#idkwhatthisis

[catmeeer]

The children yearn for the mines

[musicalrainbow]

5 posts!

uh hooray me 🥳

[melishome]

always the gift giver, never the gift receiver

i put so much work into my gifts. spending my whole afternoon making sure the gift is perfect. making sure you'll like it. i want you to receive a gift from me, on your special day, to know how much i appreciate you.

yet, why am i disappointed when on my special day, you didn't get me anything? it's selfish of me. so very selfish. but i can't deny how i feel.

i appreciated the wishes. i appreciated the compliments. i appreciated you. yet, why does it feel like you don't appreciate me?

is this why i enjoy making and gifting gifts? because i wish to receive a gift, like the ones i gift, one day? when will that day come? who will be that person who gives it? who will spend their time, creating a beautiful gift, that they could possibly keep themselves, but they give it to me?

always the gift giver.

never the gift receiver.

[leobashi]

I love your stuff sm that I'm following you twice (??)

Help???idkwhatthisis

Anyways how are things

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The weather here’s been really something lol. Lots of flash floods and thunderstorms with lovely and really hot weather in between. My dog’s been getting lots of sun on the good days but she hates on rain on those rainy days lol

Been relaxing too, playing games and cleaning and watching some shows

[romanticruckus]

#wtf #idkwhatthisis #help #howdoesthisevenwork #nvm #byeimsleepy

[ace-anu]

yooo tumblrrr, get ur shit ready, we're nearing your exit

#haiwae #highway #idkwhatthisis #wtfigo

[fwtxl]

okay but Buck saying yes to being a their sperm donor is so him. This season for him is finding what he wants and who he is, and sure that’s what Buck begins was all about but with that he was looking for a place that he fit. People grow and change and as scary as that is no one stays the same they can feel the same on the inside, but things are always gonna change and with everything that’s gone on with Eddie and Taylor (him finally being the one who leaves first) he’s looking to do things for HIMSELF he needs to really find who he is now and not the him he was 4-5 years ago. if the writers do this all correctly and not mess it up it could honestly be a better story arc then him just being for spare parts because he’s so much more than that. This also really gives him a chance to REALLY see things (himself) the way others do because sure people can tell you your good, kind etc. but you don’t really fully believe it until you look hard enough at yourself. This becoming possibly a full circle moment for him and realizing he already has had a family and people who love him without conditions (him thinking he’s expandable when he not is prof no.1 that to him love and people caring needs to have conditions). This also just continues to leading back to the will and shooting Buck and Eddie might finally talk about it and how Buck as always been a dad to Chris and that’s how it plays into the interview that Oliver did when he said Buck steps more into a co parent more this season. Buck is finally gonna be able to see how amazing he is, but first he needs to figure out who is NOW and not who he was before.

- a little something I tweeted + and expansion of my thoughts

[goforsyd]

[shiraishi-mai]

[10:00pm]

"I will still always love you."

'I didn't say anything," you said, leaning against the brick wall. Your eyes were focused on the orange and red leaves that crunched under your shoes.

"I think I know how you feel. I know how I would feel."

You ignored the stinging in your eyes. How could he know when even you didn't know how you felt? There was a strange something bubbling in your chest. Why did you feel this way? Why did it feel as though your breath was knocked out of you when you saw the invitation with curly silver writing beautifully written on the white envelope. You were happy for him. He deserved the best the world had to offer and you always knew that this was bound to happen. After all, he was never yours to begin with.

"I'm happy for you." You tried to keep the hurt out of your voice and gave him a small smile. Suga walked over to lean against the wall beside you. His lips were pursed and you knew he saw right through you. After all, he was probably the only person who knew you inside out.

"You know, I imagined it before. Whenever you dated someone new, I thought about how it would feel if you got married." He exhaled.

"And it bothered me more than I thought it would. More than it should have. I think I would still mind, even now, in some awful, possessive way." He sighed and looked up at the night sky. "We've never been with each other in that way and it's not like we made any promises."

We both heard the 'but'.

"We knew this would happen," you finally said. "We chose different paths a long time ago."

There was silence. You thought about all the years Suga stood by your side. Always looking out for you, always supporting you. He was your first kiss, the shoulder you cried on many times, and the first face you looked for when you achieved something. He was your best friend and at one point in your life, he was home.

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A familiar figure walked up to them.

"Y/n?" The boy wore a light, pale sweater with brown khakis and white shoes. His grey hair was a bit tousled and his confused expression mirrored yours.

You whipped around with an accusing glance at your friend who flinched a little under your gaze.

"So it turns out the guy's friend couldn't come...and you and Aera wouldn't come out unless we all went on a date together." Your friend had complained she would leave high school without ever getting a boyfriend and somehow organised this mess that you only agreed to to get her to stop begging.

"SO YOU CALLED SUGA?" you exclaimed.

"Standing right here," he said, putting his hand up. "I am also shocked, thanks for asking."

"You could have just told me he canceled," you muttered, "It's not like I was super excited to do this." Your friend's face was sheepish and her eyes slid over to Suga who had an odd expression on his face. He walked over in front of you and lowered his face, an impish grin replacing the expression.

"Aw come on, is going on one date with your best friend so bad? It'll be the same as hanging out, plus I'm a perfect gentleman." His tone was light and teasing. You rolled your eyes and let out a breath in relief that he wouldn't take this seriously.

Though, you still felt your heart skip a beat when his grinned widened as you agreed.

"Just this one time."

[later]

The girls stared at their respective boys, unimpressed. Your friend's date punched the air and they high-fived each other while Suga and Asahi stared at the ground in shame.

"How can you two of all people be bad at this?" You said flatly.

The scoreboard of the basketball hoop arcade game flashed a 60 while Asahi and Suga had made a measly 10 and 15.

"We're volleyball players, not basketball!" Suga exclaimed.

"I don't think your hand eye coordination should be THAT bad."

The boys grumbled and you and your friends giggled. Suga refused to look at you as you all walked outside of the building into the park after that. Exasperated at his silent treatment, you dragged him over to the ice cream cart as an apology for making fun of him.

"What did you get?"

"Chocolate. What about you?"

"Strawberry," you said happily. "It's really good! Do you want to try?" You held out your cone. He leaned down to take a bite and found himself with ice cream on his face instead.

"First you make fun of me, and then you attack me with ice cream." He shook his head. "Some date you are."

"That's what they always do on dates on TV. It looked fun so I wanted to try."

He gave her a sly grin. "You know, the guy usually gets her back."

You yelped as you attempted to scamper away but a strong arm caught your waist and you struggled to escape. You saw the cone get closer to your face and shrank back - closing your eyes and scrunching up your face.

But the cold sensation never came. Instead, you felt a soft pair of lips peck your cheek and your eyes widened as you turned to look at him.

"You scared me! I thought-" Ice cream was suddenly on your nose. Suga laughed, clutching his stomach. "Your face, oh my god."

You couldn't help but smile at the delight on his face.

When he finally straightened up, your eyes locked and he looked at you with a soft expression. You didn't know when he had started to make your heart pound and your face burn. Maybe it was when he had gently put on a bandaid on the scrape on your knee (he claims to carry a few since you're so clumsy) and briefly swiped his thumb over the plastic, or rubbed your hands and blew on them in the winter, or carried you to your bed when you fell asleep studying together.

He had confessed to you in your second year. You had frozen, unsure of what to do, before blurting out that you didn't feel the same before you could process his words. You had slid down your locker after he waved bye with a smile on his face, saying "no hard feelings", and went to practice. Your thoughts raced. You knew him for such a long time, it would ruin your friendship to date him, right? You couldn't bear to hurt him or end up fighting with him. And besides, when both of you discussed your futures, he had been surprised that you wanted to move out of Miyagi while you were surprised he wanted to stay.

Is this what it would have been like? You thought, as you both sat with your head on his shoulder and his on top of yours. You relished in his warmth and he had a faint smell of laundry detergent. Both of you stared out at the river, enjoying the quiet of the night.

Your hands were intertwined and placed on your lap. Every time you opened your mouth to say something, you found you didn't have the words.

"I made my decision. I'm going to leave after graduation." You finally said.

"Okay," he said softly.

"Like leaving the country."

"Okay." He repeated.

"I don't know when I'll come back."

"Okay."

You squeezed his hand tighter as your eyes suddenly filled with moisture. You peeked at his face to see he was staring at the bright bridge lights with a neutral face and you turned back to look at them too. You heard him quietly take a breath.

"I love you."

You pressed your lips together to keep them from trembling.

"Okay," you said.

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"In the next life?" You finally turned to look at him. His grey eyes twinkled with humour and mischief. He may have grown taller and changed throughout the years, but his eyes always stayed the same. You both had joked about what you would do if you were born again and agreed that you would meet again.

"In the next life," you replied. "I promise I won't leave you. Ever." You clenched your jaw.

He chuckled. "I'll hold you to it."

The silence between you two as you stared at each other lasted for a brief few seconds but felt so heavy and your nails dug into your palms.

"Come on," he finally said, holding out his hand, "let's go back inside."

[ramblingsandwritingstuff]

Prompt 68: “Can we please pretend I never said that?”

Queens: Anne Boleyn and Anna of Cleves

Anne looked at Anna in shock. The whole room had gone silent as Anna spoke, and the queens all stared at Anna in shock. “Can we please pretend I never said that?” Anna whispers. “I- we could, but I have a few questions” Anne replies. Anna looks at her, slightly confused but mostly nervous. “Okay?” she questions hesitantly. “I think I speak for all of us when I say, please can you repeat what you just said?” Anne questions. Anna plays with her fingers, something very uncharacteristic of her. “Kitty is beautiful, and I would happily date her” Anna whispers. A shockwave passes around the room, and Anna starts to panic. “And what are your intentions with my cousin?” Anne inquires. 

Anna glances over at Kitty and is relieved to see she doesn’t appear to be uncomfortable with the situation. “I don’t know. I just meant that- I mean I think Kitty is attractive and- I don’t- I didn’t mean anything by it” Anna stutters. Kitty giggles and whispers “Who’s gonna tell her?”. Anna looks around in confusion. Kitty giggles again and gives Anne a look. Anne backs away from Anna, and Kitty approaches her. Anna blushes, something uncharacteristic of her. Kitty smiles and whispers “We all know how you feel Anna, I didn’t realise anyone could be so bad at hiding feelings” Anna looks up in confusion. “I- I thought I was better at hiding it” she whispers. Kitty shakes her head and whispers “no my love. But I don’t mind it” Anna smiles and whispers “I’m glad” Kitty leans up and kisses Anna on the cheek. “I wouldn’t mind dating you either” she whispers.

[uhohscorpio]

her: but I -

me: *pulls out PowerPoint presentation on why I love her* No doubting, I’ve come prepared!

[thebean-17]

Imagine going through the entirety of Skyrim just being level 1.

You're just there defeating Alduin while your ass is LEVEL 1

that's some pro-gamer shit right there

[nednickersonsgf]

okay so hear me out

i thought it would be really cool if we tried to find the nancy drew character that we think looks the most like us!! it can be any character, one of the main gang, a suspect, a phone contact, it doesn’t matter. or it could be more than one character if no one character look like you. and then i was like, we should also do what nancy drew character is most like our personality? so anyways after some serious thinking, here are mine

okay so for looks, no one character really looks like me so im gonna say a mix between mattie and zoe. mattie because i have kinda long big curly hair that is practically straight near my roots. zoe because my hair is a dark brown colour and i think her face shape is kinda similar to mine, and she looks closer to my age. plus that’s what my hair would look like if i were to straighten it and put it back. neither has brown eyes but we are working with what we got.

as for personally, i put bess and ryan. bess because i feel like i say kind of ditzy things sometimes if im being honest and i can be sensitive but at heart im just a big softy. ryan because sometimes i think i’m funny when no one else does and i loveeeee candy. also i would say i’m loyal to my friends and ryan gives me that vibe (she always helps nancy distract victor even though she doesn’t want to)

offically tagging everyone in the clue crew who wants to do this too. maybe just use the tag #ndlookalike so i can see it? idk what im doing i just thought this would be fun haha

[femmetay]

poetic parallels: sappho & taylor swift

[menana26]

Does anyone else just...buffer irl....no? Just me? Okay.....

[heroshine11200]

Random doodle I did while drawing with a friend :D