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am realizing with horror and great annoyance that if i don't write a chapter in one go and then post it immediately, i get hit with a huge wave of 'oh i hate this actually' and it becomes almost impossible for me to finish it
i really have to power through that one and i think i will hate it until it's posted but i'm just. so annoyed with myself. I've been writing it on three separate days already it feels shitty and boring and bad but I know it's just cause I haven't finished it already
#ngl what helps me a lot is that i've put some sort of a schedule for myself#i'm trying to do one every 14 days or so and now i might feel guilty enough since it's day 15 that i will actually go at it#blessings of adhd i guess#i can write 5k words and a full chapter without need for revisions (other than grammar) in like six hours B U T#if I don't#it's suffering#comments help immensly though because I reread them when I need to kick myself into a writing mood#like not to beg for them this is me being grateful they're wonderful and are atp a very important part of my process lol#thank you a lot i appreciate you dearly ^^#idk personal?#writing vent#kawa rambles
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gonna work my ass off to max out. >:DD
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MY BABIES ARE DANCING--
#you can very obviously see that my chibi style changed#but for now I'm just running with and accepting the changes because#IF I DON'T#I WILL NEVER FINISH THESE#Abiteth Kenka#Dante Bidwell
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Great just fucking great... the same day I get a life changing head injury and lose all my memories of "Minecraft YouTubers", turns out my boyfriend (REAL) is actually a boyfriend (FAKER!!) who's trying to kill me, and now I'm locked in here with this fucking thing... I can feel the "Oxygen Deprivation" settling in. This is the worst Easter ever. "WHAT" FUCKING "EVER"!!!!!!!
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And I actually Going Through It, or am I just working twelve-hour days?
#the thing is#if I don't#I won't be able to afford all of the things that uplift my quality of life#and I'm one of the lucky ones that my work also uplifts my quality of life as a general rule#but 12-hour days really don't uplift anyone even with the most rewarding of activities. even a 12-hour dog sport day wouldn't do that#I'm hoping it's very short-term just to catch up#and that raising prices at the end of the year will also help#but oh boy what a f****** year it's been#on both ends of the spectrum#the life of ron
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Normal F2Ps: If I save up all my stellar jades from these patches I should be guaranteed to get the character I want from this patch..
Me:
#i don't care as long as I get the 5 star#my battle plan for the next update is pull like crazy for Silver Wolf and hope I get her#If i don't#then i move on to Luocha#if i lose the 50/50#i wait for Kafka and Dan Heng#this is peak performance#honkai star rail#silver wolf#luocha#kafka honkai star rail#dan heng#this was my battle plan for genshin too and it did rlly well#its the art of not caring
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i鈥檒l probably make an attempt tonight
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no i don't want to use your ai assistant. no i don't want your ai search results. no i don't want your ai summary of reviews. no i don't want your ai feature in my social media search bar (???). no i don't want ai to do my work for me in adobe. no i don't want ai to write my paper. no i don't want ai to make my art. no i don't want ai to edit my pictures. no i don't want ai to learn my shopping habits. no i don't want ai to analyze my data. i don't want it i don't want it i don't want it i don't fucking want it i am going to go feral and eat my own teeth stop itttt
#i don't want it!!!!#ai#artificial intelligence#there are so many positive uses for ai#and instead we get ai google search results that make me instantly rage#diz says stuff
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he鈥檇 forgotten how much he missed that smile.
#I physically cannot stop drawing fanart send help#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#mabel pines#Art Of The Sun Chip#the book of bill#grunkle stan#ford pines#gravity falls fanart#artists on tumblr#art#drawing#stan pines#fanart#my art#doodle#illustration#procreate#comic#please don't repost my artwork onto other sites thank you!
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the honda odyssey, huh?
#poolverine has taken over my every waking thought#they're the defintion of matching each others freak#you can tell my brainrot is bad by the fact that I willing drew a car#and don't get me started on this pose it took me ages to figure out#anything for peak old men yaoi#hope you enjoy the freaky little details I added in here#poolverine#deadclaw#poolverine fanart#deadpool#deadpool fanart#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#fanart#my art#digital art
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staff: our april fools joke this year is a silly feature that doesn't really do anything but give you a button to boop other users! they have to opt-in first though :)
me:
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wait do people read first person stories and think they're the ones in the story???
Saw people talking about not liking first person, which is fair, but their reasoning was like "I would not do that" and I don't understand that mindset.
First person stories are still about a character. A character making their own decisions. First person isn't about you???? At least I thought it wasn't. What am I missing? I've always seen first person as just a more in-depth look into a character's mind and stricter POV. Not as a reader stand-in.
#reading#writing#writblr#writeblr#isn't second person the one more likely to be projection#because it's involving you in the story#unless it's told in a more artistic way#like dislike a pov style if you want idc#I just don't understand this specific reason
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what if this scene was worse
#listen I know he technically hasn't met machine herald Viktor yet but I don't care#just imagine Jayce has fingerpaints in his pockets at all times so he could colour his jesus boyfriend carving ok#arcane#my art#jayvik#jayce talis#arcane 2#jayvik art#Jayce arcane#Art#fanart#arcane fanart#machine herald#Viktor arcane#artist on tumblr#painting
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idk thinking about how sometimes you have to show up for people you aren't that close to, because sometimes you're just the person who's there. sometimes you invite a new friend to a party and end up having to sit with them through a panic attack. sometimes you run into an acquaintance on their worst day and they need to talk about what happened. sometimes someone is crying in a stairwell and you're the only one around to ask if they're okay. and none of this is "trauma dumping" or whatever the fuck it's just being there for people because you're the one in the room with them.
#text tag#ran into a sweet newish friend yesterday after they had done something very difficult and they just. needed a hug.#and i was v grateful i could be there for them in that moment!#even though weve only hung out twice!#unsure if i should lock reblogs on this i don't want it to become a Thing#100#500#1k#ok it has definitely become a Thing. will lock it if people start acting up.
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