#idkkkkk. i worry

[mekatrio]

hmmm.

[moe-broey]

Now see him (closer to) Canon style.

With some. Fucking Shapes....

He really is. So. So designed. And I fucking hate. HATE. How it All Fucking Works, Actually. But at what cost.... (my sanity.)

Things I go back and forth on:

Drawing the individual scales on his chainmail. It DOES look better if you go out of your way to do that. But for me it really just depends on the vibe of the piece (like this more serious endeavor I'm gonna draw each, but for quick sketches/shitposts I just do the wave. Equivalent of drawing a seagull like -> m )

Things I modify: Almost fucking everything. Next

Things I never include (and why):

> Hhow... Hhhow do you have That Many Belts.... SIR......... (don't even get me started on how that strap across his chest doesn't even wrap fully around like a shoulder bag DO NOT GET ME FUCKING STARTED.....)

> The gorget. The neck guard thing. It just makes posing a pain in the ass. You wouldn't think so, maybe. But for me the collar bone is huge in trying to get a sense for where everything should be! From posing to perspective even!!!

> The thigh armor. We've been over this. This is the entire reason we're here. I need to kill him.

> You CANNOT make me draw his fucking crown WITH his stupid fucking hair AND the very specific wavy way I draw it YOU CAN'T MAKE ME. YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME. Everyone else who does this and have found ways around it/to implement it into their work ARE FAR STRONGER THAN ME. I'LL THROW UP. AND CRY‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

Things I fuck up and forget on a regular basis: A lot.

[fleouriarts]

untagged w no reblogs cus idk if ill post this w other stuff later but this is one of the best drawings ive done recently. maybe ever. and its a drawing of a youtube boy as a furry that i did while watching random clips from a different youtube boy

[lavndvrr]

would it be better to keep all my fandom stuff here on my main blog and then post all my oc writing on my side blog or should I just post it here? What would you guys prefer since idc either way

[severeweatheralert]

Call of the Void draft has crossed 60k and I'm still not sure how many chapters it's going to be. 11? 12? Do I write a bonus epilogue? Am I done with Firelight after this? idk man

[justinefrischmanngf]

i need to tell my work what size jacket to buy me and i need to ask if i need a shirt as well or if only the jacket is alright but i keep going to do it and then not being able to do it and i genuinely have to tomorrow because it’s the last day i can but i keep getting so so scared of it

[geee-three]

yk shits bad when im doodling lillie with gun

[snubbullls]

Not thrilled that I have to wait 2 months for a kind of important doctor visit

[putriddivine]

i need better words for the feeling of "i don't disagree with the content of your speech, but i disagree with/am suspicious of the times, places, context, and force with which you choose to say it"

[calicoheartz]

can you write kate martin dating hcs?

Dating Kate Martin ; relationship hcs ♡

꣑୧ — summary | dating Kate Martin hcs !

— warnings | NSFW at the end , but mainly fluff 🥰

my master list ㇀♡

a/n : omg finallly cami writing some KM hcs ?!! About tiiime! tysm for requesting ! enjoy ◡̈

love languages ;

I 10000% hc her love languages to be physical touch and acts of service !! She loves having you close to her and doing things that makes you happy !

if you’re not super into pda , your pinkies would definitely be interlocked

But if you are , her arm would be glued at your waist

she is a cuddle bug !!!! argue w a wall

emotional intimacy ;

You both have a deep emotional connection , and you both feel comfortable opening up to eachother about your fears , worries , insecurities , and plans for the future

Kate is especially grateful for your understanding nature and unwavering support

playful teasing ;

Your relationship is mainly characterized by playful teasing and affectionate banter.

You enjoy poking fun at eachother in a loving manner , keeping the atmosphere light-hearted and fun

shared responsibility ;

she lovesss cooking for you!! (ties in with acts of service)

she loves taking care of you as well!! Whether it’s running around doing errands or taking care of household chores

surprise gestures ;

she adores surprising you through thoughtful gestures, whether it’s leaving love notes around the house or planning spontaneous weekend getaways , these gestures serve as a reminder of her affection and appreciation for you ❤️

random hcs ;

she loves u so much that she’ll follow u wherever u go, wherever u go she goes

Gives u flowers and gifts every chance she gets

talks abt u to everyone & anyone — they literally tell her to stfu everytime 😭

just wants to be with you , being in your presence makes her incredibly happy ◡̈

NSFW hcs . . .

her head / strap game ….

the positions she’ll have you in, whether on top or on bottom , will have you making the most pornographic sounds

definitely has a mommy kink…idkkkkk ??

probs makes u call her mommy esp when punishing u

begging kink

will finger and eat you out anytime anywhere

is not afraid of a little audience 😩

Treats you like an absolute QUEEN in bed

you’re her baby, so obviously she takes amazing care of you!

(quite amazingly might I add)

im not super used to writing for Kate so I hope you enjoyed! Tysm for reading ◡̈

[huggybearluvr]

Oops | nh13

instagram edit

pairing: nico hischier x hughes!reader

summary: You and Nico finally announce your relationship and to say your brothers were surprised would be an under statement.

Masterlist

y/nhughes

tagged: lukehughes and jackhughes

liked by lukehughes, yourbestfriend, and others...

y/nhughes I am loving jersey!! so glad I let dumb and dumber talk me into moving in with them <3

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yourbestfriend UHMMM GIRL U HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL ME?

y/nhughes hmmmm I don't think so?

jackhughes WHOSE THE GUY?!?

y/nhughes who?

lukehughes don't play. last pic. who. is. it.

y/nhughes idk.

jackhughes IS HE ON OUR TEAM?!?

y/nhughes idkkkkk

trevorzegras OH HE TOTALLY IS.

colecaufiled dont worry guys its just me

y/nhughes you fucking wish cole.

jackhughes which one of you fuckers is, @dawsonmercer @johnmarino I know its one of you.

dawsonmercer ITS NOT ME WHAT?!?

johnmarino HOW THE HELL COULD IT BE ONE OF US WE HAVEN'T EVEN MET HER?

user1114 OMG it has to be one of the boys!!!!

user887 it has to be!

nicohischier how do u catch pasta on fire???

y/nhughes jack.

jackhughes I waas trying to make you a welcome to jersey dinner.

y/nhughes its okay. its the thought that counts.

nicohischier

tagged: y/nhughes

liked by y/nhughes, dawsonmercer, and others...

nicohischier Happy one year my love <3 heres to many many more. I love you y/n.

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jackhughes WHAT. THE. HELL.

jackhughes A YEAR WTF

lukehughes OUR CAPTAIN?! REALLY Y/N

y/nhughes I love you nico. (ignore my brothers they suck.)

nicohischier (was already planning on it)

quinnhughes Glad I dont have to keep it a secret anymore. Congrats on one year!

jackhughes YOU KNEW?!

lukehughes AND DIDN'T TELL US?!

quinnhughes you too introduced them at the lake house and were oblivious to their flirting unlike me.

lukehughes WHAT.

dawsonmercer @jackhughes apologize to me and johnny boy rn.

jackhughes I'm sorry.

jackhughes @y/nhughes I still don't get why you chose OUR captain.

y/nhughes his abs

nicohischier wow babe. I thought it was my thighs.

y/nhughes BOTH

lukehughes EW EW EW EW EW EW

jackhughes EW EW EW EW EW EW EW

[balladccr]

Again, he was given pause.

One heel had barely grazed the beaten path before freezing mid-step, and Scaramouche’s balance swayed unsteadily for a bare breath before he found himself—nearly against his will—peering back. His head cocked only just enough to locate the meddlesome girl’s face out of the corner of his eye, but he needn’t focus on that expression to know what, precisely, she meant by her queries. Her tone gave it away. Just as much as it had proven her lack of childish naivety (she had giggled at him, after all: further evidence of her knowing full well what she was doing).

“Heh. Figures,” The Balladeer scoffed, and this time, it was him smiling to combat the sudden severity that had warped her expression. “I give you advice to stay away from trouble, and here you are behaving like you plan on running straight to it.” In a few trailing seconds, he continued to face away from her—as if she couldn’t possibly be less of an interest to him. But eventually, and with the poise of one who had all the time in the world and no rush to grant any of it to those unworthy, Scaramouche pivoted.

He swung his weight sideways, crossed his arms, and met the determined fire in her gaze with a passive curiosity. That same look reminded him of a certain Traveler… Perhaps that was what made it so amusing.

“Don’t tell me you’re about to go play ‘hero,’” he trilled pathetically, that earlier smirk on his face twitching into something reminiscent of disgust. “A ragtag group of imbeciles obsessed with treasure is hardly worth the time.”

❄️ SCARA BRO ❄️

The “purdiest”? His outfit was… Excuse me—?

What was perhaps a rarity—at least for those who dared to test just how sharp his tongue could be—was The Balladeer’s rendered silence after the fact, pinning this silly girl with nothing more than a look that painted his response for him: his utter stupefaction at what could only be described as yet another ridiculous observation that came unfiltered through her quirked lips. In any other case, he would’ve assumed she was making fun of him. But in the way she held herself—the undeterred cheer, as if she was wholly unbothered by his poisonous remarks—proved it wasn’t quite the case.

She threw him off because he couldn’t read her. Oddly enough, it wasn’t naivety—obliviousness—that guided her here, made her at all unaware of his insults and desire to be left alone. (Supposedly…? But then why hadn’t he just walked away by now?) She wasn’t that entirely dimwitted, loath as Scaramouche was to admit, but then simultaneously, he failed to discern if her chipper attitude was meant to be grating, or… simply the kind of sunshine-y person she was. (Ugh.)

What an annoying puzzle. And one Scaramouche shouldn’t be wasting his time on.

“Whatever.” He didn’t entertain her ideas further, talk of where exactly rabbits stood in the grand scheme of things a hill on which he didn’t plan on dying. (He would’ve won the argument, though; just to be clear.) In the middle of a light sigh, The Balladeer adjusted his hat one more time, then moved to walk past her. “If you’re satisfied, I’d suggest you hurry on home. It’s not exactly safe out here for little critters, and something tells me the treasure hoarders I passed earlier don’t really care whether you’re helpless or not.”

   UNABLE TO HOLD BACK HER GIGGLES THEN, a single mitten would raise itself in a half-hearted attempt to muffle them back. Tightly clamped lips but still wriggling into a wavy little line, with each titter that would still manage to sound itself past them. 

   That utterly BEFUDDLED expression that would befall upon those normally unimpressed features of his was just too funny for Itsuki to try and politely bypass then! Gosh, it was almost as if he had hardly ever received a GENUINE COMPLIMENT in his life, and that couldn’t possibly be true! And… if that was actually the case… it was just too sad to think about… Something Itsuki didn’t want to linger about for long– especially now that she was here to change that!

   Lightly rolling her eyes then, Itsuki had already seen that response coming from a mile away. Still, she had tried! “Sure, ya say dat now. But ah bet yer gonna ‘ave second thoughts, da next time ya see one of ‘em, though!” With a final wag of her finger, the little one will then leave it at that. Especially upon hearing what was said next by the other. Something that would make that once playful smile of hers finally fall from her face.

   “… Wait– did’ja jus’ say TREASURE HOARDERS?” With a sudden switch in her demeanour, it would seem that this friendly little exchange between the two of them would have to come to an end. “Where are they, bro? Where did’ja pass them by?”

[modernbutch]

I also worry a lot that like the women/trans people in my life think I’m like judging them for not like outright being as viscerally angry with men as I am in general. Which I am Not!! I think I am just kind of crazy IDKKKKK

[megabuild]

genuinely very sorry if this is unwelcome discourse but i was just thinking about the discussions about secret life and wild life feeling so vastly different from the other series (due to the gimmicks and all) and how much of the fanbase has expressed discontent with it and it all makes me wonder what kind of decisionmaking happened in the planning and the background — i say this specifically bc it’s all been making me wonder if the shift to more ~gimmicks instead of player interacrions as a means to move the “plot” forward was something that was a strategy consciously and actively decided on? like it makes me wonder if grian/the other ccs/whoever were feeling like it was getting harder to maintain viewer momentum in a medium like the life series because of knowing just how much of an emphasis the audience places on mundane words and conversation if that makes sense. even if /we/ know the fandom would never get tired of overanalyzing that stuff. like i wonder if the shift to gimmicks was intended to provide a crutch of sorts to give the ccs more of something to work with to make content, instead of consistently feeling like they’re trying to squeeze interesting and dramatic content out of being on a minecraft server with their friends, which i feel like could be an understandable worry after so many seasons of the same? does any of this make sense im mostly just pondering aloud, do you have any thoughts? obviously everything in the world can be infinitely nuanced and i don’t necessarily agree w the logic if that is the case but idkkkkk i hope the ccs are truly just having fun with their friends if nothing else

not unwelcome at all, and i agree with a lot of what you've said but i do think you're falling into the same trap a lot of people discussing this series do, which is that you have put the focus entirely on the fandom space you (and i) engage with, when in actual fact, that's only a small section of the people the ccs are trying to please. the gimmickification of recent seasons could be in part a response to fandom's interpretation of events (because we know some CCs feels the need to deal with this- see sos amp's "lore ban" and the resulting backlash) but i think it's far more likely an attempt at dealing with youtube's push for content-heavy videos.

this also sort of ties into the idea of "so much of the fanbase" disliking yesterday's session, which i'm guilty of falling into the trap of too, as i said my dash was very divided. but any one of our dashes isn't a great indicator of what the majority are feeling, just like hate posts on reddit or children misunderstanding roleplay in youtube comments aren't. i follow around 700 accounts on here- say even half of those are life series fans, and a further half of that expressed discontent with wild life. that's around 200 people. if you look at the most popular posts in the tag and the amount of followers some tags have, there's about 10k people on tumblr who are fans of the series (likely more, but that's the best i can estimate). the subreddit has 30k+ members. grian's first episode this season got two million views. the criticism coming from some parts of the fandom here is definitely worthwhile and much of it is well founded but that doesn't necessarily mean it's going to be reflective of the vast majority of watchers- and again, many of these watchers don't actually care that much about story, roleplay, or game "fairness", and will just be watching casually as entertainment.

[puppy-pie]

Y’all I’m considering posting pictures of myself but idkkkkk I’m worried…what do y’all think? Tummy Tuesday? Or perhaps something for Valentine’s Day? Let a bimboy know. Idk how. Reblog? Comment? DM? I don’t know how all that works but just let me know what y’all think. Should I be a digital whore or not? Love yalllllllll 💖

[skeletalsepulchre]

i think i hauve a crush on you can you talk about ibara more

okay um teehee ill try to say something i havent just said a million times before o7

um but!!! one thing i think is interesting about her is ofc her hairstyle and the fact the crown of thorns very clearly had to have been styled herself (given we see her without it as well and just like, the nature of her hair) and in the sheet for her hero costume it says that "if she gets cold she can just wrap herself in her thorns". which is like, curious to me in that we know her thorns have some cutting and scraping power-- she expresses being worried about people getting scratched in the light novels, we see kirishima and kaminari covered in scrapes after getting wrapped up, etc. so this to me implies one of two things: either her skin is naturally just like, too tough to feel it, or shes gotten used to it

given like, what the crown of thorns represents and ibaras whole hardcore humble nature, personally i think that instead of being predisposed to thorn immunity, shes just gotten used to the prickles over the years. thats why i like drawing her with a lot of teeny tiny blemishes and scars on her face/neck/shoulders when i draw her!

(some of these are old as fuck fojeroijtgojogj sorry)

i would really. really like to see the vine sweater though like whatever "wrapping herself in thorns" means. please horikoshi i want to see it

i also think ibaras personality is full of some really fun and interesting contradictions and sillyisms like i know ive hammered on about how a lot of the times she just kinda does her own thing, but i think its cool to note that shes not like, obscenely arrogant or reckless or whatever. we see her express uncertainty a few times; she gets stage fright before class b's play, as well as in the ova when she tells jirou that she hasnt ever played baseball before. I think with ibara, it's not that she believes shes good at everything and always correct: i think ibara knows what shes good at, and so on THOSE things she doesnt really give a lot of wiggle room, but with other things, shes a lot more willing to let other people take the lead because shes like idkkkkk idkkkkkk girl

theres also times when she does lie! i know youre gasping. scandalized. but i think its also a really interesting little bit of insight

in the light novels, theres a chapter about the girls luring mineta into revealing himself while hes trying to peep in the training camp baths so they can kick his ass, and in that chapter, kendou, yui, and ibara act as the "decoys". they fake a conversation while they fill the room with smoke with a machine yaomomo made, and then all the girls hang out after and have a slumber party. ibaras well aware of what theyre doing and why, and she doesnt express any regret or uncertainty on the matter, even though shishida using her as a decoy in combat was something she was shocked and upset by. not to mention, she also mentions having stolen minetas headband in a "deceitful way" during the sports fest, and only mentions it possibly being a bad thing when their team wakes up after being brainwashed by shinsou and is like "was that karma for doing that"

like, there's very clearly this precedent of her explicitly and exclusively thinking of deception as 100% okay against mineta, which is hilarious, because we even see her apologize to gigantomachia.

This guy is trying to kill them. He is a "walking natural disaster". and shes still apologizing to him for outnumbering him. Which is hilarious. But she never once apologizes to Mineta. Given what that kind of thing means to Ibara, I think this makes her the character to express the most outright malice and hatred towards Mineta in the entire series. And she's right for that. (I don't know why so many people seem to ship them together also like what....anyways)

the biggest thing with ibara i think is that a lot of people will write her or write her off a certain way because of her initial gimmick and so they just kinda automatically assign a personality and traits based on the very western american concept of a devout christian. which is fair, i guess, like i get it, but ibara isn't in america (shes in a country where christianity is very heavily a minority) and i think most importantly, she's still a 16 year old girl. a very weird, very super powered 16 year old girl, but the appeal of the bnha students as characters is that even with all their funny habits and quirks, they're still VERY 16, and ibara is no different. the girl may talk about flayings and the body of the lord, but she still wears little pink sneakers to gym and gets nervous performing in a school play and has to worry about her math class.

and another one of her funny contradictions ive also spoken about but the way in which she speaks i think is another interesting facet. we know ibara is a very above-board, straightforward, honorable kid who hates lying or any type of deception. she has a moral panic over basic tactical maneuvers. but the way she talks is so esoteric that a lot of her peers dont seem to really understand her, and she seems almost completely oblivious to that fact? again, take an example from the light novels: iida asks what he just ate in the hot pot penalty game, and ibara says "the body of our lord..." to which he responds "A BODY?!" and its only when Yaomomo clears up that she's talking about bread does it get clarified at all. I can only think of one or two instances when Ibara clarifies what the fuck she's talking about at any time, and that's with a very direct set of questions. Another example is Shishida and his nickname:

It's very clear that he doesn't want to be called that, but they continue nonetheless.

And I don't think any of this is at odds with Ibara's very straightforward, guileless nature. I think it's just a "translation error"-- Ibara thinks what she's saying is exactly the same as what everyone else is saying, and doesn't get that most people don't have the context or background to decode how she speaks. They're "synonyms"-- but only to her, and nobody else. It's interesting! And I think it could provide a lot of interesting play with other characters who haven't had to adapt to it yet, or even with characters who by necessity would-- like Kaminari and Sero, who do work studies with her.

anyway eeeeek i have to get ready to go to work love you bye <3