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aniraklova · 2 months ago

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I hope that one day finally we'll get some more different thematic cc, be it clothes or furniture, cuz seriously it can't be all pretty, clean and shiny stuff... I dream about rusty, broken, wildly decorated furniture suitable for a wasteland. Ehhhh...

#kari mumbles #kari stfu #no I mean it's okay that we have new cc #but it's how to say #ugh just nice casual #no one interested in some wild shit #well I am <3333 #anyway why do I say this I'll never see such cc here #if I won't do it myself though

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cherrywhite · 5 months ago

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Okay some of these I had written down before chapter 43 but I finally found the time to sit down and make a bingo sheet for the last few episodes. Ranging from Legitimate Predictions to Things I Want to Happen to You Know What? Sure 🤠

Template if anyone wants to make one of their own:

#the silt verses #the silt verses spoilers #had chekhov's withermark written before episoe 43 so I'm giving that to myself #though I wish I had phrased it as chekhov's crab nuke #intentionally writing final word for val instead of last word btw #listen midnight burger had a three hour season finale ALL I'M SAYING IS JON WARE MUNA HUSSEN YOU CAN DO ONE TOO!!#also i think the finale will end in silence BUT we'll get some sort of skippocalyptic song before that perhaps #ngl i'm actually hesitant in saying that the last two eps will lead up to a dramatic this is the place moment #mostly because that was what s2 led up to by the end #with the homesick corpse #listen most of these won't happen but for some I can dream #edit: in case this isn't obvious the bottom right one is my marco polo square #We End Where We Began...wading through the water...marco...polo..

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throwing-roses-into-the-abyss · 2 years ago

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to all aroha's and anyone affected by the moonbin news: please be aware that the next couple of days will probably be very intense. take care of yourself, and check on your friends.

and please know that even though you didn't know him personally, it's okay to be upset, it's okay to be grieving. take your time. and despite what people will tell you, it's okay to be worrying about the idols who were friends with him.

#kpop #astro #moonbin #aroha #this is very sadly not the first time I'm watching this happen #and it probably won't be the last #but I know for a lot of kpop fans it IS their first time going through kind of situation #please be kind to people

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jnpje · 4 months ago

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reunited with my old laptop and. i just love looking through old things i made.

#horrortale papyrus #I JUST DECIDED IT'S OK FOR ME TO BE BAD AT ART AND MAKE STUPID THINGS #IT'S OKAY!!! IT'S OK I WANT TO DO IT MORE!! I USED TO MAKE SO MANY THINGS #BUT THEN I CONVINCED MYSELF THAT BECAUSE IT DIDN'T GET ATTENTION THAT MEANT IT WAS CRINGE AND I HATE THAT FOR ME #AAAAAAAAAAAA I'M PUTTING IT HERE EVEN THOUGH IT'S REALLY REALLY EMBARRASSING I DON'T CARE!!!! IN TWO MONTHS #I WON'T BE HERE SO WHO CARES!!!!!!!!!#I'm better at drawing now but like. I'll never be REALLY GOOD at it and THAT'S OKAY!!!! IT'S OK IT'S OK FOR ME TO DRAW BADLY I DON'T CARE

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oh-katsuki · 1 year ago

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yk when someone dies and you just have to... sit with it.. and you're like... how do i tell people something is wrong. how do i tell people who never met them or knew them or spoke to them that something happened. and it feels selfish somehow to even talk about it out loud but at the same time for some reason you feel like you have to. like somehow you're telling a lie or being disrespectful or being self-indulgent. when the reality is that you just don't want to be alone in grief. but they didn't know them and even after saying something, you're alone anyway.

#i don't even know what to do with myself #for some reason #talking abt it here feels less intrusive than calling a friend and talking about it #but it still feels selfish for some reason #even though i know i just need to find a way to process #and i can't help but be like.. well i won't tell anyone because what if it's a mistake?#what if she's fine? and at home somewhere or in her kitchen singing?#or practicing for her next show #idk grief is weird #and i hate that i'll have to go to another friend's funeral.#tw: grief #tw: death #vent #personal

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officer-achilles · 6 months ago

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SO sad that I got into Wolf 359 as my first venture into story-driven podcasts because now nothing will ever compare- why would I start with the best podcast of all time?!?!?

#Wolf 359 #Genuinely though- I'm scared once I finish the podcast I won't be able to get into any other podcasts because they won't hit the same #I tried Welcome to Nightvale before Wolf 359 and I just didn't get into it 😭#Like- what other podcasts exist? How do I find someone who is HALF as gorgeous as Doug Eiffel and Renee Minkowski?#How do I emotionally attach myself to a set of characters now that my heart belongs to the USS Hephaestus?

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dusty-siltstrider · 3 months ago

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Y'all help me I'm wavering

#yes this about the leaks my mental fortitude is faltering #please I don't want to watch them but I want to watch them ;-;#imma drink myself to death to stop myself stg #arcane #arcane season 2 #I came this close to scrolling through a leaks discussion thread we're only three days in FUUUUUUCK #I wanna add that even if my stupid ass ends up watching I will not share anything on here #I WON'T DO IT THOUGH

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oidheadh-con-culainn · 5 months ago

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obviously take into account tactical voting for your area and do whatever you need to do to kick out the tories, but if you're in a complicated area where there isn't a clear tactical option, this is a thorough way to compare parties' stances on various options and work out what you're most aligned with

i'm only partway through it but occasionally there's an option that seems so cartoonishly evil that i can't believe it's real so i'm guessing that's probably the tories...

#uk politics #i'm postal voting so i have to vote this weekend before i travel #and i am SO torn #there isn't a clear tactical option in my area. tories are polled to come 4th after labour lib dem and green #given the institutional transphobia of the labour party i'm not sure i can bring myself to vote for them #they've treated friends of mine like absolute shit (friends who have subsequently resigned from the party)#greens are polling low enough that it seems like a wasted vote though as they won't get in under FPTP #so it's a case of 'do i agree with the lib dems enough to vote for them' i guess #i've never been a party voter i'm always tactical and manifesto-led #but i've never voted lib dem before so i don't know what they're like locally #anyway we'll see what the results of this quiz are #i'm doing ALL the issues not just the quick poll

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shalom-iamcominghome · 5 months ago

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The accomplishment of one of the kids in shul: Reading the haftarah completely in hebrew with little hesitation and in a pretty timely manner

My accomplishment (whole adult): Being able to follow along without getting lost (first time I have been able to do this)

Honestly, though, I'm not complaining. My method of acquiring knowledge was to do full immersion in my community, and I've been seeing how much I've been able to learn. In terms of Doing Judaism, I'm younger than these kids at shul 💀💪

#jumblr #jew by choice #jewish conversion #personal thoughts tag #shul shenanigans #if you are in need of feeling like a kid again try full immersion in a different culture / subculture #i feel like a kid all the time now ever since immersing myself in my community #but few of us read the hebrew - frankly they only read in hebrew as a challenge to themselves #that's the trouble with being diasporic huh? but it does feel nice when you actually DO understand what's happening in hebrew and whatnot #i put 110% of my mental energy in following the haftarah this week in hebrew #i really do recommend full immersion with only *some* prep though!#honestly it's made me feel even more a part of my community because they have indirectly taught me so much!#like this week i actually remembered to cover my eyes to say the shema the first go around because i saw them do it #and i was like SHIT UH OH but they won't be able to judge me for not covering if they covered their eyes in the first place so 💪#a very 'what were YOU doing at the devils sacrament 👀' situation lmaoooo

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pokimoko · 9 months ago

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I saw your animal art with the lgbtqia+ flags, they are so beautiful!!!

Could you make a pan snake, please???

How about three of 'em? 🐍🐍🐍

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thatonecrookedsmile · 2 months ago

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"There's nothing wrong with dreaming. Wishing for the impossible is just human nature. That's how I got started. Just a pencil and a dream. We all want everything without even having to lift a finger. They say you just have to believe. Belief can make you succeed. Belief can make you rich. Belief can make you powerful. Why with enough belief, you can even cheat death itself. Now that... is a beautiful, and positively silly thought." -Joey Drew.

[OPEN YOUR EYES]

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I mean, at the end of the day, he wasn't so wrong about that last part.

This one also took a little longer to finish. I wonder why /s.

I usually don't like drawings where I have to create a design for a character I've never drawn before. It ends up making me force myself to come up with ideas and sometimes I end up not liking the design anyway. At least this time? That didn't happen (thank goodness).

At first, I didn't know what to do for this prompt. What I originally conceived was a more "joke" drawing with Joey and Sammy, with Sammy literally drawing the line between him and Joey with a big pencil. No big deal, right? But then the phrase "end of the line" came to mind and then… this happened. Funny. A while back I had an idea for a drawing about Joey's afterlife. The idea was much simpler, from what I remember. And compared to what we have, quite different.

"Death" is what came for Joey, and it's what comes for everyone. What he faces is nothing less than what will determine his fate. It is the very Arbiter itself - the eye that sees all - who decides where souls whose lives are over will go. The heavenly gates in the great beyond? The burning flames in the darkest pit? The void of vast nothingness? Somewhere else beyond? Reveal your soul and the Arbiter will decide. I have a certain guess as to where Joey is going, but I'll leave that up in the air.

Maybe I thought just a little bit too much about a character that I probably won't draw in a long time,but i don't mind giving a little lore even to characters that i don't see using much in the future, you know.

(Also, since I used Joey's audio log from BATIM CH3 in the beginning, did you know that Dave Rivas (Joey's current VA) did his own reading of that audio? He's going to be a guest on the Indie Horror Talk Podcast, and the video they posted teasing Dave's appearance there has him reading this same audio log, only with his Joey voice. So now we have Joey's first audio log in the series voice acted by both his first VA (David Eddings) and his current one. I thought that was cool, you know. I found this out a while back and wanted to talk about it for a sec.)

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#bendy and the ink machine #batim #batdr #bendy and the dark revival #the ink demonth #joey drew #bendy oc #batim oc #i think????#crookedsmileart #cw eyestrain #cw bright colors #tw eyestrain #ask to tag #I don't know if I would consider the Arbiter as an angel; despite the very angelic design #Idk; in my head I wouldn't put them as an angel; you know.#despite the way I described what they are and do; it should be clear that I'm not the religious type lol far from it #I just wanted to describe them in an interesting way #I don't know why I'm explaining myself that I'm not the religious type #I like Bendy; that should be enough of a sign that I'm not lmao #anyway;welcome Arbiter;an OC that we probably won't see again in a Bendy context any time soon;#but I'll probably reuse it in one of my og stories that's running around in my head #it probably fits more in a context of my stories than in Bendy I think #Even though Joey's life has come to an end; it doesn't mean that he's not still out there; somewhere #After all; “An ending don't mean it's over”; don't you agree?

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licorishh · 7 months ago

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i love og soap too much. my stomach hurts. i don't feel good.

#artists on tumblr #call of duty #modern warfare #cod modern warfare #john soap mactavish #09 modern warfare #i am a soap and ghost girlie first and a human second. wahoo.#no thoughts only kevin mckidd's performance in cliffhanger uggghhh. “took the scenic route eh?" shut your MOUTH you beautiful man #“break's over roach. let's go.” what if i suffered cardiac arrest and died right now #you have the GALL to save me while i'm slipping off the iceberg. you have the GALL to grab my hand and throw me to the top so i won't fall #how dare you actually?? do you know what that did to me at age thirteen?? i bout flipped my lid and my dad looked at me like i was crazy #i need me a rugged scotsman and i need one now. i am no longer asking #sorry for exposing myself like this but you would understand if you played the dadgum game #lea shut up about fictional people challenge go #i hope i did him justice :(#i know he doesn't have the face paint for more than like two missions in mw2 but it's so iconic i can't leave it out #the oil rig + gulag getup remains one of his best i don't make the rules #that and the sierra leone one with the sleeves rolled up. real ones know #next time he will be awarded a shirt ^^)b need more anatomy practice for now though

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esaari · 1 year ago

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honk

#idk if this fandom is alive anymore but here's burnt toast man #shall i tag this shit.......... sure lets tag this shit #payday 2 #payday #hoxton #was thinkin about how therell be another one of these games and felt the sudden urge to draw the fave again #payday tumblr sure was fun to be part of back in the day #anyways i'm off to bed... been insanely tired today and hopefully i'll get to some of the art on my to do list #tomorrow i meant to say. hope to get to it tomorrow lol #i have some nice ones there. though. mostly ones i won't be able to post here lmfao #maybe throw in oc with pride flag thing on this list so i'll have sth posting worthy.#in a non related note at the end here i just finished playing tlou on the pc and it was so much fun... never did finish it on the console #just watched others play through it #i smell an AU but i'll keep that to myself because whomst cares #honk honk good night

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insertsomthinawesome · 10 months ago

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I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!! Okay so honestly I have been very very inconsistent over the years with just disappearing for periods of time due to various things 😂 So it probably seemed pretty normal to most people.

But it felt different on my side, so I'm excited to be back in business. I took a month long hiatus! 31 days of not drawing digital art. Its not something I talk about on here? But I've been suffering from some serious long term Art Burnout for.... a really really long time. Long enough that I should've taken a break probably years ago. It finally got so bad that I could barely draw. I was scared to do it (cause it always looked "bad" in my eyes [i'll come back to that]) and doing it was exhausting and disheartening.

I talked it over with somebody and realized that the fear and anger and frustration I felt towards my own artwork was uh. Not Normal or Healthy. And I finally committed to taking a real break for once.

I still drew a little bit by hand? Traditional art has always felt like it has lower stakes for me (i don't often share it online, and sometimes I don't even share it with friends) so I did some of that when I felt like it. But Digital art was completely off the table.

I had put such an immense pressure on myself to make my digital art perfect, to make as much of it as quickly as possible to satisfy something. It wasn't fun anymore. I'm proud of what i've made over the years! But for a long time now the stuff I've been making was made while hating every second of making it. With some rare exceptions.

I hated my art! It was a combination of Perfectionism, taking in too many external expectations, and the burnout. If you hate doing something its kinda hard to love it even when you want too lol. It wasn't "Bad" in the sense that the quality was low and it was ugly! It was "Bad" in the sense that it was unhealthy for me to keep doing it at that point in time.

I'm glad to report though, that with my hiatus officially over as of Wednesday last week: I am once again. In Love. With doing art, and being an artist :)

I put off taking a break for years cause I was scared that taking a break would mean that I would never achieve all the things I wanted to do with art. I was scared it was a stupid and lazy thing to do that would mean I'd never achieve my dreams. And Also even though I kinda hated drawing, I also loved making art. Its a weird duality that I can't even really explain??? I hated it but I also loved it. I wanted it but I also wanted to run from it. It wasn't until I was more mature and had more clarity and insight (and unfortunately also until the problems got worse) that I was finally able to let go of those fears and just do it.

And I'm really really glad I did. It was everything I needed. And I hope to strike a better balance in the future with art. Taking more breaks when I need them, or just when other things have my attention like reading or Video games (Some star rail got played during this time xD)

From the outside things probably aren't going to be that different?? At this point I don't really have any sure plans to post anything I've been drawing since my Hiatus ended. I might or I might not xD I'm still a hobbyist artist taking things at her own pace, but I hope that it shows how much happier I am :)

Whumptober 2023 is being officially put to rest by this post btw! I was in major burnout when that event started, and I'm ready to just, move on from all the past expectations I'd shoved on my shoulders. If I feel like filling any of the prompts or going back to any of the ideas I'd come up for it I will! But I'm not going to worry about doing it unless the desire sets in. Thanks to everybody who's been so kind to me throughout my time on here as an artist! Ya'lls tags and screaming and kind words, the fanfic, the asks and the responses? Its been fantastic :) You guys have made me laugh, smile, and cry tears of joy. I hope from here that things only get better and sweeter! And if I have bad days again, that's okay too.

Here's to 2024 and whatever it may bring ya'll :D 🎉🎉✨✨🧡💜