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Compiling all my thoughts on that Tristian quest, trying my hardest not to project my own emotions on Vio that would conflict with his established personality lmao
Putting under a Read More for Kingmaker spoilers
First thing I get hit with is that Aurien and Tristian end up serving very similar storylines for Vio. Tristian was forced to serve Nyrissa and betray Vio, while Aurien's "betrayal" was caused by Mab hiding them from the gods. Neither betrayal was by their own will, though Vio doesn't know that about Aurien yet. Vio reacts so badly to all these betrayals because he cares so much about the people who betrayed him and he can't shake off the love he still has for them, which only fuels the anger more! So similarly to how, through a lot of explanations and time, Vio will eventually be able to make amends with Aurien, he is able to forgive Tristian. Their goddess preaches redemption and forgiveness, and Tristian is genuinely regretful of everything that he did, and it's just enough to get through that anger. Especially since Vio thinks that Tristian was blinded as punishment from Sarenrae. Honestly, it’s almost less of ��I forgive you” and more of “you’ve been sufficiently punished enough”. It’ll take some time before Vio and Tristian are able to get back how they used to be. But for both situations, it only redirects that anger towards the fey.
Vio learns Tristian is, was, a deva and that realization comes with a wave of shame. One of Sarenrae's own servants saw all his weakest sides! How will he ever emotionally recover!!!
The funniest thing at the end of all these thoughts is that since Lander was just a friend and advisor and wasn't something *more* like Tristian and Aurien were, Vio is going to be holding that betrayal against him for the rest of their lives. That one's just Vio's temper on full display. Sorry kid, you fucked up.
#crying in the background at Amiri through all this#Vio would be right here with you#if he weren't in love with this boy#rowan plays pfkm#oc stuff#vio miette#anyways I do love Tristian#sopping wet pathetic man that he is#owlcatposting
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Style in episode 4 made me soft in a way that I truly did not expect. I’ve used the word “guileless” (def: innocent and without deception) before to describe him but I don't think that has been shown more clearly then in this episode.
He tries to be manipulative and lasts for all of one single morning and then comes running to Fadel the second he hears about Fadel asking about him. He's so excited, so exuberant at the thought that Fadel misses him, so happy that his little (terribly obvious and juvenile) plan worked.
Which is why I think he was genuinely taken aback when Fadel only had harsh words for him as a reply (this is not a criticism of Fadel; in this he has been consistent. Doesn't mean they weren't hurtful though). Look at the way Style's grin slowly dies. Watch the way he straightens and backs away a bit, like he wasn't expecting the clawed swipe of Fadel's dismissal.
But Style is resilient. He's tenacious. We see him rally and steel himself to resume his pursuit: because Style is nothing if not determined to hold on to the thinnest thread of hope that he's breaking through Fadel's shell. And can I just take a moment to get emotional about Style offering forgiveness even when Fadel hasn't asked for it?
This, though. I do think this was uncalled for (this is a criticism of Fadel). You can make the argument that Fadel has tried honesty and blunt rejection and it hasn't worked, but I would have respected Fadel more if he'd stuck to his guns and kept rejecting Style in the same manner. Especially when everything else about his character shows he's actually very up front and direct. With Bison, with Kant, hell even with himself.
Fadel is mocking Style's clear and wanton desire for him. Look at the sardonic little grin Fadel gets right before he says, "You won't ever get what you want." Consider the way he was touching Style with that gentle, focused intensity; how he cuts up his shirt and tears it open and leans in close in a way that suggests purposefulness while having zero intention of seeing it through. Fadel knew what he was doing and he did it on purpose, to hurt.
And you can see that Style is genuinely hurt here. I think he has always been prepared for Fadel's rejection, but not his cruelty. Not Fadel making sport of him and his very real emotions and desires. Because Fadel has been rude and condescending before, but he's never been contemptuous like he is here.
And I wonder, partly, if this is because both times we see Style and his dad, his dad is scolding/chiding/correcting him to some extent. Perhaps that's just how they interact. Or perhaps, as implied by the way Style sarcastically said "Thanks, dad" as Fadel drives away in episode 1, Style doesn't enjoy the way his father scolds him and always has criticisms or corrections for him. Perhaps Style just wants to be accepted for who he is, especially by the man he is starting to have real feelings for.
Edit (after Ep 5): I'm so sorry, Papa Style, I did you so wrong. ;u;
@lazzarella made a post recently about Dunk's phenomenal acting in this scene (among others) and I concur so hard about how intense and scorching and "both fiery and steely" Style's anger feels in this scene. He's furious and wounded and you can see it in his gaze, the tension in his jaw, the way he bares his teeth up at Fadel when he says "...punch me in the face? Go on!"
And honestly, he is justified. Fadel's incredulity has no basis here: he stooped back to using public humiliation, something which Style very pointedly has not engaged with since his conversation with Bison in episode 2. Every instance of approaching Fadel since then has clearly been aimed to involve himself in Fadel's private life*.
*Yes even or maybe especially the support group in episode 3. Because while Style may have been treating the whole thing too lightly, all of it is directed privately to Fadel with his secret looks and winks. As far as the other support group members are concerned, Style was a somewhat overdramatic new member that had no connection to Fadel.
But what Fadel did by cutting up his shirt and sending him out in shame regressed them back to their early dynamic, which was far more antagonistic.
This is why Style lashes out at the support group again. Look at the anger simmering in his eyes. The way he makes direct, insistent eye contact with Fadel as he speaks, returning again when he talks about feeling used. Style, overall, is a character that doesn't take anything too seriously so it's almost shocking to see him this visibly angry and so pointedly challenging Fadel in a space where Fadel cannot easily brush him off.
But even now, even in all his rage and hurt, Style is true to himself and his heart. He doesn't want revenge or an apology, he wants Fadel to acknowledge that the thing between them, fragile as it is, matters; that what they did meant something to the both of them.
And this is why I was so broken about Style offering forgiveness without Fadel asking for it earlier: because all it took was Fadel admitting that he missed Style for him to unreservedly offer reassurance and safety for Fadel's heart. There is nothing ambiguous about what Style says at the jeep: he makes his own intentions clear by offering certainty, taking responsibility, promising the very commitment he was asking Fadel for.
He makes himself vulnerable to and for the man who literally just mocked and humiliated him that morning. Style really just let all his anger go immediately like that.
And no, I don't think he was doing all that for the car. This is just how Style talks. He has a flair for the dramatic, and this was the perfect way to reveal his news to Kant. But look at how delighted, how filled with boyish glee he is while he tells Kant the news about Fadel agreeing to be his boyfriend. Consider the way he reacted in the moment: the joy in his voice and the wonder in his eyes when he said "Really? We're dating now?", the way he covers Fadel's cheeks in a hundred butterfly kisses.
Also, a thought that occurred to me - could this be Style's first relationship? We know from episode 1 that he sleeps around, but there's seemingly no mention of a previous serious/committed relationship so far. His dad seems surprised to hear Style is seriously pursing someone. Could Fadel be the first person to capture his interest for long enough that Style developed actual feelings?
Which is also why his fear is now so visceral. He is genuinely terrified of Fadel, but I don't think it's just because he's realised how dangerous Fadel is (after all, he's known that to some extent since he watched Fadel break a man's arm with his thighs). No, his fear stems from the fact that Fadel now has reason to hurt Style.
In the face of the betrayal of his own trust, Style answers Kant's plea to friendship and entangles himself with Kant's lie willingly... and thereby forfeits all rights to the safety he was so confident of in the middle of the woods by an abandoned factory. Because now Style knows that if Kant gets found out, it won't matter that Style didn't intentionally mislead and take advantage of Fadel's vulnerability in the forest. Because he still chose Kant over Fadel here, and that makes him undeserving of the open door he asked Fadel to give him.
Style is incredibly transparent in all his thoughts and emotions and this is why I say that Style is guileless: he is incapable of true deception. His heart is too close to the surface, his desires too obvious, his thoughts too clearly broadcasted on his face.
He is the perfect foil; not only to Fadel (who until this episode held everything so buried inside his chest that we only understand his true feelings in snatches of memories or moments when Fadel is certain that he is truely alone) but also Kant (whose deception, whilst cracking under pressure, is intentional and calculated - thinking about that bowling alley accomplice right now - in a way Style never could be).
And this means that any success on his part in the upcoming episode(s) in deceiving Fadel is going to fall on either Fadel's own willful blindness or the suspension of disbelief the genre requires of the viewer -- but it won't be because Style is actually any good at playing the role now that he knows the full truth.
This is why my heart breaks for Style. Because Kant forced a burden on him that he was in no way prepared to bear. And eventually Style will have to choose between his loyalty to Kant and his burgeoning feelings for Fadel and, regardless of his choice, the narrative demands that Style sacrifice a piece of his own heart in the process.
#Shoutout to Dunk who did an AMAZING job of showing a frankly breathtaking range of emotions this episode.#Rewatching it I was constantly overwhelmed again and again by how exhausting it must be to embody the intensity of all of Style's emotions;#they are so raw and unfiltered and VISCERAL.#And Dunk also manages to do an amazing job with the quiet intensity Style has when he responds to Fadel so tenderly in the factory.#And then the transition to fear and the way he's torn between what friendship and what could be love if it weren't for Kant's circumstances#is asking of him.#Every episode I think my love for this boy has reached its peak and then the next episode comes and my heart somehow expands again.#hui talks thai bl#hui talks thk#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#thk meta#style sattawat#fadel#fadelstyle#dunk natachai#thk ep 4#also i realised as i was writing this that this will be my 1000th post!! :O so apt that it is for the boy that has my whole entire heart <3
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"Stillborn? No, no, still born." -- DPXDC AU
Based off a comment I saw where Bruce knew about Talia's pregnancy in the earlier comivs, and was ecstatic to be a father. So much so that Talia feared he'd give up being Batman for it, so when she gave birth she put the baby (Damian) on a doorstep and (seemingly) told Bruce that the baby was stillborn.
Instead of Damian, that baby was Danny! Meet Daniel Brown, the 14 year old foster kid whose been living with the Fenton family for the last two years. He's about two years older than Damian.
His last name, "Brown", was a generic surname given to him because the note he came with didn't have one on it. It just had the name "Danyal" on it, but albeit 'Daniel' was the one that had been put into the system for, I'll be totally frank here, racism reasons.
(I looked it up to make sure, and it's generally not permissible for foster parents to change the names of their foster kids even if it's a permanent residency, and for that reason Danny doesn't have the last name "Fenton".)
Danny's got ✨~issues!~✨ He's been through a handful of homes growing up, most of them terrible for a variety of reasons. Which has, as a result, left lasting scars. He's generally a very sweet kid, just very distrustful and jumpy. He's got the signs of a kid suffering from PTSD, and a handful of other issues including attachment and insomnia. His inferiority complex could rival Damian's, and that's going to make for an interesting mutual hatred for when they finally meet.
(something I'll get into later)
He still has the blanket he was found in. It's made of a very high quality material and is a beautiful emerald green with little golden thread accents, it's high quality as a result has Danny clinging onto a desperate hope that his bio family might be out there, and the only reason they gave him up was because of some outside factor. It's been taken a few times in old foster homes, and he's flipped out each time.
While he still calls Jack and Maddie by their names, he likes them well enough. The bar isn't that high though, and while they're some of the better foster parents he's had, "better" doesn't equal "safest". Their laboratory malpractice. Basically, C- Fenton Parents. They're negligent by virtue of being engrossed in their work, but they do care equally about Jazz and Danny. So he doesn't hold it against them that much.
He kinda prefers it that way, their loud affection is overwhelming and Danny doesn't know what to do with their attention, even if he craves it. It's a bit of a complicated situation.
They took in Danny because they genuinely wanted another child, but didn't want a big age gap between them and Jazz. It was actually Jack's idea to foster, and they discussed it with Jazz beforehand. She was all for the idea. Thus, a handful of weeks later, a ton of paperwork, and inspection later, and Daniel Brown entered their household with a trash bag in one hand and eyes like shards of stained glass.
His relationship with Jazz is kinda strained, but that's by virtue of her constant psychoanalyzing and helicoptering. Like with the parents, Danny's overwhelmed by the attention and also just, straight up doesn't like the fact that she's telling him that there's something wrong with him. He knows that, thank you. He pushes her away when she does this.
Other than that though? When Jazz isn't smothering him and is acting like an actual sibling and not a third parent, they're pretty close, and Danny really likes her. They've hung out a few times on their own volition, and Jazz showed him how to take better care of his long hair.
His school situation,, pretty similar to canon with the bullying, albeit with a few more instances of him blowing a fuse and lashing out against his attackers. He's a rather angry kid, but it's quiet. It builds up, piles on top of itself, until eventually, like a volcano, it erupts and burns everyone within radius.
Danny's got a fire core, not an ice core. Phantom's hair is made of white magma; thick and heavy, setting itself on fire when his anger runs hot. When he gets angry, his skin begins to char and split open to reveal pulsating lava underneath, and he crackles and pops like a raging forest fire.
I haven't decided yet on how he meets the batfam -- i've got two ideas but they're both in opposition to each other, and drastically alter how the rest of the plot goes. But I do know that him and Damian hate each other in the beginning. And it has nothing to do with inheritance or "being the blood son" -- although their blood relation absolutely plays the major role in their disdain for each other.
Simply put, they're jealous of each other for the same thing: thinking that the other was wanted.
Damian hates Danny because, unlike Damian, Bruce knew about Danny since conception and wanted him from the moment he heard about him. He had a whole nursery set up, and still does. He never took it down -- just locked the door. Damian was thrust upon Bruce without warning, and he feels like he forced himself into the family. And while on some level Damian knows and understands that Bruce wants him and loves him as much as his other children, that doubt and feeling of inferiority still remains. He looks at Danny and sees him with what Damian always feels he needs reaffirmed.
Meanwhile, Danny hates Damian because he looks at him and sees him with everything Danny's ever wanted. He hates him because Damian grew up knowing both of their parents, with one of them for most of his life, and then moved over to the other. There was never a moment where Damian was (seemingly) left to doubt his place within the family. Damian was raised with the very same woman who left Danny on a doorstep, with no clue to his identity beyond a little green blanket and a note with only a first name. Damian was wanted everywhere, and Danny was wanted nowhere. Damian is Danny's replacement in his eyes.
(It's the little revelation that Damian grew up with their mother that elevates Danny from being quietly envious of Damian to downright despising him. What did Damian do, that Danny didn't? He could live with Damian living with Bruce -- Bruce didn't know Danny was even alive. But him living with their mom? Are you fucking kidding him?)
Damian never outright attacks Danny physically, but it's not like he hides that he didn't like Danny. Meanwhile, Danny, in all his repressive anger, quietly despised him from a distance until finally one wrong snide side-comment has him blowing up and it becomes a screaming match. They're both just enough similar to each other that when they look at each other they really just see a mirror.
They'll work it out together, eventually. But it'll be ugly and cruel and explosive, and they'll start mending the bridge to become brothers in more than just blood relation in the end.
But yeah, stillborn Danny has... a lot going for him.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#danyal al ghul au#danyal al ghul#dpxdc prompt#additions. opinions and brainstorming are encouraged!! i'd love to hear what other people's thoughts on this are and brainstorm with them.#the brainstorming is the best part.#stillborn? no still born au#poc danny fenton#stillborn au#long haired danny fenton#danny isn't surprised by the fact that the fentons were greenlit for foster parenting considering some of the foster parents HE'S had#those two ideas differed in who found out about who first. Whether it be Bruce or Danny. bruce finding out about danny first results in#Bruce seeking him out first and being able to explain his side of the story first without misunderstandings. this is the Happy Version#Danny finding out about Bruce first results in him getting an official DNA test done and intentionally seeking him out to introduce himself#except when he finds out about damian's existence his shit self worth results in him jumping to the conclusion that his bio family never#wanted him in the first place. that they weren't looking for him and instead just up and replaced him. This is the Fucking SAD Version#and includes a conversation where Danny looks Batman dead in the eyes and tells him that he was 'daddy dearest's fucking reject'#danny completely unaware that batman = bruce wayne btw. for the extra angst. bruce has to stand there and take it. rip#this poor boy needs antidepressants. therapy. and rehab. probably. i've thought about him having an old addiction that he was recovering#from prior to the fentons. but its not confirmed yet. if i go through with it its either gonna be nicotine or like painkillers. i need to#wait and think about it when i'm not on the angst train. i have a tendency to go overboard when i am. its the endorphin high#Danny calls Damian his 'fucking replacement' and Damian tackles him.#starry makes another angsty au
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Zuko looked up and locked eyes with his cousin, who was struck speechless. Then, ever so slowly, Lu Ten's lips twitched upwards. And then he smiled. And then he beamed. And then he nodded proudly once, just once, and vanished.
Lu Ten comes back in For the Spirits Chapter VII: Take Me South, only to leave Zuko with more questions than answers. Just how much is he truly aware of? When will he return? What is Zuko going to do now?
(What will the South bring?)
#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#prince zuko#for the spirits#spirit touched zuko#new gods au#lu ten atla#lu ten#atla zuko#zuko fanfic#atla fanfic#atla fic#atla au#fire nation royal family#For the Spirits Chapter VII: Take Me South#EVERYONE LOOK IT'S TEN TEN#My sweet darling baby boy—I love this bastard so much you have literally no idea#I played with the idea of making him look closer to the spirits in ATLA—blue and look-through and classically ghostly.#But that's not how Zuko sees them at all. Despite not being able to interact directly with material things (unless you're a high spirit)...#...ghosts and spirits look *normal*. Most of the time. Hence pretty Ten Ten.#I'm sure it was a mess for Zuko growing up. He had to learn which persons around him were *alive* and which ones...weren't.#Which is why that scene in Ch5 with Lu Ten is so heartbreaking for me...#Actually...any scene with Ten Ten is both heartbreaking and heartwarming in equal measure. He's amazing like that (I love him SO much)#I have big plans for him in the future! I'd love to hear your thoughts about where you think this is going and exactly what is going on#What is Lu Ten aware of? What (or who) will Zuko encounter in the South Pole? What in Agni's name is going on?????#What do you think of the blue eyes? Or Izumi's and Lu Ten's suspicious behavior?#I love your theories and thoughts! So if you have any please let me know ❤️
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The poll results are in, and it looks like we're fighting a sanguophage! Let's get 'em!
Here they come! Hopefully, everything goes smoothly, and we don't risk any disastrous—
Oh boy. Excellent timing, Jut 🙄
Welcome back. I hope the harvest went well?
Sanguophage and a bunch of Thralls versus a creepjoiner Fungoid. Place your bets, folks!
Oh? What's that you're doing there, Jut?
HOLY MOLY—
I suppose now is as good a time as any to mention that Jut has level 20 melee skill with a burning passion for it (if you couldn't already tell).
On the other hand, Alistair doesn't have passions for anything yet, but still fares better than Jut does. Good job, Alistair. I love you!
Also, R.I.P. Madelene. One-shotted by a deadpan android with no emotional investment in this fight... what a way to go.
Anyway, Jut tanked the sanguophage while Alistair cleaned up the thralls and now the Sanguophage is in custody. Alistair was uninjured, and I think Jut has magic fungoid (or maybe creepjoiner?) powers that make his wounds auto-tend to themselves so he was shockingly fine after all that. The only other injuries...
... Were the Jones twins, who caught a couple of stray bullets while they stood on the sidelines for moral support or something, idk.
They're fine, though. A bit of coffee and nutrient paste and they'll be back to work in no time.
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#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#tw blood#tw injury#tw eye stuff#the poor sanguophage omg#she just wanted to go on a nice trip with her thralls#and she ended up watching one of them get exploded into twisted meat before her eyes#then see another one taken down by a hideous fungoid monstrosity with injuries that SHOULD HAVE been crippling#and THEN a deadpan android just tears through the rest with no sign of remorse#Finjinimo is having a rough day#ah well#Jut is also having a rough day#but he's tougher than he looks so he'll be right#Alistair is a good boy and I love him#the Jones Boys are bad at dodging#and Ivy is upset that she and Henry weren't allowed to help#all is right in the world#have an awesome day y'all!! xoxo
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tmnt crossover but it's just Rise boys making jokes about being neglected and everyone else sweating uncomfortably
#i think a lot about how the 2012 boys weren't allowed to leave until their 15th birthday#and how it's explicitly said in Rise that Raph went out on his first SOLO adventure when he was 13#like damn dude the dichotomy THE DICHOTOMY#i think both were extreme cases but like. i also think the Rise boys would give 2012 Splinter a heart attack#and don't even get me started the best Splinter (2003) and how his boys would not be able to CONCEIVE their dad being like that asdfghjkl#I love Rise splinter it's just fun to think about their differences#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt crossover
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so much for (tour) dust, the healing tour of all time
#it’s fine like whatever#it doesn’t even affect me#im totally absolutely completely chill about it!!#and i had to cut it out but after they played cfc pete made a point of saying “andy hurley's been dying to play that one”#and he seemed so happy after they played 27 the first time and pavlove the other night#just like....the fact that patrick seemingly had himself thoroughly convinced that the rest of the band hated the record#or they weren't proud of it or didn't really like how it came out#or that he “pushed them too far in a direction they didn't want to go”#but they clearly love the album and wanted to play it and have it be appreciated by the audience just like he did#whatever!!#it's fine!! i'm FINE!!!!!#and thinking about the fact that there was a chorus of people yelling for pavlove when pete said they were gonna play the Holy Grail#im gonna be SICK#also there’s one clip that’s not tourdust …. it’s from when they played headfirst slide the first time in the uk this year#but idc same energy same vibes same ✨healing✨#fall out boy#fob#patrick stump#pete wentz#joe trohman#andy hurley#so much for (tour) dust#tourdust
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Thoughts on/during Mochi Mayhem? I'm curious. Especially towards the... memetic dance scene(s).
I LOVED IT!!!!
Pokemon Scarlet and Violet really put me in the "I wanna be a kid doing stupid dumb goofy things with my friends" vibes and Mochi Mayhem really delivered! everyone coming over to the player's house and hanging out at the start and the whole finding the remote mini quest at the community center really got to me. We're just a couple of kids doing kid things!!
Also the fact that Arven says Clicker like an old man means so much to me. We really are siblings.
SPEAKING OF ARVEN
He knocked it out of the PARK during Mochi Mayhem being just??? So funny??? Like, he's so pushy about being the player's one and only Best Friend
And he's so agro at Kieran over it to the point of ending the epilogue apologizing for it... But Kieran didn't even notice because he's so use to his sister being agro at him like that???
Also the fact that he has just enough control while mind controlled by Pecharunt to be embarrassed by the stupid dance dskgjdfjgjdfh Hysterical
There's a lot of other really silly moments that got to me very personally, like how much everyone calls out Nemona for being entirely too much, or just the implication that the three of them were hanging out without me, implying they've all become friends as well really gets to me
I don't like the paid DLC direction Nintendo is going in, but this is the best Pokemon Game post DS Era in my opinion, even if with the DLC it's more than double the price of a DS era Pokemon game with about the same amount of content...
But yeah! I really liked the Epilogue! I had a great time, I loved seeing everyone getting to have a fun time and being silly, I ADORE Pecharunt to no end, and am super happy to have Kieran back in the club room finally!
#Pokemon SV Epilogue#Pokemon SV Spoilers#Arven#Penny#Nemona#Kieran#I like Pokemon I like when it's silly I like when it's fun I like that the characters are friends and get along#I also feel like this epilogue gave us just a little bit of the modern era Pokemon Haunted House vibe#We haven't had a real uncomfortable Real Ghost encounter in Pokemon sense XY which I think is okay#A little sad but they weren't major so it's okay they've been taken out#But ther were parts of the Epilogue before people started doing their silly little dances that DID give me a little heeby geeby#Like when Carmine just appears and stands there quietly at the beginning#Or when you're first looking for Nemona and the townies have purple eyes and aren't dancing yet#When Kieran's grandpa gets possessed!!#Little moments that are a little freaky and then are immediately wiped away by silly chicken dance#It's good I don't understand why the dance but I did enjoy it#Watching Carmine do a silly dance did get to me at first to I did laugh!!#I also just adore Pecharunt he's my morally grey little boy son son boy <3#The short they released for him on the YouTube channel got me he's just a little baby who doesn't know any better#He just wants to be loved <3 I will love him like my own son
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+ referring to these dialogues from his link episode ↓
Ryoji should've taken me(the MC) to dinner.....that'd have been nice
#persona 3 reload#ryoji mochizuki#p3 reload#ryomina#persona#I feel so sorry for that boy; he's too kind for his own good#supposedly he got that from the MCs.. if that's the case I get why he stresses that the MCs have a kind heart in the movies and the games#persona 3 reload spoilers#he wouldn't have suffered if he weren't kind or had the feelings to begin with#on that regard he's really similar to zen#I find it really sweet that it's death out of all the gods in the series that end up to be the most loving and selfless ones#spoilers#doodle
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tomgreg is not "i could fix him" nor "i could make him worse" but "i could make him feel like a real person." from both ends.
#tomgreg#there is genuine incompleteness on either end without each other#i'm thinking nrpi and the mutual obsession and being (successfully) singularly inclined toward monetary success#EXCEPT in regards to each other#greg having only the most naive aspirations until he meets tom#tom having an essentially directionless desire to be a caretaker until he meets greg#i'm thinking of that one rebvilla tg art with the caption#'doderick fell from the fantasy doggy land and became a real boy in the arms of a guy named tom'#i'm thinking of how the last time greg smokes weed onscreen has him throw it away when tom shows up#how he first does coke. an upper. onscreen directly as tom shows up#tom wakes him up and guides him#greg gives him someone to guide#they're both sponges that soak each other up bc they were sorely missing something#the ethics of their behavior are besides the point#the point is that they cease to be performative about it. tom gets less conservative greg gets less liberal#bc both were masks that weren't necessarily real#'don't be an asshole greg you don't have PRINCIPLES' <- tom accurately calling greg out for being fake#i'm thinking we don't change minds. maybe we do change minds.#once again whether it's in the direction of being 'good' or 'bad' could not be FURTHER from the point#bc the human condition does not condern those things. LOVE does not concern those things.#they just push each other in the direction of being complete people. of being fucking real#mine
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oh. you little shit--
thought i recognized it LMAO--
YUP LMFAO--
idiot. i love him<3
bonus~<3
urban using a real weight<3
#lmfao#he's so adorable#he's so silly#if people weren't aware#it's a fake prop#fake weights#shakeweight#if you know a little about deadlifting you probably already knew that#but it's still cute#silly bean#karl urban#the boys#popclaw#billy butcher#i love that he's wearing the shirt he was wearing in the episode while playing with the prop#pic is blurry as all hell but he's even got the scene makeup on too#he's such a dad joke#and y'know what?#we love him for it#embrace your baby belly dad bod you delicious sweet bean<3
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Happy anniversary to my favourite episode of my favourite show!!!
#nowhere boys#sam conte#“I have to go. Later gang. Yo!” My beloved#what can I say. I love hijinks and shenanigans. I live for shits and gigs.#so many great moments that weren't included cause I wanted to make it short and snappy#“Haven't you harassed my son enough?” “No.”#the discovery of the lair#more of Sam as Roland skating#his back hurts and he's got hair growing out of his ears!#they really got the late millennial/early gen z vibe down with Felix ignoring an unknown phone number#but seriously if I was Sam I'd be pissed#what do you mean I've been running around town in a body 3 times my age for several hours#got told off by your mum. had your best friend and little brother call me stupid.#finally convince both of them and you and our other friend that I am myself and that you swapped the two of us#just for you to tell me that while I've been going though all of that you DOBBED US INTO THE COPS?!?#like nah I'm out. We get Andy back and then you guys can find another 4th. The audacity...#in saying that completely understand why Felix and Jake did that and that's part of the reason I love this episode#everytime I watch this episode i think of the crack vid that someone made where they had put “You were in love with Andy”#over Sam as Roland pointing to Jake instead of pointing to Ellen and everytime I have to remind myself that wasn't canon
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kpanniversary2024, prompt 4: Tension
"It's not your choice, Macau." The noise Macau makes with his mouth rings like a gunshot in Vegas' ears. His eyes widen as he stares at his brother's flustered face. His nostrils flare. Macau is wearing his anger like an armor made of rusty metal on his skin. He thinks it protects him, keeps him safe, when all it does is reveal all his weak spots to the enemy. Presumed enemy, in this case. Pete is not - could not - be an enemy of his in the first place. Not even when he was the main family's guard dog. He was a fool. In a way, he still is. Vegas is afraid to look at him. He does it, regardless. Saliva is trickling down Pete's forehead, down the path formed by the creases of his furrowed eyebrows, down the curve of his nose, almost but not quite missing his pursed lips. He is standing by the kitchen table completely still, statue-like. His eyes are closed. His body is tense. He looks like he's about to start crying, or screaming, or both. He does neither. He just opens his eyes, slowly, and stares at Macau with an unreadable expression; another kind of armor, equally rusty and ineffective. He doesn't wipe the spit off his face. "Who do you think you are to say that to me?" Macau yells, unperturbed by what he did. Vegas's breath hitches. He has to intervene, somehow. Say something to stop this madness from continuing, salvage any of the last, remaining pieces of his broken family. He has to- "You're not my brother, so stop acting like it!" "Macau!" He's too late. Pete's face crumbles. He lowers his head to hide it, but Vegas can still see it, can still see Pete's bottom lip quivering, his shoulders shaking. He wants to hit himself. It wouldn't solve anything, fuck, it'd make everything worse, but he can't help seeking the familiar sting a slap would provide. A punch, even more so. He gets pulled out of his thoughts by Pete whispering something he doesn't catch. It's an easy guess to make. For a moment, Vegas thinks the bullets that had pierced his torso all those months ago had hurt less. Macau says nothing and runs away to his room.
#ugh... hello#so I know the fandom loves thinking of the minor family boys as them being good to each other#especially Macau to his bros whom he loves very very VERY much#and that's all beautiful and I love that too#but what if... they weren't?#what if there were some... complications? due to their situation post canon?#I thought of exploring that a little bit so here's a little snippet for it#it'll turn into an actual fic one day because I'm obsessed with this idea#hopefully this year lmao#also this snippet is so first draft-y that I want to cry but I couldn't resist#so take it#kpanniversary2024#vegaspete#macau theerapanyakul#snippet
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Something about this interaction between Harry & Janeway - specifically Janeway but it's notable that Harry's the one listening because I think, say, Chakotay or B'Elanna might push back against the idolization of this 'it was different back in those days' way of thinking.
#Get the Tranq she's 'Good Old Boys'-ing!#never beating the Starfleet stooge accusations#which I think should have been brought up more between her and Chakotay#instead of just making Chakotay like Starfleet again so they can be together#the Tuvok/Chakotay/Janeway command trio should have been like#Janeway: I love Starfleet in an uncomplicated way and though it's painful sometimes I believe following code is the only way to proceed#Tuvok: I agree with the captain and this makes her believe in her decisions more - though I would attempt to obey her commands even if they#weren't regulation.#<- Janeway doesn't want to examine this#Chakotay: I hate Starfleet because of very valid reasons and I don't think following orders and codes from superiors is the best thing#in every situation. I want everyone here to examine their biases which cannot necessarily be done if biases are written into the#codes. We aren't in Starfleet space. We might have to adapt.#but it's nowhere near that nuanced bc you know. Starfleet Good. Starfleet Good. Starfleet Good. Maquis Bad. Maquis Bad. Maquis Bad.#Or you know: 'Maquis doing this the WROOONG way...violence isn't the answer :(' maybe violence is the answer sometimes.#when it's the only language the people in power understand.#maybe 'let's talk about this' is an insidious military tactic sometimes actually#Also Harry immediately going from 'They falsified logs?' to 'I always wondered it'd be like back then...~'#He and Janeway................Him and Janeway are!!! AGH#People think Harry's way too timid. They think this because he's asian and an ensign so they make him timid & obedient#But he's very willing to break or bend the rules - he's willing to fight he likes action and adventure and he's very similar to Janeway#where they'll both die and go to hell and come back just to save their crew - their friends - their family
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Forgot to show this dude here.
This is my cyberpunk red character, his name is Helios and he's a deviljho gijinka. Yep his tail can be cut off lol
#everything a deviljho can do; my boy can do it#yep even the draconic breath#also he's stupid af and loves to eat#I accidentally murdered an npc with the tail bro I didn't know it hit that hard laskdjflaskdfj#it was really funny but also kinda disturbing#we were talking with a bunch of dudes in a bar; and one of them wanted to act like hot shit#so we wanted to scare them a little; I went there and argued with the leader of the bunch#idk how this is told in english but in spanish “zapear” means giving a little hit to someone in the head#so I told my dm that I wanted to hit the dude in the head ''darle un zape'' to piss him off#I assumed since the bar was kinda suss; the guys were prepared for a little fight; so I threw my dice#bro; I got a shit ton of damage#so instead of a slight hit; I fucking exploded the dudes head with a tail whip#turns out the guys weren't prepared at all; they were regular people#we had to run out there so we don't got caught by the cops#all my friends wanted to kill me lmao#ttrpg#original character#player character
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oc questionaire
tagged by @sikoi & @salemssimblr (ty for the tags <3)
NAME: Kelly Parker
NICKNAME: Kel, Parker, Redhead, & (on rare occasion) Benny
GENDER: male, he/him
STAR SIGN: taurus
HEIGHT: 5'5
ORIENTATION: bi
NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY: american, white
FAVORITE FRUIT: lmao
FAVORITE SEASON: winter
FAVORITE FLOWER: iris
FAVORITE SCENT: ngl, it's probably weed
COFFEE, TEA, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 10
DOGS OR CATS: cats
DREAM TRIP: he'd honestly be happy just taking a day to trip to go to a concert or something. he's not particularly interested in traveling.
NUMBER OF BLANKETS: 2-7 + Dhes
RANDOM FACT: his island in animal crossing is named hot topic
i tag @teddybearsims, @mattodore, @barbieaiden, @wldestluv-rs, @morrigan-sims, @fizzytoo, @void-imp, & @nekrophoria (feel free to ignore ofc!)
#i'm a lil late to this. i apologize lol#tag game#myedits#kelly#moody boy.........#the benny nickname stems from his middle name btw. it's bennet#the only two people who call him that are wolfe & wolfe's dad#idk why i made his middle name so obscure. i should've made it benjamin but like. whatever.#i'm not going to try to understand my 12 year old self's brain#also i didn't give him a favorite fruit bc the man does not eat fruit#he is the pickiest eater. if it weren't for dhes he would eat pizza rolls for every meal#& 1 more thing: his favorite flower is an iris bc of the song by the goo goo dolls#dhes played it for him one time when they were like. 14 or so & it spoke to him lol#he basically fell in love with dhes all over again & ever since then he associates the flowers (& the song) w dhes :-)
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