#if i think about it too much i'll explode

[apple-onigiri]

the party cares about siffrin so much i'm gonna scream i'm so for real

tonight i am once again thinking about how protective the party is when it comes to siffrin and yk what you guys get to hear it too

i'm thinking about when the king is convincing siffrin to try to say the name of the northern island specifically right now because. god

like god. they all just jump to their defense and are immediately trying to separate him from the king. the king was already their opponent but we know how they usually act during a fight and it's not that. trying to say the name is actively hurting siffrin and that scares and angers all of them

genuinely i think the reason siffrin thinks they all don't care about him as much as he does about them is because they all see him as a very closed off private person, so they don't express it that much to respect that, Except For Crisis Mode, where siffrin is actively in danger, so he doesn't even realize!!! that they care so much!!! cuz he's too busy being uh. in peril

you know what, i'll bet that they were all worried completely sick when siffrin lost his eye and then trying their best to act normal once they were awake to make them feel normal (no communication strikes again here; they're all quite awful at it).

honestly, back to the king, my favorite variant of that sequence is the one i personally didn't get in my playthrough, where you refuse to say the name of the country, and everyone literally puts themselves between siffrin and the king. they're so ready to defend them from the king and whatever it is they think king is doing to them, and pull his attention away from them

odile and bonnie might be my favorites because odile, not unlike in the tutorial event, immediately jumps into the defensive to protect the part of the group she deems as needing shielding, and directs everyone to do that as best as possible. and bonnie,, ahhh bonbon :( they're so upset at the king hurting siffrin here, i genuinely think they may have forgotten any distance that was between the two of them and they're just so upset gahhh it's making me sad i can't think too hard about sad bonnie or i explode into a thousand glass shards and go ding ding ding across the floor i'll stop now you guys get it you get the vision

[mtcloudsworld]

𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇; 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐆𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 | college!reader, fluff, reassurance, support, boyfriend!JasonTodd, pet names: baby

𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑 | This is for all my college girlies out there trying to survive this semester. Just a little message of comfort for those who already feel like giving up because they're drowning in some unnecessary but necessary work (me included) just understand at the end of the day, you did it, you did all that you could with little energy you had left, it may have not been enough for the professors, but it was enough for you because you cannot please everybody. You tried and that should be good enough. I believe in you, believe in yourself and keep thriving. Just take breaks, drink water and eat good cause you deserve it 🩷🦠 (for those who may have or thought about applying a request, I promise I'll get to them, it's just taking me some time because of classes brutally kicking my ass right now. I promise I have not forgotten you <3)

- ☁️

𝐈 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃, overwhelmed and stressed to the point of no return. So stressed that I feel like dropping every class that's giving me a headache.

It's easy, real easy, but then again... I'm always reminded that I can do this!

I have the authority to finish strong, even when I feel like giving up. I do have the drive to finish what I can, because I know, I know I can do it. (Don't let the demons say otherwise!!!!)

And while I stand there with my hands against my face, tears spilling as I gaze over my laptop and the numerous paper work I have to complete, I feel a sudden strain of peace surround me. I feel this immense pressure of warmth and understanding comfort me like a blanket.

And as I want to hide myself and curl into a ball of doubt, I don't have the strength to do so.

"You got this, baby." I hear ever so gently, a trail of kisses lingering alongside my face to calm my chaotic mind. "I understand, I get it, it's a lot, overwhelming to the point you're drowning in it, but you can do it. You got this. You have the power to finish strong. Just take one step at a time." He reassures, caressing your skin beneath your shirt.

"But Jay it's so much, I mean look what I have to do!" I cry, whining practically with my hands out before me at the mess. "These professors think we can handle all this knowing damn well we got other priorities like WORK, A FAMILY TO TAKE CARE OF, AND KIDS." My eyes grew wide with each word as I expressed my frustration with bitter taste to my lips. I was beyond pissed, beyond mind blown at the audacity some of these professors had. I felt like a ticking time bomb ready to explode.

He sighs with a small smile, "I know it's easy said than done but don't over stress yourself, don't over work yourself because that's how you'll give yourself an attack. Just take deep breaths, eat, drink some water--take little breaks in between if you have to--"

"But!--"

"No." He gives me a warning tone, his face furrowed as he glances at the side of my face. "Your health is more important than anything. If I was in your shoes I would honestly not give a fuck about what they think because no average person can handle all this work in one sitting. You gotta give yourself credit, baby. And besides," he turns my body to face him, his hands coming up to cup my face, thumbs stroking away the tears against my heated face. "I'm here to help too, ya know? You don't have to do this all alone, okay? I mean...I may not know everything but I'm willing to try. I'ma fast learner so it should ease some tension off ya, yeah?"

I nod, smiling past the tears, "thank you Jay." I bury my face in his chest, feeling his arms securely wrap around me as I cling onto him, staining his shirt with tears of relief and happiness.

𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃

𝐃𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐋 ©𝐦𝐭𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝𝐬 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟓

[transformers-spike]

Heya :3 I saw a "what if Cybertronians saw a human with Tourette syndrome" ask and I was like... oooooh what about Autism? I mean like high functionning *cough cough* me *cough cough*

You know with the overstims, the "eww I hate *insert texture here* it feels weird" , the huuuge hyperfixations, the probable constant wearing of noise cancelling headsets when there's too much noise?

Like OMFFGGG NOW I'M IMAGINING RATCHET JUST BEING SO UNDERSTANDING WHEN I'M LIKE "help me I need peace or else I'll fucking explode" DURING A SENSORY OVERLOAD AND HE JUST HELPS ME GET TO A MORE QUIETER SPACE AND WAITS FOR ME TO FEEL BETTER AJDSIUFYARUKSYFHAWI-

(sorry for the rant + luv ur writing and art :>)

Bro I'm 100% into this. It's something I'm keenly familiar with because I'm also autistic.

I think the constant metal grating against metal would absolutely kill me, so noise-cancelling headphones it is.

Ratchet can be helpful in a "remove human from overstimulation" sense, while Bumblebee is a lot more keen to just hang around you until you feel a bit better. Dunno if his beeps help tho...

Smokescreen fucks up at first by being loud, but he'd pretty willing to learn, and certainly does his best to make you feel ok

Just hang around Ultra Magnus and Optimus if you want general quiet

Soundwave is helpful in the most basic way. He's a silent motherfucker, and this automatically gives him an advantage

[becasbelt]

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

[geneticdriftwood]

help im thinking about roy harper too hard again... he's a bleeding heart that never hardens! he loves so openly and generously again and again no matter how many times it hurts him... he's not afraid of fights or hard conversations or tough love, he won't let people push him away when they're isolating or self sabotaging. but when it comes to himself he is always so careful not to ask for too much, to take what he's offered and leave the doors open. he has an iron grip when he's saving someone else, but such a carefully loose grip when holding on for himself. how do you keep loving, when everyone always leaves you? gently, with your heart already broken, like you're holding a butterfly in the palm of your hand.

[akq96618]

let's play together again one day!

[thecosywinteremo]

My overarching thesis r.e Captain America and stucky is that you can't love Bucky and hate Steve or vice versa. They're a matched set. They're as much each other as they are themselves. They're their own fleshed out individual people and the beating heart of each others' story.

[offorestsongs]

[SSR] Rosienne Minuit - The Rose Festival

after many tears, the main star is here!! 🌟 or, Rosienne's card for my fan event (which is also, technically, his hometown event)

surprisingly, he's not in a dress this time, but i saw the coat on Pinterest and couldn't resist myself. the yellow is, of course, a reference to Belle because one he deserves to be the main character for once and second because i wanted to drive home that he's got some inspiration from her too

[ voicelines under the cut // mention of @cheerleaderman's Astrid ]

Summon Line: Ah, you should be careful around here. Wouldn’t want to get your fingers pricked by the roses, would you? When Summoned: You better not slack off, Prefect. We have to get everything ready on time. Don’t look at me like that. I’m the boss here, I can lay down. Groooovy!!: [locked] Home: How was it like growing up in a castle like this? Well, cold, mostly. Home Idle 1: I’ve been helping my dad run this place ever since I was a little kid. You can probably find lots of embarrassing photos of baby me in period clothes. Home Idle 2: Back in middle school, I never really invited any of my classmates to the festival. It’s kind of nice to do so now, you know? Home Idle 3: Somebody falling for you even despite your monstrous appearance, such a beautiful tale! That doesn’t happen in real life, of course, but it’s fun to indulge from time to time. Home Idle - Login: Yes, yes, I know, it’s weird seeing me in such bright colors. You don’t have to say it. Home Idle - Groovy: [locked] Home Tap 1: That dress looks spectacular on Astrid. Who knew he could look anything other than a sad medieval orphan? Home Tap 2: I invited Silver mostly because I’ve expected him to look real prince-like in here. And he does! His face is great at driving more guests in. Home Tap 3: My dad’s been so excited to meet my friends… and I’ve been stressed somebody will embarrass me before him. Home Tap 4: Despite her name, it is said that the Beautiful Princess valued inner beauty more than the person’s looks. I’m sure a certain someone could learn from her. Okay, okay, that was a joke! You don’t have to go repeating it to him! Home Tap 5: Riddle’s took to teach people historical tableside manners. Usually, only our staff knows so much about this sort of stuff. I’m kind of impressed. Home Tap - Groovy: [locked]

Duo Magic

ROSIENNE: You better not fall behind, pretty boy. VIL: Oh, I'd rather worry if you can keep up.

[mispelled]

Badass

[residentialsinyomakai]

Yokai to Human Form Tidbit

Ok so there's human designs/ forms for Caspian's yokai friends 1, for fun, and 2, cause there's some situations where it's convenient/just better to have some in human forms (EX: Whisper coming to Caspian's choir concerts and conferences bc his parents are. fairly absent). Everyone has their own opinions on it and stuff and in this post I'ma talk about Baddinyan's!!

So fun little fact he does Not Like being human. This is mostly for body dysphoria adjacent feelings, like all of a sudden he has different hair, no fur, different ear placement, etc. The 'phantom limb' thing tends to happen with his tails, too, which is trippy and kinda uncomfortable. He also hates that a lot of his senses are dulled. smell, hearing, sight (especially in the dark), it makes everything feel kinda hazy and causes him to be a lot more stressed about everything.

Idk maybe I just think it's kinda funny to see a character thrown into a whole new form and reasonably be like. what. the hell this sucks. His easygoing (nice way of me saying his lazy ahh) and usually pretty chill/surprisingly level-headed mood is def worsened when he's constantly feeling skin that doesn't technically belong to him. A form he shouldn't really have.

As a result, he's oftentimes irritable and anxious in this form, with some days being better than others. He typically avoids having to use it unless he needs to though, and refuses to take his glasses off for anything. Has to be bribed with a Chocobar to enma forbid go out in public. He's also less used to it than most due to his extreme aversion to it. He just hates it and everything is physically gross and cloudy and nothing's in the right place and he can't explain why.

Badude, on the other hand, doesn't mind being human! It feels more similar to his body than it does for Baddinyan, and is kind of a fun change of pace every now and then. He's Baddinyan's like. closest friend besides Caspian in this AU, so he's typically who's convincing him to not kill everyone in the room and/or take off the stupid leaf in public lol. Their convos can sometimes go like

"C'mon, it's just until we get outta the store. Don't get your non-existent tails in a twist-"

"Shut up and do nyot remind me right nyeow."

"(Oh it's like. that kind of day whoopsies) Mbmb, we can ditch these nerds and go look at the candy isle or somethin' for a bit..?"

He stinks at comforting people or anything like that but tries. Sometimes. idiots

I'm working on references, but all I have to say about their designs for now is vitiligo Black-Mexican Baddinyan and Mexican-Japanese Badude CANON!!! See you for now! :) Have a radtastical day out there, don't implode or get rocks thrown into your inbox!! (again for some of you...)

[a-very-sparkly-nerd]

I know in the grand scheme of things that this is by no means a lot, but it doesn't stop me from being FLOORED by the reception of my Rayllum Month stuff?!?! Like these PROPORTIONS are NUTS to me and I'm just over here in my bedroom sobbing my eyes out that my stuff (apparently) resonates with people the way I really want it to.

(^ the proportions in question)

Like, out of 895 people, and SO FAST (6 days, as of my posting this), 15 subscribed and I've got 79 kudos?! And 16 bookmarks?! AND 17 PEOPLE CARED ENOUGH TO COMMENT WHAT THE HECK?!?!?! I'm an emotional mess you guys and ik it's not a lot but it means EVERYTHING to me that people like my writing and I just CAN'T-

[buttercup-art]

hey

[rileys-battlecats]

KNOCK HIS ASS OUT EURYLOCHUS

*wild cheering from the crew*

[silverselfshippingchaos]

j.oongi is so fun because he gets introduced as this cold cool assassin type but really he's just a dork that has the goofiest chats

[keeps-ache]

mm i Neeed to go the beach