#idr which is the right tag lol

[capricioussun]

Loved the last ask!

Can I know about Cherry and Pup personality wise? Any clear differences of Pup’s personality with Ghost and Copper?

Ah I'm so glad!! Love me some swap boys ahdjdjka

As for Cherry and Pup! They were amongst my first attempts at a Swapfell back when I was still getting a feel for the AUs. I didn't see much of a point in differentiating between Swapfell and Fellswap, and tried to strike a balance between the two. I had two main attempts at making my own sf Red and sf Purple, and Cherry and Pup were my Red boys, as well as my personal faves lol

So if you put UF and US on a spectrum, Red would be in the center, with Metal between Red and US, and Glass between Red and UF.

Personality-wise, Pup takes a little from both Copper and Ghost, more on the quiet side, but not quite so cold, nor bitterly sarcastic. He's calm, observant, anxious, but maybe comes across a bit colder than he means to. In a way, if Ghost is swapped Edge, and Copper is Fellified Stretch, Pup is basically swap-fellified Rus, you know what I mean?

He struggles a bit with his footing in such a harsh world, and while his brother can be an asshole they know deep down they have each other's backs. He’s curious and, well, wants to be friendly, really does wanna hope for better, but...that confidence wanes sometimes.

He'd get along well with both Copper and Ghost, as well as Edge, Stretch, and Rus, though he does have a slight inclination toward Edge in the solidarity of both being Fells who kinda have no idea how to actually be Fells (also why he and Void get along so well!).

Most of my old SF art is of him, so maybe I should dig through some of it and see if I can find some to repost bc I think he’s only on this blog like twice 😭

(I also wrote him in this short fic w/ Void if you'd like to see a little of him in action!)

[itsalwaysdark]

having a midlife crisis atm i think i might start reading [redacted] this is rly scary for me keep me in your thoughts

[cursedbluebird]

Celebrating TOA and the people who contribute to make our group what it is.

Repost, don't reblog. Only fill in what you feel comfortable sharing!

Happy anniversary, TOA! Here's to many more years spent together.

tagging: you

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Name: Rosie

Pronouns: she/her

Birthday (no year): March 24

Where are you from? What is your time zone? Nebraska, CST

Roleplay experience: since 2009

Got any pets? Freya and Bast the naughtiest kitties in the universe

Favorite time of year: Fall

Some interests and things you like: sewing, thinking way too much about clothes

Some funfacts & trivia about you: - I wrote my undergrad thesis on the progression fashion of the 20th c, but I am terrible about keeping up on modern fashion

What non-Fire Emblem games do you play? L E G E N D O F Z E L D A.... I love Majora's Mask... Hero of Time my beloved baby boy..... I also love Okami so much. I'm a sucker for fairy tales and mythology.

Favorite Pokemon type & Pokemon: I'm actually not a big pokemon person! I started with Y. Ghosts and Psychic are my faves, particularly Mimikyu, Meowstic, and Hoopa. Gengar is also shaped like a friend :)

How did you get into Fire Emblem? I had been interested in the series since the GBA days but it wasn't until I got my 3ds and awakening that I got the chance to play a game.

What Fire Emblem games have you played? Awakening, Conquest & Birthright, 3H, Shadows of Valentia

First Fire Emblem game: Awakening

Favorite Fire Emblem game: Fates or 3H

Any Fire Emblem crushes? Oh my God Niles hi tee-hee... Tho Seteth damage art did get me into playing feh... And uh... My husband does look like Xander ...and his name is.... Alexander........🥴 I've posted my questionable taste in fe characters you can find it in the chat if you search

If you’ve played the following games, who was your first S support? - Awakening: Chrom- Fates: oh good God idr.... Kaze? I know I did Niles in one run... Did I do Stahl in Birthright? Kaze in conquest and Stahl in Birthright sounds right- Three Houses: Dimitri - Engage: haven't played engage. Place your bets for fun

Favorite Fire Emblem class: I like the magic classes! Healing and attacking! Tho Camilla's malig knight does have a special place in my heart 💜

If you were a Fire Emblem character, what would be your class? Dark magic user...I do not escape the goth aesthetic.... Unfortunately I am too much of a noodle to be a malig knight 😞

If you were a Three Houses character, what would be your affiliation? Fear the Deer!!! (Side note, bless my luck bc when I ordered a leftover bundle from fodlans fables I got the deer. A cosplayer I look up to also offered me her deer pin from the fe3h preorder bonus which had me 🥹)

If you were an Engage character, which Emblem would you Engage with? I don't know what this means but I copied this from Erica and her answer was funny.

How did you find TOA? I track the Marianne tag on Tumblr and saw the previous Marianne drop. The old shit post emblem group I was in was falling apart and I thought it would be nice to join a new one.

Current TOA muses: Marianne, Camilla, Triandra

Who was your first TOA muse? If you don’t have them anymore, could you see yourself picking them up again? Marianne my cursed little blue bird 💙 I've thought about dropping her, thinking that maybe someone else would do a better job, but I just can't let her go.

Have you had any other TOA muses? Other than cami and Tria nope

Do you think you have a type of character you gravitate towards? Um??? I don't know? I got told that Tria was a Rosie muse when I reserved her so I guess y'all know better than me lol

What do you believe you enjoy writing the most? I like writing horror and setting the scene :) my favorite part about combat events is describing the creatures we're facing from my characters pov

Favorite TOA-related memory: What Kent told Mari in her first lore event about the importance of healers have lived rent free in my memory since it happened. Also Griss trying to blow himself up in the arena and despite his best efforts not succeeding.

Got any delusions that didn’t see the light of day in TOA that you’d like to share? Charlotte is one I've thought about and is the one most likely to send Triandra packing....there are an awful lot of men at the academy who would do a great job taking care of her and her family 😏

[nomaishuttle]

TAGGED BY

@tapir and @neopronoun ty pepper ty apricot :]]

RULES

Tag ten people you want to get to know better!

RELATIONSHIP STATUS

my beeeeautiful girlfriend @halomtano Who i am dating and also were an old married couple and also were newlyweds and also engaged.. and were in lesbians with eachother. this isnt the right tense to answer this question. my relationship status isnt hal but u get it.

FAVORITE COLOR

green 4ever and ever :]] specifically ive been very into muted pastelish greens lately But i also fuck with dark green. i contain multitiudes.. ALSO ive been liking emerald green 8 im big on jewel tones rn. second favorite is pink Grins. it used 2 be purple but its a whole thing cant get into it.

SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD

omg literally today bc i didnt bring my headphones 2 work i kept flicking between songs In my head. rn idk if i have anything stuck in my head i am listening to a video rn so i cant hear my thoughts At the moment. but earlier i hsd there right there legally blnde the musical stuck in my head... so yes

LAST SONG I LISTENED TO

umm technically it was somefing in hals car but idr what song it was SAD but i liked it.. but the most recent song on MY SPOTIFY is young hearts run free . and now thats stuck in my head lets goo

3 FAVORITE FOODS

number one forever cheesy chicken and rice my baby girl my everything my bestfriend always there for me and so special. number 2 hrmmm this might be biased but country ham i say biased bc i caint have it rn (northern state skill issue). sigh. number THREE potroast probably.. honorable mentions to beef stew baked potato and kielbasa+potato Andnof course it goes without saying im hopelessly dependent on the tuney mac. yay

LAST THING I GOOGLED

'how to add divider tumblr' i thought there was like a built in post dividerand i was TRYING 2 add it on this post to seperate the tagged by and rules from the Actual questions. butterlass there isnt a built in divider ig.. b4 that tho my most recent search was buproprion LOL. bc i ws checkjng what each of my meds Actually do bc i realized i didnt rly know.. sry 4 the med reveal youve got 1/5 of my daily ones now. its like infinity stones

DREAM TRIP

HRMMM well ever since i was little and big on series of unforthnate events ive wanted 2 go to a rly foggy overcast rocky beach With tide pools. which now that im by the pacific is WAY more likely... since the pacific is like a cringefail coast the beaches r like foggy and rocky and stuff Which fits me bc i want to go to one. if i had t go to a specific place idk.. Immediate want is home but actual wish. ermmm... idk idk ive never rly thought abt travelling out of rhe country bc i assumed itd never happen LOL

ANYTHING I WANT RN

million dollars . billion as well . so yes. also i want day off tmrw buttttt that wony happen. but its ok. also i want COUNTRY HAM im hungry rn... so yes.

TAGGING

anybody who wants 2 do it :] i get scared of tagging ppl u all understand..

[renlios]

𝙶𝙴𝚃 𝚃𝙾 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙼𝚄𝙽.

what’s your phone wallpaper : i have chappe.l roa.n fanart as my lock screen and then a still from her pin.k pon.y cl.ub music video as my background !

last song you listened to : the battle - harry gregson-james ( i've been listening to my writing playlist lol )

currently reading : th.e sc.orch trial.s - jam.es dash.ner

last movie : uhhhh froze.n 2 or eve.r aft.er ( idr which )

last show : gos.sip g.irl !

what are you wearing right now : joggers and a fleece bc i'm in cosy hours

piercings / tattoos ? : i have my ears pierced & used to have my nose pierced but it's healed up now and i'm too baby now to get it redone </3

glasses ? contacts ? : technically glasses but i need to get my eyes checked again lol

last thing you ate ? : walkers thai sweet chilli sensations 😌

favourite colour(s) : pink & green are probs my fave two atm !

current obsession :  probably go.ssip g.irl and embroidery .

do you have a crush right now ? : mayhaps 😌

favourite fictional character : idk how to pick one. els.a maybe ???

tagged by : @vuulpecula tagging : everyone who sees this !

[nebuvoid]

im going to scream tumblr ate the tags i was rambling in. cringe post addition it is.

ok so. you know that post i made about the significance of forehead symbolism in naruto as a whole? the TLDR of it is, the forehead represents free thought while covering it with a village hitai-ate means your free thinking is "covered" by state propaganda, and i think this recurring sns pose relates to that.

theyre positioned in such a way that their mouths, representing speaking your inner thoughts out loud, trying to make the other understand your perspective, are above/below the others forehead. notice how its sasuke above naruto both times and sasuke is our free thinker not tied to thoughtless village loyalty.

now in vote1 it ends with naruto unconscious, having failed at reaching sasuke. but also, we have narutos forehead covered by his hitai-ate, which means sasuke never had a chance of reaching naruto in the first place. not that they went about things the right way but like theyre 12 and traumatized and have superpowers come on.

now the other gif is i think from an opening or ending? idr. not really canon-canon anyway but it does still represent their states of mind in shippuden. narutos forehead...isnt covered. theres some thinking happening in that nuggin! crazy. theres also actual eye contact, but naruto looks out of it. i understand, thinking is hard. this is a joke i dont think naruto is nearly as dumb as people love to depict him.

but am i making sense? the forehead ok THE FOREHEAD.

naruto talks a lot about understanding sasuke. but while he understands his loneliness and maybe even part of his pain he doesnt quite get it you know. how could he when he was basically groomed into loyalty like every other konoha kid? theres more to it but i dont wanna go off even more. i made a post that explains it in detail anyway.

meanwhile its the same for sasuke. he understands narutos loneliness and parts of his pain, but certainly not his unshakable loyalty and to konoha. a system that persecutes sasuke and his people (the uchiha but also kekkai genkai havers in a broader sense). and he also doesnt understand why naruto loves konoha when they treated him the way they did as a kid. but sasuke said it himself: he had love and his family ripped away from him - naruto never had any in the first place. its not the same loneliness and it does different things to your mind trauma wise.

but its not that naruto is a bad person. he just never even gets the chance to understand these things without konoha breathing down his neck.

people talk a lot about sasuke being manipulated a lot, and whether its true or not, they completely ignore how its the exact same for naruto lol. they dont just balance each other out, theyre also reflections of each other.

TLDR this was intentional symbolism by kishimoto. as usual.

I want you and always will — Oceans by Seafret.

[straykats]

get to know me tag !

much love to @chogiwow for the tag; apologies for the late.. doing of (???????) dnskjv i saw it this morn but i wanted to do it on my laptop so had to wait until after work lol

1. name: kat 2. sign: virgo, forgot the rest 3. height: 167cm! uh. 5'5??? idk thats what google said but it gave more numbers 4. time: 6.29pm 5. birthday: aug 26 6. favorite band/artist: skz, oor, xh, atz, vaundy, given, lucy, ???? cant think rn 7. last movie: the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian (i shall be watching the last movie tonight <;3) 8. last show: i restarted hwarang,, so that's the last show i've watched (or am watching). other than that, idr 9. when i created this blog: idr vjdsvds i think this current blog was created in sep '19, but i didnt post until nov? i really dont remember 10. what i post: too much uhh used to be fics (not that's moved). moon pics. just random text posts??? mainly content rb ig 11. last thing i googled: 'narnia prince caspian' HAHA i wasn't sure what the actual title of the movie was. prior to that, '167cm in feet' 💀💀 12. other blogs: @/straykits (skz writing) ; @/tuskko (occasional anime rbs) ; @/angels-clockwork (aesthetics, quotes, art.. that kinda jazz) ; and another one which i won't reveal HAHA it's just where i rb'ing writing prompts or tips etc to use but tbh i might delete it bc i rarely rb anything there anymore 13. following: 65 14. followers: 1898 15. average hours of sleep: average would be 5-7 hrs (stealing ivys answer bc same) 16. instruments: violin (no longer play but give me a few days and i'll be back in shape i promise); piano (most recent); french horn (for one year, compulsory bc school curriculum, but i would 10/10 have picked it up if i hadn't already been doing violin; trying to teach myself guitar chords but im bad w commitment 17. what i'm wearing: trackies and a. uh. sweater. i think thats what this would be called. 18. dream job: girl idk something creative, but that's not what i'm studying HAHA so dream job in OT would be.. uh... in paeds? as of right now. i'm still yet to do a good paeds prac so idk 😭 19. dream trip: the bsic europe tour ig <//3; roadtrip with friends!!; singapore with friends/cousins 20. nationality: aussie 21. favorite songs: oh dear me. i can't. this is too hard. polkadot stingray - jet // caundy - life hack // yall idk i cant think rn 😔😔

unfortunately i am much too tired and also lowkey lazy HAHA (sorry) to tag anyone but lmk if u want to be tagged,,, and i will tag

[azazelsconfessional]

((here’s another kinda fun thing from the game files--

transient registration form! Which is really just the player info confirmation form from when you start playing the game and choose your name, gender, and MC sprite lol. The box on the right is transparent, so you can put a picture in there too lol idr what goes on the open spaces--probably nothing that’d be relevant outside the game--so for the tag I’m using this for I put Azazel’s signature on the bottommost one and the right side one, Daikanyama since Luke will be going there. And I said Luke would be signing above Azazel’s name. I couldn’t figure out what font they were using so I forgot to put in the other form text lol

. . .this isn’t as fun as the quest thing, but it’s kind of fun messing with ~graphics~

Bonus fun fact based on quick googling, Japan’s actual Immigrant Control and Refugee Recognition Act thing doesn’t have a chapter 2 section 3--Chapter 2 deals with Entry and Landing, so that’s an appropriate place to put the designation of transients/transfer students and how it works.))

[lockawayknight]

a bit late but i did the thing :,]

what’s your name & username?

where are you from?

what’s the time where you are? missed this one whoops lol i can’t read

pronounce the following words: meme, pepe, doge, sudoku, espresso, celtic, açaí, dr. Seuss.

what’s your favourite pizza place? favourite pizza topping?

what’s your favourite dessert?

what’s your favourite food? what food do you hate?

what’s your favourite TV show? which show were you into, but then got out of?

what brand is your phone?

do you speak a second language?

how do you define a group of people when you’re talking to them? do you say ‘guys,’ or ‘dudes’ or?

what harry potter house do you most identify with? if sorted by pottermore, did you agree with the one you got?

is there something you should be doing right now but are procrastinating?

now that you’ve talked about what you need to be doing, go do it

tagged by: @notahunter ty ty!!

tagging!!: @hithernthither @axemurderercreighton @mildmcnnered @grimoirerat @meowzerswowzers @umtplex @vilestblood idk idk idr who has been tagged/done it yet BUT IM GONNA LISTEN TO YALL WHILE I’M AT WORK NOW MUEHEHE >:]

[washymylifeaway]

SunaOsa fanfic recs: valentines edition~~

SunaOsa is one of my all time favorite ships and this past month, there has been/was an exchange going on between writers (here is the link) and artists (separately) and because I don’t have a life (or maybe it’s just that SunaOsa is my life LOL), I’m here to tell you some of my favorite fics from the pile :D However, as much as I love a ship, sometimes fluff is too asajndajnd so mind you there will probably be a lot of good fics missing just cause I couldn’t get myself to read more fluff (or angst) LOL (IM SORRY but sometimes I also just can’t motivate myself to read a fic no matter how good it looks OOPS).

As always, please check warning and tags before reading any of these fics, and take care of yourselves!!!!

In no particular order (jk the order is last updated haha) tho my favorites will have *** next to them :)

***glass stained black by unrequitedangst (E) 31k // Mafia AU’s are some of my favorite kinds of fics, and this one did not disappoint! The character development of Osamu is really legit and despite being mafia, it’s not that heavy or angst of a fic (but you should still definitely read tags and warnings first). It’s an Osamu heavy fic, and if you’re into reading him being stupid, go right ahead LOL.

redux by catalysis (T) 2.3k // ngl I hate break-up fics with a passion truely (when you can’t handle fluff or angst what to do) but I liked the concept for this one hehe (so I made myself suffer LOL). It was short, but cute !!! and the unspoken words really hit me in the FEELS (so what I’m dramatic fight me LOL).

Impropriety by DeathBelle (T) 5.7k // royalty~ I love the banter between them in this fic and we DO stan respectful Osamu yes we do <33333 The relationships between not only SunaOsa but SunaAtsu (because even though it isn’t really SunaAtsu best friend agenda, I can delude myself into think it is okay :/) are done so well and so nice he’s mean Osamu is best Osamu.

***what are you waiting for? by Slumber (T) 3.7k // MIGHT BE MY FAV FIC FROM THIS EXCHANGE!!! It made me cackle and I love how they learn new things about each other!!!! Like the development is so good and Suna is really doing the MOST!! Also, I love recursive endings AHHHHHH!

agape by sketchedsmiles (T) 11.7k // soulmates, then they were SOULMATES! (ik that’s not how it goes but pls just humor me LOL) This fic really depicted Osamu’s insecurities/internal turmoil/overthinking really well and the realization he has vs Suna’s AHJAFKASFJ. I love confident Suna.

fireside by tartaglia (starkartifices) (T) 3.6k // we do love the subtle flirt flirt don’t we hehe ;) It’s short, it’s fluff, and it’s funny - what more could you ask for? Also whats a vigilante fic if there isn’t at least one pun about being a vigilante LOL.

Over and Over Again by tookumade (G) 6.4k // I would like to order one reassuring, reliable Miya Osamu for myself please and thank you :((( The way the relationship is so GOOD like both Suna and Osamu pick each other up and they know the other has their back ajfhkajdfl. I would purchase all the onigiri with the deal Suna was proposing ;) Onigirintarou.

from here to eternity by TheGlovedArtist (T) 6.6k // I for one am a big fan of mythology and stuff (heroes of olympus but like IDR any of the plot LOL) so of course I read this fic. The snark appearances of Sakusa and Komori gave me LIFE and the difference in descriptions from Astumu and Kita cracked me up. This is another respectful Osamu fic (yes I love these) and in this one it was a ‘I save you as much as you save me’ type beat LOL. Gotta love rings.

***Subtle Inarizaki Dating by sifuhotman (T) 15.2k // THIS ONE. Even if you don’t read the whole thing, I beg of you, please, I AM ON MY KNEES, read the SID for Astumu. It is worth the loss of all your brain calls I guarantee it. It made me giggle so freakin much. Suna might be an A-Hole but he’s OUR A-Hole <3

Forever Begins with 8 Seconds by subtlehues (T) 3.9k // FLUFF hehe, I love their dynamic in this one it’s very good and cute and everything great! Also, I am all for the head cannon that Suna cannot cook, yes pls. Also SUPERPOWERS whooooooooh.

***try again, and again, and again by rosegoldwriting (T) 2.6k // SOULMATES! If you ever wanted a specific soulmate AU! for SunaOsa look no further, it probably comes out LOL. I love this concept of them just being like ‘WTF’ everyday, it gives me life. Also, count how many soulmate AU’s you recognized because I just thought about it and I think it’d be fun LOL. (I went back and I think 11 but I’m not sure LOL)

let us burn by SilverMoonT (G) 13.5k // I am always up for a nice vampire Osamu and witch Suna (which believe it or not, is my second one because I read the other one by this writer LOL) This one is more Suna POV and it really goes into his fears and desires, and I like the way Osamu pushes him to live more freely.

***reasons to microwave an elixir by spiritscript (T) 8.2k // THIS ONE. UGH I love, and it’s funny and cute and it EVEN HAS CRIME (kinda not really but yes)! I love the quiet moments they have and the PET AHHHHHHH! We love medic Osamu :DDDDD But also the betrayal and the sparring (and the irony at the end LOL) AJSKJNFK.

we fall between by stringendos (T) 14.7k // honestly the entire time I was just screaming at my computer, begging for them to hurry up and realize, but alas this is a ~slow burn~ for a reason and the tag ‘exes who act like theyre married’ really is the reason I read it and I do not regret LOL. Also bless Matsuda and stan her.

All the Time in the World by minie_ai (M) 8.8k // we love immortality! Denial! And Suna mentally filing away blackmail against people (namely Astumu) LOL. Running away from your problems is always the answer (I am saying this is a not sarcastic manner because I too, run away from my problems LOL) but ramen is ALWAYS a good answer. We love ourselves some emotional constipation LOL.

***none but you by broikawa (T) 7.2k // everything is a competition always LOL, not that I’m complainin but still LOL EVERYTHING. I really love this one because I love the progression and cock-block SakuAtsu hehe. I love them being synchronized idiots <3

it all comes back to you, (my home) by iritaescents (T) 4.5k // FOREVER, WE STAN FOREVER. Anyway, LOL this was is very very cute and fluff and not slow burn, it fast burn LOL. It’s a cute fic to read and it even has our favorite, now say it with me SOULMATES LOL.

Can't help falling in bed with you by tirralirra (T) 6.7k // here we see a 5 + 1 with points for the title (I think it’s very funny LOL my humor is bad ;)) Not that it really needs extra points because it’s a great fic in itself LOL but I really liked the title so I felt the need to share this with you all (OOPS). This was so cute, and the + 1 is HILARIOUS.

It’s no longer up :(((((( -> love's consequences by xginpuff (T) 6.5k // WARNINGS AND TAGS been a while since we had an angsty fic in this list (LOL the way I just tried to avoid all of them hehe). I read the tags but ngl I was still surprised later LOL maybe I’m just dumb, but anyway IK it starts out a bit confusing, but after you read more, you’ll get into it!

***sunagashi by bastigod (T) 9.8k // if there’s anything I like more than mythology, it’s folklore LOL. I love this fic and the plot is written so artfully AHDSAJN. Also the scene with the Ume-chan and her comment (so snarky I love). Also they way I went through so much trouble trying to figure out the kanji LOL (SPOILER it’s miyarin hehe)

catch me (while i'm still runnin') by lunarins (T) 4.3k // first and foremost, may we have a moment of silence for Komori and his eyebrows..... Continuing, this fic was so good because I love a good heist hehe. Their slight of hand abilities really doing the most LOL, and the ending OMG. I love the way the writer added in how they appeared to others during the heist, it really made it so good! Ugh to have a painting class and almost die LOL.

***if we get this right by Slumber (G) 5k // OLD FRIEND plsplspls I love this fic and I love how Osamu slowly relearns who he knew Suna as AHHH. The ending, again UGH, I really loved it and their banter with one another.

The Study of Suna Rintarou by DeathBelle (T) 6.1k // PLEASE the way Osamu kept getting offended omg. But also the effort Suna puts into getting to know Osamu, I was in ~love~. Read to me Osamu, READ TO ME. But also the Osamu is an oblivious MF agenda is alive and well within this fic hehe.

Take a Hint by pancake_surprise (G) 2.3k // ok so I had just read a tumbr post about the one bed thing and then I saw this fic. It was like the stars aligned okay? I was like, ig I HAVE to read it now hehe. But seriously read it, it’s cute and like everything else, of course there’s a challenge to be made LOL.

Heatwave by pancake_surprise (G) 2.1k // the way they were dating without knowing they were dating man. The tag ‘Didn't Know They Were Dating‘ more accurate than the ‘first dates’ one LOL jk but actually tho am I kidding? It’s the first official one IG. LOL anyway, we do love the doin of the defining of relationships. Yup.

If you made it all the way down here, CONGRATS LOL. Like I said, I didn’t read all of them (sadly) and these were the ones i did read LOL. I might add more depending on whether I can motivate myself into reading fics I know will be good LOL so we’ll see heh. Honestly, I thought I was gonna get word counted, but YAY we finished (for now hehe). Also sorry for any possible typos (is this no beta we die like men?) I’m running on 90 min of sleep so my engrish be strugglin LOL. Be safe and wear masks :)

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #391

“if you wanna soar with vultures, you’ll have to swallow crow”

Have you ever been to Australia? No. I want to visit a friend there, but honestly, Australia scares me too much lmao. That place is like, the Hard mode in life. Who was the last person you know to have a birthday? My sister's husband just had his. Are you wearing a necklace? If so, describe it. No. Do you know anyone who is left-handed? My best fren. Ever wear out a CD? What was it? Haha, yeah... I caused a few scratches on Ozzy's Black Rain, as well as one more of his, where the album name is surprisingly evading me. What’s your favorite card game? Magic: The Gathering. What’s your favorite fast food meal? Burgers or chicken tenders are usually my go-to, depending on the place. Where is the best restaurant you’ve ever eaten in at? The Cheesecake Factory. @_@ Lamb chops or pork chops? I've actually never tried lamb chops before, but I've always thought they look yummy. If you HAD to pick ONE song to listen to for the rest of your life, and that would be the only song you ever heard, what would it be? "Life Won't Wait" by Ozzy Osbourne, probably. It's very motivating. Ever heard of Shinedown? Yeah, I like 'em. They're one of Dad's faves. What size is your bed? Queen. What is the first meal you remember eating? Hell if I know. What was the first movie you ever saw? I also don't remember. What percentile of your class were you in? The top. Can you name every place you’ve ever had sex? I probably could, but I'm not going to. What forms of birth control have you used? The pill and also just not having a sex life lmao. Do you use sponges or dishcloths when doing the dishes? A sponge. What’s your favorite song on the top twenty right now? I have zero clue what's in the top twenty. Ever punched a wall? No. What was the last bug you killed and what did you use? An ant in the house. My fingers. Ever get pulled over by the cops and get away without a ticket? I've never been pulled over. What was your first legal alcoholic drink? A margarita, I think? What’s the most expensive things your parents ever bought you? Probably this laptop. What’s the most expensive thing you’ve bought? My snake. Or my most recent tattoo, idr. What is your favorite cover song? I think Disturbed's "Sound of Silence" is unbeatable as a cover. Well, or Johnny Cash's "Hurt." Both SLAUGHTER the originals. Did you ever drop out of school? College, three times. Ever raise a child that wasn’t your own for more than 3 months? No. Strangest medical procedure ever performed on you? Considering the location, having a pilonidal cyst drained by pushing on it. Jesus FUCKING Christ it hurt so goddamn bad. Does the place you work have music playing? What sort? I don’t have a job. Do you use Windows, Mac, Linux, or something else entirely? Windows. Do you cut tags out of clothing so they don’t itch and bother you? Yes. How many times a year do you go on vacation? Zero, generally. What is your favorite time period in history to learn about? The Holocaust. What’s the saddest report you have ever seen on the news? *shrug* I don't watch the news. In your honest opinion, what is the scariest sea creature you know? Putting aside my illogical fear of whale sharks, probably giant squid. Like no thank u. What superpower do you think would be the most handy in times of trouble? Teleportation. Do you believe there is just one love for everyone, or…? No. There are WAY too many people in the world for that. Plus, you're talking to a person who has been in love with two different individuals, and both were perfectly valid feelings. Why are you best friends with your best friend? She's just simply amazing. Strong, funny, intelligent, caring, supportive, loyal... She's, again, amazing. Do you world peace is truly a possibility in the future? Realistically, no. But it's nice to imagine. Pretend you are a really good cook, what meal would you make? *shrug* It would depend on what I wanted to eat. What do you think of when you look at the stars? Just the vastness of everything, and I wonder what it's like up there in outer space. If a turtle doesn’t have a shell, is he homeless or naked? Dead? Their shells are part of their actual skeletal structure. What’s one thing you feel you must do in your life before it ends? Just... feel like I did something. What Disney princess are you most like? Personality-wise, I mean. Maybe Belle? To be totally honest, I don't really remember the details of most of their personalities. What do you think is the most important thing in this life is? Love. Do you use any acne medication? Not anymore. Have you ever tried to learn another language? How did it go? I took Latin for one semester, and it was hard as FUCK. I quickly changed to German next semester and did that for all four available classes. Do you still have a landline phone in your home? No. Throughout a typical week, which places are you likely to go? I go to the TMS therapy office every weekday, and I might ride with my mom to pick up groceries or something. How often do you use your webcam, if you even have one that is? Never anymore because my mic doesn't work on this laptop, so there's no reason to. Do you have a lock number or pattern for your phone? Neither, actually. What was the last thing you bought from a liquor store? Mom bought a nice bottle of some pink lemonade Smirnoff the other day for us to try, but she left it at my sister's. ;-; It looked soooo good. Is there any cereal in your house? What kind? Yeah. Mom got some Honey Nut Cheerios and Reese's Puffs. What's the most number of people you've ever lived with? Excluding myself, I wanna say five. Do you celebrate St. Patrick's Day? No. Do you have any pets? How long have you had them? I've had Venus forrrr... I want to say four years, and Roman for two, I think. What's your favourite kind of cheese? American. Have you danced in the rain? No. Who is your favorite person to text? Sara. What’s your favorite brand of jeans? I haven't worn jeans in many years. Do you enjoy Mario games? Not especially. Mario Kart is fun, though. What’s your favorite online game? World of Warcraft. Have you ever been hit with a ball in gym class? Yes. That shit hurts. Who was last to cook for you? My mom. Would you ever wish to explore a cave? YES!!!!! You see the person you fell hardest for. What do you do? Freeze, physically and mentally. Have you ever ridden in a car with someone who was high? Yes, because I was afraid to say no. Did you ever date the last person you kissed? Yes. Have you ever held a snake? Plenty of times. How often do you have friends over to your house? Never. Have you ever had a boss who acted unprofessionally? No. Who was the last person who cried around you? Why did they start crying? Was it unexpected? My mom, because she always feels unwanted at Ashley's house. It wasn't unexpected, honestly. She cries a lot in the car when she leaves my sister's house, honestly. It's heartbreaking. Do you have any exercises you do everyday? No. :/ Are you more of a dog or cat person? I'm a cat person. That only becomes more apparent with time, really. Have you ever had a dream of stabbing someone? I probably have, given I've had nightmares of strangling someone, punching and slapping people... all kinds of stuff. My nightmares are so fucking violent and I hate it. Would you ever have a bird as a pet? No. Have you ever had to speak at a funeral? No. Do you know someone who’s been cremated? My dog, as well as my younger sister's old pup. And Mom's. What is your favorite animated movie? The Lion King. Did your grandparents teach you anything? To not be horrendously old-fashioned and to never have kids, yes. Congrats, Grandma, I took both things to heart. Do you want/have a Bachelor's degree? No. Are you into superheroes? Who's your favourite? Not massively, no. I like Deadpool (yeah, yeah, antihero, whatever) and Spider-Man. Have you ever played Cards Against Humanity? Did you like it? Yes to both. Have you ever played a drinking game? Which ones? I don't think so. Did you ever play Neopets when you were younger? Yes, I LOVED them. Sometimes I'm still tempted to make a new account, I shit you not, lol. Have you ever been to Mexico? No. Have your parents ever worked in medicine? My mom was a pharmacy technician or some title like that for a long time. Is there anything unusual about your house? I don't think so? How many serious relationships have you been in? Two. Do you listen to Rise Against? I only know "Re-education (Through Labor)," but I LOVE that song. When was the last time you congratulated someone? It was probably something on Facebook, but idr. Have you ever taken care of a newborn baby? Go no, I could never. How old were you when you got your ears pierced? I don't remember my age, but old enough where I did it of my own volition. Do you snore when you sleep? No. Surprising for someone with sleep apnea as horrendous as mine. What was the last type of burger you ate? I had a McDouble from McDonald's a few nights ago.

[iiinejghafa]

bc we’re on the last two episodes of secret forest, here’s a long ass dump all my predictions/thoughts that nobody asked for!

SPOILERS FOR EPISODES 1-14

disclaimer: this is all very likely wrong lol my confidence has plummeted after i was so off the mark about dong-jae’s kidnapper LOL

also, i apologize if any of this is repetitive or if i missed/forgot/misinterpreted something as i 1) have only seen each episode once as they’ve aired and 2) have not ventured into any tags on social media beyond checking a few blogs for gifs, so i have no idea about any of the theories/ideas/commentary/etc that have been floating around.

ANYWAY

I think Choi is the mastermind behind everything, from the Park Gwang-su cover up to the false witness and note. While Woo is undoubtedly also shady and involved in Park’s murder to some degree, he’s unsubtle and emotional whereas Choi is more composed and perceptive, and she has the resources and intellect to pull off the fake note business without being caught.

I think she orchestrated the “prosecution is framing the police” scheme because the more I think about it, the less it makes sense that Kim or Woo would do something like this. It went against their own interests as prosecutors (delaying finding Dong-jae, who we now know was assaulted for reasons completely unrelated to Park Gwang-su) other than some sympathy points and, more importantly, it implies a level of certainty that Dong-jae wouldn’t be found. In other words, the culprit, who likely didn’t (confidently) know who the real kidnapper was or the likelihood of them being caught, knew that everything could get exposed as a scam, and I don’t believe Woo or Kim are dumb enough to risk sabotaging themselves so badly, especially when it was one of their own who was kidnapped. Was Choi planning on throwing one of them - maybe Kim, since she and Woo are in cahoots - under the bus by framing them in the event the culprit was caught?

In episode 14, Yeo-jin expresses to Choi that she is frustrated that she didn’t make the connection between the drowning victim’s shoes and his father’s comments about getting a job to pay for them, which may have led them to the culprit sooner. Choi says nothing but recalls a similar conversation when she spoke with him. What if she did make the connection back then?

I sadly think Detective Jang is involved with Choi/the culprit, specifically the fake note if not more than that. While I noticed his slightly off behavior throughout the season, it didn’t click for me that he could be involved until episode 14 when he has a gash on his cheek out of nowhere and his behavior with Hu-jeong (standing ominously outside his cell, looking frustrated with his replication of the note) and with the false witness (appearing disinterested but looking constantly between the chief and witness as if nervous/expectant, the camera putting him in frame often despite not speaking at all, and lingering on shots of him staring at the witness as Si-mok comes in and as he leaves the room). I think he got roped into Choi’s scheme either through her directly or via the tall aggressive ex-chief (the segok cop’s uncle idr his name lol), initially on the basis of sharing views on investigative rights and so on but then getting pulled in too deep.

While I hope this is red herring or that Jang pushed back against whoever was trying to use him/blackmail him - a sort of redemption for season 1 - the more I’ve thought about the less likely I think this is, though I believe either way he has no malicious intent.

Jang has come off as run-down, disillusioned, and even bitter (especially with respect to Yeo-jin’s new status and power) towards the system this season, which didn’t seem relevant until this most recent episode with his off-putting appearance in front of Hu-jeong’s cell and then his odd behavior in the interrogation room with his chief and the false witness.

I think he may have been blackmailed into writing the note, or at least was convinced it wasn’t a horrible thing to do/was ultimately harmless (a la season 1, with handing over the hotel footage to Kim by breaking into Yeo-jin’s laptop). In my opinion he’s a simple, straightforward guy: he’s not unintelligent by any means, but I don’t think he deeply considers the implications of what he does at times and/or is easily swayed by others if it seems to serve his best interest.

His family has been mentioned a few times this season, which is a lot for Secret Forest, so my guess is that this was abused by Choi if she dug up something compelling like an illness or complication with his new child. Also, early in the investigation he proposed the idea that Dong-jae was being dramatic/would reappear, downplaying his disappearance.

It just occurred to me that this could provide context for the note: “I washed the dishes too late.“ Did Jang identify with Dong-jae’s career-familial conflict and pull from his own experience?

Choi was looking for someone for the council that almost precisely fit Jang’s description, knowing Yeo-jin still had ties to her old department and worked with Jang. I don’t know the reasons or motive for this other than possibly his connection to Yeo-jin/Si-mok and his loyalty to the police.

I don’t think she’s careless enough to directly work with Jang, so I can see her using the tall burly ex-chief (probably also with blackmail about his nephew) and working through him. My reasoning for the ex-chief being involved is that the show made a point to establish that he and Choi know each other, not just verbally but through a flashback (which have been comparatively rare this season compared to the first), and in my opinion implies they have some sort of relationship.

I think Jang sent Mr. Yoon the package. My first thought had been Si-mok but knew it was unlikely (and I couldn’t think of a realistic, in-character reason for it), and now in hindsight Jang is really the only option that makes sense since out of the investigative team only Jang, Si-mok, and Yeo-jin returned this season.

Sticking with Choi being the culprit, I think out of desperation to avoid exposure she will use Si-mok and Yeo-jin’s relationship against them, whether it’s by threatening their careers or well-being or by framing them. She has called out Yeo-jin’s feelings for Si-mok a few times already, and others have noticed their closeness by now (even Woo and Kim, who probably had no concept of their friendship until episode 12) and know they are persistent and will pursue the Park Gwang-su case until the end.

I’m leaning towards Yeo-jin being targeted. Si-mok has been repeatedly pointed out as a problem by Woo, Choi, and Yeon-jae, and I think they will quickly realize that he won’t drop the Gwang-su case even when ordered to. It’s well-known that he has no regard for his career or well-being - e.g., he doesn’t care about getting yelled at by his superiors, isn’t career motivated, etc. - so I can see Yeo-jin being identified as a potential weak spot for him because of their relationship. It could just be her career that’s threatened, as that’s something that matters a lot to Yeo-jin and in turn would upset Si-mok, but given the precedent of Park Gwang-su’s murder/cover-up and the fake note/witness, I’m betting it will escalate to a direct threat against Yeo-jin whether it’s framing her for a crime or harming her.

This also lends itself to my Choi theory as between her, Yeon-jae, Woo, and Kim, she’s the only one who has not only perceived and called out Yeo-jin’s feelings but has repeatedly identified her relationship with Si-mok as a problem (other than Woo acknowledging it during their coffee date, but he was later confused by Yeo-jin running after Si-mok during the council meeting) and would potentially gamble on Yeo-jin being a weakness.

As an aside, the episode 15 preview shows Si-mok interrogating women who Park Gwang-su allegedly sent money to before his death, which might be a step too close to the truth for the culprit’s comfort and compel them to act.

Also, it’s worth noting that a theme with Si-mok this season is the concept of him being “stressed”/“worried” and not understanding what that emotion is to him. After his conversation with Kim where he denied being stressed he had a massive headache, had a headache at the meeting and didn’t agree with Yeo-jin that it was because he was worried about Dong-jae, and asked how someone looked when they were worried so he could look for signs in Woo. He didn’t have a big reaction on-screen to Dong-jae being found despite how stressed he was by the case and if anything the Park Gwang-su case is far more dangerous to investigate, so I think we’re in for at least one more headache and him being in a stressful/worrying situation, likely because of something happening to Yeo-jin. 

Si-mok may have unintentionally foreshadowed this in episode 14 during his act with the witness when he asked if any harm would come to him if he indicted him.

I think the third man in the vacation house was someone involved with Hanjo, most likely Mr. Lee or the brother. I forget which one of them is taking the PTSD medication, but it would make sense that they are on it after being traumatized by whatever happened at the vacation house. All I can gauge from the events of the night is that Woo or one of the Lees (likely the brother as we’ve seen his face this season) poisoned Park Gwang-su in Woo’s presence and Choi covered it up to make it look like a heart attack.

Choi does directly ask Yeon-jae if someone from Hanjo was on the property, but with the confirmation of a third man I think this may have been to feel her out on how much she actually knows about that night.

I genuinely don’t know Choi’s motives other than protecting Woo (though I feel like she’ll throw him under the bus when given the chance) so I feel like there’s another reason she’s so invested.

There are other little things I hope get addressed (Dong-jae’s junior’s panicked reaction to being asked about his relationships, Choi’s daughter, Si-mok and his mother) and a lot of other scrambled thoughts leading into this finale but these are my more concrete, evidence-based conclusions lol. Regardless I’m really looking forward to seeing what happens!

[headcanonsmadepublic]

Tag Game

Ayyyyyy thanks for the tag @my-child-gaara

1. Nicknames: Miyaya (a goofy nickname an old coworker gave me but no one actually uses anymore lol)

2. Gender: Female

3. Star sign: Virgo, which I never cared to even find out until like a few months ago lol

4. Height: 5′4

5. Time: 7:55 PM

6. Birthday: September 16th

7: Favourite Bands: Flyleaf/Lacey Sturm, Skillet/Ledger, Paramore, We As Human

8. Favourite Solo Artists: Lacey Sturm, Avril Lavigne, Evan Taubenfeld 

9. Song stuck in my head right now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ektWxnOfwTU

10. Last Movie I Watched: Honestly idr, I only watch anime these days haha

11. Last show I watched: Black Clover

12. When did I create my blog: like back in 2012 but never used it until I got into Pokemon Mystery Dungeon a little while ago

13. What do I post/reblog: not much tbh, I mostly just look at stuff lol. But every now and then I’ll have days where I just wanna reblog everything or bleed my emotions out through posts

14. Last thing I Googled: Jackie Hill Perry (author of a book I just finished)

15. Other blogs: N/A

16. Do I get asks: on the very rare occasion lmao

17. Why I chose my URL: because I suck at usernames so I went with Lacey Sturm’s album and a number

18. Following: 187

19. Followers: apparently in the low 30s, but I’m pretty sure it’s less than that lol

20. Average hours of sleep: 5-10

21. Lucky number: 27 I guess??

22. Instruments: I played viola in middle school but haven’t touched in since then and that was literally half my life ago

23. What am I wearing: pajamas cuz I was a hermit today

24. Dream Job: I’d love to work in one of those cat cafes where the cats are just chilling with people and can be adopted. It’s a crime that we don’t have one of those here.

25. Dream Trip: Japan

26. Favourite food: Chipotle burritos

27. Nationality: US

28. Favourite song right now: I’ll never have a single favorite song, but “Not Dead Yet” by Ledger has been up there for a long time

29. Last Book Read: Gay Girl, Good God by Jackie Hill Perry

30. Top Three ideal fictional universes: if we’re talking ideal and not favorite/most interesting, then: Gilmore Girls, Friends, That 70′s Show. I love anime worlds but I’m not interested in living in a constant life-or-death society lol

I’ll tag: @hunterxfics @crazydragonlady @trash-writings @mynameseri @simpingforgaara (sorry if you’ve been tagged before)

[jinfilms]

@moonchildjunoon​ mars tagged me in the ‘get to know me’ and ‘50 questions’ tags (thank u sweetheart!!! i love these hehe) let’s go~

get to know me tag >

name: hannah

birthday: may 7

zodiac sign: taurus

height: 5′8″

hobbies: photoshop, drawing 

favorite color(s): pink, blue, black

top 3 (friend)ships: jungkook and hoseok, yoongi and hoseok, jin and yoongi~ da boys 🥺

lipstick or chapstick?: chapstick pls

last book: expose me :( uhh idr the last one that wasn’t a manga honestly so in that case i think it was dungeon meshi or dorohedoro

currently reading: dunmesh (ongoing) 

last song: i like that by janelle monae

last movie: to all the boys i’ve loved before i think ? its been a while omg

inspiration for muse: oh tbh i don’t think i feel inspired by things a lot of the time :( i suppose i take a lot of inspo from my peers but not through anything interesting like music or smthn

dream job: florist maybe ... 

meaning behind my URL: just taetae :3

for this one i’d like to tag @btsaudge​ and @yoonmochiiii​  ♡ ♡ ♡

50 questions >

What colors is your hairbrush? light purple

What food would you never eat? fish 

Are you usually hot or cold? hot :(

What did you do 45 minutes ago? i was cooking a sandwich :0 spam and egg and cabbage

Favorite chocolate? milk

Have you ever been to a professional sports event? nope

What was the last thing you said out loud? uhh i think i said “no thank you” when my mom offered my a mozzarella stick lol

Favorite ice cream flavor? strawberry maybe... i don’t eat a lot of ice cream

What was the last thing you drank? coffee currently

What kind of wallet do you have? a dark purple kate spade wallet

What was the last thing you ate? my sandwich!!!

Did you buy clothes last weekend? yes...i ordered from yesstyle which was so stupid of me bc i didn’t realize they probably can’t ship here right now... :( i’m an idiot

What was the last sports event you saw? i don’t think i’ve watched a live sports event since high school which was probably a tennis match i was participating in lol

Who was the last person you texted? 

Do you like camping? not really :(

Do you eat vitamins? djsjdsdj no i wish these questions would stop exposing me for being lazy!!!

When was the last time you travelled? i went to montreal a few years ago and i wanna go back!!

Do you like sunbathing? no i wanna protect my skin

Asian or Italian food? asian but nothing w fish... i’m picky either way

Do you drink soda? no. naste

What color socks are you wearing now? no socks~

When was the last time you were speeding? i don’t speed >:(

What are you afraid of? heights

What can you see if you turn left? just my dresser

What kind of housework you like the least? cleaning the bathroom...thinking of pulling hair out of the shower drain...ugh

What is the first thing you think of when you hear someone talking in a language you don’t know? usually it’s while i’m at work and i get nervous and guilty bc it feels like i can’t help them to the best of my ability :( not counting kpop or kdramas ofc because duh

Do you sleep on your back or side? back bc i can’t breathe on my side :(

You crave fast food, where do you go? hmm taco bell...quesarito :)

What is your lucky number? 3, 9

Who was the last person you talked to? my mom

Do you eat meat? yes

What was the last song you listened? i’m listening to interlude : shadow rn !

Last book? not this again omg

What is your favourite day of the week? whatever day i don’t have work lol

Do you know the alphabet song backwards? no wtf

Favorite coffee/tea? iced caramel macchiato... or a cold brew... green tea 

Favourite shoes? prob just my white slip on vans bc they’ll go with most outfits...i don’t like having to think too hard about clothes

When do you usually go to sleep? uhh any time between midnight and like. 5 am jfksdjlfdlk ugh

When do you usually wake up? i don’t like to sleep past noon ever but never at the same time every day

Sunrise or sunset? sunset

Do you like your bed soft or hard? hard

Describe the plate you are eating from? plain white plate w cherry blossoms painted on it 

Your favorite type of alcohol? i’m only 20!!! :|

Do you like board games? yes hehe

If you had a car, what kind would it be? i don’t care about cars...save the earth use public transport idk idk i don’t have one anyway

Do you know how to change car tires? nop :(

Dream country? hmm maybe one w a pretty countryside like france 

If you could choose from any jobs in the world, what would you like to do? still a florist...i wanna go around handing out flowers and make pretty bouquets for my future wife/partner

What would you like to try to do? And what is stopping you? id like to hold hobi’s hand but we’re in quarantine so i cant :/ it sucks...

for the 50 questions tag i want to tag @angtaelic​ @hansjisung​ @baehyungs​ and @yoonkitty​ 

if i tagged u in either of these games please don’t feel pressured to~ i hope u guys are having a good monday! ♡ i love u lots!!!  ♡

[agirlinhell]

100 TRUTHS

Tagged by : no one!!

1. Real name: Angela

2. Nicknames: Angie, ladyimaginarium, nerdy cupcake,

3. Zodiac sign: Cancer ( Western ) ; Dragon ( Chinese / Eastern )

4. Gender: Female ; Questioning??????????? idk??? im a little confused on this?? like i’m a girl but i wouldn’t necessarily be offended if someone called me by they / them either.. is that normal?????? idk man

5. Nursery: Home??

6. Primary school: Public

7. Secondary school: Public

8. Hair color: Dark brown - I wanna change that tho

9. Long or short: I have medium length hair??

10. Loud or quiet: Quiet, my brain’s loud enough as it is and it won’t shut the fuck up 

11. Sweats or jeans: Sweats!

12. Phone or camera: Phone

13. Health freak: Nah not really that just sounds ridiculously tiring and exhausting

14. Drink or smoke: hahahahahah  haAAAAHAHAHAHAHAAAA NOPE NOT GONNA REPEAT AFTER MY OLD MAN I DON’T BLOODY FUCKING THINK SO

15. Do you have a crush on someone: Not currently???

16. Political orientation: Uhhh... idk.. Centrist leaning towards the left??? idk man i don’t really give a fuck tbh

17. Piercings: nada

18. Tattoos: None, i kinda want one tho

HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:

19. Airplane: I wish :C

20. Car accident: Nope

21. Fist fight: NOOOOOOOOOO, I hate confrontation LMAO

FIRSTS:

22. Piercing:NADA

23. Best friend: uhhhhh kindergarten????

24. Instrument: I played the xylophone for a cultural showcase w/ my class - i also play the keyboard - the only thing i have left of my grandmother who died a year ago

25. Award: UHHHHHHHHHHH i think it was an award for being the best writer in my school and for winning a contest for remembrance day??? other than that i never really won an award, i’m nothing special

26. Crush: I...... honestly don’t remember?

27. Language: English

28. Big vacation: Montreal a few years ago????

LASTS:

29. Person I talked to: uhhhhhh my mom / my cats?? i uh..... i don’t talk to people much

30. Person I texted: uhhhhhh @rcdhccdie​ ( we know each other irl ) ??? LOL

31. Person I watched: Uhhhhhh i don’t watch people LMAO

32. Food I ate: chicken tornadoes w/ chives + rosemary and thyme

33. Movie I watched: u h h h h  hh  h hh fantastic beasts 2: the crimes of grindelwald

34. Song I listened to: ride - lana del rey

35. Thing I bought: uhhhhhhhhhhhhh gummy bears?? idr

36. Person I hugged: My mom.............. i’m a lonely bitch and i don’t get hugs often ok

FAVES:

37. Food: chocolate???????? pizza??????????? apples????????

38. Drinks: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fruit punch????

39. Clothing: Anything comfy???

40. Book: the a song of ice and fire series

41. Color: teal!!

42. Flower: rose!!

43. Music: i like literally everything but uh if i had to pick a genre it’s probably indie??

44. Movie: disney movies????

45. Subjects: history :>

IN THE PAST YEAR I:

47. [❌] Kissed in the rain

48. [✔️] Celebrated Halloween

49. [ ✔️ ] Had your heart broken

50. [✔️] Went over the minutes on your cell phone

51. [✔️] Someone questioned your sexual orientation ( deeeeeeefinitely my mom,,,,,, and myself LMAOOO BUT NOW I KNOW WEEEE )

52. [❌] Used a weapon

53. [❌] Breathed fire ( oH I WISH )

54. [❌] Had an abortion

55. [✔️] Done something you’ve regretted

56. [✔️] Broke a promise

57. [✔️] Kept a secret

58. [✔️] Pretended to be happy

59. [✔️] Met someone who changed your life

60. [❌] Pretended to be sick

61. [ ❌ ] Left the country

62. [❌] Tried something you normally wouldn’t like, and liked it

63. [✔️] Cried over the silliest thing

64. [ ❌ ] Ran a mile

65. [✔️] Went to the beach

66. [✔️] Stayed single

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: nothing

68. Drinking: nothing

69. Getting ready to: internally scream and go through yet ANOTHER existential crisis :’D

70. Listening to: when the party’s over - billie eilish

71. Plans for tomorrow/today: No plans

72. Waiting for: I don’t know.... a way outta here?????? to be given a hug??? someone to run their fingers through my hair while i sleep??? a change????? to watch the stars with someone late at night?? something exciting?? to get out of this hellhole?? someone to tell me i’ll be okay???

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids: nah, if i did, i’d probably adopt tbh but again i...... highly doubt it. LOL

74. Want to get married: maybe? :OOO

75. Careers in mind: hmmmm something to do with traveling or photography??? maybe a writer as a side job??

WHICH IS BETTER ON A PERSON/PARTNER:

76. Lips or eyes: Eyes<33

77. Shorter or taller: I prefer my partner to be taller than me, but I wouldn’t mind it if they were shorter - honestly size doesn’t matter to me

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Both!

79. Nice stomach or nice arms: Doesn’t matter to me

80. Sensitive or loud: Both!

81. Hookup or relationship: Relationship

82. Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant; I don’t want to be in a situation where my partner is causing trouble, unless if it’s something like minor like a small prank.

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: I don’t wear glasses/contacts

84. Ran away from home: kinda?? more like walked too far from home and had to walk my ass back LMAO

85. Held a weapon for self defense: No, I was never in a situation where I needed to

86. Killed somebody: No, and I don’t plan to

87. Broken someone’s heart: idk maybe?? if i did i have no idea, no one ever said “i love you” in a romantic way and meant what they said to me sooooooooooo

88. Been arrested: HELL NO

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Miracles: yep!! though it varies from situation to situation

91. Yourself: Not as much as I should be!! LMAO

92. Love at first sight: Kinda. I bet there’s someone out there who found love at first sight, but I doubt it’ll happen to me LMAO

93. Heaven: I like to believe that there’s an afterlife!! otherwise... what’s the point??

94. Santa Claus: I did until i was like what..... ten?

95. Easter Bunny: Same thing as Santa Claus LMAO

96. Magic: sure, why not?? :OOO i’d like to think so!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with, right now: my sisters? idk i don’t have anyone in mind

98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: .....no :C

99. Are you happy with the person you’re with: I’m not with anyone at the moment :C

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 5 people: @paulklee-guild @rcdhccdie @dcadrct @stillgcod @prctecthem @morefinesse

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tagged by @bunnycykes (thank you so much!!!! this made me smile)

RULES: answer the following 22 questions and then tag however many people you’d like!

STARZY WILL PROCEED WITH MORE INFO THAN ANYONE ASKED FOR

Name: except here. as i put out too much info about myself as it is im sorry but you guys are still getting my penname unless we’re close Maria

Nickname: Starzy, Starz, Aqua, H20, Ryan/Brennt mun, Kitty, Lil Mouse, Badger, idr any others. There’s probably mean nicknames I don’t know about *killed*

Zodiac sign: PEGASus!!!!!!!!!! I don’t put any stock in astrology (but the actual sign is virgo. Just for the record. Whatever the horoscope tells you will probably be completely wrong. For me. ;) )

Height: 5′2″ last i checked. which was a while ago but. i’m pretty sure i haven’t grown.

Hogwarts house: *looks up my last answer* Kindlehorn. The one that everyone hates because we shun magic. They hate us so much for ruining the ‘fun’, they wrote us out of history. JK Rowling was disgusted with us and dumped us from the pages of her chronicles. but we have Jesus so we’re overall content not to care. (this makes much more sense in context of my previous answer but I don’t want to copy/paste ;P Just listen to my insane ramblings instead.)

Last thing I googled: ...my zodiac cuz i care so little i never bother to retain what it is in my memory. busted. But that only proves how i literally just don’t put any stock in it. I only look it up for... “quizzes” merely for sake of curiosity because those quizzes ONLY give you an answer based on the zodiac. Zodiacs are based on constellations. But honestly? No idea what virgo looks like in the sky. I tend not to like what the constellations “draw”. They look better as just dots of light imo. Stars are great by themselves. ...Before that I looked up the lyrics to Relient K’s “Don’t blink” even if both were technically Bing because even though Bing S U C K S I’m literally too lazy to change it back to google after it forced itself onto my browser without consent.

Favorite musician(s): Relient K, The Classic Crime, Skillet, Superchic[K], Evanescence, Within Temptation, Tenth Avenue North... well i typically just kinda pick songs here and there from artists so it’s kinda hard to say beyond that? I love some of Cascada’s stuff. Asking what genres i like--wait. Nevermind.

Last song I listened to: Grey by Barlowgirl

Song stuck in my head right now: um. i’m literally still listening to the aformentioned song. Is it possible to have another song stuck in your head as you listen to a song? maybe? i can’t remember.

Followers: 299. I can’t wrap my head around it. I don’t even roleplay on this blog anymore. I have to assume it’s because i stopped posting ooc (usually...) and so even though I don’t post roleplay stuff, I still reblog psa stuff. Whenever I say stuff ooc people generally ignore me lmao

Following: 837. (about 200 are rp and the rest are asthetic/writing/other) no offense to anyone but thank God most of them are inactive bc i have an obsession with scrolling my dash which has become a major problem on my 15 minute work breaks trying to go down to the last post i remember on my dash within a time limit and usually this means I end up taking more than 15 minutes -- *inhales* im a bad worker

Amount of sleep: i try to get 8 hours every night but that doesn’t always happen. sometimes i don’t so well, and sometimes i have the morning available so when i wake up and my lethargy kicks in like i only slept 4 hours... i go back to bed and sleep up to 12 hours which im trying not to do anymore. im missing out on life.

Lucky number: another thing i don’t really believe in but as far as my fav number i always liked 5 for some reason.

What I’m wearing: blue jeans, black jacket that fits just right, and underneath it, an “emo” sweater hoodie that’s actually really too small for me but no one can tell because it’s under my zipped-up-jacket. i like this shirt. even if no one can see it. >> m i n e

Dream job: lol, i gave up on dream junk. but i do want to keep applying to the local humane society. that would be a more comfortable work environment for me personally. im not much of a dog person though so i would want to work with cats. Don’t hate dogs. Just... i don’t like being licked. mew

Dream trip(s): I’ve been getting into my Bible more {kinda}, and the more i do i’ve lightly had the thought of seeing Israel. I’m not like... set on it though. I honestly don’t know if there’s anywhere I really care about going in particular anymore?

Favorite food(s): no idea what it’s called: cream of mushroom soup cooked and blended with beef over rice. kinda similar to S.O.S. I also like Ramen, Pho, and (a bunch of other things yet i’m picky?) chips and salsa.

Instruments: My favorite instrument is the Triangle. I can play a mean rendition of “Infinite” by Dangerkids... @fritzymagpies and khloe have heard it. They can attest. It is super bad!! (on your ears)

Languages: just english. i tried to learn spanish for school. no hablo bien. muy mal. muy. i can’t really say anything else in spanish. That’s 3 years of learning folks, down the drain.

Favorite song(s): mmmm... i have no idea. well one i like is “It’s a Dream (Anesthesia remix)” by East Clubbers.

Random fact: i talk too much. about nothing. BUT YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT, DIDNT YOU. (starzy’s next big feat: learning to be mute. and not be judged for it.)

Aesthetic: fairytales, Jesus, star shapes, actual stars, mermicorn stuff, sparklies, kitties, and pink/purple/blue or pastel color schemes. (blue tho)

tagging - KHLOE I CAN’T TAG YOU DANGIT--wait bwahaha @m3dicinal-music, @fritzymagpies, @theaiexperiment, @sacredprayer, @the-dark-omochao, @the-inked-quill, aaand uh. i think i’m a bit shy to tag anyone else (if they find this info too personal or whatnot i don’t know them well enough) so IF YOU WANNA, STEAL THE MEME. THING. (i don’t condone any other type of theft tyvm)