#if it's not evil i'll make a more careful list of fandoms/ships

[ladyriot]

Serious question! Is it evil (😂) to post "[insert ship here] fics I'll never write" lists, like just awful and teasing? Or is it something people can engage with without having to see full-out as, I don't know, a prompts list or things to think/chat about? I'm so curious.

[queer-ragnelle]

I'm honestly kinda disgusted by the way a lot of authors just seeped their misogyny onto Guinevere to make her so horrible, lol. effectively destroyed a lot of people's view of her and she gets blamed for everything?? people keep shitting on her, saying Lancelot should be shipped with "someone better" and I'm just really annoyed because.. Guinevere is horribly characterized by these weirdos authors 💀. It does not take much to portray her as a complex character while also not making her shitty on purpose because you don't like her for her affair, lol.

I love her so much and it's disappointing how she's been treated :(( which is why I'll never be able to hate Guinevere or her ship with Lancelot

My friend it’s honestly so exhausting at this point. It’s not even limited to writing Guinevere herself as insufferable, but writing other characters behaving worse toward her than they ever were in medlit. Arthur hitting and degrading her when he cheats on her? (Warrior of the West by M. K. Hume) Lancelot using her for political gain and never loving her at all? (Enemy of God by Bernard Cornwell) Owain blocking her passage as she flees danger? (Legend in Autumn by Persia Woolley) Agravaine threatening to rape her? (The Road to Avalon by Joan Wolf) Gawain threatening to rape her? (Guinevere by Lavinia Collins) WHO are these characters bro you got me fucked up!!! The subtext here is that the authors hate Guinevere (read: women) so much they’re willing to warp everyone around her to treat her like garbage!!!

“Guinevere is bad because she has sex outside marriage.” Yeah so does Arthur. He fucked his own sister. In the dark. Leading her to believe he was her husband. So there’s Mordred, but there’s also Loholt and Arthur the Less etc. Arthur has many bastards from his extramarital affairs. (Vulgate and Post-Vulgate) Yet he isn’t canceled. Hm. Wonder what the difference could be? Let’s investigate. Seems authors treat Morgause and Morgan similarly to Guinevere. Gee, what is the common denominator here? Meanwhile in medlit, Morgause didn’t commit any crimes—she didn’t rape Arthur to have Mordred, she never neglected her children, she never cheated on Lot, and she didn’t prey on young men, she had ONE consistent lover who was younger than her AFTER her husband died. And she was murdered for it. (Post-Vulgate) Yet every other author writes her as a rapist (The Once and Future King by T. H. White), child grooming (The Wicked Day by Mary Stewart), pedophile (The Book of Gaheris by Kari Sperring), trying to put one of her sons on the throne (many examples). Now, Morgan is evil. But not for lewdness, for trying to murder people. In literally every source. Hello. It’s very simple. These authors are ridiculous. They care more about highlighting their opinion that fictional women having sex is BAD than writing a good story. When there are plenty of actually bad things happening in medlit they could condemn instead. You know, like the misogyny? Burning Guinevere at the stake??? You couldn’t make this up. It’s the utter disdain for the material for me. Assuming these dumbasses are even reading the material. Write something else where I can’t see it. (To be clear, I don’t even hate all the books I listed as examples, but they are unfortunately examples.)

Thankfully I haven’t encountered the blogger discourse regarding this. At least not lately. My advice to anyone who sees people shitting on something you like is to block them. Just do it. Fuck that noise. It’s not worth it.

Also I have to laugh at ship discourse about Guinevere/Lancelot. Of all pairs! It’s so unserious. They’re not some random comphet duo from the newest tumblr trending fandom. They’re mythological characters from a medieval literary tradition. Lancelot was created for her. In the 12th century. That was 900 years ago. It feels juvenile to reduce them to ship discourse. Especially because the story is fluid, it can be reshaped to fit the author’s narrative. So if Guinevere sucks, it’s because they made her that way. This is the epitome of making up a girl to be mad at.

“Oh but in Knight of the Cart—” Shh stop talking. If you’re pulling out KotC like some “gotcha” about Guinevere’s treatment of Lancelot, then you’re lost, buddy. You may be seeking entertainment in the wrong place! Guinevere and Lancelot aren’t real. Nobody was “abused” because they’re characters, narrative tools, to tell a story. Guinevere is flawed. Nobody ever said she wasn’t. If that’s too much complexity for you then I don’t know what else there is to say.

Honestly? Nobody is obligated to like Guinevere. I think it’s stupid to dislike her but the real take away is—if you dislike Guinevere so much, hate her even, why the are you writing so poorly about her? She’s as old a character as Arthur himself. Show some fucking respect or get out.

Anyway I’m going to end this with a recommendation! Today I started the third book of Sharan Newman’s Guinevere trilogy. The first two, Guinevere and The Chessboard Queen were utterly AWESOME!! Lots and lots of named women, like Guinevere’s mother Guenlain, Cador’s wife Sidna and daughter Lydia, Guinevere’s handmaiden Risa, and so on. The one downside is Morgause and Morgan are your typical modern retelling baddies, but overall it’s two thumbs up from me. Many points of view, but Guinevere is fascinating and complex and most importantly she is beloved!!!!!! Really hoping it stays enjoyable through to the end. Miss Newman is still in print, so I encourage everyone to seek these books out at your local library or from your favorite bookseller. Here’s a quote from book 2, The Chessboard Queen.

[danggirlronpa]

Hey mind telling me what the story behind Kiyo’s sister is? I’m kind of clueless and only heard one story of the whole thing😅

This got decently long, so I've put it under a cut. I'll add it to the FAQ tomorrow as well, since it's come up a few times!

I will also request that this post not be reblogged to hate blogs or blogs specifically dedicated to "bad" or "disliked" content. As someone who has been harassed as a result of content being circulated in those circles, it makes me very panicked and anxious to see my work on similar blogs. If you do so, I will need to block you for my own mental stability.

In V3 chapter three, Korekiyo admits to mass murder and takes on the guise of his sister to do so. As a result of being nearly beaten to death at one point, Korekiyo created a tulpa of his dead sister (who we'll call by her popular fan name, Miyadera, from here on). He believed Miyadera wanted him to murder 100 girls, and claimed that they were once lovers.

In general, fans seem to take Korekiyo's claims at face value. Which is...weird, considering how obviously the whole thing is a "mentally ill delusional sexually deviant serial killer" trope played completely straight. And that his worldview includes things like "I should kill people so my dead sister has friends." But let's set that aside, and say that, for the sake of explaining the popular fandom viewpoint, Korekiyo is a reliable narrator.

So in chapter 3, when he is on the brink of being cornered, Korekiyo begins to switch between his own identity and the identity of his sister's tulpa. These are the only potential looks we have into Miyadera's personality. To give you the gist, here are all of the quotes while Korekiyo takes on his sister's guise that are listed on the Wiki.

(Please note that the "Apologize" is directed at another student who challenges Korekiyo.)

I'm going to be honest. I have reread this a LOT trying to figure out what everyone else is apparently seeing here that I am not. At worst, this reads to me as a slightly stern etiquette teacher. But the popular fandom perception is that this dialogue implies that Miyadera was manipulating and abusing Korekiyo. I could not honestly tell you WHY people believe this, but they do.

And people ran with that. They ran with that so hard. Every sin Korekiyo commits is pinned down as being Miyadera's fault, and Korekiyo is absolved of his crimes as a result of being an abuse victim. It's similar to the effect you often see in the way people discuss Junko and Mukuro, except that Mukuro does not invoke nearly as much sympathy on a larger level, even though Junko's mockery and subsequent murder of her sister are explicit canon.

Now, to be clear: I don't buy into this. I think this is an extremely generous reading of Korekiyo's character, and that it removed his agency and the horror of his crimes to make him more sympathetic (particularly for shipping purposes - if you glance through the Miyadera tag, you see a LOT of Korekiyo/Rantaro fics with Miyadera as the evil abuser Rantaro must rescue Korekiyo from). I also think that people give too much credit to the canonicity of Miyadera's "possession" when it isn't clear, even in the universe of the game itself, whether Miyadera is actually a tulpa or if it's an identity that resulted from Korekiyo's trauma, like Syo/Jack.

But on its own, I don't care about it THAT much. People have headcanons I disagree with all the time. I don't really like a lot of people's thoughts about Nagito's backstory, either, but I don't think about it very often, and I certainly don't care enough to get mad about it. The problem is...

People are very, VERY violent about Miyadera.

I'm going to ask you to reread the quotes from Miyadera as a reminder of literally everything we know about her personality. And then I'll ask you to read this post.

This...is, in fact, despite all odds, the predominate opinion on Miyadera. If you go into her character tags, there are an endless number of posts like these, daydreaming about doing violence on her person, murdering her, torturing her, etc.

As a Grandparent (25, the age of spinsterhood), this sets off some alarm bells. This is how people used to treat female characters who got in the way of their favorite ships, like Kairi from Kingdom Hearts. Now, that is popularly understood to have been a result of misogyny. It is horrifying to see that it has survived.

Fantasizing about committing excessive violence against a woman...is misogyny. Making up crimes a woman did not canonically commit as an excuse to justify fantasizing about violence against her is misogyny. It is one thing to dislike a character based on headcanons. It is a totally separate matter to participate in and encourage this level of vitrol solely to make a male character more sympathetic.

To clarify: I do not think that misogyny is the sole reason for this interpretation. By nature, Danganronpa appeals to teenagers, who tend to fall into this type of fandom-wide trap more easily. But it is, in fact, more concerning to normalize this sort of thought process among teens and young people. And so I am very defensive of Miyadera's actual character as a result.

[xox-b1te-m3-xox]

yo!! i'm hunter (im 20 yej), also known as lepus / leppy / lele, rev / revolver, uzi, moxie, calware / cal, hornet, freminet / fremmy / frem, or any of my other kin names. im gay and cosmoveric errorgender / libramasculine (he/they/neos), see my pronouns page for my neopronouns list & all the kin names i use!!!

professionally i use the names colt and orion !! i don't really use those names on this account though this is my hell fandom space lmfao

im also experimenting with the name dusk, so if you want to refer to me with that i don't mind!!

my primary kinshift atm is uzi doorman !! so rn i prefer being called uzi or revolver / rev, either works !!

IF YOU'RE COMING FROM MY PROFESSIONAL SOCIALS, ABANDON ALL HOPE YE WHO ENTER HERE BECAUSE I AM NOT PROFESSIONAL HERE, SEE MY BSKY FOR PROFESSIONAL CONTENT

cringe culture is dead, so i'm gonna be cringe on main!!!!! im a border collie therian and a furry, so im ultra levels of cringe aren't i, bite me

this post is way too FUCKING long so feel free to read this intro and leave it at that idrc i wrote this for me anyways (/hj)

yes i format my page like a 15 year old so what?? i never mentally recovered past middle school anyways

im medically diagnosed with major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, borderline personality disorder, and bipolar 1 disorder........................... ya boi is fucked up god damn (im being medicated for bipolar disorder but we're workin on the rest trust me)

in other news, i publish books under the name hunter bunnyfields !!

theres tons of stuff under the cut including the fandoms im into, if my edit requests are open, my kin list, my tags, and my social media!

by the way fuck the algorithm tumblr can suck my metaphysical dick

if you want to you can send me asks about any of the fandoms im into or ships i like just be wary about sending spoiler content (like endings or other paths) unless i've explicitly posted about it before

i'm not gonna bother listing all my ships bc a lot of them are pretty obvious just bc of these post dividers (hunter route is best route fight me idgaf i speak the truth and im into blondes) but feel free to send me other ships (i will judge you harshly for them /silly)

so moving on, the fandoms im into include: sonic, danganronpa, stardew valley, cotl, fnaf, vocaloid/sekai, warrior cats, pokemon, hyv games (except tot), ninjago, cookie run, promare, my little pony, aphmau, yttd, undertale, space leaper, food fantasy, afterl!fe, mystic messenger, nimona, lackadaisy, murder drones, tadc, camp buddy, minecraft: story mode, professor layton, the legend of zelda, tof, fnf, bluey, afk journey, hollow knight, mystery skulls animated, p5, resident evil, steven universe, what lurks beneath, portal

feel free to ask me about any of them idrc i like talking!!!!!!!! i also forget that im in most of these fandoms half the time and i'm sure there's more i've forgotten to add im just stupid

yes im a kinnie no i don't care about doubles no i won't tell you my full kin list i'll just randomly drop the fact i kin characters sometimes (this is a lie; i have pretty much all of my kin names on my pronouns page, i've just got some of em as friends only lmao)

if you want a few of the characters i personally identify with, if it wasn't already obvious from my intro of this post, my mains are freminet from genshin impact, uzi from murder drones, moxie from the lonely wolf series, and hunter from camp buddy

some of my other major kins include wanderer, herrscher of sentience, vflower, ivypool, jayfeather, starlight glimmer, kokichi ouma, surge the tenrec, kieran (pkmn), and lio fotia

i kin more characters those are just the main ones, i'm the worst combination of all your least favourite character tropes!!!!

feel free to ask me about my kins if you want, or ask what kin shift im in idrc, i dont kin shift that much anymore but sometimes i do

i do edits and moodboards sometimes??? i guess?? sometimes i'll make icons or whatever, sometimes i do fancy dividers, hell did you guys know im an artist?? i do art sometimes too, occasionally i do sprite edits if i feel like it but i'm not that good at replicating artstyles so shrugs, mainly just do ur classic 2018 tumblr edits here

so uh if you want some icons or whatever the fuck else i listed

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i don't have much of a blacklist other than don't be weird about ships (so no pr*sh*p stuff) and don't ask for nsfw/gorey stuff

but i do edits pretty rarely so don't expect a lot from me lmaooo

for some reason i also made tags for some of my bs ramblings so stuff usually tagged with .txt is miscellaneous bullshit i post (ocasionally some of my posts are funny, i think)

some, but not all of them, may include: legendary post archive.txt, the brainrot.txt, random.txt, art.txt, psa.txt, save.txt/saves.txt, asks.txt, fave.txt signal boost.txt, promo.txt, random.txt, textingronpa.txt, the journal.txt, ask meme.txt

most of my personal ramblings go under random.txt but occasionally i add other stuff, so if the tumblr search function allows you to peruse the tags go ahead idrc if you do

in particular my primary tag is 'the journal.txt', as this is where most of my rambling about my novel series go, i've been working on the series since 2015 so i don't like to shut the hell up about it lmfao

a lot of my posts are LONG POSTS, so if you don't wanna see long posts please blacklist the 'long post tw' tag bc that's what i normally tag them as!!! yes, i mean it, ill post them a lot

if you see something tagged as 'ask meme.txt' whether you're scrolling through my blog or i just reblogged it, you can send me shit for it and i'll find the original psot i swear, send me shit from 13 years ago idgaf ill answer it bc im bored

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[yourthirdparent]

Do u have any MK rarepairs?

hello llewayinghorses. yeah i have ummmm a lot lmao. for the purposes of this i'll be stretching the definition of rare pair a Little because while sure some of these have like over a hundred fics it still feels p small To Me. anywayd

biliang is one of them, as well as kuaitomas. both of these are mk1 btw. sorry beloved followers i am a scorpsmoke lover blame Do you feel it travel in and out your heart? on ao3 (i was shipping them way before i read that fic it's just my favourite). and a biliang lover but i've already mentioned that one before on here.

haven't been Incredibly into those lately though cuz the liu kang hyperfixation hit like a train and now all i can do is set him up with other people he can fuck nasty (or not fuck at all i do love an ace liu kang. more like liu king. sorry.) but they are still on the backburner.

for liu pairings aka my only pairings ever........... holdon let me just bust out the chart

ignore the fact that the colour doesn't mean anything Anyways liutana and liulao aren't rare, shangliu is actually surprisingly popular considering it has so few fics (like 50 total i think split between the liu vs fire god liu tags?), liuhan probably is considered rare but idk maybe it's just because i'm in my part of the fandom but i see it p often so probably not very rare. kuailiu and liutomas are both rarer than that. railiu is p rare, i don't really see it often (but i'd love to because it's actually such a good pairing it's so cool oh my god) uhhhh liugeras is pretty rare considering how much sense it makes but i get it w/e yk. uhhhh kenliu and liucage are both p rare. especially cuz i ship liucage the hardest in the 1995 mortal kombat movie (so sad that i can't write for that movie. cries) which already doesn't get much fandom activity. oh baraka and liu is like super rare lmao but they're so cool !! i think there's lots of potential there idk maybe i'm just a freak. i do mostly ship them in mk11 though (mostly just cuz i don't want to deal with contagion lmao). sindel and liu are rare i suppose (also i forgot to mark liu and jerrod but i do ship them as well they're a throuple) as are liu and syzoth but i don't really care for them Much they're just fun sometimes but they aren't on the brainrot list. quan chi and liu are also rare but yk same principle as syliu i don't care all that much. i just like them both and i think they could have Something. evil. also liu and mileena is mk11 specific and it's also complicated but the sad thing is there's no fic for them and i'm too scared to write it (that's a lie i'm just not creative enough)

uhhhhh i also ship kenleena which according to twitter is actually popular but i've not seen it a damn time which SUCKS !!!! guys please i love taleena but why should i care for Them in mk1 when i could be shipping mileena and the guy whose eyes she gouged out. i think that slays. taleena is also a slay ofc but in mk1........ i need something with a little more Spice like they had in mkx. give me toxic yuri or give me death. they need to be treacherous and then have a kid or i'm out.

let me pull out the mk11 chart too fuck it

again shangliu is p popular shockingly however mk11 shangliu is a lot less popular. sonya/liu is actually so rare that i made the ao3 tag and i'm one of like. four shippers lmao. but i mostly ship them in conjunction with liucage in mk11 and only really ship them on their own in mk21. liu/jax is similar in the sense that i like them more in the 2021 movie lmao. and again i'm the only one in the tag. mk11 liuhan is less common than mk1 which is sad because they're iconic. again baraka and liu are always rare, railiu is p rare (though it does have some absolute masterpieces in the ao3 tag. ty melochromatic can we please be friends you're so cool). fujin/liu is also uncommon but i love them so sosososis99ssjowehhrishwkshrkebf much (i just like both of the characters and decided to slam them together for my amusement) blahblah again with mileena and geras and liulao and liutana are both popular.

SIGH. in addition to all of these i have some bonuses like sindel/sheeva and jadetana which might not be Rare but it is lovely and frossie which definitely Is rare (heartbreakingly) and probably more that i don't want to list. GASP FOR AIR.

[i-am-extremely-mad]

I plan on posting more posts later, but I'll write one for now because a certain part of the fandom has started to piss me off again. First you come across some older m/akorra posts with the typical ship justifications as well as typically ignoring every interaction Korra had with Asami or worse, take the scene out of context, cut Asami out of the scene and make it all about m/akorra.

But as misfortune never comes alone, then I came across completely new m/akorra blogs and posts, which one would easily think were from December 19, 2014 because the arguments have not changed in more than 8 years and worst of all, m/akorra shippers just can't stop themselves from trashing Asami. But what has become popular in m/akorra circles is to now edit scenes from TLOK comics and make them be all about m/akorra.

Because for them all this is just shipping wars and preferences. Open LGBTQ representation in an animated show? Two women openly started a romantic relationship? Make it possible for LGBTQ representation to be even more open in other animated shows? Who cares! Only my mlw ship number 756484645 matters!

And when I say that they trashing Asami is disgusting, that includes imagining extreme violence against her:

"It wasn't about her AT ALL- but the difference is that I can actually beat the sh*t out of her dragging her by her scalp with my bare hands until she goes bald" and trashing Asami in tags:"#stop bringing up mako's only past mistake" in tags, oh also calling her a war profiteer and how she is an evil capitalist who stole Korra from Mako.

But I also discovered to my shock that in the Wednesday fandom some fans totally ship Wednesday with T/yler. It seems that in every medium where there is a popular wlw ship there is bound to be a boring mlw ship as well, no matter how forced that straight ship is or without any chemistry or worse overtly abusive... TLOK, RWBY, Supergirl, The 100, the list goes on...

[moonflowers64]

Hello! :D My name is Moonflowers64! and Here's some you should know about me! :3. (Please read!)

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I'm a Minor!. :3 and I love to draw stuff!

I am a a part of the lgbtq+ commnity!.

more specifically I am pansexual or bisexual!.

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Some of the stuff that I might post on here may have:

Blood Gore violence cursing and mentions of other stuff that may be disturbing to others. so please be careful when viewing this blog!.

When I posted something that has have blood gore or violence and other stuff that may be disturbing for other people I'll make sure to put a trigger warning at the top! Still be careful when doing this blog!

This blog is 13-14+!

If you are under 13 then please get off the platform. This platform isn't made for people under the age of 13!

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My preferred pronouns are: she/her/they/them!.

But any pronouns are fine!!

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As of right now I don't have any other socials yet!.

I probably won't post to often!

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Cookie Run: Kingdom

MURDER DRONES

Minecraft: empires SMP (favorite one was season 1)

Minecraft: the life series SMP (favorite ones: 3rd life and limited life)

Minecraft: outsiders SMP (currently trying to get into it)

Steven universe

Pippi Longstocking

FNaF

The SCP foundation

SpookyMonth

Undertale

(Does this even count???) Trevor Henderson Creations

Resident Evil

The Remarried Empress

The Male Lead's Girl friend

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Shows/series that I like/liked!(Please note that this list may change!)

MURDER DRONES

Steven Universe

Pippi Longstocking

Babar

The Amazing Word Of Gumball

(Does this count??)SpookyMonth

Minecraft: empires SMP

Minecraft: The Life Series

Minecraft: Rats SMP(season 1 and 2)

Minecraft: Outsiders SMP(still trying to get into it)

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Games I like!

Gacha life 2 and Gacha club!

Minecraft

Among Us

Lethal Company

Undertale

Cookie Run: Kingdom

Nameless Cat

Resident Evil (I really like RE 7 & 8 :3 )

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•NO NSFW ASKS. NO NSFW COMMENTS. NO NSFW STUFF ABOUT MY CHARACTERS OR AUS THAT I MAKE!!!.❌

•I don't and won't make ANY NSFW of ANYTHING.

•so please don't not ask for that kind of stuff!.

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please note that I am really REALLY not comfortable with NSFW stuff of any kind :)

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Stuff I'm okay with! :

Making characters kiss

Ships! (Like poly ships monogamous ships gay/lesbian ships and straight ships! etc)

Adult jokes. (Just Not too TOO adult!)

Offensive humor (not too TOO offensive)

I'm okay with reblogs!

I'm okay with funart if you choose to do so (just nothing suggested/NSFW!)

I'm okay with you using my art for profile pictures and background pictures as long as you have my permission or you credit me if you do!

I'm okay with drawing blood gore and others dark stuff and I'm ok making disturbing and dark stories and au's!

I'm okay with the mentions of blood gore violence and dark subjects (just don't go into very VERY graphic detail!)

I'm ok with asks that are dark (but with characters stories and aus only and not too graphic!!)

I'm ok with role-plays!

(I'm okay with the rp's getting a LITTLE dark sometimes! As long as both of us (or more) are okay with it and consent with to it!)

I'm okay with fanfics and headcannons of my stories characters and au's!

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NSFW or 18+ role-plays.

NSFW art artwork.

NSFW about stories characters and au's.

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•Under 13 years old (if you are under 13 then please PLEASE get off of Tumblr)

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•If you see anyone participating in ANY of the following. PLEASE please report and block them!!

And if you are one of the following then DNI/DNC:

Racists❌

homophobic people❌

Pedophilia/MAPS❌

Any form of Lollipop/Cheese Pizza❌

Zoophiles ❌

problematic shippers (like shipping adults with minors. Etc ) ❌

“Trolls”/People Harassing other people for no reason or because they think it's ““““funny”””” ❌

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That's all for now!

Stay safe out there! :3

Please remember to be respectful to other people and other people's boundaries!.:D

And I wish you a wonderful and pleasant night or day!<3

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[darlingkirstein]

jean or mikasa 🫶

i'll do jean since he's one of my favs (love mikasa too ofc but it's probably fairly obvious from my username which one i gravitate to more LOL). can happily do mikasa too if someone wishes <3

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

i like how realistic he is!!! 🫶 like he's very relatable for me personally which sometimes is a good thing and other times is bad. i have always enjoyed that he's supposed to represent the everyman and doesn't have special abilities or anything but still excels anyways!! and it's such an obvious answer but his development 🩷

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

i love how he acts selfish and like he doesn't care about anything but actually really cares about great deal 😿😿 it's so endearing to me ugh

3. Least favorite canon thing about this character?

i guess when he yelled at his mom LMAO but also he was 15 and i was an awful teenager so that would be hypocritical. idk jean is so dear to me im not really sure if theres anything i dislike???

4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in?

my first instinct was resident evil simply because it would be kinda funny but in actuality he deserves a nice calm rom-com movie 🧸

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

gonna go with please, please, please, let me get what i want by the smiths simply because i imagine it for him just wanting to live a simple life amongst all this hardship 😿

6. What's something you have in common with this character?

man where do we begin LMAO. there's a reason i had this man on my kin list back in the day 😭 the blunt honesty, being doubtful of situations, easily frustrated/overwhelmed, acting like im apathetic about everything but deeply caring too much 💔

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

making him a shipping bicycle

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

I generally HATEEEE indulging in discourse but i hate how people sometimes reduce him to a teenage crush and ignoring everything else about his character and villainizing him like he's super evil 😭😭 he's a really great character with wonderful development and i wish that could be focused on a little more. BUT i also dislike some of his stans and the way they conduct themselves with people that don't like him. feel very much like That one girl from mean girls 🇨��🇨🇭 feel like the discourse kinda clouds a lovely character:((

9. Could you be roommates with this character?

yes maybe he could cook me dinner and cure my picky eating. idk i feel like he's a good cook. we could watch movies together. i feel like he'd make a really good roommate.. keeps his spaces clean and is pretty respectful and such 🫡

10. Could you be best friends with this character?

i think so definitely!!! we'd probably annoy each other sometimes but we'd get along well. maybe we're too similar sometimes?? feel like we'd get into silly arguments over differing opinions on a show we were watching LMAO and we both end up pouting but forgive the other eventually... even tho it takes a while since we're both stubborn

11. Would you date this character?

in a heartbeat LMAO

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

bisexual (this one is pretty universal) 🏳️‍🌈. but i also imagine him to be a very good cook, as i said earlier... idk i find that so sweet like he isn't always the best with words so if you're upset he tries to make you feel better by cooking/baking 😿

13. What's an emoji, an emoticon and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot?

obsessed with the idea of him responding to any text from sasha or whoever asking him to do something with the 🫡 emoji idk it's funny LMAO

14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.

i wish i knew anything about fashion unfortunately i wear the same three sweatshirts every day of my life so im not qualified

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

anyone who knows me well is familiar with my not-so-guilty affinity for erejean UGHHHH i adore them they might be my favorite aot ship. definitely top three at least i love them sm. but ofc naturally i love jeanpiku a lot for post-canon i think they would be so great together 😿 they're so very fun to write too like aw so lovely

16. What's your least favorite ship for this character?

jean/annie irks me badly for irrational personal reasons. like seeing it annoys me horrendously and puts me in a bad mood im sorry to its 10 shippers but i cannot do it 😞

17. What's a ship for this character you don't hate but it's not your favorite that you're fine with?

jeanhitch/dreystein. it's just Fine. like i dont hate it but i dont personally like it either. but shipping it doesn't annoy me or anything. i just prefer them as unlikely best friends who talk mad shit. i tend to like most jean ships he's very shippable. jeanmarco used to be my main ship LOL

18. How about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire?

obviously sasha and connie 😿 like my silly little trio they're so fun they deserved happiness. jean and connie as the fun uncles to niccosasha children idk i can yearn a little 💔

19. How about a relationship they have in canon that you don't like?

i cant really think of any??? idk i think his dynamic with the others is pretty good all around

20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

he already has his ideal best friends but ofc Sasha died LMAO. this is silly since he's older but idk I kinda like to imagine him and onyankopon being absolute pals especially post-canon after all the fighting. i just want onyankapon to have nothing but happiness and companionship 😿😿

21. If you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? What's something you don't like?

making him submissive in bed 👍👍

but in all serious i like making him kinda snarky and super stubborn LOL. my silly boy im always putting him into mildly embarrassing circumstances bc it's funny to me

22. If you're a fic reader, what's something you like in fics when it comes to ths character? Something you don't like?

don't really read enough fics to qualify!

23. Favorite picture of this character?

24. What other character from another fandom of yours that reminds you of them?

this probably doesn't match very well but just because i ALSO adore him im gonna say leon kennedy (specifically re4 version because re2 is a little too idealistic for jean). just hardened from the experiences and snarky/jokey but still willing to go the distance to help people. i find leon's attitude and subsequent personality change following the rc incident comparable to jean's shift following marco's death. also him in infinite darkness just bears a strong resemblance so the comparison is low hanging fruit there LMAO

25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?

can't fully remember but i remember finding him kinda embarrassing but in an endearing way LMAO like that's my favorite boyfailure truly. and now ofc i adore him he's fighting with erwin for the spot of my favorite aot character

[scarecrowmax]

misc. tag game...

Thank you for the tag @the-cinnamontography-is-amazing <3

a band you don’t like that many others do:

not technically a band but taylor swift. i just never really liked her music and i find her so overplayed that it's actually gotten to the point i get annoyed when i hear it played.

a childhood memory that you remember vividly:

one day i came home from school after we got to visit the school library and i borrowed the bailey school kids book about cupids and so when i got home i laid down on my top bunk and read the whole book and finished just in time for dinner and i was so proud of myself for finishing it so fast until i remembered it was gonna be a full week before we got to go back to the library

least favorite animal and why:

i don't necessarily have a least favorite animal but i guess small dogs? i just find them weirdly unnerving and so often they're so loud and badly trained and not washed often enough so they smell and i just don't really like them

hot fandom take:

just because someone/something is popular in the fandom it doesn't mean it/they're good. sometimes people or concepts just suck either in general or for your experience and it's fine to not interact/block/not consume that content if it isn't doing it for you.

do you wear any jewelry, if so, what’s your favorite piece:

i wear a ring on each hand every day and i wear earrings and necklaces sometimes too. i love my rings, my hands feel naked without them honestly, but my current favorite piece is probably a necklace i made out of a broken ring. it was an adjustable one and one side snapped off so i snapped off the other side, added a jump ring through an open part of it and added a chain. it's a spider holding a skull. its super fun and very different to a lot of my other pieces.

a movie others liked but you didn’t:

i'm not really a fan of the original evil dead trilogy. like the concept is cool but the humor, the stop motion animation, and a lot of the deadite makeup is just not really my taste. i do love the 2013 movie though. big fan of that one.

three things you love about yourself:

i've learned to be just okay at things and still have fun doing them, i have really pretty eyes, the fact i make a lot of things be it food or crafts or fandom stuff i just like making things

a place you hope to visit in the future and why:

i'd love to visit somewhere outside the us sometime because i never have before

an actor that gets on your nerves and why:

there's several and honestly it's either their energy or they did some fucked up shit and im tired of people talking about them. im not gonna name names though.

things you’re excited for in the nearby future?:

i'm gonna see a band I really like on the 17th of next month and it's gonna be so great because it's a small venue so I'll almost assuredly have a great view. plus tickets with service fees were $17.50 a piece which rocks. im spending more on gas to see them than on tickets which i find funny.

least favorite ship in a fandom you’re in:

i have zero interest in naming names here, i'll keep that in my exclude tags lists on ao3

what’s the most toxic fandom you’ve been in?:

i don't think i'm actually in any. i don't interact with shit like that because i'm in fandoms to have fun and enjoy shit so i stay out of drama and will block people who suck and then forget they exist

list three things you find beautiful about life:

people care about each other even when we don't know each other, there's a million little joys to be found in life, you can meet someone and have a great time together at an event and never speak again but you'll remember them fondly and do it over and over again.

any dreams for the future?

uhhhh, not really? I've never been a big dreamer. i'm a day by day girlie from way back

how are you really feeling today?

not too bad, i was good earlier but i played a couple video games too long earlier and now my ability to focus my eyes is a little screwy and I've got a bit of a headache

tag you're it if you're up for it @rossmccallsqueen @fromcrossroadstoking @tvserie-s-world

[breserker]

Top 10 pairings and/or fandoms :)

okay HONESTLY i'm a one ship wonder with a lot of fandoms, i have the flagship and then a few tributary ships so this should be pretty easy except for the fact that i think it shows my boring ass hand tbh a lot of my ships are the boring obvious ones probably because I don't consider myself a multishipper if that makes sense. Like it takes a lot for me to care, y'know.

also sorry for the delay i'm working on the giant buddha in terraria and oh god it's past midnight huh

Ulrich/Yumi (Code Lyoko) - Dude it's here because it's my first real ship first real fandom experience i understand they might be kinda milquetoast inasmuch as they were VERY popular but i really resonated with Ulrich's insecurities and totally not brewing emotional abuse victim angst so it'll always stay close to my heart Henry/Eileen (Silent Hill 4) - First...adult-ish ship? Dude i was 14-15 when i got into Silent Hill and I attached to these two immediately, idk why, but scarring and recovering is gonna be somewhat of a running theme I think Majima/Makoto (Yakuza 0) - PERFECT SEGWAY BITCH OH FUCKING DAMN not only were they my first foray into real smut writing in 2019 Makoto is one of my favorite characters of all time, i attribute at least some of my comfort with myself nowadays to this ship and I've met some LIFELONG friends through them Scully/Starling (crossover X-Files and Silence of the Lambs) - Not a big greater hannibalverse type person but these two in particular I'm still very very very sweet on. I wish I would've written more when i had the gumption but I like what I did with them at the time. Guts/Casca (Berserk) - I just. y'know. I love them, I love Guts, I love Casca, and i think my favorite gutsca moment, my favorite one, is when Skull Knight tells Guts that what he may want for her may not be what she wants in general. PEAK shipping moment for me, idk if that's weird but OH that's so good. FUCK yes independence from each other. OUGGH Anya/Dimitri (Anastasia 1997) - there was a tweet in early early 2020 that said "you don't have shipping preferences you heard Dimitri say "princesses don't marry kitchen boys" and it was decided for you" and i've never felt so fucking called out Carlos/Jill (Resident Evil 3) - i think we can blame silent hill ascension for making me so utterly pathetic and cold and betrayed that I went full force horny for valeveira out of ?????? nowhere. they're sweet, it's nice to write Carlos after so much of writing the guy in the next ship I'll list... Tseng/Aeris (Final Fantasy VII) - GOD DUDE IF I TOLD YOU I STARTED SHIPPING THEM AS A HORNY JOKE BUT NOW IT'S 350K WORDS OF FIC WITHIN ~3 YEARS LATER IT'S NOT A FUCKING JOKE ANYMORE IS IT Wolf O'Donnell/Isabelle (Crossover StarFox/Animal Crossing or just smash bros if you like) - I really really really had a fun fic for them that i WILL get back to but a lot of real life stuff got in the way and since it is a FUN fic, if you're not having fun irl it's hard to write fun irl. Also can you tell I'm grasping at straws bc I'm desperate to find other ships i care about. Yuffie/Elena (FF7) - Because I'm grasping at straws I'll end with another FF7 fic that I've been itching to make more stuff for (i've sketched a few things here or there but that's it) and it's these disaster lesbians.

Mayyybbeee there's another ship that I'm fond of elsewhere but tbh I mostly see shipping happen and I'm like "That's nice" and I move on, or even if i care about the ship caring about it versus actually WRITING or making fandom over it is a different thing. Like I loved Eadaz/Sabran in Priory of the Orange Tree, or Ammar ibn Khairan and Jehane bet Ishak in the Lions of Al Rassan, but i'm not exactly writing fic over it.

[starsunit]

don't care a ton if you read through all of these or not but thanks for stopping by regardless ! if you want to give it a like to let me know you read everything in regards to this blog and jill that would be great but not required !

i . there will be spoilers for all of the resident evil franchise here , unless the game is fairly recent i will not be tagging spoilers . jill has not been in a mainlined resident evil game outside of the three remake since like 2012 so there won't be much to tag as spoilers in regards to her outside of death island which i haven't seen . please keep all the spoiler warnings in mind .

ii . there will be mature content on this blog due to the content of the franchise . resident evil is a horror first , action second franchise and i will be playing jill for the most part canon until the end of resident evil five where i diverge from canon . jill is a character whose seen a lot of horrible things , watched people die , killed people and zombies , and been brainwashed by wesker . there will be discussions of mind control , general mental illness including ptsd , and a lot of other stuff on the blog . if that isn't for you that's totally ok but please keep this in mind .

iii . this is a sideblog to @heavenstrck so i will be there more often than not but i love resident evil and used to write jill pretty often ! all follows will come from there and if you want my discord please let me know , i'm far better at responding on there . also this blog is not mutually exclusive or fandom exclusive happy to do cross over stuff as well , just selective !

iv . this blog is multi - verse and possibly multi - ship , i haven't actually used it yet so who knows ! my main ship for jill is carlos and will always be carlos but i am not opposed to shipping her against other age appropriate characters in the franchise with the exception of characters such as wesker ! i am crackship friendly but do prefer chemistry writing for most ships , even jill / carlos . though knowing me i'll prob become exclusive to a singular chris and carlos if it happens , i can get rather particular about shipping jill against men .

v . general stuff like don't god - mod or be weird ! also not super picky about faceclaims but if you use someone problematic i prob won't interact ! also i'm twenty4 please do not interact if you are a minor , i will not be writing with anyone likely under the age of twenty but definitely not under eighteen . if your age is not clearly listed on your blog i will probably not follow you back .

vi . jill has other non - resident evil related verses . primarily a normal noir style verse where she is a murder detective , in the last of us rather than resident evil , and another where she's a pilot in a top gun style verse . i can and likely will make others don't you worry about that .

vii . jill is likely half japanese and i will be writing her with that in mind . her faceclaim was chosen with that in mind as well , if you write jill white or are a weird elitist about how she is i'll prob ignore you . i've seen the weird chat on the internet i'm not into it .

viii . please don't follow if you are a fanfic blog or personal unless you have a roleplay blog that is a side blog ! also if you are not my roleplay partner please do not reblog threads and ask memes you aren't apart of !

ix . as long as you don't go crazyyyyy i don't care if you are using me as a reblog resource center ! have fun !

x . i mostly use small text and occasionally have light formatting but i'll use a mix of gifs and icons whether it's of her video game iterations or sonoya mizuno .

[jazzybot4]

Massive Call of Duty fandom wank post breakdown here: Please take care of yourselves folks this one is going to be rough. Putting it under a readmore so you don't have to be subjected to the truly inspiring vitriol that is coming from the Anti camp this time 'round.

OKAY. So. The core of this callout/rant/screed is the fact that one of my friends, someone I have SHARED a HOUSE with for a trip before, has left Discord entirely after handing off the very large fandom server he inherited from a, quite frankly, incompetent moron. Leech (fandom name) is a goddamn delight, a truly sweet guy, and has never in my entire time knowing him been anything but reasonable about moderation things. He has not deserved the shit that these people have done to him and frankly the moderator team has been handling this whole thing with the kind of grace and patience and care for the community that I've been genuinely glad to see. If you've never run a Discord server of over 1000 people, you don't know how that shit can get out of hand really fucking fast. One or two truly wanky voices can start dragging out some genuinely evil sides of people. SO, the anti-camp callout post is here: https://www.tumblr.com/zyomih/756612456311341056/i-used-to-own-this-server-before-i-gave-it-away-to so that I can address it point by point, line by line, and dig into the real meat of what this is actually about. Names to be aware of as I rant: Leech, formerly Maggotdweller - now-former owner of one of the biggest Call of Duty ship fandom servers on Discord. Population north of 1k people, most inactive.

Zyo, currently @zyomih here on Tumblr and twitter for your block list - former owner of the Ghoap server, generally an unpleasant person, raging howling screaming tantrum throwing Anti. Currently doing a lot to boost the drama and trying to get yet another witch-hunt started. @Aquasuperbat on Twitter, @asgardswinter here on Tumblr- General fandom wanker, massive Anti, unpleasant to interact with in general which isn't a crime but it is annoying. Source of the current big callout post that's not doing a lot of numbers on Twitter, but did tangentially result in Leech leaving the Discord to another mod. Potentially a source of private harassment towards people, known sock/alt account user. @mozz1egoose on Twitter - One of the people that are harassing people from the Discord, potentially one of the sources of death threats and allegations sent to Leech. (This has not been confirmed-confirmed, but it is highly probable. If it's not true I'd love to see the receipts, I'll edit this post about it.) Is actively pretending to have DiD/Dissociative Identity Disorder, generally only interacts with fandom to be a massive source of wank. The Incident: On 07/20/2024 at 4:19 PM Eastern standard time, user Jellycakes in the big Ghoap server comes out of a months-long silent spell to say this:

And Nox, a top-level mod and general voice of reason stepped in to moderate the comment. I think that reasonable people here can agree that this is not a comment meant to be informative. That's the bitching that the Anti camp have been doing, that Jellycakes here (who was last active in the server in march!) was trying to educate people about Elliot Knight being a Zionist. (More on that allegation later.) The last thing Jellycakes said in the server before that message:

The general takeaway that I have is that Jellycakes was not in fact being genuine in trying to educate, and was instead being purposefully inflammatory. Nothing about how that single line was written was meant to be informative. IF the actor in question WAS a Zionist, supported Israel in the current war, or had even taken a strong stance one way or another, I'd have come with receipts in hand so that I could genuinely educate. I would have backed up my allegations and I wouldn't have made a comment like that with the tone of someone trying to make other people angry or upset. This post was either designed to start a fight, which got shut down hard, or it was designed to break the server rules, which include a pretty standard 'please don't talk about politics or current critical events in this particular server'. The exact rule is here:

Which, in a fandom server is standard practice. Most servers tend to be pretty good about this rule. (Holla to all my Discord mods and the discord members in general for being truly chill with the separation of reality and fiction, I appreciate your work so goddamn much.) But this means that while the mods can't see EVERYTHING, they do their best to be gentle when they're asking people to not talk about political topics from real life. In a game like CoD, politics and world events are important and sometimes mirrored, so some overlap is going to happen, but for the most part 99.99% of the server is chill with people keeping fandom and politics separate. After this moderation, which to me is business as usual, the Usual Suspects took to the Town-hall chat where people can directly talk with server moderation out in the open, instead of in a private ticket. The general tone of this conversation was in good faith, but some people there stood out to me as trying to create emotional reactions instead of hear the moderators out.

The now-server owner ANT-chan posted this genuinely thoughtful response to the town-hall anxiety whipping:

The question:

The Response:

And that should have been the fucking end of it. No, no these people are STILL going. To date: Leech has received death threats. Been called a pedo and a zionist. This is absolutely not the time to be getting random hate on Twitter from a maximum of six people since these anti fucks can't stop being awful for ten goddamn seconds. I'm pretty sure that at least two of them are using socks to bypass block listings.

The server has been put on blast, with several prominent fandom members being 'called out' for participating in events that the former mods find distasteful. The Dead Dove exchange, as well as making art that they find objectionable. These users are not in fact doing anything beyond existing in the fandom in a place that these Antis do not like. I've been personally inconvenienced by these people because they decided that people I care about are acceptable splash damage in their quest to be the bigest three-ring tantrum in town, and I'm absolutely about to make that a Problem. So yeah, yeah these users are being blocked by the mod team for harassment, they're acting like every Anti I've ever had the displeasure of knowing, and they absolutely don't know what the fuck they're talking about. They're throwing around allegations without proof or even the balls to make it a direct accusation, they're sending the kinds of threats that get you visited by the FBI, they're actively trying to harm a community that I've grown to enjoy in a way that is so utterly 2002 ff.net drama-mongering fandom wank that I want to personally sit them down and ask them genuinely if they know what the fuck they're talking about. I'm certain I wouldn't be impressed. This probably isn't the last I'll write about this. I'm still livid about all of this and I just wanted to make sure that people knew what kind of behavior these people were engaging with behind the veneer of their histrionics. For the ones that will see this and try to call me a Zionist:

Free Palestine. Free Ukraine. Stop the killing of innocents in Palestine, in Darfur, in Iraq, in China, in Myanmar, in Afghanistan, in Ukraine. My heart weeps for the children who will never get the chance to be grown, for the mothers who have to bury their daughters, for the fathers who must grieve their sons. For the children left behind when everything they have known is obliterated by foreign weapons and familiar hate.

Colonialism is an insidious poison and we have to recognize it and weed it out. We must recognize the role of dictatorship and totalitarianism to the continued efforts of colonialism, and in Israel it is called Zionism. I've spent so many years trying to learn the shape of this poison in my own mind and words, and I am endlessly grateful for the friends who have shown me the shapes of cruelty and thoughtlessness that I have since been unlearning. I'm not perfect, I slip up, I'm American and that comes with all the baggage that being an American does. I try my damndest not to be cruel, ever. My activism is not centered on Tumblr or on Twitter or on Discord. I don't want my fandom space and identity to interact with my activist space and identity. I don't want my activism to be celebrated, I want my activism to be effective. I will continue to do what I can to educate, to inspire, to aid. I don't do it here. To insist that my fandom self must be my activist self reeks of the same performance as doing nothing for Rafah or Sudan or Ukraine beyond circulating images of their stolen children. But you had better be damn sure that if you're going to level allegations at my friends, you had best be prepared to back those allegations up with facts and evidence. Otherwise you're just a coward trying to get other people to do the harm for you that you won't stand up and do yourself.

Your stolen valor will not shroud your grave, your self-righteousness will not crown you in this life or any other, and your puritanical authoritarianism will not endear you to those who might have once upon a time been a friend and ally. Your activism is nothing more than a smokescreen, a demand for attention, and your voice is not directed with us towards the ears that must hear it, but instead towards those that would walk beside you in cause, and you are determined to drown them out since they don't believe or behave or look like you. Keep my friends names out of your mouths, you monsters.

Writing a massive CoD tea post, if you don't want to see it please block the tag CallofDrama. Love you guys take care of yourselves watch this space.

[irisseireth]

Rules: List five things you never get tired of writing; it can be tropes, themes, characters, phrases, whatever brings you joy. Then tag five people! 

Dialogue. I'm with you on this @imakemywings, I enjoy writing dialogue a lot. Often, I'll think about a character saying a specific line of dialogue, and then work out a situation where they'd say that.

Cliffhangers. Back when I used to write long fics, it was my thing to end every chapter with a cliffhanger, be it a last line of dialogue, or an action happening, etc. Yes they are formulaic, yes they are overused, no I don't care. Back in 2007 the fanfiction scene was very different, and one way to keep readers engaged with long fic was making cliffhangers. I'd get a handful of loyal commenters on every chapter, wondering what was gonna happen next. It was great.

The Unfavorite. Same as you, I seem to gravitate towards characters that are misunderstood or underappreciated by the fandom coughIsildurcough. I have been enjoying exploring them as people, their motivations for their actions. Not necessarily characters that have done evil things, but often fandom seems to miss nuance of people making difficult choices. Or the female character maligned and demonised because she gets in the way of a more popular ship. Someone has to love them, and it may as well be me.

Sibling relationships/family ties. I can never get enough of exploring siblings and extended family ties, as well as parent-child relationships. I love romance as much as the next girl, but I love it even more when I can use it to explore those characters' relationships with their families.

Romance (and smut). Look, I approach fic writing the same way I used to play with my Barbies, and then with my Sims: smooshing their faces together. I love tragic romance and star-crossed lovers, but I also love it when two people decide the things that separate them are less than the things that bring them together, and take a chance together in spite of outside pressure. And I recently remembered how fun it can be to write smut, so I expect to do more of that in the future.

Tagging: @montalais @herinke9 @wolf1578 @verecunda @aadmelioraa

[severussnaddy]

So I use TikTok, but I have soooo many pet peeves so I'm making a list. Feel free to rb to add more!

1. The vilification of beginners. If you see any video of a beginner artist, singer, or any other beginner, the comments, and duets/stitches are filled with people just being rude. This is even worse if it's not a kid.

2. People putting all their effort into making the internet "safe". No curse words, no "unmoral" fanfiction or fandom content. They think that fiction is the root of all evil and completely ignore real life children. They whole app is filled with borderline soft porn of minors and no one care becaus if you do say something of a 13 year old making thirst traps that involve sexual positions and motions. Like not even twerking. But like... Pov of reverse cowgirl n shit. No one needs to care that you ship all might and deku or smth. Stop letting your kid post porn online before you yell at fanfiction. They literally think that saying a kid is doing something sexual is sexualizing kids. Sometimes that's right, like in school and teachers won't let you have shoulders in peace, however an adult telling you not to wear kink wear to the mall is not them sexualizing you. No, bodies and clothes are not inherently sexual unless it KINK WEAR! There is a difference between a chocker and a collar. Idc if you safely do that in private, but no one wants to see a tween in kink.

3.the glamorization of severe mental illness/ letting ppl be abusive bc they have an illness they refuse to treat. No, ur not a bpd baddie for slapping your husband because he smiled at your waiter. Your just a bad partner. Every one has self diagnosed did. I have no problem with self diagnosing as long as others know that. Many can't get tested bc of money or whatever. That's fine but I can guarantee that most of the ppl with did are lying.

I'll ad more as I think of them!

[thatnerdinthecorner]

I agree with everything here, but I will just add ('just add' she said, thinking this was going to be short) that I saw Uksies about a month ago and I don't think I've mentioned anything negative about Uksies Spot (don't worry, I'll get into it) before on here bc pretty much everyone I've seen talking about it has been very positive, which honestly is a really great sign, and 5-10yrs ago I don't think it would have been the same in the newsies fandom, and probably most other fandoms at least on tumblr, especially with regard to a popular white mlm ship.

That being said, I think that if the only thing that bothers people is the ship dynamic then it could be that Spot really isn't the same character, and you can like the new character portrayal while not necessarily thinking they mesh with another character. I haven't seen any Ralbert in a while and idk if it's still as popular as it was, but even when I did see it a lot it was always less popular than Sprace, bc people like the dynamic between the stoic scary one and the ridiculous gremlin of chaos more than the dynamic between 2 chaos gremlins.

I think Uksies sprace would probably have a dynamic more like Ralbert than previous versions of sprace, bc Spot was really shown more as being cheeky rather than threatening in Uksies. The difference in protayal between adaptations isn't surprising, or even necesserily bad, but when people care about a character they're going to be mad about changes made to a character (that's actually part of the reason I haven't said anything negative about uk spot bc im really happy that people don't seem to be mad about the change simply bc its different to the version they're used to), so those changes have to be done well. I don't know if there are still subsections of the fandom having this argument, but I remember people had really strong opinions about which versions of a character you prefer between 92sies, toursies and livesies, and thats not even getting into the different actors on broadway.

The broadway adaptation cut the spot introduction for time, so having him show up looking teeny tiny anyone who hadnt seen the movie would be really confused about why everyone was so scared of him. Instead, hes big (well, bigger) and tough, and threatening that way. In Uksies, Spot is small and slight, and she (and all the brooklyn newsies) seems to be really excited to be there. But everyone's still scared of her. (Also, side note, if you look on the website, shes not in the cast list, all the women besides Medda and Katherine as swing or ensemble.) It's kind of weird, and feels like they either should have cast someone else and leant into the physical intimidating presence (it's not like big women don't exist and can't be threatening) or just added back in a scene of Jack and Davey going to Brooklyn and given the audience a reason to view her as threatening. Even though the newsies were all still scared of Brooklyn, my dad (who took me bc he knew id been obsessed with it for a couple of years when I was a teenager, but who never really new anything about the show) left afterwards being confused about why they were scared of Brooklyn, bc Spot really just wasn't scary, and as a result that element of the story doesn't quite translate. (Just to clarify, this is my only criticism of Uk spot.)

From a Sprace standpoint the weird story confusion doesn't really matter (and bc a lot of people who see newsies are big fans it doesnt matter that much for the story either - like how people used to talk about the fact that if you hadn't read the hp books the later movies dont 100% make sense, yk, back before we realised jk was evil, but i digress), but it does remove the element of grumpy-sunshine bc Spot isn't portrayed as either grumpy or particularly scary.

TLDR: It's a different dynamic and probably more for the old ralbert fans than sprace fans.

west end question: i obviously love my brooklyn girls and would die for them all, but is it bad that it’s taken away the sprace dynamic for me? like i’m still 100% on board with a nowhere near canon ship and it shouldn’t affect me they’ve decided to have spot be a girl, but it lowkey has? and i feel kinda guilty about it? idk i love my proshot boys. but i am 100% here for all the uk newsies cast they are amazing and so talented and it’s definitely my favourite production by far!! idk if i’m making sense

ok part of me feels a litle baited actually because like. i feel like... im vocal abt mlm musical sprace not being a big vibe for me in the first place. so im a funny person to ask if you were looking for relief lmao. anyway here's my thesis below.

wait also if ur a white newsie fan a read-thru+rb of this would be much appreciated thank youuu (also yall have been eating up my character analyses anyway sooooo!)

TL;DR THESIS: if you're feeling genuinely let down that your ship did not see the light of day and a black girlsie spot conlon got to instead, then yes, you should reevaluate that.

followers, if you've been with me long enough, you know that i have quite strong opinions about how this show gets treated when it comes to interpretations and fandom/fanon. mostly, this is because i literally work in theater, and it's extremely backwards in my brain personally when shows get treated more like a movie or tv show than a performance piece.

im also one of the only ppl in this fandom that ever seems to dare speak on race (not the damn character smh). and anon, buddy, kiddo, this does have to do with race, gender, and sexuality.

firstly, what i think needs to be understood about newsies, is that it is theater, which means it is meant to be mutable. there is no one way. there should never be one way. it does not exist. secondly, theater does not exist in a fandom vacuum. its live every night, conceptually. theater is a live performance art.

interpretations change- it's the nature of theater. so i think asks like these really do illuminate the difference between fans of the show's content or fans of... i guess the show's culture's content.

this is a culture content ask.

one thing i really, truly, deeply need you all to understand: from an objective, script- and staging-based perspective, proshot sprace does not exist. they do not speak. they barely see each other. race does not even volunteer to go to brooklyn. the ship originates from the 1992 movie, where they do actually interact, which is why the ship has prevailed through the 90s to today. they're from the movie, not the musical.

of course, this doesn't bash the ship- it has history, and naturally fans want to create new history when they get a new source material (the musical). it's true for like every newsie ship lowkey (but also not lowkey because all the manhattan newsies do interact and sprace literally does not but thats a different post!!), which is something i do admire about the fandom- we do a lot of our own legwork here, we invent relationships and backgrounds from one-liners that could be given to tbh any frickin newsie. i respect the 30 years we have invented ships.

however.

when a huge, publicized, consistently sold out production comes along with spot conlon as not only a woman, but a woman of color (specifically black rn!) as the leader of the most feared group on stage, there becomes something much more important than a "sprace dynamic", which does not canonically exist in the musical anyway bro. you can't miss something that isn't there imo. often the story and casting within a story comes first, and goddamn if this isn't one of those times. lillie-pearl's spot brings bravado, swagger, confidence, and intimidation that is literally....fine maybe i'm being personal but it is slash gen incredible to see in technically a period piece! a black woman in leadership with that kind of assuredness! in such a popular musical! how is that not– automatically surpassing an often obsessed-over (yes i am. hinting at something here, straight girl fans) mlm ship?

and while i'm on the topic of the over-obsessiveness of mlm musical sprace, let me talk about uksies sprace. because what's also wack abt this ask is that sprace is not a hopeless case in this production- it literally has about as much 'evidence' as the proshot imo!!!!!

i got to hop over to 2nd row brooklyn seating for act 2 so i saw once and for all really close up, right. there's a moment when race is upstage letting the newsies in/down from the stairs. spot comes down and she does, in fact, share a look with him. race gives spot a nod and she keeps moving.

and like im gonna see the show again (every day i am counting my mf blessings fr), so if i'm wrong or they don't do it every time i'll correct myself, but that's what i saw with my own dang eyes on saturday. they do acknowledge each other in uksies.

and since they do, i really like. i have to ask. what is bothersome/unpopular abt uksies sprace, other than oh idk.... its not white/white mlm with a twink/manly bf trope? why can't race still love who spot is as a character, this strong and fearless ruler of brooklyn, in uksies? because tbh josh's racer...nahhhh because. this is such a side note now but they'd be so good together oh jesus am i gonna ship uk sprace. and it's not like they're 'taking away' from a queer ship because a) you can headcanon spot as a queer girl and race being trans is consistently popular and b) newsies has ten billion gayass ships bro we've been eatin for literal decades.

anon, i'm sure you didn't mean harm by this ask. i'm sure, honestly, that a lot of fans are feeling the same way as you and weren't quite sure how to put it in words. but, i'm also not surprised you sent an ask like this on anonymous specifically.

should you feel guilty about it? i don't think guilt is the right word. but i believe you should think more about how newsies is not.....static. it does not exist in one form, and it never will. if you're feeling genuinely let down that your ship did not see the light of day and a black girlsie spot conlon got to instead, then yes, you should reevaluate that. in theater, you should always question why something impacted you the way it did- a major point of theater is to discuss and think about it when you leave! i know this because ive spent three years literally studying it, to back up my thesis credentials.

thank you for reading this, newsies fandom. i do honestly say all this with love, and i hope it made u think !! ♥️

[alphaofdarkness]

not me here for the oc ask ! can't wait to answer the ones you asked me, tomorrow i have my exam and then i shall live again haha ! but now i'll ask you 1, 2, 17, 18, 19, 20 and 31 — i know, it is a lot ( you don't have to do them all 💕) , but i really want to know something more about your wonderful babies and Dany ofc ! I missed her sm during this semi-hiatus 🤧💕💕💕 hope you're doing fine, sending you lots of love 💞💕💘

@carmenio Edgy!! 🥺 so happy to hear from you! ✨ I love these kinds of asks, especially on my many, many OC babies! I hope these answers are good and interesting to thee! I’ll present more info on Dany to some way, some how cause I love her 😭💖

I have gone and included the other questions you asked as well! 🤗 Let’s dive in! 😳

1. Gone and Answered Here ! UwU

2. Do you have a personal favorite among your OCs?

Personal favorite is often shown in the one I draw the most lol, which for a long time was Danielle LWW, but just because she was also my wolfsona at the time. After I made my own personal one I think I went onto Sam for a good while, also eventually going to Dany from Bsd!

So a tie between two beautiful girls, Sam is definitely my favorite LWW Oc, she is just precious and the one I hold the most and most always feel terrible and bad when I put her through it TM. 

Also Dany is my self insert, U//w//U, she has definitely allowed me to slowly self love and allow me to appreciate myself, especially the parts of me I didn’t think to much about or consider so appealing, I think? She has definitely been changing gradually into more of myself since I first came up with her almost 2 years ago! Watch me slowly knock her down to my height of 4′9″, let her have her 3 inches for another year maybe lol.

My dearest Atsushi agrees lol ✨🐯

17. Any OC OTPs? 

👀 lol yesss~ so many and so many crack ships too, which I'll answer next 😂

I’ll just go on and list them off, plenty more of them but~:

DanyJay

SoraYama

LidiaTom

AlikLucy

IsabelleKayla

AlexanderIsabelle

DarkwolfmonJatomon

JatamonRaiwolfmon

EarthamonHounmon

HumaamonWolverimon

And lastly TakaSam is the one I have definitely drawn and thought of the most! They are the top OTP and just best trope of Childhood Friends to Lovers trope, also filling in that trope of Oblivious to both of them but everyone else 🙄. While SoraYama may have been the OG Couple in my story, my love and warmth for TakaSam is unmatched TwT.

It is wild cause I always draw anguish between them as could-have-been-lovers-had-it-not-been-for-death, but recently been drawing them purely happy and content. Total sweethearts, the love everyone wants, excluding possibility of being old friends or not!

18. Any OC crackships?

L o l, I never seem to focus on the main couples because of this specific thing.

I’ll again just go off in list an maybe add a trope or something to get an idea of them:

DanyYama: Rivals, Constantly arguing, and can be petty as heck, but oh the potential and just possibility of opening up after the traumaTM 👀 also the couple that is always in your face about being in a relationship.

DanySora: Sparing partners, the sass and stubbornness, BiPan solidarity 👀

DanyLidia: Pure, wholesome, best friends and so much hugging and lifting from the tol to smol, the nature love vibes

SamJay: Wholesome, soft, healing together from traumaTM, protectiveness, also their Digimon were lovers and married in their previous life, what does that make us? 😳

SamDany: Mostly sibling-like relationship, but damn they have that Sun and Moon tropes?! How can you not possibly ship them!

SamLula: Shy and Confident, Bisexual/Lesbian solidarity 💕✨

JaySora: Opposite of the DanyYama tropes, why are our partners constantly arguing, can they please stop, pure and soft together.

DanyTaka: Digimon Au specifically, Oh you and I are the voice of the revolution? We are rallying up the troops together? Oh boi my Digimon feels love for yours, am I falling for you or are we falling together? Depression buddies but also each others hope and spirit boost ;;w;;

Any of the Warriors with the Sins: A whole lo t of mess, and just not healthy ... but I can already seen fandom people sayin g otherwise~

LustWrath: Spicy, no strings attached kind of deal.

WrathEnvy: ...Oof um, not healthy, kind of manipulative, we are devils there is nothing but toxic vibes.

PrideWrath: Rulers, King and Queen vibes, Yeah we are toxic for each other, f*** off.

19. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (and explain why)

Definitely Darkwolfmon! I am sure I explained in the first question why, but again I consider her to be that other half of me, the part of me I never discovered or the parts that essentially fill in the gaps within me. She is my precious partner Digimon and has honestly come a long, long way since I first created her. I believe sometime in 2009-2010, so almost 11-12 years since. She was the first ever OC of mine and is one I hold closest too in my heart.

For the longest time, even too now, I have always wanted her to just manifest at my side. Go on this journey of life together. While she might not be physically here like my child-self would want, she is still in my stories, my imagination, my inspirational drive. I think that is definitely more than enough, I don't know where or who I would be without having created her. I probably wouldn’t have a whole tale of OC’s and stories to tell if it wasn't for her. 

I am more than grateful and thankful that I am who I am because of this lovely Oc of mine. I can only hope to have her at my side for the rest of my days!

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?

Most, if not all, my OC’s can sing! Their voices and tones vary, to which I cannot give a straight answer on how I headcanon most of their voices right now ^^; I will say that Danielle has a British accent to her voice as well as Spanish speak, and Sora has a Russian accent to her voice, so may be just lightly deep, but not to much.

I will definitely go with my Bsd Oc/Self Insert Danielle Mika Mason, however! Because I have gone and done a thing on how she would speak in her Japanese and English Dub! Other than me also being her voice, her Japanese VA would be Yui Ishikawa, same VA of the queen herself, Mikasa 💕 English VA would be Barrett Wilbert Weed, with an English accent, good Veronica from the Heathers! You can have a listen to her here in this post! 

Dany is meek when it comes to her singing, she will often be caught humming and softly singing something, but quickly tends to stop around others. She is often back and forth with how she sounds and often shuts down when she hears someone she considers better than her. She just needs some encouragement and a gentle push from someone she really cares about. When she does feel the push and genuineness from someone she will sing her heart out. But of course prefers to sing for only that one special person~ can ya guess~ 🐯

31.  Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really).

Oh boi! I literally have moodboards to add to this! I pick Samantha, or Sam! 

She would totes have a Tumblr blog, and Instagram! You always look forward to see what she post and just feel an instant calmness and warmth when you see it! She is always tagging her things appropriately, a soft and warm spring like layout that is shades of yellows, golds, orange, white; an occasional blue and teal as well! She would reblog anything of her aesthetic, golds, yellows, dance and ballet related things (may even post videos or poses of herself in practice and dance related things), cafe shops, sweets and desserts, warm night lights, cats, lots and lots of cats and felines of all shapes and sizes! Her best friend/boyfriend, Takaru always cameos in her stories and posts 💖

She would also reblog or spread awareness of any issues happening in the world, marking them and making her own voice heard as well. In spur moments, you may see her not tag things, but will likely go back to name things accordingly. She would also reblog anything of Bi Pride too!

28. Your most dangerous OC? 

Hmmm,,, my most dangerous Oc, I am taking the notion that they are just plain dangerous and likely of evil intent in their actions. Because plenty of my Oc’s on their own are dangerous in their own right, such as the Legendary Wolf Warriors, who have a great power at their paws. They can be destructive in their actions if they lose control or use it for the wrong intentions, which they wouldn't do of their free will. 

I will say Danielle and Sam are the strongest of the seven, because of their powers of Darkness and Light, respectively. Their souls created the others, so the other Warrior’s power does not match theirs. They can definitely be lethal together if used for the wrong reasons or if they are under the control of a Human or Deadly Sin.

Which leads me to say that the most dangerous of my OC’s with the worst intentions and evil thought processes that makes them dangerous is likely the Deadly Soul Sin Pride, or Mikka Penelope King/Pride as her solid name goes. 

She is definitely the most sinister of the seven sins, even worse than Wrath, who you may figure would be the worst. She has a calculating mind and is very precise in her actions and ways of manipulation. She has a poison within her veins that is just as deadly, capable of blinding others or even killing without remorse or care. While she may be a ghost like entity in my stories, a person/digimon holder in my Digimon College Au, she has enough power to influence people to fall under pride and vanity in the most dangerous level possible, heck even possess them if she wishes. That makes her stronger, as well as the other sins. Does not matter if she is dead or fades away for a while, her influence remains and if it does, than she can exist for a long as she desires.

48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure

Lol I saw cinnamon roll and instantly had a list of ocs ready, honestly any child OC I have is instantly a cinnamon roll and to good and put for this world, please treat them all kindly!

Current top Oc’s that come to mind are Haruko Mason-Nakajima, along with their nameless sister/pup! They are the sweetest babies ever and love them so much. Too good and pure, especially nameless pup with her love for tigers; she wants to grow up and be like her sibling and papa 🥺🥰  You can see the post on them here!

Next up is my precious flamey boi named Alik Azure Mizuhara! A next gen. LWW, son of Sora and Yamato! A little sightless boi with the softest heart and warmest empathy for others. Very much like his mother in likeness and pure curiosity of the world’s secrets and tales. His father worries for him a lot, but gradually learns to trust in his ability to guide himself. Don’t worry too much about him, he is very smart and knows how to care and guide himself!

Thank you so much for the time and questions you asked me Edgy! I had so much fun with these and gave me a chance to gush about my dearest OC’s! I do hope you find them of interest! 🤗🥺🥰

May your day be beautiful and amazing!! 🥰✨💖