#if bp didnt reject him.

[starrbitez]

Dude i really think rick would be okay if bird person didnt reject him. I really think that’s him opening up to bird person would’ve helped him. I need./. Burdperso fic…. GUYS . Rick would be cool.

[the-unofficial-village-idiot]

Thinking about the parallels of Prime showing C-137 the universe and Rick offering to do the same for BP

[vhvrs]

not even getting into how MUCH of rick is in bps memory anyways i will forever stand by that birdperson didnt reject him bc he didnt feel as deeply for him or bc hes The Straight Best Friend but that he rejected him for wanting to ditch the grand mission bp was on n yo which would imply all this death n war meant nothing. rick just was too hyped up on the blood ridge adrenaline to have better timing

[myssyx]

notes on my bp lance and general au in most “canon” settings

general canon details:

1) Shiro was not gone for months. shiro was only gone for 3 weeks

2) not really related but the time Keith spends on the whale is only 2-3 months. i REFUSE to believe he was there for 2 yrs what the fuck

bp lance and context:

1) when Shiro was recovering he kept trying to say he was fine and get to flying again but he discovers his weak connection to black bc so he can’t pilot it anymore

2) everyone panics and Lance and Allura immediately try to become BP but to no success, Keith stays away from black and doesn’t want to be the leader at all

3) Shiro keeps pushing for Keith to become leader and he hates it but he still goes to black to try and see if it’ll work. it doesn’t work because he clearly doesn’t want it at all.

4) Keith feels down that he can’t seem to fill the shoes that he’s given and Lance does as well bc they both don’t think they’re worthy in different ways, Keith with falling short of what Shiro believes he can be/is and Lance with general insecurities esp to deal with technical abilities (im going to sock iverson in his dick)

5) Keith and Lance have a deep convo about it and Lance comes to realise that Keith never wanted this leader role that the team keep trying to push him into and releases his resentment towards Keith in that aspect

6) Keith realises that Lance isn’t this just glory and bare minimum person and being rejected by black actually hurt him a lot, not just surface level ego pain

7) Keith is like to Lance, “but you keep us together. You keep us laughing and you talk to people and they always brighten up and we trust you. I trust you,” and Lance is ofc speechless

8) but this allows him to realise that maybe he does actually have leader potential? maybe he actually can do it.

9) he approaches black, expecting a rejection yet again but hoping that he’ll be accepted as paladin. black doesn’t really fuck around with things and prefers intentions to be clean cut and serves all people, just like a leader should be, so Lance doesn’t hesitate.

10) he squares his shoulders even tho he’s secretly terrified and he walks with his chin up to black. “I know that I’m probably not what you wanted. But I believe I am what you need. I might not be ready right now, but I will get there. I understand the responsibilities. Please accept me as your paladin, Black lion.”

11) the eyes glow blue.

12) when he delivers the news, first to Keith, they celebrate, share a Moment, and then he’s petrified of what the team will say.

13) what if they reject him? what if they don’t think he’s worth it? especially shiro, oh my god, what if he hates me because it’s not what he wanted?

14) when he tells the team, let’s be honest, Pidge probably had a right laugh about it. it makes them both feel like shit esp when Pidge realises that it wasn’t a joke. Hunk has a lot of questions and worries but in the end he’s like “I’m super proud of you. I love you and I know you can do this,” and Lance cries a bit. but Hunk cries more.

15) Shiro just does the bro hug thing idk he’s like a brick and says that he didnt mean for Lance to ever feel like he wasn’t worthy of this position. he will support him fully. and later on Shiro apologises to Keith for pressuring him so much

16) Allura is silent through it all. when Lance looks at her expectedly, she simply talks about the purpose of black. to serve. to lead. and she looks Lance straight in the eye and says,

17) “If I’m being completely honest right now, this isn’t what I expected. But I trust the lion’s decision. If it’s what Black says it will be, then it will be. I look forward to you as our leader,” and wow. even more waterworks.

18) Pidge stands up abruptly and then just tackles him into a hug. they apologise, of course. they’re sorry for taking these jokes so far all the time. she doesn’t mean it but that doesn’t mean it doesnt hurt. she really does believe in him, and knows that he’ll do a great job. Lance is still a tad upset but he forgives her

19) Keith is just standing to the side with like the biggest warm, proud, happy expression ever

20) it takes a shit ton of adjusting, Allura moves into blue and all that but in the end we have suave BP Lance with his team

if i think of anymore i’ll add but in the meantime yeah!!!

[notsuchanidiotbox-blog]

Zoya's Bepannah love- My final analysis of BP

" Maanti hu khuda tumhi ho, tu hi to rehbar meraab iss khalipan mein bhi tu pass mere khada" The show starts with Zoya making a beautiful heart out of mud. The heart is somewhat imperfect, but she makes it lovingly for her husband Yash. We are made to understand it is their wedding anniversary and chirpy Zoya asks servants in the house do they understand what she has made. They are confused. Finally Yash comes and accept it. Zoya says her husband will love any imperfect thing she had made and will appreciate her. Because he loves her and he is the only one who had understood her. She tries to hug him and Yash says dont hug as he will get dirty. Zoya says what she made was in love and in the process if some mud ended up in her dress and body is that a big problem. Yash smiles. But we understand he is no so happy with that hug. The mud on Zoya. Yes Zoya was the girl who crossed the threshold of her house and married Yash. Because she loved him. She brazed the questions of the society for him. She didnt care about the mud that fell on her, because she believed that mud happened because she was creating something for love. Yash will never mind. She believed her Yash, her pride will be always upheld by her husband. But little did Zoya knew the mud that fell on her in marrying Yash belonged only to her. As the castle of illusions break she understands her husband was not happy with her. She couldnt be a friend to him and he had affair with another woman and was going to be the father of her child at the time of his death. Her love, her rebellion, her identity, her choice everything fails as she comes and fall in the pool of mud. That w\as the truth of her love. She got dirty and he went scott free putting all problems on her. He proclaimed to the world indirectly she was a wrong woman and a wrong choice for a man. In Zoya's life who carries the pain of rejection, pain of proven wrong comes the man Aditya. Husband of Pooja with whom Yash had affair. They had fight, yet they end up sharing an unnamed bond due to the shared tragedy.When Zoya decides to be his fake wife for the sake of Zosh he warns her whatever she is doing she will be responsible for the outcome of it. Zoya retorts she has been in real marriage what is there to be afraid in fake marriage as she ties the mangalsutra herself. But soon Zoya realizes doesnt matter Aditya tied the MS or she tied it herself she needs him to carry the act as they are hubby wife for the client. Though fighting and irritating each other they carry the act. The most important thing to be noted was Aditya never allows a finger to be raised at Zoya. He manages all her conditions. But in the end when the truth comes out Zoya sits as a spectacle in front of the world. Her mother in law calling her characterless. The world questioning her character. When world is throwing mud at her, Aditya takes her hand with no thought of what the world will think about him. The mud doesnt matter to him because he knew why she did what she did. She wanted to save company, she wanted to save jobs. Else she would not have crossed the threshold. As a friend he walks with her. Their unnamed bond get tested further when Mr Hooda to save Adiya put all the blame of Poosh murder on Yash calling him depressed. And that argument indirectly puts blame on Zoya as the cause of depression. Zoya wants to prove the truth that Poosh were having EMA and were planning to have a new life. Yash was not depressed. She wants to do it for her dignity. Aditya doesnt agree and they fight. Sakshi Pooja's mother intervenes and blame Aditya for not growing up and accuses him of being responsible for Pooja aborting their baby a fact Aditya was not aware of. Aditya breaks and it breaks Zoya too. She stands at a distance unable to help him. Unable to support him as he falls. The whole night her heart aches for the man who was with her in the most tiring times. Her respect for him increases as next day he gives statement to judge on Yash not under depression. But before she could thank him properly Aditya goes for Paris. Zoya runs zosh successfully and gets best entreprenur award. In the award function she thanks Aditya and proclaims to the world Aditya is responsible for  her success and tells Aditya hooda whether he is in front of her or not he is always with her.  From Aditya brother Arjun she hears his family sorely misses Aditya. Zoya once again crosses the threshold to bring back Aditya. She creates a rumour Hooda family is missing. Aditya doesnt come by evening, hooda family is angry and finally police catches her. She is handcuffed and brought to Hooda house as the culprit responsible for the rumour. Aditya's mother Anjana is angry and pushes her. But before she falls she is held by Aditya who has returned. Once again he doesnt allow the mud on her. The mud she has taken for him. Their friendship blossoms into love and and on her wedding day once again Zoya crosses the threshold of her house for a man. This time Aditya. But unlike Yash who was shutting between his family in Mumbai and Zoya in Mussorie, when Anjana refuses to accept Zoya Aditya walks out. He doesnt allow the mud to be on her alone. He shares the mud because he too loved her. Post their marriage Zoya is faced with blackmailer. She is forced to do things that are embarassing for Hooda family. Without knowing the reason Aditya supports her. He shares all the ugly things that come her way. Never once tells he will get dirty. When he knows the truth they decide to play the game with blackmailer. They create an illusion they are fighting and once again Zoya crosses the threshold and does things which she wouldnt have done otherwise. Like sending her MIL to jail. Creating chaoes in KC party etc. Finally the blackmailer understand the game and decide to give back to Adiya. They come to Hooda house. The woman who is the mother of Mr Hooda's lover Pallavi claims Rajvir is his son with Pallavi. Aditya is angry and has a tiif with his father and step brother. He shouts he will kill his dad and inspite of Zoya trying to stop him, walks out. He gets drunk and comes home. While Zoya goes out in search of him. When she comes back she sees her unconscious husband with a bloody knife in hand and Mr Hooda dead. The whole world calls Aditya the killer of his dad and Aditya doesnt remember anything. He too believes he killed his dad in fit of rage. Only Zoya tells it is not done by him. Rajvir offers a deal to Zoya that he will give proof of Aditya innocence if she spends one night with him. Finding no other way, seeing her husband in depression, Zoya ties the MS on her own and crosses the threshold for him, for her husband, for the man she loves. She jumps into the mud for her love. But what she get is question from Aditya that how will he see her. How will she prove she is pure after cutting a deal to spend a night with another man. She is angry and walks out telling she is not going to give Agnipareeksha because Aditya is not Ram. She goes back to her parents. Once again mud on her, her choice questioned, her identity questioned. Seeing her dad suffering she goes to banglore to do a course on clinical pyschology. Post its completion once again destiny brings her to Mumbai. In all her anger when she sees Aditya struggling to handle his mentally sick mother, she offers help with the conditiion that she wont come in front of him. Aditya takes the help of the unseen nurse as his mom is happy. Once again she comes to Hooda house, lights the lamp, opens the window of the bedroom she had shared with Aditya. She remembers the beautiful moments she spend with him, but his question brings her back to present. Destiny brings them face to face on Aditya's birthday. They fight and she walks out. But on Anjana insistence comes back to Hooda house. Once again she fights with Aditya. It is shown that neither him nor she had shared their issue with anyone outside. But they hurt each other with words. Aditya goes out in anger. Then news come a body is found and they are asked to check if it is that of Aditya. In the mortuary first time Zoya feels a sense of loss. She remembers how she had seen the face of her first husband Yash. Her hand shakes as she tries to lift the sheet. But inspectr comes with Rajvir nani who says the body is that of Rajvir. Zoya is relieved to see Aditya. Nani apologizes to Zoya for destroying her life. Meanwhile news comes that Anjana cut her wrist. They rush to hospital and as they see Anjana is getting ok in ICU Aditya says sorry to Zoya. She doesnt heed and walks away. Aditya's sectrary Mili comes and ask her to give Aditya a chance. She tells her boss is living but has no life. Not everyone get their love reciprocated. Whatever issue they have she ask them to resolve. Zoya doesnt tell anything. She gets a prescription is requested to bring it from the medicine room. When she is searching for that Aditya comes there. She asks why he came. He says she called. She tells she didnt call him and wants to rush out from the room, but someone had locked the room. With no option to go out she turns and face Aditya. He says he had broken the promise of not leaving her, still ask him to give him a chance. Zoya asks why. He tells he cant live without her. She questions why. Aditya tells about meeting with nani and the truth she shared. Zoya mocks so you got proof of my purity so you have come. He tells no, he has come because she was right. He is not Ram he is just an idiot. He touches her tenderly telling they met late, now it is again late. If not now when they will live. The medicine prescription falls from her hand as she touches his hand and allows him to kiss her forehead. When Zoya had received the divorce papers from Yash she had come broken and questioned Yash. What did she get in turn of her bepannah love. That day Aditya stood behind her, listening to her questions when she didnt get any answers from Yash. That journey had took her to almost death because she didnt turn to see Aditya,her life standing behind her. In the medicine room she turns and faces him. She questions him and this time it is not silence she gets. She gets answers. She gets it from her husband she was right. He was wrong. Ram understood why his wife crossed the Lakshman Rekha. Ram understood his Sita belonged only to him. But for him to understand that truth that nani had to remind Rajvir wanted vengeance.   Only then he could realize she crossed the threshold for him. She had always crossed the threshold in love, in his love, trusting him. The mud on her was the result of creating something in her love. He should have understood it then and should have touched her, hugged her, kissed her without thinking about anyone. It was late still that day he was overlooking the deal and the resultant mud that is on her. Because she had only loved him. If he becomes a bit dirty with that mud of her love he was fine with it. Just like she had colored herself in his love, he wanted to color himself in her love. Zoya had loved both men the same way. But with one she made him khuda, but he put her in mud. The second one though he didnt understand it at first, when he realized the truth, accepts the color of that mud which is in his name.  Taking the entire blame of the incident onto himself he makes her devi worthy of Pooja upholding her pride, her Yash. When he makes her his Lakshmi keeping her in his heart, ignoring the mud that has happened because of her love for him, he becomes Narayan himself. What more he needs with a woman whose love will shower anything and everything he wants at his feet, if he beholds her in his heart. Zoya's love finally find its destination in Aditya's heart and she decides to remain there for eternity, for not one life, but every life. Because only in his heart that love will find expression and she will remain timeless. Zoya in which Aditya is there

[neo-shitty]

toffee!

no dont apologise! i didnt check until just then so np :)

mmm yeah it is a bit trippy. hehe ITS TRUE THO. yeah sadly i think ur right, and tag blocking is probably a good idea. sometimes smut written well or not in excess is okay but goddamn when its abt 01 line and thats the whole fic... *silently blocks tags*

hehe i do that all the time lol this conversation is carrying on threads from a month ago :) mmm yeah ur probably right sadly, same. HA HE DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE and now i have someone to talk to abt them, so thats good! I KNOW felix was actually the one who got me into skz with his iconique gods menu line so i guess i have a soft spot for him. i always tell myself my bias is chan but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ guess im more whipped than id like to admit. mmm yeah that does make sense dw i hope they do that as well. YES king seungmin hIMSELF. GODDAMNIT DONT GET ME STARTED ON MINHO IN GODS MENU I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE WAS PART OF THE GROUP UNTIL I STARTED GETTING MORE INTO THEM. BITCH (affectionate) THE LINE DISTRIBUTION HAS BEEN UTTER DOG SHIT but *deep breath* its better now so were moving on adn hoping it stays that way. sis same but i may or may not have gone thru a rlly depressed phase and actively sought out the elimination episodes so i could actually force some tears out of my emotionless shell of a heart but what cna you do? lmaoo i feel that irl, binnie deserves more vocal lines. yesss channies accent is rlly prominent then, i think also the way he structures his phrasing? is more english speaking than korean? but yeah i totally get what ur saying. AJKSAL lmao

okay then! im excited for whenever it gets done! (maybe tag me?) ahh the cold shrivelled heart of a dark au writer beats again at the thought of torturing another poor characters very soul (/j) :(( yeah that would suck not being able to see them. ohhh ur on the other hemisphere to me! were just going into spring rn. mmm smth to look forward to! YES you put it into words. they rlly are pretty independent from the company (remember how jyp rejected that other dudes songs after like 3 seconds and then how he was apparently nervous to show the song hed written to chan cos chan was so good at writing hits ahhh sweet revenge) mmmYES we rlly need a mute and remove notifications button for our brains dont we?

YES CORRECT i totally agree. some people jsut dont give it a try, adn assume its bad cos its korean smh racist assholes. yes! im coming up to my 6 month anniv actually! sis sAME, i feel like theyre being tugged into appealing to the western american market and theyre not staying as true to their artistic flair as a group, especially with only writing english songs atm. *sigh* ah well, at least theyre bringing recognition to the kpop world. AHUH dead on, theyre going to be discarded pretty soon and then where will bp be? theyll prob go solo paths which is rlly sad but what can you do when the company is run by a prideful asshole? yg is not going to last much longer in the big four if they keep this up.

hehe you get it. oooh very cool! whos ur ult? (sorry if youve said this before) mmmm yeah good decision, i feel liek thats probably a wise decision. this is my first album release as a kpop stan (not counting mixtape oh) so i think ill get it for sentiments sake. yeah! im excited for the new music! mingi was the one who got me into them, but atm my bias is seonghwa followed by san, wooyoung and ateez but jonghos high notes man *swoon* he, yeah atm ive got jake, jay, nikki, jungwon and sunoo down so just trying to get the rest :) heh, yeah kard i rlly only got into cos of bm, ive seen him like interacting with a lot of idols and he seemed nice so i decided to check out the group. ikr gunshot man *another swoon*

no noe! i didnt know what it was until i got it lol. thx toffee ill try and take that to mind :) yeah lol im on a waiting list thats not going to be free until late september so hopefully i can hold on until then. hope ur okay, that sounds like it sucks, hope you can find someone. maybe ill just take you along on my phone and the therapist can get a two for one patient deal lmaooo. mmm, sorry no i havent mentioned it before, i dont rlly talk abt it much. uhhh basically hypermobility? if you google it, it doesnt seem bad, jsut joint flexibility but ive got the severe end of the stick, leaning towards ehlers danlos syndrome so thats fun. basically it just makes it hard for me to exercise, run, jump, stand or just walk for long periods of time and gives me a lot of joint and muscle pain so... thats fun! but obviously so many other people have it worse than me, so i try not to complain. normally in young people it will improve as they get older, but my doctor said bc its severe in me, its unlikely to get much better. but again, i dont have the worst lot in the bunch, so its all g.

oh its good that its not the bad type of rain, a light sprinkling can be relaxing sometimes. aww thx darl, the concern is appreciated but it went pretty well and i managed not to cough too much on stage or kill myself trying to run around to the other side of the stage in the pouring rain so thats good! oooh tea buddies! my dogs a labradoodle, but shes a bit more of a feral poodle lol not much labrador in her at all, unless its her relentless urge to hunt down every bird that has ever walked this earth smh :((( hopefully they can come back on soon, does uni have dances?

ahhh a mood if i ever heard one. hopefully things will get better for you soon, ik anxiety sucks ass. ooh thats always good! when its sunny here, its always melt ur thongs to the pavement hot so the nicely cool sunny days are a lovely change. hehe impatience is not so good for you, but good for us that get to see ur beautiful theme early. ahh no worries, itll come eventually hopefully. and if not, then just things that make you not anxious are good. it doesnt have to be black or white, sometimes gray is good. mmmmm sames i have midterms this week to catch up on and then two weeks of end of terms so thats fun! i hope u can overcome that a little, heres some channie to be ur motivation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8LWyNjzOww. hah! i hear that all the time, he seems to be everywhere. did you see that tiktok of hans slowed back door rap, i stg it sounded EXACTLY like namjoon, it kinda scared me. also teh beginning of another day, sounds so much like joon i swear.

that reminds me! idk ur biases! i feel like this should be smth i should know so please! feel free to elaborate!

ahh im glad, i was worried it is. mmm same, so no hard feelings if either of us misses a day or smth. ill start worrying if weeks/months have gone by, but if its just a little while thats more than fine. ill just picture you studiously completing notes and i wont worry lol

<3 w.a. 🐺

at some point i really think i'm going to start blocking accounts because blocking tags won't be enough. i saw ask tags the other day and it just made me want to bleach my eyeballs.

i could talk about god's menu felix for hours man. the teaser for god's menu that featured his part on the bridge made me look forward to the mv release. you: biases chan, also you: lixiesbabyhands. yes you are more whipped than you think. i can't believe orange haired minho was given NOTHING during that era but they kind of made up for it in the b-sides. i also hope it stays that way. the distribution for this era was pretty fair.

"torturing another poor character's soul" in all honesty, i used to live for this. 2017 me leading up to early 2020 wrote nothing but angst. i have another aussie friend on twt and tbh i'm still really (O.o) about the seasons! jyp should be terrified skz could easily take over that company. heck if skz grow old and start their own company, they'd probably do a great job at running it. PLEASE. i have issues on muting/notifications both mentally and in real life. sometimes, i just wish to disappear.

some people in my country are just disgusting tbh. not only racist but homophobic too. they label kpop as 'gay' and it DISGUSTS me. it's a problematic behavior/mindset people in my country need to fucking get rid of. anyway, HELP ME 6 MONTHS??? and i've been in this shit for like a decade eye. tbh, i’m not fond of kpop groups trying to appeal to the western audience :// it feels like they’re losing their identity in a way. yes recognition but at what cost? yg has my favorite groups but that’s one shitty company when it comes to promoting.

okay my ult! it’s haechan from nct but i consider chan an ult too. like a close second above my whopping list of kpop boys. oh yes! you should get the album just for like a keepsake? remembrance? how did mingi appeal to you? omg did you start getting interested in ateez back when he was still on hiatus? NOT YOU BIASING THE SAME PEOPLE I DID WHEN I FIRST STARTED STANNING. the infamous ateez thot-line. jongho is easily one of the best fourth gen vocalists out here, no one can change my mind :( good luck with memorizing the rest of enhypen! just in time for the comeback too. i hope i’ll get into kard soon but i’m pretty content (and a tad bit overwhelmed) with the amount of groups i stan right now.

please hold on though, feel free to vent here if you like. thanks for the offer tho HAHA but like i’ll try to get checked here too when the cases die down a bit. i’m sorry to hear about your condition though :( please don’t ever overwork yourself to the point that your joints/muscles would ache. it’s completely valid to complain about it tho. i get that you have others in mind but keeping that mindset really doesn’t do you (like you internally) any better? so if you need to, vent your frustrations out and don’t keep it in.

oh my god, about your performance last sunday. was the stage out in the open? glad you didn’t cough too much and did well on your concert. i’m proud of you! i can never understand dogs and poor birds T_T uni doesn’t have dances unfortunately. i think there’s just one party at the end like a graduation ball. what year are you in anyway? if it’s something that you’re fine with sharing. if not, it’s cool.

good luck with your exams! and thanks for the link! AHA what a cutie. i think he does this motivation thing once in a while during his lives and it’s just comforting. yeah joon and han my irl just freaked when we made that discovery. ult crumbs for her. oh god not me forgetting about every biases when you asked. you can ask for my biases in a few groups just list down the one’s you’re interested in knowing. 

i missed yesterday because i was grinding and finishing what if we stay + school work. finally did it today. i’m sure i’ll reply in like a day or two, definitely not a month unless i state otherwise. if i ever decide to abandon this blog, i’ll let you know.