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#i feel like a disappointment#everytime i think things are finally good and i think that im doing good as a boyfiend#something happens to tell me im lying to mysepf#i cant meet her needs#she told me she wanted a break#and i really did think for some stupid reason that yesterday i was being a good boyfeiend#i jut thought i was doing something right finally#i was really trying to be mature and talk calmly to her and be a source of positivity#the fact that it didnt help her at all#and the fact that she thought it was stupid#makes me feel disgusting#it seems like every time i think things are okay im just fooling myself#i dont know hpw to make her see that i care for her#if everyrhing that i do doesnt show it i dont know how to#i make her feel distant and like im never there for her#she says i have proven that i dont care about her#i dont know how ive proven that but not the fact thst i love her and i really would do anything for her#i want to change for her#i would do everything i can to change#i just dont know why i cant do anything right with her#i just feel so hopeless#i dont know how to get her to believe im on her side#ahes going theough so much amd all i want to do is be there for her#if what i was doing yesterday didnt work ill try again harder#i just want her to know thst i do care and i do love her#ill show her hpw much she means to me and ill make sure she knows i understand her#i just have to try harder#i just hope shes okay#i wish she knew im on her side. i just feel like for whatever reason she cant fully see me as someone who wants to#do something for her and make her feel better
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Okay but after the initial shock and confusion, jason need to realize that he is in one of hisncontrieved romance novels rn and to ride that as far as it goes. Like yes his life is already so freaking weird, with resurrection and family drama, but he just entered a dating a secret princess and becoming royalty plotline . There are hallmark movies about this scenario.
How much warning he gives them is depentant on what kind of drama he wants. Im inclined to say he may communicate earlier not because he doesnt want to fuck with his family but because he does not want the drama at the actual wedding. He owes jazz the full shebang and he will shoot anyone who tries to fuck her special day(s).
So he tells the family only after he actually gets engaged, and you know hes acting like he knew who danny was all along and that if the rest of the bats didn't already know theyre the dumb ones.
Alfred is gonna be pumped. He isbso happy for jason and also they get to have thebsmall family ceromony and it's going to be lovely, hell make sure. But also jason gets to be a prince? Good for him. He always had a heart of gold and its nice that he gets to share it with a kingdom. He'll do a wonderful job.
Bruce is torn between proud happy dad, paranoid overprotective research and contingency making, and brooding because his baby has grown up. It doesn't matter that jason is an adult killer who hasnt lived with bruce for 7 years. This still hits bruce in the 'my child has grown' feels. Again hes happy but hes gonna mope and brood about it. Hes gonna try and be controling about aspects of the wedding, especially security. He is going to deep dove ghost culture and end up knowing more than danny does about ghost politics. He's a mess in a very bruce way and fights will probably happen but genuine exchanges of pride and love will also happen.
Dick is going to remind everyone that he was formally engaged to a princess and is uniquely qualified to help and be best man. Bonus points if jason makes kori his best man because dick makes this comment. Arsenal and bizarre and maybe tim are going to be groomsmen. Dick is deliberately snubbed for the role. Dick still intends to get his fingers in everyrhing planning wise. The bachelor party, the floral arrangements, the tux fitting. Hes annoying but obviously ecstatic for his little brother so its hard to hold it against him
Tim, as mentioned, gets to be a groomsman. He is genuinely kinda surprised by this fact and it ends up meaning a lot to both of them. I imagine tim will more quietly be doing deep dive research and contingency plans. He is there to make sure things fo off perfectly for jason, even if hes trying to be subtle about maybe closing all of jasons cases and ensuring the main rougues are in prison during the wedding. He's genuinely pretty considerate about it. BUT if he finds put jason didnt know danny was phantom or that he would become a prince, the mockery will be relentless. Tim is also definately making sharp little digs about jason be a fairytale prince.
Cass is also a flower girl. She will share the role with dani. I am realizigng how absolutely chaotic putting these two girls will be is and i love that for then. Many flowers will be thrown at people. Its fun for both of them. Low key she is also bodygaurding jason, just in case.
Damian gets to be the ring barer and he takes the role way too seriously. He seems to expect someone to try and steal the rings from him and if they try they will need to prey them from his cold dead hands. He also seems to be thr most prepared for this level of opulent wedding, he feels its wasted on jason but is clearly still really into it. For some reason i feel he will invite talia to the ghost zone wedding. He'd ask jason first and theyd both kinda agree that as jasons psuedo mother figure she should be there, but they dont trust her enough to be at the small ceremony. There's definitely a small element of 'look what you missed out on' by showing her the royal wedding.
Bonus, the ghost of Catherine todd can attend jason wedding. Tears will be had with that.
Ive gone on too long but it tickles me that jason gets to live a romance novel, and he deserves for it to be the best day of his life
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Dp x Dc AU: Jason and Jazz have been dating for a while and… Danny presumes that because he knows about Jason being Red Hood that Jason knows about Phantom.
Danny got a text randomly in the afternoon from Jazz’s boyfriend. Which was inherently a strange experience considering Jason was typically dead asleep in the afternoon from all his ‘evening shifts’ and Jazz was in class. Stranger, the message just asked if Danny would be free to meet up today for a short chat. Jason doesn’t reply to Danny’s response of “Anything for my sister’s BOO <3.”
Normally, Jason would start launching into a rant about Danny’s coffee choice being too like his little brother’s when they met at cafes- right now Jason looks deadly serious.
“Look. I’ll cut to the chase of it all. I want to ask Jazz to marry me and well, your folks are shitty but it feels weird to not ask for permission.”
“…Okay?”
“So do I have permission?” Jason asks, a bit of a glare and Danny can see the RedHood’s famous attitude peeking out with the abundance of anxiety Jason must be feeling.
“I mean, Yeah! She loves you and I know she’s been subliminally messaging you to find your balls and ask her already.” Danny rolls his eyes and laughs. His brother-in-law to be sure was a strange guy, but he liked him all the more because of it.
Jason sighs in relief and his normal literature nerd, easy going and plucky ‘cool guy’ attitude comes back. They start chatting about the ring he bought for her, how they’re probably going to have to do a small wedding with his family members to appease his grandpa figure. Its all very cute and optimistic.
“Love it! She mentioned your grandpa’s rose garden before and that’ll be perfect for human family events before the big ceremony.”
“Big Ceremony?” Jason sounds unsure of where the conversation is going.
“Yeah, you know. Plus now that I’m thinking about it, it’s probably for the best that you asked me, the observants would totally turn this into like, an interdimensional faux pa or something if I don’t give them a heads up.” Danny laughs at the idea of it causing an incident, but he can see Jason straighten his shoulders and his eyes attempt to pierce through him.
“Danny. What the fuck are you talking about?” Jason looks more pissed than he looks concerned, and Danny is just confused.
“Cause… You Know.”
“If you don’t give me a real answer I’m going to-” At least Jason was taking deep breaths.
“Hey man, chill out! I guess Jazz keeps it on the DL but my night shift has-”
“Night shift? You’re an engineer.” Jason cuts him off and the fact sounds accusatory.
“And I’m the Ghost King? You knew this?” Danny relents, he hated saying it out loud cause it sounded lame, but he’s not sure why Jason is so up in arms all of a sudden. Jason looked like he might have an aneurysm and Danny knows his expression is declaring Jason is the biggest Dumbass in the world.
“Danny …what the fuck are you trying to say to me right now?”
“That you and Jazz have to have a royal wedding in the Infinite Realms or my counsel and advisors will throw an absolute fit.”
Jason doesn’t reply so Danny decides to add “You know, ‘cause my title translates to the Family’s royal lineage and if you marry Jazz you’ll become a Prince. I guess you don’t technically have to have a big wedding but if you don’t it’ll just mean shit loads of paperwork and a huge fucking headache on my end. Which I can survive but… I’m sensing that you’re frustrated. Let’s call Jazz.”
“Let’s do that.” Jason sounds like he’s being strangled. Danny thinks it’s a bit dramatic but is excited to help Jazz wedding plan.
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so, after my parents literally babyed me as usual by making me sleep in my room and tkaing away my phone at 8 oclock everday so i could sleep, they're now saying i faked my mental illness! whats even better is that my dad fucking brought up the fact that i was only doing it because i asked a question i dont even remember that i asked was my mums mental issues contagious after she went to the mental hospital. and he said that rverything ive been doing is me pretending because every since i was a baby ever since i was upset i fought with everyone. like i thought i did now? excdpt i just get sadder when i get mad now? he wants me to have the temper i had when i was a little child? after thats everyhting ive been working oj, to be so angry over shit. and after that manipultive ass speech or whatever the fuck that was which is so confusing because he said hw was going to get help and tjat it was jhst sleep and ngl ive been sleeping well for the past weekend and now his and my mums speech i feel like im spiralling further an di want to die, anyway i sid okay just leav eme alone because first my mum was ll up in my buisness like "omg what makes u happy? whyvarw you just sitting there like someone died??? 1?1"as she usually does. youd think for someone who has all thwse mental isues she'd understand.
my dad was like its okay to be sad but likee everyone goes through it that doesnt mean your mentally ill like?? okay? so everyrhing i went througj was fake and i didnt have an isue? thats why my dad brought me to my shitty counsellor. he thinks becaue lat year i had a friendship problem made me "depressez*+" or whatever they think when it didnt it just made it worst to be very fucking honest but i got out of it and now i feel like shit and i dont want to eat anymore. andhe know this? so it just hurts. espically since my mum backed him up as usual. waht the fuck? is that what love is? is that what having a husband is? is that the fluttery feeling in your stomache do to you? become a fucking doprmat? then i dont fucking want it. i dont care uf they "love" me because if thet really did they wouldnt have said that shit becuse i alredy rhibk that enoguht n dmy parents were the very few peopme i trusted with shit like this and they SPIT righr back ij my fucking face. i hate it but apparently im being over dramayic. defiently running away or killing myaelf i cant do this shit anymore. whwybthe fuck do i hve to show proof over feeling sick? i dont OWE you a fucking explanation. i dont NEED to talk to you everytime i feel like shit. i dont. i dont why i fele empty all the time. i dont know i cant cry for myself sometimes. ive cried this past weekend then have in a couple of months thats how bad it is. but apparently im just pitijg myself and now my dad iw actibg like hes saying fActs because he wqs right qbout ky brither WANTING TO DROP OF FUCKING SCHOOL AND COMPARED IT TO ME POTENTIALLY BEING MENTALLY ILL AND GOING TO THE HOPSITAL AND BROUGH UP MY CLASSMATES AND STUDUES AS FUCKING USUAL AND SAID OMG UR CLASSMATES RENT THE SAME ITS BC THE PNDMEIC LIKE I HAVENT HD ISSUES BEFORE THE PNDMEIC. like i chose to. oh for fuck sake. i hate it here.
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ok adventure time ask thing time since beth Kept Asking
Top 5 favourite characters: finn, jake, lemongrab, neptr, ron james Other characters you like: lsp!!!, the goblins, the wizards, the lemon people, the princesses, bmo, minnie and martin, joshua and margaret and jermaine, susan strong, princess cookie, todd cupcake,,,,,, assume i love everyone unless it’s xergiok bc screw him!! ugly jerk Least favourite characters: xergiok!!!! and abracadaniel but more in a jokey way Otps: 👀👀 lemonzest... and p much anything with lemongrab ... jake/lady of course.. prisjake.... turtle prince/flame prince.... bubbline... bmo/bubble....... Notps: im pretty chill with all the ships but i just cant see pink lemonade working out (sorry nn ily) Favourite friendships: how dare you make me choose! they’re all precious but uhhh prismo and jake, peps and pb, lsp and finn, and whatever it is finn and lemongrab have going on all make me Bonus Happy Favourite family: FINN AND JAKE (and neptr and bmo and shelby? the treehouse gang. and everyone else thats close w them you could call family aka whoever just hides in their house), also lg and lg and their kids 💛 and their, mom and her girlfriend marceline and goliad and stormo and the gumball guardians it’s a mess all the families are So Big!! smh what a mess Favourite episodes: the diary does smth to me, silent king is Very Good, graybles 1000+ (icONIC), mystery dungeon (its got? all my faves in it), president porpoise is missing! (WHOLESOME), the one w the bus (ALSO WHOLESOME), the eyes is Iconic... so many my dude Favourite season/book/movie: season 5 is always going to be special in my heart bc it was the First one i watched..., but season 1 is beaUtiful Favourite quotes: “say your wish was for a massage. who’s gonna give it to you? a dirty man? A BEAR?? and where does this masseuse come from? do i just take some guy away from his family dinner?? leave some kid traumatized? ‘mom, where did dad go?’ ‘i don’t know son, he just disappeared from the table,, sorry’”, the little ‘oh..!’ lemongrab says when he first meets lg2 mmmm, there are more but i really like those two Best musical moment: leettttt meee caaaalll youuu swweetghhraereaztejm... also lg and lg’s lil singsong noooo fooodddd because it’s so cute lg2 sings it v slowly and lg follows a few moments after and its so cute they Sing Together Moment that made you fangirl/boy the hardest: ummmm thats gotta be the mountain “DONT HURT HIM!” haha im dead.... or “i like air!” boiiiii.... When it really disappointed you: i feel like theres gotta be an answer thats not lemongrab but coME ON pb “we’ve gotta keep an eye on these two so they dont get into any more trouble” (next appearance is fraught with cannibalism)(which only gets worse as time passes) come on “his only stable relationship model” come on are you sURe aboUT THAT Saddest moment: dont talk to me abt bubble’s death or how air doesn’t talk to bmo anymore,..... “ don’t you remember? i’m your son, neptr. i throw pies.”, (tearful) “and you killed jake on my birthday!!!!”, i know he had a reason but when me mow’s gonna Kill Jake and jake quietly begs finn to play mom’s lullaby for him uuuguhghfhh...., all the doors finn and lg look at in the mountain, everyrhing abt the hall of egress, Most well done character death: no one seems to really Stay Dead who dies for a good reason, but im gonna go with bubble bc his death was the only way to release him, and hes stayed, you know... deadish and wont talk to bmo, or.. oooh maybe darren, because his little ‘thank you’ makes me feel emotions i dont think humans were made to feel Favourite guest star: so i didnt realize weird al played banana man but thats awesome, and i love levar burton as bubble 👍👍👍👍 Favourite cast member: uh idk man, Character you wish was still alive: the? original lgs! they are gone and i miss them!!! i like lg3 just fine but i loved my boys!!!! One thing you hope really happens: i.... want fern and lg to be friends.... will that happen........ Most shocking twist: hhhhhhhh uuuuh idk When did you start watching/reading?: last year #bless Best animal/creature: i have an Incredibly soft spot for the goblins n the lemon people, ,,,,,, , ,,, it’s the big eyes/big ears Favourite location: the lemon castle managed to go from ‘awful disgusting mess with pretty stairways and haphazard plants and fountains’ to ‘soft auburn light and checkered guardrails and warm trees and orchards and lavish fountains’ hhhhhhh im weak Trope you wish they would stop using: like five lemon people have died already and the main one still doesnt get to have a happy relationship with anyone bc the first meaningful friendship he ever had went bad and his mom sewed him up with his only friend’s dead body but now she still doesnt seem to talk to him or anything he just deserves a friend stop killing him and his family and give him a happy thing... it’s not a trope but i want happy things for my boy and i want lemon people to stop dying bc i care abt the poor guys One thing this show/book/film does better than others: i like how it takes on Really Serious Issues and doesn’t skimp away from things like, you know, death and abuse and depression and other mental illnesses and acceptance of different people, as well as the really straight up truth they lay down for you and the sincere relationships (good and bad) you see, and the various different societal structures you get to see idk... other people have worded it better.... but yeah Funniest moments: too many but u h h h “finn shh! im having coffee with the lich” , (king worm and the eyes entirely actually), cuber murdering people (rip) Couple you would like to see: uhhhhhh seeing lemonzest again doesnt count since theyre both dead right i still have hope for their fionna and cake counterparts though..... i just want lsp and lg to get a meaningful (platonic or romantic) relationship, with each other or with someone else,, idc just ..... need that Actor/Actress you want to join the cast: i dont.. care Favourite outfit: do the comics count bc lemongrab has some rly nice clothes (ties, suits, bathing suits etc) and pb has this
Favourite item: dont make me choose Do you own anything related to this show/book/film?: three shirts, a bunch of pop figurines, some books, the dvds, a dress, bracelets, im so lucky,,, What house/team/group/friendship group/family/race etc would you be in?: the treehouse obvs and as much as id like to be in the lemon castle it looks sad in there and you dont get to sleep in a bed Most boring plotline: i love marcy but whenever she talks for too long i get bored idk Most laughably bad moment: so many but idk Best flashback/flashfoward if any: uM “OH WHAT A LUCKY LITTLE BOY YOU ARE TO LIVE SO GAILY!!!!!” or like. uh any flashbacks from any of the miniseries? iconic. and the comic where finn’s consciousness kept shooting forward in time idk it was killer Most layered character: probably finn bc he gets so much attention, runners up are pb, lsp, and lg because i pay attention to his every move Most one dimensional character: tbh ? no one? like even the background characters have Stuff Happening . the first three i thought of were ron james and lemonhope and xergiok but like... ron james has all that Sadness and he plays video games and has like anime posters. lemonhope’s struggling with a lot of guilt and fear but he’s chilling and exploring. xergiok did all That Stuff when he lost his eyes??? hm. abracadaniel maybe. loser. Scariest moment: i feel like there oughta be a better answer than “i was avoiding my homework by watching season 6 for the first time and the next episode’s title card had lemongrab’s face plastered all over it and terror exploded through every cell in my body and i couldn’t watch it for hours” but i cant think of one Grossest moment: theres. a lot. Best looking male: jake???? obviously Best looking female: slime princess i know shes a Lump but shes so attractive whats wrong w me Who you’re crushing on (if any): slime pr..incess............ ron james... Favourite cast moment: i know there is one but i cant think of it Favourite transportation: long legged jakey, hot daniel, Most beautiful scene (scenery/shot wise): bro besides literally everything in the mountain uhhhh that’s gotta be this one:
Unanswered question/continuity issue/plot error that bugs you: are fnj still the king and queen of the goblins (as in do the goblins know whisper dan’s just . not finn. do they know that yet) Best promo: idk man i only saw like one At what point did you fall in love with this show/book: mmm i was like ‘yeah cool’ then i read A Page on tvtropes abt lemongrab and lg2 and i got those first terrible Fangirl Feelings and i knew i was lost forever
#also! the part where jakes sad abt kkw and gets small and the cmera spins to show finn?? another pretty scene#this is insanely long im sorry#adventure time#o#sis talk
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They are in no way mutually exclusive. Since we are talking about Thailand specifically then we put it at the forefront. I recently learnes Thailand is like the only asian country not colonized which is fascinating ans means a lot for its manifestation as a country particularly post vietnam and the US and the west’s involvement.
I mention this a lot but as a nigerian lets say...the way that colonialism has affectwd my people; war, gender, etc is palpable. That isnt to say that before the introduction of white assignations of gwnder sexuality race etc that patriarchy wasnt present—and many of my people continue with christian ideology (which is also Very Bad cos religion)
Cultural relativism is needed to put things into context but there’s a baseline around the fact that respect needs to be given and oppression is oppression and we all mimic the ways to so. As an american I know that this country has immense power to continue it’s cruel agenda that other countries mist be interested in because to have power you must take from others.
Theway that we express and show gender and sexuality over here is different. On the surface we have less conservative mores but we have the same problems (or SEEM to have and illusion is a huge part of the process which is why i mention culturalism charisse burden stelley has really good long ass papers on american anti radicalism, anti blackness, and culturalism that really contnue to shape my view around the damage of capitalist presentation and the lies we accept when it seems we advance without improvement material conditions or acknowledgement of the powers that put oppressed groups there)
I am saying itms annoying cos all of the above! I try to balance it out. Theres some things that wouldnt be “0k” over here because we have more of a “loud” culture and also because people have risked their lives to speak for yrs in the US. We have more thinkpieces. We “share” more and in the west the different senses of propriety make the more outspoken more visible. Everyone is diffferent. That doesnt mean the US Is any better in terms of its patriarchal expression lets say it just “seems” less oppressive and theres years and years of a different history for it to manifest as such (and also the power that american imperialosm has unleashed, gives power to the country in a wha but im digressing ans im also blac so aLol
And i hate this place but wont move) holy shit tumblr for monile sucks. Anyway, i wish that ohr own biases kind of didnt have to make us so cautious because these conversations can be natural. There is nothing new or particularly.,.whats the term...egregious? In comparison in Thailand to lets say the west; some places may have more direct violence but it doesnt mea safety (IE i lives inthe UK and i had less of a chance of being murdered by cop there but BOYYYY OH BOY it’s racisté) and i dont want to deligetamize that.
The culture isnt annoying or stupid but the exact things that we see worldwide are and their reasons for existing. Theres sosooomucu beauty in the world and in history, human history, resilience, art and the people who fight for it. Theres a reason why things like this example (the wife thing) IS so bothersome in such a layered context!
Everyrhing is relative which means that even in that context it has to be measured. Now there’s ins and outs I cannot, and will not, dictate as an outsider and I would
Love to know more abt minority groups in asia, particularly thailand, or the ways in which oppressed groups feel more but we can discuss it through the lens in which we do know and are aware. Theres no judgement value here on who people are as a race or culture ratherthe ways in which we are all approving of the harm even while understanding bits and piecesz idk if this makes sense im
In ambien
The title of that book alone sounds fucking horrific and dISGUSTINGGGFFGGGGGG. Theres been a lot of informative pieces ive read about multiculturalism ans South Korea and how their rejection of such has lead to the ever burgeoning issue of not enough reproductiom now shit like that is fascinating and historically laden and ultimately sad and an eztreme downfall. To eschew difference and otherhood to affirm some sort of national identity whether from protection or otherwise (given SK’s history it makes sense too) but at what point do these things, practices,
Ideaa, tradition etc make us complacent? I wonder, for example,
For the average teenage thai girl viewer what a prevalence of this language does. I know how impresoonable I was and am as a teen, too. Why wre we so interested in reinforcement? Though there are bigger issues w bl or lets say thai dramas for sure it’sjust one of these things. I hope this made sense fuck im mad i hate this app also i agree abt the reading and fic thing mate lmao. Ty for answering
Btw sorey i cant link to the particular essay im talking abt—it waa somwonw’s thesis tho im sure when im awake and on a comp i couldnfins it. But gay men have long since expressed their issues w BL for aure so i know u can def find things if u google. My perspective as a cis black american woman (qu**r and fat which also changes my views) is simply from my own eyes sitting from my life. I cannot speak to a gay man’s experience or tie to the genre but what I can do is analyze with the information i know and the things i absolutely do not like that exist in our society thatunfortunately all feed into one another. My HUUUUGE problem with BLand media in general is how tantamount capitalism is to its existence which is obviously layered but money fueling prodctive output for BL Specifically isnsomething tbat i sse as such an impossible hill this is also how i fele about kpop and hollywood. I have no respect for the afofementioned industries and can only laud individuals that truly try to move forward but i have given up in any trust. For BL i think that this is my
Conclusion. In asia itis turning out to be a massive market that is so truly different from the real lives peeople have.
Igenuinely fear there is almost no way things wont get worse and therefore I have no faith in the mediums as effective ways of cultural connection in a meaningful manner. It’s a shame because it isnpresented undee progressive circumstances but i genuinely think
Its an imdustry that is not interested in transgression. Though i dont think any real transgression is totally possible and certainly not with a capital agenda there are simply
Some pieces of culture i do not think can ever be saved from capital’s true power lmao that sounds dramatc!!!!!!! Idk what im saying
Hey so I’ve seen spoilers for Tharntype s2. What’s the consensus? I mean I saw one that kinda made me go 😤 because some of you know how I feel about that word wifey. Just saying. Still saw some other things like that shower scene 😳 but uh 😐 that wifey thing kinda made me 😒 about it all.
Thoughts, anyone? Was still thinking I might actually wait for it all to air and watch it all on one go. Right now I’m kinda over the moon about Dean and Cas (Destiel) and so until SPN ends which is two episodes to go, I might not be able to handle anything else. Also, my obsessive mind has now made space for Buck and Eddie (Buddie) from the Fox show 911. I am an idiot who made a sideblog for them too.
Anyway, Tharntype…should I watch it as each episode airs and torture myself senseless or just wait for it all on one go?
Domestic bliss is what I wanted for them but I’m telling you that word wifey just gets to me. 😠
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#txt.png#offline#dsoap#cant tag#oge beem siccessfully keeping this shit on locksown for months now why am i onlg breakinf down right mow#actually o j know wjy its cause ive gotten barely any sleep this week and yesterday was hell on earth emotionally speaking#whatever im just sorry ypu gotta go theu all this shif bc of me#edit im sorry i PUT you thoruhg this shit
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Okay I'll try ... but Im not native English so .... be nice guys oki? Thx :)
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Marinett watched Adrien go.He didnt look back and then he was out of her sight. She couldent help it, this hurt so bad her legs gave out under her and she began to sob, hiding her face in her hands. Why would he glare at her, it was subtle but ut was there.
Tikki opened the purse and peaked outside to make sure no one saw her. She came up to her Choosens Face and tried to push one hand away so she could see her. "Oh Marinette - I'm sorry." Whispered Tikki, Marinette reached out and huged Tikki to her Cheek. The little Kwami got showered in hot fresh tears but she didnt mind. She would always be there for her choosen. She was glad no one showed up so she could confort Marinette.
As her breaths evened out she transformed and went home. As she was running on the rooftops she almost fell down a few times because of the tears that blurred her Vision. But she found her footing again. As she made it home she fell on the bed and transformed. Her Kwami came up to her " Marinette?"
She tried she tried so hard not to cry again but the tears already formed in her eyes. She turned arround and sobed in her pillow. First Caht and now Adrien, she should be lucky but right now she felt more unlucky.
Tikki thought it would be bettet to let her calm down for now and talk woth her later or Tomorrow.
Meanwhile at Adriens. He made it Home but had to endure a grumpy-scolding Plagg. "Adrien you shouldn't have walked away without an other word. And why eould you glare at her?!" Said the little God of Destruction out of his hidingplace in Adriens Jacket. Adrien halted " And what do you suppouse should I have done?! She loves and cares for a façade! Not for me. I am not that Picture Perfect Designer Son who only looks nice and has no feelings. I do have feelings! " snapped Adrien back. " But Kid she doesn't know you're Chat Noir. She doesn't know what's upsetting and hurting you. I think she really likes you and now she is probably sad because you walked away from her like that." That was enaugh to anger him eaven more. "Plagg she hurt me. She doesnt like me for me. I..." his eyes stung with tears. He missed her but he could never have her. He missed the way her lips moved in magical sinc with his. He missed the way she hugged him, how they could talk and laugh about everyrhing and how she welcomed him on her balcony. Sometimes eaven with hot Chocolate and Cookies... But that was over now... she didnt want him. And that hurt him so bad that he could barely sleep at night. Allmost every night since then he cried and because of that he couldent sleep or he dreamt of her and if he could sleep shortly afterwards his alarm clock went off. "I dont want to talk about it anymore." He sadly sighned.
They went home without any other word. He changed and went to bed. That night he dreamed about her again.
The next morgning
Alya and Nino didn't know what happend but sonething was off. The usually so radiant, happy, smiley and funny Girl was not herselfe ... well she tried to fool them that she was all that as usual but no one fools Alya Cesaire. She asked her before Class started, in the break and during the Artclass. She said she was fine but she didn't look anywhere near fine. She had dark circles under her eyes, her eyes seemed hollow .. almost empty but she still faked smiles and happiness. Nino saw it too but let Alya handle this... he had his own best friend to worry about. So he poked Adrien" Hey Dude do you know whats up with Marinette?" His brows furrowed " No? Why do you think somethinhs up with her? To me she looks as always." Nino gave him the 'Oooouuuuukkaaaaayyyy' Look. " Don't you think she looks tired and sad?" He waved Nino off "She's probably just studying to loong at night. You're imaging things." The lesson endet and they packed their Bags. Marinette was looking over an artpiece of Nathaniel joking and laughing with him. Adrien turned to Nino " I don't know what you mean she is like always.She eaven looks happy." And with that he left the Classroom to be driven home.
True to Paggs worlds she was sad and he knew why. He didnt want to make her sad but it would be best for both of them if they didnt see eachother for a while.
He didnt visit her as Chat Noir since then.
Alya took Marinette aside and gave her the stern 'TellMeRightNowOrYoullRegretIt-Look" Marinette sighned. And told her what happened yesterday evening.
"I don't know Alya ... he's shooting us out. I know he is hurt but he thinks he's fooling us with his fake smiles. I want to help him- I really do but I don't know how."
Alya hugged Marinette tight "Aww Girl don't worry we'll find a way"
After Lunchbrake Alya,Nino and Marinette went to Adrien "Hey Dude were going to study in the Park after school. Good for you?" Adrien thought about it. If he'd say no they'd suspect it eaven more. So he had to say yes. Defeatet he agreed.
They rolled out a big blanket and sat upon it in a circle. Alya asked him how he was doing. Then Nino asked him how he was farring with his Crush (Adrien didn't tell Nino that he had feelings for Marinette so he still thought he loved Ladybug.) "We're good and yours?" Then as they finished Marinette linked their armes and pulled him along to the side. " Just so you know... You're not fooling us. We-We know somethings up. M-More specifically we know you are sad for some Reason. A-Adrien we are your Friends a-and we dont want to see you hurt. Is ... Is there anythinh we can do for you?"
Adrien avoided her gaze. "Yes." "What is it?" "Give me some Space." And he let her stand again and walked away from her. She watched him go again and it hurt. She fellt hollow and according to Alya she looked like that aswell. She glanced down at Tikki. Her Kwami looked uncertain up towards her. "I don't know Marinette maybe he got rejected? He looks like his Heart is broken." They went back to Alya and Nino and she told them. What he told her. The next few weeks passed by quickly and after 3 Months on a Sunday evening with a clear sky. Chat Noir visitter Marinette again. She was sketching on her balcony. He dropped by and cleared his Throat. She looked up and was startled to see Chat Noir again after this long. "Hey" he greeted. She bolted up and lunget herself at him, effectively knocking him down on the floor with her. "I've missed you. I thought you hated me." Her eyea filled with tears and soon the rolled down her cheeks.
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Chat Noir watched from her chaise as Marinette started the sewing machine in front of her. He had been there for a while, but he never got bored of watching her work. “I think I’m in love with you and I’m terrified.”Marinette lifted up her foot, stopping the machine. She glanced at him quickly before her eyes went back to the fabric, moving it to the next seam. “What did you say?”Chat shook his head, trying to keep his expression as neutral as possible. He looked back down to the familiar blue yarn between his fingers. “Nothing important.”
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