#i dont know how ive proven that but not the fact thst i love her and i really would do anything for her
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angelicstalker · 2 months ago
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Hm.
#i feel like a disappointment#everytime i think things are finally good and i think that im doing good as a boyfiend#something happens to tell me im lying to mysepf#i cant meet her needs#she told me she wanted a break#and i really did think for some stupid reason that yesterday i was being a good boyfeiend#i jut thought i was doing something right finally#i was really trying to be mature and talk calmly to her and be a source of positivity#the fact that it didnt help her at all#and the fact that she thought it was stupid#makes me feel disgusting#it seems like every time i think things are okay im just fooling myself#i dont know hpw to make her see that i care for her#if everyrhing that i do doesnt show it i dont know how to#i make her feel distant and like im never there for her#she says i have proven that i dont care about her#i dont know how ive proven that but not the fact thst i love her and i really would do anything for her#i want to change for her#i would do everything i can to change#i just dont know why i cant do anything right with her#i just feel so hopeless#i dont know how to get her to believe im on her side#ahes going theough so much amd all i want to do is be there for her#if what i was doing yesterday didnt work ill try again harder#i just want her to know thst i do care and i do love her#ill show her hpw much she means to me and ill make sure she knows i understand her#i just have to try harder#i just hope shes okay#i wish she knew im on her side. i just feel like for whatever reason she cant fully see me as someone who wants to#do something for her and make her feel better
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