him i hate how i’ll look for him in the hallways i hate how i’ll try to justify this i hate how i’ll blame myself in the end i hate how i cant get over this cant get over CANT GET OVER CANT GET OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

my life is in shambles and i just want to breathe wasy again. im tired of hating myself. im tired of being up at 3am convincing myself that everyone i love hates me and wants me dead. im tired of how i let my anxiety competely take over my life lmao. im just tired. 

if i see him at school i think im gonna puke or burst into tears. my friend is going to glare at him. she’s too good to me. if i wasnt so embarassed abt this all she would have picked a fight with him on the spot. she wants to so bad, but im a sack of sick who cant value his own feelings lmao. 

another friend, who’s his best friend, told he me doesnt hate me, which LOL nice try pal but he also told me he was a total dick. maybe i should have listened.

i wish i could go back in time and stop myself from doing annie jr. or maybe just warned myself to not get friendly with him. or maybe go far enough back to where i could teach myself to never put myself in a position where my heart could be torn to shreds.

god i wish i could stop thinking about this. fml lol kms,,,,,,,,

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i havent made a post acknowledging these messages bc to me its best to not answer harrassment but please dont send me anons asking for very personal information or asking about my trauma, the past three months or so ive gotten anons from what sounds like the same person due to the tone and wording thatve just been very vague passive aggressive threats without any context or vague things trying to insult me or start a fight, ive only answered a few because they actually talked about important issues that i take seriously and want to be accountable for while the others were just personal attacks without any context. ive talked about this before but in the past my abuser has sent VERY upsetting specific threats with irl information that only he would know and has also sent his friends to send me threats so getting sent stuff like this for months on end is very nerve wracking due to that. i want to leave anon on in order for people to safely vent and to be able to talk about things with me if they need someone to talk to but are too shy to come off anon bc i rlly care about everyone and want to be someone that people can come to for help and support, but im not going to be answering anymore of those vague anons. if whoever has been sending me those for the past three months is reading this, please either come off anon and talk with me and we can sort things out or leave me alone. im sorry if my wording in this is weird or confusing my home life is really bad rn so im all over the place w my thoughts but tldr please stop sending me intrusive anons, if ur the person sending me these vague anons for months pls just come off anon and talk to me and in general if u have a problem w me pls talk to me bc i care abt whats going on and always will want to be held accountable and try to sort things out, anon is still on for anyone to vent or talk or ask for advice but pls again dont be invasive about my trauma thank u

[honeyfreckled]

can y’all send me fun/easy stuff?

i just wanna distract myself from the trauma i went thru yesterday 

if I post ask posts can yall send me some that i can do? please??? like i don’t know if im gonna reblog seb stuff today bc i very much need people to see me for ME TODAY. I wanna have some friendship vibes going on on tumblr today. i need it bc i just need some good friend vibes. 

I CAN’T VIEW YOUR REPLIES ON MY POSTS SO SEND ME STUFF ANY OTHER WAY! and NO fic recs or recs to seb blogs please, i can’t read stories right now (and i have a lot of unpopular opinions on the mcu movies and very specific tastes for fics/writing/seb’s characters and their characterization and im trying to move away from only having that in common w u)  and i want to have something to talk about besides our one common denominator. let’s talk abt unrelated seb/mcu shit please I want to know u guys more than just for that. 

do u wanna share w any good news you guys may have? can u tell me stuff abt yr dogs, will u let me tell u about my dogs? cute new shirts or clothes or anything u bought? maybe you are planning a purchase or haircut can u tell me? could u recommend things u think i’d like? can u let me show u what i wish my hair could get cut like? can we share our fave recipes or treats we like, do u have weird foods u like or miss and want let’s talk abt our fave anythings! looks, trends, colors, found something online u wanna show someone? SHOW ME. wanna talk abt ppl we think are cute? celebs or models or whoever? talk abt our boyfriends or if u have funny cute relationship stories? 

what abt silly goofy dumb shit, funny stuff, gossip/tea for random youtube drama or tiktok drama? some easy stuff ya know? like ik irl it’s like ok who really cares but it’s fun to distract yourself w these crazy influencers dumb choices and weird vids they make that are cringe af lmao. tiktok compilations but not the tiktok teen stars like the hype house. unless we are making fun of how pathetic and priveleged and out of touch they are. or can we make fun of them tbh lol let’s make fun of james charles bc THE CRINGE!and how shitty him and all those big beauty influencers are whack af and need to stfu lol like let’s make fun of logan paul bc wow what a mess. 

what about memes? wanna talk about music or shows or movies or food or art or hair or show each other pinterest posts we love? wanna send me your pet pics? I WANNA HEAR ABOUT YOUR FUR BABIES 

wanna shade ppl? idc if idk know them but if u got some tea come pour me some! wanna share shitposts bc i love seeing those. got some memories of something happy and cool or hilarious? 

i’m gonna reblog some ask things too and if u could please send me some to do? or anything u wanna ask me in general? please. 

don’t be scared i promise im more intimidated by u then u are of me lol im like a scared animal rn so yeah dont be a stranger, but anon is on if u wanna just talk thru that im ok w that too.

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quick question how do yall have interests that are like moderate and that u arent obsessive about and all-consumed by