#if i live by myself i'll forget to eat and starve to death

[kairithemang0]

thinking about the fact school starts in around 2 weeks. i'm not ready to go back to hell

[elleplaysotome]

Ikemen Villains- William Rex Route Part 1 Summary

‼️I am using a screen translator app to play, so absolutely no guarantees that this is actually what happened. Also I'm doing this for fun and for myself to look back on when I inevitably forget things, so it isn't very fancy‼️

This summary is around 1k words I thought I was going to write short, undetailed summaries but I don't think I'm capable. Probably because I'm neurodivergent lmaooo. Because I end up going so detailed though idk if I'll keep it up the whole route, I also might combine multiple chapters into one summary if I'm feeling funky idk!!

⚠️Trigger Warnings: Food mention,Death mention, violence mention, threats of violence (more like asking to potentially be violenced/killed?)⚠️

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Game Prologue Summary

Kate wakes up abruptly from a dream in her new room at Crown’s castle. She remembers her new situation; that she saw Crown kill a man and is now living with them for a month as the “fairytale master” to gain their trust. 

Her stomach rumbles and she finds herself feeling hungry, even this late at night. With perfect timing, there is a knock on her door and William apologizing for the late hour and asking if she is awake from the other side. Kate thinks about Wiliam a bit, and the fact that the man she witnessed commit suicide likely did it due to William’s ability; which works by forcing anyone looking him in the eyes while he gives a command to follow said command. She remembers how William was playing the piano at the scene and thinks he must be a lunatic to be able to do so in such a situation.

Kate is pulled out of her thoughts by William asking if she wants to eat something. He reminds her that it’s okay to be vigilant, but he doesn’t want her to starve to death. Kate thinks that she can’t stay shut up in her room forever, and William did say he wouldn’t use his abilities for no reason, so it should be safe. She opens the door and goes with William.

After arriving at the dining room, William pulls out Kate’s chair for her. She notices after he sits down that there is only one meal prepared and William has only a glass of wine. She asks if he’ll eat too, but he says he had a light meal before the mission that night. He had apparently gone out of his way to prepare a meal for her. 

Kate struggles to begin eating because she doesn’t know proper table manners and she is sitting in front of someone who is obviously a noble, or of otherwise high standing. William assures her that what matters is that she eats and enjoys the food, and that she needn’t worry about manners. He then tells Kate that Victor had seen her interfere with the thief earlier (in the prologue) and had seen her pay off the stolen goods.

As she eats, Kate notices William is holding and playing with an envelope, the seal of which has a golden butterfly on it. She also thinks that he is undeniably beautiful, but can’t help reminiscing on the fear she held back at the mansion. She wonders if him inviting her to dinner back there was indicative of him wanting to spare her life from the beginning. 

She asks him who the man that died at the mansion was. A pest that goes against liberty and dignity and plagues England (keep in mind, bad ai translator I could be interpreting this wrong). Kate then asks about the piano, and if the man committed suicide. William’s principle is to kill as brutally as possible, otherwise there would be no point for him to be carrying out ‘evil’ deeds. She asks why this is. Wouldn’t it be boring if you could understand everything with merely words? If she wants to get to know him she should do it through experience and not just hearing his words. Isn’t it more fun to unravel the truth?

William then presents Kate with a knife. His ability can kill instantly, and the other members of Crown aren’t any different. She should have something to protect herself with, it isn’t fair if she’s the only one who doesn’t, now is it poor robin? And furthermore, as she is assigned to document his sins, if she wants to judge him for his crimes she can stab him with the knife and he will accept her condemnation.

He asks if she’ll take the knife, and she feels compelled to take it, as if her movements aren’t her own. She asks him if he used his ability on her, but he didn’t. For his ability to work he needs to make a command, and he never commanded her to take the knife, only asked her if she would. She becomes frightened of herself and quickly thanks him for the meal before excusing herself.

William returns to his room, and asks Victor, who is in there sitting at a chessboard, if he’s figured out a move yet. He hasn’t. William presents Victor with the envelope he was holding earlier. He says that it could be proof of the resurrection of the ‘Golden Butterfly’. Victor says that he checked Kate’s background and she’s completely clear, she has nothing to do with the police, the capitol, or the ‘butterfly’. She was simply in the wrong place at the wrong time. William disagrees, saying that there’s no way it was just a matter of luck that placed her there. Victor thinks that if it’s based on William’s insight, it must be right, and thinks maybe they’ll need a birdcage. William says that no, it won’t be needed.

The next morning marks Kate’s first in the castle and Victor is training her, saying he’ll give her the important information to fulfill her mission. She is ready to take notes and thinks that she is about to hear about very serious matters and strict rules, such as rooms she cannot enter, not being allowed to talk to others outside the castle, etc. However, the first thing Victor says is that she’s got almost complete freedom. The only restriction is that when leaving the castle, she must be accompanied by a member of Crown.

About her writing, it should be treated as a report of Crown’s activities to the Queen. As for how to write it, Victor doesn’t mind if she just writes things exactly as she sees them. He explains that Crown members work independently, some primarily doing front work, some primarily behind the scenes. Kate should choose someone to work with specifically, as it would be too difficult to follow all of them evenly. She thinks to herself that choosing William would not be a good idea, he still scares her and she’d prefer to stay away. As she opens her mouth to tell Victor, he suggests she follow William, as he is about to begin a mission that would be able to be well-documented. Just then, William shows up.

Kate reminds herself not to be swayed by William, so she can eventually return to her normal life.

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[milkviolets]

𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐄 / 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

one of the most important and influential albums of the 1990s. i remember being a young girl and seeing hole for the first time. at the time, i was more into metal, punk, and post-hardcore-- i hadn't gotten that deeply into the riot grrrl genre; i didn't realize how kick-ass of an experience it was to be able to see them play when i did, especially as a local. brash and loud, their songs are pure artistry both lyrically and musically.

𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 ( 𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝟏𝟐𝐭𝐡, 𝟏𝟗𝟗𝟒 ).

‘  You should learn when to go  ’

‘  You should learn how to say "No" !  ’

‘  Might last a day  ’

‘  When they get what they want, and they never want it again...  ’

‘  Go on, take everything !  ’

‘  Take everything, I want you to !  ’

‘  I want it again, but violent, more violent.  ’

‘  Yeah, I'm the one with no soul.  ’

‘  Well, I told you from the start just how this would end.  ’

‘  You're mine  ’

‘  I am the girl you know  ’

‘  Can't look you in the eye  ’

‘  I lie and lie and lie  ’

‘  I'm Miss World  ’

‘  Somebody kill me  ’

‘  No one cares, my friends...  ’

‘  Watch me break and watch me burn  ’

‘  I've made my bed, I'll lie in it.  ’

‘  I've made my bed, I'll die in it.  ’

‘  He shakes his death rattle  ’

‘  I'm eating you  ’

‘  It makes me sick  ’

‘  They say I'm plump but I threw up all the time  ’

‘  Do you fake it for me like I do ?  ’

‘  My baby's in her arms  ’

‘  You look good for your age  ’

‘  Every time that I sell myself to you, I feel a little bit cheaper than I need to...  ’

‘  I will make you tell the truth  ’

‘  Was she asking nice ?  ’

‘  My dress just comes undone  ’

‘  Do you think you can make me do it again?  ’

‘  If you live through this with me, I swear that I will die for you.  ’

‘  Well, I know it enough to believe it.  ’

‘  My bitter half has bitten me  ’

‘  It's better than you  ’

‘  [ i'm] Sleeping with my enemy  ’

‘  Found pieces of [ INSERT NAME ]'s body  ’

‘  You're hungry, but I'm starving.  ’

‘  I'm your lover, I'm your friend !  ’

‘  Kill the family, save the son !  ’

‘  Just relax, just relax, just go to sleep.  ’

‘  Now she's mine  ’

‘  They really want you  ’

‘  I want to be the girl with the most cake  ’

‘  I love him so much, it just turns to hate.  ’

‘  I fake it so real, I am beyond fake.  ’

‘  Someday you will ache like I ache  ’

‘  He only loves those things because he loves to see them break  ’

‘  And I will await your highness  ’

‘  I'm so high I cannot walk  ’

‘  Go for credit in the straight world  ’

‘  Look a dealer in the eye ’

‘  Won't you try ?  ’

‘  I lost a leg, I lost an eye.  ’

‘  You will die  ’

‘  Leave your money when you die  ’

‘  I tell you everything, and I hope that you won't tell on me...  ’

‘  I'd give you anything  ’

‘  I know that you won't tell on me  ’

‘  Your milk is so sour  ’

‘  I can only cry  ’

‘  You have all the power  ’

‘  I‘ve got a blister  ’

‘  Burn the witch, just bring me back her head.  ’

‘  Geeks do not have pedigrees, or perfect punk rock resumes, or an*rexic magazines.  ’

‘  It smells like girl  ’

‘  Hold you close like we both died  ’

‘  Oh, tear my heart out.  ’

‘  Don't you touch me, don't you dare...  ’

‘  Kitty, kitty, please come here.  ’

‘  We look the same, we talk the same.  ’

‘  You never know what you'll forget  ’

‘  He's stupid  ’

‘  I want my baby, where is the baby ?  ’

‘  She lost all her innocence  ’

‘  She said "I am not a feminist"  ’

‘  Fuck you !  ’

‘  All my friends are dead and gone  ’

‘  Sleep with me, wake up alive.  ’

‘  You're gutless  ’

‘  You can try to suck me dry  ’

‘  Come on, try to shut me up !  ’

‘  I don't really miss God, but I sure miss Santa Claus.  ’

‘  I wanna drink the honey blood  ’

‘  Well, I went to school in [CITY NAME].  ’

‘  What do you do with a revolution ?  ’

‘  Do it for the kids  ’

‘  Make me real  ’

‘  Make me sick  ’

‘  We look the same, we talk the same, yeah, we even fuck the same.  ’

⠀༌༙ ⁎ ཾཾ ུ⁎

[a-quiet-daily-diary]

Tuesday, 31st of January, 12:37am

I suppose it's a little confusing writing the date I'm currently writing the post at, me being such a night owl and all. I thought about writing down my thoughts a little after I'd woken up but then immediately forgot. I tend to forget things a lot. It's actually quite troublesome and even negatively impacts my life. I cannot live on my own else I starve to death by literally forgetting to eat food. Imagine all the other important things I'd forget without someone there to help me exist.

Today I had DnD. As much as I like to avoid social engagements I'm afraid it's a rule that if everyone has a clear schedule you gotta show for a session because you don't know when the next one will happen. But atleast DnD is fun so it makes getting exhausted a little more bearable. It also helps that my character is a quiet and reserved type so I don't have to do too much a lot of the time - especially if the louder party members have a things going in the moment.

Just a thing I'd like to put out there: there is no such things as a person who takes no energy to be around. In my world anyway. Even if you're just sitting there minding your own business, simply being in the same room as another person will drain my energy. Obviously types of people drain more than others - even some youtubers or video game characters will exhaust and overwhelm me and we're not even in the same room or directly interacting. Looking back at times like school I'm surprised my mental health lasted as long as it did. I got really good at pretending to be alright when in reality my energy almost never went past halfway. Maybe I should have kept it that way because now I've experienced actually having low stress and higher mental energy levels it feels unbearable to hit a low again. Maybe if I retain a mid level of stress and don't give myself too much recovery time I can withstand it again. Ah but then I remember it was all that withstanding for years that led to me in hospital. Ah, why does it have to be so hard? Maybe I really should see a physc.

I don't think I have much else to say. I'm pretty tired after today so I'll probably sleep now.

Goodnight. Sleep tight. Wake up when you feel it's right 💖

[hyeque]

valentines makeup [nsfw]

synopsis: your fave arrives home late for valentine's day. he decides to make it up to you.

featuring: f!reader x haikyuu boys

notes: this can be whoever you imagine it is to be. happy belated valentine's day! (pls pretend i didn’t repost this like a week later ahaha)

warnings: female body parts, manhandling, pussy eating, fingering, unprotected sex, bad title names

shutting the front door as quietly as he can, he kicks off his shoes. with the roll of his shoulders he can feel the stress of work and other things fading. whenever he can come home to your shared living space he can forget about everything involving any and all sort of problems-

"you're late."

except for your wrath.

he hasn't even gotten a chance to turn around fully, but when he does, you're a sight for sore eyes. you're all dolled up in lingerie, make-up done and hair perfectly set. the sheer lacy robe drapes over your body, barely concealing the snug fit of the bodysuit you have on.

you’re going to be the death of him.

"baby..." he breathes, stepping towards you, still drinking in your figure. "i'm sorry i'm late, you know how things get at work. i sent you a text to let you know i'd be back late." he explains, trying not to anger you any further. It doesn’t work.

"i don't care." you huff, arms crossed. he can't help but trail his eyes to your cleavage and how it sits pushed up. "we made plans and you ruined them."

your boyfriend's eyes scan the dining room table where you had set a candle-lit dinner. his and your favorite foods were set up and he can't help but feel shame. he hadn't meant to leave you alone for so long. and he knew that you were looking forward to spending this time with him. it had been so long that it was just the two of you.

he places the giant, beautiful bouquet of flowers on the table along with the extensive tiffany bags on the floor before turning to take you in his arms. you're visibly shaking and he holds you tighter, trying to get you to calm down.

"you left me here by myself..." you mumble into the crook of his neck. tears sting your eyes but you manage to blink them back.

"i know. i'm so sorry sweetheart. you worked so hard to make all of this. you must be tired." he kisses your forehead, cheeks, neck...his kisses growing sloppier and wetter as he moves down your body. he's kneeling in front of you now, kissing down your stomach. his hands never leave your body as he explores you like a newfound gem.

your breathing hitches, body twitching in reaction to his touch. "i'm...i'm mad at you, yanno."

a smirk is plastered on his face. no matter how mad you were, your body would always respond to his touch. he can feel how needy you are just under his fingertips.

"let me make it up to you then," he says before he's kissing your clothed nether lips. his tongue swipes out to collect the dampness that's leaked through the lace underwear and he groans slightly, “look so good and taste just like it to. i think i need more.”

he knows flowers and jewelry won’t cut it for now. he has to spoil you in a different way.

your boyfriend sweeps you up in his arms with no warning, causing you to squeal, clinging onto his broad shoulders and beefy arms.

"i'm not going to drop you, i promise," he assures, opening the door to your shared bedroom. he places you gently on the bed before he's kneeling in between your legs again. wasting no time, he rips the part covering your cunt.

you gasp. "i just bought this you asshole!"

"don't worry, i'll buy you another one. i'll buy you all the clothes you want me to fuck you in." he replies before attaching his lips to your pussy.

he licks a wet stripe and moans, "best pussy on earth," his large hands grab your thighs and throws them over his shoulders. he's burying his face impossibly closer to you and sucking the bud, making sure not one drop of your juices is wasted.

"ha, mmm! feels good!" any thoughts of arguing with him are gone as he eats you out like a starved man. this is the best way he knows how to apologize and you can't complain. not when he always does such a great job.

"yeah? you look so pretty right now. need you to come all over my face. think you can do that for me?" he asks, looking up at you through his lashes. it almost makes you mad how pretty he looks eating you out.

you nod furiously and your hips move to grind up into his face. his grip on your thighs is deadly, bruising probably as he damn near batters your clit with his tongue and now fingers. you're rapidly approaching your high and you whine, letting him know that.

"come on, pretty girl. need you to squirt all over my face. need you to make a mess of yourself." he slaps your ass and that's what sets you off, body seizing as your orgasm consumes your body. your legs tremble around his head and involuntary squeeze him. he feels like he's in heaven when your juices spray him, allowing him to lick and slurp you up.

his thumb rubs circles into your skin and he waits for you to calm down. when he finally pulls away his chin is dripping with your essence and he grins. he sits up before wiping his face taking time to admire your trembling form.

your eyes can't help but slide down to the front of his pants. the sight of his painfully hard cock straining against the material has you squeezing your legs together and you let a soft whine escape your throat.

if he noticed your reaction, he says nothing as he leans down to capture your lips into a kiss again. you grip tightly onto his shirt, eagerly kissing him back. his large hand holds your face and you feel him nip at your bottom lip before you open it, letting his tongue slip inside. a warm feeling engulfs you as you taste yourself on his tongue.

he pulls you onto his lap, the bulge from his pants grazing against you. you mewl, pleasure igniting through you as you rut harder against him.

“shit baby, just like that…” he grabs your hips and drags you across, your clit catching onto the material in the best way possible. you shamelessly leave behind a wet patch on his pants and decide to lean into his neck. you leave bite marks along the column of his neck, making him groan your name out loud.

your hand palms him, feeling the twitch of his cock beneath his clothes. your palm meets his crotch in a way that nearly has him jerking himself in your hand.

“sweetheart if you keep doing that i’m going to cum.” he hisses, tugging your hand away. he flips you over so that you’re on your back, legs spread out for him and presenting your cunt like a gift.

"please. want you." you reach for him and claw at his clothes. it isn't fair to you that he's wearing so many.

he tilts his head to the side, feigning confusion. "what do you 'want', baby?" his hand palms himself through his pants shamelessly, looking at you right in the eyes.

"you know i'll give you anything you want if you just ask, right?" he quirks a brow, his amused eyes awaiting your response.

you feel yourself becoming shy but your neediness helps you vocalize your needs. "need your cock. want you to fuck me. want to feel all of you."

"is that right?" he hums, his hands unbuttoning his shirt. his toned chest comes into view, followed by his chiseled abs. the sight has you drooling and you wait for him to take off the rest of his clothes.

you grab a hold of his pants and hastily start to remove them. he clicks his tongue, pulling back your hands. you pout and whine, throwing a small tantrum. crying that you need him right now and for him to hurry up.

he seems displeased with your attitude and leans over you, hand enclosing over your neck. “be a good girl for me and be patient, yeah? you’re doing so well it would be a shame for you to start acting like a brat.” his eyes darken at the word and his hand tightens slightly on your neck, making you quiet down immediately.

he pulls back and stands up. he takes off his pants and briefs, his length slapping loudly against his stomach. he sighs when he finally strokes himself. "don’t worry. this fat cock is all yours baby, so let me take great care of you. just lay there and look pretty for me while i fuck your brains out."

you squirm in your spot on the bed and that makes him laugh. his figure looms over you as he aligns his cock with your entrance. a primal urge from within him stirs when he looks at your tiny pussy next to his fat cock. it never fails to amaze him how you make him fit every time. you really are his perfect little cocksleeve whore.

his tip breeches the tight ring of your hole and his mouth falls open as your warmth encases him with each inch disappearing in you.

“fuck you’re tight. sucking me in and milking me so well at the same time…” he breathes. he finds himself taking his time, wanting to memorize the feel and shape of your creamy cunt. he pushes in further and your hand reaches for his, grasping it tightly.

“it’s okay, i got you. you’re doing so good sweetheart. we’re almost there.” he coaxes, kissing your knuckles. he rocks his hips slightly and before you know it, his balls are pressed against your plush ass.

his eyes flutter close and he looks like he’s achieved pure bliss. “oh fuck. missed this pussy so damn much.” a growl escapes him as he jerks his hips a little.

you cry, and it’s only then do you realize it’s all too much, you missed being filled up like this and you can’t help but convulse around him because of that. he’s caught off guard by this and groans, feeling you become tighter and massaging his cock.

he pants, rubbing circles into your hip before huffing out a laugh. “oh baby, did you just cum? did you cum from just me putting my dick in you?” he coos, caressing your face. there’s an arrogant look on his face and you hide shyly in the crook of his neck.

“don’t be shy, think it’s fucking hot how your pussy can’t get enough of me. must’ve missed me too. that’s why it’s mine, right?” he slips his hand over your clit again. your breath hitches as sensitivity takes over.

“y-yea, all yours…” you mumble, eyes hazy. he can’t get over how pretty you look, he hasn’t even played with you that much but you’re already looking partially fucked out. no wonder he’s obsessed with ruining you.

he finally moves his hips, taking time to adjust you for you to be comfortable.

“please move, need more.” tears brim your eyes and you reach up to look at him. “please fuck me hard.” you beg. “want to forget everything.”

how can he say no to your cute face? the sight of your pretty tears going straight to his cock too. “if my baby wants to be fucked dumb, then i can give that to her.” he says, thumbing the apple of your cheek.

he fucks you through your sensitivity, and the sound of his balls meeting your ass fills the room. your whines get increasingly louder as the brutal force of his thrusts sends you moving back each time. the moment his eyes fall on your figure beneath him, he thinks about how lucky he is to have you. you look so beautiful sprawled out, taking him however he wanted to take you.

“so so pretty. so beautiful like this for me.” he praises, and feels your cunt squeeze around him at hearing that. “you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, you know that?” he grabs hold of your hands before lacing your fingers with his.

you babble in response, gushing out more juices around him which creates a loud squelch. it drives him crazy how much of a mess you always make for him.

he kisses your neck and jaw, humming with satisfaction. “you ready for your other valentines gift? yeah? ready for me to fill up this pussy with my cum?”

“please! want it so badly please fill me up!” you lock your legs around his waist. he grunts, becoming impossibly closer to you, and changes his angle, hitting that one spot you love so much.

“ha, fuck,” he groans, “want to see you stuffed full and dripping with my cum.” he pins your hands above your head before he’s near grinding into your core, adding his fingers for good measure.

“f-fuck yes, just like that! feels so g-good!” you squeal, and his cock throbs harder at seeing your eyes roll back.

“good fucking girl, taking me so well.” he rolls his hips and moves them faster. “please cum for me again princess, need to feel you cum on my cock.”

you nod furiously, feeling yourself reach your climax again. you’re chanting his name when your release finally hits and that causes him to come undone as well. his moans are loud as he spills into you, the amount seemingly endless you feel his cock throb from inside of you.

he holds you, planting kisses all over your face which makes you giggle.

“happy valentine’s day, baby. i love you.” he snuggles his face in your neck, smiling.

your words slur in response but he understands well what you want to say.

slowly, he pulls out of you, his eyes going immediately to in between your legs. he swears under his breath as he sees his load spill out of you. he can never get used to the sight. he takes two fingers and shoves the remaining amount back into you. you twitch slightly at his touch when he cleans you up with a wet cloth.

he plants a soft kiss on your forehead and lips. “you did so well. you feeling okay? it wasn’t too much?” he pushes back your hair and his eyes scan you with concern. “tell me if it hurts somewhere.”

“n-no i’m fine…thank you. i love you so much.” you mumble and look at him with wide eyes, love and admiration fill them and he realizes his baby is back. your brain can’t even remember why you were upset in the first place.

mission accomplished. your boyfriend smirks as you lay back on his chest. maybe he would fuck you dumb more often to make you forget.

do not copy and or repost. likes, reblogs, and comments are appreciated though! (c) 2022 hyque

[headinthestaticsky]

The Phenomenon of the Immortal Sun: Jasper Hale x Fleur Swan, Chapter 6

None of the characters in Twilight belong to me, all rights go to Stephenie Meyer!

Authors note: I have no idea if I used these song lyrics in a previous chapter in Eclipse... I have a garbage memory.

"Stars did fall. Thunder rolled. Bugs crawled back, In their holes. The couple screamed, but it was far too late. Her jealous heart did retaliate."

Ten Cent Pistol by, The Black Keys.

Jasper, Emmett, and Rosalie looked like they wanted to kill someone. Alice, Dean, Esme, and Bree all looked confused and hurt.

Rosalie inhaled deeply.

"We need to do something about those two..." Rosalie said.

"They're way out of line... Edward especially... human or not I would kill anyone who comes near Fleur." Jasper added, fury was still in his voice.

"What can you guys do he's your brother. Besides after Bella turns they were going to go live in that cabin you guys renovated for them."

"We'll need to do something, you don't need any of this right now... I'm disappointed in him." Esme said sadly.

Before I could say anything else I could hear Bella scream.

"She must've just gotten bitten." I murmured.

"Hey you're probably thirsty, your eyes are starting to turn black, let me get you something," Esme suggested.

"That'd be great thanks... Jazz, could you hand me my phone?"

"Sure, what for darlin?" Jasper said sitting next to me.

"I need to call Sam and Leah... they need to know about this too. If we keep it from them, they could consider it a threat."

Carlisle's office door swung open, Edward ran toward the front door and slammed it. Carlisle came out with an annoyed look on his face.

"He's going to be the second death of me I swear he is."

"Well Seth already knows, maybe he told Leah." Bree suggested.

"Maybe he did but it won't hurt to check." I replied. I dialed Leah's number first thinking she might be a little more understanding.

"Fleur?" I heard her ask on the other line.

"Hey, Leah... has Seth told you anything lately?" My voice trembled slightly. I heard Leah sigh before letting out a laugh.

"Yeah, Seth told me you were pregnant calm down." I heard her reply.

"Oh, so Sam knows too?"

"Yeah but he's a bit skeptical... you know how he is." Leah mumbled.

"Yeah... but what about Bella... he does know that today is her changing day, the transformation is already happening."

"The last thing he told Seth about her is that she's not our concern anymore... it's her choice to change, we can't stop it." Leah explained.

"Listen I gotta go, I'll see you soon."

"See you later." She hung up a few seconds later. I rested my head on Jasper's should and sighed in relief.

"Here Fleur, maybe this we'll make you feel a bit better," Esme said, handing me a glass.

I grasped the cup and chugged it, it was gone a few seconds later. I didn't feel much better.

"Your eyes are still black...each bag should have the exact amount of blood you need for the next few days... How about you have some more?

I gulped down another bag, it still wasn't enough.

"This isn't good." Carlisle explained, he looked puzzled.

"Ehh...why isn't that good?" I inquired

"Well, if you can never be satisfied with the amount of blood your drinking you will eventually begin to starve. You will lose your strength, and could possibly have moments of insanity." Carlisle explained.

"I can handle this... it'll be worth it for him. Besides like you said before it most likely won't be a full 9 months."

"We'll all be by your side darlin." Jasper reassured, kissing my cheek.

"I'll monitor you whenever I can, it seems they're already growing quickly." Carlisle said, gesturing down to my bump.

Over the next few weeks, my baby grew more and more, but I was beginning to get weaker. No matter how much blood I drank, nothing seemed to sedate me. The rest of the Cullens were on edge with Edward and Bella, and since Bella was finally a vampire, they couldn't trust them at all. They weren't around much but when they were Rosalie and Jasper seemingly stood guard for me. I was zoned out, laying in an armchair since I was beginning to get sick of sitting on the same couch when Esme interrupted my concentration.

"Fleur, Leah and Seth are here." She called out.

I sat up and smiled, gesturing for her to bring them in. Leah and Seth walked in carrying some wrapped boxes with them.

Esme walked in with them before giving a quick goodbye as she wanted to help Carlisle and Rosalie with collecting food for me.

"You two did not have to get me anything." I said.

"Look aunt Leah has to get my nephew something." She said a smile was on her face.

I opened the box, a stuffed wolf plushie was inside, a dreamcatcher was underneath the plushie.

"These gifts are great thank you!"

"No problem, I thought they would be nice."

"You are the only one who thinks it's a boy, everyone else thinks it's a girl."

"I trust your instincts." Leah shrugged before pulling up a chair and sitting next to me.

"So how are you Fleur?" Seth asked, he shuffled around in his place, his eyes were scanning for someone else.

"It's getting rougher now since he's growing so big but, I know it'll all be worth it in the end."

"Your eyes look really dark, aren't they suppose to be red?" Leah inquired.

"We're beginning to think he's half-vampire half-human, he has a heartbeat it's just slightly faster than usual humans. He's definitely drinking the blood I get."

"I heard what happens to vampires when they don't feed...it gets rough." Leah said rubbing my back comfortingly.

"I have my moments but, they haven't been too bad."

"Where's the rest of the Cullens?" Seth inquired.

"Hunting, Edward, and Bella don't show up much... they don't want me to have my baby. But the rest of the Cullen's are really supportive and Jasper is ecstatic about it." I rubbed my bump unconsciously.

"But how do you eat?" Leah asked, her eyebrows were furrowed.

"Carlisle and Rose get these bags of animal blood for me." I saw Leah sigh and Lean back against her seat.

"These vampires aren't so bad after all...I'm glad Seth found Bree... she seems nice." Leah smiled.

"Oh she really is, she didn't know what she was doing when she was turned... I'm glad we're able to help her."

"So... when do you think you'll give birth?"

"Carlisle said I could give birth in a week or two... It's nerve-wracking, it's so unpredictable."

"Hey, you'll be fine... I'll stay here for a bit if you need." Leah offered.

"That would be nice but, I don't want to put you through any trouble."

"It wouldn't be any trouble besides If Edward or Bella tries something... they're going to have to deal with me too."

I laughed but before I could say anything I could sense Edward and Bella coming in, but the others were still farther away.

"Great... now we got werewolves constantly coming in." Bella complained.

Seth and Leah looked up shocked.

"Bella... did you forget you were in a toxic, manipulative love triangle for a solid year with a werewolf... for a solid fucking year." I snapped back.

"Jacob doesn't talk to me anymore!" Bella roared.

"Good for him, he needs to move on." I said, Leah nodded in agreement.

"You always have to stick your opinion in don't you?" Bella said.

"Uhh... you walked in for 5 seconds are were already trying to start shit with me." I snapped, the rage in my body burned.

"Hey, don't you snap at my wife." Edward snarled, he started walking up to me slowly.

"Back off Edward." Leah warned, she seemed to feel how pissed off I was.

"Can it mutt."

"Edward... I've been starving for almost a month... don't try me."

"What can you do? You're frail, weak, impaired." Edward pushed, walking up in front of me.

"What in the fuck are you two still doing here? I mean... honestly, you both got what you wanted, Edward you got a mate, and Bella, you became immortal. If you can't stand the decisions we're all making then why don't you just leave?"

"Because we're protected, we're the feared Olympic coven... Who wouldn't want to stay here." Edward explained, he rolled his eyes as if it were obvious.

"Oh I see... you're using them, you're too unskilled to protect yourselves so why wouldn't you want to let everyone else do the work?" I said in fake shock, Leah and Seth began to chuckle.

"I'm not unskilled enough to protect myself from you." Bella smirked, joining Edward in front of me.

"...You two fucking try something I dare you because the way I've been feeling all month I fucking dare someone to mess with me. I growled standing up on my own, it was strange... it was like a new strength filled my body.

Leah came up in front of me and put an arm between us three.

"Just drop it you three... this isn't going to end well." Leah warned.

Edward smirked and then grabbed me, I quickly flipped him around and as I warned before kicked him through the glass wall.

I heard shuffling and turned around to see Leah holding Bella down with Seth helping her out. I turned back around to the window, I saw Edward lying on the ground with Dean, Alice, Esme, and Emmett looking up at me in shock. I saw Carlisle approach Edward, a deadly look was on his face.

"Damn short stack!" I heard three sets of feet running inside Jasper, Rosalie, and Bree came into the lounge room. Bree went to go help Seth and Leah with Bella.

"Darlin are you okay?" Jasper called toward me worryingly. I couldn't say anything however as that newfound strength had dissipated, and I clutched my head. Rosalie and Jasper rushed to me.

"That's it I can't stand those two anymore they have to get out of here!" Rosalie exclaimed, Jasper just nodded in agreement.

When I was sat back down in the armchair I decided to explain what happened. The rest of the Cullens came back in, Edward couldn't look me in the eyes now.

"So sweety, what happened?" Esme inquired.

"I was just sitting with Leah and Seth when Bella started complaining that Leah and Seth were here."

Bella tried to say something but Rosalie gave her a glare.

"I snapped at her I'll admit but... then Edward started coming up to me threateningly... but he then he said that he was just living with you guys because he was being protected... and long story short Edward grabbed me and I kicked him through the glass wall." I finished. I had never seen Carlisle or Esme so mad before.

"Is that true?" Carlisle inquired.

"But..."

"HE SAID IS IT TRUE!" Esme interrupted.

Edward bit down a growl before answering.

"Yes."

"You two can't come around here anymore...nor do you two belong to this coven." Carlisle demanded.

Bella gasped.

"What a second we can work something out..." She started.

"Look I'm not going to spend decades of you three fighting all the time... and personally, I'm personal want to keep the one I like." Rosalie sniped.

"Leave at once," Carlisle said.

Edward and Bella stormed out of the house and ran off. A thick silence overtook the air.

"Uh...sorry about the wall." Jasper shushed me before pulling me in for a kiss.

"You two okay?" He asked, rubbing my stomach.

"Oh yeah he's having a blast...you should've felt him, he was kicking up a storm. He's a fighter I can tell." I said smiling. Jasper curled up to me and rested his head on mine. I saw the Cullens as well as Leah and Seth glance at each other, leaving the room.

"You know, I can feel what emotions they feel," Jasper stated.

"Really? How is he feeling now?"

"They loves the sound of your voice, I can tell. They get so happy when they hear it."

I smiled fondly on my bump before rubbing it softly.

"I'm glad you love it, we both love you that's for sure..."

[kxisuke]

200 FOLLOWER EVENT

Thank you for 200+ followers! Honestly I didn't know this blog would get this big, so it means the world to me that you like my content :)

In honor of this milestone, I'd like to do a small event! Below I've listed numbered prompts that you can request in any format and I will get to yours as quickly as I can! You can check out the rules for my requests as well as what characters you can request for here.

NOTE: this event contains prompts that are 18+ (these will be found at the end)

Prompts:

fluff

1. "is that my shirt?"

2. "i thought you'd never ask"

3. "that's the first time i've ever seen you smile"

4. "wow... you have a really beautiful laugh"

5. "shut up before i kiss you"

6. "shh. stop fussing. i'm just braiding your hair"

7. "i think i love you"

8. "it's too cold. come back"

9. "let me kiss it better"

10. "i know i've kissed you like, ten times, but just like another ten, please"

11. "if you don't wake up i'll tickle you"

12. "yup. you're my pillow now"

13. "c'mon, how about we go get something to eat together"

14. "you can't keep looking at me like that and not expect me to fall in love with you"

15. "you're hugging me too tight!"

16. "stop stealing my snacks"

17. "has anyone told you how beautiful you are"

18. "i didn't know you could sing"

19. "thank you for staying with me"

20. "how much you wanna bet the dryer's gonna eat up one of our socks again?"

angst

21. "don't lie to me"

22. "am i not good enough?"

23. "please... don't go"

24. "i can't live without you"

25. "why does this always happen with us?"

26. "maybe this wasn't a good idea"

27. "don't give up... you have so much to live for"

28. "i don't want you to die!"

29. "you're hurting. let me help you"

30. "i just need some time alone, thank you"

31. "get out of my house"

32. "i guess i was never number one"

33. "why? why do you always do this to me?"

34. "you're out of chances"

35. "run. it'll be okay"

36. "leave me behind. save yourself"

37. "this isn't you. the real you wouldn't have done this"

38. "i don't recognize you anymore."

39. "why can't you take no for an answer!"

40. "you're right. we don't work"

crack/humor

41. "why are you covered in cake?"

42. "guess how many cheerios i can fit in my mouth"

43. "you know i love you, but please don't turn me into a 'pretty princess'"

44. "here, here, come witness my improv aerobics routine"

45. "trust me. it's perfectly safe"

46. "can you get off me now, i have to pee"

47. "what are you talking about, 'i might kill myself'? i am the safest person you know"

48. "at this point, i'm not even going to question it"

49. "how about you don't do that"

50. "they probably think we're insane. oh well"

51. "did you know a cockroach can live up to nine days before starving to death?"

52. "how on earth do you remember these things?"

53. "HOLY SHIT THAT'S A MOUSE"

54. "i may have accidentally adopted five cats"

55. "i'm like 75% sure this isn't gonna kill us"

56. "how many times do i have to tell you! fish are friends, not food"

57. "for the record, this was not my idea"

58. "all i'm saying, if you're going to blow up the house, you're so fired"

59. "well excuse me if bodies don't look this heavy when they're alive!"

60. "oh my god... i think we killed him. quick! grab the shovels!"

smut

71. "do that again"

72. "i'll have you begging for it by the end of the night"

73. "now everyone's gonna know you're mine"

74. "louder. i want everyone to hear you"

75. "if you want it that badly, you better beg for it"

76. "look at what you did to me. i've had to deal with this all day"

77. "make a sound and it's game over"

78. "tell me what you want"

79. "this needy, huh?"

80. "please... no more teasing"

81. "open up"

82. "don't be shy, now"

83. "you were so confident earlier, where'd that all go?"

84. "i've never wanted anyone to fuck me this badly"

85. "shut up and take it"

86. "you asked for this..."

87. "make that mouth of yours useful"

88. "be a good girl, now"

89. "on your knees"

90. "don't forget who you belong to"

[eastia]

It's 5 am and I'm eating a bagel bc I realized that I hadn't eaten anything but a couple nut bars and a giant poppy seed muffin today

I'm 15. I live in a house with two parents who love cooking and two siblings who are (usually) willing to make me snacks.

I'm fucked once I set out on my own.

I'll just hyperfocus on "drawing" or "making terrariums" or "pretending to try to learn Latin" and starve to death bc I straight up forget to feed myself

[ruinestagehouse]

Right, to add on to this? As a disabled person myself, who takes hormones, I need to point something out.

I gained 15 pounds immediately upon starting testosterone, before any of the food cravings kicked in. My diet had yet to change, my intake had yet to change, yet I gained 15 pounds. I was active, I was on my feet most of the day due to travel, work, and class load. Prior to COVID, when I began that medication, I even attended the gym. Despite this, despite continuing to live what neurotypicals and able-bodied individuals would consider a healthy life, I gained 15 pounds. It was not muscle, it was fat. I vividly remember when my pants ceased to fit. I'll confess that after that, I stopped keeping track.

It is not just about what you eat or how much you exercise, every ableist twat who perpetuates the "calorie deficit" nonsense is forgetting something. Your metabolism has a massive impact in how food is processed and how byproducts are stored, including fat. Your metabolism is influenced by hormones, something you do not have a lot of control over. Taking testosterone for me was not a choice, I did not have control over that.

It is beyond entitled to assumed that someone can just "eat less" or "exercise more" to reduce their weight. It does not always work like that. Even when it does, it's not bloody healthy. Those calorie deficit diets you refer to? Do you know the less socially acceptable term for them?

It's called starvation.

You're telling people to starve themselves.

You're telling disabled people to starve themselves. People whose bodies are already failing in some capacity, and you want them to add onto that load? You want them to cut the quite literal fuel line so they can drop a few pounds? Nevermind the fact that this tomfoolery feeds into a slow death by eating disorders, this may well just kill someone outright.

Doctors notoriously neglect disabled patients. They neglect anyone outside the norm, reasons vary but it is a plain fact. You aren't just ignorant, OP, you're a slimeball whose advice is going to put someone in a hospital or get them killed.

You aren't worth the bloody pixels my phone had to arrange so I could read this dribble. Go talk to a disabled person instead of picking up your decorative soapbox to shout at them. You may learn something, because as of now, your head is sitting at a net-zero.

have you considered us cripples get fat because of our stupid disabilities sometimes? and literally almost die sometimes bc doctors think our only problem is fat? but yeah it’s the twinkies we don’t even eat. don’t speak for disabled people you douche bag

Have you considered that your disabilities are made worse by your extra weight? Weight is easy to control, it's simply calories in calories out. You simply need to eat at a deficit, no excersise needed. Your doctors are not neglecting you, you are neglecting yourself. Have some self respect and take responsibility for your health and actions.