#if he had shown an interest i would've accepted that too

[amarriageoftrueminds]

What If...? has made it absolutely explicit that they are ripping off Bucky's traits (other characters' too, but especially Bucky!) to try to create the appearance of importance in Peggy, but since Anon specifically asked about this being in the Agent Carter tv show:

First of all, as mentioned, Bucky is excised from all mention, even when they're explicitly depicting the Howling Commandos, and Peggy is put in his place.

That afore-mentioned radio show also cites Steve's love interest as the person who is rescued by Steve -- ie. in reality that was Bucky, a man -- but changes that person's gender and gives them a name which is clearly a rip-off of Peggy's (the irony!) And then has Peggy sneering at the storyline which matches Bucky's experience, and (iirc) telling someone to turn the radio off.

Other traits of Bucky's that Peggy did not exhibit in CATFA, her short film, her tie-in comic, or other appearances, but which suddenly materialise in AC as if they were always there:

1. Betsy Carver

(see above, ie. stealing Bucky's traits and giving them to even Peggy's fictionalised proxies, while simultaneously sneering at his story.)

2. whiskey drinking

(in CATFA Bucky is the Howlie shown drinking whiskey, while Steve prefers beer... until Bucky dies and he switches to the hard stuff too. But suddenly, Peggy -- who never drank in CATFA despite following Steve to a pub to hit on him -- describes herself as "a whiskey girl" and knows that Dum-dum prefers bourbon, when she and Dum-dum never even spoke -- and she wasn't on first name terms with Bucky more than 15 months after making his acquaintance... so what are the odds she'd know the other Howlies at all, let alone nicknames?)

3. living in a dingy apartment in Brooklyn...

(as of CATWS we know Steve and Bucky did that; Peggy for some reason is shown living in these circumstances despite being rich and not working there. Just so they can manufacture a 'connection' between her and Steve by stealing Bucky's traits. And then put her in a fancy womens-only apartment building, and then a Manhattan penthouse and a California mansion!)

4. ...with a blond Irish roommate

(in the comics, Steve is Irish-American, so combine that with MCU's Bucky living with him, and the guy living with a blond Irish room-mate would be...? Bucky. But in AC they transfer that pre-war trait to Peggy.)

5. Friends with a disabled guy

(Daniel Sousa is an amalgamated expy of Steve -- parallels made between his aluminium crutch and Steve's vibranium shield, and he paraphrases Bucky's line to Steve ('end of the line') as part of his ROMANCE (not friendship!!) with Peggy... They steal from Bucky to feed Steggy even when Steve is only there symbolically!

Peggy's connection to Sousa is the corollary of Bucky's lifelong relationship with disabled Steve; they're trying to paint Peggy as someone who would've accepted disabled Steve as a partner, the way Bucky did, when that isn't shown in CATFA.

What is shown is Peggy not deigning to speak to pre-serum Steve for the whole week they're in the same place, then asking pre-serum Steve patronising questions, and then not asking him out until after he had serum, and become famous and powerful.)

6. Signature costume colours: blue & red.

(that's Bucky's look from the comics -- echoed in his blue coat in the MCU. Peggy's look from the comics is a black beret, khaki rollneck, and pearls. But AC gave her Bucky's colours instead, which are supposed to represent the fact that he is Steve's right-hand man (plucking the blue and red out of Steve's red white and blue).

In CATFA, outside her olive and brown-leather uniform, Peggy only wears black, white, and red.

If being an alleged Howlie is supposedly part of her backstory, and they all had their own signature looks, why is her signature look suddenly mimicking Bucky's instead of being based on her comics version, or something of her own?)

7. Math skills.

(As a pro sniper Bucky has to have math skills or he'd be pretty useless. (I feel like this is relevant to his interest in Stark gadgetry?).

Out of nowhere, AC ascribes skill in Mathematics to Peggy... which was not shown anywhere in CATFA or her short film or her tie-in comic or any of her appearances elsewhere!

And this despite there being a scene in AC where a character of true intelligence has to explain to Peggy... how many sides a cube has.

(No, I'm not kidding.)

8. Crackshot

(Bucky's a pro sniper. In CATFA -- if you don't include the shots she made at Steve -- Peggy misses 4 / 6 shots, even when her target is in the same room. Apparently having her sexual advances rejected improves her aim?)

9. Boxing.

(Yes Peggy punches someone in CATFA, but:

on top of the punch Bucky threw in his CATFA intro (which Rogers: The Musical stole and gave to... guess who?) ...in the CATFA tie-in comic Bucky is a welterweight boxing champion and the person who taught Steve to box. (There is also a tie-in comic for Peggy, which makes no mention of boxing or mathematics anywhere!)

But AC gives Peggy a boxing bag -- copying both Bucky and Steve, as they've shown they're willing to do as per WI? -- and uses some of Steve's style of fight choreography for Peggy, as if to imply that Steve got his skill from one week in her presence, and not from Bucky and/or a lifetime of street fights.)

10. based on the continent during the war

(again, not her trait -- Bucky's!)

11. Steve's second-in-command in the field

(Male soldiers in WWII don't have unranked female admin ATS/auxiliaries as seconds in command. If that was the canon they had intended to show in CATFA... they could have just shown that (not just for Steve but for other soldiers like Col. Phillips.)

They didn't. Instead, they had US soldiers expressing bewilderment at the idea that a woman could give them orders (a sentiment which is immediately ignored and never addressed.) And men given rank-insignia, referred to by rank titles, and asked to join teams. Phillips even has a male aide with a named rank! Not female! (Howard Stark's unnamed scientist aid? Also male!)

There is only one woman with a named rank, shown serving under male soldiers in an axillary way, and it's not Peggy -- it's Pvt. Lorraine, who wears exactly the same uniform as Peggy.

So: Steve is a Captain, Bucky is a sergeant, that means Bucky was Steve's SIC in the field, that's why he's in the footage of the Howlies, and Peggy is merely in a cinema in London watching it.

The only uniform she wears has no rank insignia -- meaning she'd be, at best, an ATS private.

So even if she was there (she wasn't), Bucky would still outrank her -- making him Steve's immediate SIC -- as would other Howlies, meaning she answers to them, not the other way around.

So the line 'do as Peggy says' in AC is particularly egregious. There is no scenario where an ATS private is calling the shots to higher-ranked male soldiers, (except maybe in her head).

And furthermore, in CATFA, Steve is shown not only not doing what Peggy says, but usually doing the exact opposite. (Even if she could give him orders, he wouldn't follow them!)

The only way they can create- even the illusion of Steve obeying her -is is to have Peggy interrupt Steve doing something important and 'ordering' him (without actual authority to tell him) to do ...the important thing he was already doing before she interrupted. 🤦‍♀️

(IE. Reminding him he was chasing down Red Skull, and then interrupting him when he's about to jump on the Valkyrie to make Steve kiss her, and then say 'go get him.' Ironically, this line was given to Bucky in What If.... but framed as a 'just something a Friend would say' line. And, interesting sidenote, this 'tell them to do what they were already doing/going to do' is apparently part of how controlling domestically-abusive partners begin to condition their target to obey them!)

12. Under this heading, AC has a character claim that Steve "relied heavily on [her] for courage, strategy, and moral guidance."

Passing over the outrageous claim that Steve would need courage and morality from anyone, as if he didn't already have it long before Her Majesty came along, as if that wasn't why the serum worked in the first place, etc...

And passing over that this is a hearsay quote allegedly from Howard Stark...

(Who spent even less time with Peggy than Steve, so how would he know whom Steve relies upon, unless he's getting that from the deeply-unreliable source: Peggy herself?

And how do we know that Stark really said this, either, when we're only hearing about it second-hand from his Butler, who was trying to stroke Peggy's ego at the time??)

...In CATFA Steve and Peggy are not in the same place during 19.5 of the 20.5 months they know of each other, and only in the same place only on 8 separate days.

So... basically a week, out of the 15.5 solid months he and the Howlies were doing missions.

So how can Peggy have been relied on -- let alone 'heavily' relied upon -- by someone who was not physically in the same place as her, nor in communication with her?

...Unless we make up some bullshit and pretend she was there for the 15.5 months?

(You can see why AC had to pretend Peggy was a Howlie: to make all the other nonsense claims physically possible. Same reason they make out Steve and Howard were good friends: to justify Howard angsting about Steve!)

...How does this relate to Bucky?

Well, this reframes Peggy as the catalyst for Steve's actions, when in fact it was Bucky, and she was merely a Sexy Lamp delivering exposition.

- Viz. Steve didn't go on the famous Hydra raid that 'made' him Cap because Peggy told him he was 'meant for more' than the USO (as her show tries to imply, by giving her her own 'meant for more' speech from her brother) ... he did it for and because of Bucky.

- Steve didn't resolve to hunt every last Hydra agent down because Peggy put some words in the mouth of a dead man she had no business claiming to know. He did it to avenge Bucky.

- And when Steve put the Valkyrie in the water to save his and Bucky's home city, he framed it as something she should respect his choice to do.... as she expected him to respect? Bucky's.

But the AC show would have you believe that all this only happened because some woman stalked her work-crush, who hadn't asked her to join him (unlike Bucky), and took no heed of her unasked-for opinions.

Again: Steve never did anything Peggy said.

CATFA never explicitly shows any strategic suggestions from her (whereas Steve is the 'man with the plan' everyone looks to, even Colonels).

She possibly gives one strategic suggestion in the entire film... (ie. fly over Krausberg and wait to parachute in) ...and Steve immediately abandons it because it proves untenable.

He never asks for her input; he only queries once if she knew something. That's it.

In fact, there is even a scene in CATFA where Steve blatantly ignores her -- right to her face -- and ask the nearest man, who is several feet away, whether what she just said was accurate (!!)

She gives no 'moral guidance' in the sense that:

a) Steve is already a staunchly moral person who doesn't need it, hence the serum working on him (characters like Erskine and Bucky who see him for who he really is acknowledge this worthiness; it's only Peggy who thinks Steve has interior flaws she has to fix.) b) the input she gives during Steve's low moments has no impact on what Steve subsequently does, or what happens to him... as if she was never even there. This could not be true of a person giving actual moral 'guidance.' (Eg. That is not true of characters like Erskine, whose opinion Steve explicitly solicits and vice versa. And if Erskine had given an answer not in line with Steve's own morality, no doubt, Steve would have refused the serum, just as Erskine would've rejected Steve as a candidate if he hadn't given the right answers... which unlike Peggy's opinion would affect the plot. (Erskine's dying act is even a moral injunction to Steve!) This is also not true of Bucky, whose moral guidance to Steve in CATWS (released before AC, enabling them to steal a line from it) affected what Steve did and how he lived after his mother died, and affected his decision making when Bucky was revealed to be the Winter Soldier, courtesy of Peggy and her sugar daddy Stark. Viz. Bucky's past moral guidance guides Steve's steps in the present, affecting the plot, even when he isn't literally physically there. But in AC this trait is ascribed to Peggy...) c) Peggy's 'morality' is garbage (she touches a vulnerable half-dressed man without consent, immediately post medical procedure, just because she finds him attractive. She tries to talk Steve into leaving 500 POWs to rot in a Nazi prison camp, where they're about to be worked to death, just because Bucky is 'most likely already dead.' She sees Steve being sexually assaulted and not only doesn't recognise it but assumes Steve is the aggressor... yet continues to want to date him... and calls him, essentially, a stupid slut 'just like all the rest'... She opens fire on Steve in a petty jealous temper tantrum to punish him for not looking ashamed enough about said sexual assault.... in front of / in a room full of innocents... and sighs happily about it while making a quip. (Behaviour only exhibited as proof of sadism by Hydra heads and other villains; including in that same movie). She interrupts a mission to recreate Steve's sexual assault for herself, at a moment when literally millions of lives are at stake. She physically prevents Steve from saying goodbye to his friends by kicking them out when he's on the radio. Outside CATFA: she hires Nazis and keeps them on staff until they die. Then she has them literally immortalised to keep working for SHIELDra even after death. In AOS she gives SS Officers job interviews, describes their work as 'valuable,' and describes exactly what circumstances she would work with Nazis in... and then does exactly that in What If. (Willingly working with Nazis to the point of immortalizing them, in a way which endangers the entire Earth, is such an intrinsic part of Peggy's character that she even does it in other timelines /universes). In Ant Man she keeps working at SHIELDra even when other employees provide her a moral example by presenting her with evidence of wrongdoing (it's implied she already knew about) by her org, physically punishing the wrongdoer, and resigning in protest in front of her. (Not Peggy though! She holds onto her precious power.) As per What if...? & AC: She knew about Bucky and the Red Room for decades and did nothing to help him, or the (child trafficked?!) Widows ...But she did give a job to the man who invented the Winter Soldier mind-control technique used on both groups. *running out of breathe*

And this is the person we're told guided Steve, morally?!

(Wow! No wonder he turned into such a selfish faithless moral vacuum in Endgame!)

Anyway: This is why CATFA Steve never does what Peggy says; they are moral foils.

Despite the film's nagging insistence that tell=show (putting her picture in a compass as if that's all it takes?) Peggy is demonstrably not Steve's moral compass, unless you mean as a negative example.)

So the idea Steve relied on her for input -- strategic, moral, courage-related or otherwise-- is not supported by the non-AC media and would make more sense if you were talking about Bucky or Erskine or any of the actual seasoned soldiers in the Howlies.

Speaking of whom...

13. A Howlie/besties with the Howlies

(Again, that's true of Bucky, who knew the Howlies before even Steve, and whom it's implied may even have picked them for Steve.

(He at the very least knew whom Steve intended to pick in advance, enough to reassure Steve that they would accept the invitation.)

...but it's not true of Peggy.

We saw both the moment the Howlies were founded, and the moment their creation was first mooted.... and Peggy was not invited.

Steve only singles out one person outside that group, to invite them to join, and that's Bucky. And this comes after a scene -- for which Peggy was present -- where Steve's CO specified he would be putting together a team of Men, for Steve.

If Peggy was ever intended to be part of that, the moment for Steve to mention it was literally right there, or in the pub, but on neither occasion was any hint even made that Peggy would be part of that group!

(And it's not like they couldn't just show her in the team anyway, and skip the outrage! They've got black and Japanese-Americans in there!)

She even talked of 'your top squad' to Steve (not 'our' top squad).

Funnily enough, despite being in the same place as the Howlies 4 times (in the 15.5 months they were active), Peggy never actually interacted with any Howlie besides Bucky.

(Pretty ironic, when you consider that her show behaves as if Bucky is the one Howlie who never existed, and even invents a bunch more Howlies just to prop up the idea that she knew them!)

In fact, her one interaction with a Howlie was to shove Morita off his chair so that she could talk to Steve on the radio instead of his men.

(This is transparently why they included her in that one battle -- so that they could make her kiss Steve / interrupt him all the time to increase suspense, and have the Casablanca style farewell. But judging by the pattern of behaviour set by the rest of the film... she just wouldn't have been there! Ditto for Phillips! Why are they taking women and the elderly to a war??)

So, unlike Bucky, she was only in the field with the Howlies once, even though she was in the plane with Steve during the Krausberg raid (not the behaviour of a field agent). Claiming otherwise is straight up stolen valour.

She was even shown complaining about having doors shut in her face -- ie. being relegated to paper-pushing when she wants to be out punching things. Also not what a field agent would say!

(The whole idea that she was a spy is another retcon; that just isn't shown in CATFA at all. Her chafing at paperwork in AC should be because she's been doing that a long time, including during the war... not because she was doing something more exciting during the war... because she wasn't.)

TL;DR: It is very clear that CATFA intended to show how separate Peggy and Steve are (not together, with the Howlies), as part of the circumstances which explain their 'tragic' unconsummated romance.

But her show undermines that flimsy framework (since there is no obstacle to romance if she and Steve spent a whole year together) ...and then has to replace it with something else (ie. Bucky's relationship with Steve, instead).

.

Now I'm not saying all these are hugely significant traits... it's just suspicious that the show nevertheless decided to copy all Bucky's traits -- and not, for example, other Howlies, or Steve's mother, or other Cap love interests from the comics, etc.

I mean, one or two 'new' traits in common with Bucky could be a coincidence, right? ...But more than ten?

After #givecapaboyfriend trended? When she and Bucky had nothing in common before??

Clearly the writers understood who the real profound influence of Steve's adult was (in a 'verse that elides any mention of Steve's mother, and combines comics Bucky with comics Arnie Roth, that is).

And since then, What If? made it crystal clear that brazenly stealing from Bucky to prop up Peggy was no coincidence. It was deliberate, and they were doing it long before What If? and (I assume) will continue to do so long after. 

If I'm not mistaken, and I apologize if I am, I remember seeing, in two different discussions on this blog, someone claim that, in the Agent Carter series, there is an attempt to incorporate Bucky's characteristics into Peggy's character. One example they gave was her dynamic with the Howlies. Does this really happen?

I haven’t watched Agent Carter so I’m not really equipped to answer this. I’ll tag @cosmicmechanism and @amarriageoftrueminds who have written excellent meta about this before, if they have time to give their thoughts. I tried to have a look on their blogs but as you know it’s impossible to find anything on tumblr.

The talks about Peggy taking Bucky’s attributes mostly happened in Agent Carter (and maybe What If, I stopped watching that show when it became clear it wasn’t “What If” but “What If Peggy Carter”). Granted, we don’t see a lot of Bucky interacting on his own with the Howlies. The one instance where he’s with them without Steve was a deleted scene. But we know Bucky knew them quite well (“Told you, they’re all idiots”) and likely suggested them to Steve. Movies Peggy on the other hand was never seen in the company of the Howlies. As multiple other metas also pointed out, she couldn’t have been on the frontlines with them so the idea that she “fought alongside” them is a retcon (although I'm not sure about the specifics of it).

[galedekarios]

Tbh you make an amazing case for Gale not wanting to be a dad, tbh I didn't even remember those lines

thank you!

although i want to clarify that i'm not trying to make a case per se or convince anyone. i just like to look at canon and see the character we're working with, explore their themes, their connection to the world, their lore, their relationships, and so on. 🖤

it's not just one singular line imo for gale that i like to point to (though there are some) that indicates he doesn't have an interest in having children, but the larger context of his narrative, the characters around him and the clues we're given throughout the game.

[psychopomp-namine]

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[mrradmccoolman]

something interesting i've been thinking about lately is the fact that watching dead poets society for the first time, i thought todd would be the one to commit suicide. i can't remember whether i knew one of the characters would going in, or only after my teacher mentioned it as a trigger warning right before the scene (i watched it in class my junior year). i say im getting back into the fandom, but really, i wasn't quite in it before this. in truth, the movie affected me so deeply that i actually avoided it because i didn't know how to handle it (this, along with forgetting seemingly insignificant details about emotional experiences- like whether i knew going in that one of the characters would die or not- happens...concerningly often, and im not sure if it's indicative of a larger problem or if i want to know).

needless to say, i did remember recently that i had assumed todd would be the one to die, and i increasingly believe this is actually not an uncommon belief that new viewers have going in. why is this? well, there are a few obvious and not-so-obvious reasons that i want to go over.

for one, todd is probably the main protagonist of the movie. the other poets are certainly main characters too, but for the most part, we follow todd's journey at Welton from beginning to end. it wouldn’t be irrational to assume that such an important event would happen to him solely due to this fact.

more than that, todd is arguably the most obviously struggling out of all the poets to the naked eye. he has all the hallmarks of a person with low self-esteem and a veritable heft of familial, educational, and social problems. he's crippilingly shy, anxious, and always uncomfortable; he has a hard time connecting with his peers, difficulty coming out of his shell, and cowers under the burden of unreachable expectations from parents who can't seem to pay attention to him as anything other than second best compared to their eldest son. though it isn't ever outwardly shown, it isn't hard to imagine he's a victim of bullying and/or harassment- in fact, though i don't believe the poets would ever bully anyone, they clearly sense his "otherness" as shown by Cameron's comment in the beginning of the movie. even neil doesn't understand him at first, and it takes time for him to really grasp how bad things are for todd. i don't believe todd's parents' reasons for pulling him out of Balincrest are every directly specified, but ive always thought a big part of it could be that he was being picked on by the other students (along with his parents hope that transferring him to Welton would make him succeed like his brother).

i don't know if by the time i was watching neil's scene with his parents after the play that i really knew, completely, what was coming. i think by then i knew it wouldnt be todd to die, but i hadn't fully accepted that neil would in his stead. there was a sort of comfort in feeling like i knew what would happen, only for the movie to pull the rug out from beneath me and leave me devastated. not that i would've been less sad if todd had died- just that, when neil did, and i could ruminate on the signs shown through the rest of the movie and the grief and the direness of the situation, i was left reeling at the suddenness.

of course, looking back on it, it makes complete sense that it would be neil. knowing his situation, his history, and his personality, it seemed painfully obvious. but i only really realized that after the fact, like i imagine the poets did as well.

ive already mentioned quite a few times on this blog neil's depression and how things were for him, including his relationship with his father, but that's because i find it especially painful in the way i can relate. i imagine a neil who has been struggling with depression since he was very young, crushed under the weight of a father who had planned out who he was meant to be since his birth. a neil who doesn't understand why he's so damn empty all the time, who doesn't speak up because he fears what it means. a neil who has all these feelings about boys that he shouldn't, that finally come to a head when he connects with todd and he can't ignore them anymore. a neil who loves his father, who wants to make him proud. a neil begging somebody, anybody to listen, but his words fall on deaf ears. he is not an adult. he has no control. there is no one to save him, no one to help him. he is trapped. every light has been snuffed out.

i wouldn't hesitate to say that by now, most people are at least aware of the fact that depression manifests in many different ways, some less obvious than others. on the surface, it's easy to view neil as one of those people- he's smiley, focused, talented; he has a group of friends that love him, things he's passionate about, a family who wants what they believe is best for him. he's the textbook definition of somebody who doesn't seem like they'd have issues with mental health.

but...that's not true. maybe for the teachers who barely talked to him, or the families who met him in passing and told their own sons to strive to be like him, but anyone who'd spent more than an hour talking to him who knew about depression would be able to recognize something wrong. he's somehow both responsible and also completely reckless with no regard to the consequences, as if his own life is a game he can play with. his interactions with his own family are stilted and awkward. he gets angry and lashes out like a trapped animal when questioned; the few times he does open up, he speaks with the desperation of a boy prisoner in his own mind. he connects so deeply to todd because he relates to him, because he feels understood by him. he willfully ignores his future and it's implications because when he finally faces it, he knows it will be too much for him to bear.

and it's this, perhaps, that makes it so incredibly frustrating that everything culminated in his decision to commit suicide- because there were signs, clear as day, over and over and over and over and nobody did anything about it. the only people who really tried, directly, didn't have the power or the knowledge to change anything for him. it was so preventable. the movie leaves you breathless with anger at how different things could have been.

i genuinely want to hear everyone else's thoughts/perceptions on this, because i find it really interesting and part of what makes the film so emotional.

[tokyo-daaaamn-ji-gang]

I don't get final chapter that much because if I am right now Ryusei want to a chef? Wasn't this Kojiro's thing? I recall him liking football or saying he wants to be a hairdresser in the future.

Also what about Ryusei's mom she seems to have built her business over years and can't just move nor just leave her 13-14 years old son travel with his friend.

I am glad they have a happy ending that explains why they never exist in the main story but what is going on. What did Kojiro want again?

Is Wakui working on this story? if I am correct it is written by him.

Also sstill disappointed that we never got a chef Kojiro

Being a chef is Kojiro's thing, which is partially why I think he's shown to be so happy in France (along with reconciling with Kensho). And because it is Kojiro's thing that kinda makes it Ryusei's thing too. I think it's more Ryusei wanting to follow Kojiro/ continue to support him rather then Ryusei wanting to be a chef, Ryusei just wants them to be together. It's not the career that matters, it's the person.

As for Ryusei's other interests, the hairdresser one was most likely a lie to get Chifuyu to trust him with his hair, especially since the part about the family seems to be made up (we saw that his mother's business is not a salon which you would expect it to be if it's a family business) though tbf it could still be the truth, we don't know for sure.

I do think the football thing would've made sense though, especially since France is known to have some good clubs. Ryusei getting accepted into an academy or some kind of try outs would've been pretty cool, then both Ryusei and Kojiro are together in France but doing what they're both best at.

As for his mother, I think she let Ryusei go. We can already see that she spent a lot of time working while Ryusei was growing up and even in the spinoff's time too (she didn't notice Ryusei was kidnapped and missing and thought he was in his room that time). Because of this Ryusei is very independent so him going alone to France isn't out of the question. His mother also seems to do what she thinks is best for Ryusei like letting him switch schools when he asked. So although I think she'd miss him, I do think she would let him go (she would also likely feel better knowing Kojiro is there with him) probably with the promise that he'll keep in contact with her though.

I do kinda wish we could've gotten future versions of them though ngl, just would've been cool to see (though we likely do still have the volume bonus short story to come 👀). Wakui actually doesn't write the spinoff though, it's done by Yukinori Natsukawaguchi instead. It's really not clear how much input Wakui had in the spinoff, though at the very least he likely supervised it.

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Always Injured | A. Xhekaj

pairing: Arber Xhekaj x gn!reader

word count: 3.2k

warnings: injury?

summary: As the teams medic you see many players, but Arber most. So you make him promise one game to not get hurt, where he breaks the promise for a good reason

not my gif!

You being the team medic meant you saw certain players a lot, one of them being Arber Xhekaj. He was beautiful, anyone with eyes could see that, so blossomed your affection towards him. 

You loved him. As blunt as that, you fell for him and every time he’d come see you bloody and bruised it broke your heart.

Every practice for the last week Arber had been coming to see you, whether he’d actually been hurt or if he wanted to ask you questions. He seemed very interested in learning how to take care of himself lately, coming into your office just to ask more questions he hadn’t asked earlier. 

You gladly taught him and let him ask as many questions as he desired, loving the time with him, and when would you get another chance to teach an nhl player basic first aid? Probably never so you took the chance with open arms. 

“Hey Y/n/n” you looked up to see Arber at the door of your office, quickly noticing the blood on his nose.

“Oh God, Arber what happened?” you were quick to walk up to him, pulling him down to see if his nose was broken. 

“I got hit in the face with a puck.”

That was the third time this week. 

“You’re really unlucky this week, huh?” you teased, seeing a small smile cover his face. You had grabbed a clean cloth to wipe the blood away and just a bandaid, he hadn’t broken anything, just a small cut. 

“Sit.” you instructed, gesturing the tall man to the other side of the room where chairs and a bed were, he chose to sit in a chair. Making life easier for you, he sat in the shortest chair, allowing you to tower over him like he usually did to you. 

You wiped away the blood, seeing the way he melted towards your touch, and disinfected the area to put the bandaid on.

“Done.” you smiled, rinsing the cloth out before throwing it towards a bin of dirty cloths you had. 

“That’s it?” He sounded a little disappointed.

“Yep, unless you want to talk about something else. All you did today was achieve a small cut.”

“Do you got anything else you can teach me?”

You nodded before looking at the time.

“Arber, you should get back to practice, there’s still an hour left. You can come back after and I'll teach you.” 

He groaned but got up to go back to practice, but not before promising he’d be back after. So you spend the hour typing out any email you needed to, waiting for his arrival. None the less he showed up in your office 40 minutes after practice had ended. 

“Sorry for taking so long, I put my gear in my car too today.”

“It’s okay Arber, if it wasn’t I would've left already.” you laugh, he laughed at the joke too, still thankful you hadn’t actually left. 

The next two hours were spent teaching Arber about whatever he asked, seeing his joy when you told him he could try certain things on one of your dummies, and learning his mannerisms. You were so focused on him, the way when he was nervous his leg would bounce up and down and he’d run his hands through his hair, and when he was happy it was almost like he was always fighting the urge to bounce up and down. 

“Y/n?” you were snapped out of your gaze when his hand swiped in front of your face.

“Sorry.” you mumbled, a little embarrassment flooding you. 

“It’s okay,” He accepted and continued with his original questions. You had shown him how to try something on one of the dummies before letting him try, returning to your desk to watch. You didn’t mean to basically fall asleep, you wanted to watch him, make sure he had everything right but when you leaned your head against your arms you passed out.

You woke up by gentle shaking and a soft voice saying your name over and over. You groaned, despite how uncomfortable sleeping on a desk was, you didn’t want to wake up.

“Come on y/n/n, let’s get you home.” You opened your eyes to be met with Arber, about two inches away from your face. 

A little stunned you blinked a few times before sitting up, he backed slightly away. 

“What?” you asked, still a bit dazed from just waking up. 

“Let’s go home.” he was still gentle with his voice, not wanting to be too loud.

“No, I've got to catch a train or bus home,” you looked at the time to check, “the next one will be here in 20 minutes.” you deemed, sitting up more and stretching your arms.

“No, come with me, I'll drive you home, okay?”

It was such a tempting offer, be with Arber for extra time and get home faster, there were no cons.

“Fine.” 

So he drove you home, getting a little ‘lost’ to spend extra time with you. 

“Can I drive you to the game tomorrow?” 

You nodded too tired to think about tomorrow yet, so when you nodded he took it as a sign to message you in the morning to check that you still remembered and that he should walk you to your door before you fall asleep on the sidewalk. 

He got out quickly, walking over to the passenger side, opening your door, and gently helping you out. 

He’s so big yet so gentle. Your tired mind could only focus on that, how he was huge but so gentle. Until playing hockey, then he wasn’t so gentle. He walked you to your door, his arm around your waist. 

“I’ll see you tomorrow.”

You nodded again, reaching forward to unlock your house door, and bidding him goodnight. As soon as you made it to your bed you passed out, luckily, your alarms were already set. When the first one went off at 7:00 you wanted nothing more than to slam it off and go back to sleep, but you knew you had work. So sadly you woke up, turning off your alarm and checking last night's notifications. 

‘I’ll pick you up at 4 for the game:)’ from Arber Xhekaj, read on your screen. You barely remembered nodding at him but it was still slightly there, him asking to drive you tomorrow, you nodding in your sleepy state. So you answered him, just a simple ‘okay:)’. 

Now you had to figure out what emails and paperwork you had left to do today. There wasn’t much left, only about 5 emails left and a page of paperwork, so you were ready and waiting early. 

Arber was there right at 4, like he said, coming to the door and knocking, not prepared for you to answer so quickly. 

“Hi.” while waiting for Arber, you decided you’d make some coffee to go along with the energy drink you had that morning. Now you were bouncing off the walls. 

“Hi, you’re very awake right now.” he laughed, seeing your smile and inability to stand still right now. 

“I just made some coffee, did you want some?”

“No, I think I'm good. I’ve got my drink for the game and my hands full now keeping you away from any more caffeine.”

You giggled, following him to his car, skipping behind him. It wasn’t a long drive to the arena, but it was nice, you and him singing song lyrics together. It was fun then you had to get into the arena. Fans already outside and the parking lot filling up, Arber pulled into the private parking area. He led the way in, showing you the path where there wouldn’t be any fans trying to crowd you two. 

You bid him a slight goodbye when you trailed off to go to your office while Arber continued to the locker rooms, you set your monitor up to show the game while sorting through some papers you found lying on your desk. There was a small knock before Arber came in, wearing all his gear, to see you before the game. 

It was a short conversation, you pleading with Arber not to get hurt this game, ending with a hug and a ‘good luck’ to Arber right before he bolted from the room, seeing he was almost late to get on the ice. 

It wasn’t too harsh of a game, no one really intending to hurt anyone. No tripping, no pushing, it was almost too peaceful, you knew something would snap at some point, there was almost never a game this calm. 

You loved Arber, but god did he frustrate you. He didn’t seem to care in the slightest what happened to him and it drove you crazy. When the other team began shoving and tripping somehow Arber was always there, as if he intended to get hurt. 

When he dropped his gloves to fight you nearly lost it, having decided to fight the biggest player on the opposing team, it looked like an even fight. Arber got many good hits, but so did the other player, landing one square to Arber’s cheek, nearly his eye. Both their helmets were knocked somewhere on the ice, too busy hitting each other to care. When the refs got them apart Arber was bloodied and bruises were already forming, you didn’t expect him to be so hurt, he was a good fighter, yet tonight he seemed to have met his match. The other player didn’t look much better though, huffing when he was pulled off Arber, who he had pinned to the ice, and skating away to his team. Arber, still being led by the ref, skated over towards you, standing behind the bench. 

He let out a breath of air when he reached you, his figure visibly relaxing around you. That didn’t last for long, as soon as you had him in your office, you had him wishing he stayed on the ice. You paced around your office, he sat in a chair, head-down.

“How could you do this! Arber, I asked you not to get injured, just one game! I’m going to tell the team to bench you if you can’t stay out of my office, God Arber.” you took a breath, "I know you don't care if you get hurt but I do! I really fucking care if you get hurt!"

That seemed to really get his attention. His head shot up at you, his saddened puppy-dog look fading fast. The way his head-down sad look on his face switched to staring directly at you in wide-eyed confusion was almost head spinning.

“What?” he sounded as confused as he looked, it was almost enough to make you laugh, but your anger at the careless boy was stronger.

“Arber, I care for you. You can’t get hurt every fucking game and not expect me to be mad. For God’s sake Arber, I love you.” the words just slipped out before you could realize what you were telling him. His eyes lit up a little at the words, while yours widened in panic. 

“Shit.” you mumbled, trying to move on you began searching for the things you need to clean Arber up. 

You walked back to him, lightly grabbing his face to angle him to clean up some blood. You could feel the way he still melted against your touch, that was a little comforting. 

“Y/n?” His voice was quiet, unusual for him.

“Hmm?” you hummed back, still cleaning his wounds.

“Can I kiss you?” you froze in shock, letting your hands drop from his face. He took the moment of shock as the perfect moment to stand, leaving him towering over you again.

He wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you into him. You looked up at him, his eyes showed that he was still waiting for an answer, you nodded. 

He leaned down, your arms wrapped around his neck, tangling into his hair, you pushed up onto your tiptoes, helping lessen the distance. His lips were soft against yours, fitting against yours like a puzzle piece, the taste of blood lingering. You ran your hands through his hair until you had to pull away for air, leaning your forehead against his. 

“I love you.” he was the first to speak, sending butterflies through you.

“I love you too.” He smiled, he was practically glowing. 

“But let’s get you cleaned up and out of my office.” you giggled, pushing him back down into his chair. 

You took his hand, grabbing the cloth you had dropped to wipe his bloody knuckles. Walking away to grab other equipment, he tried to pull you back against him.

“Arber, come on here. Work with me, we’ve got to get you back on the ice.”

He groaned in response, letting you grab what you needed. Nothing was broken or fractured, but there was lots of blood. There was a little cut just below his eye, so as best you could for the awkward area, you covered it and the other cut on his face. 

“Okay, go back out now.” 

“Nooo” He whined, pulling you against him again, his arms tight against you.

“Arber, come on. Just another 20 minutes and you can come back.” 

His groan in reply, stated he didn’t like that answer.

“But I don't want to leave my baby.” He mumbled out, fitting his head in the crook of your neck.

“I’m your baby now?”

He just nodded, still nuzzling closer to you. You, after leaving him for a minute, pushed him off you.

“Go, go.” you shooed him out, his groans following him down the halls. You followed behind a minute later, locking your office and throwing the used items away or to be washed. When you made it back to the doors, Arber was still standing there.

“I thought I told you to go back to the ice?”

He just grinned, grabbing waist to pull you in for a kiss. 

“Needed a goodluck kiss.” he mumbled when he pulled away before pressing his lips against yours again. You pushed him back, making him whine in response.

“You're very whiny today,” you giggled, “Now back on the ice.” you pointed to the ice, making him walk onto it slowly. You followed behind, staying behind the bench while he sat down. 

You stood behind him until he was back on the ice to play, the other player back too. You had no idea what the other player said when he went up to Arber but clearly it was not good. The last fight had been fighting for the team but this one, it was personal. After those words the opposing player said, he snapped, lunging at him. Bringing him to the ground and punching hard, the other player trying to retaliate but being unable. The refs pulled Arber off the player, almost getting hit in the process and kicked him from the game. He stormed out, you looked to the coach, letting him clear you to follow him.

You walked into the change rooms, not bothering knocking knowing Arber was the only one in there. He was angrily shoving things in his bag, some of his things thrown around the room. 

“Baby,” you cooed, keeping a quiet voice, “what happened?”

He turned to look at you, his knuckles bloodied again and his eyes bloodshot. He practically fell into you, wrapping your arms around him to keep him up. 

“I love you, I’m so sorry.” he mumbled, leaving a bit of confusion to bubble. 

“What’re you sorry for, baby?” he left out a sob, it was muffled by your shoulder, that he had his head on.

“He saw us and he started chirping me for it, it was fine at first, his chirps were weak. Then he started talking about how you're so pretty, maybe he’ll take you for himself and-” his words were cut off by his own ragged breathing.

“Breathe, pretty boy, breathe with me.” you put his hand on your chest getting him to breathe in sync with you. 

“He said some fucked up things and i couldn’t take it. You’re too good for him, hell even me.”

“Hey, hey, don’t say that. I’m not ‘too good’ for you, I love you and I think you’re perfect for me so how does that make me too good for you?”

“You think I'm perfect for you?”

You giggled a little at what he took out from your words, but answered none the less.

“Yes baby, I think you’re perfect for me.”

He had a small smile on his lips now, leaning back into you to kiss you again. You kissed him until he calmed down, then you helped him put his things away. By the time you had all of his things away, the rest of the team came trickling in. On a high from the win, they were loud, partying and yelling. It made you realize why you never came in here, aside from this being where they all got changed. 

You and Arber were quick to leave when they poured in, letting them party and change without you two. You walked with Arber to your office, him following you in. 

“You can go home if you want, you know. You don’t need to follow me.”

“I want to.” was his answer, completely following you around your office as you picked up what you needed to bring home. 

“You know,” he started, a flirty tone could be heard in his words, “there’s no games or practice tomorrow.” 

You turned to him with a small smile, his eyes held a playful look when you caught them.

“What’re you implying I do with that information?”

“Stay with me tonight.”

He was so straight forward it was almost scary, but you loved it, but you knew you shouldn't. 

“Arber, I’ve got some work I should do an-”

“No, you can do your work at my place.” 

“I don’t have any clothes.”

“You can wear mine, or we’ll stop at yours and get you clothes.”

“I take transit home.”

“I’ll drive you.”

Fuck, he had every answer to every hypothetical problem you had. 

“Fine.”

He smiled so wide, you could’ve sworn he’d explode of joy soon. He picked you up with ease, spinning  the both of you. Giggles filled the room, the sound was angletic to him, praying he’d hear it everyday. 

The ride to his house was peaceful, filled with soft music and his hand laying on your thigh the entire time. He was quick to get out of his car when you arrived, running over to your side to pick you up and carry you in. He left kisses anywhere he could while carrying you in, making you giggle the whole walk in. 

It was a good night, you two had watched a movie, barely paying attention, too caught up in eachother. Later in the night he’d offer you a t-shirt and boxers to sleep in, his breath getting caught in his throat when you walked out in the pair. Realizing quickly he hadn’t yet confirmed you were yours, he asked you to be his, the obvious answer yes. 

The two of you slept peacefully in each other's arms, the best sleep of your lifes, as he said in the morning. The entire rest of the next day spent with each other, always touching, even while you finished work, he was always with you. Most of the time littering kisses on your body, wherever he could reach.

[yuri-is-online]

idk if ur into more soft + toxic jadeyuu but if u aren't just ignore this plz 🙏😭 and sorry in advance this got out of hand (cw: jade purposely poisoning yuu, mentions of jade purposefully playing with yuu's feelings)

anyway, ur 'jade poisoning yuu' idea gave me thoouuuughhts and ive just been imaging jade who only ever saw yuu as like a pawn at first cuz he wanted someone to play with for a while-- and jade being jade constantly makes mushroom dishes but imagine his surprise when they actually accept his meal and eat it happily.

people usually find his mushroom obsession annoying and offputting so he's suprised but OBVIOUSLY his first thought to this yuu eating his dishes is 'now i finally have someone to test all these poisonous mushrooms on!! ^^' but his heart skips a beat when he thinks of them. jade merely brushes it off as his excitement of shrooms

so the next time he makes a mushroom dish for yuu, the mushroom is poisonous and they suffer the effects of it. he's not even trying to hide what he did and he's actually more curious to see how they'd react.

but they accept his invitation to eat dinner again for some reason??? and his heart does another weird fluttery thing when they say yes but jade takes the opportunity anyway and poisons yuu again

this continues for a while and anyone would think that jade would've gotten bored of them by now, but he's... hanging out with them even more? and taking them on even more dates that don't include mushrooms, poisonous or not?

and honestly, even jade himself is surprised because there isn't a coherent reason to why he's doing these things with them. sometimes (before all this happened) he'd hold their hand and give a kiss or 2 just to see their disappointment when he didn't act lovey-dovey the very next day>> but he's been doing these romantic actions every day as their "poison mushroom dates" increased.

he still smiles when he kisses yuu but it's a different kind of smile. his heart is fluttering more and more often, his cheeks are turning pink when they hold his hand and he's feeling all kinds of things he's never felt before.

he lays in his bed one night thinking about yuu and he realizes he's fallen in love. he never expected this to happen but he smiles and giggles and tells his mushrooms all about his newfound revelation.

now whenever mushroom dates happen (which are sometimes still poisonous ofc), he feeds them to yuu with his own hand.

You must be dreadfully lonely. That's the only reason Jade can think of for why you let him do this. Perhaps you truly think yourself to be alien, that the fleeting touches he grazes you with are all you deserve. Not that he will tell you otherwise, he's far too interested in finding out where your line lies.

But he finds his instead.

If I ever say no to more soft + toxic jadeyuu assume that is not me. they/them used for yuu, same CW from above, i don't think this is borderline anymore it's full yandere

It was supposed to be another test of your limits, a slight apology for paying some attention to a visiting student he'd previously only shown to you. Just one kiss to the back of their hand to seal a completely unnecessary deal, and you had refused to seek him out for a whole week. He was proud of you, truly he was, but not remorseful in his addition to this particular dish. Jade watches you roll the pasta around in your mouth and wince as you try to speak. The numbness spreads from your tongue to the back of your throat and you make no noise-

But eat the rest of the plate, not even rolling your eyes once. You cannot speak, but you still smile when he asks if the food his good. And for some reason now his words were stuck.

"You're a good cook, we should do this again sometime." You hoarsely say as he nods quickly, staring down at your cleaned plate. A wicked, giddy smile overwhelms him, he has a dedicated test subject now; oh how delightful you have proved to be, not at all as boring as he had first thought. ~~~~ The second attempt he has you make together and he wonders what it is laced more with, toxins or his joy at your strange willingness to let him drag you around. Up the mountains you had gone together to fetch a pail of mushrooms, and when you fell down after consuming the crown he found himself jumping after, your now flimsy body cradled in his arms.

"Oh dear, I think I added a bit too much." He has to look the very image of a devil, and though you don't really have the ability to escape anyway he still finds himself holding you quite close to his chest. "Do give me chance to make it up to you? This Saturday perhaps?"

"There's an unbirthday party that afternoon." You sound almost as disappointed as he feels angered. "Perhaps we could do Friday?"

Oh of course you could, he does hope you have your apologies prepared for Riddle; if you intend to return after this then you cannot be upset when you are much too sick to attend. Or perhaps he should try to control the dose and accompany you? The thought of you among the roses in a stylish outfit is doing odd things to his chest. ~~~~ "I don't know what it is you want but please stop." Azul is the only one who would ever be brave enough to scold him like this. "I never liked watching you tease the prefect, but since they were willing to work at a lesser rate I endured it but this is just painful."

"Oya, I take offense to that." Jade "sniffles" because truly he does not know what to do. Who would have thought a simple request for some time off would- well never mind of course it would spark a debate. But he hadn't listed the prefect at all in his note, just that his club would be going camping over the weekend and he was intending to be unavailable. Just because he has been addicted to your presence as of late does not mean anything. Sure, he has not poisoned you in a while (you almost seem disappointed, what a truly tempting little-) "I assure you everything I have done is with the prefect's consent." Has he truly been spending so much time with you that it is obvious you will be tagging along? And why does the idle thought that this could invite danger cause such a painful feeling- fear could it be fear that he is feeling? Over you?

Azul massages his temples as he lets out a truly painful sigh. "That's sort of the problem, have you even thought about what that means?" Jade increases the volume of his sobs. "Of course you haven't look, I will approve your request but please for the love of the sea do not do anything actionable?"

"I have no idea what you could possibly be implying." His cries magically dissipating as he happily goes to his room to look through his closet and prepare. ~~~~ Jade dreams of Yuu that night. He dreams of the plush of your lips and thighs, of the comforting grip of your hand as he walks down the hallway or along a trail, his mind is tortured with images of what he pictures your sleeping face to be like.

He awakes with the realization that he will soon know. Azul was right he had not thought about what any of this meant, of his actions, of yours. And if he must own the truth he still does not know what yours mean, and that scares him even if he laughs loud enough for Floyd to throw a pillow at his head.

"I love them." He whispers to the terrariums on his wall. "I love them." He vows to the mushrooms in his garden and the moon somewhere up in the sky over the seas. How unpredictable, how beautiful, how very much like him to not tell you why he insists on feeding you himself on your trip, or rests your head in his lap the next time you sleep off the poison. There is a process to these things, he thinks anyway, and Jade has been impolite enough to skip several steps. Perhaps, he idly thinks as he traces the size of your finger, you will let him skip several more? After all, there is so very much you deserve, and he is surprisingly willing to give.

[everybody-loves-purdy]

same Duskfur anon but now i want to talk about other cool things Duskfur did that proves she should've been a complete asshole: - Was willing to attack Jayfeather (a blind medicine cat) - Attacked Cloverfoot (Shadowclan deputy) - Mocked Scorchfur - Met with Berryheart - Mocked Tigerheartstar - Supported Frostpaw's exile to a degree (for mocking Tigerheartstar when he took her in) - Argued about Frostdawn training as a warrior - Argued about Icestar being temporary leader - Once again literally argued Mistystar to death and shown little to no remorse afterward - Argued about Harelight being Frostpaw's mentor - "I'm not convinced the living world needed saving." Just wanted to include that quote from her Also Duskfur is just interesting to me as a character. Her kits have no listed father, so I like to interpret it as the father being a rogue. ik a lot of fan interpretation is Reedwhisker being the father, sorry lol. but a rogue is just more interesting to me. It also makes more sense to me. Podlight has white on him, and is shown to be at least partially a point. Neither Duskfur nor Reedwhisker have a hint of white or is a point (Reedwhisker is described as a black tom). ik warriors doesn't follow irl cat genetics, but Duskfur has unknown parents, so my headcanon is that recessive point runs in the bloodline, and that Duskfur is just a tabby masking point (having the colorpoint gene but not expressing it, thus being a tabby instead) from her parents, and the recessive gene passed to Podlight who expressed it bc the rogue was a colorpoint. how Frostdawn is a colorpoint despite neither Curlfeather nor Jayclaw being described as colorpoints is beyond me. Mistpaw being a tortoiseshell could be explained if the Curlfeather's father was a point w/ white (which is rare but possible), and Jayclaw's side of the family--cutting myself off here before i get completely off topic I would say a kittypet could've been the father, but Duskfur seems to like Leopardstar, who was aligned with Tigerstar I. Obviously that's not saying much in these books, but if Erin Hunter authors were better writers, she'd most likely have some sort of prejudice. Also, despite Tigerheartstar fighting with her, he appointed her as temporary leader. I think it was Finchlight or Sunbeam who said that he liked her for some reason. Literally how?? Did they have a conversation off-screen? This also leads into Duskfur being robbed of deputyship in Star, since she, along with Icestar, were chosen as temporary leaders at one point. hell, I'm pretty sure Jayfeather mentioned at some point that Duskfur was doing Mistystar's job for her, which makes sense imo. she never seemed inclined for leadership, but she also seemed to never turn down the chance when it was offered. I know she's old and everyone and their mother wants a young leader, but I just want someone in power who's an asshole, young or not. I don't think we had a decent one since Leopardstar and debatably Blackstar. Everyone else since then has been "nice" (broad spectrum; Tigerheartstar can be considered nice despite being a bit of a problem) if they weren't antagonists. i want someone who will cause issues because they were mildly inconvenienced, and mean Duskfur would've 100% did that considering she mocked Scorchfur for choking on a mouse (or something similar). Frostpaw also seemed to value Duskfur's opinion to a degree. iirc Duskfur was one of the cats Frostpaw wondered about in regards to Owlnose being accepted as temporary leader. I cannot say the same for Star bc I haven't read it yet (I only read spoilers), but it seems even nice Duskfur in the prologue on the website STILL argues with Frostpaw, even if she's more subdued about it. i could talk more about Duskfur in general (and Riverclan cats actually) but i feel like this ask is getting too long but if i could pretty please send more Duskfur/Riverclan asks that'd be lovely :D also sorry for the tangents lol

This is great stuff, some really good analysis about her!

Erin Hunter please read this and respond and give us mean Duskfur again from now on thank you

Also about an asshole leader I can 100% see Crowfeather being an asshole if he ever makes it that far

[beanzwrites]

│Chapter One│

│Human! Alastor x Reader│

Ⓢⓨⓝⓞⓟⓢⓘⓢ: Alastor offers (Y/n) a job, and though they are hesitant, they accept.

Ⓝⓞⓣⓔⓢ: The reader is indicated to be biologically female as they will face certain challenges throughout this story due to the time period. Characters set in this will refer to the reader as she, but for the most part, it will be gender neutral. This is written to be platonic but will remain ambiguous. There may be inaccuracies to the time frame. This series may and will contain things such as sexism, classism, gender dysphoria, bullying, mentions of religion, and gore. Please read at your own risk.

〣Previous Part 〣

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"Alastor. Charmed to meet you! I must say, this is an awful lot of stuff you have here. Mind if I ask what you are doing?" The man speaks with glee.

(Y/n) notes a shine in his eyes they couldn't quite decipher, and a feeling of uncertainty washes over them. Very few people have shown interest towards them willingly, as the locals have made sure to blacklist them due to their unorthodox behavior, and (Y/n) mentally barricades themself for where this interaction will lead to. Surely, it won't end well.

"Just working on an assignment," (Y/n) replies, cautiously watching as the man permits himself to sit at the table.

"One for learning then! What does one such as yourself want to be?" Alastor hums, looking over the covered surface with curiosity.

"I'm currently enrolled for journalism. Nothing too grand..."

"I see, I see. Do tell about this fascination you have with the Bayou Killer then? Surely, the college doesn't speak of such things in a mere literacy class," Alastor casually remarks as he takes up one of the cut-out articles that (Y/n) made notes on in his hand, "My, what interesting theories you have! Do you really think this murderer has a vendetta against ill-willed men?"

"That's none of your concern," (Y/n) snaps as they tear their work away from the stranger's hold. The man's smile twitches slightly, his stare intensifying on them for a moment. (Y/n) would've been intimated if it weren't for the immediate regret they felt pull at their heart. Alastor's arms fall into his lap, and the grin he wore before falls as he leans back. Were they truly so standoffish as Joanne claims?

"I apologize..." (Y/n) sighs out, "That was rude of me, and though I cannot excuse my terrible behavior, it's been an off day for me. Please pardon my actions."

"That's quite alright, my dear. I've had a few days in the ditch myself, but my mother always told me that if you want something to happen, act as if you already have it," Alastor reflects with the wiggle of his finger. "Nothing a little music can't help either! Instead of working one's finger to the bone, why don't you come dance with me?"

"That's very kind of you, but you wouldn't want to dance with me."

"Nonsense! If I didn't want to, I wouldn't have asked."

"If you want to go home with a broken toe, then by all means."

"How farcical of you," Alastor laughs, "I'd like to see you try!"

Alastor's temperament returns back to a mirthful one such as before, an ever-growing smile etched on his lips and waggish gleam casting from his eyes. His slim fingers tap against the glass he brought with him from the bar, sipping from the alcoholic beverage periodically as his gaze drifts over to the bustling scene of the dancefloor. (Y/n) watches too, as pretty girls with short furling dresses and babydoll curls gather with their friends to dance with boys who bought them one to many drinks. The laughter that bounces throughout the building suddenly becomes too much for (Y/n), and though Alastor sat just beside them, a staggering loneliness weighs heavy on them.

"Please don't let me keep you," (Y/n) mutters, returning their focus back on the papers laid out in front of them. Not like they had the motivation to work now, but it was the only thing that would keep their mind from wandering too far. Scribbling away once more, (Y/n) couldn't help but to be curious of a soft creaking coming closer to their side, and peek over to see Alastor's watchful regard reading over their writing. "What are you doing?"

"Mere curiosity is all, sweet. You need it in my line of work, but I suppose you would understand where I'm coming from, wouldn't you?"

"It's not my job to be curious, I just simply am."

"Is that so?" Alastor asks with a raise of his brow, "I would've assumed a clever woman such as yourself would have a high standing occupation to go with her wit."

"And that would be a first for me being called clever instead of imprudent," (Y/n) laughs, "Sadly, your assumption is mistaken. I guess people just don't see anything else besides my gender. I can't be smart like a man nor curious like a man can. How lucky for you."

"I could care less," Alastor answers, "All that matters is that I see potential, a potential I can guide."

"What could I possibly give you that won't bite you in retaliation?"

"You have no idea who I am, do you?" He grins somewhat diabolically, "What could society possibly say about you that would bring down the best radio host in city? Trust me, you aren't the only one who's name escapes disquieting tongues. From one interesting person to another, I persist that we join forces. Come work with me at that radio station."

"You come off awfully fast. I don't even know you!"

"You can't race time, but you can be quick with it! You need a job, do you not?"

"I'll think about it," (Y/n) remarks, "I'm still in school after all. I will have to see when and if my schedule permits it. You cannot control time either, you know?"

"I understand completely, my dear! Take all the time you need. My radio isn't going anywhere if I can help it!"

"There you are!" The familiar sound of (Y/n)'s mother calls out over the live music. The fringes of their mother's dress shine under the fluorescents like gold as she walks over to the table, an ecstatic red painted smile expressing how she felt. She looked absolutely stunning, (Y/n) thought. Her aging has always been graceful, like that of fine silk, and a small sense of pride fills them as they think back on Mimzy's praise. (Y/n) never saw themself as beautiful, always opting to hide away from attention as much as they could, but the similarities they had with their mother was something they always liked. "I was worried that you didn't show up."

"I would never disobey you, Ma." (Y/n) comments as their mother sits across from Alastor.

"I see you've made a friend!" Their mom's eyes twinkle as her attentiveness casts over to the man, "I'm Lorraine, (Y/n)'s mother. Pleasure to meet you!"

"The pleasure is all mine!" Alastor greets, "I must say, what an excellent performance you put on earlier! I suppose talent runs in the family?"

(Y/n)'s mother surveys him quizzically, pursing her lips in thought, before her eyes brighten.

"Did (Y/n) let you read her writings? Marvelous, isn't it? I don't know where she got her smarts from, but it surely wasn't me! I have to say though, she normally doesn't get along quick with strangers. What did you do to be so special?"

(Y/n)'s cheeks heat slightly as their mother peeks at them, a smirk on her face. They quickly collect their papers with a pout, glaring from the eulogize words their mom practically sang. "Don't call yourself dumb, Ma. You are anything but," (Y/n) grumbles, "The only reason Mister Alastor here read anything is because he allowed himself to without permission."

"You wound me!" Alastor cries, clasping his suit where his heart should be, "Your work merely fascinates me is all. I offered them a job, you know?"

"Really?" Lorraine exclaims with a gasp, "Oh, (Y/n)! That's wonderful! What will she be doing?"

"Helping me write manuscripts for my broadcast. If she says yes, that is."

"You must say yes, sweetheart! This is a miracle to you from God!" (Y/n)'s mother pleads as she take her child's hands in hers. "It may not be exactly what you want, but you've been given a chance."

"I've been called many things in my life, but God is a first." Alastor bombinates with a tilt of his head.

"Oh! My apologize, Mister Alastor!" their mom remarks, "Thank you for seeing good in my daughter!"

"Why do I feel like I don't have a choice here?" (Y/n) mutters, watching the two adults go back and forth in chatter. Their mother, charismatic as ever, goes off on a tangent about (Y/n)'s greatest strengths that could be useful in the workplace. Her face beams with absolute gratitude and support; it makes (Y/n) feel off about their previous cumbersome comments. Alastor nods along with their mother's insistent information, his head leaning casually against his closed fist.

A sense of mystery surrounds this man, (Y/n) notes cautiously. Though his demeaner was nothing short of friendly, his eyes held unknown intent. The edge of his smile quirks slightly as he continues listening to their mother, but the tapping of his foot shows a sense of urgency. (Y/n) continues observing the stranger, even when his eyes connect with theirs.

All their life, no one besides their mother showed such fervent interest in their activities. On many occasions, they were told that their insistence on bountiful knowledge would only lead them to be fruitless. No one in this city would've told this man good things about their progressive exertion, and it only made (Y/n) want to build up their walls even higher. Their mother wasn't oblivious to people's intentions and wickedness, however. She's had her fair share of snakes, and she knows when to spot one, even with her honey-like spirit. It caused a sense of unsureness within (Y/n)'s own perception; were the things that they heeded true, or was there an underlining of their insecurities seeping through? If their mother didn't raise any alarm of what she thought of Alastor, why should they?

"Can I help you with something?" Alastor calmly asks as his stare bores into (Y/n)'s.

"I was just wondering..." (Y/n) declares, "When would you like me to start?"

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(Y/n) vigorously taps their pencil against the desk, eyes glued to the hands ticking by on the clock above the professor's head. Time surely was testing (Y/n)'s patience today, as their history teacher had brought her lecture to a closing a few minutes ago, and opted the students to work on anything that needed to get done before it was officially time to leave. (Y/n), diligent as ever, made sure to be on top of their class assignments. There was really no reason for them to stay in class; however, the anxiety that bubbled underneath their skin prompted them to linger a little longer.

Very few students remain in the room, most taking the free time as a way of escape from their responsibilities. Though some moil over their own homework in silence, others gathered together leisurely in gossip. The boisterous laughter buzzed uncomfortably in (Y/n)'s ears like that of an unreachable itch, but the loudness of their own head distracted them more so.

With persistent persuasion from their mother after the encounter with Alastor, (Y/n) requested to start at the station the beginning of the upcoming week. The weekend went by before they could even process what they had accepted, and now that the afternoon of their first shift has presented itself in a cloudy manner, (Y/n)'s doubt sprouted in a messy briar of potency. But, the distraction of their own loathing couldn't even be dealt with in peace.

A sharp pain warms the back of (Y/n)'s head with great vehemence, as a strand of their hair is tugged on in an arbitrary manner. The audible hiss that escapes through their teeth causes an eruption of cackles behind them. (Y/n) swiftly turns to the obnoxious noise, icy vexation carrying their stare. Donald Raslo, a boy with slick auburn locks and a smile that would gain any clueless woman's trust, eyes (Y/n) with a look they could only describe as vile. His teeth tug at his bottom lip mischievously, hazel orbs casting over their body. An involuntary shutter of disgust travels down their spine as their fellow classmate reaches over to grab at their hair again.

"Don't touch me," (Y/n) growls in absolute rancor.

"I'm surprised you haven't just shaved it all off yet," Donald simply replies with a maniacal grin. "You know, since you want to be a man so bad."

"You are pathetic," (Y/n) responds coolly as they turn back in their seat to quickly gather their things. Another agonizing pull forces their head back as Donald watches from behind his thin-framed glasses.

"It's all just fun and games!" Donald chuckles, as if his insults were anything but cruel, "You get defensive so quickly. Relax a little, doll."

"What do you want?" (Y/n) bluntly asks, jerking the strand away that Donald curled with his finger.

"I was wondering if you would go to the dance with me. I've wanted to ask for a while now."

A scowl morphs onto (Y/n)'s face, and they rise from their sit. Anger boils throughout their body, their nails involuntarily digging at their palms. Without another word to the boy, (Y/n) excuses themself to their teacher, and flounces out of the room. The heels on their feet become unbearably heavy as they stalk throughout the halls, visibly shaking as the distant feeling of Donald's hand through their hair burns at their scalp. (Y/n) wanted to scrub their head raw as their discomfort taunts them.

The world around them spins, and tears catch at the edge of their eyes. Deep huffs of air exhale from (Y/n) as they try to calm down. They despised themself for letting such childish behavior bring them into such a vulnerable state, but the tightness in their chest was excruciating.

Sometimes, they wished that they weren't so different.

The smell of freshly bloomed marigolds ground (Y/n) back to reality as they push open an exit door of the school. The sky basks in a slate blue, caressing the earth in a rare coolness of spring. The wetness on their cheeks startles them; they hadn't realized they were crying. Wiping their cheeks with the sleeve of their overcoat, they settle themself on the pavement steps gliding down into town. They stare blankly ahead, a fixed frown on their face.

(Y/n) never let the bullying affect them too much, convincing themself that the others were too callow for their own good. They taught themself at a very young age to stifle their insecurities, and eventually, people would just leave you alone. (Y/n) isn't an emotionless robot, however. As hardened as they try to appear, wounds that are consistently probed at never truly heal.

"(Y/n)?"Joanne, small and quiet in tone, carefully settles herself down by them, sun hat in her petite white-gloved hands. Her eyebrows arch together in worry and a deep frown sits on her usually cheerful face. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine," (Y/n) remarks as their eyes remain ahead. They subtly wipe at their cheeks again, letting out a deep sigh. "What do you need?"

"I wanted to apologize, for what I said to you before. It was very unbecoming of me. I'm sorry."

"Water under the bridge, Ann..."

"Good," Joanne says after a moment, "I couldn't live with my best friend being upset with me."

"I'm not petty by any means. The most I would've done is never talk to you again," (Y/n) snorts.

"You call that not being petty?" Joanne laughs, "You and I have different morals on what that looks like then! Seriously though, are we alright?"

"We will be, (Y/n) replies, "There's still a lot I have to think on."

"I understand... I heard that Donald asked you to the dance. You rejected him."

"I'm guessing he told you that. I'm still not accepting his offer, if that is why you are truly out here."

"I won't pressure you into dating someone you don't like. I know my fair share in that," Joanne reflects as she pinches at the fabric of her skirt delicately, "Will you at least think about going still? Even if you go alone, I'll be happy that you're there."

"You know I don't do good at socializing," (Y/n) answers, "It's best if I just stick to myself."

"Could I maybe convince you over coffee? The cafe should still be open."

"I won't be able to today. I have plans already," (Y/n) acknowledges as they stand. Casting their gaze over to the girl, a smirk cracks onto their solemn expression. "I might take you up on the offer at a later date though. Our last get-together ended kind of sour, after all."

"Sure, but why the sudden leave?" Joanne questions as she stands herself.

"I got a job."

"Oh, (Y/n)! That's wonderful!" Joanne exclaims as she races to hug her friend. "Mind if I ask where?"

"A local radio station," (Y/n) simply remarks, rigidly patting Joanne on the back. Their friend pulls away soon after, hands firmly holding their shoulders and a big grin on her face.

"How long have been working there? Is that why you haven't been around?"

"Not exactly... I've been helping my Mom with her new job after my classes. That's where I met my boss actually; I start today."

"You'll have to tell me all of the details later! Promise you will!"

"I promise... Can you let me go now?"

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Wheels squeal to life as the bus (Y/n) took to the far edge of town starts up again. The ground beneath them rumbles as the trolley continues back to civilization, and (Y/n) begins to venture across the street where the treeline of the marsh begins.

A dirt road trails off into the forest, a black tin mailbox posted alongside it. Glancing at the scrapped piece of paper in their hands, (Y/n) read over the address Alastor hastily wrote down for them a few days before, and confirm this was the driveway to the radio station.

Leaves, thick like smoke, hover over (Y/n) in shadowed agglomerations, and sweat begins to bead across their forehead as the coolness of the day begins to heat up once more. The muggy atmosphere felt almost suffocating, but they continued onwards with tenacious intent. Though anxiety still roared within their heart in fast palpitations, they'd be damned to show up late.

The forest rang with muffled silence, the chirping of crickets seeming to echo but a distance. (Y/n) follows along the wooden fence that barricaded the road from the woodland's depths, and soon enough, a scrupulous house and rustic barn are revealed as the narrow path opens up into a field.

As (Y/n) walks up to the porch, confusion entwines in their thoughts as they quickly notice how vacant this station seemed to be. They knock on the screen door and wait a few moments with furrowed brows.

Where was everybody?

"There you are, dear!" The charismatic voice of Alastor discloses his presence, his never-changing smile lining his pearly whites with thin lines. "I hope your travels gave you no trouble."

"Your station is a long ways from the city. I almost thought I got off at the wrong place. Where are the others?" (Y/n) asks curiously as they walk down to meet him.

"The others?" Alastor questions.

"Surely you don't do everything yourself? Where are your other employees?"

"I don't need a whole group to do tasks I'm perfectly capable of doing myself," Alastor comments as he leads (Y/n) towards the barn with his hand on their upper back. "I will say though, I'm ecstatic to see how you work. I sure do hope you do not disappoint me."

"Me either..." (Y/n) mutters, malaise injecting itself once again into their nerves.

As they enter, (Y/n) notices rather quickly that this isn't a typical barn house, but instead, it has been renovated in Alastor's image. The area was spacious and quaint, organized in a way that aligned with Alastor's schedule. Sound panels lined the wall, a table adjacent to them equipped with a microphone and headphones. Paper cabinets were stationed in the far corner and a cork board pinned with different notes and articles hung above them. A lounge area was arranged near the center, couches patterned with red and black circling a low rising coffee table. Along with the dim bulb lanterns that dropped from the ceiling, the atmosphere was quite cozy.

"This isn't what I was expecting," (Y/n) honestly reports, watching as Alastor casually sits on one of the sofas. "I was imagining a more... Claustrophobic environment to say the least."

"Oh, Heaven's no. I need my space to work," Alastor replies with a soft scoff. (Y/n) felt somewhat small compared to Alastor, his confidence burning like a rapid flame to wind. His knowledge on the world, though ostensibly coming off as arrogant at times, seemed to be too far-reached for the likes of (Y/n). However, a small spark of aspiration lit their need to learn, and a smaller part of them also hoped that Alastor would be patient in his teachings. Yet, (Y/n) also couldn't help but to remain cautious of this man's intentions. His ambitions towards them still remain unclear, and that caused an uncomfortable grip of fear on their heart.

"I'm still not fully sure on why you were insistent that I work for you. What can I do that someone else can't? You said it yourself you can manage perfectly fine on your own. I'm just curious on why," (Y/n) says, hesitantly walking further inside with their bag strap in a deathly grip.

"I've told you before," Alastor remarks in a deep timbered hum, his eye blown out and unwavering as he stares at them. "I want to experiment with your mind. See your ticks and how it responds to certain circumstances. I did my research more than you realize, sweet."

"You purposely sought me out because of gossip? You do realize you are feeding into a media man's stereotype, yes?"

"I never said I believed it! It is my job and passion, however, to create my own hypotheses. If it makes you feel any better, I do find that brain of yours quite fascinating so far."

"I don't really know what to say to that..."

"Let's make a deal then, shall we?" Alastor compels, "I'll let you cover any topic your heart desires while you work under me, and with the condition that you can leave at any time, I get to observe and test you in any way I please."

"And what makes you think I won't walk out of here right now? How can I guarantee you won't use anything against me?" (Y/n) tests with a grimace, hating the slight amusement they found in this position. They took pride in the work they do, knowing that every advantage they can access to achieve the truth should never be taken for granted. On the other hand, they despised needless societal gossip. Being on the receiving end of undeserved hate, they fully understand the need for veracity. Though, they don't fully commend Alastor at this point, the opportunity to disassemble the lies built in New Orleans overweighed any possible hesitations.

"You can't guarantee anything and I won't say if I will or if I won't. I know you won't walk away though," Alastor chuckles, "You are just like me; you won't turn down the possibility of destroying another."

"Is that so?" (Y/n) hisses out, a tempestuous glare keeping up with the puckish one their new boss held with them. "What do we start on first then?"

"Sit, dear." Alastor's smile widens as he gestures to the other couch, "We have much to discuss."

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DAREDEVIL AGAINNNNNN

huuuaghahgahg i have wayy too many thoughts about ddba i just need to ramble incoherently for a lil

first of all KAREN PLS COME BACK BABY THE KIDS MISS YOU 😭😭akdhADJH if i remember correctly deborah ann woll was contracted for 3 episodes so i'm HOPING i can see my girl once again next week, can't believe before the re-writes they weren't even gonna mention her??? karen mf page who has been the best written female lead in all of the mcu bar none, i'm beyond glad they brought her back even if i can feel she doesn't have the same narrative weight she did in the netflix series 😔 crossing my fingers they fix that come season 2

gotta say i did love the role she played in ep 1, it's obvious she and matt are traumatised to hell and back and i thought it was wonderfully angsty that they both took turns shutting the other out, i know her moving to san francisco was a way to excuse her absence in the pre-rewrite episodes but it did feel in character for her i mean, matt spent several seasons telling her and foggy that he was done pushing them away only for him to do that exact thing after foggy's death which wasn't surprising considering the immense grief he was (and still is) going through, but it has to be said that karen must've been hurt badly by his actions since she has had family die too AND her father practically disowned her after her brother's death - you can't tell me she doesn't suffer from the same abandonment issues matt does, i mean after matt was presumed dead she's implied to not have been in touch much with foggy during that period which hints to her tendency to shut others out

can't wait to see how them meeting again is going to go, i feel in many ways they're perfect mirrors of each other with both of them being reckless yet having a strong sense of justice, and i think that is also reflected in the way come the defenders and s3 of the netflix show she's far more accepting of matt being a vigilante than foggy is, and her handing matt the daredevil suit's horn in born again further cemented that for me

and man, we're 7 episodes in in born again and though i've been absolutely enjoying each one it is obvious how stitched together it is, i think for me the most glaring issue was that although the focus on matt and fisk is interesting and watching the actors do their thing with those characters is mesmerising it comes at the cost of not having enough time to develop side characters like cherry and kirsten - and i do believe this has to do with the change in direction the series took, i imagine originally cherry and kirsten were conceived to be karen and foggy's replacements so perhaps the og narrative let them have more screentime, but right now they just kinda flop around and i see them having similar interactions with matt but they just don't hit home, like the show is asking me to care but i don't have the context to do so which saddens me a little because kirsten is a stellar character in the comics

i guess that's just the price to pay for the change in direction and needing to reuse their original footage whenever possible, i am happy and surprised we're getting a show at all tbh

another character that suffers from the same thing is heather, though i can forgive that since i believe the narrative is hinting her relationship with matt is a bit of a farce, matt has said that his current life feels fake like it's happening to someone else because it is, because he's not living the life he wants but rather what he thinks foggy would've wanted to see - others have pointed out he's always seen with his glasses on when they're together and i don't think that's accidental, in all of his previous relationships with claire, karen and elektra he was shown without glasses a lot of the time, so this time they feel like yet another mask

i AM glad that they spared her with muse, honestly 10/10 points for continuing the trend of letting matt's love interests live because the fridged gf trope is soooooooooooooo overdone and boring

i'm also excited with the addition of cole north!! i'm betting he's cherry's inside man, he has shown a degree of hesitance and doubt the other asshole cops haven't so i have an inkling he'll end up working with daredevil too, wonder if they'll let him in on matt's secret?

i also 100% don't think that bitch muse is dead, he seems to have some degree of powers like maybe telepathy or mind control i wouldn't put coming back to life past him, i did like heather shooting him lmao

and series finale next week!!!! i can't wait but i also don't know what i'm gonna do when it's over akshdakdksa

[bibibbon]

As much as I like fanon!class 1-A and the found family friendship they got going on, canonically yeah class 1-b would probably be better friends to Izuku. Though realistically if a 1-B and Izuku friendship were written by Horikoshi, Horikoshi would probably fumble it like how he fumbled 1-A and Izuku's friendship. Admittedly even with the fumbling I do still enjoy Izuku and Aoyama's friendship and the friendship Izuku had with Ochako and Iida before Horikoshi pushed them to the side in favor for Bakugo. And even then I like Shouto and Iida's friendship and I especially like Aoyama and Toru's friendship.

Now that aside on the actual ask. With Izuku potentially doing better if he was placed into 1-b instead of 1-a, it makes me wonder if Aoyama was placed into 1-b if Vlad King would notice the "subtle" calls for help Aoyama occasionally does? And whether or not if Vlad noticed, would he come to the mostly correct conclusion or think there's something else going on (both better options than Aizawa's lack of notice, of course). I say mostly correct because I doubt Vlad would be able to guess the full story before hearing the full testimony.

And I wonder if 1-b would get attacked at the USJ instead of 1-a or if 1-a would still get attacked, both options are interesting. The Summer Camp would probably stay the same.

Okay now I'm just thinking of an AU where both Izuku and Aoyama ended up in class 1-b instead of class 1-a. Would've probably been better for both of them tbh–

Personally, the reason why 1B seems better than 1A in terms of their relationship is because we see little of it. This means that all we see is a few panels of them being close, and I definitely feel like had hori started to focus on 1B they would get very similar treatment to 1A and their superficial bond.

I agree with your point!!! Even with the fumbling of class 1A's relationship as a whole there are still some relationships that really shine for me.

For example:

Iida and shoto

Iida and izuku

Izuku and yuuga

Ochako, iida, and izuku

Kaminari and jirou

Mina and kirishima

All of these friendships are great to me, and I genuinely wish we got to see more of them because they also infuelenced the character arcs in interesting ways.

Personally, I believe that yuuga would also do way better had he been placed in 1B instead of 1A.

@delawaredetroit and @mikeellee both point out that when it came to yuuga's treatment in class 1A, I was heavily implied that he was probably neglected. Now, I personally think there are many reasons for this, whether that be aizawa's questionable teaching (the guy didn't even pick up on what iida was trying to do when he went applying to do an internship at hosu) aizawa also never realised or tried to support yuuga with the problems he had with his quirk rather just letting him rely on his support item, or whether it be yuuga's own self imposed isolation derived from multiple factors like guilt or simply him being a "floater friend".

In the end, class 1A and the adults around yuuga do heavily fail to pick up on the various signs that yuuga sent because let's be real that man was in no way well composed or hidden around the fact of him being a traitor or being suspicious.

I believe that 1B would catch on quickly that there is something wrong about yuuga but I don't believe that they would come to the conclusion that yuuga is a traitor early on, unless yuuga breaks and ends up spilling the truth. I say this because from what we have been shown, class 1B is a very close bunch who accept one another even if some of their behaviours may come off as odd to others. This would mean that yuuga would be close with 1B even if he is somewhat of a floater friend, and they would be aware of his own interests and probably engage in conversations with him. A change in behaviour for yuuga would be noticeable for 1B, and I feel like they would chalk this up to either family issues or trauma and I say this because 1) none of the students know about the traitor theory, when it comes to the LOV 1B is incredibly sheltered compared to 1A and 2) when told about the traitor theory Vlad was one of the people to dismiss it which makes it plausible that he may not see it due to denial and not wanting to burden his students with that type of information that may turn them against one another.

Now for what it is, I don't think that 1B would be attacked in the USJ. This is because when searching for information as to when to attack, shigaraki wanted all Might to be present to destory him. That's the reason he attacked 1A in the first place. From what we know, all Might doesn't really teach 1B and he has never been shown to interact with them, even when he made his metal all Might suit the quirks of his students were only those of 1A and not 1B meaning that 1B would not be attacked because all Might isn't present.

Now, if izuku is in 1B, this may change, but a part of me may also argue that there are different schedules for the classes. I assume that due to 1A being first that they would be the first to go to the usj with all might, meaning that they would probably be attacked first.

In conclusion, had izuku and yuuga both ended up in 1B their schooling experience would probably have been better.

[destinygoldenstar]

🍀This Is My Fault, Guys...🍀 - Total Drama Viewer Reacts to Disventure Camp Season 2 Episode 10 “Popping Trust”

Hello and hope y'all had a Happy Thanksgiving!

I know I wasn't too big on last episode. I will definitely say I prefer Season 1. But some of y'all told me it gets... interesting from here on out.

And since we're at four episodes left. Maybe.

NO I DON'T HAVE PTSD FROM ANOTHER EPISODE 10 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!

Also, I got informed that Aiden DID in fact apologize to Karol.

If you saw my answer to that ask, I basically said: "Cool. Too bad I had to be told that outside of the show to know that."

It does, you know, tell me that Aiden doesn't apologize on the show at any point.

And hey, IF I'm wrong, I'm wrong, and he at the very least SAYS he apologized to her in a later episode.

But I am going to say this:

I KNOW these greetings exist as Q&As.

For right now, I do not care about these, nor am I watching these.

Any information I SHOULD know about the story and characters should be IN THE SHOW. Whether shown or told. It's gotta be IN THE SHOW.

Because otherwise, I'm convinced the writers are just making excuses.

If it's about any leisure stuff or stuff that isn't relevant to the plot, that's fine. But if you have to give away vital character information that helps me understand them in a supplemental material thing like a greeting, casual viewers like myself WON'T see these and WON'T know these.

That's where I stand with this.

I don't think that person was lying about Aiden apologizing to Karol. I think that was legit. I just wanted to clarify why I responded the way I did.

Good for Aiden for not being the worst though.

(Jake is still my best boy)

The two I'm the most interested in is Rosa and Riya. They have the plotline I care the most about. Especially Riya after last episode.

Is it bad I don't care about the others...?

Maybe not 'don't care' as in 'dislike'. Hunter's okay even if I'm disappointed he wasn't actually aro. (Not a deal breaker) I want to see Aiden not suffer for once. And James... yeah no he can fuck off.

Anyway, that's enough of me babbling, let's get into the episode:

Oh wait are we final five?!

Oh shit I didn't realize that...

Oh.

Oh I hate it.

I have something for cuddling, okay? I see art of a couple cuddling, I am in awe. (I wouldn't say a kink cause I'm asexual, so I don't really feel turned on by things)

So I'm CONFLICTED right now cause I'm torn between "Oh this is so cute" and "Oh I hate it let go of him James"

"It seems like we fell asleep watching the movie."

What movie? Where'd you get a movie screen in the cabin?

"If we hadn't watched that cheesy drama movie, that wouldn't have happened."

"Oh sorry, some of us like art and not just those bloodbaths you call horror movies."

Oho! They're bickering like an old married couple! That MUST mean they're in love!! That must mean they're healthy now!

"Have you seen my phone?"

"I made you watch the movie so you'd fall asleep. Then I stole it. And SMASHED IT. AND BURNED IT. AND THREW IT IN THE LAKE. AND TOOK IT TO THE HOSPITAL WITH KAROL!!"

"Hey man, didn't your mom ever tell you that you shouldn't play with your food?"

Rosa, I don't think that's how you greet people.

"Are you okay, Hunter?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. You just voted off my not girlfriend. That's all."

Idk, I feel like they were so close to making Hunter's story interesting by subverting the plotline a bit. By making him aromantic and struggling to feel the romance the girls feel about him.

But no. It was just a typical love triangle of which girl he wants.

All I'll say is that while I'm not offended by the in paper route they took with this storyline, if I was writing this season and this plotline, I would've had Hunter have a queer crisis and realize he's aromantic, struggle to come out to the girls, and Allyson and Tess bond and find love in each other, bis gotta stick together, and in the end the three accept each other as one happy consensual polycule. Not in the norm of what you expect from a straight relationship, but a found family that satisfies all of them.

"I'm not in the mood to talk right now."

Wow. Don't do Rosa like that. She offered to listen.

"How is the best intern in the world?"

Oh she is desperate to be nice XD

She even feeds him! She's already better than Chris!

"Om."

XD

Okay the way he sounded when he took that bite was not normal XD

Omg the voice acting in this show sometimes XD

I think since I expected it to be bad, I'm not AS bothered by it, except maybe a few lines. Sometimes it's so bad it's funny, you know what I mean?

I mean it's better in Season 1, obviously.

"All this good treatment feels kind of... strange..."

I KNOW. A boss treats their co-workers fairly and kindly?! Who ever heard such a thing?!

I mean I shouldn't talk. Cause in my work place, my bosses actually consider my feelings and make sure I'm doing well!

"But I think if I win, I will invest all the money in my daughter's future."

And that's why I'm routing for Rosa to win. She deserves it.

"I'm here."

Oh geez.

"I HEARD YOU WERE TALKING TO SOMEONE ELSE, HUH AIDEN?!?!? WHAT'S THAT ABOUT?!?!"

Every time, I swear. Aiden CANNOT talk to ANYONE else besides James.

"I was looking for my perfume, but I think I lost it."

Awwww, honey, nooooooo, I'm sorry.

Okay so there's a thief running amuck.

I thought it would be Riya, but if she lost something too, then maybe it's Hunter and he's trying to get the two alliances to turn on each other so he can stay in the game.

Or Riya or James are bluffing.

"Hunter can't win today's challenge."

Yes. Thank you. He's the only guy that's won immunity all merge.

For bullshit reasons very time.

"Wouldn't that be playing dirty?"

Rosa, no. That IS a valid, impersonal, and good game strategy to have.

It's not like we're killing him.

"I know how to differentiate the game from friendship, but that doesn't mean we should play dirty. And the way everyone accepts so easily scares me a little."

Omg Rosa I love you.

I LOVE how genuine she is compared to everyone else. It's so refreshing.

She's genuine but she's also not stupid, you know?

*Gets a golf ad*

XD

Rosa, you don't want to play the game dirty, go play golf instead!

"Excellent work Oliver..."

XD

"Yaaaaaayyy, that's so great, I LOVE safety..."

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH"

Same, girl.

"James, Aiden, and Riya have agreed to align the challenge for you to be eliminated."

YO WHY ARE YOU TELLING HIM THIS?!

"I understand. I would have done the same if I were Tess and Ally."

Oh, he's cool.

GIRL YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR THIS WORLD.

"James, I know you're just upset about losing your phone, but we need to focus on finding Hunter."

Yeah James, it's called withdrawal!

If their plan fails because James is too pissed about his phone, that's ANOTHER point against him.

"What if I told you I didn't lose it?"

"What? What are you talking about?"

"I mean I didn't lose it."

XD

I'm sorry XD

I KNOW what he's about to say, but I get this out of context thing in my head.

"You didn't lose it?"

"I didn't lose it."

"What are you trying to say?"

"I didn't lose it."

"I know you didn't lose it. how did you not lose it?"

"I mean I didn't lose it."

"Can you say SOMETHING besides you didn't lose it PLEASE?!?!"

"...pumpkin pie."

Idk.

"That's a very serious and rushed assumption."

Yes it is.

One time in school, I lost a highlighter, and I immediately came to the conclusion someone stole it.

Turns out whoever did it smashed it on the floor so I couldn't find it.

And I got accused of false accusations.

I had an AWFUL school life and EVERYONE HATED ME.

Yes even teachers hated me.

"And who do you think did it?"

"You tell me. Who is the only person in the camp with that background."

😨

NO.

UH UH.

NO.

DON'T YOU DARE.

She has an idol! She can just play it!

OH GOD HE'S FERAL.

"What's wrong with that guy?"

YOU'RE TARGETING HIM, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!

"Your stress levels say otherwise."

Wait, is being nice KILLING her?!

Holy shit, THAT'S why McCleans are sociopaths! Because if they're nice they DIE!

"I felt bad that the four of us were attacking him."

You're too good for this game!

"This is ridiculous. It's like Hunter had prepared beforehand."

Let's be fair.

Even if Rosa DIDN'T tell him, if Hunter had a brain, he'd figure out that the others would be targeting him. So he'd play like this anyway.

"Excellent Rosa! Just like we planned!"

"So when Hunter is distracted, we all attack him at the same time!"

Oh wait that's smart on Riya's part! Holy shit, SLAY QUEEN!!!

"It's just a game. You did what you thought was right for you and it doesn't bother me at all."

Aw that's sweet.

"You warned me of your joint attack even if it hurt your alliance. You're a good person."

Yeah, about that...

ARE YOU SERIOUS YOU GUYS ARE BAD SHOTS

"It's time to hunt down Hunter!"

👏

HEY QUEEN

HEY QUEEN, I AM NOT WORTHY

SLAY!!!!

SLAAAAAAAYYY!!!!!

UH, HE DROWNED.

How do you keep the balloon underwater?

"The camper with the most intact balloons wins."

Oh okay, so don't shoot. Rosa and James have two.

Sorry, Rosa and AIDEN have two, my bad.

I'm not high this time, I swear.

"Let's wait for time to run out, and let Aiden win."

That is a perfect plan.

YOU FUCKING BITCH

YOU MOTHERFUCKING HYPOCRITE

Murder him. Murder him. Murder him.

Don't actually murder him, but slay him! SLAY HIM!

THAT IS THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT YOU JUST SUGGESTED YOU BITCH

SHE IS YOUR ALLY!!

JAMES, I FUCKING HATE YOU!!

"And that was for stealing my phone!"

YOU DON'T KNOW THAT SHE STOLE YOUR PHONE

YOU JUST DECIDED TO ACCUSE HER, WITH YOUR ONLY PROOF BEING "Well she shoplifted before"

I HATE YOU JAMES

If James gets away with this, let alone wins, I fucking hate this season.

Okay maybe that'd be too mean. But I wouldn't like it.

And now you all lose.

Good job.

Good FUCKING JOB.

...wait what?

NO WAIT I KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON

IT'S RIYA, IT'S GOTTA BE RIYA BECAUSE RIYA WAS THE ONLY ONE WITH ROSA THE WHOLE TIME AND COULD SHOVE THAT STUFF IN HER BAG-

SHE SABOTAGED ROSA

OH MY GOD...

DID MY QUEEN SLAY?!??!

DID SHE MISUSE HER SLAY PASS?!?!?

Wait... how many slay passes did I give her again?

No no, I don't care that Hunter won. Big whoopty do. I need to see how many slay passes I gave Riya throughout the season.

THIS IS TOTALLY MORE IMPORTANT

"I... want Yul to go to the Orange team."

YUUUUUUUUUUSSSS

SLAY QUEEN

SLAY QUEEN👑

DUMP HIS ASS ON THE LOSING TEAM AND GET RID OF HIS ASS

Counter: 2

"We can dominate the game together and you can beat the shit out of us in the semi-final."

Oh so you WANT to lose to Riya?

Heyo, don't tempt her to slay, Rosa. SHE'LL DO IT.

"Huh, now that you're encouraging me to slay, I think maybe I should slay, you know? Helps with my broke-ass career. People LOVE IT when people SLAY."

Counter: 5

I'm sorry for the disrespect, Riya! You can slay! This is my way of saying sorry, queen!

I love Rosa and don't want anyone to slay her, but I'm also like "DO IT YOU WON'T. DO IT YOU WON'T."

Counter: 7

"Karol is right. I must not forget my goal. I haven't stopped failing in my work, that's why I came here. This is my last chance to be someone! And I don't want to return to India with my family!"

SLAY GIRL!! SLAY!!

Counter: 9

"So when Hunter is distracted, we all attack him at the same time!"

Oh wait that's smart on Riya's part! Holy shit, SLAY QUEEN!!!

Counter: 10

HEY QUEEN

HEY QUEEN, I AM NOT WORTHY

SLAY!!!!

SLAAAAAAAYYY!!!!!

Counter: 12

I mean, it wasn't as many times as I said 'Steal The Idol'

Which, I'm pretty sure THAT counter is a meme on my Disventure Camp Blogs now...

(Either me or someone should do a counter of how many times I said something along the lines of 'steal the idol' throughout these reaction posts)

BUT STILL.

HOLY SHIT THIS WAS MY FAULT

I MEANT SLAY AS IN FLEX HOW GORGEOUS AND SASSY YOU ARE 💅

I DIDN'T MEAN SLAY AS IN BETRAYAL🔪

I could be babbling about nothing cause they didn't say she did this yet. Then I'm making a lunatic out of myself.

BUT DID I FREAKING CALL IT FROM WHAT, EPISODE 3? (Yes, it was Episode 3)

"You better pack your bags, because you're leaving tonight."

GODDAMMIT BUT I ALSO LOVE ROSA AND DON'T WANT HER TO GO.

I'M SO TORN.

I mean, she has Hunter on her side, right? So if Riya doesn't flip she's fine and they can boot James here.

GEE, IF ONLY ROSA HAD AN IDOL OR SOMETHING THAT COULD NULIFY THE VOTES.

IF ONLY, AM I RIGHT?

Add that to the counter.

UGH HONEY NOOOOOO I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO

I THOUGHT SHE WAS GONNA WIN

WHAT ABOUT HER DAUGHTER?!

"It's about Tess and Ally, they both like me. I think I feel the same way about them too."

HUNTER THEY'RE GONE, I DON'T CARE

I'M CONCERNED FOR ROSA

"If the three of you are happy together, why change it?"

THANK YOU ROSA.

"I don't know, because it's normal, right?"

This man doesn't know what the LGBTQIA+ Community is, I swear.

"Connor said I had to pick one."

Well screw Connor, who cares?

"Maybe it was inappropriate to bother you with my problems."

You and Jake would get along.

And you and me, probably.

But YEAH. I want the focus to be on ROSA.

"I wouldn't worry about that."

"Yeah, unfortunately, I don't have any advantages on me that had the power to negate the votes against me... you know, like an immunity idol or something. It's very unfortunate."

YEAH, SHE'S DYING. SHE'S ACTUALLY DYING FROM GOODNESS.

"If someone has a totem..."

SAY NO MORE!

"Me! I have an immunity totem and I want to use it now!"

LET'S GO!

"It's right... here? What?"

YOU DIDN'T CHECK YOUR POCKETS BEFORE YOU GOT TO TRIBAL?!?!

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?!?

ROSA NOOOO

I WAS SARCASTIC

I WAS BEING SARCASTIC BACK THERE, I THOUGHT SHE ACTUALLY HAD IT

THIS IS MY FAULT, NOOOO

"Did someone steal it from you?"

Of course no one steals idols around here. Because nobody here takes my advice ever.

Also fuck off, James.

'ROSA'

🎵I fucking hate my life and everyone here...🎵

'JAMES'

🎵I hope it's James but I think it won't because🎵

🎵Because these shows fucking hate me...🎵

🎵Why the hell am I singing? I have no idea🎵

'ROSA'

🎵Maybe cause I don't want to listen to this BULLSHIT🎵

🎵Lalalalalala I'm not listening...🎵

'JAMES'

🎵PLEEEEEEEEEEESSEEEE OH BAAAAAAAABBBYYY DON'T GO🎵

🎵SIMPLE AND CLEAN IS THE WAY THAT YOU'RE-🎵

😭

I'm not actually crying, that's just the emoji. Imagine me making a whining roar that sounds like a dying cat.

I THOUGHT ROSA WAS GONNA WIN

I WAS ROUTING FOR YOU

HER DAUGHTER TOO, OH MY GOD

SHE CAME HERE FOR HER DAUGHTER

"I just want to say that I'm leaving with a clear conscience. I played fair, I did the right thing, helped everyone I could, and didn't steal anything!"

Tell em.

GIRL HAD A FOOLPROOF GAME STRAT, AND SHE STILL LOST.

She had a secure locked in alliance. The team swap did not shake her. She got along with everyone to prevent herself as a target. She was a strong player. She was finding idols.

SHE HAD EVERYTHING GOING FOR HER.

AND SHE STILL LOST.

"I don't know what happened, but you have to be careful of James."

I know, right?

"Don't worry, I have a plan to deal with James."

AS SHE SHOULD SLAY.

"Riya, I didn't steal anything."

"I know, Rosa. It was me."

*I got up and paced around*

BITCH WHAT THE FUCK

I KNEW IT!!!! I FUCKING KNEW IT!!!! I CALLED IT!!!!!

I FUCKING CALLED IT!!!!!!

OH MY GOD NOOOOOOO

I WAS RIGHT?!?!??!

Guys, I swear this is blind. I swear. I swear on my oath.

Look. There's NO BAR ON THE FUTURE EPISODES.

THIS IS BLIND. I SWEAR. I DID NOT KNOW.

THIS IS PROOF.

DON'T THROW ACCUSATIONS.

RIIIIIIIIYYYYAAAAAAA

WHY DID YOU SLLAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY?!?!??!

WHY DID YOU LISTEN TO ME?!??!?!??!

I'm torn.

I'm so torn.

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL ABOUT MY BEST GIRL SLAYING MY OTHER BEST GIRL?!?!

Do I side with Riya going forward??? I-I don't know-I feel like I have to! I feel like because it's my fault, I'm OBLIGATED to side with her!!

She has me wrapped around her finger!! I don't know what to do! Because I want to hate her, but I JUST CAN'T!

I don't know what the popular take on Riya is. I only knew what the takes were on Ellie and Jake. I knew people hated Jake. BUT I LOVED HIM. I knew SHIT about the Season 2 cast.

But I NEED to PROCESS THIS...

RIYA I DON'T KNOW IF I LOVE YOU OR I LOVE HATING YOU OR I HATE LOVING YOU, YOU HAVE ME QUESTIONING MY SANITY, GIRL!!!

ARE YOU EVIL?! IS THAT IT?! Or are you just playing the game?

"I stole James' phone and put it in your backpack along with my perfume. I also took your immunity totem."

...

Okay?

Idk what you want me to say. I have nothing to say about that.

"Did you frame me?!"

What do you think she's trying to say? She's coming clean.

"Did you make me look like a thief in front of everyone?"

I mean that SUCKS because Rosa had to steal to survive, so this is some TRAUMA for her.

But also, getting pissed over a PHONE, I think is still on James.

Holy shit I'm defending Riya right now-holy shit I AM stanning her still, oh shit...

Oh no... oh no what has happened to me...?

"I was acting, Rosa. The boys didn't doubt it for a second."

I mean she's right. I can't say that's invalid of a strat.

"Riya, why did you do this to me?"

"We can betray each other inside the game and still be friends outside of it. Just like you betrayed the alliance by spoiling the plan to Hunter."

I... SOUND. Okay. That's sound.

CAUSE HEY, JAMES CAN PUT PEOPLE IN THE HOSPITAL AND CALL IT A STRAT, BUT RIYA CAN'T? LET'S BE REAL NOW.

"These are things that happen in this game."

Yeah. Yes it is.

Don't hate the player, hate the game.

"The problem isn't the game. It's you Riya."

OH SHIT.

"You let the competition change you. You may win the million, but you will be alone again."

OH SHIT...

SO THAT'S WHERE THIS IS GOING...

"Come on Rosa! Don't be mad!"

"Hmph, I am not mad, I am disappointed."

SHIT...

And that's it.

She lost her ONLY friend here.

SHE'S SO UPSET ABOUT IT, OH MY GOD...

"Everything went as planned. When I stole the things, I didn't know whether to blame Hunter or Rosa, but I came up with a plan that could take me far, and unfortunately, I had to sacrifice Rosa."

I mean, I have to give mad respect that she's owning up to it.

"Yeah. I played dirty. Whatcha gonna do about it? I AM A QUEEN AND I HAVE GOLDEN'S SLAYING SUPPORT. I HAVE A RIGHT!"

Oh the goodness killed her. Well, RIP.

Okay, after thinking about it... HOLY SHIT RIYA IS SMART.

Seriously, think about it!

Final FIVE. Hunter KEEPS winning immunity no matter what they try.

Sure, she's allied with James and Aiden as well, BUT if Hunter wins immunity, which is what ended up happening, James and Aiden WON'T turn on each other.

So it'd either be her or Rosa. And since everyone likes Rosa, then Riya would go 5th place if she did nothing.

So her best move was to pin the blame on Rosa and get everyone to turn on her.

And if they find out she did this or Hunter wins immunity again? DOESN'T MATTER. SHE'S GUARANTEED FINALS ANYWAY.

IT'S ACTUALLY SO SMART.

I mean, I HATE this plan because it sacrifices Rosa, WHO DESERVED TO WIN OUT OF ALL THESE GUYS.

BUT

I HAVE to respect the hell out of her.

Oh my god I love Riya... I-guys, I think I might be supporting Riya.

I genuinely want Riya to win this season.

I get she might be evil, but it's Total Drama so who cares look what show you're watching, BUT THAT WOULD BE SO POETIC AND BRILLIANT.

She came here as an outsider outcast with no social life and desperately wanted it. But because of the game and what her career needed to succeed, she had to ditch both that and her morality so she could find success.

SHE WINS AND SHE SLAYS, BUT SHE WON'T BE HAPPY. HER LIFE WILL BE MISERABLE AND AN ENDLESS CYCLE OF ACTING SHE CAN'T BREAK FROM.

I WANT RIYA TO WIN NOW. THAT WOULD BE SUCH A GREAT ENDING. TOTAL DRAMA WOULD NEVER DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT.

As much as I would LOVE it if Julia had something like that, but you know, Season 2 of the TDI Reboot fell off the deep end at the third act. I KINDA warmed up to it, but I still don't like the last third of that season. (Episodes 1-8 were great though)

I feel like I'm obligated to as well, because I'm the one that kept telling her to slay. So I've been pushing it XD.

But yeah, RIYA SUPPORTER AND I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. THIS WOMAN SHOULD WIN AND THIS WOMAN SHOULD SLAY AND THIS WOMAN SHOULD GET HER UNHAPPY ENDING.

YOU WANT TO WIN THIS GAME, YOU DO IT SWEETIE.

YOU WANT TO DESTROY THESE BOYS, YOU DO IT SWEETIE.

YOU WANT TO BE A COMPLETE PIECE OF SHIT GOING FORWARD, I WILL PROBABLY BE TOO STUBBORN TO HATE YOU.

I'm a damn hypocrite for this, aren't I? How the fuck is James still here?

Also NOOOOO ROSA I'M SORRY

Rosa was so good too... it sucks. It sucks so much. I LOVED Rosa. She deserved to win, too. And I thought she was gonna win.

She was kinda giving me Owen and Wayne energy. Except she was actually a bit strategic with her alliances and finding idols and making good terms with everyone. She would've been a GREAT winner.

AND SHE HAD A SYMPATHETIC MOTIVE TO HELP HER DAUGHTER. LIKE, WHYYYY?!??!

Though let's be real. Riya hurt her personally. Riya could donate the ENTIRETY of the million dollars to Rosa if she wanted, and Rosa STILL would not forgive her or accept her back.

So props for Rosa having a backbone.

Alright, this show got my interest again. I want to see how this plays out. I'm supporting a mastermind, oh my god...

[princess-of-the-corner]

I can't help but keep thinking that, even if some of it was unintentional, they leaned too much on making Marinette like Gabriel. Even if the writers don't think so, Marinette has been shown to be controlling and possessive and while it was cartoonish exaggeration on her part as a lovestruck teenager who had potential love rivals, if we're supposed to take it seriously as per Derision, she's literally a walking red flag. And since she and the narrative think that everything can be fixed by "this was done out of "love" and "good intentions"" then it also places her in the same category of "this is actually Acceptable and Forgiveable Behavior because the narrative said so" as Gabriel being a terrorist because couldn't be bothered to go to therapy after suffering the consequences of shit that was his and Emelie's fault in the first place. Gabriel's a hero because all he did was want to bring is wife back (sure, Jan, sure.) despite the fact that he felt like he had to attack civilians innocent civilians and terrorize a city of AT LEAST 2 MILLION PEOPLE on what seems to be a daily basis to do so and Marinette's a hero despite the fact that's she's gaslighting all of Paris and most importantly Gabriel's abuse victim into thinking that he was a hero all along despite the fact that all this shit was his fault in the first place. All because they think they know what's best for Adrien, who they claim they love so much to the point that he's got no autonomy and no knowledge of shit that he 100% has the right to know. Emelie didn't want this and I highly doubt Adrien would've wanted this either. And yes, Marinette's decision is slightly more forgiveable since she's young and naive and clearly doesn't know better but it's still icky feeling that there's a possibility she could become Gabriel 2.0

SO HERE'S THE THING

I am a sucker for Mari and Gabe parallels in general, and I think that this shit being there could make for a fantastic story!

Yes, Marinette is being a lot like Gabriel! That's fun that's interesting! Justifying his actions is justifying her own actions because when faced with the option of being a hypocritical she said no but in a bad way!

And I would love to see Marinette having done this to double down on her beliefs that what she's doing is right and that Gabriel must have been right because he did the same thing, only to have her mentality chipped away every time it comes up on how awful he was and how Adrien hates the actions she's trying to enforce.

Until eventually she has to come face-to-face with what she's done and decide once and for all whether she can continue to delude herself, or if she will face that she's done some shitty things and has to make up for it.

And, ofc, since this is our protagonist of a kids' show she chooses to be a genuinely good person and fix her shit

[bittersweet-adagio]

I just read your reblog to how Jae reacted after the Sai & Vera incident, and I'm very interested in how Sai reacted when Jae gave him the cranes 👀 Honestly, Jae was probably shaking like a leaf when he did it too sadjs, but he his eyes would've shown sincerity in his gesture! Knowing that it was significant to him I'm super curious about the loree (if you'd like to share ofc!!)

sorry it took me a bit to answer this… i had no idea how to word it

khoi was the one who taught sai how to make origami, and was also the one who told them the significance of paper cranes! it was one of their first real conversations and led to their friendship/relationship.

i think he would still accept all of the cranes but feel conflicted about it. the cranes were what khoi told him about. cranes make him think of khoi. but now that khoi doesn’t talk to him anymore, the meaning of the cranes hurts.

he’d probably stare at them a lot but keep them hidden in like, a drawer of some kind…

he actually has a lot of his own cranes as well! those are hidden too.

i don’t think i can really say much else about this because my writing still isn’t complete because unfortunately my motivation disappears every time i open my document. hopefully i’ll get back into it and finally show more things about khoi and sai’s past?

[justamidnightfantasy]

a week after the release of good omens S2 and i'm still going through it. i can't stop overthinking so i might as well put it into a post.

Aziraphale's initial rejection

so when aziraphale was recounting his conversation with the metatron, we saw him flat out reject the Supreme Archangel position at first. he explicitly states that doesn't want to go back to heaven. aziraphale has never been known to want power. we know that he loves his life on earth and everything that comes with it. that was so very clear in S1 since they literally stopped Armageddon because they didn't want earth to be destroyed.

but then the metatron brings out the big guns that supposedly made him reconsider— making crowley an angel again. OK so maybe this would've been a major PRO in aziraphale's internal pros and cons list and we're led to believe that it was actually what made him change his mind and accept the offer.

to put it simply, i imagine aziraphale's mind going like:

Supreme Archangel job = no thanks. Supreme Archangel job with angel!crowley = hmm interesting.

what i get from this is that he didn't want the job itself. he wanted it because it would've meant "restoring" crowley's angelic status.

(don't even get me started on the topic on whether i believe that he actually thought crowley would want to be restored in the first place)

but then crowley refused. not just refused but was offended by it.

so effectively, there are no more pros if we think about it. why would aziraphale still accept the job without crowley when we were led to the conclusion that aziraphale only considered the offer because he would get to take crowley too? there's something more. there's something we're missing here. there was definitely more to that conversation than what we were shown.

aziraphale's eerie smile at the end makes me almost sure there's something more at play here because they probably made michael sheen smile like a satisfied villain for a reason. i would be more willing to believe he came willingly if he had a blank expression in the elevator. why would he smile like that especially when he just had the biggest confrontation with crowley in their entire existence mere minutes ago?!?!

i don't buy into one particular theory but there's something going on for sure.

as for what that is, i guess we'll just have to wait and see.

[saphirs-rant-corner]

Here's me writing about my OCs, keep reading if you like rambles about character lores from random people on the internet! :)

This is me writing down my lore to keep track, why not share on the net as well for archiving...

For your entertainment while reading!

Writing complex characters is not the most easiest thing to do.

I have a group of characters in a dark academia/gothic inspired story in which two are entwined in their past by a third party.

Character A and character B do not get along, while one a ticking time bomb of a teen and the other a gentle guy in his early twenties. The latter of which was betrothed to the 3rd party being a woman of similar age.

Now both characters are pining for the 3rd, who is obviously happily together with B. She only ever saw A as a good friend if not just an aquaintence simply because he's still just a kid. Character A, however, is madly in love, and cannot do anything about it for obvious reasons. Being the unrational teen he is, he would do anything to get her attention with no success, and instead of seeing how it is, he gets temperamental at character B for supposedly stealing the love of his life, even though the marriage was an arranged one (Mind you, the setting would be around the 17th century, arranged marriages are not out of left field here) and the 3rd party would've never shown interest in an overbearing teen to begin with.

And so, one fateful day, character A attacks character B in one of his tantrums that quickly turn bloody. Character A had been turned to a vampire a little while prior, and unable to handle the hunger for blood, had gone feral. The hatred only aided his fury, and so, turned character B into a vampire as well. The marriage soon got called off due to word getting out that both characters are no longer human, and were then shunned.

Now forced to live under the same roof years on, they remain moderately civil, mostly because they are with other characters, although the tension remains. While character A retains his resentful and hateful attitude, character B shows no sign of ill will to character A, maintaining a peaceful front. To their housemates and the MC of the story, their past is a secret few know, and it would be a fun little side story that would play out in the back of the main plot to unravel in small snippets here and there.

If their past is brought up by the MC, character A would grow defensive and hotheaded, exploding at the MC about how they're spewing nonsense. He would still lament about his lost love, and oh how life isn't fair! And may he never admit it, but MC does strike an uncanny resemblance to the 3rd party's characteristics. He'd mumble a sullen apology before huffing off to not have them see his red face. (You can imagine him as your typical tsundere, so to say.)

With character B, if his past were to be brought up, his cheery polite attitude would slip the slightest bit for those moments of clarity where you'd go "damn, it's getting real now!". He's one of those characters who always smile and have their eyes closed, and then they'd open them and become serious. He'd reminiscence at the fond memories with his fiance, but has accepted that she's gone now, lost to time in his eternal prison that is his immortality. He actually has quite the melancholic air to him once he let's down his walls around the MC. If it were ever to come to terms that the 3rd party were indeed still alive, he'd think it'd be too good to be true. But one can always hope!...

Backstory and conflict plot of my vampire characters, Crimson (Character A) and Luciel (Character B), featuring the plotline npc Elizabeth (the 3rd party).

Let me know if this is something anyone would be interested in hearing more from. I'd still post about them for my own record and fun, but who knows if there's an interested audience...?