#idr how she spells her name

[jackinalex]

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C20jHUzPl9e/?igsh=MWFxdHpwcWRnc3cyNg==

Okay so when I saw this reel on my feed I immediately thought of Alex but when I copied the link to send it to you and saw it was cowrote by Alex it’s just so fitting 🤣

Alex is fucking insane for this. Stop projecting onto the newbies oooomfg. I need him to get a new therapist. Possibly six new therapists.

[cappucosmico]

the most devastating shit on earth is that i had a friend in middle school who was like my ride or die. but her only "social media" was Google Fucking Plus. so naturally i have lost her in the wastelands of that shitstorm. but i cannot find her ever again bc she has like The most common name on god's green earth so one facebook search for people with her name in the bronx yields like a million fucking results. so imagine if she's not even in the bronx anymore. 10 million results

[seijatachiis]

so been playing reverse 1999 again for over a week now from a fresh account and i'm obsessed. i'm in the middle of chapter 4 and idr if at launch ch4 was completed or not bc i kinda don't remember some of where i am now but!!!! story is so good!!!!

i'm playing it as god intended, english dub, on my ipad, in bed, headphones ON. i played it on pc last time and it doesn't need that! i also play jp dub but rv99 prides itself on the eng dub so i figured if i truly wanna try to get back into this game i need to give it a shot and it's WORTH IT. sonetto is like the only one i feel isn't good? bc she sounds inconsistent but everyone else is great. matilda is literally 30000% more annoying but it fits her character SO well and actually hearing her mutter in french her character just comes alive (i love matilda)

sonetto and matilda also soooooo gay

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gameplay wise and unit wise, i've got 4 6s rn, the free semmilwise (idr how to spell her name), regulus (from starter banner), lucy (bc she's a lim and Meta so i'm like why not i like sexy robot), and 37 who's my precious baby. i heard 37 isn't really meta but she works with lucy (once i her lucy to i3...i've not even gotten 37 to i2 bc resources...) so i'm gunna work on that.

i really want vila and isolde rn so they're my priority! i wish 5s had more place tbh... like once i think i have two teams and can comfortably clear more of the endgame content i'll revisit building matilda...

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i'm just having so much fun again but it is also hard to find time to read everything bc i don't wanna skip stuff even if it's not main story stuff yknow? but i've totally neglected my other games minus arknights lol

add me!!

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let's be friends :) i want rv99 friends :)

also might start working on a rv99 oc... hehehe

[attractthecrows]

bits from the Driving Brainstorm yesterday. mostly ocs. yuh

-idr if i mentioned this but Laure's hair glows when exposed to lyrium or mana, either ambiently or directly via drinking potions/casting spells. this is bc lyrium potion got into the wound on her head- the lyrium scar on her scalp actually causes the glow, but the bleaching effect on the hair made them behave like fiber optic cables and transmit the glow from follicle to tip.

-everyone knows that charlie day in the mailroom trying to figure out pepe silvia bit. Revallen does that shit to his quarters at skyhold but about the threads of truth hidden in the distortions of folklore. it is a very imprecise way of researching, focused on the Dalish and their natures/reactions/biases/etc rather than historical record. it makes no sense whatsoever to anyone except him and Nessie, who was raised with it and does the same thing. this is how he came so close to intuiting the truth about the Evanuris before Trespasser.

-Nessie is a Dreamer, but no one in Tillahnen or Lavellan had any experience with which to teach her, so until she arrives at Skyhold and meets Solas she's reliant on luck and the helping influence of Dirennen's spirit(her granddad) keeping an eye on her as kin to keep her safe. Safe to say she is an extremely fortunate girl.

-both Revallen and Aiona inherited their flirtatious tendencies from their slutty, slutty father Dirennen, the previous Keeper of Tillahnen.

-I like to name my elves after their gods in some form or fashion. like Sylaira's obvious but there's also Ilithra (andruIL/ILithra), Mythiala, and Dirennen (DIRthamen/DIRennen)

[noven-warsh]

qsmp stuff I remember from last year :3 (not in order of date btw)

~ When Slimecicle misclicked on his kid, and then did a whole court trial to get her back ~~ When Charlie tried murdering all the eggs and he couldn't get into Chayanne and Philza's house

~ When it was said that Juanaflippa went to hell

~ When Charlie misclicked on Tilln, and Roier (Whom I think he called?) told Quackity about it

~ When Tallulah picked out her name for the first time

~ When Tallulah, Chayanne and Philza "died" at the hands of the Nightmare Stalker

~ When Forever joined the server and the first things he did were to try and woo Philza into being his sugar daddy

~ When Cellbit tried to get into the Federation and cut a shit ton of ties including having a divorce moment with Forever and calling Badboyhalo a "bad father" (I think)

~ When Cellbit and Roier got married

~ When Quackity, Chayanne, Tallulah (and some other guy idr) got attacked by the Code Monster, and then the former had to scold Chayanne for trying to fight it

~ When Tallulah lost her first life to the code monster

~ When Forever attacked Leonarda in front of Foolish

~ When Tallulah, Leonarda and Pomme (I think?) made a band together

~ When Quackity tried to execute all the eggs and set up a schoolhouse for it ~~ When Chayanne protected Tallulah from Quackity because the latter wanted to talk to her alone

~ When Quackity went to Phil's house and repeatedly asked him if he can have Tallulah ~~ When Phil gave Chayanne a glock for protection

~ When Esp!Quackity watched Egg A1 die in front of him

~ When Cellbit found all the stuff "Hope" left behind

~ When Baghera Jones sang a little song to Pomme

~ When Philza was trapped in a cage by the Feds after he burned their building down

~ When it was revealed that Jacksepticeye had a ticket to join the QSMP but couldn't because he was busy

~ When Chayanne picked up the hobby of cooking

~ When Jaiden and Roier lost Bobby

~ When we found out that Badboyhalo was Cellbit's mentor

~ When it was implied (I think?) that Baghera, Bagi, Jaiden and Cellbit were all raised by the Federation

~ When Cucurucho and Mr Duck announced that all the og eggs (including Tallulah) were "going to die soon" (Which actually didn't happen at all)

~ When cc!Philza talked about how he dreamt of Chayanne and Tallulah once

~ When people made the whole hc that Chayanne and Cucurucho was the same person (because they were played by the same admin)

~ When Cellbit and Forever (? Idk some other guy I forgot) were beefing and Quackity took care of Richarlyson while they were beefing

~ When Tallulah and Richarlyson were fighting over a painting Romero Richas made (I think? I don't remember)

~ When Tallulah was adopted by Philza for the first time

~ When it was revealed that Tallulah was originally supposed to be Badboyhalo's kid (I think?)

~ When Purgatory happened ~~ When Bolas Rojas won and the team all hailed Philza and offered him all their belongings

~ When Empanada saw Lenay's dead corpse under a bridge and started calling her a "mermaid"

~ When Quackity had a whole arc where he tried to figure out who was Tilln's father (other than him ofc)

~ When Fitmc (and another guy I forgot his name) had a slow burn relationship

~ When Bagi and Tina had a date together and it was crashing because of something Jaiden was doing in the background (I think?)

~ When Niki tried to flirt with Jaiden but couldn't because she was spelling something wrong (I think?)

~ When Roier taught Jaiden spanish swear words

~ When Quackity joined and one of the first things he did was murder a federation worker

~ When Agent 18 and Foolish were up to something

~ When Tallulah was kinda bitter towards Sunny

~ When cc!Cellbit joined a call in the Qsmp discord server and Tubbo, Roier, Quackity and some other people crying

~ When Foolish finished his titan statue

~ When Slimecicle and ElMariana had gay sex

~ When Jaiden was obsessed with Miku for a while

~ When Cellbit was paranoid that Cucurucho was up to something

That's it for now! I have lots of other memories, but these are the ones I can think off the top of my head for now. I'll make another post if I remember other things

[amelia-haynes]

desired reality backstory

i talk about doctor who a lot so if you haven't seen the show i guess spoilers ahead?

so first things first: i need to give out a little bit of background

my name is Amelia Pond Smith, I'm the Doctor's and River's daughter. When I was born, Madame Kavarian was hunting me because she was mad at River for falling in love with her target, basically.

They ripped a hole through the universe and placed me up for adoption (left me at a hospital) and I grew up in this normal universe where nothing happens.

Throughout my life he has been popping in and out just checking in on me, like he did with Clara.

the part i don't like to think about is how he takes me back to his universe so we'll skip that part (yes i script in bad moments too because my perfect life has not perfect moments which makes me appreciate the good moments even more)

so The Doctor brings me back to his universe, but because of time travel and fixed points in time and space he takes me back in time and drops me off at this boarding school in the 1900s where 10 is there with Martha hiding from the aliens

(i never liked that episode so idr the names of the aliens)

I help him and Martha fight those aliens, and I also have my own chameleon circuit so I open it up and boom. Time Lord.

Fun and TMI Fact: I was born in the TARDIS (and made 👀) so that, along with the fact my IQ is 201, I have powers. They include the Avatar's powers like water, earth fire, and air bending. I can also metal bend, blood bend, and heal with water bending. Also have like legit magic. Not like Harry Potter magic, I don't need a wand or anything I just need an intention to use magic and a spell. Some times a spell.

So I travel with the Doctor and Martha, then Jack comes along, then the whole ordeal with The Master taking over the world and the events of season 4 happen.

When Daleks steal the Earth, I've nearly died quite a few times and the Doctor is worried, like worried about me so he sends me to live with Sarah-Jane Smith and her son Luke. I think I'm like. god hang on i actually have to think hard about this-

i think i'm 17 when this happens. My age in this genuinely confuses me.

So I live with Sarah-Jane for a few years, the Doctor does visit every now and then. 2010 happens and 10 regenerates into 11, it's very emotional for me, blah blah BUT I am there throughout all of season 5 of these events. He did promise me I can travel with him for the summer of 2010 and it is the summer before Luke goes to university so he comes with us because why not? Fun adventure before college university.

The events of season 5 happen blah blah the Doctor saves the universe. luke and i start see each other but i'm only three years older than him in this it's all fine i did think about that

Season 6 happens, it's 2012, time starts catching up, now the Doctor and River are married, she's pregnant and gives birth in the TARDIS and yes I am there for my birth because fucking time travel is confusing as all hell.

Kavarian is on the hunt for me, so I'm all grown up and need to go back into hiding. I am also not emotionally stable because my life got flipped turned upside down twice already (first time leaving my home, second time having to move in with Sarah-Jane) so the thought of having to start over A THIRD FUCKING TIME just makes me want to go and unalive Kavarian.

I mean I know I can, but River and the Doctor don't want me to live with something like that. I'm basically an angsty teenage Time Lord to them.

SO yeah my backstory is really long, i did leave some stuff out because it's so much and i got lazy. and don't come at me for inconsistencies or something. it makes sense to me because a.) it's my reality and b.) fucking time travel

this is the back bone to all my desired realities and how i get to them. i have three main dr's which is mcu, xmen, and stranger things. xmen the Doctor just drops me off at the mansion, and in mcu and stranger things i fall out of the TARDIS into that world.

i did forget to mention when writing this and i don't know when it happens, but i do know that the Doctor and i end up in the mcu universe at some point in the 1940s so i meet steve rogers and bucky barnes before captain america is a thing. bucky totally has a thing for me but i 1000% sass him

[servin-up-surveys]

survey #191

Do you have a large dog? If not, are you afraid of them? No, we literally have a chihuahua lol, but I'm not scared of them at all.

Has anyone ever told you that they loved you, and you didn’t say it back? Yes.

Who is your favorite photographer? Anastasiya Dobrovolskaya. She's well-known for a portrait of three different colored hair women holding three differently colored foxes.

Were you shy in high school? Not very, no.

Did the last guy/girl you kissed have any piercings? No.

Do you actually love your parents? Yes. I feel some amount of soreness and aching over my dad, but I still love him.

Do you know anyone autistic? My niece and very likely myself; I'm finally being examined for it next month.

Do you like your girlfriend’s/boyfriend’s parents? I love his mom, even though I very much disagree with her religious beliefs and how intense she is about them. I never got to meet his dad; Girt's told me that we would've disagreed on a whole lot, and he's always described him as having been a hardass, but I certainly still respect him and how dedicated a husband and father he was.

Do you like Polaroid photography? Yeah, it's very aesthetically pleasing to me.

Who was the last family member of yours that died? One of Mom's cousins recently did.

Do you have any gay family members? Yes, another of Mom's cousins, possibly second or third, idr.

Would you be upset if you caught your boyfriend looking at porn? No, I'd only be upset if he tried to hide that fact from me.

What is your favorite type of cat? Oriental shorthairs.

Who of the opposite sex has seen you at your worst? Either Jason or Girt, I can't decide which instance was really my true "worst."

Were you raised by someone other than your parents? No.

What’s the last chore you did? I emptied the dishwasher.

What is your favorite jungle animal? Probably tigers, or clouded leopards. Or red pandas... lol idk, there are so many.

Is your father injured? He has back problems, but that's all I know.

Are you part Native American? Not to my knowledge, no.

What are your pets’ names? Roman, Venus, and Cookie, whom we didn't name.

Have you ever worked two jobs? No.

What are the names of all the dogs you’ve ever owned? Trigger, Angel, Teddy, Dale, Delilah, Cali, Bentley, and Cookie are the ones I count. I think we briefly had Harley, my older sister's former dog, but it was very short-lived, and we also had a dog for like, not even a week before Cookie, and I can't remember what Mom named her in the brief time she was here, she just wasn't for us.

Would you ever get a face tattoo? It's doubtful. If I do, it would absolutely be something very small and subtle.

Who in life have you felt the strongest need to protect? Probably Jason when he had bronchitis, apparently my "mama bear" response only exists for partners and it's weird.

What is the cruelest thing a person has ever said to you? She basically called me a liar about being traumatized because I "did the same thing to her" and don't even get me fucking started on this shit

Who have you most feared in your life? My dad.

What is your strongest reason for your opinion on abortion? What goes on in someone's own body is fucking nobody else's business. You don't wanna share it with another growing life form, that's your goddamn right.

What one natural thing would you most like to see? Aurora borealis.

Do you like the game Tetris? No, it actually really stresses me out lmao

What’s the most rebellious thing you’ve ever done? I'm unsure.

Have you ever wanted to be a model? No.

Do you like your name how it’s spelled? Actually no, I prefer "Britney" since that's how you *actually* pronounce it.

Who was your first online friend? It was Mazzy!

Your last ex: how did you two get together? I actually had a dream of us together and woke realizing "... oh" lmao.

Does your mom dye her hair? Yes, she's self-conscious of her gray so adds more brown occasionally.

What’s the best kind of video game? (Adventure, shooting, etc) Horror is what I have the most fun with.

Do you know anyone who has road rage? My younger sister does.

Have you ever had a controlling boyfriend/girlfriend? No, I ain't playin that game.

Have you ever tried to break up anyone because YOU liked the guy/girl? So actually no. In the situation where my best friend's boyfriend liked me when I was 12, even though I flirted back, I didn't actually want them to break up. I was just being reckless and dumb and not truly realizing my actions had consequences until he was saying he loved me. I also never actively tried splitting Jason and Ashley up, though boy trust me my bitter ass wanted to, but I had just enough self control to not go 100% child.

Do you draw fanart of anything? Not regularly whatsoever, but I have before.

What was the last music video you watched? Did you like it? "Sport frei" by Lindemann, and it was fine, yeah.

What’s a condition you have that you haven’t been officially diagnosed with? I am like 99.99% sure I'm a high-masking autistic, and apparently ever since childhood, some people (including my mother ofc) have wondered, we just never truly looked into it.

Which one of your parents do you think is smarter? I know Mom is.

Have you ever supported anyone’s Kickstarter? If so, what was it? No, but I would if I had my own income and was exposed to one I really liked.

What band has the power to make you cry by splitting up? Oh Rammstein for sure lol, their retirement probably isn't too terribly far off and it already scares me lmao, I need ONE concert.

Would you feel funny if you kissed somebody of the same sex? I've done this before and no, I didn't feel weird.

Can grills be sexy on a guy? I think they're unattractive on anyone.

What’s your favorite comic book/graphic novel? I don't read these and never really have.

Do you prefer original or sour Skittles? Sour.

Do you find it easy to pass the time or do you get really bored? One of my primary depression symptoms is anhedonia, do the math.

Have you ever been in a Catholic confessional? Yes, don't do this shit to your kids btw, I still hold bitterness over being forced into this as a child.

Who was the last non-relative you rode in a vehicle with? Girt.

What was the title of the last song you listened to? "Altes Fleisch"

Who is the lead singer of your favorite band? Obviously Ozzy himself; Till Lindemann.

Do you expect to be married in the next 2 years? No.

Have you ever had an allergic reaction to an insect? No.

Who IMed you on Facebook last? My friend Summer.

Is there an item that you bought on a whim, but now consider it a crucial part of your life and you would or have purchased it again? Possibly, idk.

What flags do you have in your room, if any? None.

What was the last thing you ate? A sandwich.

What kind of natural disaster is most common where you live? Hurricanes.

Do you or your parents rake your yard? No, it's very environmentally unfriendly anyway.

If you’re not straight, who was the first person you came out to? Sara.

What do you think of the ‘Healthy At Every Size’ movement/philosophy? I don't agree with this, and mind you this is coming from an obese person. I believe it's perfectly possible to not equate one's worth to their weight (like being fatphobic, which is absolutely evil) while still not encouraging bodies that by definition cannot function in a truly healthy manner. I more so believe in "unhealthy at any size," which is just meant to imply that someone's external appearance doesn't automatically decide their health; everyone's body is different, and what goes on inside doesn't always match the exterior.

Where did you meet the last person you swapped numbers with? She's my boyfriend's mother.

Who was the last person to add you as a friend on Facebook? Ariel, who owns the horses I recently took photos of.

[lenteur]

random thoughts about strong girl nam soon, episode one (pt 1)

(read more because i always get carried away lol and this post might contain spoilers)

i'm gonna start this post by saying the only reason i wanted to watch it was because of lee yoo mi (i've seen her name romanized that way so i'm going to write it like that) i really liked her acting in squid game so when i saw her in this drama, i went for it

i like the opening song. very epic and suits the super power theme of the drama

right after the opening credits, we get several shots of a gorgeous scenery. i know this adds nothing to this post but i like to point things out when i think they're pretty

and then right after we get a few seconds that made me dizzy because the camera was twisting and turning. maybe to indicate what was about to happen in the next shot?

and then BAM! we get introduced to nam soon with a fight scene

the way she was introduced was very funny i'm not gonna lie. we see this very strong and tall man waiting for his opponent and then... 8/9 year old nam soon arrives (estimating her age because it wasn't specified in the show)

what i just described to you is one of the many many comedic moments in this drama. i'm a sucker for comedy, especially when it's in a show that isn't focused on this genre. as you'll see, i'll list some other moments further down this post

seeing her fight with ease reminded me of astérix when he drinks the magical potion so bonus points for that

i was scared for a moment that the show won't explain how nam soon disappeared but it was explained several minutes later (her father wanted to travel and take pictures of her in mongolia and that's how she disappeared, she lost herself and was then welcomed into a mongolian family)

talking about how she disappeared brings us to her parents and how they're trying to find her. on one hand, you have the father (mr. gang) talking to a journalist and try to make nam soon's story known in case she's already in south korea. and on the other hand, you have the mother (ms. hwang) taking extreme measures to find nam soon: holding a world's strongest girl tournament, buying every single newspaper because nam soon's story was about to be forgotten. you can see how both parents have very different methods of trying to find their daughter and i think that's interesting, especially given how they're portrayed. which we will see in further points.

let's go back to our main character nam soon. how is she doing in mongolia? she's having quite the peaceful life with her parents. that is until her picture is being taken as the winner of the fight contest that we saw her in at the beginning of the episode. i don't know if the authors wanted to play on the words but it's funny how the flash of the camera brings her literal flashbacks of her childhood in sk. and then she gets random memories of her childhood from time to time (hearing voices, dreaming about her family, singing the song her father used to sing to her when she was younger etc.) that's during one of these moments that she remembers her real name: nam soon and not tsetseng (idr if that's how it's spelled) and decides that she'll go back to sk with her biological family. but still, she wants to help her mongolian parents (i'm sorry idk how to name them other than 'her mongolian parents') raise money and then she can go back.

the last part of the previous point is one of the numerous examples of how love is depicted in this drama. i'll explain this in more detail at the end of the post (let's hope i remember)

so far, what we've seen of nam soon's life is her parents' memories of her and how she lived in mongolia. what we can say about her biological parents is how they're very different, almost polar opposites.

this show has portrayed ms. hwang (nam soon's mother) as this very strong (duh!), independent, hardworking and smart woman. the way she made every single business she owned into a gigantic company is a feat in itself. she takes the lead both in her work and her romantic life. she met her (now ex) husband mr. gang (nam soon's father) when she opened her first restaurant and she took matters in her own hands (literally). she dated him for a while and then she proposed and made him a househusband. she'll take care of the money and he had to take care of the house and kids.

while ms. hwang is very strong and independent, mr. gang is the definition of a himbo. i just don't have any other words to describe him i'm sorry but his face should be the definition of the word 'himbo'.

now that we've got to know the parents, let's now take a look at how they're reacting to nam soon's disappearance. seeing their reaction was very interesting to me because, with the way they're portrayed, you wouldn't expect this reaction from either of them. the strong independent and clever mother is at the verge of insanity and is reacting to this situation very emotionally. howevern the father seems more 'distant' and efficient in his way of trying to find nam soon. i would've expected the other parent to react the way they did. it's almost like they're switching roles.

/!\ of course, you'd expect parents to go crazy and panick when their child disappears. i'm not saying this isn't a normal reaction to have to such news. it's just that the mother seemed so strong and very smart that you'd expect her to think logically and try to keep calm in this situation. however, her mind is all over the place and she is thinking erratically. i expected that kind of reaction from the father seeing how he's the more 'sensitive' parent. /!\

while i expected another reaction from both the parents, i think i understand why ms. hwang is all over the place. as we know, for 500 years, the women in the family have had super strength. however, nam soon's strength has surpassed everyone's ever since she was a child. there are a lot of expectations on her shoulders and i think ms. hwang wants to both continue the lineage of super women and work with nam soon on how to work with her strength.

going back to ms. hwang's very erratic response to her daughter's disappearance. she's so adamant on finding her daughter that the second she sees that girl from yanbian managed to hold all those weights without budging (i suspect some cheating with the help of one of the staff/judges that worked there), she's sure that girl (hwang ja) is her daughter nam soon.

however, like the grandmother (i didn't write her name sorry) pointed, everyone in sk is able to know nam soon's story because ms. hwang has made it her mission to talk about her daughter's story on the newspaper she owns. and that includes very personal details that little ms. cheater hwang ja could have gathered while reading said newspaper. nam soon's mother didn't think about that and i know this will bring her some trouble in the future.

with that said, i'm curious to know what the hwang ja situation will evolve into.

i said i would talk about all the depictions of love shown in this episode and i'm keeping my promise (yay who's proud of me?)

there are so many i don't know where to start... i'll just start with her biological parents' love. the worry and the fact that both her biological parents hold hope that nam soon is still alive is enough proof that they both love their daughter.

her 'other parents' (for lack of a better word) also show nam soon a lot of love. they welcomed her into their family even though they didn't know where she came from. they treated her as their daughter, educated her, taught her how to work with animals, but most importantly they listened to her. they didn't know where she came from (and were honest with her on that fact) and they believed tsetseng when she told them she came from sk and had to go back there to meet her family and build one of her own. they knew they had to let her go, even though it hurt them. they still let her go because that's what she wanted. they even sold all their sheeps just so they could afford her plane ticket. seeing their scenes together brought me so many emotions :')

[beesbond]

WHERE DID MY FLIGHT RISING MASTERPOST GO?????? ANYWAY.

i realised i havent done an update with them since the erm. that dragon. AND since then ive gotten two new dragons to the dsmp fandragon tab

fundy (Phantasos)

i remember i bought him and one of his brothers to be the other fox guy i dont know how to spell his name and i font want to try. cpk i guess even thought i know it starts with s. sorry. he took ummmmm 9 months to finish bc i had to wait for the pirate event to get his coat at any reasonable price ever. and then i forgot to finish him until today (his sword covers gardening tools but i like the gold trim netting shit so it stays.)

AND AND i made quackity (Tyche)

he has topped my most expensive fandragon for sure. THOSE CARDS WERE LIKE 220 GEMS OR SOMETHING which i get it was a limited event item and i didnt want the green copy ones BUT THAT WAS A LOT. and the sword also was about the same . AND HIS SHIRT WAS EXPENSIVE TOO??? a classy shirt idr how much it was but??? why r they expensive. i also bought him a tiger familiar bc i like the idea that he owns a tiger okay. its awesome ummmmmm yeah.

OH i also made a couple hermitcraft fandragons and moved my mlp dragon into the fandragon tab.

grian (Deryn)

hes like. IDK IDR how much money i spent on him but i know the mushrooms and goggles were a pain to get. i think i had most of the other stuff but IDR It was so long ago okay

scar (Dolgr)

i wish i could remember what these names meant but i know theyre supposed to be like. reminiscent of the guys. can you tell i didnt really know what to do with him... i got him a cat thats SUPPOSED to be jellie but shes not the right color but IDC IT WAS EXPENSIVE ....... ill probably give him another outfit but for now hes his default skin ^-^

this is chrys do you guys like her she is queen chrysalis and she was 50 gems for the ddragon. and it was one of the best purchases ive ever made

ummmm. https://www1.flightrising.com/lair/431929/879992/1 thats my fandragon tab if anyone wants to look at them IDK . ive talked about the rest of the dragons before but the post is gone?? so idk. i dont remember deleting it but it might have been because of the cdream fandragon i made forever ago............ that guys been banished to my hibernal den TBH i put a disclaimer in his bio that the guys awful and i hate him but like... he was an expensive dragon i dont want to waste that hard work. ill probably end up taking his outfit and giving the parts away while i figure out what to do with him but i havent gotten that far yet

[ulenehlervu]

rememberign how this game enables my ‘side profile’ drawing habit

[cybernet1c]

Watched house of wax with my stepfather last night but I'll have to rewatching it again when he's out bc jfc shut THE FUCK UP geezus but uhm. Lester and I are now happily married my favourite part is either the scene where fucking uhm. Wade (idr how his last name is spelled sorry but Sam Winchester for u girlies) was still alive under the wax but Nolan or whatever his name was was tryna get him out but was just pulling his skin off. Or the infamous super glue scene, but the whole scene not just the.. scene. Also when Bo snipped the tip of her finger off 💕💞💖💗💓💝💘 so who wants to kidnap Lester and Vincent to give them better lives and kick bos ass (even if I still love him </3) I love that the whole town is wax but it's simply unrealistic. They're in fucking Louisiana. It's hot as fuck there. That shits MELTED. my favorite death was probably Paris Hiltons character, Paige, who was also the smartest in the movie. MC whatever the fuck her name was been walking up the stairs whenever she CANNN like BRO THE HOUSE IS MELTING GET OUT DON'T GET HIGHER. Her brother threw the bottle at Bos truck who could've killed them if he had a gun and wanted to. Nolan's whole personality was dumbass with a camera (still love him tho) Wade decided to get into Lester's car, y know, the guy who has a big ass pile of roadkill- But Paris and her bf were pretty smart, horny, but smart. Her bf went to turn the music back on and was ambushed, she was asleep yet STILL had that scene with Vincent, and just because Vincent caught her doesn't mean she wasn't smart. Esp when she hid in the car

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Name Meaning Tag

I was tagged by @crazybunchwriting! Thanks for the tag. I’ll tag anyone who wants to do this!

Rules: Search and post the meaning of your OCs’ names (if you made their name up or they go by a nickname, post an explanation of how it came to you)! Bonus if you can find something for their last name too.

Broken Resonance 

Jasper: “treasurer”

Jerecho: normally spelled Jericho. It means “city of the moon,” and was the city that the Israelites marched around and felled. It spelled “wrong” because his bioparents were trying to be artsy (also I was trying to be artsy because his nickname Echo. Echo came to me because I thought it was a cool name for a ghost which was what he originally was.)

Brass: (for spoiler purposes we won’t be using his real name) an alloy of copper and zinc. His nickname however comes from the fights he gets in because he uses Brass knuckles. Idr how it came to me, just thought it was cool.

Mitchell: English variation of Michael "who is like God"

Mercedes: “gracious gifts, benefits.” “Mercedes is one of the few names attached to luxury living…it being a legitimate Spanish appellation stemming from one of the epithets given to the Virgin Mary--Santa Maria de las Mercedes, or Our Lady of the Mercies.” Source 

Sterling: “of the highest quality”

Raegan: “little king”

The Darkness Chronicles 

Desabelle: I made this one up actually. I wanted her nicknames to be “Des” and “Desa” so I just looked for other names that had that “a” sound with an extension if that makes sense (see: Annabelle)

Axel: “father of peace” (real ironic since he creates a lot of conflict)

Logan: “little hollow” (this is fitting)

Shane: “God is gracious”

Raelynn: “Raelynn is an invented English name that became popular during the 21st century. The name starts with the element rae. This use of rae can have several meanings. Rae is the short form of Rachel (meaning “ewe”), the feminine short form of Raymond (meaning “protective advisor”), or the alternative spelling of “ray” (as in sunbeam). The suffix -lynn means “lake.”” Source

Cassiopeia: “cassia juice,” “she who chooses to excel.” “The name Cassiopeia is a girl's name of Greek origin. It is “the name of a mythological mother who became a stellar constellation.” Source

Unnamed supernatural WIP

Dakota: “friendly one”

Xander: “Defending men”

Mackenzie: “son of Kenneth”

Paisleigh/Rebel: “church, cemetery.” The nickname Rebel comes from Paisleigh being a huge Star Wars fan growing up. 

Miscellaneous

Zereus: another one I made up of two names. Zeru which means “sky” and another one I can’t find :/ maybe Zeus which also means “sky” but his name on Lyre means “stormy.”

Kaiper: Axel’s future son. He wanted to name him after a space related thing, his wife wanted to name him Kai, which means “sea.” Axel tried for Kuiper, his wife asked for the spelling “Kaiper.” Axel settles for the spelling but they argue about it a lot. 

Alias: not his real name, but when he’s on the run and trying to keep his name private, he’s asked what his name is. “My name?” “Yeah, your name” “…” “Your name, kid. Your alias, what you go by. C’mon, it ain’t that hard.” So he took Alias lol 

Lunaura: another one I made up, literally from the words “Luna” and “aura.” It means “moon’s aura.”

Varian: “variable” or “fickle.” He’s one clone of many, all of them are called Variants. He was just the one his father deemed the best, cut off the “t” and bam. His name. (Apparently it’s the name of a WoW character?? But I didn’t know that. I don’t play WoW.)

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merlin live thoughts - compiled for your convenience - ep 1

[added to give context.]

[narration begins]

kilgarha [not going to spell his name right don’t care] calls merlin a young man in the narrative intro and then switches to boy the next time. why is he a young boy in the little voice over?

[intro music plays. scenes playing over intro music] why don’t i recognize any of the scenes in this intro? has it been this long?

[back to Merlin hiking to camelot] saw merlin wanted it to be lancelot. was sad. usually i start with the lancelot eps but i am not. not today. [ :( ]

he smiles cute. what a dork. good for him.

[merlin walks into Camelot and doesn’t know they’re about to kill a guy] he’s so excited for the little horns blowing and then it’s like heart break. oh baby. baby. poor baby. what a terrible introduction

why does uther say his [own] name like that? i hate him.

what’s fair and just about killing a guy uther?

i want to have a mean nickname for uther but uther is already a bad name.

[after they kill the guy I am confused] what societal -ism is magic an allegory for in this damn show????

[angry mom yelling at uther from the place where her son’s just been killed] hammurabi’s code? okay girl ig.

[girl goes in a puff of smoke] best magic disappearance in the whole show. not used nearly enough. more people should disappear like the dead guys mom.

[merlin wanders around looking for gaius] he’s holding his little backpack straps the whole time and it makes him look so young. baby. baby. baby.

[first view of gaius office/chambers/whatever] i like the set for-

[pauses to obsess about weird set choices] wait i’m sorry. what the fuck is this

[description in alt text]

why do you have this? i’m cackling because there’s no explanation that i can think of that isn’t joyous or hilarious. is there an ao3 tag for Gaius’ weird rabbit mask? missed opportunity not to have this be the mask merlin wears in my enchanted fic [mercelot cinderella au]. fuck. that would’ve been hilarious. comedy rewrite of the enchanted fic where Lancelot falls in love with merlin while he’s wearing this.

okay. unpausing now.

[gaius falls over a railing that has probably been there for 20 years] how has this old man survived this long if that’s all it takes to make him fall the heck down his own stairs in his own house.

[gaius freaking out about Merlin’s magic and it triggers my daddy issues] gaius is very yelly. yells yells yells.

[Gaius says] who are you?? i love this line

[tbh I have no idea what this is a reaction to] gaius is funny in this episode. why isn’t he like this all the time?

gaius’ actor is so earnest when he says thank you. last time anyone will say that to merlin in this show. lol

merlin has his own room and a window. living large! all i can think about is lancleot standing by the window. but it’s fine.

collin is such a good actor. he’s so enthralled by camelot at night.

[voice over of hunith’s letter] gaius is charged with keeping merlin safe. forgot that.

also, “may god save you both” feels like it doesn’t fit.

[morgana’s telling uther killing the sorcerer sucked] i love morgana’s accent. is it in the rest of the show? if not we deserved more of it.

“the more brutal you are the more enemies you’ll create” including morgana. especially morgana. morgana was right.

[lady helen in her tent, but I couldn’t remember her name was lady helen] love the little mindless humming while the singing lady braids her hair. lady helen. good for her. she has a good smile.

also she missed some hair while she was braiding but we all make choices.

[knights protect lady helen and also dies] sometimes i forget there are knights other than the ones we like.

[lady helen killed by doll stabing] don’t see how having your son killed gives you the moral high ground to kill an innocent person. seems like this makes you the bad guy as well.

how does kilgaha [not changing it] know merlin’s name. i should know this shouldn’t i. idr. [I don’t remember. You’ll see this a lot if I keep doing these]

gaius just taking care of merlin is so cute.

he dropped the water on purpose. [so merlin would pause it with his magic like a little testy test]

[merlin grabs a mop for spilled water] what a good boy cleaning up without being asked.

“don’t do magic merlin” neither gaius nor merlin has any idea how to stop him from doing magic.

[gives the guy the medicine he’s not supposed to take all at once and doesn’t finish his warning ] merlin: stands there and watches him drunk the medicine all at once when he could’ve stopped him.

[arthur being an ass to that little boy with the wooden circle scene] arthur’s hair is kind of good in this scene and it makes me mad because this scene makes me want to claw his fucking eyes out.

who is that kid[with the wooden circle that Arthur throws knives at]?he deserved better.

[arthur says] “run” ugh i want to fucking hurt him. not in a fun way.

[merlin no arthur start to argue] i know they’re establishing that Arthur will grow and merlin has courage, but… ugh.

merlin is also sassy. “i could never have a friend who could be such an ass”

[merlin’s I could take you apart with less than that line] “don’t use magic” immediately intends to use magic to hurt the crown fucking prince. dummy. fails at it because has some sense. dummier

[merlin gets thrown in jail] also. jail? for what? attacking royalty? too high a sentence. unrealistic. [/j]

[fake lady helen enters to meet uther]lady helen’s dress is really weirdly designed. good hair though.

gross that uther kisses her hand. gross that uther.

[I forgot why-]merlin sleeping on a bed of straw? oh that’s right. jail.

gaius taking care of merlin again. [gets merlin out of prison. But there are conditons I remember the scene]

oh it’s the stocks!

gwen is coming!

gaius is laughing. what a jerk. who probably saved merlin from a. couple years in prison. so ig it’s fine.

i love that gwen is in camelot red. it’s so pretty on her and probably signifies who she’ll be later.

[gwen says Merlin’s not a big hero type] she’s so unintentionally mean and awkward. i love her.

“you don’t look like that.”

“i’m in disguise” [merlin’s smile is so cute]

he has such a cute smile.

[Gaius says]“you are a question that has never been posed before merlin.”!!!!

kilgarah :( trapped below. so sad. [kilgarah is calling merlin]

[merlin takes lady helen a potion for her voice] the preparation for lady helen’s voice looks nasty.

merlin is nosy. what the fuck bro. you can’t just do that.

okay plot, but wtf?

[lady helen discovers him in her room.]he looks so suspicious. he doesn’t even say what it is. he just hands her a suspicious bottle from his suspicious hand. don’t drink it girl!

[arthur and merlin meet on the street] god i fucking hate arthur. in this ep.

he [merlin] takes off his coat. they’re gonna throw down.

[arthur throws merlin a mace!] okay, but fighting a subject with a fucking mace? what the fuck “my lord”? [me quoting what merlin just said because I think I’m clever]

“how long have you been training to be a prat my lord” is one of the best lines in this show.

[they destroy various stalls while they fight] also, arthur better be paying for any wears that he is ruining with his little pissing contest.

love that arthur is being beaten up by inanimate objects. love less that he gets to win @ the end.

gaius is yelling again :/

[merlin while gaius is telling him he can’t use magic] “if i can’t use magic i might as well die” that’s a homosexual metaphor if i have ever heard one.

gaius is giving me whiplash with the yelling and then the caring. i cant process it. ik that’s probably how normal parents behave but that just isn’t vibing w/ me. [*]

uther is eating a strawberry and i hate him for it because i like strawberries.

he looks like the guy from buffy in this scene. hate that.

i am too emotionally basic for the complexity of these characters. help. [*this is me processing my inability to process gaius earlier]

merlin: hears a voice[kilgarah] and goes looking for it in the middle of the night.

merlin: this is a good idea.

[merlin covered gaius with covers before he sneaks out] love that the magic is just stop motion of them moving the blanket up him. we love practical effects.

[in the dungeons] knights playing dice. ig we should be writing more about that now.

the dice keep moving and none of them are thinking “magic”. why?

i can’t even fault merlin for going to find kilgarah because i too would go somewhere potentially dangerous if i felt like i was wanted there.

cgi on this dragon is… well. it’s there.

[I decide I want to know how many times destiny is said in this series]

destiny count : 1, 2,

merlin: arthur is the worst. um, i kind of don’t want him to succeed. i would kill him myself if i could

destiny count : 3

i want merlin to escape his destiny, actually.

destiny count : 4

where is kilgarah even going? just away . perching where he can’t be seen to be mysterious.

[merlin going around the castle to give morgana a potion]a jaunty little jog up the stairs.

[morgana thinks merlin is Gwen and she starts to get undressed.] um… real sus not to announce you aren’t who she thinks you are merlin…

[arthur is such a jester] morgana is right about arthur. if someone hasn’t already saved arthurthejester as a url, they should. that’s a good one.

[gwen walks in while merlin is pretending to be gwen] gwen should be mad about this actually. if i were gwen i would simply stomp on merlin’s toes for being in the lady morgana’s room without permission while she was changing. that’s 2008 for you ig.

the weird arthur/morgana thing they almost did. i’m glad they didn’t do that.

[maid sees real lady helen in the mirror] lady helen kills a maid. not worker friendly. don’t approve.

i’m not mad she wants to kill arthur. im mad about all the other people she kills to kill arthur. do assassination normally girl. don’t kill commoners to get back a nobles.

[morgana walks into the feast in the red dress] i think morgana looks very nice. it’s gross that merlin says god have mercy. it’s also gross my most beloved demisexual merlin is looking at her with lust. not compliant with my headcanon. episode is bad now. [\j]

merlin and gwen interacting gives me life. i love them. i genuinely love them. i apologize for any fic i have ever written where they weren’t absolutely together.

they’re not flirting, but they’re flirting.

[re: men gwen would date] “obviously not you.” i love her. she’s so awkward. it makes my heart so happy.

[back in lady Helen’s room] i think the dead maid twitched! she lives! she just passed out! oh good :) stop killing servants 2k22

uthers crown looks stupid. i hate him.

he looks at her[lady helen] with gross eyes.

what language is she [lady helen]singing in? someone? anyone?

i am also entranced by pretty people singing pretty songs.

merlin is so smart covering his ears. baby. baby. baby.

why the cobwebs though?

if she was just gonna stab him [arthur] why didn’t she just sneak into his room disguised as one of his guards to do that? like… knights are noblemen, kill them if you want.

[when merlin saves arthur] i appreciate that we’re seeing merlin be a good person, but he should have simply let him die.

[uther makes merlin a manservant] “i will reward you by making you a servant and usurping you from whatever life you have to serve my terrible son.”

the only good thing about this is arthur also does not want merlin to be his manservant.

[gaius going> now you can keep the prince safe w/ magic] protect the prince with your magic? this could be queerer. this should be queerer :/

merlin being handed the magic book

[pause thought to] destiny count : 5

is like being shown that other gay people existed and thrived in the time before. it matters so much to see those real artifacts of queerness. i made magic queer again. i feel better.

final thoughts:

i love merlin, gwen, morgana

i wish lancelot was here

gaius is fine ig

arthur and uther make me want to commit real actual criminal murder.

stop killing common people to injure the nobility. this is wrong and unforgivable.

okay. ep 1! this was fun. i’ll post this eventually. maybe. if you’re reading this i posted it.

00:25 - june 30

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ok i have 3 questions: do you have any fanpoints or ocs for spr? | give me all ur aus and au ideas or die i want to hear them ALL every last fuggin DETAIL | claudtris hcs list them all GO NOW NOW NOW

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Uh. I have very little SPR OCs... Sira WAS my old papersona, aka the protag in a way??? Not really, but she exists and questions her life 24/7. I also have Atramento(idr how to spell her name) but she kind of doesn’t fit in SPR, so idk if she counts. I have Arel which is currently my main papersona, he’s a god and likes to make stuff...

As for fanpoints I have wAY TOO MANY TO COUNT!!!!! If I were to make a list, it’d be neverending.

As for AUs I ALSO have way too many to count!!!! The main ones I hyperfixate ab a lot are Fight Or Flight!AU, It’s A Dream!AU, Dreams and Memories!AU, and the next ones from there are FuturePast!AU, Spiral Out Of Control!AU, Spirit Shift!AU and Insomniac!AU. I’m currently working on the Insanity!AU with my close friend Rev, though that died down pretty quickly.

I have the main stories of IAD! and Insanity! down, but everything else are just in my box ready to have angst thrown down on. Insomniac is one of the non-angsty AUs lol...

I never spoke much about all my AUs excluding my hyperfixations, Insomniac and Insanity. But I intend on doing so eventually.

ANYWAYS CLAUTRIS EH?

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-Aristris is short as fuck, but can literally pick Claud up easily like a cat. Like, you wouldn’t expect that much strength from a twig.

-Claud is actually super light though, he does weigh as much as an average cat. He’s not actually that hard to pick up.

-The reason why Aristris makes a deal out of it is because Claud NEVER lets anyone else pick him up, so Aristris assumes that he’s very strong since “he’s the only one who can pick him up”

-Claud is the reason Aristris commits tax frau-

-Claud is a fucking cat, let me tell you. He will sit on top of Aristris’ desk, especially if there’s tax papers on it. He likes to drop things of the table, unless he knows FOR SURE it’s extremely important to Aristris. He also invades Aristris’ privacy a LOT. That’s why Aristris has trouble trying to go to his bathroom, unless he’s in public.

-Claud seems to hate being touched in a cuddly way, but as soon as he’s alone with Aristris, he will Latch Onto Him, and be on full cuddle mode. He also purrs, another reason why Claud is a catb-

-Claud WILL look after Aristris when he’s sick, but sometimes he panics every now and then, thinking Aristris will die or something. It’s clear how clingy he is

-Aristris’ main comfort is Claud. If he needs a hug, he’ll directly go straight to Claud

-Claud is really good at reading Aristris’ emotions, so he’s aware when Aristris is really not in the mood for cuddles and leave him alone. But if it’s only minor, Claud is not hesitant to be a piece of shit and sit on Aristris

-They only share four braincells between each other and Claud is in possession of all four of them.

-Claud can actually touch the cumuli, which is extremely rare. It’s probably because he’s a Point of clouds

-Claud HAS confessed MANY TIMES that he is a god, a celestial being and a Point to Aristris. He even has full proof about it. He’ll be in his pointified form, he’ll even use his powers and shit. Aristris? He ignores all the fucking proof and doesn’t fucking believe him.

“Aristris, I’m god.”

“No you’re not, you idiot.”

-Claud is a pretty sensible guy in public, he’s very formal, and actually acts like a decent human. When he’s alone with Aristris, he is the least human at the time, and you’d immediately know he’s not fucking human. (He does purr in public though, but people don’t usually take notice since he doesn’t let people get too close to him physically)

I have more but I don’t remember them and I think this is more than enough lol

[ursie]

any rachel or clarice headcanons?

A few 💕

Rachel :

Personally I hc her as aro/ace but obv I love and support dyke hcs

I think she gets tired of painting and switches to different art forms mostly because I think she’d have fun w pottery

She’s bffs w Annabeth but she’s constantly?? About it like she likes her now and she doesn’t know what changed so she just had constant anxiety that she did something wrong and she might again

I think she’s menphobic Percy was the only dude she could ever stand she’s just 👀🗡 at everyone else

Queen of buying her friends things w her dads credit card

After getting close to Percy and consequently Tyson she has her parents? (Idr if she has both or which one dggfggg) pledge large donations to the local homeless & youth shelters and personally goes and volunteers. She grows up to be quite an activist

Clarrise? I don’t remember how to spell her name sfdddff :

Dyke queen I’m sorry she’s gay

Butch queen !

I can’t remember if she has any canon background but I hc she comes from real poor farmland

Her mom was a frontline nurse and volunteering overseas when she met Ares and consequently Clarrise is very good at first aide

I hc her as having a speech impediment and alot of her aggression is from her not feeling that people are listening to her/taking her seriously so she tends to speak w actions instead

She has a lot of complicated feelings on the war because she was friends with Luke, he had points, and she could never hate Selina but. It killed her and they may not of been entirely wrong but they weren’t right either.

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #271

“some of those who work forces are the same that burn crosses.”

Do you cook on the stove at all, or just microwave? I just use the microwave. I'm scared of the stove lmao. Do you ever debate religion with your friends? Bruuuh no. I am so disinterested in debating about something that to me ultimately doesn't matter yet humanity has made so serious. Whatever happens after we die, happens, there's that. Just be a decent human being and go out knowing you did your best to make the world better than when you entered it. Do you keep your shampoo in the shower or someplace else? In the shower. Something your mother said or did that shocked you: Like... recently? Or in my entire life? I dunno about recently, but I guess the most shocking to me was when she vehemently called my sister something I won't repeat. Did your mom go to college? She was before the cancer. Ready to graduate, too, but that didn't go as planned thanks to, y'know, cancer. Which food do you think you have the most cans of in your cupboard? Good question, no clue. I don't really pay attention to the canned foods. Maybe fruits? Do you save fortunes from fortune cookies? No. Are you offended when Christmas is spelled Xmas? Nah. Where do you put your keys when you come home? In my purse. Describe your favorite mug or glass to drink from? I don't have one. That I use, anyway. Sara gave me a Markiplier quote one that's a Holy Item on my shelf and instead of holding a beverage holds All My Love. Your bad habit that you love the most: UGH I hate how much I love soda. Invent a pop tart flavor: STORY TIME!!!! As a kid, there was this contest to design a type and you won like... a fucking huge supply of the newest flavor, which was at the time that wild berry whatever thing. My sister and I made one that I think I recall being pink with heart sprinkles and strawberry flavored, and we won. Guess who fucking hates the wild berry flavor now lmao. Okay but anyway if I was to invent one now... is there a BLUE raspberry flavor? Cuz a bitch loves blue raspberry flavored everything. Do you name your pets after tv/movie/book characters: Sometimes. I don't currently have a pet that is, though. Are you proud of yourself for what you've accomplished? The few things I actually have, sure? I'm more ashamed of what I haven't. Do you own any sexy lingerie? Nooooo no one would want to see me in that, least of all myself lmao. Have you ever caught a bouquet of flowers at a wedding before? No. Has a horse ever neighed at you before? Uhhh I don't think so? Do you prefer ice cream or sorbet? Ice cream. Have you gotten your pets spayed? My cat is. That's like... the only pet we ever have fixed, sadly. My parents/Mom (depending on time period) could just never afford it. The only real reason we managed to get Roman neutered was because our sister directed us to a cheap on-the-go business where it was like... only $45, and Roman was marking the house badly so it was pretty urgent. Would you ever take in a stray animal? HA, that is the STORY of my family with cats. At this current time, most likely not. We don't need another pet right now, nevermind one of a mysterious background with my mom being sick. When is payday? N/A Have you ever walked on a runway before? No. How long is your workday? N/A Is there a walkway or a pathway to your front door? No. What is your favorite color? What is your least favorite color? Pink is superior to all colors. I'm really not a puke-green fan, but I mean... is anyone? What color dominates your wardrobe? Everything is B L A C K. What color are your eyes? Grayish blue. Are you colorblind, or do you know anyone who is? I'm not, but Jason's brother is colorblind to I think red and blue? Do you prefer color photos or black-and white? It greatly depends on the composition and subject matter of the photograph. I find great beauty in both. If I had to pick though, color usually appeals to me more. Are you one of those people who can taste, feel, or smell colors? No. Have you ever seen a double rainbow before? Yes. Do you enjoy coloring? It tends to be my least-favorite part of the art process because that's where I always fuck shit up. Do you know anyone who is racist? Oh my, PLENTY. Welcome to the South. Are your nails painted any color(s) right now? They never are. Can you lift more than 100lbs? I probably CAN, but it would be very hard. What's your opinion on incest? It's fucking repulsive. Morally and negative from a scientific standpoint, anyway. Do you have a favorite color for cats? Orange. What video games did you play when you were younger? I was a massive gamer as a kid, teenager too, so I could put a hell of a lot here. But, I'll just imagine you're referring to when I was quite young. The Spyro games (save for Skylanders) were my LIFE, I loved Nintendogs, the Crash Bandicoot trilogy, lots of games that were based on movies (like Madagascar and Finding Nemo are two I really enjoyed), uhhh... OH! And absolutely weird, but I loved hunting games. Like, I had a whooole lot, despite hating real life hunting even as a child. I think it was because I got to see wild animals, plus it could be calming to wander and scary, too, when things like wolves found you. Oh, and then there were fishing games, too. LOOK I just love(d) games. Would you ever get a tramp stamp? I hate that nickname. Having a tattoo literally anywhere does not equate you to a stereotype. Yes, because I want to be heavily tattooed anyway. Did you cry when Michael Jackson died? No. Not that I didn't care at all, I just wasn't a giant fan. What's the ugliest species of animal? Lmao how mean. The blobfish immediately comes to mind, though. Looks like a ball of mucus shaped into an old man's face. Are you embarrassed about any songs on your iPod? I used to be, now it's just like whatever. I like what I like. What do you use to listen to music on the computer? YouTube. Do people know a lot about you? Places on the Internet sure do lmao. I try to be much more private now online to a degree, depending on where. Irl, no. I'm too easily embarrassed/afraid of being judged for what makes me, me. Who was the last person you slept beside? Sara. Do you like Metallica? They're one of my all-time favorites and I trust NOBODY who claims to hate them. What's your favorite kind of soup? I'm not a fan of soup. What’s your best friend's favorite band? Her all-time favorite is Pink Floyd. Who was the last person you took a picture with? Ummm idr. Do you play Guitar Hero? Not really anymore, but I fuckin slayed that shit back in the day. Whose house did you last visit? My older sister's. Who was the last person to come to your house? My younger sister. What time do you usually eat dinner? Anywhere between 5:30 to like... 7:00 or so. Have you ever searched your own house on Google Earth? Not this current one, no. Does it bother you when people have a loose grip on hugs? No? Some people don't like hugs. Are you looking forward to next year? I don't know. Is covid gonna be history by then? It depends on a lot of things. What have you done so far this summer? *blink blink blink* What's your favorite punk band? Honestly, I don't even really separate bands by genres now because I don't know. There's so so many, plenty overlap, etc. etc, and people - especially those who enjoy rock/metal stuff, I've found - get all snobbish and "WELL ACTUALLY" when you "misgenre" or whatever. Which is better: cold or hot weather? COLD. FUCK hot weather. Anything above ~75*F is disgusting. Is photography something you enjoy? I'm an aspiring photographer so like- What’s the best flavor snow cone? I haven't had a legit snow cone in years... but we have a place called Pelican's Snowballs, which is really just like... snow cones in a cup? They are A M A Z I N G and strawberry is to die for. When driving, are you a speed demon or do you drive like your grandmother? I don't drive because I'm terrified to. Have you ever met someone who just had you at hello? No. Bet you were expecting "Jason," but no, I was weirded out that a stranger just comes up to me in the hall on the way to class and starts talking to me. Have you ever written poetry? Yeah. Do you have any addictions? Technology, ugh. And soda, rip. When was the last time you just laid and looked at the stars? Laid, many years ago one summer when Jason and I were just lying on the trampoline while my dad was grilling. What song reminds you of an ex? A lot. What color eyeliner do you prefer? Black. What was the last thing that you made with your own two hands? Like, made from scratch? Hell if I know. What’s the deepest water you will wade into? Like, shoulder-deep in the ocean. How many blades does your razor have? Three, I think? Highest grade of education you’ve completed? Just one semester of college. Lowest grade you’ve received on a test? Yikes, Fs in college math. He taught in such an abstract way that I failed like... every test, or nearly did. I was too afraid to ask questions continuously. Do you enjoy sitting in the sun or the shade more? There is NO situation where I would rather be in the sun. Do you enjoy going to arcades? Hell yeah. What parades do you like to go to? None. When’s the last time you went on a tirade? I ranted to Mom about the fucking ridiculous anti-maskers that are a big reason this motherfucking pandemic is worsening in America. With my mom being immunocompromised, it is something I take VERY goddamn seriously. It's not a difference in opinion - it's a difference in morality. Do you like to play charades? I loved to as a kid. Now it'd feel weird. Would you ever lead a crusade? I wouldn't want to lead anything. Have your parents ever forbade you from doing something? Aha, so as a kid, I had a game demo disc that showed the preview to Parasite Eve, and my sisters and I would secretly watch it despite it scaring us to where Mom did forbid us to click on it. And all these years later, I've played it and love it... ha ha. Otherwise, my parents have always been pretty open to letting us do stuff, save for things the usual parent doesn't like, like swearing. When’s the last time someone said something degrading to you? A few days back when I got into an argument on Facebook about some asshole teasing their newly-hatched cobra to where it kept striking at the tongs, hood flared and all. Apparently I had no idea what I was talking about, pointing out the snake was clearly stressed out. What’s the last homemade dish you’ve made? I legit haven't cooked a thing since Sara was here and I made her eggs for breakfast. Which was like, a year ago. Do you like lemonade? What flavor(s)? Broooo YES. Pink lemonade is better, but I enjoy just the classic kind, too. Has anyone ever serenaded you before? Fuck this question. Would you like to visit the Everglades? Lemme see them motherfuckin GATORS. Have you ever attended a masquerade ball before? No. Would be dope, though. Have you lost anyone to AIDS? No, thank god. Have you ever been paid for sex? Hell no. Have you ever had a maid in your home before? HUNNY we are too poor for that shit. Do you know how to do different types of braids in hair? No. When’s the last time you wore a Band-aid? Where and why? I have no clue. When was the last time you were afraid? Of what? A family friend was over here a couple days ago and she had this weirdest muscle cramp in her leg that brought her to the floor gasping for like over a minute. I was super scared, and Mom was too, as we had no idea what to do. I almost had to call 911. Crazy woman hasn't gone to the doctor about it, to my knowledge. Would you ever consider growing your hair out to your waist, or longer? NOOOO NO NO. I am probably having short hair for the rest of my life. Is there anywhere in your house that you're scared to be alone in? No. What is your favorite shoe brand? I don't have one. What weird things did you do as a small child? I was just a weird kid in general. I did a lotta stuff that would make people raise a brow. Who puts the most pressure on you in your life? My goddamn self. Do you laugh off embarrassing moments? Hell no, I turn red as a cherry and probably cry once I'm in private. Do you have a favourite actor/actress? If so, who? No. Do you like little kids, or do they annoy you? I feel uncomfortable around them. They're too brutally honest, I feel like every move I make is wrong, and I just generally feel incapable of handling them properly. Do you want a small or a large family when you get older? Well, I don't want any kids, so... Are you a good dancer? If not, do you enjoy dancing anyways? No and no. I'd be embarrassed. Have you ever lied to avoid getting into trouble? Yeah. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital for a long period of time? I'd say two weeks is pretty long, and I was supposed to stay an entire month. I only got out of that by going to court. Do you take a lot of pictures of yourself, or are you camera shy? I HATE being in front of the camera. What are your choice of toppings on a hamburger? And do you prefer gas or charcoal grilling? I just like ketchup, mustard, and pickles, really. A bit of diced onion is fine, too. I prefer gas; I hate the charcoal-y taste. You are chosen to have lunch with the president. the condition is you only get to ask one question. What do you ask? Fuck that, I'd decline going to begin with. What is your concession stand must-have at the movies? Popcorn, of course. Which do you dislike most: pop-up ads or spam email? Pop-up ads. How long was it from ‘the first date’ until the proposal of marriage? How long until the wedding? N/A What topic can put you to sleep quicker than any other? Probably like, wrestling. Golf. Sports in general. How many times did it take you to pass your drivers test? I haven't tried it yet. If you had to have the same topping on your vanilla ice cream for the rest of your life, what topping would you choose? I always just use chocolate syrup. Would you rather be trapped in an elevator, or stuck in traffic? CHRIST, TRAFFIC. Elevators kinda scare me and I'm very scared of being stuck in one. What are you sitting on right now? My bed. Are you listening to anything? Halocene's cover of "Killing In The Name." Have you parents ever hated one of your boyfriends/girlfriends? No. Who was the last person to give you money? I have no idea. Have you ever dreamed of someone you barely know? Actually yeah. Weird as hell. When was the most recent time, if ever, that you felt “impostor syndrome,” or that you felt unqualified to be somewhere? Hm. I suppose when I went to the doctor by myself for my foot. I'd never done an appointment without Mom at all, and I was veeery clueless to a lot of steps, questions, etc. What are some ways that pop culture has helped you learn historic or scientific facts? Some TV shows, I guess. Or games, even. Have you ever had a job in which you felt that you had nothing to do? What was the protocol in that situation (e.g., surfing the web, taking on the job of co-workers, or pretending to work)? If you have not, do you think it would be lucky or unlucky to have such a job? No. I was expected to always be doing something. I'd consider that to be pretty unlucky, as it sounds boring and pointless. Have you ever intimidated or made another person feel legitimately threatened? If not, do you think that you could ever be seen as scary? I don't know. Mom has admitted me yelling has scared her before, though. I can yell pretty fucking loudly. But she herself never felt threatened. And do I think I could be seen as scary? Yes. Especially given my chronic fucking nightmares that almost always involve confrontation. In what ways do you or would you need to be validated by a partner? (For example, liking your posts/talking about you on social media, or perhaps by doting on you with gifts.) I am VERY much a "words of affirmation" person. I NEED reassurance that I'm adequate and sincerely loved. When you are having a hard time emotionally, what are some of the telltale ways that you act out or that your personality reflects your struggles? I become very snappy and more reclusive than usual. I cry really easily. Do you tend to succeed by weaning yourself off of something or by quitting cold turkey? It depends on what it is, but I've generally needed to wean myself off of things when necessary. Is there a specific type of pet breed/size/etc. that you don’t want? Why not? I am very turned off by animal breeds/types that are subject to serious health issues, such as pugs, dachsunds, Persians, spider ball pythons... Just don't fucking breed them. Ironically, some of these are the cutest, but I care far more about the health of the animal. Have you ever lived in a notoriously dangerous area? If not, would it bother you to do so? Yes and yes. Has a friend’s significant other ever interfered with or damaged your friendship? What about a significant other of yours damaging a friendship? I don't believe so, no. What, if anything, is something that you put pressure on yourself about? What do you imagine would happen if you did not live up to this expectation? Getting a job, for Heaven's sake, and actually managing to keep it. I've proven inept in this area so far, so, I've already failed that. :^) If you have been in a serious relationship, have you and your partner ever discussed lifetime plans that clashed? Did you reconcile them or did you break up? If you have not been in a relationship, what are some issues that would be deal-breakers? Jason and I kinda casually talked about kids early in our relationship, at which time I didn't see myself wanting them at all and he did at some point. It didn't really bother either of us, though; it was something we'd figure out if we actually got anywhere. Then he became the only person I could ever imagine myself having kids with. Life's funny.