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guh.
#you ever feel like youre late to your own life#like you took too long and now everything's passed you by#the decisions youre making now shoulda been done years ago#if you only couldve made up your mind and atuck with it back then#but you never were one to commit to something were you#you like to keep options open while doors are constantly closing around you#whats the point in waiting to make a decision when all youre left with is pain and garbage#everyone else has their lives figured out and are having way more fun#if only you could too dumbass#exhaust port post
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@sillyxaly suggested Jw adopting SJ and it was too fun to brainrot about with @ace-shenanigans too.
Rest assured, no matter the au variation, as long as SJ is adopted by a tgcf character, he shall be the bane of Jw's existence and make him consider early retirement.
#very rushed doodles#not my best work but doubt quality is why you're here on this blog now are you#svsss#shen jiu#tgcf#jun wu#mei nianqing#implied junmei cause I love them and have a problem#original shen qingqiu#svsss au#tgcf au#JW just saw the kid and he is too like Mnq to ignore#the more he interacts with the kid the more he is starting to wonder if him and Mnq spawned this child without even touching in centuries#like the 2k yo virgins they are#sj is not amused. he is salting jw's tea and otherwise making his life a nuisance#jw tried the bwx thing but sj was not having it and honestly?#the emotional damage SJ retaliated with just does NOT make it worth it to torture the kid#you could stab him a 100 times and he'd still sass JW smth like#'this won't make your ex take you back you know'#'just because you can't own up to being a monster does not mean I can't'#'bitch why you need another to validate your life choices for you that you regret? dumbass'#anyway that path was quickly discarded by JW#really SJ is his perfect heir if only the kid didn't always do exactly what he does not want him to do out of pure spite#fun fact he is the sweetest lil momma's boi with mnq of course#because he knows mnq will adore him and side with him then#jw cannot win
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Me when people dismiss Neil’s canonical sexuality just cause they want him to fuck every male character in the series:
#no but seriously#I hate that people can’t just let him be ace (which he is) and make him feel romantic/sexual feelings for all male characters#and it’s only ever male characters too#like if your going to be acephobic you could at least not fetishize gay men on top of that#sorry I’m just so fucking sick of some peoples dumbass takes#also fye me 🤝Neil#:being on the ace spectrum#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#neil josten#all for the gay#Neil josten demisexual#please for the love of god stop being weird about ace people
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this cliff took more lives than i could on my own im losing it
#marvel rivals#snap shots#yeah sure why not. ill put rivals clips under snap shots too ig#real life snap gameplay footage woah. motion sickness warning ajeRLKAJ#'snap are you prone to bunny hopping like a jackass' yes i am just as i am to constant unnecessary reloading this will not change#i dont imagine ill post a lot of rivals clips vjaLRGJALKJ this one just made me chortle ......#squirrelgirl i can get i nudged her off but punisher my guy ... i know its only a week into launch but be careful ...#now i get to talk bout the bizarre sess kayla and i had Of Which This Clip Was Extracted From#ok there actually isnt a lot of bizarre things to mention. just wanted to say we had The Most Clutch last game of the night#like truuully we thought we'd lose but lol ... lmao ... also bonus mvp for me but whatever. ... .#she and i also Unreasonably lost it at the fact i sniped an ironman down three seconds into a match. it WAS p funny tho ...#offhandedly i was just 'can tony piss off a minute' and then. look at that. many such cases but lol ...#i wish i could say it was due to sleep-induced delirium but i fear even now im not tired so i think we're just stupid vEJLRVKJEA#we won like 90% of our games tho so ...... two dumbasses can make it work apparently#atp i might just ask her if i can record our sessions cause i end up live blogging them anyway#its not as if we didnt used to record gameplay shit together and she Sometimes streams so ejrLEJARLKJ shrug#it could be funny but thats also A Lot so prob wont do it. cause thatd mean id have to listen to my voice and thats a no !!!!#anyway im sleeping. if even one person finds this mildly amusing for any reason then i win#for now ima answer some asks i see i got then ima nap see ya in a biiitt
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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ive made myself more wet and pathetic
#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL#its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed#because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH#how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would#be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing#or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late#i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed#the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either#because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember#the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either#the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with#crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure#BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION#im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real#really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and#thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT#you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without#making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY#yapping#doodles#puppysona#edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule#and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened
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man can mapicc stream or smt i am like so close to crashing out for no reason LOL
#veni.txt#i went to sleep early last night bc i was like#typing up an entire Thing crashing out abt the dumbass empire#not even just abt mapey like abt how they treat jepexx too#then today im unreasonably annoyed abt tr pili and ros ToT#i think im just in the low of a mood swing#maybe i need to go out tmr and Do Stuff#perhaps finds smt else to watch that isnt minecraft#idkkkkkk#actually maybe i will do smt else bc im thinking abt jepexx and i wanna eat drywall again#bc to be honest? yeah i AM a jepexx apologist#he deserves better teammates too#why is mapicc actually the only one who gaf abt him#chief and minute had no right to be like “omg jepexx 🙄” when theyve done jackshit to take care of him#mapicc having to BEG for his team to help him not fucking die#jepexx not even asking his team for help bc he rightfully assumed nobody would come to help him#like oh my god you just arent a real TEAM#okay no sorry im stopping now LOL#im very biased for mapicc#and unexpectedly attached to jepexx bc it makes me sad that he has deadass nobody bc mapicc was the only one who cared abt him#and while i think mapicc is very reasonable in his frustration im a chungus apologist#theres very little a little chungus player could do to that i wouldnt defend#like cmon now theres a reason planet ro and bacon are some of my faves LMFAO
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*details below*
this was supposed to be a phone wallpaper but things got way out of control (uhhh i just noticed how bad the quality got so i did split it eventually)
i still did the wallpaper (9:18) crops tho, feel free to use them!!
#i regret nothing#and yes the answer is i really really like to draw falling people#and metaphors#metaphorically falling people particularily#judit is out there too#she just went to give back the hammer she helped kim with#probably borrowed it from trant bc he cares about those dumbasses too#at first i only wanted to draw jean and harry for lock screen and main screen but this was too depressive so i added kim into this#he saves the day#the sad thing if you can't have all three of them at once#(at least i don't see a way)#but the good thing is you can have any two of them and it still makes sense i guess?#you could even make it kimjean if that's what you ship lol#wow how universal#my art#wallpaper#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#harry dubois#harry du bois#harrier du bois#jean heron vicquemare#jean vicquemare#kim kitsuragi
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Everything I’ve said about trinity is right. She is such a dogshit character Jesus fucking Christ
Genuinely if you like her you hate Wonder Woman. That’s it. I won’t believe anything else
#only the dumbass cia man could create such anti-feminist bullshit#you made the clay origin about a man#THE CLAY ORIGIN ABOUT MEN#THIS IS SO FUCKING STUPID#anti tom king#and you hate Jon and Damian too btw#she’s literally the worst thing ever created#Lizzie prince#trinity#the worst Wonder Woman character#idc everyone else is redeemable as a character now#Im proud of my hyperboles and I’m sticking to them
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Endeavor from BNHA is a prime example of how fandom trying to shield characters from (rightful) hate will only generate more hate toward the said characters.
Because I binge-watched the show before stepping foot in the fandom and even though I began this show hating Endeavor, he was actually starting to grow on me since his plot-line was one of the most interesting parts of the show and at certain points I even thought his “awkward dad” moments were kinda endearing? Then I looked around and saw an army of people who are so damn eager to swiftly forgive Endeavor for everything wrong he has ever done and shield him from any type of criticism, which includes shifting all the blame to his own wife & children and suddenly what little affection I had for this character is gone and now I’m back to hating him again.
Like you do realize that this is a grown middle aged man who has been emotionally and physically abusing his wife (who’s really more of a stay-at-home surrogate) and children for 25 years straight and has only turned a new leaf in-universe for only half a year max? It doesn’t matter how much you like his character, LET PEOPLE GO OFF ON HIM IF THEY WANT TO!!! You trying so hard to victimize him or to victim-blame his family for all his abuse will just make people hate him even more.
#just saw this dumbass dude on Tiktok trying to justify him slapping Rei on ep 17th of the 6th season#by saying he has the right to be mad that she allowed his son to burn himself#I never wanted to to slap someone over fictional characters so bad#first of all Touya's breakdown is 100% that child abuser fault in the first place so what right does he have to be angry at her?#if anything HE should be the one getting slapped#2nd of all how do you know that Rei knew about Touya's burns and didn't do anything about it?#Endeavor said that he was only burning himself in places no one could see under his clothes#3rd of all what about all the times he slapped Rei because she tried to protect 5 year old Shouto from Endeavor's beatings?#you got excuses for that too?#that dude might have been an Endeavor's stan trying to make other ppl like his fav more#but ironically that one minute video turned me from an Endeavor semi-enjoyer to an Endeavor hater#enji todoroki#rei todoroki#touya todoroki
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Can't state enough how much of a sucker I am for AUs in which Kate Argent completely underestimates Stiles Stilinski and is immediately (and embarrassingly) thwarted for her efforts. It's even better when the bitch is trying to monologue but is cut off by Stiles rather handily interrupting her in some fashion because there's no reason to simply allow a villain to monologue when you could be taking action against them. Can't get enough of it.
#thoughts#my thoughts#teen wolf#stiles stilinski#kate argent#this woman inspired fear in people for no reason#if anyone had just taken the time to hit her in the fucking throat while she was too busy running her dumbass mouth#we could have been rid of her far sooner#can you tell that i have no respect for kate “i can only successfully manipulate children and egotists” argent?
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Giant personal vent time
This guy stole somewhere between 3 to 6 MILLION dollars from my grandmother by conning my great aunt into signing over her estate and medical & financial power of attorney to him literally on her death bed
I and my aunt have been working basically a whole second job the last 3 months trying to get together a legal case to go after this guy. And now my grandma wants to drop it. And no one else has standing so what the fuck can we do.
This man has absolutely done this to other ppl before, there is no doubt in my mind. I’ve seen his property records for just what’s publicly available in my county and it’s sketchy as hell. I am never going to get over this but there’s nothing I can do.
Gonna put like a million more thoughts in the tags because I’m losing my fucking mind.
#it’s not like we don’t have the money#the estimated legal fees are like $100k but we’d definitely get it back from the estate in the end#but grandma doesn’t want to look like she’s going after her sister’s money#and she won’t admit she has dementia so I’m not allowed to tell the lawyer that she can’t handle testifying#so he just thinks we’re being wishy washy#and my aunt is so conflict avoidant she won’t tell the lawyer anything that’s happening that he could absolutely be helping with#and my dumbass step cousin is so conflict avoidant he’d literally rather let the family business go bankrupt than actually deal with this#why the fuck did she make him ceo#I know why she trusted this guy but jfc whyyyy did she trust him#god if only I had a time machine I’d go back 6 months and make sure we kicked him out of her house#I really really didn’t think he’d go this far. I just thought he was a weird dude she was being too nice to#but no. actual con artist#the more we learn the worse it gets#and grandma just cannot handle it. even though she has the money!! I’m so mad#I wanna email every reporter I can think of until I find someone willing to publish an article about this guy#so that at least that way someone would see how fucking sketchy he is when they Google him#so that maybe the next person won’t fall for it#is there some kind of legal action you can take that’s basically just like#hey we’re not willing to spend years to prove that you’re evil#but just for the record we need everyone to know you suck and we hate you#like just so ppl know#maybe I should ask our pastor to send out a PSA to all the other little old ladies at church#since that’s how my great aunt met him in the first place#I could get at least 3 good books out of all the drama in my fucking family I think#one for this whole thing. one for my dad’s insane parents. and one for all the bad decisions I made in Seattle
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damn... any girls wanna ascend to godhood and consume my lifeforce in the process because our objective values are too similar
#HOW ENVIABLE!#becoming obsessed with their taglines though like i am feeling like such an idiot right now realizing how i dismissed the ''family'' factio#bc i was like yeah ok i guess theyre just nice and happy over there IT'S A DYSTOPIAN CULT YOU FUCKINGGG DUMBASS#it's so textbook too.....#ena the order#xipe the harmony#what if you sought to achieve the betterment of humanity through firm but necessary discipline & i went Yeah Totally that's what im#literally alllways sayin and then i killed and ate you so i could convince everyone that listening to Me and Me Only is discipline#simulated universe
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i hate that duality that your mind can be your safe heaven that helps you get through some difficult things, keeps you going and brings you happiness at the worst of times. and at the very same time it could be your worst tormentor that won't let you rest and won't let you breathe, literally for no particular reason at all. and you can't leave or silence it. can't get it to stop when it gets dark in there. can't get the light in when you desperately need to feel a respite instead of suffocation.
#its so difficult#sometimes its too much to handle#yeah particularly today im just.. screaming internally#and the inability to do something YOU LOVE due to your brain having one of those bad days so everything feels fucking BAD is just so unfAIR#its frustrating#the only thing you can do is sob apparently#my room doesnt feel like my room anymore all i feel is fear and dread#i just dont understand why and how it came to this point i want out#nothing grounds me to reality or to my normal state and im afraid#instead of watch fav movie to get better ill count the duration time and decide thats its too long i dont have that much time#i will be painfully aware of numbers and wb scared of them and then ill just not move at all immobilized at place#i cant#all i could do is desperately bother my friends trying to connect to them and hiding that obvious ache#i dont have capacity to soothe myself with my favorite guys and gals from games and movies i dont feel anything at all#and i hate that but also i cant do anything im so idk what i feel like but like im not anything#i lost myself i lost my favorite things to do and my hobbies and my spark and everything i dont even know anymore#on small bad days you could conjure a good thoughts and watch somethinf and think about what makes you happy#theres a void in my head now that just counts and counts and counts and cant do nothing#i will just open up a chat w friends and look at empty textspace i want to connect so badly but i wont send anything just freeze still#i dont feel that im in here but i want badly to be here and yet i cant grasp anything to still keep myself real#and like i have a feeling that in next 2 hours I'll just vanish spmething bad will happn carcrash orso i cantbe spendin much timeon anythin#i hate this#suddenly your brain just want you dead and fills you with dread unimaginable and my dumbass thinks that it's right#that my brain is right and im inclined to believe in this shit. im not but deep down i kind of is so thats why this anxiety causes me probl#ms for the whole week i didnt done anything i just could not i want it to stop#its so sure of itself that i will pass away in couple of hours by unknown reasons that it imagined so why even try
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I need to stop getting so offended everytime a fictional serial killer is obviously (poorly) modeled after hannibal.
#you crass disgusting filthy scum fuck your rapey opportunistic woman-hating dumbass could never be hannibal#and they always speak in purple prose too but it's just embarrassing it never works#writers stop doing this please I'm begging#hannibal's pretentiousness works because it's offset by his frivolous whimsy#he doesn't take himself or murder or cannibalism or ... anything really.. seriously#the only thing he takes seriously is beauty and art and elegance#that's why the cringefail shit he does WORKS#because he has a sense of humor about it#these copycat-ass characters take themselves WAYYY too seriously for crimes a lot less insane#your dumbass who's only killed like 3 people has NO right going on and on about purpose and evolution and the meaning of life shut up#hannibal#mine
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I did a somewhat impulsive thing 🫢🫢🫢
Isn't she so cute!!! I need name ideas! She came with the name Squid, and it's very cute, but I want to see if something fits her more.
I usually name my dogs after Greek heroes, idk if I should keep the same naming scheme with her. My other adopted dog is named after a liquor from her previous foster so I guess I don't hold completely to the naming schemes XD
#dw i have the means to care for her and I'd been wanting a cat#so she isn't going to be neglected#it wad just a near snap decision upon seeing her and being presented her that I chose to take her#id seen her before and she had been posted looking for fosters but despite 20+ people saying they were interested no one committed#so I ended up taking her off the clinics hands#just send name ideas if you have any#I'm kinda bad at thinking of names. hence why i chose greek heroes lmao#my last cat was named fucking spoony because he was gray and my dumbass brain could only think of spoons being gray too 😅😅
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