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a collection of cyanotype prints about energy transfer and life cycles :-) very cool very fun very bad idea to make these mid-november in a country that barely gets sunlight as it is
#one of my resolutions this year is to actually start posting my uni/original work online lol#i never conciously set up a mental divide between original stuff and fanart but it kind of happened anyway???#dont really know why but it's led to this weird split in artistic identity that i'm Trying to bridge. so here we go#my art#cyanotype#id in alt text#printmaking#illustration#heron#teabagtoaster
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I don't generally hang out in the Dr. Ratio tags, so I'm not sure if this is common knowledge or not, but it tickles me every time I remember it;
did you guys know Dr. Ratio actually had an in-game cameo before his big debut in 1.6's The Crown of the Mundane and Divine? He was actually in the 1.5 update, The Crepuscule Zone aka Fyxestroll Garden Event!
So in 1.6, we get to actually meet Ratio face-to-face partway through. But even before that, we unknowingly talk to him through text messages in the researchers' group chat.
We know that this is Ratio's username, because we have his achievement:
And in 1.5, we have just one (1) single instance of this same username on the message boards...
Dude's been trolling since before he even showed his face BSKZJDMSKMSNDN
#honkai star rail#dr. ratio#veritas ratio#hsr#hsr dr ratio#hsr ratio#hsr veritas#I can't believe his first appearance ingame is him coming in to well actually a dude#this fuckin guy JFAKLJDKLASJFDLK#tbh I only caught this because I played the updates out of order. I did 1.6 before 1.5 so I already knew Ratio's screen name.#between this and him just going 'k' and leaving the group chat in 2.3 he's a lot funnier than he's given credit for fjajfjflkasj#the VERY IMPORTANT group chat that was established to LOOK FOR A DEADLY BOMB might I add#he doesn't even have a special icon in Fyxestroll like most of the other cameos dude really just did not want to bother jfldjsal#anyway hopefully this isn't SUPER common knowledge and I'm not just embarrassing myself online lol
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Unique English words for writing 3:
Miasma (n.) - A disgusting or unpleasant scent or odor
Selenolatry (n.) - The worship of the moon
Psithurism (n.) - The sound of the wind going through trees/leaves
Sough (v.) - (Usually of the wind) to make a sound like a sigh/rustling
Supernal (adj.) - Heavenly, divine / came from the sky or above
Spectral (adj.) - Resembling a ghost
Tintinnabulation (n.) - The sound/ringing of bells
Irenic (adj.) - Promoting peace
Amebean (adj.) - Resembling amoebas
Phial (n.) - A vial usually used for storing injectable substances
Biwinter (v.) - To make like winter
Spirable (adj.) - Capable of being inhaled / respirable
Autogamy (n.) - Self-fertilization
Shoal (n.) - A group of fish from different species
Bed (n.) - A group of eels huddled together in one area
#sorry it took me so long to make another of these lol#I'm like 99% sure selenolatry is an actual word based on online sources but oxford dictionary (my usual source) doesn't have it soo#these are probably not as exciting as the last ones but yeah#unique words#rare words#words#writeblr#spilled words#yyprompts#words words words#writing inspiration#writing inspo#vocabulary#english#writing tools#writing stuff#writing resources#writing reference#writing help#story help#novel help#fanfic help#fanfic writing#creative writing#writing#novel writing
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getting to a point with nerd bakugou where you're not even playing games online together anymore, you're just — chatting, all day 🥺
and you've gotten close enough that you'll send him a mirror selfie and even if your phone is mostly covering your face, he's ZOOMING IN ON THAT BABY and over-analyzing the hell out of it 🥺 trying to figure out what you look like 🥺 and every single photo he sends in return is assessed for a minimum of 20 minutes, because he wants to make sure his reflection isn't showing anything or his body doesn't look weird, that his posture is right 🥺
and the first time you send something back like, "you look nice today 😊🩷", even though he's just showing off his shirt from a movie you both like — he's having to put his phone down on his desk and put his hands over his face because he feels so airbruqoabdka about you !!!!!
#WAAAHHH HE MAKES ME NUTS I SAY#sorry yeah no i'm gonna keep talking about this yeah definitely#just !!!! liking someone and wanting them and you !!! just know them online !!!! 🥺#pls he's spending FOREVER in the mirror making sure there's nothing on his face and that his hair looks alright and that his glasses —#— are straight#just to hids majority of it with where he's holding his phone LMAOOO#a dork i'm wrangling him i'm chomping him#and kaminari gets all 'who's your friend ?? 😏😏😏'#and bakugou is like 'WE JUST PLAY STUFF TOGETHER SOMETIMES GET OUT OF IT'#and you two actually havent played anything in weeks bc you've both been busy but you're still messaging all day every day LOL#WAAAHHHHH#blast from the past: q#* just to hide#✿ willow writes#✿ thoughts: bakugou#✿ theme: nerd bakugou
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one thing i'm noticing about most cobra kai discussions that i'm seeing online is that many people seem to not have watched the karate kid movies before watching the show -- which, on the one hand, is understandable given that the show does provide enough context to stand on its own (and that many fans are young enough to have missed the original movies), but on the other hand, there will always be some things that you can only really get if you watched the movies.
i, however, dutifully decided to do my karate lore homework before starting the show, so i'm aware of the difference this should make in the experience. like, for instance, the fact that daniel opposed the creation of cobra kai less because of his personal rivalry with johnny and more because an insane coked up millionaire terrorized him and mr miyagi for weeks when he was a teenager and tried to groom him into having a villain arc on karate kid 3, specifically through recreating cobra kai but doing it in 'the right way' and tricking daniel into joining it, all with the goal of corrupting daniel and making him suffer a humiliating defeat in order to bring the dojo back and spread it throughout the country like some saturday morning cartoon villain. an experience which shook daniel up more than having a duel to the death with a karate assassin who tried to kill him and his girlfriend with a knife. so when he sees his old school rival trying to reopen the same dojo, he's not into it lol
#cobra kai#actually i think that daniel is the character who suffers the most from ck fans not watching the movies#like the popular meme online of 'daniel is the real villain of the karate kid and johnny did nothing wrong'#(a joke that was the inception of the cobra kai show if we're being honest)#paired with the fact that we experience the most of the story through johnny's pov#and that the show deliberately inverted their original social standing in order to create an underdog story for johnny#and pose daniel as the snobbish antagonist at first#it all serves to create a very different impression of the character to those who ONLY see him in cobra kai i think#especially because cobra kai was a corrupting force on the movies and miyagi-do was a posed as the antithesis of that#so by the movies' logic it does make sense that he opposes it on a fundamental level for most of the series#it's just that he doesn't know he's not on karate kid 5: senior years. he's on a show called 'cobra kai' lmao#anyway. much like on the show i'm thinking too much about teenage karate now lol
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Decided the thing to do is to drop into rando servers, put down a couple of drawings, and smoke-bomb outta there.
Peace, love and fishing on planet Earth.....
#webfishing#(my friend gifted me the game because i love fishing lol! ty for my life friend lets have fun together soon)#now i can scratch that fishing itch when i cant go irl lol#hard to draw with a mouse and cause my hands are shaking from online human interaction lol i'm not used to it#only had one person strike up conversation though lol so i offered to take a request#the first thing in this game i did was to buy ALL the colors#the fish and the nigiri actually oscillate colors lol its the best thing
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do you ever think about how all you used to draw when you were 10 was ponies and that you should still know how to do that, then get an idea and proceed to draw something like these in nearly one sitting and it turns out better than any drawing you've done in the entire past month
sooo anyway does anyone have cutie mark or pony name ideas for them?? lol
#(the b girl lineups are older than a month because i procrastinated a lot on doing minor fixes. nothing i drew in the month of june 2024#is really worth showing it's all shitty doodles lmao)#bnha#class 1b#mlp#?#yui kodai#setsuna tokage#itsuka kendo#ibara shiozaki#(i love how she came out in particular! creature :3)#reiko yanagi#tikto's art#you may be wondering why pony of all people isn't here.#i did draw her! but i kind of ran out of steam so i ended up not really liking the result lol same for kinoko#anyway shoutout to elementary school me i was SO obsessed with mlp. brony stuff was one of the first things i used the internet for#and you know what. i wouldn't say it ruined me it was a pleasant experience#i just read what was basically a polish version of equestria daily and constantly checked the deviantart profile of one (1) specific artist#that i liked a lot#i did watch some weird speedpaints (yknow the horror ones) but i honestly dont remember being very bothered by them i just liked the art#i was just chilling there lurking and never actively participating due to being 10 and afraid of online strangers (good for me tbh)#i remember having an identity crisis though because can i really call myself a brony if i'm a little girl? the target audience of the show?#lmao anyway i would also draw ponies constantly and write oc fanfics (and the ocs were actually my irl friends ponified)#and i even had my own little g5 concept. good times good times#tag story time over god bless enjoy your day
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am i weird for enjoying doing my taxes?
#I KNOW IT'S ONLY DECEMBER BUT I'M THINKING ABOUT IT ALREADY AKSDJBFSKDBJ#LIKE#it's really not hard????#there's all those online softwares that basically do it for you#you just plug in numbers#and i mean. i'm sure my feelings will change the first year i end up actually owing taxes instead of getting money back LOL#WHICH I AM SLIGHTLY CONCERNED ABOUT THIS YEAR ACTUALLY BUT SHHH#BUT ANYWAYS FOR NOW IT'S FUN!
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you: nicholas alexander chavez, the actor from ryan murphy's recent work
me, a mama's girl and daytime tv viewer:
#text post#general hospital#nicholas alexander chavez#spencer cassadine#sorry i'm still not over my shock at this lol#i remember asking my mom MONTHS ago (she follows general hospital news online) 'hey wheres spencer i havent seen him in awhile?'#'oh his character died off. the actor is doing some netflix show where he plays a murderer'#and you have to understand. i dont consume anything to do w true crime. but to my 63-year-old mother. ryan murphy doesnt exist#so bc of just how self-contained the archaic institution of network soap operas are. i just. idk i didnt assume it was a big role#it didnt register to me that it was the sequel to the dahmer show. is what i am saying. and i never thought about it again#mommy made it sound like he might be coming back bc soap opera characters fake-die all the time#and so i put the thought out of my head until completely independently i was watching a video about monsters: menendez being flawed#and i was like. going absolutely insane w how familiar he looked i was like 'ok i know that man cant be too famous but i KNOW him'#'i know him from something and i know him WELL from something. like whatever hes from is iconic to me'#and then the video creator said his name and i was like THATS INSANE WHERE DO I KNOW THAT NAME??!?!??#it's a name i read in the credits but probably never thought in my head at all bc sorry he's just spencer to me#so i googled it and i was gobsmacked. i was like MOM DIDNT SAY he was gonna be in THIS SHIT!?!?!?#i also do lay my life down on the defense that the cinematography of a prestige netflix drama makes him less recognizable to me#who knew him best under cheap soap opera lighting in basic back and forth dialogue shots. like#i have to be honest i never cared for his looks on gh bc he just kinda looked like too perfect. like he looked like a mannequin#i see it now though i get it#i get why he's very fan editable to the true crime girlies i get it#not that it matters. im just in mourning bc it never occurred to me the spencer era was over. i actually liked his character#i cant tell u why bc he wasnt all that distinguishable from all the other basic dramatic character archetypes. idk it was a good performanc#i cant explain to u what makes a soap opera character distinct while still being completely generic (they all are)#i also liked his relationship w his girlfriend in the show it was cute. he was evil but they were sweet#nicky please come back. im begging u. as your only general hospital era fan who is your age#i dont wanna watch monsters menendez i reeeeeally dont
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setting up 3 dates with 3 different men in the same week might not be my wisest idea
#it feels presumptuous to think they'll all go well#but i can't help but think haha i sure hope i'm not setting myself up for a sitcom scenario right now#but also it's online dating so like. what are even the odds that these actually go well and there's a second date? or third date?#i don't know what i'll do if they all go well#scheduling is already tricky lmfao#also frankly it's not that i have game i am just talkative and inquisitive about other people's lives n that seems to get me very far#lets see if my lackluster haircut and autistic demeanor are a boon or a bust in these endeavors lol#personal stuff#they can't go worse than my last date lbr#well i mean. maybe they could. but it'll be at least easy for me to be like nah lets go our separate ways#or tank the date like i did last time so successfully i never heard from him again
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hey merchant i just wanting to ask, are you working on a fic? or you are just conjuring the most outrageous Burningcheese headcannons in your head, because im fine with both i love your headcannons, like the only reason i started to follow you is to read your yapping
Both haha. I have that one BurningCheese fic on AO3 I need to finish (final draft of chapter 3 still in progress), plus another fic I want to get started, plus a billion headcanons, plus more stuff about the fankids, plus a big AU I'm working hard on as well (this ship has demonically possessed me, in case you haven't noticed) (I also have a ShadowVanilla fic in the works. I know it's not going to be as good as any of the big hitters everyone raves about, but I want to write it anyway. It's been on my mind for a while)
I've been slow because of other things. irl responsibilities take precedence over my silly fandom blog. I also had that huge scare with my dog, which I'm honestly still trying to recover from mentally/emotionally (he's alive, he's home from the hospital, he's on some new medication and he's getting back to his normal self, thank God Almighty. I am now trying to parse what the future might look like and whatever extra help he might need, if we can even afford it, things like that), so that's something else setting my creativity back haha. But don't fret, I'm not quitting or anything. I just need a bit of time
Thank you for enjoying my yapping! I love me some yapping. Plz feed me more opportunities to yap about BurningCheese and their babies and other things. I am insane. Feed me, Seymour
#to be completely honest. if my dog wasn't any better. I wouldn't be online at all rn haha#I'm only here bc he actually is recovering and I'm starting to relax a bit#i haven't slept in 2 days. I am extremely exhausted in more ways than one. even now I worry about him and his condition#but I'm trying to enjoy the victories and let future obstacles remain in the future so I don't end up stroking out from stress lol#I'm glad you enjoy my yapping there will always be more#merchant asks
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startin to wonder... maybe it really is ok to ramble
#yappers unite#yappers anonymous#I'm rambly queen tonight I'm sorry#maybe i just like to talk and put out words into the universe#maybe i just love language#disorganized symptoms#maybe i need to believe my own (kinda) popular past post#schizospec#actually autistic#actually neurodivergent#neurodivergent#neurodivergence#hidden disability#invisible disability#schizospec symptoms#i feel like if we were to finally lose tumblr the online schizospec community would be at a loss bc the rest of socmed is so hostile to us#it's scary to speak up when it feels like no sane person wants to hear it#but at least we have eachother and our shared experiences#actually schizoaffective#schizophrenia#SchizAuSpec#auschiztic#actually schizophrenic#schizoaffective#psychoticspec#I'm not used to making short posts like this it feels kinda unnatural esp when I'm in rambling mode#enjoy it while it lasts lol#mental health awareness#mental illness#chronic illness
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changes you say? 🤔
changes like customizing the appearances of both accounts, and integrating themes that weren't there before.
my fnaf phase is mostly over and i feel like posting original art in the main account (and turning this one into a storage of random posts). i also feel like rebloging more life sciences topics to feel more connected to what i study
there's a bit of work to do and i'm indecisive, so that's gonna take a while ^^'
#i'm gonna get into details here but like#from a person that needs to be in a tidy workspace to think properly-#do you ever rearrange furniture and throw away stuff as an unconscious way to embrace unrelated life changes??#the main blog is stuck in a time where i was 16 and hasn't left it since i stopped posting there#and every time i hop there it's like encountering someone else's blog and not my own#and to a certain extent is true. now i get how harmful it tends to be#being a teenager during the pandemic often meant having your world view reduced to online spaces 90% of the time#that coincided with my fnaf phase and god. it was awful lol.#who would've known touching some grass (talking to irl people) would actually help! oh waahh!! it's like magic!! /s#...#(reading all the tags from the start and realizing thoughts got muddled up) oh noo.#starbstalks#inbox
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Tumblr spamming billford and billfiddlesford has singlehandedly gotten me to finally watch Gravity Falls and I can't even be mad lol
#this show is actually so good so far!! I just barely passed the middle of season 1 but I'm having way more fun than I'd expected#I'm watching it with friends too and we've got the whole spectrum (not the autistic one) - one of us has already seen the whole show#one of us has watched it out of order#I've only seen plot points and vague spoilers online while the last of us knows NOTHING about gravity falls minus memes#Ford popped up in an episode recently and we had me and the first friend jumping out of our seats and the last being so confused LOL#I can't watch it all the time cause my friends are busy tho 😔#they're actually doing homework and being responsible??? 🤨 (cringe moment /j)#but I have to bully them every once in a while to watch it since I wanna know what makes this show's plot hook so many folks#(billford fanfics are so fun to read in the meantime when I barely know any plot context btw xD)#but yeah that's what I've been doing recently lol#this show's constantly got me dangling on the edge of a hyperfixation and I love it still#gravity falls#fenn rambles
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little lord cottonball gazing down from his ominous perch
#cats#Actualyl very too stressed and tired to type much in the tags for once as I typically do lol#I have many appointments this month and other things plus like 3 projects I'm trying to finish so... eughhghh#I actually have like 5 outfit pictures orsomething nearly completely ready to post on here and plenty of like#Content or things I could be posting to keep up some semblance of being a Normal Social Media Using Person but#idk.. i have to be in a very specific mood to post online lol.. a very vague conceptual state#It does not come naturally to me at all especically when I'd rather be off in my own world doing whatever like organizing rocks#and rolling little balls of clay and thinking about fantasy elven religions and etc.#like when stressed out so on and so forth... so I actually have to force myself like 'hey... remember.. you did an outfit.. POST IT' etc#ANYWAY...#a beauntifulle little cat image...
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If any non-writers want to have a glimpse into what it's actually like to write, then here. I've been stuck on this lame half-sentence for approximately thirteen days now.
#rambly little life updates in the tags. just chatting!#anyways this last little bit of Method Acting isn't going to be much over ~2k and I actually mean it this time.#I know I go over projected word counts constantly but I really think I know what I need to do with this and it shouldn't take long#and yet I can't get it down. I've got some parts of it in another doc but it's not cohering yet.#Why do I have to have an actual life that I need to do things in? why can't I just stare at google docs 24/7???#worrying about life stuff is my number one writing block inducer and unfortunately it's a busy time of year.#I'm finishing my degree in the next month which is great but the job market is... not the best right now ❤️ which is stressful.#so I guess I'll have a lot more time on my hands soon but I'm not really happy about it lol. I'd rather be employed but alas.#I live in a federal worker heavy area so you can imagine that the local job market is a little chaotic and crowded at the moment.#lots of very experienced people are back to job searching right now.#I think I'll do some volunteering with either the library or some clerical work with the local fire/rescue squad and see how that goes.#I need to pad my resume. I HAD a good one to go into the veterinary field but that derailed circa 2020#and unfortunately I don't know how far I'll get in non-medical non-animal fields with a skillset like 'reading dog radiographs'#or 'proficient in catching and handling reptiles'. they don't really need that in a hotel receptionist.#well. nobody THINKS they need that until there's a rat snake where it doesn't belong (which is their favorite place to be) but I digress.#so anyways now I'm kind of aimlessly wielding a gen studies degree amidst a collapsing... well. everything. a collapsing everything.#but hey. I've got The Characters to get me through it.#if nothing else then I have some yeehaw escapism and other wips/some oneshot ideas to start messing around with.#this got very off topic but oversharing online is ALSO something I've got to get me through it 😅#we do what we can these days.
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