#if i get hot n open my window at night it shouldnt ring through the whole house

[songandfury]

I don't understand why anyone would want cameras INSIDE their home like sure okay you're a paranoid genx with a ring doorbell but in what world would you need them IN your house

[brelione]

Neverland (JJ Maybank X Reader)

Warnings:Mentions of death,suicide,depression,probably a lot of spelling errors,has the possibility of making you cry. :)

This is really bad because I have not slept in 28 hours and I was bored :)

You had said over and over again from the age of 8 that all you wanted to do was go to neverland.It was right after your parents died in a drowning accident that you had become so obsessed with the idea.Neverland was the perfect place where children who simply didnt belong in the real world went to feel wanted.Neverland was where you belonged.You used to pray to any god there was that someday Peter Pan would come to your window and take you away.It never happened though.When you became friends with the pogues at age 14 you felt a bit better.You had met JJ Maybank,the boy of pure chaos and crackhead energy.He was always doing something illegal or doing something he shouldnt be.He was many things and loyal,sweet and kind were some of them.He acted like a lost boy,not caring about the consequences to his actions and living in the moment.

You would sit together on John.B’s roof and complain about life.

“You ever wonder why we’re so fucked up?”You asked.He shrugged,laying down with his arms over his chest.You tucked your hair behind your ears,looking up at the sky and staring at the second star to the right. “Hey,JJ?”You asked.He hummed,watching you stare up at the sky with a sad expression.He had noticed things no one else had about you.How your eyes were always a little pink,the way your laugh was never completely genuine,the way you hid your emotions from everyone because you didnt want to overwhelm anyone.He had always gone out of his way to do nice things for you.He’d made you a bracelet with your name on it that you had worn everyday until the beads had faded and the letters were hardly there.You still wore it.

He remembered your favorite type of poptart and would steal you some when he went to a large supermarket.You had always told him not to steal from independent businesses and if he were to steal from anywhere to steal from a store that had multiple locations because it didnt matter if they lost $2.He tried to show affection,hugging you or attempting to hold your hand.You never accepted it,shrinking under his touch.He wanted you to feel loved and appreciated but no matter how he tried the message just wouldnt get through to you. “If I ever go missing,just know that I probably went to neverland.”You spoke quietly.He sat sat up,frowning. “What?”He asked.You sighed. “I dont like it here.I wanna leave.Im gonna leave eventually so when I do you’ll know where to find me.”You avoided his gaze,staring up at the star.

He scooted himself forward so he was next to you. “Why dont you like it here?”He asked.You sighed,looking at him. “I dont belong here,you know?Everything just feels wrong and I feel guilty all the time because I know I should be grateful that im alive and healthy but I just want to give up.I just fuck things up and I dont wanna do it anymore.”You mumbled,feet dangling off the edge of the roof.He went to grab your hand,sliding his warm large hand over your cold small one.You let him,your fingers curling around his hand. “You do belong here,though.You belong with the pogues and we all love you.You know we love you,right?”He asked.You shrugged. “I dont really belong with you guys.Kiara felt bad for me so she dragged me into this.You dont really love me,you’re just saying that to keep me here.”You looked up at him.

His pupils were large,lips open like he was trying to form words.He was concerned for you,having the urge to pull you away from the side of the roof.You just grinned. “Its okay to admit it,JJ.I know its true.”You smiled.He shook his head. “No.No its not.What am I gonna do when you’re in neverland?Who’s gonna stop me from stealing from independent businesses?”He asked.You just huffed. “Pope will.”You replied.He shook his head,gulping. “No,no.Pope doesnt care about that stuff like you do-you’re the only one who can stop me from stealing pop tarts.”He replied,voice squeaking a bit.You rubbed circles on his hand with your thumb. “Its okay,JJ.Everything is fine.”You spoke softly.He shook his head. “You’re really scaring me right now...please just stay here with me.Please.”He whispered.

You bit the inside of your cheek,taking your hand away from his.You hesitantly leaned forward,hugging him.Your body heat against him was calming.He was nervous to hug you back,not wanting you to pull away from him.He slowly raised his arms,pulling you closer to him. “Dont stress,JJ.Everything is okay.”You whispered.He sniffled. “I just want you to be happy...what will make you happy?”He asked,blinking away the tears.You ran your hand through his hair,your finger tips scratching his scalp lightly as you twirled your fingers. “Shhh...JJ,honey,you’ve got to calm down.”You whispered.He let out a small squeak,biting down on his lip as he rested his forehead against your shoulder. “Please dont leave...please.”He sobbed.The guilt ran through you,knowing you had caused JJ to be this upset with himself.You didnt say anything,you just continued to run your fingers through his hair.He felt his whole body heating up.His lips always got really hot and red when he cried,he didnt really know why.He moved,kissing your forehead lightly.The heat against your cool forehead made a shiver run down your spine. “JJ,look at me.”You whispered,lifting up his chin.He looked up at you,more tears falling from his eyes.He sniffled,staring into your eyes.

He leaned forward,kissing you lightly.You pulled away after a few moments,forehead still against his. “It’s three in the morning,if we want any energy tomorrow we should probably sleep.”You mumbled quietly.He frowned. “You’ll still be here when I wake up,right?”He asked.You nodded.He couldnt believe he was scared of you leaving to go to neverland.He didnt know if that was really what he was scared of though.In all honesty he was absolutely terrified you’d kill yourself or something.After that night JJ had always tried to stay close to you.He always wanted to be touching you in some way,holding your hand or having his arm around your waist.He stole you more poptarts,telling you where he’d gotten them from before you even asked.

He’d text you every morning when you two couldnt spend the day together and he’d call you at least three times a day.Everytime you didnt answer he’d feel his heart speed up anxiously.You’d always text him when you didnt answer,telling him that you were busy and that you’d call him later.Sometimes you didnt have the energy to answer his texts but he’d feel better seeing that you had at least read them.But one day you didnt answer his calls.He waited for a text from you to explain why you hadnt answered.He tried to convince himself that maybe you were in the shower or taking a nap or maybe out for a swim.He knew you werent.You’d always text him before you went out for a swim or took a shower.You always said the same thing. “Im hopping in the shower so dont get scared if I dont answer.Love you.”.He hadnt received that text yet.

He had bit his nails as he sat in the hammock. “Are you okay?You seem stressed.”Pope looked over at him.JJ gulped. “Im just scared about (Y/N).She’s not answering me and I dont know what to do.”He had explained.Kiara frowned. “Are you guys fighting?”She asked.JJ shook his head. “She hasnt read my texts and I checked when she was last active on instagram and it says three days ago.I dont wanna go to her house because I dont wanna seem clingy but she’s really starting to scare me.”He tapped his foot on the grass.Kiara nodded. “Maybe her phone is broken.”She shrugged.He shook his head. “I dont know.I have a bad feeling.”He frowned. “So lets take the boat and go check on her.”Pope sat up from the porch couch.John.B was at Sarah’s and he would understand why they were taking the boat.Pope drove,going through the water as fast as the boat allowed until they were at the dock in your backyard.

JJ hopped out,going to your back door and knocking on the wood.He tried calling again,hearing your phone ring from somewhere in the house.He reached over to the windowsill,moving the painted rock you kept there and grabbing the key.Kiara and Pope were close behind him,starting to become anxious as well.He turned the key in the door,opening it with such force that the door knob smacked against the side of your house.He walked in,calling your name.He approached your bathroom,his hands shaking as he reached for the door knob.He told himself he was being ridiculous,opening the door.He turned on the light,wincing and hoping that you werent there.You werent,but your phone was. “(Y/N)!”Kiara shouted,going into your bedroom.Your blankets and sheets were messy,pillows thrown around.The window was wide open,your dresser knocked over. “JJ!”She shouted.He sprinted through the house,catching himself on your door frame.His breath hitched in his throat.There was no way.

There was no fucking way that you had actually left.That wasnt possible.Peter Pan wasnt real.But robbers were.Maybe someone had broken into your window and kidnapped you.That theory didnt make sense either because nothing had been missing and you always kept your bedroom window locked.You promised you wouldnt leave him.Maybe you had been forced to leave.He had to figure it out.He had to have you back.

[katiedreamy]

WE WERE US

Pairing: Dean x Reader Warnings: fluff/smut/angsty but mainly heartbreaking Summary: Based on Concert Challenge @impalaimagining ‘s (Thank you for the kick im my writing ass lol ) A/N: A little explain that Im polish so english its not my native language so sry for mistakes ;) Oh and its my first Dean story! Hope you’ll guys like it even though it can be awful sometimes!  JENSEN ACKLES 4EVER!;D

Based on “WE WERE US” by Keith Urban (well some words are used but it counts;) )

It was a perfect day. The sun was shining through the satin fabric of curtains. You looked at herself. You were finally here, the moment whom every girl waiting for.  How did you manage here, you still don’t know, it was the wildest journey of all. Your life was so difficult sometimes, but you weren’t alone. He was always by your side.  Through good and bad times. And now you’re standing in the most beatiful weeding dress. You’re looking at yourself in the mirror finally you’re feeling happy, it’s like you’ve found the missing piece in your heart. Your hair are pinned up in a  bun, on each side of the face loose strands of hair. You’re touching the dellcate satin material of your wedding dress and looking at yourself in the mirror. You’re standing here, well, your body is, but thoughts are far away from this place. FLASHBACK Rearview crosses Railroad ties Oh, Hail Marys Friday nights ‘Did you saw the look on his face when you said that I’m your boyfriend too?’ Dean spoke while he was trying to control his laugh, his eyes were squinting and really trying to focus on the road 'Yeah, he was like a fish without a water’ you’ve tried to express the face of the men who this Friday night tried to get to your panties, you were sitting behind Dean, your single tear running down your cheek, your stomach hurting from the laughing 'Yeah, and the look on his face when he realized that he will not get you it was priceless’ Sam’s said smiling and clapped his hands, his head turned to you 'Ok, stop it kids because we need to came back to work’ Dean said trying to not laugh more and continued looking at the road 'So [Y/N] whats the next case?’ You dipped into your backpack and found the laptop. You’ve opened it and searched for sth in the net, after some time in silence and “Back to Black” by AC/DC playing in the background you’ve said looking at the screen 'In Pasadena there are some mysterious dissapearings’, after reading more you’ve continued 'And the most mysterious is that people who are missing were indentical’. 'What do you mean?’ Sam looked at you confused 'I mean they were twins’ you said closing the laptop and looking at the road 'So, here we’re coming Pasadena’ Dean said cheerfully and looked at you in rearview mirror, you’re catching his glaze and smile, but hes looking away.  For the brief of this second you’ve thought that you have seen him blushing, but you have not wondered long and came back to the landscape passing by outside the car window. Shotgun sunset A cool mint kiss 'Oh my this is so beatiful Dean!Almost breathing!’ you’ve said looking at the sunset spreading infront of you 'I told you you’ll like it!’ Dean said looking at the same direction as you, he was standing next to the Impala, his back based on front of it. You’ve turned around and looked at him 'Sam is going to regret it!’ and came closer to Dean’s side. He looked at you and waved smiling 'Nah, he’s not so romantic as me!’ 'Oh, from how long you are romantic type?’ you’ve asked him and leaned against the hood of the car 'From like….’ Dean pretendent to think ’ ….Forever!’ he finally blurted and you’ve really tried not to laugh, but couldnt make it more and burst into laughing, he looked offended (but he wasn’t) and after some seconds he asked you 'So Miss Knowing Everything I was wondering what type of guys you like?’ and now was your time to think 'Well, you know I’ve always had a thing for tall, brunette guys. Oh, add brown eyes and a lot of caring and sensitivities’ you’ve winked at Dean and continued without smiling 'But the reality isn’t so perfect. I have always ended with totally wrong guys’ 'Just like me?’ Dean laughed looking at the ground and avoiding your eyes You’ve looked at him and said with serious tone ’ You’re far way from being bad Dean. ’ he was still looking at the ground  so you’ve continued ’ Look at your actions, you’ve saved so many lives. You’ve helped so many people, so you’re not bad’ you’ve smiled and finally catched his glare. As if under a spell, your gaze was drawn to his lips, he touched your cheek and the sound of his shallow breathing filled you with a fierce longing. In slow motion, Dean bent toward you, closing your eyes you caress his mouth with your own. With a fierce hold, he cupped the back of your neck and kissed you deeply, gently, possessive in his touch. His fingers twined in your hair, desperate to explore.You were savouring this magical moment till you’ve heard Dean’s phone ringing so youve stopped kissing him and whispered 'Dean you need to answer this’, he looked at you smiling 'Can we ignore it?’ 'No, def we can’t’ youve laughed after hearing the second time the incoming call 'Dean where are you and where’s [Y/N] ?’ it was Sam, he sounded worried 'We’re at this hill…’ he has tried to continue but Sam cut him off 'When you will come back? I just wake up an have a terrible headache. We dont need any painkillers and desperately need it’ 'We will back soon’ Dean have said and looked at you smiling 'Sam need some painkillers we need to come back’, you smiled back and give the thumbs up ’ 'Ok, give us 10 minutes’ and Dean hang off the call and came back to you, you’ve hugged him ’ So our magical moment needs to end?’ 'Yes’ he answered sadly, then continued 'But we will came back to it’ he winked at you and opened door for you. You stepped in into the car and waited for Dean to drive away leaving the sunset behind you. Backseat promise 'Dean we shouldnt do it…’ you were trying to spoke while desperately kissing him in the backseat of Impala 'We shouldn’t…I know, but this feels so right’ he was whispering, his hands desperately touching your body. 'Are you sure you want to do this?’ you’ve asked him once again because you’ve needed to be sure that this will not be a mistake for him 'Yes, you don’t know how much I want this" he whispered between kisses . After this Dean unhooked your bra, finally exposing your firm breasts, and he took your nipple in his mouth. You drew your breath as your body shuddered. With one hand he caressed your other breast, with the other hand he caressed your firm butt, moving the hem of your skirt up so he could feel your hot skin beneath.You pushed him gently off, so he looked disappointed, but as you removed your skirt and laid back on the backseat he smiled at you. Dean stroked your stomach and thighs, moving in circles that got smaller and nearer to your hot centre, stroking you through the material of your cotton strings, now wet with your juices. Finally, he slipped his fingers under the panties and removed them, exposing your trim, moist slit. You put your hand over it as if to hide it, giving him a coy look. ’ If you don’t move your hand, I can’t taste you’ he whispered looking with tenderness. At once your hand shot away, and you’ve opened your legs a little wider. He kissed your stomach, down to your cunt, licking it from bottom to the top, feeling your clit with his tongue. He gently ran a finger over your wet lips, then slowly pushed his lips apart, his tongue clamped to your clit as his finger fucked you. He turned his hand over, and ran his finger up to your g-spot. You’ve came in no time, your face and breasts reddening, your breath coming in short, hard pants. You lay for a minute, your body rasping, then suddenly you’ve got up and tore off his green shirt, kneeling in front of him as he removed his shorts. Your hand moved to Dean’s hardening cock, and you’ve made to take it in your mouth. ’ [Y/N] , don’t do anything you aren’t happy doing, ok?’ he said to you. You didn’t reply as your mouth was now full of his cock, your other hand clamped to his balls. He had to tell you to ease off a little. You’ve licked his shaft and head, taking him all in your mouth. Then you’ve looked up at him and asked quietly 'Will you promise to make love to me like no one else before?’ He took you by the hand and whispered back 'I promise you’ and then he positioned myself over you and gently pushed his cock into your hot centre, feeling your tight cunt gripping him and drawing him in.Dean began to gently pull his cock almost completely out before pushing his 6 inches into you, again and again. You’ve came, this time crying out as you orgasmed. You relaxed more, and he began to thrust more powerfully, shifting his hips so each stroke touched a new part of your cunt. You’ve put your hands around his neck and pulled him down to kiss him deeply, he moved his hand up to caress and gently tug at your nipple. His thrusts were getting more urgent, more wanton. ’ [Y/N] , I’m gonna cum…’ he whispered shuderring, looking into your eyes. You’ve kissed him passionately and he thrusted harder, finally reaching a perfect orgasm, coming in waves inside you. You’ve came again too, biting gently his ear as you came to the end. You collapsed together and looked into his green eyes 'Thank you’ he whispered and you’ve smiled. Back when that song was a song I could sing along without thinkin bout you every time it came on Every beat, every line, every word, every time When a road was a road I could roll on through without wishin that empty seat was you It’s 6 months since the last time I saw her. Its 6 months since the last time I’ve spoken to her or Sam. To be true at first I didnt feel anything for her, I was hoping for sex friends relationship, but then something suddenly have changed. I ve started to think about her and about us more thank this. And one day after some making out scene she blurted that she fell in love with me, that she was in love with me for a very long time. I couldn’t stand it so Ive run away. Yeah, Dean Winchester ran away like a coward, like the guys she was always afraid of. I run away and to be true, I run away not because of her feelings, I ran away because of mine. Ive started to fall in love with N\R, damn it! I really fall over heels with her and I was scared. Really scared. I’ve always hunted scary things but Ive finally saw that the most scariest monster from all of this was love. Love could be a monster? Yeah, for me it is. Why? Because love torned me apart. I came back to her after this long time and was thrilled when I saw her in his arms. I was so angry and she was confused. She was confused because she didn’t know what to do, and I didnt knew it either. So I’ve run away, because I know that I couldn’t give it what she’ve always dreamed of. A happy family. 'But why him? Why she have choosen him?’- it’s the most common question that I’m asking myself since the get together and here I am driving alone with my car,l trying not to think about her. Trying not to love her. Trying not to think about those days when we were laughing at sth that me, Sam or she said. I’m catching myself looking at the backseat trying to tell her sth, but then I remember that she isn’t there. She have choosen someone else, mainly because of my stupid move, and even though my heart is broken into milion pieces I have to be happy for her..I have to be happy cause of them… PRESENT DAY

'Knock , knock! ’ suddenly someone is putting away from your thoughts, the knock is coming louder ’ [Y/N] are you ready?’ your best friend sneaking her head to your bedroom and catches you saying 'Yes, I am’ and straighten your wedding dress. Smiling you’re taking your white tulips bouquet and you left the room.

So this is it. Your biggest dream finally coming true. You’re walking down the aisle with your father/ uncle. White carpet and red rose petals beneath you and family and friends smiles around you. You’re looking ahead, and catches your future husband stare, he looks at you like you’re the most precious thing that he could get from life.Suddenly your gaze meet with Dean’s, he’s smiling but you know that sth is hiding behind this smile, the pain he feels it penetrates you also  ’ It should be him’ you catches you thinking but you shook away your thoughts and ignores the pain which is slowly buiding inside your heart.   You’re taking your future husband hand smiling and together you’re turning to the priest : 'Dear friends and family, we are gathered here today to witness and celebrate the union of [Y/N] and Samuel Winchester in marriage…’