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a/n: this is a Kofi reward!
A daily life in the bee hybrid queen is full of surprises. Though there is a set routine and long list of things you have to get done, you still end up spending a lot of that time getting into⌠interesting situations.
In the morning, your loyal attendants wake you up with a hearty breakfast. Fluffy pancakes covered in fresh honey, perfectly picked fruit, and your choice of eggs and/or meat.
âMy queenâŚâ one of your attendants coo, their hands roaming over your soft form. âItâs time for a bathâŚâ
They all buzz with anticipation, excited to see their queen completely bare. Your body is the only one their yearn to touch and see, and it is their favorite part of the day when they get to bathe you.
They undress you with a gentleness you never felt before becoming queen, kissing being pressed into your neck and shoulders. You can feel them shudder and hear their needy whines, all desperate to get you naked as soon as possible.
Once youâre in the tub, youâre joined by your attendants, some washing your body and others moving their hands to your pretty cunt.
âSo prettyâŚâ
âMy queen, my loveâŚâ
âOh, what an amazing start to the dayâŚâ
You feel several cocks rutting against your thighs and soft tummy, and soon your hips are lifted into the lap of the attendant that gets his turn with you today.
A dreamy sigh leaves your lips as youâre settled onto his cock, another bee groping your tits behind you. Your nipples are pinched and tugged on as youâre bounced on his cock, the others buzzing and pouting.
Itâs not long before he cums inside, leaving you feeling warm and comfortably full. After youâre satisfied and clean, they help you out of the tub and guide you to your vanity.
Once dressed, youâre escorted through the hive by a few guards, meeting with some of the noble bees and answering the worker bee questions. You always take the time to help those you can, and right before lunch you make your way towards the medical ward.
There are multiple injured bees from your hive and others as well. Youâre a kind queen, allowing them to stay and receive care. Even if they donât decide to join the hive, you see no reason to leave a hurt bee hybrid to die.
âMy queen, your lunch is ready.â
You smile, following another guard to the cafeteria. On your way, youâre stolen from the guards and fingered in a closet, the worker bee begging to fill you with his eggs.
âP-please, my queen⌠I was injured when my turn came up, I need youâŚâ
And being the kind queen you are, you lift up your leg and let him fuck into your warm cunt. His wings flutter behind him, his pants and whimpers filling your ears as he fills you with his eggs.
When the guards come looking, you give a random excuse to make sure the worker bee doesnât get in any trouble. After all, you enjoy being so loved in the hive.
You yawned as you ate lunch, rubbing at your eyes. Your attendants noticed how exhausted you are, fretting over their beloved queen.
âShe needs rest, youâve been working her all day!â one of them protests, burying his face into your neck. The others nod and crowd you, pouting at the guards and officials.
Your attendants donât have much power, but when it comes to your well being they are taken seriously.
âNo, Iâm alright.â
They buzz nervously as you stand, stretching a bit. âI just get sleepy after lunch sometimes.â
Despite saying this, you are followed as you go about other duties, several guards having to prevent them from crowding you while you attend to important matters.
After dinner youâre exhausted, but you allow your attendants to dress you in delicate and expensive lingerie as youâre presented before the bee hybrid colony. Each are eager for their turn, standing or hovering in line.
Youâre pinned to your bed, a fat cock stretching you out as another nudges your lips. Your hands pump two others, your entire body being used by your subjects.
The queen has to be bred, to be filled with eggs. That is your duty, to mate with your subjects and make sure they all felt appreciated and loved.
A content subject was a loyal subject. Getting to kiss, touch, and be inside of their queen made their hearts full.
When you were covered in cum and exhausted, your attendants descended upon you, pushing away any other bee hybrids and carrying you away.
They cover you in kisses, quickly bathing and dressing you in soft pajamas then putting you to bed.
Being the queen of a hive of bee hybrids can be hard, but above all it is fulfilling.
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scare | ÂˇË ŕź spencer reid ,, (part 1)
synopsis - youâre in a relationship with some one else and have a pregnancy scare, both your own reaction and spencerâs makes you realise that youâre not happy.
genre - bau!reader x spencer, friends to lovers, multi-part, pregnancy scare, reader has sort of a douche bf, one sided love (at first), angst and fluff
warnings - pregnancy talk, mentions of sex, unhealthy relationships, stress, sickness
w/c - 1.4k?? take a guess cause thatâs mine.
a/n - iâve got 9 weeks free. yeah, i have a job. and yeah, i have about 6 other hobbies i enjoy. but am i gonna make promises i canât keep about writing more?? yeah. i am. here, enjoy. (pls lemme know abt mistakes itâs rlly late at night rn.)
The plane whirrs, small chatter from Morgan and who you assumed to be Penelope over the phone humming along with the music you try to distract yourself with. It isnât working.
Because every song has its own special and quirky musical instrument that happens to sound like a message notification. And you keep getting your hopes up.
Your left leg started to bounce, your fingernails found their way to your anxious teeth. And Spencer noticed.
He noticed about halfway through the case, when you stopped talking as much, started drinking an influx of water, started discreetly taking pain medication. At first, he thought it was a simple stomach bug, and he knew your stomach didnât agree with a lot of travel. But then you started getting nervous.
Spencer glanced at you a few times before moving, sitting next to you (attempting to be discreet). He canât be discreet though, because every time heâs around you, his body does this weird thing where it canât decide whether it should be instantly calm or instantly more nervous. Your presence stopped his fidgeting hands, his tired thoughts. But god, when he looked at you, itâs like his heart wants to see you for itself.
And right now his heart hurt, why were you scared?
You barely noticed Spencer sit down, usually you would, but your phone was annoyingly blank, silent. You turned it off and on three times, and re-entered the planeâs wifi password five times.
And now your stomach was grumbling, and not in the way that those nice small sandwiches can help out with.
âAre you okay?â
You jumped, taking your earphones out and staring at Spencer surprised. You laughed nervously, quietly, âSpencer! Sorry. Yeah, Iâm fine.â
His warm eyes searched yours and for a second you could ignore the tight feeling in your chest. It made you think back around 8 months ago, when Penelope, your childhood best friend and now co-worker, created a pros and cons list for both Lloyd, and⌠Spencer.
It was unprofessional and inappropriate, especially when you decided to listen because you had nothing better to do. And especially when she started making some good points.
He squinted his eyes, and you sighed.
âSorry, Iâm just a bit antsy. Feeling a bit⌠off.â
You felt sick, and stressed, and like your thoughts were going to be the cause of your death. Because youâve never been sick like this. And to your overworked brain, it only meant one thing.
Spencerâs a great profiler. And although the team collectively agreed to not profile each other, it becomes hard for Spencer when the girl heâs in love with is so obviously in distress. Even worse when he canât be the hero.
âI can leave you to sleep if you want.â He says, getting up to leave.
âOh, no. Thatâs okay. Honestly, I think sleeping would just make it worse.â
Ah, right. Travel sickness, Spencer thought. He gaps his mouth slightly and nods. He relaxes into the couch and looks over to you, heart picking up slightly as pieces of hair fell from your loose ponytail.
You looked over to the table he was previously sat at, the book you gifted him last Christmas open and nearly finished. You smiled to yourself, but it was bittersweet.
âYouâre actually reading it?â You asked, looking back at him with slight surprise.
âOf course. Iâve read it 6 times already, itâs a great pallet cleanser- Just like you said in that Christmas card!â He smiled childishly, like he was recalling the first snow.
âI know right! Itâs so simple but interesting, I mean Iâve only read it three times but to me I always found it to clear my head.â
Spencer angled himself towards you, âDid you know that the author actually interviewed his daughterâs teachers to see what ages teachers were more invested in compared to class sizes? He said in an interview that depending on a students intelligence, thereâs an underlying emotional connection made between student and teacher,â he took a breath, âIt plays into the intelligence to ego ratio that so many people claim isnât true. Which Iâm not trying to say you have a big ego, or that I do-â
You waved you hands, âWoah, woah. Why would I think youâre talking about me?â
He furrowed his eyebrows, âWell, youâre very intelligent.â
âOh!⌠Thanks for thinking Iâm intelligent, or smart.â You shrugged, âBut I think you insulted yourself. You donât have a 187 IQ for nothing do you?â
âYou remembered my IQ?â He laughed nervously. His smile warms your chest like a candle. Like that candle he got you randomly in April, after you mentioned your favourite one being used up by your boyfriend.
Your boyfriend. Ugh.
You smile falters for only a second, âOf course. You only mention it to every person that second guesses you.â
He nods and smiles, âMust be my ego.â
You laugh, subconsciously bumping your shoulder with his. But- Jesus. Your stomach is queasy.
âHey, uh, do you want some travel sickness pills?â He reached over for his satchel but you grab his forearm and smile as convincingly as you can.
âNo, no. Weâre landing soon, but thank you.â
Youâre overreacting.
Thatâs what he said. When you texted your boyfriend of a year and a half that you thought you were pregnant he said, Youâre overreacting. Two words, two hours after your first text, on his day off.
Maybe you are. You started feeling sick on a slightly more gory case, itâs lasted ever since the case started, you get travel sick as well.
The headaches are from the computer screen and stress. The stress is from fatigue. The fatigue is because of the lack of sleep. The lack of sleep is because of the headaches.
Why do you always do this? Always thinking that thereâs something wrong with you. Always being the biggest person in your own life, selfish.
But⌠what if?
Thereâs a sudden squeak from behind you, and you instantly snapped out of it. You took a deep breath and looked at your surroundings. You were at your desk, standing, the strap of your bag clutched in your hands - god, your knuckles were white. Your eyes darted in surprise and confusion, and you jumped once again when Spencer spoke into the silence.
âYou okay?â
âUmâŚâ
You didnât look back at him, only looking down at your shoes and taking a deep breath. You plastered on a smile despite the bile collecting in your throat.
âYeah! Yeah, Iâm fine. Iâve gonna go, the bus leaves at umâŚâ
You took out your phone. He didnât even respond to your text asking him to pick you up.
âIâll drive you home. But uh, I gotta pick up some groceries. I hope you donât mind.â
He curved to your desk and gently took your bag from your hands, glancing at the way you traced your knuckles and how the leather strap now had slight wrinkles in it. He smiled, warmly. And he started walking like you rejecting the idea wasnât an option.
Which is wasnât, because he knew you too well.
âWell, a cucumber actually has 3% more water than watermelon. So if you really want a refreshing snack, cucumber is your man.â
You smiled and raised your eyebrows in interest. Heâs had many vegetables and fruits in the basket, not a lot of protein. Explained a lot.
My man, you thought with a smile.
My man, you shivered.
âI donât like cucumbers.â You said like it was distraction, and he nodded, picking up some kewpie mayo as he you around to the next aisle. He glanced at you,
âI know. You say itâs tasteless. I like it.â He shrugged.
âI know.â You smiled, and he smiles back.
God, you wish you could bask in it, the warmth. But your chest was still tingly, and your heart hadnât stopped aching ever since you got excited about an email notification.
âHey, are you sure youâre okay? I noticed youâve been tense for like⌠a week.â He grabbed some pasta sauce and put his hand on your shoulder to turn you around - you obviously looked too far into your own head.
âYeah, just feeling-â
âY/n.â He turned to you, stopping your venture into the dairy aisle. His eyes were hard, worried. The fluorescent lights swayed slightly. A worker walked by the end of the aisle with a trolley full of food.
âSorry.â
âDonât,â he lifted one arm, wanting to rest his hand on your upper arm, to help you, âDonât say sorry. Just tell me whatâs going on.â
âI have been feeling sick. Thatâs true. And Iâve been stressed and, thinking a lot. A lot.â
It felt weird to nearly tell Spencer about your relationship problems. It was like complaining to a doctor about healing crystals. It was like a slap in the face. Maybe thatâs why you never did tell him about it, because it was facing your fears.
It was the pros and cons list made by Penelope.
But Iâm overreacting.
âItâs nothing.â
Spencer sighed. You had that habit, of nearly opening up, and then shutting the door just as he was about to walk in.
You heard his sigh.
âOkay. I gave Lloyd my car because he has the day off, and he likes going to his friends houses on his days off. And, I told him something that should probably freak him out. But he doesnât really care. I donât think he really cares, about anything. At least about me.â
You started walking, because holy shit youâve never said that out loud before, and Spencer followed you,
âY/n, if you want to tell me something-â
âI think Iâm pregnant.â You stopped, and started picking at your fingers, acting as if it was admitting to not knowing your left and rights, or that you donât really like coconut.
His eyes widen, and his heart drops. It was like his worst nightmare coming true- jesus, how could he even think about himself right now? The girl he loved felt trapped with a man she thought might be the father of her baby.
Spencer gulped, âOh.â
âYeah, oh.â
You looked at each other, scared, you more than him. And then you cringed,
âGod, Iâm sorry Spencer. I shouldnât have said anything-â
âNo- Y/n, itâs fine. Iâm glad you told me-â
âI havenât even, like, taken a test yet-â
âWait so-â
You spun on your heel and looked at him exasperated.
âSo⌠letâs go get some tests.â He said (he hopes) calmly. He was really trying, to pretend to be calm and collected. Thatâs what you needed, a clear head to replace yours.
He paid for everything, even the 5 pregnancy tests and the over sized lollipop you put in the basket to ease your nerves later on.
The moon was high, you were about three hours late to get home now, and your head was attacking itself with rambles and aches and honestly, you were sick of it.
You shivered, huddling in your jacket and drawing only slightly closer to Spencer. His silence was like a hook, drawing you in closer and higher and taking every word you had been thinking that day to the tip of your tongue.
You looked up to him. His hair fell into his eyes, the breeze reddening his cheeks slightly.
Itâs Spencer. Youâve known him for nearly 6 years, but it feels like youâve known each other for ever. You know everything about him, and he knows everything about you. Well, not everything. He doesnât know how you feel in your own apartment, how every anniversary had been forgotten even when it was the â1 yearâ mark, how you felt like you were raising an over grown child who could drink.
He knows youâre strong, but admitting all that? Iâd look weak.
You have looked weak in front of Spencer. He stayed overnight in your hospital room, he held you when you watched a little girl die, he wiped your tears when you watched a sad short film during your break.
You couldnât hide anything from him.
âI donât think Iâm pregnant- Well, I mean I might be, but thereâs a very low chance,â You started, Spencerâs jaw clenched for a millisecond, âIâve just been feeling sick and⌠it could be because of stress from work, or just general stress- like, I donât know.â
Spencer moved the grocery bag to his other hand.
âKids are great, donât get me wrong. Some people donât get the chance to have kids. I meanâŚâ You gulped, and Spencer finally looked down at you. But now, all you could do was stare at the car parkâs concrete floor. Speaking out loud was like clearing your brain, the fog was lifting. âLloyd doesnât want kids. I do, at least in the future, not right now. I just hope itâs not with-â You cut yourself off, and slow down a bit. Spencer matches your pace.
I just hope itâs not with him.
He gulps, and clears his throat, looking down at you with understanding eyes, âWith everything thatâs going on.â
âYeah⌠yeah. You know, my job, myâŚâ Itâs no use lying to Spencer. He knows. Heâs known, for a long time.
Your chest was tight, and you made eye contact with the pregnancy tests lying on top of Spencerâs groceries. The thought of going home, rushing to the bathroom, avoiding your boyfriend who was already waiting angry, made your throat close up. Because only now, when you were three hours late from work and ignoring his one attempt at a phone call, Lloyd texted, âI think you need to calm down.â It was a bare minimum, and finally Spencer could see you realizing it.
No, âWre you okay?â, âWhatâs making you think this?â âWhere are you?â
No. He was making you out to be the crazy one, the one to be over thinking, over bearing, too much.
You were confused. To put it blankly. And scared. And questioning your life decisions. And honestly you just wanted to curl up in a ball and to have Spencer make you bad cucumber salad at his warm apartment.
You looked up to Spencer but he was already looking down at you, reaching for his keys and nodding, âYou can come to mine, itâll be okay.â
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dukedom!AU but they realize sheâs quickly become a type of âpeoples princessâ outside the duchy
The timeline for this one is before reader tells john her request! I got this ask before part two dropped and already had some of it written. Hope you enjoy, anon! <3
Dukedome au masterlist
I can imagine them realizing it not from seeing it, but from hearing it, maybe during a gala hosted by John and uou. The evening is alive with music and laughter, the grand ballroom brimming with nobles and dignitaries. Yet the chatter revolve around one figure: you.
âSheâs truly remarkable, isnât she?â one elderly countess says, her voice carrying across the marble floors and gleaming ceilings. âAlways so graceful, so kind. I am quite glad she is Duchess Price, now.â
John stands near the refreshments table with Simon, and overhears the conversation. His hand tightens slightly around his glass, though his face betrays nothing. Nothing new to be talked about, it was natural. And yet-
âGraceful?â a younger lady chimes in, voice calm and polite. âSheâs more than that. Did you hear she personally visited the orphanage last week? Brought food and clothing, spoke to every child. And not for show- she refused to let any journalists near. Thatâs a true duchess.â
Simonâs brows furrows slightly, his jaw tightening. He exchanges a glance with John, the unspoken thought between them clear: she hadnât told either of them about that visit. It wasnât because John didnât trust you, or that you need his permission; he just wanted to be aware of where you go and which guards youâll take. For your own safety.
âSheâs so approachable too,â a lord adds, gesturing with his wine glass. John knows this lord, he always ends up drinking too much and being too handsy. Why would you need to speak to him? âI spoke to her briefly earlier- she didnât just listen, she cared. You can see it in her eyes. Itâs no wonder the people adore her.â
Adore is putting it way too lightly.
From the other side of the room, Kyle watches as a small group of maids gossip near the staircase. He wasnât one for eavesdropping, but their excitement is hard to ignore.
âI heard she gave her own jewelry to the head maidâs daughter to help her pay for her dowry.â One of them whispers, clutching her tray.
âThatâs not all,â another group are speaking, talking about her as well. âThe market vendors say she always pays more than is needed, even when they insist she doesnât do. Such a lovely woman.â
âWish the other nobles were like her,â the first maid says with a wistful sigh. âSheâs the only one who treats us like people.â
Kyleâs lips press into a thin line as he adjusts his gloves. He prides himself on protecting you, but hearing how far your kindness extends fills him with a quiet sense of urgency. What if someone takes advantage of you and your tender heart?
Itâs not just in the main hall that these words are said; down in the kitchens, Johnny is busy ensuring thereâs enough food with the rest of the chefs. But still, he can hear two others talking while they work, trying not to sound too snappy or angry while he listens in on them.
As the night continues, the men find themselves more and more aware of how often your name arises in conversation. They hear nobles discussing your fashion choices (Simon secretly preens), others whispering about your visits to the poorer parts of town and the funds that have been allocated into revitalizing the areas, and even rival duchesses grudgingly admitting that youâve set quite the high standard.
âI heard she stopped Lord Clinton from evicting his tenants,â one man says near the dance floor, though not quite close enough to be drawn into the dancing bodies. He is within John and Simonâs earshots.
âNot only that,â someone else âwhispersâ. âShe made sure they had food and shelter through the winter. commoners love her, and she truly embodies what it means to be a noble. A true peopleâs princess, I say.â
Johnâs gaze flickers toward you, standing across the room and laughing softly with a group of nobles. Youâre glowing tonight, the light catching in your hair and your smile as warm as ever, adorned in a beautiful dress.
âThey donât deserve her,â Kyle mutters, sidling up to him while holding a plate of finger foods.
John doesnât respond, but his grip on his glass tightens again. Itâs a wonder the glass hasnât broken et.
Simonâs voice is quiet when he speaks. âThe people see her as theirs.â He pauses, his gaze hardening. âBut sheâs ours first.â
âI cannot blame them.â John sighs. âShe is the perfect duchess. But she is also my duchess, and they seem to have forgotten that.â
John means his words, and he knows his men agree with him. The world may love you, but they know the truth: no one else can have you- not the people, not the nobles, no one but them.
The ballroom continues to buzz with conversation, and John focuses back on the two men near the edge of the dance floor.
âSheâs wasted on a duchy,â one of them says, swirling his wine with a smirk, more than just a little drunk. âWith her charm, she could outshine the Queen herself.â
âNot just charm,â the other adds in, just as drunk. âBut Influence.â
Simon stiffens, his fingers flexing at his sides. âInfluenceâ isnât something he takes lightly when it comes to you. Itâs a dangerous thing in the wrong hands- or with the wrong admirers.
âCareful,â John mutters to him. âTheyâre complimenting her, not threatening her.â
Simonâs glare softens ever so slightly. âYet.â
Johnny slowly makes his way towards a hidden corner of the ballroom, gnawing on his lips as he listens to the whispers of you.
Did you see the way she stopped to speak with the gardeners?â one of them asks. âShe even complimented the hedges I trimmed last week!â
Johnnyâs grin fades, his fingers drumming against his thigh. He enjoys seeing people appreciate you, but this feels different. They speak of you with reverence, as if youâre some untouchable figure. But Johnny knows better. Youâre no untouchable goddess- youâre his. Theirs. Thatâs what matters most.
Itâs when you step onto the dance floor that the tension truly rises. A duke- one whoâs been eyeing you all evening- approaches you with a bow, extending his hand for a dance. You hesitate, glancing toward John out of instinct. He doesnât move, but his eyes darken, his jaw clenched as he watches you take the dukeâs hand.
The music swells and you move across the floor, laughter bubbles from your lips at something your dance partner says. The men see it for what it is: polite, nothing more. But it doesnât stop the knot of irritation tightening even further.
âSheâs a vision,â someone murmurs nearby, unaware theyâre being overheard.
âWho wouldnât fall for her?â another replies.
The words hang in the air, heavy with implication.
Kyleâs gaze sharpens. Johnnyâs grin vanishes completely. Simonâs fists clench at his sides. And John, ever composed, finishes his wine in one long swallow, his eyes never leaving you.
He canât allow this to go on for any longer.
The dance ends, and as you return to the edge of the ballroom, youâre immediately surrounded by more admirers- ladies complimenting your gown, lords vying for your attention. Or would have been, if John hadnât started making his way towards you, presence larger than life.
âYour Grace,â he says smoothly, and extends his hand to you, his expression unreadable. âDance with me.â
The request- or rather, the command- is met with stunned silence. The nobles exchange glances, but a single glance from John keeps them all silent.
You blink up at him, momentarily caught off guard, before placing your hand in his. âOf course.â you murmur softly.
Johnâs grip is firm but gentle as he leads you to the dance floor, his other hand resting lightly at your waist. The orchestra begins a soft waltz, and he pulls you into the first step, his movements confident and assured.
Around you, the crowd watches, whispers starting anew, though you barely notice. All you can focus on is the intensity in Johnâs eyes as he looks down at you.
âYouâve been busy tonight.â he says after a moment, his voice low enough that only you can hear. It sends a shiver up your spine- his voice always so nice to hear.
âItâs my role,â you reply, offering him a small smile. âEveryone has been so kind.â
He hums, his eyes flicking briefly to the onlookers before returning to you. âToo kind, perhaps.â
You raise an eyebrow at his tone but say nothing, letting him guide you across the floor. His hand tightens slightly at your waist, and he pulls you even more closer.
âYouâve done well tonight,â he says after a moment, his voice softer now. âBetter than I expected, if Iâm honest. But I shouldnât have been surprised. You always seem to surprise me, my dear.â
Your cheeks warm at the unexpected praise, and you smile up at him. âThank you, John. That means a great deal.â
He leans in just slightly, his breath ghosting over your ear. âThe way they look at you,â he murmurs, his voice dropping even lower. âThey canât take their eyes off you. And I donât blame them.â
You glance up at him, startled, but his expression is unreadable once again. He continues to lead you effortlessly through the dance, his movements precise.
âBut,â he continues, his gaze locking onto yours, âtheyâll have to remember who you belong to.â
Your heart skips at his words, and for a moment, you forget where you are, the world narrowing to just the two of you. His eyes soften, his grip steady as he twirls you into the final steps of the dance.
As the music fades, he leans in again, his voice barely above a whisper. âYouâre exquisite tonight, wife. Donât let them forget it.â
With that, he leads you off the dance floor, his hand never leaving yours. The crowd parts for the both of you, their gazes following you both as John guides you back to the edge of the room, where the others wait.
Youâre still breathless, his words replaying in your mind as he steps aside, positioning himself at your shoulder. Whatever protests the nobles mightâve had about your absence dissolve under his watchful glare.
And though John doesnât say another word for the rest of the evening, his presence alone is enough to ensure no one dares to crowd you again, and no one comes between you and them. Simon and Kyle keep you busy, chatting happily with them, and Johnny joins later when the guests begin to trickle out and no one would question why a chef is there.
Peopleâs princess you maybe, you are still theirs. John simply had to show and remind everyone of that fact.
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complementary - the physics of your body [part 2] (sjy)
pairing: brother's best friend!jake x afab!reader
synopsis: Jake loved physics as much as he loved you.
my's note: part 2 is here earlier than expected because i'm anxious đ
warnings: trauma from parents, fluff, angst, drama/arguments, more physics stuff lol, pet names (babe, doll, good girlâŚ), reader blushing/turning red!, reader have a bit of an explosive demeanor, SMUT - so minors DO NOT interact!, unprotected sex (donât do it!!!), oral (f.), squirting, jk cum inside, overstimulation (f.), bathtub sex. lmk if i missed something!
wc: 13k
NOT PROOFREAD.
part 1
Saying you cried all night would be an understatement. Having feelings for Jake now felt like a bittersweet ache, hard to swallow and to have close to you. You couldnât help but get into a spiral of darker thoughts.
Was it worth it?
Jake was in your mind throughout the entire night.
When you woke up the next morning, your eyes felt like they weighed a ton, and your body craved a rest you knew you couldnât give it â not anytime soon, at least. Both physically and mentally, you were utterly drained.
You had spent part of the night wide awake, crying and torn between two nearly impossible choices: breaking things off with Jake or fighting to keep him. It was a strange, bitter feeling that sat heavily in the pit of your stomach. It didnât dissolve with the tears or the long hours â it only lingered, raw and unresolved.
Jay ignored you on Saturday. And again on Sunday. You ignored Jake on Saturday. And again on Sunday.
Jake assumed your sudden distance was due to your determined spirit, convinced you were throwing yourself into studying for your final exams. He didnât want to disturb you and instead left sweet, encouraging messages to cheer you on without adding to your stress. But something in the way you responded â or rather, in the way you didnât â planted a seed of doubt in his mind.
He called you and you dismissed.
The lump in your throat only heavening within each missed call and message left on read, realizing you could be hurting Jake as much as you were hurt.
You just didnât know what to do, what to expect or where to run, because everything seemed wrong or difficult; Jay wasnât there for you, and you couldn't reach Jake because he was the reason Jay wasnât there for you.
Messy, confused, chaotic.
As the night settled quietly in your apartment, you opted not to leave your room. Your face swollen with heavy tears that spilled just like a waterfall.Â
But then a sudden outburst of words being spoken loudly in your living room got your ears perked, your heart speeding it beats, your stomach knotting in despair as you made your way towards the noise.
âWhere is she?â
âYouâll not see her.â
After feeling something was off, his instincts screamed for him to take action, so Jake immediately sped his car all the way to your apartment. He had his mind racing, spinning even, a dreadful feeling creeping inside his chest while each possible scenario played out in his head. But nothing, absolutely nothing, prepared him for what he found when he finally landed his eyes on you.
Your figure appeared in the doorway the very moment Jake asked about you, almost as if his words had summoned you, drawing you in like an unshakable spell. Under different circumstances, it might have been beautiful, poetic even. But not now. Not like this.
âY/N! Oh, my God," Jake exclaimed, his wide eyes filling with a mixture of relief and alarm. He expertly sidestepped Jayâs attempt to block him, his focus zeroed in on you as though nothing else mattered.
You flinched as he closed the space between you, your fists clenched at your sides, trembling slightly as you let him pull you into his arms. His hold was firm but not overbearing, like he was trying to shield you from a world you desperately wanted to escape.
âWhat happened?â he asked, his voice gentle yet laced with urgency, concern dripping from every word. Then, without waiting for an answer, his gaze darted to Jay, his tone sharpening into something far more dangerous. âWhat the fuck happened?â
The question hung in the air, heavy and crackling with tension. The room felt suffocating, the silence a cruel prelude to whatever would come next.
Your body gave up. Jake's scent enveloped you like a mist, soothing and soft, allowing you to be your most raw version â the one in desperate need of refuge. The painful sobs tore through you, your body shaking against Jakeâs chest as he tightened his hold protectively, as though he could physically keep your pain away.
âYou two happened.â
Jake stiffened as Jayâs words cut through the atmosphere, your entire body shuddering, a pang in your chest leaving you breathless for a second. Jakeâs head snapped towards his best friend, panic underlying his voice as he feared the worst.
âWhat?âÂ
Jay let out a bitter laugh, devoid of any humor. âSheâs my sister, Jake,â he could have stopped just at that, it would be enough to make Jake's terror increase significantly. But he didnât, he made sure that his every word was loud and clear. âMy little sister! Did you even think for one second beforeââ He stopped, gulping while a hand ran through his blonde strands, eyes never wavering. âBefore hooking up with her? I know about your fucking casual relationships, Jake.âÂ
Jakeâs grip on you loosened just enough for him to take a step back, but his touch remained close, grounding. He opened his mouth to respond, but you beat him to it, your voice raw and trembling.
âItâs not just a casualââ
âPlease, stop,â you whispered, your eyes brimming with fresh tears, fluttering close, and not really aiming for anyone in particular. âI canât handle this right now.â
Jayâs expression faltered for a moment, realizing he might have gone too far. On the other hand, Jake looked at you, confused.Â
âPlease, go.â You sniffed, unwillingly pushing Jake away from you. He stumbled on his feet a little, offering you the most lost, baffled puppy eyes. You wished you had kept your eyes closed, the pain in your chest growing heavier each passing moment. âIâ I appreciate you for coming, but⌠But just go, please.â
Guilt. You felt the guilt slowly and painfully eating away at you. Guilt for hurting the one person who cared most about you. Guilt for letting things unfold the way they did. Guilt for liking â loving â Jake.
You were torn between confronting Jay, your only family that remained by your side to fight for Jake, and letting Jake go, as a way to go back to how it was before.
There was no possible choice, everything felt like a fresh, open wound and the argument only put pressure on it.
âAlright.â Jake whispered, his eyes lowering until they rested on the floor. âIâm going, because youâre asking me to,â he nodded to himself, quickly taking a glance at Jay over his shoulder before approaching you; the phantom of his touch lingering on your fingers as he let go of your hand. âBut Iâm not leaving you, Y/N. Not now that I finally have you.â
Jay had not spoken a word to you in a whole week.
He avoided the slightest interaction with you, going out of his way to ensure that your paths rarely crossed. Yet, every day, he still managed to prepare your full meals, leaving them meticulously arranged on the counter, as if to fulfill a silent duty. It was a strange contrast â his actions speaking of care, while his absence screamed louder than words ever could.
Jay would leave the house earlier than normal and return just in time to prevent having you under his line of sight, a perfectly calculated timing you wished to end soon.
The unspoken tension lingered in every corner of the house, a suffocating reminder of the fracture between you both.
He didn't strict your routine nor made you change your lifestyle, but it weighed just as hard. It somehow felt way worse than when your parents treated you back then, yelling harsh words alongside punishments to put you back on the line or regain control over your life.
Receiving the heaviness of your brotherâs silence cut deeper than anything else, mainly because he was your only true family.
On the other hand, Jake was dealing with a double loss. It hurt to feel like losing his best friend, to watch his messages being ignored and having his calls go to voicemail, to be prohibited to step into his house under any circumstances.
But the idea of losing you definitely started to hurt way more.
In the middle of the week, you called him. Your voice was weak, almost fragile, and it made his heart squeeze in his chest.
âI aced my physics exam,â you said, barely above a whisper. âI wanted to thank you⌠for everything.â
âNo way!â Jake exclaimed, his voice lighting up with a rush of pride and excitement as he hid himself in the companyâs bathroom. A big smile tugged at the corner of his lips, the one he always wore when he was truly happy for you. You couldnât see it, though. âIâm so proud of you, baby. I knew you would beat that exam's ass.â
That small interaction somehow felt like a bullet had lodged in his chest and he couldnât run to the hospital to resolve it. It was almost robotic, far from utterly genuine, because there was a thick smoke of tension that suffocated his senses, that reminded him you were slipping through your fingers like grains of sand. God, he was your boyfriend! Not a random.
You giggled at his choice of words, a sweet, genuine sound that had not been present in days. The sound of your happiness made his heart shrink, as if it was both breaking and expanding at the same time. He wanted to hear more of it, wanted to make it last forever. The warmth in his chest turned into a wave of determination.
âThanks to you, Jake,â you whispered, the words soft but carrying the weight of everything unspoken.
And without missing a beat, Jake was already planning his next move. âThatâs it. Iâm coming to pick you up.â
The certainty in his voice was unwavering. You tried to argue, to refuse, to come up with something to stop him, but he wasnât having it.
âYour workââ
âI can leave early.â
âBut itâs farââ
âI donât care.â
He was already thinking of you and you only â of the way you deserved to be celebrated, of how he just wanted to hold you close, to kiss you. He missed you so fucking much it hurt, it painfully hurt.
âIâm picking you up,â he repeated, this time softer but no less sure.
âButââ
âDonât even try to argue.â
You could hear him smiling through the phone, and it made your heart ache. Why did this feel so wrong, and yet so right at the same time?
âWait for me, my angel. Iâm on my way,â he finished, his words like a promise.
You felt your heart race, even if a part of you wanted to protest, to tell him that he didnât need to go. But at that moment, you didnât have the strength to stop him, so you waited. You waited for the man of your life.
Ever since, Jake began picking you up from your classes every single day. He would have his lunch with you and video call you during the night, singing a sweet lullaby until you fell asleep. He bought you a cake and kissed you deeply to celebrate your achievement, once again voicing out how proud he was.
You needed support, you needed someone that had your back, and Jake was your boyfriend, the one who should be giving you the comfort you deserved.
It was unbearable to watch you withering quietly and not having much to do other than offer some hugs and kisses, other than have his hands on yours, other than his caresses on your hair.Â
However, as soon as you started to lit up again with your jokes and smiles, Jake realized it was worth it. His efforts were worth it, and he would keep doing a million things, a million times over, if it meant seeing you happy.
But there were days when you slipped back into the overwhelming sadness, due the silent reminder from Jay that his treatment of you had not changed â and maybe never would.
You couldnât help but believe he felt betrayed, and you didnât have the strength or courage to change his perception.
Deep down, you knew yourself well enough to understand that any confrontation would be ugly â because, beyond sadness, you also carried the weight of a quiet, lingering anger.
âHe just needs time,â Jake said, offering you the same reassurance every damn day.
Two weeks have passed since Jay discovered your relationship with his best friend, but it felt like ages, painful ages, days that you had to drag yourself through it, finding perseverance in the depths of your soul to keep going, keep pushing through it.
And you donât think you would be able to do it if it wasn't for Jake.
He was now hugging you, one hand kindly caressing your back, the other firmly holding yours. You had curled up against him in the car, your body trembling as you sobbed into his chest, trying to calm yourself by hearing his gentle breathing.
The sound of your sobs broke his heart. He knew you didnât want to cry, but he also knew there was nothing he could say or do to make it stop. All he could do was hold you, let you pour out your emotions, and be there for you.
âI don't even know why I'm crying right now,â you said with a broken voice, burying your face deeper on the crook of his neck. âShh, itâs okay,â Jake whispered softly, his voice low, the kind of soothing tone he knew you wanted to hear. âYou donât have to know. Just let go, my love.â And so you did. The pain, the confusion, the despair, the anger, everything weighing on you felt too much to bear, flowing away through your wrenching tears. âI donât know what to do, Jake,â you mumbled between sobs, your voice shaky, âI never thought heâd be like this⌠Itâs been so long. I never thought Iâd lose him.â Jakeâs grip on you tightened. He understood the intensity of your pain; he could see it in your eyes, feel it in your touch, in your words. He never felt this way before, like lingering on a thin string of losing his mind, feeling so, so useless. Jake wished he could erase all your pain and sorrow, or at least transfer it to him.Â
On that very day, Jake made a quiet promise of never, ever, breaking your heart.Â
âYou wonât lose him,â he said gently, nuzzling his chin on the top of your head, the shampoo scent calming his nerves a little. He hoped to give you the same comfort. âYou just need to give him time. Heâll come around, I know it.â
You let out a deep, fragile sigh, your shoulders trembling as you struggled to stop the tears streaming freely from your eyes, sobs echoing through the car softly as you stained Jakeâs shirt. He seemed not to care, arms around you as though he could shield you from the gloom that slowly and painfully swallowed you, as though he could maintain you with him, forever.Â
Jake held you as close as possible, as reassuring as possible, as grounding as possible; a comforting, sweet, gentle cocoon anchoring you, as his hands drew subtle circles on your back.
With a mild push, you pulled away from Jake embrace just enough to murmur, voice raw, shaking.Â
âSorry, I dampened your shirt.â
âI love you.â
Jake said, nearly at the same time.
On that very day, Jake made a loud promise of loving you unconditionally forever.Â
The words tumbled out of his mouth, soft yet firm, as though they had been sitting on the tip of his tongue, waiting for the right moment. His voice carried a certainty that cut through the fog of your sorrow, the three words echoing louder than your sobs ever could.
You peered up with your glossy eyes, shooting Jake a flabbergasted glance that replaced your broken expression. His chest tightened, his heart nearly shattering at the sight of you, so brittle, so vulnerable, so utterly⌠destroyed.
Jake wanted to do more than just hold you. He wanted to wrap you in the warmest, coziest blanket and protect you from the world and all the pain it had inflicted. He wanted to whisper reassurances until his voice gave out, to erase every tear from your cheeks with gentle kisses, to love you so deeply that you would never feel this hollow again.
He wanted to shower you with love.
The same love he was sure he nurtured for you. The same love that had been haunting his entire being to voice out, suffocating, desperate to be born into the world you both shared. The same love he discovered he loved to feel.Â
Jake loved to love you, because you made it easy to.
âWhat?â Your voice was barely above a whisper, your brows furrowing slightly.
âI love you. I don't know what to do in this situation, but I know I love you. And I think you should know too.â
You hesitated, mouth opening and closing repeatedly while no words came out, because you had nothing that equaled the sudden sweet burning sensation that spread inside your chest as you heard those pretty words.Â
Love.
You didnât remember loving someone as much as you loved Jake.
Over the past few days, Jake had made it increasingly difficult for your love to remain a mere whisper in the depths of your mind. He had proven himself deserving of your affection, your care, your attention â because he gave just as much, if not more, in return. He had broken through the protective barriers of your heart, the ones that kept strangers away; except Jake wasnât a stranger anymore. Perhaps, deep down, he never was.
Beyond the chaos within you, the silent, yet deafening conflict of your situation with Jay, Jake had stirred a yearning inside you â a desperate urge to scream to the world that he was the love of your life.
It was an uncontrollable desire to say it out loud, to tell him you loved him the way a painter loves their muse, the way a musician treasures their draft, the way a photographer cherishes their landscapes.
It was a love that was raw, sincere, genuine â achingly so. And it was a love you were happy to know it was mutual.
Jake was the most gorgeous star, brightening your profoundly clouded sky.Â
âJakeââ You finally managed to speak, not exactly aiming for anything other than just⌠Say something. But Jake interrupted you with a kiss.Â
âYou don't have to say it back.â He murmured, lips grazing on yours as he cupped your cheeks, gentle eyes tracing the lines of your mildly swollen face. You still looked stunning. He couldnât help but sigh, a mix of adoration and longing in his gaze. âI know I caught you off guard. I'm not asking you to love me back right away.â He tilted his head, his eyes filled with an undeniable tenderness â love, devotion, and the kind of affection that made your heart ache. A faint smile tugged at the corner of his lips, like he was fighting to keep it there. "Just know that I, Jaeyun, love you."
You bit your lower lip, but it didnât do much to contain your wide grin. The tears, once drenched in sorrow, now filled with uncontrollable happiness, exploding in your chest just like fireworks. With a fear of missing the time, you shook your head still in disbelief, leaning in closer as you whispered.
âI love you too, Jake.â
And just like that, Jake had his lips working on your mouth deliberately, distant from what you normally did together. It seemed he wanted to take his time, heartfeltly exploring and appreciating the attachment of your lips together, as though he was memorizing the taste of you. And it was definitely different.
It tasted like love.
Your tongues swirled in a beautiful languid dance, a rhythm only you two could follow, the kind of connection that felt natural and right, like two halves of a whole, complementary.
Jakeâs hands slid down to your nape and waist, pulling you closer, guiding you to sit on his lap where you could feel his warmth radiating into you.
There was no rush, no urgency. There was only raw, honest love between you two â pure and untainted. No distractions. No lust. Just the quiet, steady beat of two hearts that had found each other in a world full of noise.
Jake loved you. You loved Jake. And right at that moment, that was all that mattered.
The car engine sound soothed the silence with a steady hum. The radio played some random song you didnât bother to pay attention to, not when your head was wandering amidst the chaos happening there.Â
Your life was a complete mess and your anxiety bubbling up, not knowing exactly what to expect from that weekend trip.
Yeah, trip.
Just two days ago, Sunghoon showed up at your doorstep holding bags of your favorite food and wearing a pitiful face. You didnât understand the sudden hug, much less the following waterfall of âIâm sorryâsâ he mumbled with a broken voice against your hair while pulling you closer.
âIâm so sorry, I didnât know about you and Jake.â
You remember his words vividly, your confused state, your hands now knowing what to do or your brain not fully processing what he just said, because no one actually knew about you and Jake. But your memory made sure not to erase the following addon.
âI unintentionally snitched on you and him.â
Sunghoon stayed the whole night on the verge of crying â and you never saw that man with anything near to glossy eyes, so it seemed to be a real business for him â explaining what happened that night and how Jay found out about your hidden romance with his best friend.
His drunk ass â as he said â went back home way too earlier than both of you expected, and he could have turned a blind eye â ear, in that case â and said nothing if he knew the woman screaming Jakeâs name in his bedroom was actually you, and not a random chick â his words.
So he absently texted Jay about it, thinking he was too high on his alcohol trip for hearing your voice screaming Jakeâs name, teasing as he said âThat would be crazy, right? That girl is really having a good time,â just to get under your brotherâs skin as he always did.
However, for his misfortune â and yours â, it was you.
And Sunghoon even showed you the texts, where Jay replied with a brief, simple: âWell. Y/N went to Jakeâs to study. Hah.â before turning off his phone and not receiving the next messages Sunghoon sent, trying to ease the situation.
At first you couldnât help the bitter feeling on the back of your throat as you heard his side of the story, aware of his guilty part on it, nonetheless, to finally have a clarification of what led your relationship with Jay down to shambles was actually relieving, especially when Sunghoon said he had a plan to suggest Jay to go with them in a trip as a way to clear his mind, and then you and Jake would go as well without him knowing, and with everyone together â Heeseung too, since he was part of the friend group â it would be easier to face the problems and wrap it up with a happy ending or whatever.
Sunghoon reassured you that both he and Heeseung were on your side of the story; Jake was a good guy and they trusted him to make you happy. But Sunghoon also understood Jayâs position, since he had sisters, so he could try to help with that part as well.
Everything seemed perfect.
But it didnât ease your comfort as you drove with Jake towards the destination, not even with his free hand holding yours and kissing the back of it gently every once and while.Â
âAre you hungry, my love?â
Your sorrow facade slipped just a little by hearing Jakeâs tender words and the cute pet name, still not used to it.Â
âA little, yeah. But⌠I donât think I can eat right now.â
Though you didnât see, Jake nodded, knowing better than to try to pursue you out of your stubbornness. Now practically spending entire days with you, he mastered the art of knowing when to push you out of your shell and when not to. That moment you needed silence, comprehension and someone to be there for you just to make sure you were doing fine.Â
You couldnât be more glad for having a man like Jake in your life.Â
And quietly, you both wished for that trip to change at least a bit of whatever was going on in Jayâs mind.
So when you both arrived â twenty minutes after the others â and Jake parked his car, you quickly spotted Jayâs blond hair amidst people in the hotelâs lobby. He wore a relaxed face, sitting on one of the couches and happily talking with his friends while they waited for you two.
The makeshift excuse Sunghoon and Heeseung told was that they were all waiting for other two friends they invited from college as well, even naming them as a way to ground the lie.Â
Jay didnât mind waiting for the said people, not at all. But he also didnât hide his surprised and slightly disgusted face when he saw the actual two friends.
âIâm with you,â Jake muttered close to your ear, holding your hand tightly. âAlways.â
You just nodded, feeling the weight on each step you took until you approached them, three pairs of eyes hovering over your presence.Â
While Heeseung and Sunghoon happily greeted you both with big, genuine smiles, even hugging you briefly and muttering a quiet âItâs gonna be ok,â Jay, on the other hand, held an unreadable expression.Â
âHey,â you said back, voice coming in a small layered apprehension that didnât go unnoticed by none of them.
Jay was fighting his inner demons not to cringe after watching you and Jake walking together, side by side like a normal couple, but it was hard when he knew how his friend regularly acted with girls he hooked-up with, how he loved to have a one night type of thing, never really committing.Â
You deserved more than just a fleeting pleasant moment.Â
They spent a life together as something similar to brothers long enough for Jay to be aware of the consequences of that relationship, the thoughts of you being hurt triggering the worst side of his protectiveness. And to think he would lose his best, closest friend because of that stupidity increased his emotions negatively â he felt betrayed, somehow picturing you both as selfishes who didnât care about his side in the story.
Jay simply nodded at you both without saying a word, eyes flickering quickly towards your and Jakeâs intertwined fingers, taking notice of it. You followed the motion and gulped, unconsciously squeezing your boyfriendâs hand. Jay then drifted his gaze to his friends, a dry laugh escaping his lips.
âLooks like lying to me has become everyoneâs favorite pastime lately, hasnât it?âÂ
âCome on, bro,â Heeseung shot back swiftly, not tolerating the way he changed behavior after you and Jake joined them. âYouâre the one being an ass.â
âAm I?â Jay scoffed and pointed to himself, eyebrows raised skeptically. âIâm not the one fucking my best friendâs sister.â
The tension lingered in the air thickly, the silence immediate and edging the unbearable. You tried to ignore the people around you starting to take notice of the unfolding conversation between your brother and your friends. After all, the tension seemed to be rising and they were growing curious with the subject â your relationship.
Sunghoon was the first to notice the situation and your discomfort, especially as you quietly â and unconsciously â scooched to slightly hide behind Jake as a way to shield yourself from whatever could be thrown at you. At the same time, a spark of anger stirred in the depths of your soul, the same one you struggled to shove back down in order to protect your loved oneâs from your possible explosion.
âLetâs not have this conversation here,â Sunghoon muttered and headed to finally make the check-in, the rest of you following him, each carrying their respectives luggages â Jake and you sharing just one that he insisted on holding, but you barely had time to proper acknowledged how hot he looked as he did so.Â
The path to the rooms was silent, the tension thickening as all of you stepped into the elevator, avoiding eye contact with one another. Jake noticed your mad grimace â pursed lips, mildly furrowed brows â and positioned himself in front of you, facing you in order to shield any lingering stares Jay might dare to throw your way and to distract you with his puppy eyes that showered you with genuine affection. He gently tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, his touch soft and tender, grounding you a little, even stealing you a small smile.
After going through a lot during your life with your parents, you had developed an explosive, even destructive, behavior that you struggled to restrain sometimes. It had become second nature to quietly bottle up every single detail of a stressful situation, letting it all pile up until the dam finally burst, and you ended up hurting the people you cared for.
You were terrified of losing it with Jay and consequently splattering on Jake and destabilizing the amazing, reliable relationship you just got in. That fear was precisely why you had been trying to act more reserved, more withdrawn. But Jay wasnât making it easy for you â not even a little.
Not when he rolled his eyes in the childish way possible as he realized you and Jake were exchanging affection. Not when he was acting like an angry teenager that would prefer to ignore the problem instead of facing it.Â
And that was why after leaving the elevator and before you could stop yourself, you let go of Jakeâs hand, seizing the moment now that you were somewhere more private. It was still just the hotel corridor, but at least it wasnât out in public. You turned to Jay and blurted it out.
âWhy the fuck are you so mad for?âÂ
It was clear that Jay was taken aback by your sudden outburst, but you couldnât care less. The tension in the air was thick as everyone froze in their tracks. Heeseung and Sunghoon exchanged confused glances, unsure of what to do next. Jayâs expression shifted from surprise to something darker as his eyes narrowed at you.
âY/N, babe, waitââ Jakeâs voice was soft, trying to calm you down, but the storm inside you was already raging. He moved to step closer, his hand hovering over your arm, but you pulled away, brushing him off.
âNo,â you cut him off as sweetly as possible, raising a hand to stop him. You turned back to face your brother, your eyes flashing with a mix of anger and frustration. âSo far, youâve said whatever came to your mind, now itâs my turn.âÂ
Your voice dropped to a dangerous low, thick with underlying fury, no one daring to say a word.
âI really donât get why youâre so mad about me being happy. You always talked about how much you wanted me to find the happiness I deserve, but now that I have it, you act like a damn child!â
Jayâs features sharpened as he clenched his jaw, eyes piercing through you. However, he kept his tone calm, he didnât raise his voice, never. Not at you.
âJake is not the happiness you deserve.â
âWoah, hold onâŚâ Jake tilted his head, visibly stunned by Jayâs attack. He looked between you and Jay, trying to process the sudden shift in the conversation. His brows furrowed in confusion, a slight frown tugging at his lips. âWhy are you saying this?â
You tried to ignore Jake for a while, really tried. But it was extremely difficult as you took notice of his hurted tone, which triggered even harder your ongoing feelings.
âHow the hell do you know that? How can you even say that if youâre not the one in a relationship with him?â Your voice was louder now, sharp, and you felt the heat rise in your chest. Your eyes burned, threatening to spill over with tears, but you refused to let them fall. Not yet.
Jay hesitated for a second, his eyes shifting as if measuring his words carefully, but the frustration in his eyes was evident. He took a deep breath before continuing, his voice quieter now but no less intense.
âI know Jake. Iâve known him long enough to know he could just⌠leave you.â The words were like a knife, and you flinched.
âI would neverââ Jake immediately protested, stepping forward once again, but Jay ignored him, continuing.
âAnd I donât want to see my sister get her heart broken by my best friend,â Jayâs voice cracked slightly at the last part, as if he himself didnât want to believe the possibility, but the fear still lingered in his words.
âJayââ You started just for him to cut you off, the urgency in his voice building.
âDid you ever even think about my feelings in all of this before it happened?â His eyes were wide now, almost pleading. âNo, you didnât. And now youâre dragging me into something I never asked for.â
âNoââ you shot back, voice rising, but before you could say more, Jayâs words came thickly again.
âDid you ever stop to think about what Iâd have to deal with the outcome of this shit? To lose my best friend and see my sister broken because of some stupid choice.â
His hands were clenched at his sides, his jaw tense. The more he spoke, the more his control slipped, and you could see the anger building in him, mixed with a deep sense of hurt.
You took a deep breath, like a gasp, holding it in for a moment, before speaking slowly, your voice softening just a little. You were finally walking beside Jayâs line of thought. So that was the reason?
âAnd why would that be the only possible outcome? Why do you doubt Jake so much?â You paused, blinking back the sting behind your eyes. âHeâs sweet. Always so, so sweet and gentle. He cares for me. He loves me, and I love him too.â
As you spoke about Jake, the walls around you lowered just enough to let the raw honesty out. You felt his presence close at your back, his hands resting on your waist lovingly, managing to somewhat anchor you â your heart fluttered, your nerves soothing ever so slightly.
For a split second, you saw Jayâs expression falter. He wasnât ready for your vulnerability nor your genuine feelings to come out. You could see it in his eyes â the battle between his protectiveness and the fleeting need to understand your and your point of view.
âI did think about you when I accepted Jakeâs dating proposal,â you continued, voice growing quieter, but firm. âAnd I was scared youâd react exactly like this.â
Jayâs mouth opened as if he was going to argue, but the words died on his tongue. For the first time, you saw him hesitate, truly unsure of what to say next.Â
His eyes flickered towards Jake, who held an expectant, yet determined expression. He knew Jake wasnât going to give up so easily, and it was impossible not to see you actually liked, loved each other. WJake positioned himself behind you, close, protective, and somehow loosed Jayâs demeanor, the weight on his shoulders dropping, maybe for realizing his best friend could give you the protection and the love you deserved â the one he was in charge of until now.Â
Jay struggled to gulp down his stubbornness; it was his most characteristic feature. However, on the other side of the argument was you, the little sister â now a woman â he cared for and would move mountains for if necessary.Â
Would Jake be able to do the same?
âIâm sorry.â He muttered, quiet, eyes lowering to the floor. âIâm so sorry,â he sighed, feeling his cheeks burning in embarrassment.Â
You couldnât hold back your surprised face, not when you expected the conversation to unfold in many possibilities where you would gladly, relentlessly counter each and every argument until you overtired him with your own stubbornness.Â
âIâ I was stupid. I only thought about myself, and⌠I mean, you seemed so happy before I found out about you two. I guess that was⌠because of you, Jake.â
The tears you had been holding back finally spilled over, trailing down your cheeks as you stepped closer to your brother, wrapping your arms around him in a warm, comforting hug. He didnât hesitate to return it, pulling you firmly against his chest.
âI really care about you, kiddo,â he murmured softly into your hair, his voice tinged with both regret and affection.
You let out a small, breathy laugh, sniffing as you tried to compose yourself. âI know,â you replied, pulling back slightly to look at him. âAnd Iâm glad you do. But nowâŚâ
Turning your head, you glanced at Jake over your shoulder â a genuine smile curved his plump lips, radiating relief and happiness. His eyes shone with pure joy, watching the two people he cherished most finally reconcile. For the first time in a while, he looked truly content and not laced with condren.
âI have him caring about me too.â
Jake took the moment to approach you both, intertwining his fingers with yours as you stepped away from your brother. He brought your hand to kiss the back of it sweetly before voicing out.Â
âIâll make her really happy.â
âYou better do,â Jay nodded, a small chuckle escaping him. âJust don't⌠screw this over, Jake. I'm serious,â the subtle change in his tone got you rolling your eyes playfully.Â
âI won't,â Jake promptly shot back.
âIf you ever break her heart, I'll hunt you down to hell to kill you,â Jay added within a warning voice and Sunghoon, who had been silently observing the exchange, burst out laughing.
âI second that, by the way,â Heeseung chimed in with a smirk and shrugged.Â
âNo need to worry. If I ever break her heart, I'll kill mysââ
âShut up.â You cut him off, wrapping your arms around his waist and planting a soft kiss on his cheek, your smile not faltering a bit as the rush of euphoria started to run in your veins.
Jay groaned, shooting the two of you a disgusted look before rubbing his temples as if trying to massage away the stress. It was clear he was struggling to get along with the bitter realization: his little sister, the one he had always felt an overwhelming need to protect, was now sharing intimate affection with his best friend â the very same best friend he knew far too much about, including his past escapades with commitment and⌠other things.
âAnd for the love of God,â Jay added with an exasperated sigh. âDo not⌠Do anything under my roof.â
âYes, sir,â Jake quipped with a grin, earning another groan from Jay.
You couldnât hold back your laughter, contentment filling your heart in the most endearing way. Things have been settled in the best way possible.
"Now that we have a room to ourselvesâŚ" Jake murmured with a mischievous smirk, wrapping his arms around you from behind, pulling you closer. His lips brushed against the back of your neck, sending a shiver down your spine. "And youâve aced your physics examâŚ" His breath was warm against your skin, teasing the back of your ear. âAnd everything is set fine againâŚâ
"And my brother is not overreacting just because Iâm sucking your dickâŚ" You couldnât help but say it out loud within a smirk, relieved.
Jakeâs eyes widened in shock, then he gasped, his hands tightening around you to pull you even closer. He laughed.
"Thatâs... one way of saying it, yeah." He squinted playfully, a smirk still tugging at his lips, the same lips that now pressed soft kisses on your sensitive skin, making you squirm a bit within an unfading smile dancing on your lips. You were really happy. "Iâll take it."
The following atmosphere was full of warmth and ease and for a moment you just stayed there, in the quiet calm of Jakeâs arms, enjoying the simple reality of being together, just a quiet love that felt endless.
It took just a second for you to feel something poking you from behind. You hummed.
âNow I understand why you were so excited to get to our room, baby,â you purred, leaning back onto his chest and swinging your hips a little, just to friction Jakeâs growing boner. His answer was immediate; a soft moan traveling its way to your ear.
âWhat?â He feigned innocence, pulling you closer and helping you to move your ass straight on his hardening, his chin resting on your shoulder.
âQuit the act, pretty boy,â you scoffed playfully as you tilted your head back to meet his gaze, a smirk tugging at the corner of your lips. âYou're not fooling anyone.â
You met Jake with hooded eyes that locked with your lips for a while before going back up to glaze your orbs, his tempting tongue wetting those beautiful lips you loved to kiss and feel on your skin before he turned you to fully face him, his hands on your hips firm, steady as he pushed you slightly behind until you felt the back of your knees meeting the soft end of the bed.Â
In any moment you broke eye contact, nor words were being said while the atmosphere shifted under the soothing realization you could be completely free â with your noises, with your needs, with your relationship.Â
You smiled, pulling Jake by his shirt so he could fall on the mattress with you; his lips searched for yours immediately, crashing together into a delightful dance of tongues and mouths, starving each other with a longing of years. You would never get enough of your boyfriend and it felt so good to know the feeling was mutual.
His hands wandered to where you craved his touch most; Jake had become an expert at reading your body, knowing exactly what made you shiver with delight, what brought you to that edge of the pleasant bliss you loved navigating together. But there was a specific subject unspokenly lingering in the air that made him try to move back and bring it to words.Â
âYou promised me something,â Jake mumbled against your mouth, but you didnât give much care as you moved further up on the bed, your hands clutching on his neck to pull him with you, lips never parting. âBabe, your pussyââ
You smirked and teasingly shut him up with another torrid kiss, sucking and biting his bottom lip, eliciting a groan that made your cunt pulse and clench around nothing. The grip on your hips tightened and Jake finally parted the kiss, panting a little, his eyes gleaming with lust.
âBabe, you promised,â Jake protested with a whining voice and you couldnât hold back your laughter, your eyes loaded with love, affection and burning desire drinking from his already messy features.
Jakeâs hair was disheveled, a courtesy of your hands that would always tangle it, tugging and playing not only due to its silkiness, but mostly because Jake would moan beautifully into your mouth whenever you pulled a bit stronger, sending jolts of ecstasy through you.Â
He had a sweet voice, and his noises sounded even sweeter; as crazy as it sounds, sometimes you wished to sip Jake until he was empty. Â
âYouâre so cute when youâre asking for my pussy, baby. How do you manage to do that?â
Jake leaned into the touch of your hand cupping his face gently, caressing his reddened and parted lips. His cheeks had a faint flush, half-opened eyes showering you with expectation, dilated pupils pleading, flickering slowly through your face.
âPlease, I really need it,â Jake sounded urgent, his breath hitching as he pressed you on the bed with his body weight.
He was quick to dodge your attempt to kiss him again, taunting the wicked game you were building. His tongue traced the curve of your neck, and his lips followed with deliberate, tantalizing kisses â a striking contrast to his current raw desperate state. âPleaseâŚâ he murmured, the plea thick with longing.
He was trying to nudge you out of your deviousness using your weakness, however, he wasnât faking at all. Jake was genuinely desperate. âOh? So itâs a need now? Not just a want?â You teased, your voice dripping with mischief as your eyes fluttered closed.
A sigh followed by a moan escaped you, your body instinctively arching forward as a wave of contentment rippled through your core. Yet Jake kept you firmly in place, pressing you into the mattress with precision, his grip restraining your movements just enough to leave you yearning for more.
âI need and I want, pleaseâŚâ He whispered against your earlobe before nibbling it; you felt his hand sneaking into your shirt nearly at the same time, his fingertips softly brushing your side, making you contract your stomach and try to squirm, but again, Jake was holding you strongly against the bed. âMhm? Please?â He begged once more within a small, weak breath.
Being so close to your boyfriend always made you thrilled and also loosened. He presented you with the possibility of being yourself freely, a safe haven you didnât know you needed. The trust you had with Jake was beyond imagination, it was with your entire being among every possible nuance of the wording; there was something about how he managed to always spark an interest of an ongoing desire that fueled your will to keep him near, physically and emotionally.
So when he offered you the prettiest hooded eyes, glistening with the plea he showed through every pore of his, you couldnât really control the thrum of your heartbeat echoing louder and louder in your eardrums, nor your breath catching in your throat as you felt yourself swoon under Jakeâs intense and eager gaze, the need of something he never actually had a taste burning in those pretty two brown orbs.Â
Every inch of your skin tingled in anticipation, after all you admittedly â not out loud â longed to feel Jakeâs head buried between your legs as much as him. Just with how he managed to kiss you, mouth and tongue working precisely, skilfully on yours had your toes curling, yearning to feel all of that on your cunt.Â
âDonât go quiet on me,â Jake murmured with a pout, one that vanished in seconds as the corner of his lips curled into a smirk. âNot when I wanna hear you screaming my name,â he quietly softened the weight of his body onto yours, giving you the room to move. Your legs instinctively opened. Jake noticed. âJust give me the word, baby.â
Your eyes fluttered close when you felt Jake lowering his kisses to your clavicle and so on, a moan slipping out of your mouth when he twirled his tongue on your hardened still covered nipple, sucking and motioning something you were sure he would be doing in your clit in a few. You just needed to⌠Allow it.Â
âGive me the word and Iâll make you feel so goodâŚâ He whispered. Once more, you felt yourself pulsing, your panties with a pool of arousal at that point. âMhm? Please? You deserve to feel good, baby.â
He glanced up at you, giving you more of what you would experience after you said yes; the eyes looking up, the mouth deliberately and masterfully doing its job of pleasuring you, the hands holding you still.
Your whole body ignited with fervent flames, bursting with desire and an anxious longing to feel everything Jake had silently promised you until that moment. Driven by the maddening need to have him, you finally spoke, with a voice you couldnât quite properly find as you lost yourself in your imagination.
âYes, Jake. You can eat me out.â
Jake let out a small groan of contentment, his smile wide and radiant as he positioned himself in between your parted legs and began to remove your jeans with your help.Â
âThatâs how I like it,â he murmured, biting his lip to hold back the surge of excitement and impatience building inside him. But the hunger to taste your pussy of you had been building for far too long to slow down now. âGood girl.â
There was no doubt Jake would make you feel good, nevertheless you found yourself unable to untense completely under the hot touches he was leaving in your skin as he undressed your bottoms; you felt awkward, especially because it was the official first time Jake was seeing you in such a position. He had fingered you and fucked you countless times, but it was the first time his face got that close to your cunt and you started to worry. To disappoint him after you had so carefully nurtured his hopes with that fleeting promise seemed unbearable.
You swallowed the lump in your throat, your hands grabbing the sheets underneath you as you breathed heavy. Jake noticed your change of demeanor right away and soothed your skin kindly with his palms. Â
âRelax, my love. Why are you so tense, mhm?â The question was followed by a tender kiss on your knee and a gentle caress on your other leg. âTalk to me.â
âI donât know, honestly,â you chuckled nervously, avoiding your boyfriendâs eyes that were trying to read your anxious expression. You were being serious about your lack of knowledge of what exactly triggered your sudden reaction. âIâm afraid of disappointing you, I guess. Does that make sense?â
âNo,â Jake was quick to shoot back, a sigh of admiration slipping from his plush lips for finally seeing your cunt revealed before his hungry eyes. Beautiful, he could feel his mouth watering. âYou canât disappoint me, sweet girl.â
âWhat if I cum too fast?â You asked without giving time to Jake to answer, and he skeptically quirked a brow at you. Did he hear it right? âWhat if I taste bad? What if you donât like the feel of it? Or the look of it? What if my smell isnât that good? What ifââÂ
You fell silent as you felt Jakeâs warm muscle licking your folds, the heat of his touch sending shivers through your heated body, legs trying to close instinctively and your eyes growing wide as you realized he just⌠Went for it. And he was good.
Just after the long lick, Jake sucked your clit and groaned, as if the pleasure was his, not only yours. He didnât part the connection, though, continuing to play with your clit and your pussy in random patterns using his tongue and lips, as if he was studying which one you enjoyed the most by the way your moans sounded.Â
âJâJakâMhmâŚâ A soft murmur mingled with a whimper interrupted whatever you were about to say â and you couldnât even remember as you drifted your gaze down to catch the sight of Jakeâs furrowed brows, deep in concentration and desire as he lost himself in you.Â
You brushed away the hair sticking on his lightly sweaty forehead, watching how delighted he seemed to be eating you out; you heard the lewd sounds of slurping and soft smacks imitating a kiss and you deduced he was simply making out with your pussy.
As regular as it was, your fingers tangled into his brown locks, this time urging him closer, pulling him down to you as the longing for more consumed your chest.Â
Jake was drunk â and loving each second. Mind blurry, only your pussy and the sweet scent and taste of it occupying the haze inside his brain as he got motivated by the pretty noises you allowed to escape your lips.
He dived into you with fervor, with love. God, he dreamed for too long to waste time with foreplays or whatever, especially when you were that wet already. He could die in between your legs and he would thank you for that.Â
The way your breath hitched when he went a bit further and tested to poke your pulsing hole with the tip of his tongue got his eyes glancing up to catch your contorted expression, mouth agape, head throwing back into the pillow. He moaned when you rolled your hips forward, rubbing your pussy on his face just how he wanted to.Â
âYouâre so fucking good,â you managed to breathe out, your voice shaking between delicate moans.
Jakeâs tongue lapped over and over your now dripping pussy, drinking from your juice as if it was his favorite. After cautious inspection, he understood what made you clench shamelessly and was now openly making out with your clit, even so often tongue fucking you within an impressive skill; he also positioned both your legs on his shoulder as way to ease his and your comfort.
The way your body squirmed under his firm grip on your thighs was a feeling Jake wished never to forget, especially how you unconsciously tried to press your legs together, as if it could shield you from the intensity of his touch, though you knew deep down it was futile.Â
Jake was addicted to every aspect about you. If he allowed himself a moment of reflection, he might feel a flicker of embarrassment over just how intensely you got him wrapped around your finger.
Your smiles, paired with your playful banter, sent a whirlwind of emotions through his chest, a constant reminder of how effortlessly you matched his provocations with your own sharp wit. Your determination, laced with a stubborn edge, stirred a deep sense of pride within him, filling his heart with admiration for your strength. And your body⌠it was a masterpiece in his eyes. Every curve, every line felt tailor-made for his hands, his touch, his need to hold you close and never let go.
And now you had permitted him to taste the part he cherished the most in terms of sex.Â
Jake didnât care about how cringe, loser-like or shameful could sound to others, but eating girls out was everything he needed to feel fulfilled when in bed, and now, if the said girl was you, his perfect girlfriendâŚ
âI love you so much,â you heard Jake mumble against your cunt, the slurred words vibrating against your clit brought you back from the lustful fog your mind drew into only to send you back again, a journey you would gladly revisit again whenever possible.
The knot on your lower stomach tightening had your toes curling as you tugged Jakeâs hair harder, eliciting a soft moan out of his mouth that got lost in between your wet arousal.
âMhm, FâFuck Jakeâ Iâmââ
âClose?â He murmured, though he didnât expect you to answer.Â
Jake was way lost into his own pleasure of satisfying you to think of anything other than your release coating his tongue, and he started to shamelessly, yet slowly rut his hip against the bed as your moans increased, your legs around his shoulder pressing tighter.
âI wanâ you to come all over my face and mouth, doll.âÂ
The blend of his words and how he started to shake his head to rub the tip of his nose on your clit while lapping your clenching hole got you screaming his name, the waves of shock running through your body within trembles as you had your orgasm. Whimpers and cries would be everything filling the room if it wasn't from Jake slurping noises getting constant with him swallowing every single drop of your climax, driving you through your high.
His big hands held you steady as he finished the job of cleaning you with his tongue, your sensitive bundle of nerves getting brief brushes that got you squirming. Jake then placed a sweet kiss on your clit, diverging from the intensity of the touches seconds ago before he pulled away, leaving you breathless and shaky, but utterly satisfied, with a dumb smile gracing your lips.
Your hooded eyes blinked slowly, tiredly as you panted for air, your whole body relaxed as if you were on the clouds. However, you captured the view of Jake undressing himself even with your slightly blurred vision; his chin and his nose were glistening with his spit and your cum, and when you finally noticed the hardened bulge hidden behind his underwear, you gulped, feeling your body heating up again before that pretty, lascivious sight.
Opposite to what you thought, Jake propped himself near to you, out of the bed still, with a cute smile, endearingly watching you regaining your senses. You didnât catch the flicker of mischief the puppy eyes showed briefly, though.
âBabe, how about we take a shower, mhm?,â he asked, voice barely above a whisper. With a gentle stroke on your hair, he added. âI think we have a bathtub here, we can take a bath.â
A smirk danced on the corner of your lips as you sat with Jakeâs help, your fingers tracing the shape of his covered dick. âBut what about you, pretty boy?âÂ
You watched Jake biting his lip, a habit you loved that made both your heart flutter and your cunt pulse. You were getting worked up again.Â
âWe can take care of it there, canât we?âÂ
His gaze darkened out of the softness he was offering you when you nodded, pulling you to stand up and removing your shirt. Jakeâs eyes lingered a bit longer on your now exposed breasts and you felt shy under the intensity of it, so you just leaned forward to cut the staring with a kiss.Â
The same kiss that had Jake holding you by the waist and you finding support on his shoulders. The same kiss that Jake used to quietly guide you towards the bathroom. The same kiss that left you breathless as you parted away with a content smile followed by a chuckle because Jakeâs fingertips brushed your ribs in a teasing way.Â
âOh, we have to fill it up, thoughâŚâ You pouted when noticing that the said bathtub was completely empty.Â
Once again, you failed to realize Jake had a secret plan by the way his eyes twinkled with wicked intentions, especially because he positioned himself behind you.
âBabeâŚâ His voice dropped an octave when he murmured against your ear, the feeling of his hot body pressing on your back together with his covered cock frictioning against your bare ass got your pussy starting to be wet again.Â
âMhm?â You answered softly, hands covering Jakeâs that were now on your boobs, softly massagingÂ
âDo you trust me?â
The question was simple, the answer even simpler. And yet you found yourself hesitating, a flicker of uncertainty threatening to spark â a fleeting fear of what might unfold. But then, you remembered: it was Jake. Your Jake. The man who had dived headfirst into all your wildest adventures without hesitation, who would never dream of hurting you.
The man of your life.
âOf course I do.â
âGood,â he chuckled softly, a hint of mischief lighting his gaze as he pulled away from the warmth of your embrace, only to strip off the last piece of clothing separating him from you.
You turned on your heels, confused, aiming to ask what the hell was going on, but your eyes dropped to Jakeâs big, stiff cock, the tip reddened, glistening with leaking precum in a way that got your knees weak.
âYouâre hard,â you breathed out, pointing out the obvious and feeling your body working on automatic as you approached with your hands already moving further closer his length. âAnd hot. Iâd suck you offââ
Jake shushed you with a quick peck, his lips being graced by a small smile. âShh, come with me.â
He approached the bathtub, opening the water register to fill just the bottom of it before he settled on one of the ends and tapped his lap, urging you to join him.
âOh?â You tilted your head to the side, a grin growing on your lips as you made your way to your boyfriend, doing as he instructed you so. âWhat are we doing?â
Your curiosity was driving you wild, yet there was something thrilling in the way Jake sometimes took control of the situation, keeping details scarce and letting slowly you discover things as they got revealed.
Sharing moments with Jake was a treasured part of your life, and you longed to create more special and unique memories with the one you had vowed to love for a lifetime â through every shade and possibilities.
So when he placed you on his lap, facing forward, something similar to as if you were about to ride him, you did nothing to control the excitement fluttering in your chest. Before you said any other word, Jakeâs cheeks flustered with a cute tone of crimson and you furrowed your brows, a confused-amused chuckle escaping your lips because you literally had no idea of what was going on.
âPlease, ignore what Iâm gonna say, because itâs a fucking turn offâŚâ Jake said with a small voice, his whole face contorted into an embarrassed expression as he tightened the grip on your hips.
âOkayâŚâ As unsure as you sounded, still you held your expectations high. The worst that would happen was Jake making you laugh with his goofy ideas and jokes.
âYou know that we calculate the velocity of some things in physics, right? Like fluids, and stuffâŚâ You nodded along, not really getting the line of thought, but still allowing him to finish. âI was wondering⌠Mhmââ He cleared his throat, eyes avoiding yours precisely. You were already giggling, hands caressing his nape.
âYeah?â
âDo you want to calculate the velocity of your squirt on my dick?â
Though Jake immediately reacted by breaking into a shy laughter and hiding himself cringing on the crook of your neck, you, on the other hand, had to stifle the shocking scoff that caught in your throat upon hearing his filthy, straightforward request, your expression shifting from teasing humored to stunned disbelief. And you felt your pussy clenching right after, because Jake had that fucking effect on you, no matter what.Â
âI wonât lie⌠I was so ready to laugh,â you admitted, voice soft and edged with a dryness that had you swallowing hard, trying to hold the thrill bubbling low in your core.
Your hips rolled ever so slightly, a teasing motion that grazed against Jakeâs aching hardness, drawing a guttural groan from him. Your hand held the back of his head, caressing his hair, while the other wandered over his biceps.Â
âBut, damn, Iâm so turned on right now.â
âThank God youâre perfect.âÂ
It was the last thing Jake said in between a relieved giggle before kissing your neck and skillfuly maneuvering your body with your help so his aching cock could finally meet the warm embrace of your walls.Â
A shaky shared moan echoed through the hollow bathroom walls, your head falling back, your lips parted with a small delighted smile adorning it. Jake bit your neck to muffle his following groan when he finally got himself completely inside of you; he had been hard for so long, ever since he started to think about getting lost in the taste of your pussy, craving some sexual release that only your cunt embracing his length would give him.
âSo fucking tightââ He whispered against the slightly bruised skin of your neck, voice cracking at the end when you rolled your hips in a silent plea.
Without a moment of hesitation, Jake lifted you effortlessly by your hips, only to pull you back down with a steady force, guiding you with a rhythmic precision. Your arms instinctively draped over his shoulders, providing the support you needed to move with him, as you both found your pace.
âKissââ you breathed, a soft whimper escaping your lips, just as Jake hit a spot that made you tremble. âKiss me, JakeyââÂ
As a natural command, Jake drifted his lips towards yours, his tongue licked your bottom one before sucking it and diving into a passionate, messy kiss, the movements never halting as you drowned into the pool of arousal and lust your boyfriend provided; you could feel Jake everywhere and it was amazing.
He pounded into your g-spot with ease, eliciting the loudest noises from the back of your throat, shamelessly. His hands roamed your ass to squeeze it while guiding your body up and down, the mild slapping sounds ringing in his ears like a beautiful melody.Â
âYou make me go insane,â Jake whispered, his eyes fluttering close as the euphoria of feeling you that close drifted his senses into an overwhelming experience.Â
He felt a faint grin appearing on your lips before you shot back. âAndâ And do you like it?â
Jake chuckled lightly, a lingering smile following his answer. âI love it.â
Since you had one orgasm already, you felt your next one coming faster than expected, so when you started to involuntarily clench more, together with your whimpers of Jakeâs name and curses amplified louder, Jake took a close notice to start rubbing circles on your clit with one hand, wishing you could keep on holding the position practically by yourself for a bit longer â he wanted you to do a bit more than cumming, after all.
âClose⌠âM closeââ You whined, body jolting forward and your head falling back once more, the grip from your arms on Jakeâs shoulders tightening as you partially hugged him.Â
Jake drank in the sight of you rolling your eyes close and your hips uncontrollably grinding and bouncing and doing whatever would make you achieve your climax â so fucking beautiful. It made his dick throb in despair for the same release, but he wanted so bad to feel you squirting on him. So he gathered strength from the depths of his self-control not to cum, even after you creamed his shaft with your warm liquid. Even after your squeeze grew unbearably good.
âFuck, babeâŚâÂ
âJakâ Jakeâ Sensitive,â you whispered when Jake didnât stop drawing circles on your clit, momentarily forgetting he had a different plan as you struggled to squirm away. âJake, mhmââÂ
Jake shook his head as if telling you no, maintaining his dick buried deep into you as he focused solely on your swollen bundle of nerves. If you paid enough attention you would feel his mischievous smile creeping on the corner of his lips grazing on your cheek.
With your eyes fluttering open to try and look at your boyfriend, the overestimation teetered the edge of madness; overwhelming at it most, you whined pleas of despair for Jake to stop, though you didnât actually want him to.
Jake groaned when your nails scratched his back, your whole body trembling, shaking to escape the painful, yet delicious feeling of Jake driving you faster towards an inexperienced field for you.
You never actually squirted, but as soon as you reminded yourself that it was Jake's desire, you wished to give it to him as much as you wanted for yourself. Pleasuring Jake would always pleasure you as well.
âItâs gonna feel so good, doll,â Jake cooed, holding you closer, keeping you steady. âHang in there, just a little, yeah?â
âCanâtââ You shook your head, feeling a weird feeling creeping inside you. âCanât Jakeyââ
âYes you can,â his voice was low, soft even, though breathless. Jake was trying his best to navigate you precisely to where he wanted you to arrive. âYouâre my good girl, arenât you?â
âMhmâ Fuck, Jakeââ You screamed his name. âYes, âm yours. All yours.â
The excruciating pressure on your core felt like a glazing fire, scorching every inch of you as if it were igniting something deep inside, something new, strange. It was a fiery ache, relentless and consuming, making it almost impossible to think of anything but the heat that pulsed through you, demanding attention. The sensation grew more intense with every movement, every touch, every deliberate open-mouth kiss Jake deposited on your neck. You couldnât decide if you wanted it to stop or if you wanted it to go on forever.Â
âItâs burningâ Jakeââ You sounded urgent, not exactly knowing why. Â
âLet it go, doll,â Jake murmured on your earlobe. âFor me, yeah?â
And so you did, moaning, exclaiming Jakeâs name like a mantra, like he was the only thing carved into your soul, the only thing crossing your mind. You felt like Jake entered you completely as a flush of fluids squirted from your pulsing, abused cunt.
At the same time, Jake had his own body trembling, his abs tensing as he came undone; not even a movement, not even a roll of hips, just the indescribable feeling of your juices flowing freely down his length and your walls clenching got him filling you to the brim with his release.
A wave of soft moans slipped from your lips, each one rising like a gentle hiss. Your mind was blank. Your body, numb. You felt everything and nothing at the same time. At some point you questioned if you had died â and if you did, it would be an amazing death.
But then Jakeâs honeyed, broken voice brought you back from your trance.Â
âIâm still coming,â and he so fucking was; it was a different feeling from the other times, if you forced yourself to think coherently, you would realize Jake had never come that hard.Â
âIâm weird,â you mumbled, body softening against your boyfriendâs strong grip. He held you steady in his arms, supporting you with care. âCanât feel my legs⌠Or my bodyâŚâ
You heard Jake laughing a little in between pants, his noises sounding distant while your eyes began to slowly close, your body relaxing into that blur of tiredness that took over in seconds.
âIâve got you, my love.â Jake kissed your cheek. âYou did amazing. Thank you.â
With tender touches and gentle caresses, Jake cleaned both of you, making sure you were comfortable and not getting any type of extra stimulation as he did so. Through soft murmurs of reassuring words, he praised your work and thanked you for allowing him to pleasure you. As he always did.
Jake loved you with genuine affection. It never felt forced, nor did it ever seem like something he had to prove. It was simply there, effortless, constant, and profound. His love lived in the smallest gestures and the proudest compliments he would gush about, and you couldnât feel more grateful for living in a relationship where the caring was mutual, because you cherished Jake just as much.Â
You were finally at peace, in a comfortable relationship with Jake, knowing there would be no more lies between you and your brother. It was soothing to be able to sink into the warm embrace of your boyfriend without worrying about interruptions, or how quickly you would have to throw on clothes and present yourself as presentable as possible, hiding the remnants of your burning passion behind fake smiles and lame excuses.
Jake had a scent of home, of love. And it felt so, so good to love him without restraint, to kiss him without fear, to feel a sense of completeness as he fit perfectly in a special place in your chest.
âYâknow, I was just thinkingâŚâ
Jakeâs voice filled the quietness of the room. He had put you in a comfortable set of clothes and laid on the bed with you, your body curled cozily against his chest, his soft heartbeats soothing your senses.
âWe complement each other pretty well.â
âHow so?â
Your ask came as silent as his. Jake caught himself thinking deeply, snuggling you closer as he did so.Â
âMhm⌠I lean towards physics and youâre into art,â you nodded along, casually drawing random shapes on his bare torso.Â
The softness of his tone vibrated through his chest like a sweet lullaby. You sighed.Â
âI feel like youâre more rational than I am⌠Youâre always so, so determined and adorably stubborn until you get what you want⌠And Iâm kinda lazy, not gonna lie.âÂ
âThatâs true,â you smirked, raising your head briefly just to shoot a teasing glance. Jake chuckled, rolling his eyes before pressing a kiss to the crown of your head as you nestled back against him.
âWe always find a way to please each other, in every sense,â he continued and you couldnât help the warm flushing from your neck to your face, shyly shifting to hide yourself on his neck. Jake giggled, caressing your back. âAnd I always feel complete when Iâm with you.â
Pulling back slightly, you searched those two mesmerizing eyes, brimming with tenderness and care. With love. Jake was a beautiful masterpiece, worthy of endless admiration you would willingly give, because you loved him just as much.Â
âI agree,â you whispered, caressing his cheek. âWeâre like pieces of a puzzle, fitting perfectly.â
âExactly,â Jake breathed out, his eyes fluttering closed as tranquility washed over him after you pressed a tender kiss on his lips just to get cozy again against his torso. âWeâre complementary, babe.â
BONUS SCENE
"Well, well⌠If it isnât the cutest couple..." Sunghoon greeted you both with a teasing tone as you approached the table.
The weekend trip was nearing its end, and that was the last meal the five of you would share at the hotel. It was a simple yet cozy dinner, the kind that felt more meaningful because of the company. A table set with exactly five seats, ready to accommodate all of you.
Jake responded to Sunghoonâs comment with a playful smack to the back of his neck before you both took your seats; Heeseung settled on your right, Sunghoon next to Jake, and Jay directly across from you.
âThe cutest and the freakiest, too. Jesus Christ.â Heeseung muttered just loud enough for you and Jake to hear. Instinctively, your eyes darted up to catch the displeased scowl on your brotherâs face. âPlease, never put me next to their room again.â
âThe choice was either you or Jay, soâŚâ Sunghoon shrugged like it was the most obvious thing in the world, though it didnât stop Heeseung from glaring at him.
âAnd you werenât an option?â
âOf course not. My trip, my rules. You should be grateful I even got you a solo room.â
âOh, right, because between hearing Y/N scream Jakeâs name andââ
âFor Godâs sake, dude,â Jake interrupted immediately, his voice sharp but laced with embarrassment.
Your cheeks burned fiercely as you sank into your chair, crawling Jakeâs arm as if your life depended on it, trying desperately to avoid looking at Jay â or anyone else. But from the corner of your eye, you caught him massaging his temples with one hand, the other lifting his glass of wine to his lips as if he needed a moment away from the conversation.
âAm I wrong, though?â Heeseung arched an eyebrow and looked directly at you, who were now sipping your drink, still curled against Jake who held you by your shoulder. âI bet you were having a good time in the bathroom.â
Jake couldnât suppress the sudden snort of laughter that escaped him when seeing you and Jay choking, each with your own drinks, together. On the other hand, Sunghoon shamelessly burst into a loud, noisy laugh, clapping his hands and throwing his head back as if it was the funniest thing he had ever witnessed.
âOh, man, this is gold,â he managed to say, eyes flickering in between your mortified expression and Jayâs mad grimace.
You coughed into your napkin, one that Jake handed to you gently, holding back his own wanting to laugh at it too, your cheeks blazing hot.Â
âHeeseung, I swear to God, if youââ
âRelax, Y/N. I wonât tell about how hardââ
âOk. Shut up, dude,â Jake interrupted sharply again, though his voice carried a mix of amusement and shyness. He gave you a reassuring squeeze, his fingers lightly brushing against your arm, anchoring you away from their teasing.
Jay, however, wasnât laughing. Not at all. He wiped his mouth with a napkin, his expression tense as he shot Heeseung a glare that could cut through steel.
âSome of us donât need a visualization of whatever happened in that room. Thank you.â
Heeseung rolled his eyes, which shone with amusement, matching perfectly with his playful grin.
âCome on, Jay. Itâs all in good fun,â Heeseung replied, waving off the tension with a careless flick of his hand. âWe all know theyâre just very passionate. Isnât that right?â
âOh, God.â You groaned, burying our face in your hands, feeling Jake giggling by the way his body trembled against yours. âI hate all of you. So much.â
The mortification flooded your senses, an urge to run away from their playful banter because you didnât know where else to hide. However, the same subject being treated with jokes and laughter eased your fear of Jay turning back on his decision of supporting you and Jake.
âEven me?â Your boyfriend asked, kindly grabbing your chin to lean your head upwards to face him. He had a feigned pouty expression, one that elicited a giggle from you right away.
You shook your head. âNo, baby, never you.â
And just at the moment your lips touched Jakeâs into a sweet gesture, you heard your brotherâs voice.
âAm I that ass of a brother to deserve this level of pain and torture?â Jay muttered, his voice dripping with exaggerated exasperation.
You and Jake giggled in between the kiss, parting ways as you bit your lip and shot a fake annoyed glance at Jay â comfort now settling your nerves, as you noticed he was trying to be as nonchalant as possible.
âMaybe?â You teased, your tone playful as you tilted your head. Jay rolled his eyes, but the small smile dancing on his lips didnât deny he was starting to accept your relationship.
âWhatever, kiddo.â
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drunken confessions
Theodore Nott x FemRavenclaw!Reader
Summary: Theo drinks a little bit more than he should....
Warnings: Drinking, No use of Y/N, Only mentions being in Ravenclaw once, and very cute???
Word Count: 1.6K
Note: Long time no see, my loves! I took a really long hiatus abruptly because life was kicking my ass badly. I decided that my first fic back should be a Theo fluff because who would I be if I didn't give this boy all of my attention? I hope you guys all enjoy it.
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Music boomed through the Slytherin common room as you tried to navigate the sweaty bodies and screaming teens. You were trying to find Theodore, the person who had invited you. It was a celebratory party for Slytherin winning the quidditch game against Hufflepuff. You were in the Ravenclaw house but are good friends with many people in Slytherin.
"Oy," Draco pulled you to the side, "Looking for Theo?"
"Yeah, you've seen him?" you asked, gripping his arm so no one could separate you both. Draco nodded, pulling you to a separate room where Pansy, Daphne, Blaise, Enzo, Mattheo, and Theo sat.
"Finally, you're here." Daphne pulled you in for a hug, whispering in your ear, "Drunk pants over there have been asking about you for the past hour."
You glanced over at Theo, who was very drunk. "He never drinks this much." You whispered back to Daphne. She shrugged. "He caught the stitch. Winner of the game tonight."
You nodded, walking over to Theo and sitting next to him. He immediately grinned and wrapped his arms around your waist. "I've been waiting for you all night," Theo said, speaking slowly so his words didn't get slurred.
"I'm sorry. Why'd you drink so much without me?" You asked, tapping softly on his wrist. "I didn't mean to." Theo said, "Won the game, so people had given me a bunch of drinks."
You nodded, allowing Theo to go back to being the life of the party. Enzo sat down next to you, to keep you company as the party continued.
"So, what's your excuse for not being at the game tonight?" Enzo asked.
"That project for Transfiguration. My partner is an idiot who waited last minute to do his part, so I had to help him. I feel bad for missing it." You said, taking a sip of your water.
"Theo was upset that you weren't there. Probably what motivated him to win the game. That boy is obsessed with you," Enzo said, nudging you. You cleared your throat, feeling a sudden sense of nervousness. "We're just friends, Enzo."
"For now." Enzo wiggled his eyebrows. You laughed at him, rolling your eyes.
Did you like Theo? Yeah, but you didn't think he would like you back. He had a lot of girls on him and he could choose any of them. You were so wrapped in your mind and your conversation that you didn't notice that Theo had wandered off until you heard your name being called.
"Take Theo back to his dorm, please!" Blaise pleaded as he and Mattheo held a nearly blacked-out Theo up. You hopped up, grabbing Theo from them.
"Oh, hey, pretty girl." Theo drunkenly grinned at you. You smiled back. "You should've stopped drinking, Teddy."
"Really should've." Mattheo agreed. "You know where his dorm is. Don't worry about cleaning up down here, we got it."
You nodded, saying your goodbyes to everyone before walking upstairs to Theo's room.
"Pretty girl." Theo dragged out the pet name. "Your hair is so soft."
"Thanks, Teddy." You opened the door to his room, switched on the lights, and put him on the bed.
"Come on, let's get you in pajamas." You tapped his nose lightly, making him smile at you.
"You're so pretty, pretty girl. That's why I call you 'pretty girl' because you're so fucking pretty. Sometimes I think you're otherworldly because of it," Theo gushed, falling back on his bed. You felt your heartbeat pick up as the compliments flowed from Theo's mouth.
"Thank you, Theo. Here, put this shirt on." You handed the shirt to Theo, who shook his head no. "I like to be shirtless."
Theo pulled his shirt over his head and threw it in the hamper. You tried your best not to stare at his chest before handing him a pair of pants.
"You're taking good care of me, pretty girl. I wish you could always take care of me. Merlin, I love you so much." Theo spoke again. You felt your eyes widen as you looked at him. "What?" You said softly.
"I love you like I'm so in love with you. I just want to be with you all the time." Theo continued. You cleared your throat, pushing him under the covers. Theo was clearly saying anything to you because he was drunk. If Pansy or Daphne were here, he would probably say the same thing. You forced yourself to repeat that to yourself repeatedly so you could believe it.
"Get some sleep, Theo, goodnight." You switched off his light as you swung his door open. "Goodnight, my pretty girl. I love you." Theo said.
You quickly shut the door, taking a deep breath to calm yourself. You didn't know how to interpret what had just happened. Theo admitted to being in love with you. Or did he? He was drunk, so he probably wasn't serious. Yeah, he was drunk. You took a deep breath before making your way back downstairs.
Mattheo saw you hurry down the stairs and raised his eyebrow at you, "You good? Is Theo okay?"
"Yeah, he's fine. I'm just gonna go back to my dorm," You said. Mattheo eyed you, "What happened?"
"What? Why would anything happen?" You asked, diverting your eyes anywhere but to Mattheo's.
"..."
You sighed, glancing down at your feet, "Theo said he was in love with me."
The room froze as everyone turned their heads to look at you. Suddenly, you felt tiny. "What? Why are you guys staring at me like that?" You asked.
"Nothing! It's just...." Daphne glanced at everyone, "We didn't expect Theo to confess that when he was drunk."
"Yeah, I had galleons on an angry confession followed by an angry, passionate kiss," Draco said, causing Pansy to hit him in the arm.
You blinked. Confess? Confess as in.... he's been holding this in for a long time?
"Wait, so he's telling the truth, and you all knew it?" You asked. Everyone made noises in agreement.
"I mean, everyone can see how head over heels he is for you. You were the only one denying it." Blaise said. Your face felt hot, and you shook your head, "I'm going to my dorm."
Everyone laughed, bidding you goodbye.
Theo woke up the next day with a terrible headache.
"Ahh, there's our champion." Blaise's teasing voice caused Theo to groan.
"Why would I ever drink that much?" Theo asked, mainly to himself. Enzo laughed, setting a cup of water and some medicine on Theo's bedside. "I don't know, but it was quite entertaining to see you get taken care of by your pretty girl." Enzo's voice was teasing and light.
Theo's face immediately heated at the idea of acting like a fool in front of you. "Did I do something stupid in front of her?"
Blaise and Enzo shared a look before shrugging. Theo looked at both of them. "What? What did I do? Oh, Merlin, tell me I didn't embarrass myself."
"I wouldn't say you embarrassed yourself," Blaise said.
"But sober Theo definitely wouldn't have confessed to her that he's in love with her," Enzo said.
It took Theo a moment to realize what Enzo had said before his face turned completely red in shame and embarrassment.
"I told her I was in love with her?" Theo groaned loudly. That was not how he pictured confessing to you. Well, he never pictured confessing his feelings to you because he was scared and had no intentions of doing it.
"It's a good thing, don't you think? I mean, she finally knows." Blaise said, "Although she might need some convincing because she thinks you only said it because you were drunk and probably didn't mean it."
Theo hopped out of his bed, finding the nearest t-shirt before slipping on his shoes. He had already confessed how he felt and if it's already out there, there's no point in hiding it.
Theo spirited to your dorm, not muttering a good morning to anyone as he pushed past them. Finally, he got to your dorm and banged on it until he heard your feet shuffling.
"Teddy?" You asked groggily before focusing your eyes on the out-of-breath and frizzled Theo in front of you, "What the hell happened to you?"
"I meant it."
"What?"
There was silence between you two. He knew you knew what he was talking about, so it didn't take long for realization to take over your face.
"I meant it." Theo repeated himself, "Every word I said last night while I was sloppy drunk was true."
"I have been trying to work up the courage to say something about it for the last year or so. Granted, I didn't think it would be while I was drunk."
"How long?" You tilted your head to the side, with a hint of amusement gracing your face.
Theo's face flushed pink, as he knew you were teasing him, as well as being genuinely curious. "Since first year. When I saw you on the train to school."
"You didn't even speak to me until third year."
"I was nervous." Theo let out a breath. "I watched you, though."
You held back a laugh as Theo immediately turned even more red. "That was creepy. I didn't mean it like that! I justâ we've shared a lot of classes andâ I'm going to shut up."
You stood on your tippy toes, kissing Theo's flushed cheeks. "I've had a crush on you since second year."
"Really?"
You nodded, smiling. "So what now?"
"Um, will you go on a date with me? Maybe next weekend after the quidditch game?" Theo asked, feeling more nervous than ever.
"I would love to, " you smiled. And I won't miss this game, I promise."
"I'm holding you to that." Theo smiled back.
You gave Theo another kiss on the cheek. "It's still early. I'll see you later, okay?"
Theo nodded, and you smiled, closing your door. Theo stayed there for a few more seconds until he realized he probably looked crazy for just smiling at your door.
Who knew getting drunk had some perks?
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flix my love my darling what if we combined jjk and hsr or is this too delusional
LUST FOR LIFE! â jjk x female reader x hsr
18+ content, minors and blank blogs do not interact. recurring themes of: established relationship, marathon sex, slight cnc, overstimulation, mind-break, threesomes, degrading, praise, p in v sex. sex toys, cucking, voyeurism, body worship, switch dynamics, oral (m. receiving). guided sex. featuring x reader pairings of: toji fushiguro & sampo koski, gojo satoru & aventurine, choso kamo & dan heng, nanami kento & veritas ratio, and (heinen era) ryomen sukuna & blade
jelli my love you got me slobbering all over the screen with your request. i would have written more but i wanted to include multiple pairings so it ended up as drabbles instead ( ęŠ áŻ
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TOJI FUSHIGURO AND SAMPO KOSKI â BUSINESS DEALS!
toji had a habit of turning things up a notch, but this? this was a different league altogether.Â
when you first saw sampo koski at your doorstep, looking like trouble in an expensive coat with a shit-eating grin, you thought it was just one of toji's stupid pranks.
âbrought reinforcements,â toji had said, voice dripping with smug amusement. sampo, ever the showman, swept into the room like he owned it, opening a sleek case filled with an impressive lineup of toys. your face burned, mortification clashing with a thrill you couldnât deny.
and now? god, you were wrecked. sprawled out on the bed, legs trembling, body hypersensitive, and your mind a haze of overstimulation. sampoâs laugh was low and teasing, his voice dripping with condescension. âlook at you, so eager to thank us for every little thing. whoâs my favorite little client, huh?â
tojiâs hand, firm and warm, pressed on your lower back, pinning you down as he leaned close to your ear. âye got a lotttta stamina, babe, but you donât think weâre stoppin' now, do ya?â
every whimper, every moan that escaped your lips only fueled their sadistic amusement. sampo alternated between cruel, taunting comments and offering you praise that made your head spin, while toji took full advantage of your pliant state, whispering filthy things about how good you looked falling apart for them.
it was endless, round after round, with every toy from sampoâs collection coming into play. the overwhelming sensations had you slurring broken words of gratitude and sobbing from the sheer intensity, unable to think, just feel.
âwe might have to invest in more,â sampo mused, twirling a dildo in his hand like it was a business proposition. âour sweet little thing here seems to have a taste for luxury.â
toji laughed, a dark and throaty sound. âoh, donât worry, sheâll take everythin' we give her. wouldnât want her to get spoiled though⌠unless you like bein' spoiled, baby?â
you could barely respond, too lost in the haze, but the smirk they exchanged promised that your torment â and pleasure â was far from over.
GOJO SATORU & AVENTURINE â ALL IN!
âa brother from another mother,â gojo had said with that usual mischievous grin, clapping aventurine on the shoulder like they werenât both trouble incarnate. aventurine, all sharp smiles and unnerving eyes, had leaned in, his sandy-blond hair catching the light, and said, ânice to meet you, sweetheart. gojoâs told me allll about you. every. single. thing.â
you didnât know if it was the way aventurineâs voice dripped with something wicked or the way gojo gave him a knowing smirk, but you had a feeling this meeting wasnât going to stay innocent for long. and god, were you right.
now? now you were caught between them, your senses obliterated, every nerve ending alight. aventurineâs hand tilted your chin up, forcing your dazed eyes to meet his. âthink you can handle another round, sweetheart? satoru says youâre good for it, but Iâd like to see for myself.â
âsheâs better than good,â gojo cut in, his tone smug as his hand trailed down your side, igniting shivers in its wake. âbut letâs make this fun â wanna bet how long it takes before sheâs begging again?â
aventurineâs grin widened, all teeth and danger. âoh, youâre on. but letâs not stop there. how about we bet on how many times she screams my name?â
you were barely holding it together, their words tangling in your hazy mind as their hands and mouths worked you over. every move was calculated, every kiss, every thrust a competition to see who could unravel you faster.
aventurine was smooth and precise, his calculated touches finding every spot that made you see stars, while gojo was relentless, teasing and taunting as he pushed you to your limits. they coordinated like theyâd done this a hundred times before, one filling the spaces where the other left off, leaving you no room to recover.
âlook at her,â aventurine said, his voice a low purr as he watched your trembling form. âa little overwhelmed, arenât you, sweetheart? donât worry, youâll get used to it. maybe.â
ânah,â gojo chimed in, his grin never faltering. âshe loves it. just look at how sheâs clinging to us â like she doesnât want it to end.â
you could barely respond, lost in the pleasure as their playful banter became background noise to the overwhelming sensations. every sound you made, every time your body betrayed you, only fueled their competitive fire.
âi think thatâs my point,â aventurine declared triumphantly when you screamed his name, your voice cracking from the intensity.
âoh, donât get cocky,â gojo shot back, his tone light but his actions anything but. âweâre just getting started.â
and you? you couldnât even protest. not that you wanted to. you were here to enjoy the ride, and with these two, it was shaping up to be the wildest ride of your life.
CHOSO KAMO & DAN HENG â SOCIALLY FUCKED ANXIOUS!
choso had always been your sweet, reserved boyfriend â the type whoâd spend hours listening to you, loving you with a quiet devotion that melted your heart. so when he mentioned he was making friends, especially someone like dan heng, you couldnât have been prouder.
but this? this was unexpected.
dan heng, all elegance and composure, was seated next to choso, his blue eyes studying you with a mix of intrigue and desire that sent a shiver down your spine. choso, your shy, anxious boyfriend, was the one who suggested it. his voice soft but firm, his dark eyes burning with an intensity you didnât know he had. âonly if you want to,â he murmured, his hand holding yours with that same gentle warmth youâd always known.
and now here you were, sandwiched between them, their lips worshipping every inch of you. dan hengâs kisses were slow, deliberate, trailing down your body with reverence, while choso stayed closer, his lips brushing against your neck as he murmured sweet reassurances.
âyouâre so beautiful,â dan heng said softly, his voice like silk, as his hands mapped your curves.
choso nodded, his voice thick with adoration. âperfect. always perfect.â
but their tenderness didnât last. it wasnât long before patience gave way to raw hunger. dan hengâs composure cracked first, his movements becoming urgent as he gripped your hips, his kisses turning into bites that left you gasping. choso followed suit, his shyness replaced by a desperation youâd only seen glimpses of before, his hands firm as they guided you exactly where he wanted.
their rhythm was relentless, their coordination uncanny as they pushed you to multiple orgasms over and over again. chosoâs soft murmurs of praise contrasted with dan hengâs deep, rumbling groans, the combination leaving you breathless and shaking.
âyou can take it,â dan heng growled, his usual calm voice tinged with something feral as he watched you writhe between them.
âyouâre doing so good for us,â choso added, his tone still laced with love, even as his thrusts grew rougher, more insistent.
you couldnât speak, couldnât think, your body overwhelmed by their touch, their intensity. all you could do was surrender, grateful for every moment, every sensation.
as the night blurred into a haze of pleasure, one thought lingered in your mind: you were so glad choso had stepped out of his comfort zone. if this was what friendship brought, you were more than happy to let him keep making new ones.
NANAMI KENTO & VERITAS RATIO â LESSON IN RELIEF!
nanami had always spoken highly of veritas ratio, his tone fond yet full of respect whenever his name came up. âa genius,â he would say, âbut insufferably eccentric.â still, he admired ratioâs dedication to teaching and his unmatched intellect, and when his best friend visited, nanami insisted on inviting him to stay at your home.
ratio was a sight to behold â his wavy violet hair fell over one eye, the other catching you with its piercing, dual-toned gaze. he was polite, almost reserved, but the sharpness in his eyes betrayed his mind at work, constantly analyzing, constantly thinking.
you hadnât expected the night to turn this way.
âsheâs yours for the evening,â nanami had said, his voice calm, almost businesslike, as though he were discussing dinner plans instead of offering you up to his best friend. âi know how taxing your work is, ratio. consider it my way of thanking you for all the years of friendship.â
ratio hadnât needed to be asked twice. his demeanor shifted as he approached you, the intensity of his gaze pinning you in place. âa most generous gift, nanami,â he said, his tone smooth, his lips curling into a small, amused smile. âi promise to make the most of it.â
you had barely registered the words before ratioâs hands were on you, firm yet measured, like he was solving a complex problem with precision. his lips brushed against your neck, his breath hot as he murmured, âso eager to help, arenât you? a willing participant in your husbandâs⌠generosity.â
nanami watched, seated nearby with a glass of whiskey in hand, his expression composed but his eyes betraying a flicker of satisfaction. âdonât go too easy on her, ratio. she can handle more than she lets on.â
ratio chuckled, low and dark, as his hands roamed your body. âoh, i donât intend to.â
he wasnât gentle â not entirely. his movements were calculated, his touch almost clinical at first, but it didnât take long for his restraint to unravel. his words came fast, sharp, like a lecture, each one making you tremble under his control.
âyouâre quite the distraction,â he mused, his voice edged with amusement. âno wonder nanami looks so content these days. it seems i underestimated just how⌠accommodating you are.â
you barely heard nanamiâs low chuckle over your own gasps and moans, your body responding to ratioâs relentless attention. his strength surprised you, his hands gripping your thighs as he pushed you past every limit you thought you had.
âgood girl,â ratio praised, his voice a mix of condescension and admiration as he watched you fall apart. âyouâre learning quickly. maybe thereâs hope for the future generation after all.â
âsheâs an excellent student,â nanami added, his tone warm with pride. âbut sheâs all yours for now, ratio. donât hold back.â
and ratio didnât. by the end of the night, you were utterly spent, every nerve in your body alight, your mind foggy with exhaustion and satisfaction. as you lay there, caught between them, you couldnât help but think how lucky you were to have a husband so generous â and a man like ratio to appreciate the gift.
RYOMEN SUKUNA & BLADE â A LORDâS DECREE!
sukuna was as cruel as he was powerful, a lord whose sadistic streak ran deep. you had earned your title as his consort, climbing from the ranks of his concubines, yet even now, his affection came wrapped in torment. his amusement at your expense was a constant reminder of his dominion over you.
tonight was no exception.
âyouâll honor my general,â sukuna commanded, his voice a rumble of authority as he reclined on his throne, sharp eyes watching you like a predator savoring its prey. his lips curved into a smirk, his four arms resting lazily, exuding dominance.
before you stood blade, the general who had delivered yet another victory in sukunaâs name. he was imposing, with dark blue hair tipped in crimson, his red eyes sharp and unyielding. the bandages on his body only added to his aura, a testament to his countless battles.
âkneel,â sukuna ordered, his tone leaving no room for hesitation.
you obeyed, trembling but determined not to falter under your lordâs gaze. blade remained stoic, his expression unreadable as you lowered yourself before him.
âuse that mouth of yours well,â sukuna drawled, leaning forward slightly, his smirk deepening. âbut remember, pet, blade knows better than to take liberties. isn't that right, general?â
bladeâs deep voice was steady, but there was an edge to it. âof course, my lord. your word is absolute.â
you began, your movements tentative at first, the weight of sukunaâs gaze a constant pressure. bladeâs restraint was palpable, his body tense as you worked, every sound you elicited from him controlled, calculated.
âgood,â sukuna murmured, his voice dripping with sadistic satisfaction. âyou should feel honored, blade. not everyone gets to enjoy my consortâs talents.â
bladeâs only response was a low grunt, his eyes flickering to sukuna briefly before returning to you. his self-control was admirable, but you could sense the strain, the effort it took for him to abide by sukunaâs decree.
âdonât get greedy,â sukuna warned, his tone sharp as a blade. âyou know the consequences if you so much as think about taking more.â
bladeâs voice was a strained rasp. âi wouldnât dare, my lord.â
sukuna chuckled darkly, his amusement clear as he watched the scene unfold. âgood. remember your place, general.â
you could feel your own limits approaching, the intensity of the situation overwhelming, but sukunaâs laughter reminded you that this was as much a test for you as it was for blade.
âdonât stop now, pet,â sukuna said, his grin widening. âyou wouldnât want me to think youâre slacking, would you?â
you shook your head weakly, redoubling your efforts despite the ache in your jaw, the humiliation of it all only fueling sukunaâs sadistic pleasure.
when it was finally over, blade stepped back, his expression unreadable, though you could see the faintest flicker of gratitude in his eyes. sukuna, meanwhile, looked utterly pleased, his laughter echoing through the chamber.
âa celebration worthy of my general,â sukuna declared, his tone mocking. âwell done, pet. perhaps you are worthy of your title after all.â
you swallowed hard, your body trembling as you knelt before him, his cruel gaze still heavy on you. being sukunaâs consort meant enduring his games, his punishments, and his praise â if it could even be called that.
and yet, you wouldnât dare question your place by his side.
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a slow life with lucius; fluffy smut; mating press; lowk breeding kink MDNI 18+
thinking about living a life with lucius, or hanno as you know him.
spending your days living a mundane life. tending to the farm, living amongst chickens and goats, making a simple living for yourselves while keeping food on the table. there's not much excitement here, but this beats what else the two of you could be doing. when you see the marred skin of his and remember the feeling of aches that will likely never truly subside, you know what else you could be doing.
you pray to your god that when that day comesâbecause you both know the day will come, rome is ambitious and she will not be stopped before reaching your homeâmay the victory be swift or may the death be merciful.
but you don't have to think of these things when you're scolding hanno for being too rough with the crops. he'll tell you it is impossible to be too rough with crops, their deaths rarely come at the hand of the farmer and are usually caused by neglect. and while he is right in his own regard, you'll still send him a pointed look that makes him smile.
there is much time in your day for basking in the glory of the other. under the roof of your home, behind closed doors to keep your neighbors away, you stand in the center of the room, his arms over your shoulders and your arms around his waist. you've been together for some time now, you've done this with each other often, but it truly never gets old. you never get tired of hanno taking his time with you, cherishing every single patch of your skin as they all come together to make the person he loves most.
he doesn't tell you much about his past, but he tells you that you're all he has. it's the two of you, and hopefully eventually a few little others who can live in a humane world, god willing. but for now, it's just the two of you.
yet, the things hanno does to you makes it seem like he wants to increase the population of your home sooner rather than later. the way he bends you body with the weight of his own, pushing your thighs to your chest and hooking your calves over the corded muscle of his shoulders. the way he stares deep into your eyes as he gives you even deeper strokes, pushing his cock further into you time and time again until you're so sure you're going to have to start breathing for him, even when he's taking your breath away from you with each draw back.
"you're okay, yeah?" he always asks you, although in different variations. your favorite will always be the confident way he asks you, when the corner of his lip pulls up and he says, "you like this? do you enjoy what i do to you?". it's simply the way he says it, deep timber of his voice twisting the tone of the syllables until it sounds like he already knows the answer.
you cannot see how he wouldn'tâwith your cunt leaking around him and your moans filling up the room.
still, you always make an effort to answer him, no matter the strength of the spell he has put you under that time.
he's always so pretty above you, whether it be when the sun slips through the window and illuminates a blue iris, painting the replica color of a sea you know so well, or when the white light of the moon slips through and highlights the evidence that the sun has made on his skin.
big hands touching you everywhere, lips doing the same, but sometimes, you'll only let him get so far. at times when his hands slip down your body, heading towards a spot he has not left alone after the initial discovery, you'll have to swat them away. he's grown to expect it now, rolling his eyes half heartedly and fighting off a grin as he raises his eyebrows in an expression of insincere frustration.
"covered in dirt," you'll explain, knowing what will come next.
the way he bends down, tip of his nose brushing against yours as he tells you, "as is the rest of me ... and yet."
and he's always right. there seems to be a certain amount of the earth that both you and hanno will forever carry with you. a mark of the life you're so privileged to currently live, therefore more of a beautiful reminder than a nuisance.
so, as you let his fingers slip down to the most delicate parts of you, happily settling into the feeling of multiplied pleasure, you grin at him and echo his words.
"and yet."
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okay so very long thinkpiece about meljay and jayce' treatment of mel / the writers treatment of mel and how i think that all things considered she hasnt really won as much as we think she did
the thing about this that makes me so mad or rather sad (both, actually) is that we learn in season 1 how mel was brought up, that she didn't get to be soft and kind, that her surroundings were hard and rough just like her mother was, that love isn't a thing she knows like that especially not in relation to vulnerability. now if you think about media in general there is a pattern we know. the black woman is always the strong woman, the independent woman, the woman who doesnt get to be vulnerable bc of the first two points. so here comes this man she's trying to use not just for her own endeavors but for the good of piltover, clearly having a different mindset than her mother, and he cracks her open just like that. he's vulnerable with her and he lets her be vulnerable with him and it allows this woman this kind of vulnerability that she was never allowed to feel. she feels and she loves and there is someone who holds her and looks out for her when things go bad. he is his first thought after the bombing and hes so loving and endearing unlike her mother who is concerned, of course, but straight back to business too. and oh what a lovely thing that was to watch as a black woman who to this day still doesn't get to see this as often as we really should
so mel gets to experience something she hasnt before and you can tell it means something to her because when she gets back in act 3 the first reaction to him is an excited, hopeful one.
this is the man she cares deeply for and it is also the man who shes comforted before many times. something she needs in those very confusing times too. something she might be looking out for. something she might hope to get herself. some comforting after what shes been through for months. someone to share what is going on with her and how confusing it is to find out all those lies and secrets about herself.
until she notices how changed he is, how different he looks, so instantly she is worried. of course! who wouldnt be! she very likely didnt even know he was missing since its the first time we see her back in the city so she must've assumed he has been here and well for the whole time being (does she even know how long its been?) but it isnt fine as we know. she puts herself second! immediately! (and rewatching that scene now it actually makes me mad how she does that. and how anyone can question any of her feelings for him when shes immediately all jayce. or how in general people think shes only interested in her own goals) she asks this man who has shown her to be vulnerable around him and it BEING FINE, what happened, shes opening herself up to him, again, over and over, and he not only tells her it doesnt matter (what happened to him) but TURNS HIS BACK ON HER. he is literally shutting her off. he is saying with his body she does not get to do that. and for someone who has grown up like this, with a mother cutting off any kind of displays of weakness, this must be a familiar feeling, something that goes off like a bell
but she still tries! she still tries! she sees something is wrong but she tries to get comfort anyway, because this is jayce, right, this is the man she cares for deeply, the man who has opened this door for her and the door she's let herself through, the man who has always had compassion for her. of course she tries again. why wouldn't she? so she starts that something has happened to her but he doesn't even let her tell him what happened (actually it makes me so mad seeing this again and how crazy hostile he is towards her, its like im looking at the mel hating part of arcanetwt and him repeating beat for beat what theyve been saying for years) he doesnt give her room to speak, just takes it for himself, prioritizing himself and his own feelings. and, yes, figuring out the bombing thing and wanting to talk about it is valid and i think in general this could've been a great angsty way to deal with this topic IF they would've had the opportunity to talk this out properly but what happens instead is that the man that makes mel feel safe starts INTERROGATING her like she is a criminal that should be held for trial FOR SAVING HIM something she doesnt even undestand herself. and suddenly she is in a whole different position and i think by now she knows that this kind of compassion and understanding and room for vulnerability isn't part of their conversation anymore
she loses her composure and that of course isnt a first because she has started to be less put together around him, allowing her more room to "sway" but this kind of destruction is a different one because she feels at trial, feels cornered, feels like she has to explain herself but - and thats what is important - isnt heard. and i think that is something she knows very well, something shes grown up with, trying to explain herself and not being heard.
all of that happens while he is, mind you, still holding onto that hammer. something she surely notices too. the man who's usually quick to let down his defences around her, who isnt councilor talis or mister talis but just jayce around her, is holding onto that hammer like shes a threat. so he tells her he thinks shes lying and she asks him why he would think she'd do that, obviously, because her understanding of their relationship and their trust is a different one than his or at least this jayce that has come back from the arcane, because clearly this kind of understanding comes from somewhere and it comes from the times they've spent together alone throughout season 1 and a little in the beginning of season 2.
he throws at her that shes been using him, something that surprises her, because clearly she doesnt know what has happened, but she tries to explain anyway, because she doesnt know what has happened at least not in full (as you can tell by her reaction to viktor appearing, sensing the hostile mood between both, but also the way she reacts when viktor mentions the noxians intentions), and you can see that these thoughts of his are a result of months in the arcane alone with them and imagining conversations over conversations (although for me its still hard to understand how he grew that hostile towards her this quickly as if she were responsible for everything that happened but those are thoughts for a different post). he crashes out during that conversation, his face is warped with hatred and that is. all. for. her. to. see. and then BOOM goes the hammer off. mid conversation. a conversation that should feel safe with a man she should feel safe with but none of that is there. there is no space for her. (and yes i know hes aiming at viktors puppet but that isnt somethng mel is aware in that moment)
it all leads up to a fight and eventually they walk together and he apologizes, although very distantly and without much explanation, and despite it all, despite having good reasons to shut off and not share what she's feeling, she does. she talks to him about what is on her mind and they have a short, bittersweet exchange but it's just nowhere to what they've established in the first season. as a shipper of course that is super frustrating, but as a mel fan it's just sad to see that the person she felt safe enough to seek comfort in is just so closed off. but not only that, it's obvious they're parting ways and it's very obvious this is coming from his side and i think that is also why she so wilingly accepts it. she doesn't fight much back throughout their whole fight earlier either, she tries to explain herself, but doesnt demand that room for herself even though in this relationship she should be able to take just as much room for herself and her feelings as he does, but she doesn't. she just lets it happen and i understand it bc you have this man you trust and probably love and his first reaction to you is hostile when hostile has never been a response to her. he made a complete u-turn and of course that's off putting, maybe even scary, of course it shuts her down, makes someone who's so good with words and fighting just try to cause as little damage as possible because that is how she's grown up, isn't it?
and that is why i am sad about this. she learned that love doesnt have to look like her mothers and that being vulnerable isnt a weakness and its his doing but here she is met by this kind of hostility she only knows from noxus and it hurts even more that it COMES FROM HIM and over something as SAVING HIS LIFE when its clearly was an act out of love and not investment bc if i'd would've been just that than she would've saved viktor as well? but it wasnt about that. it was her subconscious making a decision and it was something her mother would describe as an act of weakness (theres a reason she gets renni to attack him bc she sees how fond mel of him is maybe even because shes been fond of a man herself once and she knows what itll do) and i think the worst part about it is that she doesnt ever get to truly articulate this or anything else and now that jayce is gone (dead? in a stone? who knows?) she won't get to ever probably. she won't get to say what she thinks and explain herself truly and she won't have anyone to confide in, to be comforted by or comfort. elora is dead, kino wasn't real and the real one is actually dead too, jayce is well whatever he is, and her mother died in her arms. yes, mel is a mage and that is fucking awesome and i was so happy to see her go off and get so many spotlights in battle, but shes also so fucking tragic actually. because here she is with a fuck ton of weight on her shoulders, the noxian army looking up to her, the whole name, not knowing who her father is or what any of her powers mean, the whole black rose thing, everything unresolved between her and jayce, the death of the people she loves, and shes all alone with it. shes all alone with it and she gets no one. man im just fucking sad that this woman got a glimpse of what it could be like to be loved and have someone to "come home to" just for her to have literally no one left like why do you hate black women so much why cant they get a fucking good ending and why cant they be fucking loved even when things get hard
also im lowkey mad that jayce got to find comfort in her lap so many times and not once did she get that in return, not even a squeeze of her shoulder, but dont let me get started on that....
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Ἅᥠâ Just a Pogue
Artists â Rafe Cameron x fem!pogue!reader
Lyrics â Hearing Rafe belittle you to his friends and down play the bond you share leads you to your breaking point.
Music Advisory â Oneshot; all angst, hurt w/ no comfort, slight cursing, based heavily on scene(s) from season four
Duration â 1.7k
Words from Artist â This was a quick and fun fic to write for Rafe! Itâs been a while since I wrote an angsty fic so Iâm glad to have my toes in the water again, especially for Rafe because he pairs so good with angst! If you have any requests you want to see with Rafe please feel free to send them to my ask box! As always feel free to comment and reblog, I love reading yâall reactions! I hope you enjoy!!
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When Rafe sent you a text to meet him at the Country Club you were excited, hoping that since heâs asking you to come hang out with him and his friends that heâs finally ready to acknowledge whatâs happening between you two. Your relationship has been without a label for a while now, sharing moments that are intimate, intense, and real, making you feel like thereâs a true connection with Rafe and that heâll be officially asking you to be his girlfriend soon.
As you walk from the patio to the inside of the club you see Rafe, Topper, and his girlfriend Ruthie. When youâre about to approach, you pause when you hear your name brought up in their conversation, making curiosity strike you and wonder what they're talking about so you move out of their line of sight but stay close enough so you can hear. âIâm surprised y/nâs your girlfriend.â Ruthie twirls the straw in her drink while looking over at Topper with a slight smirk on her face, purposefully testing the waters to see how Rafe will react. âI mean sheâs pretty pogue, isnât she?â
Rafe scoffs and rolls his eyes as if he finds this whole topic exhausting to talk about. âListen,â he says with a blank face while shrugging his shoulders and lifting his glass closer to his lips, âjust because we hook up doesnât mean sheâs my girlfriend, okay?â He mutters out before glancing around and taking a sip of his drink, clearly uncomfortable with the spotlight on his relationship with youâ if you would even call it that. Mentioning your social class and insinuating that youâre his girlfriend makes Rafe feel insecure, especially since in the past heâs always expressed his strong dislike for pogues.
âRight⌠Iâm just saying you sure are together a lot. Wait, has she moved in yet?â
âIâm not living with a pogue, I have standards.â Rafe felt the need to defend himself against this line of questioning and make it known that youâre strictly just a hookup for him, that there isnât any type of love in his heart for you because youâre a pogue and he just canât be with someone whoâs living in the cut.
The sting of Rafeâs words hits you like a punch in the gut, unraveling every bit of hope youâd been holding onto. You feel knots in your stomach, your heart pounding as you back away, each cruel word echoing in your mind. To him, youâre just a flingâa fun thing he can call up whenever he wants, never someone heâd actually take seriously. All those moments, those stolen kisses and soft words youâd shared, theyâd only been games to him. You thought that Rafe finally changed, that his views werenât so surface level when it came to being a kook or a pogue but itâs clear that he only made you believe those things so he could get in your pants.
You turn and walk back toward your car, your mind reeling as you begin to feel stupid for allowing Rafe into your heart, trusting him with your body, only to find out he never truly cared about you as he claimed. You feel like you were lied to, knowing he feed you with words he knows you wanted to hear and would cling to just so he can get what he wanted out of you.
Over the next few days, Rafe tries to reach out to you, sending you numerous texts and calling your phone more times that you can count, causing each attempt to reignite the anger and pain you feel. He doesnât know that you overheard his conversation with Ruthie and Topper, but you still ignore all his attempts to get in contact with you and you eventually block him, wanting him out of your life after what hearing what he said.
While you're home trying to take your mind off the whole situation you hear someone banging on your door, making you roll your eyes because whoever it is canât be that determined to talk to you. When you open the door you see Rafe standing outside, looking at you with a look of confusion and underlying frustration. He doesnât enjoy being ignored and he doesnât understand why youâre being weird to him all of a sudden so he decided to pop up at your house and confront you. âWhy the hell have you been ghosting me?â
You shake your head, trying to hold back the anger that flares inside you just from the sight of him. âRafe, please leave me alone, okay? I blocked you for a reason, I donât wanna talk to you.â
You try to shut the door, not wanting to continue a conversation with him but Rafeâs hand shoots out, stopping it from closing because he wants a more in depth explanation on why youâve been ignoring him instead of the âhalf-assedâ one you just gave. He stares at you with narrowed eyes, clearly not used to being brushed off by you because since you started talking their hasnât been a day where you deliberately ignored him. âWhatâs goinâ on with you? Did I do something?â
A bitter laugh leaves your lips before you allow the anger you feel to rise to the surface and let Rafe know exactly why youâve been ignoring him. âYeah, you did. Maybe it has something to do with you telling your friends Iâm just a âhookupâ and that youâd never live with a pogue since you have so called âstandardsâ.â
He blinks feeling thrown off, not seeing the connection in the meaning of your words and where they stem from. âWait, what are you talking about?â
âI heard you at the club, Rafe!â You snap at him, the hurt youâve been feeling over the past few days spilling over. âI heard you tell them that Iâm just some Pogue youâre hooking up with, that Iâm not your girlfriend, and that youâd never actually be with someone like me. Like Iâm nothing!â
Rafe opens his mouth, struggling to find the right words, but youâre not interested in hearing whatever excuse heâs about to make because you know itâll just be a lie. âI thought you were different, Rafe. I thought you actually saw me as more than that. But you just needed me to feel good about yourself for a while, right? You just liked having me around when you wanted a good fuck.â
âThatâs not what I meant,â he protests, his voice pleading now. âI was just trying to⌠I donât know, keep them off my back. They wouldnât get it.â
You scoff while pinching the bridge of your nose, feeling a fresh wave of aggravation as you realize he really doesnât get it. âAnd thatâs the problem, Rafe. If you canât respect me around your friendsâif youâre embarrassed of what we haveâthen you never actually cared.â
He reaches out, trying to grab your hand, but you pull back and take a step away, not wanting to feel his touch after knowing his true feelings about you. âYou made me feel like we had something,â you whisper, feeling the sting of tears but refusing to let them fall in front of him. âThat we could be an actual couple but you played in my face, Rafe. You told me that you didnât care that I was a pogue, that you wanted me with you but clearly it was bullshit.â
Rafeâs face shifts from guilt to desperation as he steps closer, his voice softening as he tries to clean up the mess heâs made. âLook, Iâm sorry, okay? I was an fuckinâ idiot, and I shouldnât have said that. I thought if I downplayed it, I could keep my friends from giving me shit about us.â
âSo, you downplay me? Make me sound like Iâm nothing to you just to avoid a little judgment? Do you fuckinâ hear yourself, Rafe? You didnât just protect yourselfâyou tore me down in front of your friends.â
He looks away, clearly frustrated that his stupid words messed up things between the two of you but he pushes on, wanting to try and make things right. âI get it, okay? I messed up, but it doesnât change how I feel. Itâs just⌠complicated. You know I care about you.â
You scoff, feeling the weight of his words crushing you all over again. âComplicated? No, Rafe. Itâs not complicatedâitâs simple. You donât respect me and you donât care about me. You never did. And now you want to apologize and act like itâll erase what you said and make everything better?â Rafeâs face twists with guilt, but his silence only fuels your anger. Every hurtful word he spoke replays in your mind, solidifying your resolve. âToo late, Rafe. Youâve already ruined it.â
He can tell that heâs losing you, that youâre emotionally pulling away from him so he starts pleading with you, not wanting to lose you. âI didnât mean it. Iâll fix it. Just give me another chanceâplease.â
âNo. You canât fix it. Itâs already done. Youâve made it clear who you are and how you feel about me. Iâm not sticking around for whatever mess youâve got going on in your head just so you can fuck me over again.â
His face falls, his frustration turning into panic. âPlease, just let me explainââ
âI donât want to hear anymore, Rafe.â You feel a finality in your mind and a final piece of your heart closing off, deciding not to fall into the trap of Rafeâs words again, knowing that if you do youâll only hurt your future self when he fucks up again. âIâm not waiting around for you to figure your shit out. Iâm done.â
When Rafe is face to face with the door he stands in place frozen, while his heart is hammering inside his chest. The sharp echo of the door slamming reverberates in his ears, a bitter reminder of how badly heâs screwed things up. For a moment, heâs too stunned to move, his mind reeling from the weight of your words and the way you just ended what you had with him.
A deep frustration churns inside him, mingled with guilt and regret. He never thought it would get to this point. He didnât expect you to shut him out so completely. He knows that he hurt you, but hearing the door slam was like a slap to the face, a loud confirmation that he had lost you. Rafe knows, deep down, that heâs crossed a line he canât uncross, that itâll be hard for you to forgive him when the things he said were so harsh.
The realization that his actions have pushed you too far away hits him hard. His chest tightens as the panic sets in, his mind racing with how to fix things, ways of how to make you forgive him, but nothing comes to him. The words âIâm sorryâ feel hollow, like a cheap way out. Heâs played this game before, but now it feels different. Youâre different.
He steps back slowly and walks to his car with his head hanging down, looking back at the door with a mixture of frustration and sorrow. He never meant to hurt you, to make you feel less than but the damage is already done. And now, with you shutting him out, he has no idea if he can ever make things right, if he can ever win his sweet pogue back.
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Break Up With Your Girlfriendâ Nicholas Chavez x Fem!Reader
summaryâ you canât help but have a crush on your sisterâs boyfriend and when you stay over at their shared apartment, things get heated when she leaves.
warningsâ infidelity, dom!nicholas, food play(with whipped cream), oral(m&f receiving), praise kink, unprotected sex, creampie, fluff.
a/nâ obvi i donât condone cheating irl but i love fulfilling my readersâ requests. also, i accidentally deleted it, so sorry, yk yourself and i hope you enjoy thisđ¤
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Spending the night at your sister and Nicholasâ shared apartment made you a little nervous. Not because you werenât close to your sisterâquite the oppositeâbut because of him. Nicholas. Her boyfriend. The man you secretly couldnât stop thinking about and had a huge crush on, even though you knew it was so, so wrong. He was six years older, towering over you with his sharp features and a smile that could make anyone weak.
It wasnât just his looks, though. It was the way he seemed to notice you. The way he leaned into conversations, tilting his head as if you were the only person in the room. The way his dark eyes held yours a little too long, like he was daring you to look away first. And you always did.
You tried to avoid being alone with him, but it was inevitable. Your sister had gone out for groceries, and, as always, sheâd be gone for hours. You were left sitting on their couch, scrolling aimlessly on your phone, dressed in a casual two-pieceâsoft shorts that looked like panties and a matching tank top that felt too revealing now under Nicholasâ occasional glances.
He was in the kitchen, and your stomach growled quietly at the thought of the whipped cream in the fridge. It wasnât yours to take, but the craving was persistent.
You approached the kitchen hesitantly, your bare feet padding softly on the cool tile floor. Nicholas looked up from his phone as you entered, a knowing smirk tugging at his lips.
âNeed something?â he asked, his voice warm but laced with that teasing edge that always made your pulse race.
âUm,â you started softly, your fingers fidgeting with the hem of your shorts. âCan I, um, have some of the whipped cream? I know itâs yours, butââ
He chuckled, a low sound that sent a shiver down your spine. âYou donât have to ask so sweetly,â he said, stepping closer. âBut, let me hear you say please.â
Your cheeks burned. âPlease?â you managed, barely above a whisper.
He raised an eyebrow, his smirk deepening. âSay, please, Nicholas.â
Your gaze dropped to the floor, heat flooding your body as your thighs pressed together instinctively. âPlease, Nicholas,â you murmured, but his fingers tilted your chin up, forcing you to meet his eyes.
âLouder,â he said, his tone soft but commanding.
You swallowed hard, your voice shaking as you repeated, âPlease, Nicholas.â
He grinned and stepped back. âThatâs better. Iâll get it for you.â
You watched, frozen, as he retrieved the whipped cream from the fridge. But instead of handing it to you, he held it up.
âOpen your mouth,â he said, his voice dropping slightly.
Your breath hitched, but you obeyed, parting your lips and sticking your tongue out slightly. He sprayed the whipped cream into your mouth, the cool sweetness melting on your tongue, but some of it caught on your lips.
Nicholasâ gaze darkened as he leaned in. âYouâve got some right here,â he murmured, swiping his thumb along your lower lip. You thought heâd step back, but instead, he brought his thumb to his mouth, licking it clean.
The air between you felt thick, charged with something. You couldnât move, couldnât speak. Your thighs clenched involuntarily, and Nicholas noticed.
âYouâre always shy around meâ he said, his voice low as he took another step closer. You were practically backed into the counter now, his presence overwhelming.
âI-Iâm not shy,â you stammered, but even to your ears, it sounded unconvincing.
He leaned down, his face inches from yours. âSure youâre not,â he teased, his voice dripping with amusement.
Moments like this werenât new. You remembered the way his eyes would linger on you during family gatherings or how heâd find excuses to stand a little too close. Heâd cornered you before, literally, during a party at their place, his arms braced on either side of you as he leaned in, his breath warm against your skin. Youâd stuttered through some excuse to escape, but the heat of his gaze had stayed with you long after.
And now, here he was again, watching you like he knew all the thoughts you tried to hide.
âYouâre cute when youâre nervous,â he said, his voice soft but teasing.
âIâm not nervous,â you protested weakly, though your trembling hands betrayed you.
âRight,â he said, his smirk widening as he leaned in again, brushing past you to set the whipped cream on the counter. âBetter finish that before your sister gets back.â
You nodded quickly, grabbing the can and retreating to the living room, your heart pounding so loudly you were sure he could hear it.
After moving to the living room, you curled up on the couch, mindlessly watching TV while scooping small bites of whipped cream onto your finger. The taste was sweet, but the air felt charged. Nicholas settled beside you, his presence magnetic. You could feel his eyes on you, a heat that made it impossible to focus.
When you glanced at him, he was already looking at you, smirking.
âWhat?â you asked, voice soft.
âNothing,â he replied, tilting his head slightly. âJust admiring how pretty you are.â
The words hit like a bolt of lightning. Your chest tightened, cheeks flushed. âPrettier than her,â he added, the implication unmistakable.
You froze. You and your sister had similar features, but hearing that from him made your stomach churnâand not from guilt. You knew you should be angry, should push him away, but instead, your heart thudded harder.
âReally?â you whispered before you could stop yourself.
His gaze softened, and his lips curled into a sly smile. âYes, baby, really,â he said. The pet name left you reeling. It wasnât meant for you, yet the way it rolled off his tongue felt like it belonged to you and you alone.
Your voice wavered. âYouâre my sisterâs boyfriend.â
Nicholas leaned closer, invading your space, his eyes locking onto yours. âAnd yet,â he said, âyou canât stop looking at me. Canât stop squeezing your thighs every time I get too close. I know, baby. Iâve noticed.â
You swallowed hard, words failing you. How could he know? How could he see what you thought youâd hidden so well?
âI bet youâre throbbing right now,â he murmured, his voice dropping an octave. His words sent shivers down your spine. âAm I right?â
Your lips parted, but no words came out. Slowly, you nodded.
He leaned back with a knowing smile, taking the whipped cream from your hand. Before you could react, he leaned forward, squirting a line of it across your stomach.
âNicholas!â you gasped, half in surprise, half in disbelief.
âWhat?â he said, voice teasing, as he set the can down. His movements were slow, deliberate, as he hovered over you. âYou donât want me to clean it up?â
Your body tensed as he dipped his head, his warm breath brushing against your brown skin. His tongue darted out, trailing over the sweet path heâd made. You couldnât help the soft moan that escaped your lips.
He paused, his gaze flicking up to meet yours. âYou make the sweetest sounds,â he murmured, the compliment sending another rush of heat through you.
Your head spun as he pressed further. âDo you want me to help with the ache, baby?â
You hesitated, your mind warring with itself. This was wrong, but in that moment, all you could think about was him. âYes,â you whispered.
âYes, what?â he asked, a teasing glint in his eye.
âYes, Nicholas,â you replied, barely louder than a breath.
He grinned, brushing a strand of hair from your face. âGood girl,â he said softly, though the praise sent your pulse racing. âBut you have to tell me, baby. Are you sure this is what you want?â
Your head nodded instinctively, all logic drowned by the intensity of the moment. âIâm sure,â you managed to say, your voice trembling.
Nicholas moved closer, his hand skimming the waistband of your tiny shorts. âCan I?â he murmured, seeking your permission.
Your nod was almost imperceptible, and with a slow, deliberate motion, he slid them down your legs. The fabric clung to you, damp with evidence of your arousal. His gaze darkened as he tossed them aside.
âWow,â he breathed, the corner of his mouth curling into a sly grin. âJust the thought of having your sisterâs boyfriend above you gets you this wet?â
A spark of defiance flared in your chest, momentarily overtaking your shyness. âYes,â you said, voice trembling but steady. âSo what?â
His laugh was low, warm, and teasing. âMy little babyâs getting bold,â he said, his voice dripping with amusement.
Before you could respond, he was leaning down, his lips pressing to your inner thigh, teasing you, dragging out the moment until your entire body ached for more. When his mouth finally found your pussy, you let out a sharp gasp, your fingers instinctively tangling in his hair.
âYou taste so sweet,â he murmured between kisses, his words sending shivers down your spine. âSo good for me.â
Your body writhed beneath him, the sensation overwhelming. His tongue moved with deliberate skill, pulling breathy moans and cries from your lips.
âYouâre so perfect like this,â he murmured, his voice full of praise. âDonât hold back, baby. Let me hear you.â
And you didâsoft whimpers turning into loud cries as your hands tightened in his hair, your back arching off the couch. The intensity built to a fever pitch, and your body trembled uncontrollably as the release washed over you and you squirted.
Nicholas leaned back slightly, his lips glistening, his expression a mix of pride and satisfaction. âYou just squirted for your sisterâs boyfriend,â he said, voice dripping with teasing reproach. His grin widened as he ran a thumb along his jawline. âFilthy. I love it.â
You hid your face in your hands, half from embarrassment and half from the lingering heat coursing through your veins.
Nicholas only chuckled, leaning over you, brushing your hair back from your face. âDonât go shy on me now, baby,â he murmured. âIâm not done with you yet.â
He stepped back, his hands moving to unbutton his jeans. As the fabric slid to the floor, your eyes widened, and you couldnât stop the small gasp that escaped your lips. He was already hard, straining against his boxers, and the sight left you momentarily stunned.
He noticed the way your gaze lingered, how your lips slightly pouted as a flicker of somethingâjealousy, perhaps, crossed your face. âDonât worry, baby,â he said, his voice smooth and teasing as he pushed his boxers down. âMy dick is yours now.â
Your cheeks burned at his words, but a smile crept onto your face. He stood tall, stroking his big dick slowly, his eyes locked on yours. âOpen wide,â he instructed, and you obeyed without hesitation, your breath hitching as he slid himself past your lips.
âGood girl,â he murmured, his hand gently brushing the side of your face as you adjusted. âMake me proud.â
You moved carefully at first, testing his reactions, and when he let out a soft moan, you found your rhythm. His praise came steadily, his voice a mix of low murmurs and breathy sounds. âI knew youâd be good at this. So much better than her,â he whispered, the words sending a jolt through you.
You doubled your efforts, your hands and mouth working together to draw every sound you could from him. His head fell back, his breaths growing ragged as you continued, your confidence building with each whimper and groan. You worked your tongue all over from the base back up to the tip and as you did, you caressed his balls, making him twitch in your hands.
When he finally came, you swallowed without a second thought, meeting his gaze with a soft smirk. His eyes widened briefly, clearly impressed. âYour sister never swallows,â he said.
âWell,â you replied, your voice steady despite the warmth in your cheeks. âIâm not her.â
A slow grin spread across his face. âNo,â he said, stepping closer and brushing his thumb across your jaw. âYouâre so much better.â
He leaned down, scooping you up effortlessly, and carried you to the bedroom. The room you knew was shared between him and your sister, but the thought barely registered as he laid you gently on the bed.
âYouâre so eager,â he murmured, his hand trailing up your thigh. âSo needy for me.â
You bit your lip, looking up at him with wide eyes, your body trembling in anticipation.
âDonât worry,â he said, his voice low and full of promise. âIâm going to take care of you, baby.â
Nicholas pulled his shirt over his head, revealing his toned, muscular frame. Your breath hitched as your eyes roamed over him, and you instinctively bit your lip. He noticed, a teasing grin tugging at his lips as he reached for the drawer beside the bed.
He grabbed a condom, but before he could open it, you reached out, your fingers gently brushing his wrist. âI donât want you to,â you whispered, your voice barely audible. âIâm on the pill, I want to feel all of you.â
His eyebrows shot up in surprise he always used a condom with your sister, but the smirk on his face deepened. âNaughty little girl, arenât you?â he teased, his voice low and warm.
âOnly for you,â you replied, the boldness in your words surprising even yourself.
He chuckled, his eyes darkening with something that made your pulse race. âSay that again,â he murmured, leaning closer.
âOnly for you,â you repeated, more confidently this time.
He smirked, shaking his head slightly as if you were both trouble and a temptation he couldnât resist. âIf you want it, youâre going to have to beg for it, baby.â
Your cheeks burned, but the ache in your body outweighed your shyness. âPlease, Nicholas,â you murmured, your voice soft but desperate. âI need you. I want to feel every inch, every vein. Iâll take it so wellâbetter than she ever could.â
His eyes flickered with something primal at your words, and he let out a low growl of approval. âThatâs my good girl,â he murmured, leaning down to kiss you, soft and slow at first, before deepening it, his lips and tongue leaving you breathless.
Gently, he pulled your top over your head, his gaze lingering on your tits. âYouâre perfect,â he said, his voice full of awe as his hands brushed over your skin. âAbsolutely stunning.â
As he positioned himself above you, his eyes searched yours, his expression tender. âAre you sure about this?â he asked softly, his thumb stroking your cheek. âWe donât have to do anything you donât want to.â
You nodded, your fingers gripping his arms. âI want this. I want you.â
With one last lingering look, he pressed inside your leaking pussy, his movements deliberate and careful. You gasped at the sensation, your body adjusting to him as he whispered praises. âYouâre so tight,â he murmured. âSo perfect for me.â
Your legs wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer as your fingers raked down his back, leaving faint red marks in their wake. He groaned at the sensation, his breath hot against your neck.
âLook at you,â he murmured, his voice thick with admiration. âTaking me so well. Better than I ever imagined.â
You shuddered at his words, the heat between you building with every movement, every whispered praise. âNicholas,â you moaned, your head tilting back as waves of pleasure washed over you.
âThatâs it, baby,â he murmured, his lips brushing your ear. âLet go for me. Let me feel you.â
You clung to him as your body trembled, a shuddering orgasm overtaking you. Nicholas kissed your temple softly, his own breath uneven as he whispered, âYouâre incredible. This is everything Iâve dreamed of. I use to beat my dick thinking about fucking this tight pussy.â
The intimacy of the moment left you feeling raw and vulnerable, but as his lips found yours again, you knew this was what you had been longing for.
Nicholas smirked as he flipped you over effortlessly, his strong hands guiding you to arch your back. âThatâs it, baby,â he murmured, pressing a lingering kiss to the curve of your lower back before letting his lips graze your skin. âYouâve been so good, but Iâm not going to be gentle this time.â
Your smiled as his hands gripped your hips firmly. âI donât care,â you said breathlessly, glancing back at him. âI want it.â
His grin widened, the heat in his gaze making your skin tingle. âAs you wish,â he replied, his voice low and laced with dominance.
With that, his demeanor shifted entirely. His movements were more purposeful, his pace fast and demanding as he gripped your hips. âYouâve been dreaming about this, havenât you?â he said, his voice rough with satisfaction. âI know how bad youâve wanted me.â
âYes,â you cried out, your voice trembling as your body rocked against his movements.
âThatâs right,â he growled, his voice commanding. âWhoâs making you feel this good?â
âYou,â you gasped, your voice almost breaking.
âSay my name,â he ordered, his hands tightening on your waist. âI want to hear you moan my name.â
âNicholas!â you cried, his name spilling from your lips as your voice rose higher.
He leaned forward, his thick cock still in you, his hand trailing down your stomach. âYou feel me deep inside you?â he murmured against your ear.
You reached down instinctively, your trembling fingers brushing your brown glistening skin. You could feel his cock moving, each thrust more intense than the last. âYes,â you whimpered, tears pooling in your eyes from the overwhelming sensation.
âThatâs right,â he groaned, his tone full of satisfaction. âIâm so deep in you, baby. Youâre mine.â
His words sent you over the edge, your body shuddering as waves of pleasure overwhelmed you. âLet go for me,â he whispered, his voice almost tender amid the intensity. âI know youâve waited for this.â
Your climax was overwhelming, leaving you breathless and the sheets beneath you thoroughly soaked from your juices. Nicholasâ movements didnât falter as he chased his own release, his breaths turning ragged. He leaned down, his voice a husky whisper. âWhere do you want it, baby?â
âInside me,â you murmured without hesitation.
âFuck baby, you sure?â he asked, his tone laced with both urgency and care.
âYes,â you whispered, nodding.
A low groan escaped his lips as he let himself cum deep inside your pussy, his body tensing before he finally collapsed beside you. The room was filled with nothing but the sound of your heavy breaths as he pulled you into his arms.
âYouâre so beautiful,â he murmured, his gaze softening as he stared down at you. His words made your heart swell, and for a moment, it felt like you were in your own little world, just the two of you.
But time wasnât on your side. Reluctantly, you both got up after cuddling for a while, the haze of the moment replaced by hurried movements to clean up. Nicholas stripped the sheets, while you straightened the couch, glancing at him every now and then with a small smile.
Soon, the apartment was back to normal, and you were both seated on the couch, your head resting against his chest. His arm was draped around you, and you could still feel the heat of his skin against yours.
The sound of the front door opening made you both freeze. Your sister walked in, a cheerful smile on her face as she looked at the two of you. âAww, yâall are getting along,â she said, setting her bag down.
You and Nicholas exchanged a quick glance, your smiles forced but convincing.
âDid you guys have fun without me?â she asked, oblivious to the sexual tension in the air.
He leaned back casually, his smirk barely noticeable. âOh, we had a lot of fun,â he said, the double meaning in his tone entirely lost on her.
You bit your lip to hide your nervous laughter, nodding along as she turned away, completely unaware.
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Rafe has been obsessed with his assistant y/n ass
And she knows it
He always looks at it and even "accidentally "brushed his hand across her butt
Of course he is happily married so nothing has happened between them
Until now
Y/n walks into his office late in the evening
Slowly taking of all of her clothes telling him:
" Please f my ass sir"
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Youâve seen the way your bosses eyes occasionally drop down to your ass and the way he âaccidentallyâ brushes his hands against your behind whenever he can. You also know that heâs happily married and would never lay a finger on you himself, which is why youâre standing in his office late at night when everybody has already gone home.
âY/n, itâs late. Why havenât you gone homeâ Rafes eyes are glued onto his computer screen but immediately look up when you shut his door and lock it. ââY/n?â He clears his throat as he eyes your body up and down, watching as you reach over and pull the blinds closed.
âJust needed one more thing for the night, sirâ you step closer to his desk and slowly start pulling your dress down until your standing in only the black lingerie you put on this morning. âWill you fuck my ass, sir?â You flutter your little lashes as you watch Rafes cheeks blush up red.
He pushes his chair back from his desk, standing and walking closer to you, âsince you asked so nicelyâ
âThank you, sirâ you smile as you turn around and wiggle your ass at him, looking behind your shoulder and enticing him further.
âMy godâ he says under his breath as his eyes fall from your face to the material wrapped tightly around your flesh.
He wasted no time reaching out and palming your ass, his fingers leaving indents as he squishes the skin before pulling his hand back and swatting you, watching it jiggle and loving the little yelp that escapes you. He holds your ass with one hand as the other reaches for his belt, undoing it and pulling it from the loops of his dress pants. You watch his every move as he grabs your wrists, pins them behind your back and ties his belt around them. He brings you to his desk and pushes you down onto it, your face presses against the cool metal and your breathing picks up as you hear the zipper of his pants being pulled down.
He pulls the little panties off your body and groans as he takes in your naked skin. âPlease, sirâ you wiggle your ass, inpatient and ready to take what heâs about to give to you.
He doesnât say a word but you feel his fingers touch you. You hear him spit against your tight ring and feel it dribble down as he pushes a finger into you and you wince then moan as he continues stimulating you.
He continues warming you up, shoving a second finger alongside the first as he feels you relax under him. Youâre already a moaning mess, your pussy pulsating around nothing as you grow wetter by the second at the thought of whatâs to come.
He pulls his fingers out, pushing your legs wider with his knees as his hands play with your ass. Palming the flesh and slapping it just to hear you gasp and watch the flesh jiggle before his eyes.
He grips the base of his freed cock with one hand and taps his tip against your hole. You moan at the small sensation.
âRafeâ you breath out a moan âplease, sir. I need itâ you groan as you feel him start to slowly push his tip in.
âDonât worry, Iâll give you what you fucking wantâ he grits as he feels your tightness start to envelope him, sucking him in.
He pushes all the way in, groaning at how tight you are. You moan his name and curses as he bottoms out and stays still for a minute to take it all in. âGood, you feel so fucking goodâ he chuckles breathlessly.
âSuch a little slut. Coming into my office, Late at night and asking me to fuck your assâ he pulls back slowly only to slam forward with aggression.
You gasp at the new sensation. Arms reaching out for anything to grasp onto, only to be pulled back by his belt tightly wrapped around your wrists.
âDonât try to run nowâ he snaps his hips again, more roughly this time.
âYou wanted thisâ he pulls on the belt, tightening it further so your hands have no where to move.
âYou asked for thisâ another harsh thrust as he picks up the pace.
Youâre a babbling mess of thank yous and sirs and pleases. Your eyes permanently stuck in the back of your head as your mouth hangs out and drool spills out all over your bosses paperwork. âYou feel so goodâ you moan out his name, tears spilling out your eyes as you thrash. The pleasure all too much.
His palm comes down against you ass, the sound of flesh on flesh echoes in the office as he lands another smack on the other side.
âYeah? You like itâ his voice is shakey and breathless as he continues putting in work, hips moving back and forth.
âYes, oh god yes. I love itâ you squeal. The mixture of pain and pleasure bringing you closer and closer to the edge.
âYou want me to cum inside this tight little ass?â He lands another harsher smack against your ass.
The skin turning a dark red color from all the abuse itâs taken. You know itâll be hard to sit down tomorrow, but you donât care.
You felt the way his cock swelled up, the way it throbbed and alerted you he was already close to cumming.
You felt your own insides flutter and tighten, especially when Rafes fingers moved to toy with your clit.
âHoly shit, youâre so wetâ he groaned as he felt the sticky juices that gathered against your thighs and dripped down onto his desk.
âMaybe I should fuck this sweet pussy nextâ his fingers pushed down onto your clit, circling it and loving the way your body and mouth reacted.
âFuck! Iâm gonna cum-â your voice moaned and squeaked as your legs started to shake.
âThere we go, baby. Cum for meâ he soothed you as he continued to fuck you through it and his fingers flicked your pearl faster with each thrust he delivered.
You clenched harder around him and he choked and groaned as he couldnât contain himself much longer, releasing every last drop into that sweet, juicy ass he stared and dreamed about every damn day.
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Hope in a Bottle
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Pairing: AU!Silco x Reader
â ¡ ¡ SUMMARY: You had died many years ago, or at least that was true in Silco's world. He had learned to live without you but when graced with the opportunity to see you once again- he can't help but indulge.
â ¡ ¡ TAGS: gender-neutral pronouns, ANGST (but no seriously there are no happily ever afters), some fluff/comforting moments, suggestive themes.
â ¡ ¡ MASTERLIST | TAGLIST REQUEST | WORDCOUNT: 2,668
â ¡ ¡ A/N: I cried like at least four times when writing this, this show HAS ME IN A CHOKEHOLD.
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Silco often thought about you in passing moments. These moments he remembered sharing with you amongst your friends and in the comfort of your arms used to be coated in blue that he would drown and surround himself in; but as your presence forever lingered in his mind blue turned to pink and rose-tinted glasses glossed over every moment- every memory with a certain degree of fondness that he would catch himself smiling even when no one was in the room.
You would always manage to light up the room, tell him a joke when he needed it most, told him off and raised him up. He put so much of himself into you into your presence that when you left... it was like he had to redefine who he was but forever remained unsuccessful.
Silco learned to live without you physically but that did not mean that your jacket was still not waiting for your return on the back of his couch or your glass still half-filled by the bedside. Your chair at the bar was always kept at the back, awaiting your return as you both shared kisses in the storage room. He would always remember how the stained glasses reflected in your eyes, the colour breaking across your skin in a forever radiant presence just like you.
Vander would catch Silco in these moments when wiping down the bar top or taking a walk down by the Zaun bay, overlooking the artificial lights and hints of sunlight being cast upon the black waters. Watching as the mans hand opened and tensed before falling back down to his side.
"You doing alright there. brother?" Vander asked in a soft tone as they both crossed over to topside for the day. Silco looked up, a strand of his hair falling from his salt and pepper hair- blowing with the wind. "We are always alright in the hope to be better, and when we get better we hope for it to stay only to be alright once again; stuck in the cycle of it all I find myself on the better side today."
Vander hums along to Silco's words as they stop at the various market stalls to see their offerings a few new bottles for the bar from another region across the sea and a bag of sweets for the kids in the area. The men are suddenly greeted with another body stepping in between the two and falling inline with their pace.
"And how are we doin'?" Powder asks with a wide smile, trying to squeeze her arms together to encompass both of their sides before turning around to walk backwards and hold conversation.
Silco winces as Power almost misses lamp post after lamp post by mere millimetres. "We are fine, just about to make our way back home actually. Anywhere your headed, young lady?" Silco teases, his voice sharing sincerity in every syllable.
Powder rolls her eyes before turning back around, head tilting over her shoulder before she disappears back amongst the crowd, "Going to see this new invention Echo has been telling me about!" Vander shakes his head with a loving stare where Powder had just stood.
"She's going to change the world one day, you know?" Vander says to the wind, hoping that it catches her ears but it only does Silcos.
"I'm afraid she already has for she is your own world," Silco comments, placing a hand on his friends shoulder before powering forwards. "I hate it when your always right," Vander teases before taking two long strides to catch back up.
"Well I perfected it only from the best." Both mens minds go directly back to you, smiling and twirling in the bar to a new record you had found on the topside. Somehow you had already known all the lyrics after this being your supposed first time listening to the piece.
"They always knew, huh," Vander says, looking down to catch Silco small smile. "Yes, but not everything I wanted them to..."
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When back in Zaun and at The Last Drop, bar-goers had already flooded the decorated space for tomorrow night it would be the inventions fair, a bar local already chosen to set the mood for the night and a few university members stationed with scholarships in mind.
Both Vander and Silco were excited to witness the extraordinary kids they knew have the opportunity to show their talents to others and hopefully the collective dream of them changing the world would come true but fate always had to make its presence known in the doorway.
Blue sparkled out of the corner of Silco's eye as he leaned against the bar top waiting to continue his conversation with Vander. A half eaten apple sat beside his notebook that he was picking away at while conducting the accounting for the month. His back burned with his age from being hunched over for so long as he stood up to stretch.
Laughs echoed throughout the bar, feet dancing against the wooden plank floors, drinks clashing and spilling against the tables as another gets thrown out the side door. Powder had left a few moments ago with Echo, a certain mischievous look in her eye that Silco did not find unusual at the time would only shock his system now when he caught from reflection in the glass of his amber filled cup.
Your name graced his lips, remembering the feel, imaging your warmth against his skin and to feel it, to see it. He thought to be surreal, to be going senile as he looked to Vander for support and only found him smiling with a wink before turning back around to serve another customer.
Your skin was a thousand colours coming to life in his eyes, his hand drifting from the back of your fingertips, up your arm to your shoulder, neck upon which you shiver and rest your forehead upon his own. "How I've missed you," words that he only hoped to hear, have only read to himself in comfort written by his own hand- a fantasy turned reality now spoken to truth between your very own lips that Silco had to claim.
You melted into his touch, decades without the familiarity- him haunting your body with memory of his touch now appearing as goosebumps in recognition. You smile against his lips, hand running up against the smooth fabric of his vest before lacing in the silver locks of his hair.
Out of breath, you both pant, hands still gripping one another tightly as if afraid the other would disappear once more. "I thought to have lost you, to be so alone for so long. Why is it now that you appear just when I was surviving once again off of scraps?" Silco asks into your ear, not wanting to break this moment between the two of you. Even when in a crowded bar, it is only the two of you present in this moment.
"I would ask myself the same questions when I came back alive thanks to the technology developed in my universe and by what force I have yet to know, I am forever thankful for returning me, my soul, back to you to rest finally," you speak through tears mixing with Silco's silent ones dripping down his cheekbones and falling against your clothes that stain the fabric dark.
"I should thank that force as well," Silco murmurs, lost in your eyes, brushing away your tears. "I think it best we have the rest of this conversation elsewhere," Silco grabs your hand before pulling you out of the bar. The cheers and claps becoming distant as he leads you back to his apartment.
He locks the door behind you both, watching as you gently let go of his hand and walk around his space. Your hand feels the leather of your jacket still sat in the same place where you left it, against the couch in a forgotten moment of need. You continue towards the kitchen, seeing the various crayon pictures of Violet and Powder attached to the fridge who Silco explained to you before walking towards the bedroom. Your glass still waiting for you beside an unopened bottle you remember gifting Silco for his birthday.
"Why did you never open it?" You ask, fingers tracing around the neck of the bottle coated in a layer of dust you blow from your fingertips. "You said not to open it without you there to try it, I kept to my promise in hope for an impossible day like today. It was a reminder of not to drain my hope as many other's do."
All you can do is nod before holding the bottle in between your hands, a sickness suddenly washes over you as you take in Silco's form leaning against the doorframe. His arms crossed, leg tucked over the other and the scar of his yellow eye glowing warmly- lighting up the room amongst the candles.
He expects you to open the bottle, you understand that in doing so means you are to stay but that is something you cannot do. Not when Echo and the Professor are building a time-machine, not when your world is about to erupt in ruins.
You want nothing more to indulge more than you already had into this word of perfection and wrongs written right but that would be a cruelty brought upon this world. You knew you shouldn't have gone up to him, kissed him, felt his skin upon you skin only to take it away like the hopes of everyone else who had died during this war.
But you were only human, your heart already shattered and in need of repair, of warmth and kindness but you would only be selfish just as much as those you were out to strike down. "I-I can't open the bottle Silco. I-" you start to sob, hands shaking before placing the bottle back upon the nightstand.
You bring your knees back up to your chest, breaths heavy as your head spins, blood starting to drip down your nose, the reflection of blue out of the corner of your eyes as you gripping the sheets, knuckles turning white as Silco runs over, falling to his knees as he begs to see your face.
"Please, whatever is the matter, darling?" Silco asks, the sweetness of his tone doing nothing but to further indulge your nausea as you spiral. "I shouldn't have come to you, have done any of this!" You shout, trying to shove the man away but Silco only stands, wrapping his arms around your body as you do your best to kick and shove him away.
You look over his shoulder, watching as the sunsets through the window and sheer blinds. "Silco," you sob, fingers digging into the material of his vest once again in a panic rather than in reverence. "Silco, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry that this was not forever, that this will only be another memory and perhaps the once that hurts the most knowing that I left rather than was forced to..."
"Then let me hurt, allow me to bleed, allow me to weep for I have endless time for that but only a finite time to be truly happy. So please, indulge me, drink it all and leave me once more with the knowledge that you are out there somewhere in another place, alive. Please, please," Silco begs turn into whispers as you press your tears into his neck before leaving a lingering kiss.
"Until the sunrise we shall be happy in the night," you speak softly in between kisses, your vision still clouded in tears.
"Until the sunrise," Silco restates before capturing your lips once more and sighing heavily. The moons bask ignites you both, lighting the liquid in your bodies burn as you take pleasure in one another.
You feel him, your hearts and souls connecting, rekindling in what is only to be heartbreak that makes you both press harder into one another. Leave marks across each others skin and kiss them delicately afterwards. It is in you both taking a bath afterwards until the cold waters have you both frozen still in realization as the sun rises and fills the room. Its warmth lost as you pick up your clothes and leave your jacket leaning against the couch once more.
You stare at the empty bottle at the bedside and watch as Silco picks it up and looks at you through it was a wavering smile. "Goodbye, my love and know that it was always you my soul yearns for and you who I define myself as."
"I really wish this didn't have to be the end, Silco...." you try your best not to sob, chocking on your words yet standing firm in your positions knowing that comforting one another would only make the hurt worse than it already was burning. "...in another life, I can see how easily we could have had it all- could have been happy."
"I wouldn't want any other memories than the ones we share," you nod in agreement, your body shakes, skin burns in want as you reach for the cold handle that sends shivers down your spine.
"Goodbye, Silco, I love you, forevermore."
"And I you."
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The walk to Jinx's place is a long and cold one, a thousand pairs of eyes stare at you with their condolences. You refuse to meet any of their stares, knowing that by just one look you would be running back into his arms for comfort.
Echo and Heimerdinger are already there and waiting for you, Echo extends his hand and lifts you up onto the platform. A swirl of arcane magic mixed fits the seeds of that all-too-familiar blue have you floating with a scream as the Professor sacrifices himself with one last salute to you both. Echo holds you, the loss of today holding heavy yet his touch is not what you yearn for as you cry into his jacket, gripping the collar of it as colours swirl around your vision and you are brought back to the battlefield once more.
Bullets wiz past your had, another graces your cheek as your blood falls like tears against the broken pavement. The roar of a monster rumbles the ground as you sprint towards the closing barriers, throwing yourself over them and into a sea of dead blue enforcers.
Screams haunt your ears, echoing distantly through your memories and brought forth into reality as you step over cast aside limbs and guns. You watch as Vi ahed of you holds another as they take their final breaths, a machine gun makes you loose hearing in your left ear and next thing you knew, a burning sensation was coming from your right leg where a ghastly wound had planted itself.
Hoisting and forcing yourself to stand you carry forth with a limp and defend the entrance, holding cover and watching as the trojan horse gets rolled in through the barriers all you can feel is Silco's marks as you charge forwards with an unrelenting cry.
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Silco fell back into the bed and stayed in that exact same numb position until Vander came to find him, "You know, there was a part of me debating weather or not to distract you from 'em and theres a part of me now that regrets not doin' so."
"It wouldn't have mattered anyways, the hurt of not seeing them when I got the chance to would have hurt just as much if not more. But I appreciate the sentiment, brother," Silco responds, rolling the cork of the bottle in between his thumb and finger.
"Finally drank it, huh?" Vander comments, picking up the bottle from the stand as gently as possible between his large hands. All Silco can do is smile, a singular tear dripping down his cheek that gets cast away, "yeah, something like that."
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â ¡ ¡ A/N: so... what did y'all think?
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⥠Pairing: mafia!wooyoung x chubby!fem!stripper!reader, other members mentioned
⥠Genre: smut
⥠Summary: When your best friend ropes you into working a bachelor party with her on your day off you're positive you know exactly what to expect. A bunch of gross drunk guys trying to put their hands on you. Instead you stumble into the exact opposite situation, finding yourself drawn to one man in particular who has you doing something you never thought you would.
⥠Word Count: 4.1k-ish
⥠Warnings: woo offers you money for sex and you take it, tattooed woo, drinking, partying, this man really likes licking you, low-key body worship, teasing, pentrative sex, unprotected sex, fingering, tit sucking, manhandling, multiple orgasms, orgasm control, a lil dom woo if you squint, a lil pain play, pet names (good girl, pretty, beautiful, cutie, baby), and that's about it babes.
⥠A/N: What can I say? I love Wooyoung. I love mafia boys. I love thicc strippers. Mix all that with a lengthy Megan thee Stallion playlist and this is where I ended up. As always, I hope my chubby hot girls out there enjoy this. Love yeeew âĄ
This was supposed to be your night off. You should be bed rotting in your pajamas while you shovel snacks into your mouth and binge your favorite K-drama. Instead youâre half naked in the penthouse suite of some posh high rise straddling the lap of a pretty dark haired boy who just knocked back a shot of tequila and is seconds away from licking the salt from your cleavage.
You let out a giggle at how his tongue tickles as it drags along your skin. Your fingers tangle in his hair, your sparkly pink acrylics swirling in the silky strands as you tilt his head back to let him bite down on the lime wedged between your plush lips. He grins from ear to ear, arms looping around your waist to bring you closer. Your lips are dangerously close to touching. If his cock straining against his pants didnât give away how badly heâd love for that to happen, that lust filled glimmer in his eyes would.
When he sucks the juice from the lime you pluck it from his mouth, delicately licking the last drop from his bottom lip. He lets out a groan too low for anyone else to hear over the music that fills the penthouse but you hear it. You feel it.
âSo, whatâs your name again, sugar?â you ask, tugging at his hair a little harder. His eyes nearly roll back at how satisfying the pain is.Â
âWooyoung, sugar. Whatâs yours?â he whispers, sliding his hands down to cup your ass. Youâre wearing a thong, leaving almost nothing between the warmth of his palms and the smooth skin of your ass. He gives it a gentle squeeze and you let out an airy moan that falls on his tongue as sweet as candy.Â
âMmmmâ you hum, grinding down on his clothed cock just enough to make it twitch, âBe a good boy tonight and maybe Iâll tell you.âÂ
Your best friend Anya flicks at one of the silver star charms decorating your hair as she walks by hand in hand with an equally pretty boy youâre sure you heard someone call âYeosangâ earlier. Â
âSheâs not being a tease is she?â she jokes.
You roll your eyes, playfully swatting her hand away, âIâm not a tease.âÂ
Wooyoung only shrugs, âShe is a tease but thatâs okay. I like it.â He squeezes your ass harder and a little squeak escapes you.Â
âHey! I said you had to be goodâ you scold, grabbing him by the collar of his shirt.Â
He releases his hold on you, fingertips petting the small of your back, âIâm sorry. Iâll be good.â
âYou swear?â you pout, enjoying how easily heâs gotten wrapped around your finger.Â
Wooyoung raises a pinky and hooks it around yours, âPinky swear.â
For a fleeting moment you catch yourself falling for his charms. Itâs difficult not to when heâs this hot. In fact, every man in this room is drop dead gorgeous. When Anya first asked you to work this bachelor party with her you were dreading it. Bachelor parties are usually filled with drunk, messy men who can barely string a sentence together let alone be charming.
Itâs always good money but you werenât in the mood to be gawked at by a bunch of asshole frat boys or handsy businessmen so you had every intention of telling her no. You much preferred your bed to a second of that but after all the times sheâs had your back you couldnât bring yourself not to do her this favor so you threw on your cutest lingerie, strapped on your stilettos, and got your cute ass over here.Â
Much to your surprise and relief this is nothing like other bachelor parties youâve worked. Of course they wanna see you naked. They wanna touch you, watch you dance for them. Thatâs the same with every man. But this group is so generous, so sweet, so willing to tend to the two of you that youâve almost forgotten that you were working.
âCould you be a sweetheart and grab me a drink?â you ask, batting your eyelashes, âMy throatâs a little dry and someone drank my last shot of tequila.â That someone being him.Â
Wooyoung laughs, lifting you off of him and placing you carefully at his side, âOf course. Anything for you. What do you want?â
As Wooyoung rises from the couch you swing your feet up and he catches you by the ankles, slowly massaging your legs. You shrug, nibbling at your lip while his hands slip closer to your pillowy thighs, âSurprise me.â
âSurprise youâŚâ he nods, his fingers sinking into your thighs, âOkay. I can do that.â He leans forward, kissing the inside of your knees before he wanders off to get you a drink.
Lying back on the couch you catch an inverted view of Anya chatting up Yeosang and finding any excuse to feel his muscles through his shirt. After a bit another man slips in beside her. Youâre able to eavesdrop close enough to hear her say his name. Jongho. Youâre sure heâs the youngest of the group. Heâs quiet, difficult to read, but such a cutie.Â
Speaking of cuties, you wonder how the man of the night is doing. Hongjoongâthatâs the one name you absolutely had to rememberâheâs the one getting married in a few days and you must admit his fianceâs one lucky girl. He was kind when the two of you arrived, offering you drinks and making sure you settled in fine, but heâs acted so innocent all night.
Youâre sure he still hasnât moved from that spot in the corner where heâs been sitting nursing the same drink all night. Every few minutes he checks his phone. Youâre sure itâs to text his fiance. Some girls might be offended by that but you canât bring yourself to care. You find it quite sweet actually and you get paid either way.
âAaahâŚâ you gasp at the sensation of something cool kissing your skin. Propping yourself up on your elbows, you look up to find Wooyoung standing over you balancing an ice cold glass of something on your belly.Â
He giggles at the shock on your face, sliding it up your body to watch how your back arches in response. âFor you, pretty girl.â
Carefully you take the glass, admiring the electric blue syrup swirling around inside of it. You raise it to your lips, sipping at the sweet liquid. Wooyoung kneels down beside you, tucking a wayward strand of hair behind your ear as you drink. He studies your side profile in silent fascination, admiring all of the finer details of your face. Itâs a cliche thought, he knows this, but he canât help wondering how such a delicately beautiful creature ended up in a line of work like this. Then again, with a face like this and a body like that, why wouldnât you make men pay to be in your presence?
âHowâs it taste?â he asks, only barely breaking himself from his trance.
His voice is low and dripping with need. His breath skims your neck like a trail of kisses and you catch yourself wishing that it were. Your pulse races, the tingling between your thighs growing too intense to ignore. You turning a guy on at work? It happens everyday. A guy turning you on? Thatâs never happened before, not during a single night on the job, but thereâs a first time for everything isnât there?
âYou tell me,â you say, offering him a sip. As you do so your hand trembles enough for some of the alcohol to spill over the brim and onto your fingers.Â
Wooyoung locks eyes with you, deep pools of brown pulling you into his gaze. Setting the glass down on the floor, he takes you by the wrist, gently stroking it as he presses your fingers to his lips. His tongue darts out, twirling around each and every finger to lick them clean. You never couldâve predicted that something like this would get you wet but here you are. That tingling between your thighs? Itâs unbearable now. You squeeze them together, bringing your attention to how wet heâs managed to get you. You hate it and love it all at once.Â
âYou taste deliciousâ he grins, kissing your inner wrist.Â
It makes you shiver and you pull your hand back, fighting to get a hold on yourself, âI thought we were talking about the drink, not me.â
Wooyoung shrugs, running his fingers down your side, âI donât know, were we?âÂ
You should stop him but lust has you locked in place, letting his hand venture below your waist without a word of protest on your part. He squeezes the plush of your thigh, tucking a thumb between them so that it hovers a mere inch away from the wet fabric clinging to your warmth. In this moment everyone else in the room fades away. Even the music seems as if itâs traveled miles to reach your ears. You can only focus on each other. The way your breath hitches the closer he gets to stroking your clit through the lace. The way his eyes seem to twinkle as he watches you grow more and more needy for him as the seconds pass. His thumbâs so close you can almost feel it. Something in you tells you to shift your body down on the couch a little bit, close the distance and give yourself that relief you want so badly.Â
âYou didnât pay for thatâ you snap, shooing his hand away, âThatâs not on the menu, babe.âÂ
Without missing a beat Wooyoung retrieves his phone from his back pocket, swiping on the screen a few times before handing it over to you. Itâs a CashApp screen and the keyboardâs already up for you to type your name into the search bar.
âCan I request something off the menu then?â
You shoot upright on the couch, shocked by what you see on the screen. âYouâre jokingâ you laugh, motioning to hand his phone back.
Wooyoung stops you before you can, his expression more serious than youâve seen it all night. âI want you.â
âYou canât afford me.â
âTry meâŚâ
You wait for him to give it up but he doesnât waver, not in the slightest. You huff, finding your account and tapping in an amount triple your fee for dancing. âThere. You happy?âÂ
Wooyoung happily takes his phone back, hitting a single button before presenting you with the screen. âAs long as you are.â
âHoly shitâ you gasp, eyes glued to the screen. He actually did it. He sent you the money. Truth be told if he kept up all the teasing you probably wouldâve slept with him before the night was over anyway but the fact that he was willing to pay for it? Thatâs a twist you didnât see coming.Â
âYouâŚyouâre crazyâ you giggle, cupping that wonderfully defined face of his, âFucking insane.â
Wooyoung doesnât seem offended by that in the least. In fact, he takes it as a compliment. âBut you like itâŚâ he grins as he stands back up, sweeping your drink up with one hand and extending the other to you, âDonât you?âÂ
You stare at him defiantly, refusing to respond. Not that you need to. The answerâs written all over your face in that faint smile you couldnât chase away if you tried. A smile that lingers there as he takes you by the hand, guiding you down the nearby hallway and into the master bedroom of the penthouse.
The rest of the penthouse is gorgeous, the sort of place you only see in design magazines, and the master bedroomâs no different. Itâs dimly lit with soft white light emitting from a sleek Swedish lamp in the corner. The pristine white walls are adorned with intricate paintings, all originals. All of the furnitureâs designer, most notably the king size bed positioned across the room opposite ceiling to floor windows that overlook the city. Youâre up much too high for anyone to see you but it feels like you can see the whole world from here.Â
Wooyoung quickly takes notice of how charmed you are by the view. âYou can check it out if you want,â he says, taking a seat on the edge of the bed, âIâm not in a rush.â He canât hold back his amusement at how giddy you are rushing over to the window to take in the sights. Youâre quite possibly the cutest thing ever.Â
âWhose place is this anyway?â you ask, unable to peel yourself away from the twinkling lights of the city below. Usually you steer clear of personal questionsâitâs better that wayâbut something about Wooyoung makes you comfortable enough to ask.Â
Chugging the rest of your drink, he lays back on the bed, glaring up at the spiraling design on the ceiling. âYou remember the tall one? Kinda goofy?â
You run down a mental list of the boys at the party and narrow it down to two. âWhich one?â
Wooyoung nearly chokes laughing, âWhich one? Oh my god.â
âWhat?â you pout, truly not meaning any harm, âThereâs two of them.â
âMingi, the one with the deep voice. This is his place. He moved in, I donât know, a month ago. Nice isnât it?â
âDo you all live like this?â There you go again, asking questions you know you shouldnât.
Wooyoung turns to look at you, his reflection immediately capturing your attention. âFor the most part, yeah.â
You spin around to face him, on the verge of melting under the heat of his gaze, âAre you a drug dealer or something, Woo?â
He lets that question linger in the air, gesturing for you to come to him. âCome here, beautiful. Youâre too far away.â
You skip over to the bed, your body jiggling so deliciously that heâs tempted to send you back over to the window just to see you come back again. Hopping onto the bed, you throw one leg across his waist, straddling his lap. âBetter?â
He cups your cheek, bringing you in so that youâre face to face, his lips skimming yours once more. âBetter.âÂ
âYou didnât answer my questionâ you whisper, rocking your hips against a bulge thatâs even harder for you than before.Â
Wooyoung loops an arm around your waist, keeping you flush against him, âIf I answer your question will you tell me your name?â
âMmhmmâ you whine at the friction between you.
The fabric of your panties is flimsy enough that you can feel the texture of his pantsâthe pressure of his cock straining against them. It makes your mind go fuzzy. Wooyoung knows this because youâre doing the same to him.
âIâm a very bad man who does very bad things but not that. Not anymoreâ he confesses, flipping you onto your back in one effortless motion.
Any attempt you couldâve made to respond is silenced when his lips finally crash into yours. You teased him for hours, taking every opportunity to almost kiss him knowing from the start how badly he wanted you. Now that he can finally have youâsatisfy the hunger thatâs been building inside all nightâheâs ravenous, holding nothing back.
âYour turnâ he whispers between your lips, flipping you onto your back in one fluid motion, not once breaking the kiss.Â
The roomâs still spinning when you part your lips to answer his question. As a rule you always give a fake nameâone of the pretty ones that you and Anya came up with to stop creeps from finding you out in the real worldâbut for some reason you canât lie to Wooyoung. With him kissing you like he wants to devour your very soul, the only possible thing you can spill out is the truth.
Wooyoung kisses his way down your neck, inhaling the sugary scent of your perfume as he drags his tongue between your breasts. âSuch a pretty name. I like it.â
âIâŚI like your name tooâ you stutter, fingers combing through his hair, âWooyoungâs a pretty name.â
Catching the fabric of your top between his teeth, he tugs harshly, causing the knots holding it together to slip. Your lush breasts fall free from your top, the tiny hairs on your arm standing up at the feeling of your stiff buds brushing the fabric of his shirt.Â
âMmm, say it againâ he groans, the tip of his tongue swirling around your nipple, âIt sounds so fucking good when you say it.âÂ
Taking your bud between his teeth, he sucks harshly at it, treating you to a combination of pain and pleasure thatâs nothing short of addictive. Wedging a knee between your legs, he pushes your thighs apart, reaching down to knot your panties in his fist. Your body jerks as he snatches them away, leaving your dripping pussy exposed. Slipping two fingers between your folds, he spreads you open, letting his middle finger slide back and forth across your clit.Â
âWooyoungâŚmmphâŚâ you moan, arching into his touch, âWooâŚaahâ.Â
Wooyoung dips his fingers down to your clenching hole, stretching you open enough to give you a taste of what your bodyâs begging for.
âYou want more, baby?â he teases, drooling around your swollen nipple.Â
âYes, pleaseâ you beg, your breath hitching as his fingers, already slick with your arousal, push into you.Â
His movements are slow at first. Two fingers sliding in and out of you, gently stroking your pulsing walls. Your walls are so velvety and warm that he could spend all night petting them. No pussyâs ever felt this good wound around his fingers. His cock aches at the thought of how heavenly it must be to be inside of you. But thatâs not truly where his head is right now. Heâs solely focused on sneaking a third finger into your pussy, quickening his pace to make sure you never stop making all these pretty noises.
Wooyoungâs fingers are like magic and heâs insanely attentive, effortlessly picking up on your sweet spots and hitting them every single time. Wave after wave of pleasure washes over you, pushing you so close to your high that your lips are quivering. Wooyoung may be a very bad man who does very bad things but heâs so so good to you.
You tug at his hair, wanting another kiss but unable to form the words to ask for one. Guessing what you wantâhe wants it tooâhe leans up and pulls you into another kiss. Your lips collide right on the edge of your orgasm, his tongue dancing with yours as the euphoria hits and you clench around his fingers.Â
âGood girlâ he praises, âAre you always this gorgeous when you cum or is this just for me?â
His admiration only heightens the intensity of your orgasm. That coupled with the fact that he hasnât let up on you has you ready to fall apart right here and now. After a couple seconds you figured heâd slow down, give you some time to recover, but no, he just keeps going.
âOne more for meâ he whispers, bringing his thumb up to rub your clit.Â
âWoo, I canât. Too muchâ you whine, grabbing onto his shirt hard enough to tear it.
He doesnât care if you do. He meant it when he said youâre gorgeous when you cum. Your faces are perfection and your bodyâs glowing. When you look like this you could tear up everything he owns and heâd let you get away with it.Â
âYou can do it, baby. Just look at you. Youâre already so close again, arenât you?â he coos, kissing you on the cheek.
A split second. Thatâs all you get to come down, if you can call it that, before the pressureâs building again and youâre coming so hard it has your ears ringing. This time he shows you mercy, gradually slowing his motions, showering you in the sweetest kisses while you come down. Climbing off of you, he stands at the foot of the bed, licking his drenched fingers.
âI was right. You are delicious.âÂ
You roll your eyes, trying hard not to give away how sickeningly hot you find him. âAre you always like this?â
There it is again. That mischievous grin that heâs been flashing you all night. The one you can blame for getting you into this situation to begin with. He pulls his shirt over his head, revealing a tattooed chest you just canât wait to dig your nails into.
âLike what?â he asks, undoing his belt.Â
âLike a menaceâ is what you want to say but you canât. Wooyoungâs pants are at his ankles now and he has the nerve to stand there like he doesnât know how glorious his cock is. You donât need a fully lit room to see how flawless, how beautifully veined, how totally made for you it is.Â
âLike what, cutie?â he repeats, grabbing your ankles and dragging you to the edge of the bed. Tucking his hands behind your knees, he pushes your legs back, spreading them open to push the head of his cock up against your twitching pussy.Â
You moan at the satisfying warmth of his arousal coating your slit, hips pressing down to stretch yourself with the tip.
âI donât even know anymore. Iâm just soâŚsoâŚâ
âSo prettyâŚâ he grunts, driving his length into you so deep that you feel it in your chest. Every word he says is accompanied by a thrust that rocks you to your core, little dots of color decorating your vision. âSo beautiful. So fucking sexy when you take my cock.â
Your pussyâs unlike anything heâs ever felt before. Itâs enough to make his head spin and his knees weak. His cockâs never indulged in something this decadent. Itâs so goodâmaybe too good. When you first walked through the door tonight Wooyoung knew it would be. Something about you said you were sitting on a pussy like gold and he wasnât wrong. Not even a little bit.
You canât even pretend that you donât feel the same way. Youâre bouncing back against his cock, clamping down on him like youâll die if he pulls out. Every stroke of his cock floods your senses with pleasure, worsening the moisture leaking from your needy hole onto the expensive sheets. Itâs so overstimulating. The length. The thickness. How he throbs in response to every flutter of your walls, filling you up exactly how you need to be filled.
Shifting angles, he mercilessly drills into your sweet spot, making you lose control of your already weakened limbs. You canât raise your hips. You canât bounce back on him. You canât do anything at all besides lay there and take every inch of cock that he feeds you. Itâs only a matter of time before your breathâs hitching again, that airy feeling overtaking your body.Â
âLook at meâ he commands when your head falls back, glossy eyes rolling to the back of your head. Letting one of your legs drop, he slaps a hand down on the softness of your belly and grips it hard enough to sting.Â
âMmph, WooâŚâ you moan, teary eyes finding his gaze as your nails rake across the sheets. Thereâs a darkness in his expression that intimidates you as much as it turns you on.
A smile tugs at his lips at the sound of your broken voice moaning his name. âYou look at me when you cum or Iâll stop. You donât want me to stop, do you, baby?âÂ
You shake your head, pouting cutely. You make him weaker than you can imagine but thatâs not enough for him. He knows you can do better than that.Â
Slowing down to an agonizingly slow pace, he drags his fingers down your belly to play with your clit. âI donât believe you. I think you want me to stop.â
âNo, donât stopâ you whine, rocking up and down his length, âI wonât look away. I promise. Fuck me, Youngie, please.â
Wooyoung folds for you in an instant, fucking into you hard enough that the headboardâs rocking. You reach out for his hand and he gives it to you, fingers interlacing with yours as your high takes you under.
This is the third time heâs seen you cumâthe third time heâs watched you moan and arch and cry out for himâand each timeâs more perfect than the last. Good thing this isnât the last. In fact, itâs far from it. Youâre his for the night and by the time heâs done with you heâll have every face you make, every desperate little moan, committed to memory.Â
#ateez x reader#ateez x you#ateez x female reader#ateez smut#wooyoung smut#wooyoung x you#wooyoung x reader#chubby reader#plus size reader
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Song of the Wind part 2
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âWhat do you mean you met your mate?â
Azriel almost flinched at his brotherâs loud voice.
âWhen? How? Where?â Cassian continued just as loud. âAnd why havenât you told me before?â
Azriel really appreciated his brotherâs excitement, but he was simply too loud for him.
âCalm down Cassian,â Rhys luckily felt similarly. âBut we would like to know, if youâd like to tell us.â
Azriel was super excited that he met his mate, but heâs quite worried he scared you away.
It had been two months since the attack on Adriata, which meant that you had been on his mind for every calm moment the past two months.
But he had to control himself and stay away so that you would be safe in the war. But now that the war was over, he found it harder and harder to stay away.
âI flew her to the palace during the attack on Adriata,â Az explained.
Cassian gaped at him.
âTwo months?! You have known for two months and you didnât tell me?â
This time, both Azriel and Rhysand flinched at Cassianâs yelling. Azriel just nodded at him.
âHave you any contact with her?â Rhys asked him.
Azriel shook his head this time and let out a sigh. How he would have loved to have contact with you. To see you and your adorable face again.
âWeâll have to change that then.â
âI thought I would let her come to me. I fear I scared her away,â Azriel explained.
âIâm sure you didnât,â Cassian reassured him.
âWe can send a letter to Tarquin or Varian and ask if they knows her. Whatâs her name?â
âY/N,â Azriel said and he couldnât hold back the big smile that grew on his face. Saying your name aloud was so amazing. He felt such a comforting feeling spreading through his body.
A laugh from Rhys pulled him from his thoughts. Cassian punched him in his arm.
âYou were even worse when you first told us about Feyre,â he said.
âOkay okay, but Iâll send them a letter today,â Rhys said.
Azriel felt extremely excited at the thought of seeing you again.
Every time Azriel saw Rhys he wanted to ask him if his letter had been answered. However, he also tried to act stoic and neutral, so he never actually did ask him.
Then, a week after the letter was send, they had gotten an answer.
Azriel was at family dinner with his entire family when Rhys walked in with a letter in his hand.
Azriel felt his heartbeat rising, but he decided to stay calm until Rhys had given him the letter.
âAzriel, I have a letter for yo-,â Rhys stopped speaking as Azrielâs shadows ripped the letter out of his hand and dumped the letter in Azrielâs lap.
Azriel felt slightly embarrassed by his feelings, and as Cassian and Rhysand started laughing, he only felt worse.
âWhatâs going on?â Mor asked and Feyre looked just as confused.
Azriel felt surprised as he realized Feyre didnât know. When he decided to tell Rhys about his mate, he sort of assumed that would be telling Feyre too.
Cass and Rhys looked at him with hopeful eyes. They wanted him to tell them, but it was his choice.
He looked once more over at Mor and Feyre.
âI found my mate,â he said and continued speaking even though both the females let out surprised gasps. âSheâs from Summer, so we sent Tarquin and Varian letters to ask if they know her.â
If was a little bit of silence before Mor spoke.
âWhat are you waiting for? Open the letter then!â
Az let out a small smile and was about to pick up the letter when his shadows did it before him and ripped up the letter.
They pushed the letter into his face and he took the letter before he waved the shadows away from it face.
Hello, Azriel.
Iâm happy to hear youâve survived the war.
Itâs nice to hear that youâre looking for me. I have to admit, Iâve been hoping to hear from the ever since we met.
Iâm relieved to know that the mating bond have snapped for you to. And I have to say that I have been thinking about you, a lot.
My mother and brother wishes to meet you. Iâm afraid that theyâre quite conservative when it comes to dating and that they expect propper courting after Summer-standards.
I hope that youâll come to dinner next Friday.
Sincerely,
Y/N
Azriel felt his throat dry up at your words. He also felt his heart go crazy, felt himself fall in love with your handwriting and the need to hold his shadows close so that they wouldnât show all his emotions by going crazy swirling through the entire room.
âWhat did he say?â Cassian asked.
âIt was from Y/N. Iâm invited to dinner with her family next Friday,â he rasped. His throat was too dry to speak normally. âShe also wrote that her family is quite conservative and that they expect a proper courting after Summer Court standards.â
âFirst of all, youâll need a chaperone,â Varian explained. âSomeone whoâll bring out your best qualities and make sure to keep a civil and respectful atmosphere.â
Civil and respectful atmosphere? Not Cassian then, not that he could have gone either way, being banned form Summer.
He couldnât bring Mor, that was just wrong. Bringing Rhys or Amren felt to intimidating.
âFeyre?â he asked and Varian agreed.
âYouâll need to bring flowers to her mother and call her mother and brother madam and sir. You shouldnât be in alone in the same room as her and you have too be extremely polite. Ask if you can help with anything and compliment the food.â
Azriel nodded and tried to remember every detail Varian gave him.
âAnd I would recommend not wearing anything black.â
âYou look great, Az,â Feyre tried to comfort him.
He stood in the entrance of the River House and tried to find a way he felt comfortable in his Summer clothes.
He wore a cream colored linen shirt and blue linen pants. The lightness of his clothes made him uncomfortable, but he wanted to impress you.
Feyre wore a summer dress. She looked relaxed and happy. Azriel wished he could take some of her calmness.
âReady to go?â She asked.
Azriel nodded, even though he felt more nervous than he had ever before.
He picked up the flowers for your mother and went over to Feyre. She winnowed them to your home. You had explained the way in your letters.
It was a small house with a big blooming garden. It was also in a very different neighborhood than where he had found yon during the attack on Adriata.
âHallo,â a deep voice sounded from the front door of the house. Your brother, Azriel realized. âWelcome to our home.â
âThank you for the invitation,â Feyre replied with a bright smile.
âIâm Mateo, Y/Nâs brother,â he said. âCome in, please.â
Azriel let Feyre walk in before him. Both as a sign that he respected her, but also because he was freaking terrified and needed her to go first.
They walked inside and removed their shoes. Mateo showed the way to the dining room. Thatâs when he first saw you.
Last time he had seen you, your face and body was covered with fear. This time, he only saw beauty.
You glowed in a pretty light blue dress and your hair had different kinds of flowers in it. He felt his knees weaken a little and he ended up hiding his shadows completely to keep them from covering you.
You stood a few steps behind your mother. Both of you were smiling brightly.
âGood afternoon,â your mother said. âWeâve been looking forwards to your visit.â
âThank you so much for inviting us,â Feyre said and moved slightly to the side so that Azriel could move towards you and your mother.
âWeâre very grateful for your invitation, madam,â Azriel said. He got surprised by the shakiness in his voice. He tried to shake away his stress and gave your mother the flowers.
âThank you very much, Azriel,â your mother spoke and Azriel felt so relieved.
Your mother then moved slightly to the side so that you stood right before him.
He had to hold back the urge to hug you. To feel your body against his once more.
You made a small curtesy and Azriel responded with a small bow, just as Varian had learned him.
As you stood up, he lifted his hand and you put your own upon his. He felt the warmth of your hand and he struggled to think about anything that wasnât you and your hand.
His eyes met yours and he felt himself get lost. They looked so peaceful and bright.
Suddenly, you moved your gaze from him towards the table and then back.
Azrielâs eyes widened a little, before he sprung into action. He couldnât fail this quickly.
He led you towards the dining table and only let go of your hand when he pulled out a chair for you to sit in. You sat down and he helped you push the chair closer to the table.
He checked the point of his mental checklist and tried to remember what he was supposed to do next. But then he smelled you.
Your scent filled his entire nose and mind. He closed his mouth that he didnât realize was open, to prevent it from drooling. He felt his wings almost slump to the ground at the comfort he felt from your scent.
Feyre made a small sound behind him and pulled him back from his daydreaming.
Your mother! He was supposed to help your mother to the table.
He straightened his back and tightened his wings, before he made his way towards your mother.
She gave him a little smile, her eyes almost looked full of pity.
Azriel had failed, hadnât he?
Azriel seated your mother as Mateo helped Feyre. Then, Azriel and Mateo sat down last.
The food was already at the table and Mateo and your mother filled their plates first, before Azriel and Feyre got food and lastly you. It was some sort of special tradition.
âSo Azriel, what do you do?â Mateo asked you.
Azriel, who had just taken a mouthful of food, hurried to swallow before he answered. He felt his tongue and throat burn from the heat of the food.
âIâm the spymaster of the Night Court,â Azriel explained.
âThat doesnât sound safe. Are you gone often?â
âI have periods where Iâm gone a lot,â he answered. His voice faltered more and more. He really wanted to impress you, even though he was sure your mother already disapproved. He picked up his cup, hoping water would help him sound less stressed.
âWill you leave less when you become a father?â Was Mateoâs next question.
Azriel chocked on his water.
âMateo!â You exclaimed. Your eyes were wide.
Azriel drew a nervous breath.
âI would definitely give a lot of the work I do now to my spies, but Iâm afraid I would still need to leave a little for the more important missions.â
Mateo nodded, he seemed almost happy with his answer.
âWould you live here or in the Night Court?â
Azriel had luckily prepared to answer that question.
âI would prepare to stay in Velaris with my family, but I would be open to live here as well.â
âY/N?â He asked next.
âI wouldnât mind living in the Night Court,â you said and Azriel felt himself smile. He had imagined the two of you in Velaris so many times. He loved to think it would happen eventually.
Mateo continued the questioning throughout the dinner. Some questions for him and some for Feyre.
âThank you for a delicious meal,â Azriel said as he thought all of you had finished eating.
Thatâs when he saw your mother still held her fork in her hand.
He felt the need to slump his shoulders in disappointment, but he kept them up. He felt like he had failed everything this evening. He forgot to help your mother to the table, he choked and answered poorly to your brotherâs questions, he didnât call your brother sir even once and he spoke before everyone was done eating.
His heart was beating so loudly in his chest as he bowed goodbye to you. A small voice inside his head told him to look closely at you. To look at your adorable cheeks, your bright eyes and your soft hair. Because, he wasnât sure your mother and brother would ever let him as you again.
He kissed your motherâs hand and gave your brother a solid handshake as a goodbye.
Feyre led the way out of the house and Azriel felt himself breathing calmer in the summer air.
They stepped into the small garden and were making their way out of your home, when a voice stopped them.
âWait!â
Azriel has never turned around faster than when he heard your voice. He, the spymaster of the Night Court, almost lost his balance from the spin.
You stopped right in front of him.
âYou did really well. Theyâre really happy,â you said to him.
He was sure he gaped at you. How could he have done a good job when he failed so much?
âThank you,â he said back, even though he didnât believe you.
You then shifted your gaze and looked at Feyre. Azriel turned his head and watched as Feyre turned around.
He looked back at you and then you stood up at your toes and kissed his left cheek.
The small action made him lose all control. Suddenly his shadows got loose from his no longer strong grip and they started playing with your hair and stroking your cheeks. It was like they were kissing your cheek as well.
You laughed a little.
âIâll se you soon, Azriel,â you said and walked back inside.
Azriel had to pull his shadows to the opposite direction to prevent them from following you
âI never knew you could be that flustered,â Feyre said.
âShut up,â he muttered back through his giant smile.
Dividers by @cafekitsune
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Idk if this is a huge request or not, but could you explain more about Bell? (The shitten in your au)
I would be thankful, take care.
Yeah, ive done like... 3 pieces of her max but she gets SO many asks lol. the story isn't really ready for her yet, and i'd like to finish what im working on before i do more with her, but i'll give the basic rundown.
she LITTERALY started as a joke baby post but she got so much interaction i said i'd expand on her design and now she seems to just have a following of simps (oops, like lamb like daughter)
most of the old ideas for ewen and nari with her are out of date now on the art, but heres a bunch of plot and some unposted sketches under cut
Nari and Ewen are married and leading the cult still. all the siblings have kids, grandkids and even great grandkids (excluding shamura). Its only after they decide having a child is someone for them to love and raise, not someone who they're forcing the cycle of trauma on that they have Bell. And they adore her. While growing up, one by one, the former bishops, all her aunts, uncles, and shamura decided it was time to peacefully end their long lives. So she sees death as a good thing, the satisfying end to a long life story. So when Ewen and Narinder are ready to die together, even though they say she doesn't have to, she takes on the crown and ends if for them with a last "i love you" between them. She runs the cult now which is more themed around their shared neck wound "rings" and their relationship than just the lamb. She's called "the black sheep" by her followers (or queen if they're kinky, princess when shes younger). she wields the crown as a pair of horns and a sythe, sine the cult of the black rings also referenced Ewen's large black horns and she keeps up the theme.
Baal and Aym are her "brothers" (more of her body guards and technically her cousins but she refuses to call them anything else) and her body guards, staying after their master's death. They've known her since she was a baby and still treat her as one sometimes. She's VERY protective over them, but also will bully them sometimes, like kicking their asses when training and saying they're just going easy on her like when she was a kid, knowing full well she's overpowered by the crown.
Because shes such an oddity, the mystic seller assigned one of their followers to keep an eye on her and, much like her "ba ba" she found the overpowered demigod shes now obsessed with. With some help from Ewen before they passed, they were able to translate their glyphs. Now that helper follows her around disguised as a poor imitation of a regular mortal to better understand her and the mortal realm. Or at least thats what she convinced them to do since she wants them around <3 probably not to their masters liking lol. I haven't decided on a name yet. Bell eventually give them the purple crown (they/it)
Before they left, Narinder was trying to reawaken the crowns, whether for the memory of his siblings, or that the cult was growing too large to be centered on the red crown. They're not very powerful right now and Bell is the leader of the others, more like a babysitter.
The blue crown is with Kalliope (kalli for short) (she/her), a distant relative of Kallamar's who had to fight, both physically and socially, with all her other of age relatives to get the chance, since Kallamar's polycule made a LOT of kids and grand kids. She's kind of bitchy about it and whines about everyone not respecting her or how hard she worked. shes a flamboyant cuttlefish and trans femme. also the crown is worn like an earring. Bell has little tolerance for her and they have a lot of bitchy girl fights.
The green crown is with isop (a kinda combo of isopod and aesop) (he/him) who is a rubber ducky isopod. he's Leshy's great great grandkid, and really only god the crown because no one else on the peaceful forest farm leshy put together in his later years really wanted it and figured it meant free babysitting. he's pretty young and small with a fascination for chaos and violence that only little kids without developed social perception can have, though he more watches at this point. The others tend to carry him or he rolls around in a little ball. The crown is worn like glasses.
The orange crown is with Mycelia (lia for short) (they/them plural) who is a homunculus mushroomo made through experimentation by Heket and Sozo before they died. they're the only one who is actually older than Bell. They're undying because they're a hive mind of all the mushroomo, who have been progressively growing. They can see everything the others see, can spout new bodies when needed and even feed on their own dead bodies. Bell sometimes just kills them when they're frustrated with them or other things. They'd be a threat but they're very monotone and emotionless about pretty much everything and don't care. They've worked with the red crown just because death is a natural boon to fungus and keeps them alive. The orange crown is worn as a necklace.
Heres some sketches since I haven't been able to get the designs to my liking but people keep asking so :T
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Share - Ollie Bearman
Words: 1,155 Summary: Ollie just wants to cling to his girlfriend after being away from her for weeks. Their nephew has a different idea. Note(s): Slightly NSFW, Clingy Ollie, Set After Jeddah 2025 (ik ik), oh and this is inspired by the vids of guys coming home and wanting to kiss their wife only for their son to be like, no, thatâs my mom!
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Ollie lets out a sigh of relief as he closes the door to the apartment behind him.
He was finally home.
He knew he was going to be exhausted after his first ever triple header as a Formula 1 driver but then as if everything in 2024 hadnât been enough, more surprises and drama had cropped up just one race in and left him nearly scrambling for the final two.
But now he was home and would get to see his girlfriend after the last few grueling weeks.
âOllie?â
He smiles, âYeah, itâs me!â
Toeing off his shoes, he kicks them out of the way and steps out of the small entryway into the living room and the breath gets knocked out of him.
God, she was gorgeous.
He nearly runs to her, throwing himself onto the couch beside her and wrapping his arms around her.
âI missed you so much.â He mumbles.
Her fingers comb through his hair, âI missed you to bear.â
He pulls away a bit, lips already puckering up a bit when tiny hands are smacking against his side. He jerks away and then a small body is wiggling between him and his girlfriend, legs kicking at him.
âMine!â
âNoel!â
Ollie looks at the toddler in between them, surprised to see a glare on the normally happy three year old's face.
âHey buddy.â
He waits for the angry face to turn happy, for the exclamation of âUncle Ollieâ but it doesnât happen. Noel turns completely away from him, wrapping himself around her.
âWhat did I do?â
She gives him a sorry look, reaching out to hold his hand where conveniently Noel canât see. âHeâs decided that no one is allowed to touch me. He nearly screamed Joeâs ear off yesterday when Joe tried to hug me goodbye.â
âOof. Howâs Hil feeling about that?â
She rolls her eyes at the mention of Noelâs mom. âShe thinks it's great, which is why Iâve had him every day for the past week.â Seeing Ollieâs look, she nods. âYeah, Joe isnât happy about it. But they leave today and Joe is off for three days, so I will be off.â
âSo, Iâve got to share until bedtime?â
âNo share!â Noel chimes in and itâs cute, Ollie even gets it. He loves hugging his girlfriend, everyone and their mother calls him clingy, but he canât help but already feel tired of it and itâs barely been ten minutes.
He can share, he has shared his girlfriend's attention and affection, but he canât help but just want her full focus after three and a half weeks away. He hasnât even gotten a kiss yet and the thought makes him frown.
âNo cause papa is gonna be here early. I think I remember something about going out to eat and the park.â
Itâs funny to watch the way Noel seems both excited about it but also displeased, already knowing that his favorite and only aunt wonât be coming with.
âHey, Noel.â His voice is gentle and he pokes at his shoulder. âCould I get a hug from my favorite kid?â
He fully expects Noel to refuse with the way heâs managed to wiggle himself onto Y/Nâs lap, but he slowly moves off her lap and hugs him.
âHi buddy.â Ollie says, hugging him tight. âYou been having a fun time with Auntie?â
âMine.â
âI donât get to know what you guys have been up to? Have you played race car?â
Noelâs eyes light up and he shakes his head. âNo! I want to play!â
Ollie grins, easily standing up and picking him up. His neck aches a bit, but he ignores it as he puts Noel on his shoulders and begins to pace around the living room in laps.
Giggles fill the room and he canât help but smile, occasionally spinning or making a weird turn that makes Noel claps his hands together before asking him to go faster.
Itâs only when he starts to get dizzy that Ollie stops, moving him off his shoulders and holding him upside down.
âI hope he hasnât been like that long.â
âPapa!â Noel shouts and Ollie quickly rights him and puts him in Joeâs arms.
âOnly for a few minutes.â Ollie jokes.
Joe shakes his head with a laugh. âWell, as long as it was only a few minutes.â He looks over at Y/N. âHow was he?â
âGood, like always. Still clingy though. He told Ollie that I was his.â
Joe has to stifle a laugh, well aware that Ollie had probably hated that.
âI got to hug her for I think five seconds.â
âBetter than me, I got to for maybe a second yesterday before nearly losing an eardrum.â
Ollie sucks in a breath through his teeth. âTough luck, mate.â
âVery. Alright, bud say goodbye to Uncle Ollie and Aunt Y/N.â
Noel pouts a little and extends his arms out towards Y/N who is now standing.
âGoodbye Auntie.â
She hugs him, pressing a kiss to his cheek. âBye Noel. Iâll see you in a few weeks.â
âBye buddy.â
âBye, Uncle Ollie.â
As soon as the door shuts, Ollie whirls around and is tugging her close, their lips pressing together.
Itâs a frantic kiss, desperate, and Ollie canât help the way his hands slip under her shirt, pressing her closer as his fingers dig into her bare skin.
It doesnât stay a kiss for long. Clothes fall onto the floor and they barely manage to make it to the bedroom, the bed only a few steps away, but they end up on the floor, bodies pressed as close as they can get.
âFuck, Ollie.â She breathes later, laying on top of him.
He lets out a breathless laugh, kissing her sweaty brow. âI told you I missed you.â
âYou fucked me twice. Thereâs missing me and then thereâs that.â
âIs it bad I want to go again after dinner?â
âIf you donât go again after dinner, you're sleeping on the couch.â
He grins, pressing another kiss to her skin. âFantastic.â
His fingers trace shapes along her back as they both slowly get their breath back, hearts slowing to a better beat.
âYâknow,â She breaks the silence after a few moments. âYouâre going to have to share me.â
âI do share you. I just did with Noel.â
She laughs, kissing his chest. âYes, and Iâm so proud of my clingy bear. But I mean, if we ever have kids and we have a boy. Heâll probably be just like you.â
Ollie feels his heart speed up at the idea of them having kids. He can see it in a few years after theyâve been married and are in a house. âJust like me?â
âYeah, loves me to bits and never wants to be away from me. Your smile, hair, love for racing. Just a mini Ollie.â
âI guess if itâs our kids, I can learn to share you.â
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