#if any of these sources bug you dw most of them (and us as a sys) have become entirely separated from our sources

[psychelis-new]

Hi Lys~

Idk if you’ve answered this before but how did you get into divination? What started your journey? And do you have anyone around who’s into it as well? A friend or a mentor?

(feel free to ignore any of the Q’s if it’s too personal 🌱)

Hi :) I haven't answered this question yet and it's fine dw (but there may be a triggering mention -I'll signal that).

It happened by chance (or by fate, as I like to think). A few years ago, I joined tumblr with a blog about something unrelated (graphic edits, music... in particular something that I had not just much before got into -again by chance/fate), and somehow I ended up in the astrology and tarots communities. I have always kinda felt attracted by astrology and tarots, especially astrology tbh, but never got that deep into them. They just happened to be around me too and I occasionally used to read some astrology-related stuff by myself. Anyway, I joined a couple of games here and there just to check, and then I had a dream which totally made me think and realize I could do something more as well. I tried to learn more about tarots also on youtube and other sources but in the meantime I worked the most with my intuition and clairs (even if at that time I wasn't too aware it was them -always kinda used them unconsciously btw), trying to do something for others too and gaining experience/understanding what was going on. I made my own tarot deck and started to implement it in my practices (using it first with myself to see how and if it worked); then I created a bunch of small one-word cards and tried to work with them as well and I ended up channeling something very very touching (and funny LOL) for me from one of my Guides (which I think is... also my person, Idek), that connected also with the start of my journey into divination (that fated thing I mentioned in the beginning). (TW) I had another sign about this one pretty cold and foggy day in which I felt particularly down and like I had no way out (I had important depression periods and some kind of thoughts about me, let's say, in a certain moment of my life): first a little bird happily singing out of my window and then a song related to my feelings in that moment that was mentioned to be released soon kinda brought me back and avoided the worst (very likely) (/TW). I got back up and I kept giving as a way to help and possibly give hope the same way I got helped and given hope (probably did that a bit too much though as my boundaries weren't good), and got a burnout, after which I had a breakdown (or huge tower moment, if you want) because of too many tough things happening in my personal life, and I just had to move away for a while to start my healing journey on my own. I kept practicing for myself just for comfort (my Guides were always sending me messages and never left me alone). After I started to feel better I decided (I needed, actually) to come back as psychelis, with a lot of thick walls that I had builded up from all that I have been through, but still I wanted to be of help to you. By chance I realized I had developed more clairs than before but controlling them was still hard. Then yeah the bug happened and moved onto this blog, where I am still trying to learn, heal and help you. And trying to let down my walls so to probably help you better, Idk. I don't have friends or mentors into tarots or astrology tbh, I am alone in this (except for my Guides which basically taught me most of what I know now through meditation and constant talking). Not sure if I will meet someone in the future, but I hope so.

That's it ig... Have a good day!

[a-romantic--aromantic]

!!!! ARO FICTIVE-HEAVY SYSTEM MOMENT I AM HIGH FIVING YOU

GDKDHKH YEA. back in like last april we developed a dirk (we’ve never consumed homestuck????) so seeing your blog in our notes has always been pretty entertaining ngl

for those curious, most of our fictives are from:

•Super Hero media (in general)

Mha, Marvel, Dc, (im including dirk fuck it he deserves it), and a few miscellaneous ones

•Anime

Mha, haikyuu, Danganronpa (😭), phi brain, a few others

•Musicals

bmc and Hadestown

•a few other

i have One (1) horror fictive but i love him

EDIT: I FORGOT MY PJATO GUYS LOL WHOOPS