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I thought you kin kdj?
anon i hope this is a joke cause if this is a genuine question it is the singlemost scathing read i have ever recieved in my life 👏 bravo
#I WANT YOU TO KNOW IM LAUGHING THIS IS FUNNY REGARDLESS OF WHATEHR UR SERIOUS#not laughing At You tbc just the situation generally. genuinely not mad fhdkfdk#to answer ur question: no i dont bc i stopped kinning a bit before reading orv so the stars did not align#i think the me from when i used to kin definitely wouldve tho if thats any consolation#but yeah everyone i AM being truthful whenever i say i dont kin kdj#its just REALLY funny how much overlap there happens to be thats all#THIS HAS SURPASSED THE PERSON WHO TAGGED MY POST THINKING I WAS A KDJ ROLEPLAYER BTW. WHICH IS A HIGH BAR#inbox#EDIT: FRIEND HAS JUST NOTIFIED ME THERES A POST ON HERE WHERE I SAID I DID IN FACT KIN KDJ??? I DO NOT REMEMBER THIS. GENUINELY.#ANON YOU ARE JUSTIFIED SORRY FOR THE CONFUSION I HAVE DISSOCIATION AND MEMORY ISSUES LMAO??? whoever made that post was wilding#me the one typing this has no memories of kinning kdj so uh. SHRUG??? i wasnt lying on purpose at least#.....DO YOU SEE WHY THERES OVERLAP. THERES A REASON THE NUMBER 49 HAUNTS ME#edit2/update: they apparently distinctly remember me saying it in the tags of a post but nEITHER OF US CAN FIND IT#what is happening...hello....is anyone out there....#*knocks on my own skull* hello?? anyone home?! WHO DID THIS 🤣😭#EDIT/UPDATE 3: I FUCKING FOUND IT its from nearly 4 years ago holy shit#still dont remember posting that at all
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like antennas to heaven
hello? can anyone hear me?
#ultrakill#spoilers#ultrakill spoilers#art tag#v1#earthmover#1000-thr earthmover#ok so fun fact: originally the caption was just going to be 'hello? can anyone hear me?'#referencing the fact that i am currently losing my mind over the violence layer#but then i remembered 7-4's title and went. wait#so now it is both a reference to the fact that i am currently losing my mind over the violence layer#and also. has an earthmover tried to contact heaven before?#its a walking city. the end all be all of the war#and in its destruction it chokes itself to death#this one is very sketchy because i am still trying to learn to draw v1 let alone an entire earthmover#anyways another fun fact: i am currently in 7-4#i just paused it to draw this#going back now. i am just going for completion for this run
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IS THIS DAY 8 OR 9
IDK I FORGOR
LET MARRY UR NORITOSHI RN
or so you thought. i really like the number five and you skipped that day. all your efforts have gone down the drain and im annulling this marriage.
#cult leader cameo#suiana#marry me!#YOU WERE GOING FOR DAYS BUT YOU FUCKING FORGOT DAY 5#IM IN SHAMBLES. BUT BC I LOVE ALL MY CULT MEMBERS.. i'll still spoil you#the dedication.. even when almost forgetting.#was it petty of me to make you all wait 30 mins bc this lovely cult member of mine forgot day 5? probably. yes.#did i feel guilty abt it? no. but if any of you put the pieces together before i told you. congrats you get a pat on the head#pat pat#this is super a joke btw youre not being exiled or anything#but i do really like the number five as much as i liked stamping declined on your marriage certificate#so youre getting executed instead#anyways hello. i got really busy so i died for a bit. tysm for doing this though. it was really fun#im really flattered and happy that you like my interpretation of noritoshi to take time out of your day to remember to do this#if anyone was wondering. yes this was spread out through actual days and im appalled. sorry i have to execute you. i wont forget you#null brainwash
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do you guys remember lost girl. does anyone still care. i care. send me asks about the show please i beg
#i just get too depressed to rewatch it because so few people remember it and it makes me sad#lost girl#doccubus#valkubus#kenzi malikov#is anyone out there who still cares.... hello...
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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thinking about lawrence. about how he held adam. crawled over to him to cup his face and promise. thinking about “we’re gonna be ok?” “i wouldn’t lie to you.” about how lawrence couldn’t keep his promise, no matter how badly he wanted to and “i myself, whenever i close my eyes, i see adams corpse.” thinking about. ‘eventually something you love is going to be taken away. and then you will fall to the floor crying. and then, however much later, it is finally happening to you: you’re falling to the floor crying thinking, “i am falling to the floor crying," but there's an element of the ridiculous to it - you knew it would happen and, even worse, while you're on the floor crying you look at the place where the wall meets the floor and you realize you didn't paint it very well.’
#sorry the richard siken crept in#lawrence makes me so sad he just makes me. so so upset i cant stand it#sacrificed everything for nothing. still breathing given a ‘second chance at life’ yet still just as dead as adam#everything he was died in that bathroom hello can anyone hear me#lawrence gordon#chainshipping#if i think about lawrences face going back into the bathroom .. him remembering it all .. looking back almost longingly i’ll go into shock#he is just so fucking sad. broken guy of all time#do you ever think he wishes he just stayed and died in there like adam#with adam#anyway#📹
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tumblrinas. i have graduated.
#can u believe#after all these years#im a psychologist now#if anyone still remembers me hello i did the thing
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every day when i wake up i say to myself “dykeyuu you are not purchasing any sanrio merchandise today” but then i find the deal of the century……..
#like. i only buy it if i know for sure ill NEVER find it at that price again#2007 corduroy keroppi that literally doesn’t exist on the internet? $16#i came across it by chance and it took me hours to find evidence that anyone else had ever owned one#found a chococat one too from the same series but it’s pricier…#but it’s the only one listed anywhere that i can find so. perhaps#sike i found one in the philippines there’s TWO corduroy chococats on the internet#i mean there’s literally one reddit thread i could find from years ago confirming that this series existed#and it’s only got like two commenters who only vaguely remembered the series#and a handful of worthpoint entries confirming that a couple of each of them had sold on ebay at some point#all the other sanrio corduroy plushies i could find were from other series#there’s a hello kitty and my melody from the same year but it wasn’t the same series#both series were rereleases in 2007 and the original release year for hk/mm was earlier than cc/k#20in 2012 fiesta keroppi? $40 when he usually goes for $100+#(this includes shipping…)#was devastated to find an etsy listing for the 2010 limited keroppi build a bear for $85 that had already sold…#the next cheapest one of those is like $140#and dont get me fucking started on chococat#no build a bear should EVER go for $500#like be serious. maybe it was limited edition 14 years ago but it’s still a damn stuffed animal#manifesting they rerelease the original sanrio build a bears to beat the price gougers into submission#the intersection of two special interests: sanrio and buying things from people who don’t know what they have#throwback to the 1993 keroppi squeaky toy that i thrifted for 25 cents#just looked it up to see and i found the exact same one but only on worthpoint#he used to be a keychain… mine is just the little guy with no chain#comparable one from the same year same size/material etc just different design goes for $20+#context i refuse to make a worthpoint account and pay them just to see what things sold for on ebay they can kiss my ass#me when i need to infodump but gf is at work and has already heard like half of this
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Happy "Trippin fat Cat Gets Stuck On The Deviantart Most Popular In The Last 8 Hours Page All Day Due To Front Page Glitch" Anniversary to all who observe.
Trippin fat Cat, born Jun 6, 2011 is now 13 years old!...That is, unless you take the provided camera data as his birth date, in which case he will not be born until Jun 22, 2103. Sadly, I took no screenshots of his presence on the actual front page way back when, but I do have one of him causing a "Fatal Error", which feels just as appropriate. Godspeed, Trippin fat Cat.
#personal pulse#now i am silly#this is a scheduled post I'm writing it in february because I ran across the old screenshot in my files. hello from the past#I don't think anyone out there but me remembers trippin fat cat but I watched it go down and still think back on the incident fondly#hope his creator is well these days
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idk if this is weird but i just rediscovered your art and realized i knew it from wattpad and i wanted to say thank u for writing all those wattpad vocaloid fics bc i was obsessed with them when i was younger and they lowkey inspired me to get into vocaloid more bc you always used all of the characters and it made me more interested. it’s now like one of my biggest special interests. anyway the stories are my own personal lost media tho i understand why they’re not up anymore lmfao all my wattpad fics i deleted too 😭
i get messages like this every few months or so, its not weird at all to me BAHAHA
this is rlly sweet to hear tbh !!! it's rlly nice to hear that my writing had an impact like that even if i look at my old fics and cringe. i prob still have like a big majority of my old writing locked away somewhere and i do think abt digging through them and rewriting some of my fics sometime but theres no counting on this. we can shake hands over the destruction of our wp accs
#literally writing these days for me is so hard#i have like one fic i work on consistantly and its k//ogam//ika and its like. 25k words and has been sitting in my drafts since#2022?? HELLO WHERE AM I#anyway if any of my old oomfs / anyone that engaged w my fics are still out there and reading this.#I Remember All Of You.#thats a warning#that is all#i love that my old writing got ppl into vocaloid i loved using niche charas for fics i <3 yaoi#vivi yells
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i need to speak with whoever thought it was a good idea to make wolverine & rogue's relationship the emotional center of x1 because i think they did irreparable damage to me.
#it's still there in x2 & x3 but i cannot emphasize enough how. batshit. x1 is with them. hi hello is this thing on can anyone hear me.#does anyone else remember the scene where he claws her and she sucks out his life force to save herself. that's insane. that was an insane#thing to put in a movie. what.#genuinely i think if you wanted to find some sort of pattern. for what fictional people and dynamics i gravitate towards.#you wouldn't be out of line looking at these two first and extrapolating from there. holy shit.
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Does anyone even listen to bad religion in their most emotional state??
#hello crule world#the way he delivers 'please forgive me' rips my heart out of my chest and puts me in 2017#personal#god i wonder if anyone but my mom remembers the extremely toxic duo of my 2017 x and I#ketamine healing rn#nice to kinda mentally be there while being relaxed#trauma dumb#tbh#so fucked up#one i was at the doctor with my mom and they asked if i had been in an abusive relationship and she said yes#anazing she could recognize that say it to me and still continue to emotionally abuse me for a few more years#i forgive and love my mom but like#would i if i hadnt moved away?#tw
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i really miss the sense of community i got from following other kin blogs.... i know kin tumblr is way smaller than it used to be and i kinda doubt that will change but i still love you guys <3
#feykin#faekin#what tags do people even use anymore.#hiiiiii . for the love of god hello#i don't really remember the tags for this blog at the moment#but if anyone's still out there#i've been feeling very lonely lately. don't have anyone i can talk to about being fey#i mean i could probably talk to [redacted]. they know i'm a canid#but euhhhhh they're very uhm. strictly atheistic and while they're very supportive of me being a dogboy#i think they just kinda assume its a furry thing. which it also is.#but like. idk. i just don't know if they would accept it as a spiritual thing#which would be way more disheartening for fey stuff than dog stuff even though its really all the same stuff.#anyway.#realized i hadn't made a post reminding people that i'm still kin and loving it in a couple years.
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3 am and you bet your ass i've opened my abandoned tumblr account just for the nostalgia.
#do you still tag shit here#i wish we are back at peak tumblr era#if anyone remembers me then hello how are you#thank you for our shared times :)
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in case anyone was curious was the experience of being immunocompromised/disabled/etc is for me rn my family only goes out in public to 1) do laundry 2) pick up prescriptions 3) pick up groceries from online orders 4) pick up books from the library like that’s literally it. we have been doing this for 3 years because we do not have the choice of doing anything else because society has successfully pushed us and people like us out of society congrats you guys you won 👍
#i have not spoken to anyone outside my family (besides saying hello to ppl on walks) in well basically years#irl at least online i got to depressed to speak to anyone im still trying to remember how bear with me#but yeah its super cool how we are fucked forever and ever!#i broke or fractured my ankle in 2021 and it still hasn’t healed correctly bc i never saw a dr bc i didn’t want my family to get sick#and now THEY DON’T EVEN MASK SO!!! will be even MORE scared in daily life of injury and illness soooooo co#*cool
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coming back to life for them: yes, my beloved kanej
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