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just-null · 1 year ago

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IS THIS DAY 8 OR 9

IDK I FORGOR

LET MARRY UR NORITOSHI RN

or so you thought. i really like the number five and you skipped that day. all your efforts have gone down the drain and im annulling this marriage.

#cult leader cameo #suiana #marry me!#YOU WERE GOING FOR DAYS BUT YOU FUCKING FORGOT DAY 5 #IM IN SHAMBLES. BUT BC I LOVE ALL MY CULT MEMBERS.. i'll still spoil you #the dedication.. even when almost forgetting.#was it petty of me to make you all wait 30 mins bc this lovely cult member of mine forgot day 5? probably. yes.#did i feel guilty abt it? no. but if any of you put the pieces together before i told you. congrats you get a pat on the head #pat pat #this is super a joke btw youre not being exiled or anything #but i do really like the number five as much as i liked stamping declined on your marriage certificate #so youre getting executed instead #anyways hello. i got really busy so i died for a bit. tysm for doing this though. it was really fun #im really flattered and happy that you like my interpretation of noritoshi to take time out of your day to remember to do this #if anyone was wondering. yes this was spread out through actual days and im appalled. sorry i have to execute you. i wont forget you #null brainwash

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bidokja · 4 months ago

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I thought you kin kdj?

anon i hope this is a joke cause if this is a genuine question it is the singlemost scathing read i have ever recieved in my life 👏 bravo

#I WANT YOU TO KNOW IM LAUGHING THIS IS FUNNY REGARDLESS OF WHATEHR UR SERIOUS #not laughing At You tbc just the situation generally. genuinely not mad fhdkfdk #to answer ur question: no i dont bc i stopped kinning a bit before reading orv so the stars did not align #i think the me from when i used to kin definitely wouldve tho if thats any consolation #but yeah everyone i AM being truthful whenever i say i dont kin kdj #its just REALLY funny how much overlap there happens to be thats all #THIS HAS SURPASSED THE PERSON WHO TAGGED MY POST THINKING I WAS A KDJ ROLEPLAYER BTW. WHICH IS A HIGH BAR #inbox #EDIT: FRIEND HAS JUST NOTIFIED ME THERES A POST ON HERE WHERE I SAID I DID IN FACT KIN KDJ??? I DO NOT REMEMBER THIS. GENUINELY.#ANON YOU ARE JUSTIFIED SORRY FOR THE CONFUSION I HAVE DISSOCIATION AND MEMORY ISSUES LMAO??? whoever made that post was wilding #me the one typing this has no memories of kinning kdj so uh. SHRUG??? i wasnt lying on purpose at least #.....DO YOU SEE WHY THERES OVERLAP. THERES A REASON THE NUMBER 49 HAUNTS ME #edit2/update: they apparently distinctly remember me saying it in the tags of a post but nEITHER OF US CAN FIND IT #what is happening...hello....is anyone out there....#*knocks on my own skull* hello?? anyone home?! WHO DID THIS 🤣😭#EDIT/UPDATE 3: I FUCKING FOUND IT its from nearly 4 years ago holy shit #still dont remember posting that at all

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birdcatt · 1 year ago

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like antennas to heaven

hello? can anyone hear me?

#ultrakill #spoilers #ultrakill spoilers #art tag #v1 #earthmover #1000-thr earthmover #ok so fun fact: originally the caption was just going to be 'hello? can anyone hear me?'#referencing the fact that i am currently losing my mind over the violence layer #but then i remembered 7-4's title and went. wait #so now it is both a reference to the fact that i am currently losing my mind over the violence layer #and also. has an earthmover tried to contact heaven before?#its a walking city. the end all be all of the war #and in its destruction it chokes itself to death #this one is very sketchy because i am still trying to learn to draw v1 let alone an entire earthmover #anyways another fun fact: i am currently in 7-4 #i just paused it to draw this #going back now. i am just going for completion for this run

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heffrondriving · 1 month ago

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Do you still like big time rush or has James ruined them for you?

i have absolutely no idea how long ago this was from but like. y'all what even is this offhand ask lmao ( ; ⚆ _ ⚆ )

but alright screw it, just to set the record straight: i loved Big Time Rush lots and lots, that much is obvious. the nick show itself was such an integral part of my childhood, and i absolutely have no regrets about rediscovering the band last 2020 and diving in headfirst right into the deep end *Hot Summer by Heffron Drive starts blasting out* of their music and inevitably joining the fandom. i'm especially forever thankful for all the interesting experiences and fun projects and amazing friends i've made along the way, so i'm sincerely always going to have a certain fondness for BTR in the deepest crevices of my vv heart and soul.....

although yes, certainly *that* whole situation and other such related unfortunate controversies had kinda soured it to the point where i got uncomfortable calling myself a rusher—but that ultimately wasn't what made me fall out, it was just plain 'ol ✨burnout✨ idk keeping up with the fandom just got a little bit too hectic and way too toxic for me, so i moved on to other things better for my peace of mind. anyway, i'm mostly into cool J-pop stuff and ofc my most beloved svensk pojkband FO&O nowadays (also for language-learning purposes hehe :^D) and tbh these have been so incredibly wonderful and healing for me.....but i confess, i still kinda miss BTR and check in on them from time to time. hell, i even have a whooole bunch of chaotic BTR ocs that casually live rent-free in my mind now and forever and i'm constantly tempted to return to this rotting blog just so I can endlessly infodump lore abt them but i'm Annoying™ and who'd want that anyway soooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

so yes, i do love Big Time Rush. despite everything, i still like the show and the music, i like all the silly wacky unhinged creations and nostalgic memories i have of it, i like the fandom generally and seeing notifs still pop up on this inactive blog as the ever-faithful rushers continue to thrive and be inspired by the band and its legacy (shoutout to all the new-wave tumblrushers hehe i see u guys much love and hugs and i hope y'all keep up all the fun vibes and creativity here mwah xoxo (⁠*⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠)⁠/⁠～⁠♡), and i really don't wanna allow anything to ruin all those good feelings i got from them, even if that means being critical and letting go of certain aspects. i don't have to love everything about it, really. just enough for me is hopefully enough ❤️‍🩹

and now, the musical journey continues...?

(p.s. #1: UNRELATED-ISH GIF BUT ALSO I PROMISE THIS GIF IS RELEVANT BC HE'S TECHNICALLY ONE OF MY BTR OCS SO LIKE THAT COUNTS RIGHT??? (⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠˙̫̮⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠))

(p.s. #2: BTR actually dropped by our country in their world tour last October 2024,,, too little, too late :"))) and apparently there was a whole fucking drama that went down abt it too??? anubayan nakakahiya gagi ahshdjsjdk)

#this ask kinda whack but aye at least i can use it to explain my disappearance for the last two years. not that anyone gives a shit but yk #this is a very sparknotes version though like seriously so much shit has went down in my existence istg #including getting hospitalised for a month major surgery and nearly getting nerfed by god but we gotta keep it nice and light here sorry ;��#n e way. i don't have much in the way of new btr stuff apart from my 10-member Heartbreaker Club OC au so prepare to be disappointed #and oh maybe i'll post my old btr drafts bc i have a whole load of those. my blog drafts sit at 2000+ rn so i gotta clear the archive out #there's still lots of gifsets and edits and shizz but unfortunately my fic drafts are trapped in a jank laptop with zero access #i have no idea. literally no one gives a damn allen lmao but i'm just spitballing here. i kinda miss actively being a part of a fandom tbh #so. a quiet blog reboot for now? i kinda wanna keep the FOOO theme bc it's nostalgic to me though.....#if i'm still unwelcome then. i'll go insane alone as always hehehe <3 #btr #big time rush #asks #answered #all the windows down #I STILL CAN'T REMEMBER MY TAGS WHY DID PAST ME HAVE TO BE SO CONVOLUTED ABOUT IT THE SMARMY MOTHERYUCKER (⁠ノ⁠ಠ⁠益⁠ಠ⁠)⁠ノ⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻#hello btw nonexistent audienceee (←peak delusional)

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icewindandboringhorror · 5 months ago

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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently

#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting #with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though #you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would #think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page #disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol #THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended #(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever #so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with #no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know #EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably #It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end #point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc #I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc #rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is #not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school #but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia #and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like #the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot #or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are #familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them #Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol

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1eeminho · 1 year ago

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tumblrinas. i have graduated.

#can u believe #after all these years #im a psychologist now #if anyone still remembers me hello i did the thing

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dykeyuu · 1 year ago

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every day when i wake up i say to myself “dykeyuu you are not purchasing any sanrio merchandise today” but then i find the deal of the century……..

#like. i only buy it if i know for sure ill NEVER find it at that price again #2007 corduroy keroppi that literally doesn’t exist on the internet? $16 #i came across it by chance and it took me hours to find evidence that anyone else had ever owned one #found a chococat one too from the same series but it’s pricier…#but it’s the only one listed anywhere that i can find so. perhaps #sike i found one in the philippines there’s TWO corduroy chococats on the internet #i mean there’s literally one reddit thread i could find from years ago confirming that this series existed #and it’s only got like two commenters who only vaguely remembered the series #and a handful of worthpoint entries confirming that a couple of each of them had sold on ebay at some point #all the other sanrio corduroy plushies i could find were from other series #there’s a hello kitty and my melody from the same year but it wasn’t the same series #both series were rereleases in 2007 and the original release year for hk/mm was earlier than cc/k #20in 2012 fiesta keroppi? $40 when he usually goes for $100+#(this includes shipping…)#was devastated to find an etsy listing for the 2010 limited keroppi build a bear for $85 that had already sold…#the next cheapest one of those is like $140 #and dont get me fucking started on chococat #no build a bear should EVER go for $500 #like be serious. maybe it was limited edition 14 years ago but it’s still a damn stuffed animal #manifesting they rerelease the original sanrio build a bears to beat the price gougers into submission #the intersection of two special interests: sanrio and buying things from people who don’t know what they have #throwback to the 1993 keroppi squeaky toy that i thrifted for 25 cents #just looked it up to see and i found the exact same one but only on worthpoint #he used to be a keychain… mine is just the little guy with no chain #comparable one from the same year same size/material etc just different design goes for $20+#context i refuse to make a worthpoint account and pay them just to see what things sold for on ebay they can kiss my ass #me when i need to infodump but gf is at work and has already heard like half of this

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beingnotseeming · 2 months ago

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you know i genuinely miss tumblr and the connectedness of having mutuals that there’s a closeness with even if y’all never actually dm or really talk but you show up in each other’s notifications all the time and there’s just a beautiful familiarity

and with that said i also miss when ask games were more prominent so definitely wanna put some fun/interesting questions together and post em in the future

#yeah the second paragraph is primarily a note to self lmao #writing more shit down so i actually remember to do it #anyway #hi hello to any mutuals or anyone that’s read this far #haven’t been on tumblr in what feels like ages but just poppin in to drop some thoughts #absolutely still a tag rambler and i love it #tag yapper lmao #love the ways in which words build off of one another #and yeah i ramble in tags but i’m also a tag reader #love reading bonus thoughts that people leave in the tags #and yeah i absolutely read them if they’re there #it’s a highlight for me tbh #makes me excited to see rambles in tags on various posts hehe :3 #unlocked

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higherhell · 9 months ago

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Happy "Trippin fat Cat Gets Stuck On The Deviantart Most Popular In The Last 8 Hours Page All Day Due To Front Page Glitch" Anniversary to all who observe.

Trippin fat Cat, born Jun 6, 2011 is now 13 years old!...That is, unless you take the provided camera data as his birth date, in which case he will not be born until Jun 22, 2103. Sadly, I took no screenshots of his presence on the actual front page way back when, but I do have one of him causing a "Fatal Error", which feels just as appropriate. Godspeed, Trippin fat Cat.

#personal pulse #now i am silly #this is a scheduled post I'm writing it in february because I ran across the old screenshot in my files. hello from the past #I don't think anyone out there but me remembers trippin fat cat but I watched it go down and still think back on the incident fondly #hope his creator is well these days

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valkavavaart · 1 year ago

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idk if this is weird but i just rediscovered your art and realized i knew it from wattpad and i wanted to say thank u for writing all those wattpad vocaloid fics bc i was obsessed with them when i was younger and they lowkey inspired me to get into vocaloid more bc you always used all of the characters and it made me more interested. it’s now like one of my biggest special interests. anyway the stories are my own personal lost media tho i understand why they’re not up anymore lmfao all my wattpad fics i deleted too 😭

i get messages like this every few months or so, its not weird at all to me BAHAHA

this is rlly sweet to hear tbh !!! it's rlly nice to hear that my writing had an impact like that even if i look at my old fics and cringe. i prob still have like a big majority of my old writing locked away somewhere and i do think abt digging through them and rewriting some of my fics sometime but theres no counting on this. we can shake hands over the destruction of our wp accs

#literally writing these days for me is so hard #i have like one fic i work on consistantly and its k//ogam//ika and its like. 25k words and has been sitting in my drafts since #2022?? HELLO WHERE AM I #anyway if any of my old oomfs / anyone that engaged w my fics are still out there and reading this.#I Remember All Of You.#thats a warning #that is all #i love that my old writing got ppl into vocaloid i loved using niche charas for fics i <3 yaoi #vivi yells

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majidemah · 1 year ago

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i really miss the sense of community i got from following other kin blogs.... i know kin tumblr is way smaller than it used to be and i kinda doubt that will change but i still love you guys <3

#feykin #faekin #what tags do people even use anymore.#hiiiiii . for the love of god hello #i don't really remember the tags for this blog at the moment #but if anyone's still out there #i've been feeling very lonely lately. don't have anyone i can talk to about being fey #i mean i could probably talk to [redacted]. they know i'm a canid #but euhhhhh they're very uhm. strictly atheistic and while they're very supportive of me being a dogboy #i think they just kinda assume its a furry thing. which it also is.#but like. idk. i just don't know if they would accept it as a spiritual thing #which would be way more disheartening for fey stuff than dog stuff even though its really all the same stuff.#anyway.#realized i hadn't made a post reminding people that i'm still kin and loving it in a couple years.

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lydiastlinskis · 2 years ago

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3 am and you bet your ass i've opened my abandoned tumblr account just for the nostalgia.

#do you still tag shit here #i wish we are back at peak tumblr era #if anyone remembers me then hello how are you #thank you for our shared times :)

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tophbefong · 2 years ago

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coming back to life for them: yes, my beloved kanej

#mari.txt #oh hi hello does anyone still remember me?

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