#idkkk i just need their real thoughts

[fullsundiall]

brooo can someone put max, charles, lando, and carlos is a room with truth serum because i KNOW they all have major drama with each other

[ninyard]

Hi nin!! I just wanna say that I love your stuff (you may or may not have noticed that I've liked nearly every single thing you've posted for like a week now lmao). I rlly loved your answer to an ask abt Kayleigh being Irish and how that fit into her creating exy, cos I am also Irish and I think abt it all! The! Time!!! There's not enough Irish fans in this fandom I stg, I need more discussion abt the similarities between exy and hurling/camogie. My personal hc is that Kayleigh was a true Feminist Icon ™ who hated the way hurling and camogie are so divided by gender, and who saw exy as a means to change that. I'm also constantly wondering if Nora was aware of the parallels between exy and hurling when she wrote the books, I don't keep up with her blog so I've no idea if she's ever spoken on it but like there's no way that can all be a coincidence right??? But also I've never heard of her mentioning it so idkkk. Anyways this is really long so just to finish it off I love your twitter AUs, your character analyses are always so strong and well thought through, and scrolling through your blog is one of my new favourite hobbies!! Love ya <3

I would be so curious if Nora knew about hurling when she came up with Exy. Like was it a conscious choice to make Kayleigh Irish because of hurling??

I haven’t stopped thinking about Neil/Kevin doing this since I made that post with all the hurling gifs.

Like that’s such a neil move are you kidding me

And I also love that idea of Kayleigh hating hurling vs camogie because she’s so real for that. As a kid I always felt like camogie is like the pink washed version of hurling, diluted for girls who can’t handle the big boy sport

[four-leaf-loco]

On Gale's Inactivity as a God

So one thing I noticed while autisticly reading the forgotten realms lore is that Tymora (goddess of good luck) is weaker than other gods because she gives so much of her divine power to her followers; aka she actually helps them. Gale taking an approach of 0 real contact might actually be a part of a plan to overtake the godly power structure, like Lathander tried (resulting in a lot of fuck ups and Tyche, his long term lover, dying and splitting into Basheba and Tymora, essentially saved via the help of Selune). Lathander wanted to dethrone Ao and take his place essentially.

On romanced partners; having a fellow loyal God to possibly be interconnected with in the eyes of mortals and most likely give out their divine powers like or more than other gods could be a tactical move. Take off some suspicion from him maybe. It will make taking over Ao easier too. Just one more god on his side guaranteed. I mean he is to thank for making you a god. You're allied to him, a lesser god to an even lesser god. But who knows, this is all conjecture.

My Roleplay Choices

Romancing Gale as a good or neutral aligned character often leads to encouragment or inspiration for him. Maybe a character like that would become a God of those things. A kind God who wishes to help their followers with inspiration and bouts of creativity/intuition. That would pair very very well with Gale, God of Ambition. Encouragment leads to Ambition. It's exactly what happened to him, well meaning words lead to him getting bolder. Defy his mortal status. Not just use the crown but reforge it. Yes you threw the crown into the river but baby your fault for letting me know where it went.

Using your powers only helps his. Maybe people will worship you together. Maybe Gale will be the main deity due to him ascending first and being the end goal. Most of the divine power would filter to him as you are left to gather the souls of your dead followers, attend to their needs, help them. Grow your flock. Gale will have statues and temples dedicated to him (with small shrines to you). He'll say it's to your love but you as a god know better, you just turn a blind eye, another cheek. He doesn't tell you of his plans and the other gods take pity. They can all see it clear as day, already taking sides. You're stuck with him, dressed in his regalia, his, his, his. Gale's ambition fully removed from you now. A project of the past. But as a god, not really a person anymore, the two of you an endless loop of give and take that feeds into an inseparable dynamic. He wouldn't grow as much as he needed to without you and you couldn't either, not really. The target would be on your back when the other gods decide it's time to put a stop to Gale's plans. You could leave and join the others but oh how your divinity sings for his. Intertwined for eternity. If you die he'll bring you back as soon as possible (he won't) (it's only fuel for his fire, oh what have you done)(the divine will come undone)(or he will fall harder than any else).

But idkkk just some messy thinks and thoughts and interpretations 💭

Hope you enjoyed them! Also comment your ideas for what God your character would be, I mostly play bards or bard multiclass so I wanna knowwwww yoursss 🔥💯❤️

[jessejamestheoutlaw]

JJ Maybanks fic prompts.ideas

some of these may be silly or stupid (kinda lots of ooc), but pls don't judge, dm me or leave the link in the comments if you use any of these pls!

JJ sometimes visits his dad in a form of self-destruction/self-harm, so now that his dad is gone, he doesn't know how to deal with or process his emotions - this could be used in many ways, but my main idea is that JJ is depressed after they get the gold (after pogue-landia or being "alone"), so he kinda shuts down or smth

During 1x05 when John B. and Kiara start slapping the mosquitos, The pogues involve all of each other In the activity, but it triggers JJ or he gets worried about the pogue's continual fighting

Barry or one of Luke's dealers has a problem with Luke and can't find him or smth and takes it out on JJ, maybe by beating him or badgering him for money - this could be REALLY dark, or simply hurt/comfort

JJ insults one of his friends on accident and has anxiety and regret over it - that's it, but I feel like you can do a lot with it, create different reactions, and display the inner workings of the pogue's relationships

A parallel to the Sarah and Kiara scene where they tricked them onto the boat to solve their fighting, what if Big John did the same thing when JJ and John B were having a huge fight as kids. I think that Big John is irresponsible enough to do it and the boys would be petty enough as kids to need it. Ik it was pope's idea, but I think it would be so cute to see the little pogues.

Barry going to attack JJ to get his revenge but ends up seeing him getting beat by a kook or smth and relating to him bc of when Ward beat him or smth in his past (even just the relation of kooks vs pogues). I think that the development and atmosphere of the fic would be interesting.

I would DIE for a fic abt when jj was little and his parents both were in love with each other (like only had eyes for eachother and had the rest of their life planned out together) and they were eating dinner or some other normal family things and his parents were talking about their dreams of moving to Yucatan, and that is one of jj's favorite moments with his family and he remembers that as his parents perfect dream (before drugs took over their life and they abandoned/abused him), sooo I think that that alone would be beautiful, or you could add how he always want to go to Yucatan to solve their problems, because he thought that Yucatan would solve his mom and dad's struggles. Ik this was confusing, but if you understand, this would be beautiful 🤩

This may be confusing, but in the seen where he fights back against his dad and has the wrench held up and says "well I ain't scared of you no more" what if his dad usednto threaten him with tools or if he really did, so jj is taking the high road or is just like having flashbacks or smth - this one is kinda stupid and a real stretch, but I feel like Luke could have hit jj with one of his tools bc jj interrupted his work or something. Idkkk y'all

This is more of a headcanon, but I love the idea of jj being named Jesse James after his mom (Jessica - her name isn't mentioned in the show) if you wanna make it a fic, it could be abt him being bullied for having a girls name and his mom comforting him or abt his dad telling him that he will never live up to her name - I read a fic (I don't remember the name, but it COULD have been 'mental Polaroids', but idk) and Luke was yelling abt jj having the same "fucking weepy-ass eyes' as his mom

This is again just another headcannon, but jj has younger brother energy sometimes, and I think he was born in June or August for some reason - probably the youngest of the pogues, maybe celebrating his birthday ro smth

I think we can all agree that John b. is sometimes an ass-hat, so maybe a fic abt him getting reeaaaalllly drunk and upset over his dad in season 1 and trying to fight jj bc jj was insensitive or for another reason

[celestie0]

HI ELLIE OKAY I JUST FINISHED TTPD AND I AHVE OPINIONS 😭 first half of the album was ehh idk how to feel abt fortnight considering it’s the single for this album I think it was good not that good though it wasn’t amazing like lavender haze I really loved ttpd (the song) I think my boy only breaks his favorite toys were good but so long London was a HUGE disappointed I think we all hyped it up so much and we all ended up getting disappointed because it wasn’t what we wanted or expected but daddy I love him WAS SO GOOD especially the lyric Where it goes “I’m having his baby no I’m not,but you should see your faces” GAGEDDD I WAS GAGED I also really liked fresh out of the slammer especially the kind banging sounds ik it wasn’t banging but bear w me 😭😭 guys English isn’t my language you can’t blame me fr 😂😂 who’s afraid of little old me WAS SO GOOOD and I can do it with a broken heart especially when she goes “I’m so depressed I act like it’s my birthday everyday Im so obsessed with him but he avoids me like plague” and the upbeat music makes it so much better the anothology was so much better then the normal version definitely really loved the black dog that song really stood out to me imgonnagetyouback WAS SO GOOD I saved that one I hate it here was also really good 😭 thanK you aIMee THE SHADE THROWN AT KIM ?? Taylor mother fucking swift did it AGAINNN 😭😭🤞🏻 she ate her up so bad if I was Kim I would be so embarrassed rn 😭☠️ Cassandra also stood out to me I think this was abt the kimye situation Robin was ehh I think it’s a grower for me honestly but the Bolter and the manuscript were pretty good as if noe I think I’ll probably enjoy the album way more if I just listen to it more a little disappointing but that’s fine cuz there were amazing tracks on here and tbh I am not mad at it now I just need to watch the fortnight music video but I’m too overwhelmed rn so I need a break a little 🥲 now I’m just probably gonna wait for Somone to break down the tracks and point out the hidden clues in the mv 😭😭☠️

hiii bb omg your opinions are pretty much exactly mine LOL <333

yeahh i agree w you, w midnights lavendar haze was likee....it set the TONE for the album yknow hahaha. i remember first listen for it n i was like aight im locking in after hearing that. but i heard fortnight n was like...ehhh i hope it gets better. i liked ttpd too i thought it was lyrically p good song plus the line ab the ring omg i was gagged. yea SLL was disappointtinggg i was rlly looking forward to that one ripping my heart out LOL but it...didn't

"but daddy I love him WAS SO GOOD especially the lyric Where it goes “I’m having his baby no I’m not,but you should see your faces” GAGEDDD I WAS GAGED"

HELP SAME HAHAHA I WAS WATCHING A BUNCH OF TIKTOKS YESTERYDAY OF PPL REACTING TO THAT LYRIC AND IT'S SO FUNNY xD tbh when i first heard it it didn't really sink in for me so i was just vibin w it but then i was like damn. imagine if she announced to the world she was pregnant through a song like that ahhah i was shocked when i heard it again in second chorus. she was so insane for that

agghh idk 'who's afraid of little old me' and 'i can do it w a broken heart' were big time misses for me lol i haven't listened to them again since first listen but it's just cuz i don't really like those kinds of songs from her (specifically referring to the lyricism on these ones) but idkkk i could just be a hater LOL cuz my friends rly liked icdiwabh but it might grow on me, we'll see,, it's def catchy!! kinda silly but she kept it so real

YESSS i think the black dog is in my top three from album :'') i had it on repeat driving to work yesterday and i cried ??? w every listen ??? idk something ab the end of the bridge where she holds the note on "old habits die screaming" omg i sob. and i'mgonnagetyouback was also SO GOOD i think that song is the type of edgy ts lyricism i enjoy (as opposed to icdiwabh & who's afraid of lil old me)

THENK YOU AIMEE WAS WILDDD i think that's the song that had me the MOST GAGGED BC GAT DAYUM. the part where she alludes that kim's kids will be coming home from school singing songs that SHE WROTE that only the two of them know are throwing shade at kim plsss. that's wild n i'm so glad she had the balls to release that song hahah good for her

i also really liked clara bow, the part where she said "you look like taylor swift" alluding to how someday she too will be gone n only remembered for her legacy was wilddd n made me emotional ngl. also i lovedd peter too def in my top three too. also loml is probs my fave

sameee i haven't watched the new mv yet haha i think i might stream it on tv later tonight. sorryyy bb that' you're overwhelemd hope you're taking care of yurself n that your exams szn is going okay!! <33 ty for sharing your thoughts w me

[madame-bavarian-cream]

AOT characters and music they’d listen to:

feat. Levi, Mikasa, Eren, Jean, Erwin, Hange, Armin, Sasha, Connie

But it’s really specific and not at all based off of people i know 😀 (i never ever do this but it was a thought that wouldnt leave me alone).

Eren: 

i’m sorry am I supposed to believe this dumb mf doesn’t listen to only tiktok songs w/o any awareness of him doing it???? He’ll be like “hey have you heard this new song?” 😄😄and its just an edited version of a song made by the neighbourhood years ago 😕 PLSSS sir diversify your tastes!!! he obsessively listened to that “my money don’t jiggle jiggle” song unironically. Before tiktok, he would only listen to music on that Top50 spotify playlists and the only playlists he had saved outside of it was one mikasa made for him. 😐😐 Also he hasn’t listened to the sza album and thinks the big boys song is on it (keep up 😤😤😤)

Levi:

i was so close to just saying he doesn’t listen to anything “why do u need music when you can just appreciate the silence??” BECAUSE SIR music sounds GOOD!!! 🤨🤨this is why i’d think he’d listen to shit like Kaleo?!?!?! 😭😭😭 idek just something that litterally does not evoke a single emotion . its just like . there . He probably might listen to the lumineers on occasion (ik theyre really good don’t come at me🫣🫣) poor bb would probably like heavy metal if somebody ELSE played it for him (he would never admit to it tho) bc its something Kenny used to play when he was younger but never asked him what kind of music it was to search it up himself. 🥺🥺

Mikasa: 

my sweet girl. :( she is a fiend!! she is a pinchrest, lana del rey, mitski, rina, bjork, tv girl, marina girly thru and thru🤩🤩(im not pulling this from my spotify i sweAR) shes so deadfaced about it. she shits on all those weird coquette girlies tho!! (as she should queen!!!) Never will admit to listening to it tho, and not because she’s embarrassed but because she doesn’t want anyone thinking she relates to the themes/subject matter (bbg why are you lying🥲🥲) But that’s okay because we can consume art critically! 😁😁😀

Jean:

oh dear god. save this white man pls. 😢😢ok okok he actually has pretty good taste in music. hes the type that argues “i love all kinds of music just not country” (but ya know hes singing along to 9 to 5 everytime it plays on shuffle🤭🤭) he’s also very idgaf with the type of music he listens to and for that reason he’ll put you onto amazing artists!!! I feel like he listens to a lot of Omar Apollo, Sega Bodega, Dominic Fike, idkkk. He also listens to A LOT of Brent Faiyaz, the weeknd, and Gunna.😍😍BUTT I also will die on this hill that he used to love Eminem and would memorize all the lyrics (jeanboy is the real slim shady)😙 i luv him, he burns cds for all his friends (yes eren too) but will hand them off so nonchalantly and will be so careful in making the order of the tracks (yes eren too) and everyone will mock him for being so loving (yes eren too). Anyways I headcanon that jean is very very open with giving out all his love to his friends, always hosting everyone (yes eren too), wears his heart on his sleeves, tells his mom every little detail about them, and has the entire checklist for being a good friend down. anyways this isn’t unfortunately a jean post :( i luv him so much actually. also a big radiohead fan for some reason !😝😝

Hange:

I WAS SO EXCITED FOR THIS ONE!!!!!! hange has the best music taste and nobody expects it . (except me duh because i luv hange so so so so much 🤨) hange listens to what spotify categorizes as escape room music on their spotify wrapped. They listen to Eartheater, arca, bjork, coucou chloe, kilo kish, dorian electra, UGH I JUST CANT NOT ARGUE THIS ENOUGH!!! 👹👹hange’s dragging erwin and levi to the concerts and erwin’s grandpa ass is so enthusiastic for no reason (go white man go 🤠🤠) but like thats not all?? they also listen to artists like sevdaliza, florence, caroline polachek!!! HANGE LOVES WOMEN!!!! 😤FKA TWIGS, iamamiwhoami, kelela, kelsey lu :)))))) i feel like hange just loves :( it started out with trying to annoy levi with the weirdest sounding music ever but it turned out,,,,they really liked this kinda music (thx levi) Now he’s stuck with all their car rides consisting of hange whispering eartheater songs in his ear from the passengers seat right next to his ear. (also obsessed with any song they can gather people to dance along with #justdanceking) 🤞🤞

Erwin: 

erwin’s weird. he’s a weirdo. in case ya haven’t noticed. 😭😭 idk why his is so hard to think of??? He’s an unironic Rosalía stan and claims he luvs latina singers!! 😡😡i hate him so much. ok ok ok he’s a mariah carey, whitney houston, beyoncé, fan. He also loves like 2010s girl group music like fifth harmony, little mix, etcetera. 😫He cries to aretha franklin and nina simone. but he also knows the verses to Nicki’s songs :) i love him so much. ❤️

Sasha + Connie: 

they listen to the same music idc idc! Bad bunny, playboi carti, the weeknd. Connie went thru a bart simpson vapor wave/juice wrld phase. 😐😐😐He wouldve still been posting about XXXtentacion if Sasha didn’t smack some sense into him 😠😠(everyone say thank you sasha) Sasha also listens to lots of Britney i havta say! also loved the neighbourhood, arctic monkeys, etc growing up. I luv her so much 🤭🤭

Armin: 

my sweet darling boy grew up listening to emo rock and goth rock growing up. he hid it from everyone tho! instead he listened it to full blast on his headphones for hours at night and thats why today he says “huh.” 😕after every sentence someone says :/ hes grown out of it now but he still can belt out the lyrics to black parade anyday! went crazy over King for a Day bc Kellin Quinn AND Pierce the Veil?!?!?!😳😳 Now he loves screaming along in eren’s ear! 🤪🤪

[lightyearssurrogatedaddy]

Should I make a New Year's appreciation post too? Cus I saw someone else do it.

Idkkk this year was pretty wack, I met God for five seconds, met God again, improved my art, bawled like a baby, had sixteen sexuality awakenings before I decided to go unlabeled, and met some pretty incredible people that I plan on canibalistically consuming.

Started last year hating myself and crying, started this year feeling grumpy but that's prolly just because I woke up early today. I learned this terrible, terrible fact that I'm allowed to be loved and I spear fought that for a good few months ngl.

Learned that being cringe is awesome

Learned how to write

Learned that people are more terrifying than what I previously anticipated but that just makes me love them even more

I know the meaning of life (no I don't) (I've scraped it up to "fuck around and find out" and I suggest it as s tier advice) (actually no I don't)

Learned how to make a boiled potato (singular)

Life's pretty cool I didn't expect this at all. It threw me a curveball at half time and I got all my teeth knocked out. It's been a weird experience so far, I think I, did that thing, yk that thing humans do, yeah I think I shed a few cells and grew a little bit. Whoa. Crazy.

I learned that in hindsight this post doesn't really matter, but that's not gunna stop ME from giving a smooch to everyone I love. They like, changed the way I exist. I don't remember feeling this loved and thought of before, it's eerie, really eerie.

Learned how to like myself even a tiny bit, because of all of you. I owe you a lot.

(am I allowed to tag people?) (Sorry I'm still borderline new at this) (I don't wanna bother anyone with my silliness) (maybe I'll just say your names instead of tagging you and hope it magically summons you) (or maybe I won't)

@crunchontoast (for yk, everything. If I even attempt to write it all out we'll be here for days. Summing it up feels inadequate but I realize that I don't have to explain anything in a post to strangers online. Cus you already know and that's awesome)

@karineverse (for being a real one and listening to me ramble. Helping me figure out shapes for characters. You're a silly sills)

@fl0w3rg0at (for being one of my besties for almost three years at this point, I think. Whoa yeah. And for sticking with me through all my crappy phases)

I'm feeling awkward I hate emotions (‼️‼️‼️)

My Mom (thank you mom. ✨How did you survive me✨)

My Cousin (for getting me Hollow Knight for Christmas. And also for texting me once per year) (a real one fr)

My Cat (for giving me snuggles when I most needed it)

I wanna tag Tacol0ser can I tag Tacol0ser? Anyways (for being the silly guy in my Ao3 comments section and giving me bursts of confidence. You're cool)

My Bestie Since 1st Grade (for being like a sister to me, our lives are pretty rough and I'm glad we have each other. Let's hold hands and go downtown for pizza again)

Oh sorry did you expect more people? My b most of them are off Tumblr. Anyways I tried tell me when to delete this cus my nerves are getting the best of me.

Ah wait and thanks for Tumblr for giving me a shitton of new memes to bother folks with.

[pjsk-writin]

Here’s the band I was talking about !! 😖😖

So we uhhhh have Satoko Hayashi (she/they), Hana Hashimoto (she/her), Jae Suzuki (he/they), and Mina Nayaka (she/her) :D

I also noticed that there’s no student council in the game so I made them student council 😭😭

this band is pretty much like Leo/Need but instead of having a group bassist we have a dj ..the virtual singer is their bassist pretty much ..so we have Satoko as vocal,guitarist, and leader, Hana as the DJ and co-vocal, Jae as the drummer, and Mina as the keyboardist ><

These 4 have been in the void of my art for the longest time and I finally got to like.. color them and make them real ig 😭

They are also a bit more metal than Leo/need but it’s kinda just a mix idkkk … also the “Dark Knight” is their band name! I don’t know where it came from it just kinda..happened

I love these four sm they’re all so silly >>>><<<<

I wouldn’t say their personalities are well built yet but I can kinda just describe it vaguely in a way..

Satoko is just like really laid back in a way and will do anything if it means her band members are with them. They’re just happy to be there. She’s also a big loser (affectionate) with no thoughts in her head ( I love losers 😔)

Hana is like estastic, running around the world, jumping off the walls. Hana is just..Hana. She’s crazy ..

Jae is like the silent but deadly type that’s kinda just done with every bodies bullshit but soft towards his band members 😭 they’re a silly guy

Mina is a little more timid and shy but can actually like..kick ass. She’s so cool and also very short but still cool

This is a lot but the urge to just go all out is tempting 😭😭 thank you for listening to my rant 😣

OMG OMG OMG THEY ARE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM ALL ?!?!?!?! student council band dark knight my loves.. i literally love them all sm i would wanna be their friend sosoososo bad (and maybe kiss them COUGHS WHO SAID THAT) but seriously!! i love them!! their designs are so good!! ty for the rant they live in my brain now/j <3

[ririwithrice]

my thoughts while listening to loossembles self titled EP for the first time

intro: love the classical vibe so pretty

sensitive: voices are cute

damn that’s fun

verses have iD vibes???

omg this is so catchy stop it

I kinda wish there as less auto tune or whatever effects are on their voices but i think it’s stylistic

Real world:

was not expecting that beat drop honestly.

i love the vintage vibe reminds me of red velvets russian roulette, especially lucky girl, so fun.

i wasn’t expecting to like the rapping as much tbh i didn’t picture them as a rapping group?

i was kinda nervous this ep would have the “every song sounds the same” syndrome but they’re all unique and catchy but still fit together??

i love the production, i wasn’t expecting so much red velvet vibess

colouring:

not sure about the intro but sure it’ll grow on me.

least favourite song so far

i like the drum and kicks during the prechorus that’s fun

the girls have such beautiful voices idk who’s putting all the auto tune or whatever on them but i need you to STOP!!

newtopia:

ooh i like this one

i like this one a lotttttt

i like the intro

WAIT WHY DOES THE MELODY AND TUNE REMIND ME OF THWT ONE CLASSICAL SONG IS THAT ON PURPOSE

It doesn’t matter the chorus slaps NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW NEW TOPIYAAAAAA

first song on the ep where i can imagine choreography and it being performed live

best bridge on the ep so far too even though it’s short i think it works best

post chorus is 😩😩😩😩😩👍👍👍👍👍👍

nEEwtOpPIaa

okay these aren’t even notes anymore sorry

OH MY GOD WHAT IS THIS LAST PART WITH THE RAPPING/ fast singing ESCUDE ME AAAAAAAA

strawberry soda:

the name is so cute

okay that’s pretty

not my favourite obvi but the vocals are beautiful

might be my third fav or a tie with sensitive?

i love soft angelic vocals like honeybee from strawberry rush and this is serving all of thwt

is it bad i only just realised they were saying strawberry soda in the chorus

day by day:

i was not expecting that intro

THIS EP NEEDS TO STOP SUPRISING ME ITS GETTING OUT OF HANd

very pretty but that’s all i really have to say idkkk

the chorus is so pretty sorry for all the comparisons if it’s annoying but fool vibes. (fool by red velvet seriously if you like this ep you need to listen to russian roulette)

i feel like this is gonna hit me a lot harder and more emotionally on my second listen

ended kinda abruptly?

my rating of this ep

sensitive: 8/10 -1 star for reminding me of too many other songs and not being super unique, minus another for not going all the way and having it be dramatic and big like the songs it reminds me of

real world: 7/10 would have been an 8 or even higher but i don’t love the chorus

colouring: 4.5/10 too trappy doesn’t feel appropriate

newtopia: 8.5/10 almost gave it a 9 or 10 but on relisten, it’s not quite good enough for me like a song has to be perfect and break some boundaries to be a 10 for me.

strawberry soda: 6.5/10 quite pretty (only really thanks to the girls voices like the instrumentals really do nothing) just pretty forgettable imo

day by day: 7/10 gorgeous but the intro seems so out of place and it ends so abruptly like nothing in this song feels like it fits??

my overall rating for the ep: 7.5/10

thanks for reading 🪿🪿🪿

[ramonathinks]

that tiktok expressed my entire emotion in one literally, the sudden hate for maid sama got me mind boggled n mfs was acting like usui was this lunatic who was worser than satan >.>

like nanami can break this kitty open idkkk !! 🫶 need to ride him with my arms tight around his neck n im burying my face against him n his arms are wound around my waist, hands splayed over my back n pulling me toward him as tight as he can, hardly even thrusting just undulating against each other n grinding n trying to get as close as possible bcus we need each other so bad

clit drunk u could say, stupid horny even. my brain literally turns off reading your work, its that good ໒꒰ྀིn ›̥̥̥ ⸝⸝ ‹̥̥ n ꒱ྀི১

i thought it was a hentai n was expecting big bouncing boobies n perked up areolas bouncing about in my screen but i was jumpscared with a flopping lightsaber flopping about. im not into bl stuff aswell, theyre very interesting though o_o

-🎀

literally!! and i been seeing people say it wasn’t good, nostalgia isn’t even playing a factor in me saying it’s GOOD because it’s like one of my favorites everrr.

nanami can do whatever he wants,,, using him for practice until im ready for a real cock (gojo’s) & stop😭 making my blush thank youuu 🙈🙈🙈 BUT YES THEY R interesting 😭 any time i hear of one it’s so crazy, like killing stalking was wild even though it wasn’t exactly a bl

[nemesyaaa]

i love cleo so much, she's so precious with us at the end, the whole conversation is so comforting. plus the slight cleopope make me giggle, was so cute !!! LMFAOOOO CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE PICTURES ? PLEASE JJ 😭😭 i know he has a whole gallery with more than hundred pictures with nudes like that !! DKZKEKZ JOHN B IS GONNA DIE, WHY HE ACT SO SURPRISED WHEN HE SAY " IT WZS THIS MORNING" BRO YOU KNEW IT. JJ IS YOURE BSF, HE CAN'T LIE TO YOU EVEN IF YOU WANT. LIKE YOU KNOW HIM BY HEART. i love jj and john b friendship so much, the pogues too !! idkk why but for the truth or dare, ive expected some angst not gonna lie, like for real i was wondering if they're gonna say to jj to kiss one of the girl here (not reader). and he would choose kie bc he had no interest in her but reader would be so sad. i think, i like angst too much but maybe it's because, they're teenagers who face with young matters, and we are soo goofy, picking the wrong choice and decisions, being filled with so much pressure. or maybe i need evil drama where reader idkkk. actually you do such a great job with this fic and it's a really pleasure to read. can't wait for the next chaper 🥰 and please can i be added to the taglist ?

No, you were made to give your best friend the head of his life as he slowly gained consciousness. YEP ✨✨✨✨✨

   

“I can fuck you in two,” JJ rasped into your ear, pulling your back flush against his chest, his hands firm on your hips. THE FASTER MAN I'VE EVER KNOW

 “Wow, okay. Maybe next time take it a bit slower, J,” Sarah laughed.  SHE KNOWS, SHE KNOWS AND I KNOW SHE KNOWS 👀

   “Distasteful,” Pope shook his head and handed the phone back to JJ.  I LOVE POPE WITH MY WHOLE HEART

   “I don't think you would want to see it, or want me to show it to anyone,” JJ stared at you, piercing your soul in an unwavering glare. But you were too consumed by the thought that he could have slept, or even just thought about sleeping with, someone who wasn't you. NO BUT PLEASE 💀💀💀

   “Seriously, dude? That's from this morning!” John B exclaimed. “You fuckin’ liar. I knew there was someone in there!” You balled your hands, hiding your nails on the inside of your palms, digging crescent shapes into the soft flesh. MY MAN IS ABOUT TO DIE

 “Now we just wanna see it even more,” Sarah pouted, but you didn't pay much mind to it. You knew it was probably the latest dick pic he had intended to send you but chosen not to. 🫠🫠

Twin Flame 4 - pervy!bsf!JJ Maybank × pervy!bsf!fem!reader

summary: y/n and JJ nearly get found out, and they are both separately figuring out what they feel for each other

word count: 3.3k

warnings: oral (male receiving), ball play, fingering, emotional conflicts (?), y/n battling jealousy

author's note: I accidentally wrote reader to be a microlabel of aromaticism. It was not my intial intention but now I'm embracing it. the romantic attraction is called quoiromantic and it's described as not being able to differentiate between romantic and platonic love and therefore being unsure if one ever has experienced romantic attraction at all. This will still end in a way that we'll all be happy, so don't be scared. And also, I think we should all embrace to be a little more inclusive, even if it starts with an accident.

series masterlist ♡ part 1 ♡ part 2 ♡ part 3

   You had talked to Sarah, in secret, knowing she wouldn't tell anyone, but you still hadn't mentioned JJ in it all. She explained the feelings part to you, the dizziness, the warmth, the increased loneliness when John B wasn't with her, the way her heart skipped when he smiled at her, how waking up next time made every day seem a little brighter. 

   It gave you not much more clarity, though. You had always felt similarly towards JJ, he was your best friend after all. The uncertainty towards the whole thing made you not want to think or talk about it ever again. 

   Especially not when all you wanted to do was wake JJ by sucking him off. It wasn't uncommon for him to wake up with a boner anyway, especially not when you spent the night over. And maybe the fact that no one knew about your situation made it even better, because if they did, they would want you to act couple-y, and you were against that entirely. You weren't made to hold hands while walking through a park or over the beach. You weren't made to look at each other with love sick eyes and constant smiles plastered over your face. 

   No, you were made to give your best friend the head of his life as he slowly gained consciousness. Bopping your head and swirling your tongue, while your hand stroked the rest of his length, not being able to fit all of him unless you forced yourself to. Sometimes, when he got really whiny, without waking up still, you kissed and licked his balls while your hand took care of his cock. 

   The first time you had done it, he had woken up almost instantly, but now, he was better at keeping himself half asleep until he nutted. It wasn't like he missed much by not watching you, after all, you basically blew him just as much as he ate you out. 

   Sex was the only thing the two of you were good at together, and the friends part, but mainly sex. The shift from friends who fuck to fuck buddies that are also friends happened pretty drastically after that day at the lagoon. Neither of you complained, as your sex drives were at similar high levels. 

   “Shit, right there, baby,” JJ moaned, his morning voice was raspy, and you could feel yourself getting wetter by the second. 

   “JJ! Get up! We said we'd go fishing!” John B pounded against the door, and you looked up at JJ with furrowed brows, yet you continued to torture him with your perfect lips and throat. 

   “Fuck!” he hissed and leaned up, putting his weight on his elbows. “Gimme ten, I'll meet you outside.” 

   “Fine, but be quick about it. We still gotta go and pick y/n up,” JB yelled through the door, and you paused your actions. How could you forget about that? And how would you be able to make it home in time and still have time left to shower and change so you wouldn't smell like sex all day long. 

   “You wanna keep going?” JJ quirked his brow, and you sucked him off harsher, fastening your pace and hollowing your cheeks until he cursed. His legs started to tremble, and he shot his salty cum down your throat. 

   “Gonna repay you later,” he panted, lying back while you grabbed the water bottle next to his bed and washed down the rest of him inside your mouth. 

   “I have to go.” Hastily you put your clothes back on, unable to find your second sock and your bra, but that didn't matter anyway, you could pick them up next time. 

   “We could just let him know,” JJ sighed, still fighting to come down from his high. 

   “No. They'll ask why we aren't together, and I don't want to explain to them that it's not like that. They wouldn't get it,” you argued while tying your shoes. 

   “Forgot about that,” JJ murmured, as if he suddenly had a different opinion on it than you. 

   “Where did he park?” you asked and JJ got up to check the windows, first in his own room, then the bathroom and lastly the living room before walking back to you.

   “Take the bathroom. I'll stall him some more,” JJ sighed, and you nodded, but before you could steal yourself away he pulled you into him, kissing you deeply and making your head spin. “Be safe, all right.” 

   “See you in twenty,” you nodded and went to climb out of the bathroom window. 

   JJ wasn't a fan of you rather running away from him than facing the truth, but he couldn't blame you either. If it had been anyone but you, he would've run too. But it wasn't, and he was sure that it could work. He knew he could actually fall for you, more than just the crush he had started to develop. He knew he could be everything you wanted and needed. 

   He wished to just be honest with his friends, even if they wouldn't get it, because not being able to touch you all day long was taking a toll on him. Simply placing his arm over your shoulders wasn't enough. He wanted you in his lap while sharing a blunt, being allowed to play with the strings of your swimsuit, kissing your neck and lips and most of all admiring your body without anyone giving him a side eye for it. 

   When he walked out of his house to meet John B, his best friend groaned. 

   “That was twenty. You know, you don't gotta jerk off every fucking morning, right?” 

   “Fuck off,” JJ grumbled and got into the bus. The heavy weed smell of the bus was drowning out the last bit of your scent that he still had in his nose, and it annoyed him. He wanted you to be his, visible to everyone, and not just in private. 

   “Who crumbled your cookies?” John B huffed while starting the engine. 

   “Just not in the mood today. Let's just go,” JJ said while turning to look out the window. He couldn't really find anything truly enjoyable anymore unless you were with him. You were like a sickness to his brain and heart, one he truly couldn't shake even if he tried to. 

   Your house appeared in front of him, and a smile tugged at his lips. “Maybe this was how soldiers felt when they came back from war and saw their loved ones for the first time in years,” he thought to himself, while John B parked. 

   “I'm gonna go get her,” JJ jumped out of the bus before John B could argue with him over it. He strolled over to your bedroom window, pulling it open and climbing inside without waiting for you to allow him too. He could hear the water running in the shower and made his way to the bathroom. 

   Leaning against the door frame, he watched you, the clear glass door leaving little to the imagination as you fingered yourself under the stream of hot water. He was enthralled by you, how your head fell back as you came, moaning his name, always his. 

   You jumped when you opened the shower door to see him standing there. “Jesus fucking Christ, JJ!” 

   “Do your fingers even reach that high?” he smirked. 

   “High enough,” you stuck out your tongue, and he pulled you closer, grasping your chin and tilting your head back to kiss you. 

   “Got me all fucked up over here. Might need to use those pretty lips again,” JJ whispered against your lips before letting go of you. 

   “Is he waiting outside?” you asked, finally taking a towel and wrapping yourself up to dry. 

   “Yeah, I should go back out asap so he doesn't try to come in here too,” he mumbled. 

   “I need at least five more minutes,” you told him while roughly drying off your hair with an old shirt. 

   “I can fuck you in two,” JJ rasped into your ear, pulling your back flush against his chest, his hands firm on your hips. 

   “That would render my shower useless,” you sighed. 

   “How so?” 

   “I don't want to smell like sex all day long,” you complained softly. 

   “I love when you smell like sex. Literally the best smell in the world. They should make it into perfume,” JJ chuckled and kissed your cheek before stepping away and walking back towards the window. “Five minutes, princess.” 

   The day went smoothly, JJ managed to stay far enough away from you so it wouldn't be questionable, but also not too far, to not raise suspicion that you were fighting again. Both sides of the spectrum weren't to his or your favor. 

   The tricky part came later that night, when Kiara drunkenly proposed a game of Truth or Dare. 

   “Pleaseeeee,” she cried out and put her best puppy face on to convince you to play, but you couldn't resist her, just as much as the rest of your friends could. 

   “Fine. Truth,” you agreed, and she giggled. 

   “Last time you masturbated,” Kie hiccuped. 

   “This morning, in the shower,” you admitted freely. There wasn't much you were embarrassed about, and as long as the questions didn't get too specific, you could even talk about JJ without anyone noticing.

   “Truth or Dare, Pope,” you asked and when he chose dare, you made him shotgun a beer. 

   The game went on for a while. JJ had to talk about his favorite blowjob, and he happily shared the time you sucked him off while he was playing some type of video game while Pope and John B had been oblivious on the other sides of their screens. Maybe you shouldn't have grinned as much over it, after all he had done his best to divert their questions over the girl who'd done it, and you shouldn't ruin it for the both of you. 

   But the lightness was shifting as soon as Kie dared you to kiss JJ. You wanted to opt for a quick peck, nothing to draw any attention, but JJ was JJ. His tongue was chasing your own before you could remember why you really shouldn't be doing this while your friends were watching. 

   “Wow, okay. Maybe next time take it a bit slower, J,” Sarah laughed. 

   “Yeah,” you mumbled, sitting back down and trying to sort your head out. 

   “Who's next?” JJ asked, a proud grin on his face. 

   “Truth or Dare, J,” John B smirked devilishly. 

   “Truth,” JJ nodded. 

   “Who was with you this morning?” 

   “No one,” JJ shrugged, and it was almost believable. 

   “You had a bra lying in your hallway,” John B snorted a laugh. 

   “I haven't cleaned up in a while. Must belong to one of those tinder dates,” JJ shrugged. 

   “That makes no sense. Do you know how expensive bras are?” Kiara spoke up, pulling you into her side. “Tell’m how fucking expensive that shit is, y/n.”

   “Very expensive,” you nodded, avoiding his eyes, in fear anyone of them would draw a connection that you rather kept hidden. 

   “I'm telling you, I was alone. And if she doesn't want her bra back, that's not my fault,” JJ shrugged and kept on with the game, even though the rest of your friends truly weren't convinced. 

   “Do you have any cool scars?” Cleo asked you because you had yet again chosen Truth. After having to kiss JJ, you really didn't want to risk another dare. 

   “No, not really,” you shook your head, but before you could move on JJ spoke up. 

   “Don't you have that one that looks like half a heart, right next to your left tit?” 

   “And how would you know that?” John B raised both eyebrows and JJ knew he fucked up. 

   “Uh… we grew up together. She's had that for ages. Right?” JJ looked at you, pleading for you to say anything, but you just stared at him. “You know what, I'm completely shit-faced, I'm prolly confusing that with, uhm… what's her name,” he snapped his fingers four times, “Polly, from drama club.” 

   “You hooked up with Drama Polly?” Pope snorted. 

   “Yeah,” JJ shrugged his shoulders. He couldn't be a hundred percent sure that he had in the past, but Polly really wasn't ugly or mean, so he probably had at some point. His standards weren't too high when it came to it. 

   You didn't like to think about JJ having sex with other people, you'd never been particularly fond of it, but now it was even worse. When you thought about it, you felt like someone was pulling on every one of your limbs, stretching you to the limit of your capacity. It wasn't even something you thought you could enjoy watching. Maybe if you could be sure that he was still all yours, and didn't actually desire the other person, but you couldn't be sure of it and talking to him would make him think that you were in love with him. Something you didn't want him to think because you didn't know if it was true. 

   “Earth to y/n?” Cleo waved her hand in front of your face, and you snapped out of your thoughts. Clearing your throat and smiling at your friends as if nothing had happened. Just JJ looked at you for a moment longer than needed, concerned where your mind had taken you. 

   “Is it my turn?” you asked sweetly, and they laughed. 

   “You gotta pick someone?” Cleo raised her brow at you and you nodded. 

   “Yes, right, my bad,” you muttered and moved on, leaving the daunting thoughts at the back of your mind to haunt you later. 

   “I dare you to show me the last picture in your camera roll,” Kiara hollered, and JJ shook his head. 

   “Not happening.” 

   “Now we just wanna see it even more,” Sarah pouted, but you didn't pay much mind to it. You knew it was probably the latest dick pic he had intended to send you but chosen not to. 

   “It's nothing I should show anybody. Not my place to,” JJ shrugged and picked up his can, taking a big gulp of beer. 

   “Why?” she leaned forward, and John B had to hold her back so she wouldn't tumble over and land face first in the dirt. 

   “Because it's not appropriate, or of me,” JJ hissed back at her, and you furrowed your brows. You couldn't remember having sent him anything recently. Was he seeing other people? Was that why he was so scared to show them? To show you?

   “You know we can keep a secret,” you tilted your head to the side, jealousy was getting the better of you even though you truly didn't understand why. 

   “I don't think you would want to see it, or want me to show it to anyone,” JJ stared at you, piercing your soul in an unwavering glare. But you were too consumed by the thought that he could have slept, or even just thought about sleeping with, someone who wasn't you. 

   “I think we can take it,” Kie giggled. 

   “Don't say I didn't warn you,” JJ looked at you, almost apologetic, while taking out his phone and handing it over to you. His passcode was still the same as ever, your birthday. Your fingers swiped over the screen and when you saw the picture he had taken, you wanted to throw his phone into the ocean, never to be found again. 

   You felt yourself go crimson at it. The visual of you kissing his balls while your hand was wrapped around his cock. Maybe the only condolences you got was when Kie ripped the phone from your hands and asked who it was. Perhaps, with the slightest chance in the world, they wouldn't be able to tell. Your face was mainly hidden, the only thing that could give you away was the color of your finger nails. A bright neon green. 

   “Seriously, dude? That's from this morning!” John B exclaimed. “You fuckin’ liar. I knew there was someone in there!” You balled your hands, hiding your nails on the inside of your palms, digging crescent shapes into the soft flesh. 

   “Distasteful,” Pope shook his head and handed the phone back to JJ. 

   “How'd you smuggle her out? Through a window? Or did you tell her to wait until we were gone?” John B bludgeoned, and you felt like you wanted to go up in flames. Only Cleo kept her focus on you, and you really didn't like it at all. 

   “Is anyone cold? I feel cold,” you mumbled before getting up and walking inside, not waiting for a reply. 

   “Is it you?” Cleo whispered as soon as she stepped into the bedroom where you had sat down, JJ’s long sleeve shirt pulled over your body in the hopes to find some warmth and tranquility. 

   “Why would it be me?” you smiled at her, but you knew it wasn't convincing. 

   “Your hands, and you've been acting weird all day,” she shrugged, sitting down by your side. 

   “I don't know what you mean.” Lying was easy, but not convincing. Not this time. 

   “I’m not gonna tell them. But maybe you should start being more honest, not just with all of us,” she sighed, putting her arm over your shoulders. “There's nothing unusual about falling in love with your best friend.” 

   “I'm not in love,” you shook your head. 

   “That's okay too.”

   “How do you know you love Pope?” you broke out and she smiled. 

   “He’s smart and funny and kind,” Cleo went on and on about all of Pope's incredible qualities and how she really didn't mean to fall in love with anyone, and yet she hadn't been able to deny it when it did happen. 

   “I'm not sure how you can say that this, all of it, describes your love for him when I've always felt like that towards my friends. Maybe not as strong, but it's the same concept,” you explained. 

   “Have you talked to him about that?” 

   “Not really. We don't talk much about feelings. I don't want to. Why would I destroy perfectly good sex and an amazing friendship with the idea that maybe I could love him more than I already do. I grew up with him, I know every little detail about him. How can I not love him like I love John B or you or Kie or any of them. You're all my friends,” you explained quietly. 

   “Yeah, but you can't picture yourself making out with Pope or John B, right?” she smiled. 

   “That's different, they are both in relationships and not my type,” you argued. 

   “And if JJ was in a relationship?” 

   “I'd miss the sex, but he's still my best friend,” you shrugged. 

   “What if his new partner was against you being his best friend? Not everyone likes the idea of someone so close to their partner that they pose a threat.” 

   “Then I'd tell him to find someone else. Friends are for life. Love rarely lasts,” you were sure of it. Your life had never proposed anything less than it as the truth. First, JJ’s mom ran off, then John B’s; your dad had an affair when you were seven, your mom when you were ten, since then they had stayed together, without any side quests for all you knew, but they were still not happy. 

   “And what if you get both? A best friend who loves you?” Cleo squeezed you a bit before letting loose again. 

   “That seems rare. And what if one falls out of love with the other? Then you lose your friend and your partner,” you explained, and she chuckled. 

   “You should really have a talk with him about this. I'll keep your secret.” Then she got up and left you alone, sitting by yourself and wondering what could be if the world was built with unicorns and rainbows in mind, instead of reality. 

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[writer-in-theory]

👄 💀 ☕️ 🔥 idkkk if this is weird but I thought it’d be interesting ahh

to know you (spencer reid x unsub!reader)

prompts: I'm also combining it with this anon request since they ended up being super similar: 👄sharing their first kiss, 🗣️ having an argument, ☁️ enemies to lovers and 🔥 slow burn

summary: when spencer needs to work with reader to catch the real unsub, he finds she may be more than just a criminal.

category: angst with happy ending

pairing:reid x fem!unsub!reader

content warnings: language, allusions to past trauma (kept vague), a bit anti-police in the middle there, violence, brief character death, questionable medical happenings

word count: 2.7k

a/n: sorry this took so long, i hope it was worth the wait!! it wasn't weird at all, the combo made me really think but i really like how it turned out

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There was never anyone more infuriating than you, of that Spencer was sure. If it weren’t for the consequences looming over the entire team, he’d be more than happy to let you be arrested for the vigilante-ism you’d taken to.

There was also no way to catch this unsub without you, so for now he was stuck unlocking the cuffs from around your wrists.

“Don’t look so upset, sour puss,” you told him with a smirk, causing Spencer to roll his eyes. He’d dealt with unsubs like you before, he knew exactly how to handle you. People like this thought they were so brilliant—so mysterious and tough—when really they were the easiest to read. Vigilantes were often hurt by the same kind of person they often hunted down. They were emotional criminals, easy to trap. “Who knows, maybe you’ll actually like me by the end of this.”

“I wouldn’t hold your breath,” Spencer shot back easily.

“You don’t have to keep acting, Spencer, I know you’re at least a little interested.”

“It’s Dr. Reid,” he corrected as he guided you through the halls of the BAU. It felt wrong to have you here without cuffs, as though you were just like any other woman; as if you didn’t have red-stained hands.

“I forgot how touchy people with their doctorate can be about titles,” you laughed and at this point, Spencer wasn’t sure if he could last through the case if it would be like this the entire time. He couldn’t even pinpoint what it was exactly about you that infuriated him, just that his blood boiled whenever you were around.

“Are you capable of not talking for more than two minutes?” Spencer snapped, wishing that any other agent was able to go undercover with you.

“I don’t know, I’ve never tried.”

“Maybe you should.”

The club was far too loud for Spencer’s liking. The two of you were dressed for a night out, his hair styled back off of his face. Eventually, both of you would have to speak to one of the unsubs to see if he’d give up his partner. For now, though, the two of you were told to enjoy the club.

While you were ready to bolt to the dance floor after retrieving your drink, Spencer was quick to wrap his hand around your wrist and guide you over to one of the few empty tables, in the back with plenty of space to watch the crowd for your targets.

“Who goes to a club and doesn’t dance?” you complained, still having no problems sipping on your drink.

“I don’t dance.”

“Have you ever tried?”

“I don’t need to. It’s not part of this.” Why wouldn’t you just leave it alone? Spencer didn’t understand you sometimes. It didn’t even seem like you were trying to antagonize him on purpose, but rather were genuinely interested in finding the answer. He wasn’t sure he liked that any better, though.

“Do you always think about the job? Is any part of your life separate from it?”

“I’m not going to talk about me,” Spencer tried to shut down the conversation. The quicker they could get to Rogers, their target, the sooner he could get far from you. The feeling that built up in his chest when you were around was so unfamiliar and a little scary, it wasn’t something Spencer was ready to think about yet.

“Okay, we’ll talk about me. I used to be just like you, all uptight and desperate to please my bosses. Then I realized they were all using me, and they’d use me until I was nothing. It’s much more freeing this way.”

“You’re killing people,” Spencer hissed back, unable to accept that choosing to be a rogue vigilante was really the best option for you.

“So are you. You just get paid to do it.”

“It’s different. We’re different.” How could his job be anything like what you do? Spencer saved lives, not take them. He only took lives when he needed to, when the villains were so bad they refused to live without hurting and taking. They were different, Spencer was sure of it.

“Are we? You don’t know anything about me other than what I do on weekends.”

“I don’t need to know anything else.”

“No, you’re scared to humanize me. You’re scared you might actually see something you like,” you pushed, smirking at the way Spencer’s cheeks flushed hot with frustration.

“I’m not scared of you.”

“So ask me something personal.”

“What’s your favorite color?” he sighed.

“That’s not personal. Try again, champ.”

“Okay, um...what do you do to relax?”

“You mean after drinking the blood of my victims?” Spencer scoffed, eyes widening as if he couldn’t truly believe what you were saying. Just when he thought you could be normal, you were off saying things like that. “I’m joking, c’mon, Dr. Reid. I’d say my favorite thing to do is put on some comfy clothes and curl up on the couch with a good book.”

“You read?”

“I used to be an English teacher, what did you expect? And don’t say you didn’t know, that was definitely in my fancy FBI criminal file somewhere.” It was in your file. Spencer remembered reading it and wondering how a teacher with so many awards turned into a killer. For so long, he couldn’t imagine you as anything other than the woman who held knives to mens’ throats. Now, it was far too easy to picture you cuddled up with a fuzzy blanket, reading one of his favorite books that he had memorized by now.

“I didn’t think you kept reading.”

“I didn’t become a different person when I started doing this,” you told him. “I’m still me, I just...I refuse to let men like that continue to hurt other women like me.”

Spencer knew what happened to you. He’d read it and found himself momentarily rooting for the wrong team. You didn’t deserve what happened to you, and the men you were killing were certainly horrible people, but Spencer just couldn’t reason out the way you were going about finding justice. “Why didn’t you just go to the police when you found out what those men were doing?”

“They didn’t believe me when it actually happened to me, why would they trust my word now?”

“I would’ve,” Spencer reassured you softly, hoping you understood now that the people who had abandoned you did not represent everyone. He wished his team had been around to take your case, that they could have stopped all of this hurt in its tracks. He wished you were believed from the start.

“Well, then for a cop you’re not so bad, Pretty Boy.”

“Don’t call me that,” Spencer snapped, the nickname enough to snap the moment in two and spark hurt deep in his chest. Though he still saw Derek often, it wasn’t the same now that his friend was no longer working at the BAU.

“Yikes, okay. Didn’t take you for someone with toxic masculinity syndrome.”

Spencer sighed, knowing he didn’t have to explain anything to you but for some reason feeling as though he wanted to. It didn’t sit right with him that you would think that way of him. “I’m not,” he answered, “It’s...you wouldn’t get it.”

“What makes you say that?”

“Because you don’t—you’re not capable.”

“Not capable of what, Dr. Reid?” you asked, voice sharper than he was used to hearing it. Clearly, you were expecting what was about to come from him next. “What am I not capable of?” you dared him again, pressing until he finally blurted the words out.

“You’re not capable of caring about anyone.”

As soon as he said it, regret flashed through Spencer’s core. He watched as your entire face crumpled for half a second before it hardened stronger than it had been before. “Let’s get this over with, I want to go home,” you spoke, voice numb which was more frightening than any sort of anger Spencer had been expecting.

So he stood, only barely wincing as you looped your arm through his as if he hadn’t just been cruel to you. The pair of you walked back over to the bar, and Spencer let you take charge for now. You knew how to get to the back room of the club, knew how to request a meeting with the owner of it. It was why they’d allowed you to become a CI in the first place, knowing you were their best shot at taking down a major unsub.

This was important, so all Spencer could do was follow you to the back of the club and hope what happened between you two got better when the job actually started.

It didn’t get much better when the undercover mission started, either. In fact, it was almost worse. The backroom of the club smelled heavily of old tobacco and weed, and there were enough bodyguards to make every muscle in Spencer’s body tense from where he sat. It wasn’t often the team had to take cases like these. If it weren’t for the high-profile victims, the BAU likely wouldn’t have been handed the case at all. The initial thought was that you were the unsub, but already the case was unraveling into a far more dangerous answer. With one wrong move, the both of you were dead, simple as that.

Yet despite all of that, you were completely relaxed perched on Spencer’s lap. His arms were snaked around you, holding on around your waist. The dress you were wearing was gorgeous, though the revealing cut of it meant he could feel the heat of your thighs through his pants.

“I don’t know why you’re pressing so much, Y/N,” the man in front of you spoke, hand around his glass of whiskey tightening. Spencer slipped his right hand a little further back on your body, trying to position it as close to his concealed weapon as he could without being obvious.

He wasn’t liking where this was going at all.

“I told you, Rogers, I don’t like where this is headed. They’re asking around, and you know whose names they have? Ours. We’re gonna take the fall for this if it all goes to shit,” you pressed, and Spencer fought to keep down a smile. It was impressive, the way you were able to work the situation without any proper training. He knew actual agents who couldn’t do what you were doing.

“So make sure it doesn’t go to shit,” Rogers pushed back, scoffing and rolling his eyes as if that were a worthy answer.

“It already is!” you yelled, standing from your spot on Spencer’s lap. Before he could stop you, you were surging forward into the unsubs space, staring him down with such intensity Spencer was sure he himself would have folded under your gaze.

The criminal did no such thing. Instead, he reached out and his hand connected with your cheek so strongly you stumbled backward. It would bruise, of that Spencer was sure.

He was also sure that for once, he was seeing red not because of you, but for you. And before he could consider the repercussions, Spencer was pulling out his gun and training it on Rogers.

The calm demeanor on the other man should have sent warning signals through Spencer, but for now, he was only focused on the way you were getting to your feet, hand still cradling your hurt cheek.

“You cheeky little traitor bitch,” Roger spit toward you, “you brought an undercover in here, didn’t you?”

“What, you thought I’d talk to you alone?” you refused to back down, even when Spencer was practically begging with his eyes for you to.

���Put your hands up, Rogers,” Spencer ordered, “You’re under arrest for assault.”

“I’ll be under arrest for a lot more than that when I’m finished with you two,” the other man threatened, and Spencer could only hope that the wire was working well enough that the rest of the team would come in as backup soon.

Spencer heard the shot before he felt anything. The man just to the outside of his vision had lifted a gun and he didn’t even notice. His body tensed up, waiting for the all-too-familiar burn of a bullet wound to surge through his body.

It didn’t happen, however. Instead, Spencer heard a small whimper from just in front of him.

“Good riddance, bitch,” Rogers spat before taking off with his henchmen, leaving Spencer alone in this far-too overstimulating room with you on the ground.

How had it hit you? The gun had been obviously leveled at his chest, the bullet should have killed him. It should have hit him, unless—

“You took a bullet for me,” Spencer gasped, dropping to his knees beside you. There was so much blood, too much of it leaking out of the wound in your shoulder. It must have nicked a dangerously important blood vessel, reducing your chances to a scary number.

Keeping in fashion with surprising him, you let out a breathy laugh. “How’s that for not caring about anyone?”

Were you already in shock? The words didn’t make sense in Spencer’s brain, didn’t connect with what he already knew to be true. “You care about me?” he asked, voice shaking as he applied pressure to the wound. He could hear the footsteps of his team rushing through the building, likely having taken off as soon as the sound of a gunshot went off.

“What, you think I flirt with just anyone? Actually, don’t answer that,” you winced, letting out a sharp cry as he applied more pressure to the injury. Spencer felt guilt claw deep in his chest, but there was no way to slow the bleeding without the pressure. “I wanna die thinking you saw something good in me.”

“You’re not dying, Y/N,” Spencer spoke, never sounding more sure of anything else in his life, “and don’t try to prove me wrong just because you can.”

“You know me so well, Doc.”

“I don’t, I don’t know anything about you but I want to,” Spencer was practically begging now, tears coming to his eyes at the thought that this would be the end of their story. It wasn’t even clear if this would work out—you two were so different—but he couldn’t let you die without knowing. “You’re so infuriating. Since I met you, I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you. There’s something about you.”

“I’m guessing it’s not my career choice.”

“How can you still be joking like this?” Spencer laughed through the tears, shaking his head. You didn’t even seem upset at the very real chance of this being the end.

“Hey, Spencer, can I ask you for a favor?”

“Anything,” and he meant it, because his team was there now but the paramedics were still making their way back to the room after the danger was cleared.

“Can you kiss me?” So he did, bending down over you and pressing tear-stained lips to yours. Spencer tried not to think about the fact that yours felt a little colder than what they should, but instead on the way that this felt more right than a kiss ever had before. He kissed you until the paramedics were pushing him out of the way.

Until the paramedics were performing chest compressions. Until they were trying everything they could to resuscitate you. It felt like every breath they were pumping into you came directly from Spencer’s chest, leaving him gasping around nothing. It wasn’t until you were strapped to a board and carried out, heart pumping again, that Spencer came to life again.

And it wasn’t until he was sitting beside your hospital bed, knowing with certainty that you’d make it out of this alive, that he felt truly okay again.

And when you woke up again, Spencer took your hand in his and asked, “Hey, Y/N, can you do me a favor?”

“Uh, I’m a little limited on options here but yeah.”

“Never take a bullet for me again,” he spoke, causing you to laugh around the fog of painkillers pumping through you.

“I can do that, Spencer.”

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[darthkruge]

Yall I'm really curious, when we talk about headcanon/domestic scenarios about Anakin what does he wear like he's obvi not always in his Jedi threads so like what does he wear sweatpants, jeans??? Is he a Jean type of person?? What does my boy where to bed?? Or when you're just chilling??? Does he wear sneakers & if so which ones??? Is it Converse high tops?? Nike dunks??? DO THESE EXISTS IN CORUSCANT??? LIKE I'M SO CURIOUS OMG

ANON YOURE ASKING THE REAL QUESTIONS YESSS 👀👀

Okay okay so first off I love thinking about this bc like what do they wear ?!?

I legit strongly believe Anakin wears sweatpants to bed. I also think he runs hot so he doesn’t wear a shirt. But like- sweats are a yes. Idk why I just really can see him wearing them.

To add onto that, I think when you’re just chilling at home mans wears like his sweats + a soft but lowkey form fitting black t shirt.

This brings me to my point that I think Anakin really likes soft and/or looser clothing. First, it’s similar to the jedi robes bc those cloaks are soft idfk. And they just need to be able to move, y’know? Second, I think rough textures would be uncomfy for him. Lowkey I tie this into the sand thing from growing up on Tatooine; anything that reminds him of that coarse texture he would be like opposed to.

So I kinda don’t think he’d go for jeans all too often.

I was inspired by that one scene in attack of the clones y’know the one where his back looks really good and he’s wearing that loose tunic and the dark kinda loose pants?? Yeah I think that’s kinda what he would wear when he’s like casually walking around.

For shoes omfg idk?!? I think he likes his black boots because he’s used to them. Like perhaps he just vibes with them. But for the sake of modern shoes... hmmm.... idk idkkk other than black like lace up boots (i just see him wearing them akdkaksj) maybe converse?! I am not sure why... I’m kinda getting converse vibes from that man (perhaps im just projecting bc i fucking love converse).

Also I wholeheartedly believe that whatever shoes he has, he will wear them til there are literal holes in them and they are falling apart at the seams. Growing up the way he did, he’d never like throw away clothing or really be wasteful in any way unless he absolutely has to.

I get sweatshirt vibes from him. Like Anakin would like sweatshirts. Idk why. Cant explain it, I just do. Obi-Wan on the other hand 👀 he wears sweaters and I stand by it.

ALSO HE CAN WEAR THE FUCK OUT OF A SUIT LIKE OMFG 😤😤😤😤 I STAND BY THIS 😤😤 and you lowkey be like drooling and he knowsss he looks good but he’d still innocently be like “...what?”

And do they exist in Coruscant? Idk. The brands specifically, probably not. But in my head... yes ✌️

Okay those are my thoughts if anyone else has theirs PLEASE share I wanna know what y’all think 👀

Also anon your message had the literal best vibes like I read it and I was like “fUCK YES” like not just your questions (which just YES) but like the way you phrased it and your energy is fucking immaculate. Just wanted to let you know !!

[smashstiel]

HIII HELLO . its going to be long btw because you wanted everything ksjsd. okay. no but i literally opened notes app so i can write my thoughts there sjf

and the endd!!!!! I LVOE THIS PLAYLIST. SOO SOO MUCH. YOU ARE SOOOO CORRECT WITH EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!. i hate janto so much <3 sooooo much <333 anyway. i will listen to destiel one tomorrow cause im tooo tired rn. ily

first its so funny but i actually have pętla on my destiel playlist. IDKKK THEY ARE SO DESTIEL CODED TO MEEE. i wtedy powiem ci jak bardzo cie chcę….. i love happysad so muuuch. also i see your vision with the city thinggg. ukradli mi plecak - WOAH actually wchodzi. i need to know your opinions on the 456 situation btw. the world has its shine. omgg. i gave up hope but you came along…. no but its LITERALLY them. i can never turn my back on you - jack not believing that ianto could kill that person in adam. tonight you are mine. i like this songg!!!!!!!!! i have NO IDEA if there is a scene like that but. there should be. <333 ruby dress skinny dog. NOO I DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT WAS DAWID PODSIADLO??? its so cool. jack hashtag sad KAHAHA. yeah i see it. starman david bowie <333333 noo but I GET U THO. with the edit thing. theres so many songs i cant listen in the normal way because of edits. take it out on me. YASSSS ITS A BANGER WOAH. very wchodzable. idk kinda jack to ianto after the lisa situation.  down when im not. i lvoe ittt (destiel…)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the last of the real ones. super banger i lvo eit.  ITS THEM. just tell me im the only one even if its not true :(((( nooooo because . ughghghg. lady of sorrows. mcr!!!!!! and DAMN banger of a song btw. also top 10 jack harkness lyrics….

emptiness is a closet full of your old cclothes. i lovee this songggggggg its so goooddd!!!!! glad u had it in those times<33 and yesss. the coat scene!!!!!! its insaneeeee. (again. super destiel. i love my coatguys. jackcas hits different…). blow my brains outt!!!!! jack/john hart……. yeahh. kiss me you animal. horny songss<3333 and. dying on your lips is how i wanna go. and ianto kinda did- nanoże. nigdy nie myślałem że z miłości się wykrwawię…… give me love. HI THE USED HIII. i love the used!!!!!!!!!!! now im looking in the mirror i see this monster that is me.. scared as hell. HELP?? NO LYRICS ANYWHERE???? how. its SO GOODODDDD. ill be late for my funeral. listened to ittt on yt!!!! LOVE ITTTT!!!! of all the gin joints in all the world. AAAAA. I LVOE IT. nooo cause youre right. ianto was like 'i love you' and jack. thought. damn he only loves the idea of me. nooo :((

heart heavy!!! i like ittt!!!!!! and yesss thats definitely what happened <33 captain spacey. love ittt. space themed songs <333 and YASSSS JACK ANGST. ANGST IN GENERAL. I LOVE ANGST. never scared!! i love jack erased memories moment. its so him. "are you scared?" "never" - me when i lie. also idk this is so castiel song to me too. cause yknow the whole naomi thing etc. bubblegum bitch edit. OH MYG ODDDDDDDD THIS IS SO GOOD WHAT. I LOVE IT. i lov eyoutube edits/amv. hits differenttt. GETTING OVER YOU THE USED. HELLO THE USED. GODDD ILOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH. no getting over you… jack after iantos death :(((. i caught fire. hii the used again <3 sound effects and overdramatics. never heard any audiodrama unfortunately djsfsjkd but DAMNNN. thank you romanticfistfightzs boyfriend. DAMN. red is the new black. LOVE THIS. dont remember it from the showwwww guess i have to rewatch it finally hihi. miss missing you. i love this songggg. and yes you are so real. pepper tea. PLSSS . pain and suffering scenarios my beloved<3 dont say we're so much better alone. idk kinda jack and doctor moment.

death for my birthday omgggggggg. yessss. i want death for my birthday… wszystko jedno. I LOVE WSZYSTKO JEDNO SO MUCH. yass its so janto. also endversedestiel.…. surrender the used. HELLO THE USED <333 broken you found me. sdfnaskdjfnlsakfnskdf. yeah. yeah. (my angel… my shoulder… damn..) heven iowa. no no i gettt it. great song btww!! next one - i just do. GODDD. YOULL GO TO BED AT 23, AND WAKE UP 65. TIME GOES SO FASTTT IF YOURE IMMORTAL.. UGHH. the saddest song. AAA ITS SO GREAT I LOVE IT. wchodzi w uj. jdfnskjdf. its not a fasion statement its a deathwiths. MCRR!!!!! just know that i will remember u AAA. 4/16. NOOO AND IANTO DIDNT KNOW WHEN HED COME BACCCKKK. death ii. NOOOO. OUCH. i love angst. but. sdbfjsdbfajsf. i really meant to tell youuuu :(((

my janto playlist + song explanations because im normal . i feel like a lot of the songs are for my headcanons abt them but whatever

pętla - happysad

well its here it started the whole thing because i was obsessed with happysad at that point and most of these songs are gonna be bc of one lyric or sth i feel like but. the idea . im stoned so a lot of rambling sorry the idea abt hating the city was in my brain like jack bc i feel like at one point while waiting there for the doctor he started hating being there. dont ask me why

2. ukradli mi plecak - yann

generally because of these lyrics Especially the "bo mi ukradli wspomnienia" bc of his memories taken by the time agency and then like. bc hes done a lot and also about the kids he gave to the 456 (which i have opinions abt but whatever) and ianto would worry or something i dont know man

3. the world has its shine (but i would drop in on a dime) - cobra starship

might be just me but. deadline audiostory "ive never been much of a talker" ianto 🤝 this connect in my brain

uh. ianto getting a job at torchwood. :)

just think it fits. so

4. tonight you are mine - the technicolors

idk if it really happened or did i think about it so much in my brain its real but wasnt there a moment where ianto asks jack like. why would you choose earth or do you miss your time or sth like that and i feel like thats a thing he could also ask there. :) and i like the song

5. ruby dress skinny dog - curly heads

honestly this is the only lyrics here because i thought of the weevils and i was obsessed with this song i hate you dawid podsiadlo this is the only song of yours i will listen to

also this after iantos death and jack being hashtag sad

6. starman - david bowie

listen i just fucking saw a great 10th doctor/jack edit on tiktok and listened to starman one night and started genuinely crying real tears rolling down my face so its not exactly janto but jack but its still hear because i say so

7. take it out on me - thousand foot krutch

BANGER of a song i love it so much. the thing with this playlist is that i remember finding songs that had lyrics that fit but the whole thing was to make a character playlist i cant listen to without more than like two skips so its all songs i found/still find amazing. anyways i was going somewhere with connecting it to janto but i think it mightve been for my short and quickly killed idea abt them havign a sad argument over Something. its a banger just appreciate it

8. down when im not - greg puciato

the first two are like. cuz ianto was lying abt lisa jack was lying abt the children or like . omitting i guess but im sure they lied to each other at one point and they could stop

9. the last of the real ones - fall out boy

just. fucking. the entire song come on

THESE LAST TWO ESPECIALLY!!!!!!!!! idk i love the idea of ianto having at least one time issue with jack living so much and being like. you wont remember me you mustve had so many people and you never talk abt them etc

10. our lady of sorrows - my chemical romance

one bc i HAD to have mcr song up in this bitch two because come ON one of The mcr lyrics and it fits i had to

11. emptiness is a closet full of your old clothes - wishing

GOD okay the thing here is. if you ask me whats my song like the song thats Mine it would be this one ive been listening to this shit since october 2019 and had it on repeat in my worse time of life ever and according to last fm i listened to it 3963 times. so. anyways its a very important song and it fits because come ON the thing where ianto hugs jacks coat. come on.

12. blow my brains out - jerranis

this one was also put here with a specific scenario i made up and dont remember put mostly becasue this.

but now that i think about it this is 100% a jack/john hart so. sorrey i guess

13. kiss me you animal - burn the ballroom

uhm.

i know its a sex thing in the song i think but it fits so i dont care its generally a horny song

14. nanoże - waluśkraksakryzys

walus i love youuuuu anywayyy mainly this but also

because i really liked the idea of ianto being annoyed at them giving him the coffee boy job at first or sth . there was an idea over there

15. give me love - the used

the used hiiiiii haii the used hiii

jack turning full torchwood mode or something and stuff. generally waving my arms around.

16. scared as all hell - modern day escape

one of THE songs ever to me. apparently no lyrics to this song exist online anywhere??? im the first person to think of adding lyrics????? but yeah i love this song and it fits but i cannot tell you why right now

17. ill be late for my funeral - the requiem (unavailable on spotify)

its on youtube btw if u wanna listen to it but . yeah again jack losing memories

and there was some jack angst here in my brain but i cant remember what exactly. probably jack being depressed about being immortal

18. of all the gin joints in all the world - fall out boy

jack being like that cuz ianto looks up to him but he doesnt know everything about him and thinking how itd be to just be a normal not immortal guy

jack "wasting time" on being alive and aging and normal because i love that for him and then it was about ianto.

19. heart heavy - secondhand sound

ianto after lisa i think would prefer to be left alone and figure it all out and in my perfect made up world this is what itd be like <3

20. captain spacey - sonic sea turtles

genereally the whole song cuz its space themed and stuff but mostly this lyrics because i was crazy about jack feeling like he doesnt belong on earth cuz hes immortal and not like he should be . if that makes sense i love angst my best friend pain and suffering

[bittersweethue]

The best of the best yet (well for me anyways). Seventeen AU recommendations.

Notes

Of course all of this has smut. I won’t be me if this did not have smut. 

The titles also contain the links. Idk why I felt the need to say that. 

CHEOLSOO ( Choi Seungcheol | S.Coups / Hong Jisoo | Joshua)

Call me an amenity

By: brightlight

Summary:

Seungcheol typically doesn't form relationships when he's travelling on business. (But then again, most people aren't Joshua Hong.)

Feels: 

Wow. This just. WOW. 

I’ve never read a cheolsoo fic this good and raw and emotionally straining. Pining. Of course there’s pining. Their emotions will consume you and leave you sobbing. 

This is just a long distance ‘relationship’  esque fic basically. That will make you sad and yearn for the same thing too. (Pinagtagpo pero di tidahana sht)

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/11891772

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JICHEOL (Choi Seungcheol | S.Coups / Lee Jihoon | Woozi )

Busan 112 

By: Hakovftw

Summary: 

Jihoon’s been at Busan Police station for three years, and he still gets mistaken as a kid dressing up for Halloween. 

It’s so fucking unfair. 

Jihoon’s not jealous. He’s just angry that the meritocracy is failing him. 

And what makes this worse, what makes this harder to bear, is that Seungcheol is hot as hell ans looks fucking amazing in his police uniform.

It’s his only saving grace, Jihoon thinks. 

Feels: 

Absolutely love it. There is so much pining and slow burn and pINING I COULD YEET MYSELF OFF A CLIFF. 

I always love AUs wherein the author doesn’t rush the pining process? It makes everything flow and feel real. The slow burn is absolutely amazing and WORTH IT. 

Link: (It’s not up anymore, but hoping that the author will put it up again in their other account, wtfkovah)

We were two before our time

By: wtfkovah

Summary:

Jihoon, an Omega, with little social standing, poor familial associations and hardly a tuppence to his name finds honest work as a teacher. His break with the norm results in a broken courtship, and the heartache and financial strain that follow send him south for the summer season, to teach Hansol, the youngest son of the Choi family.

Feels:

I am absolutely so so in love with this. A very very dear favorite? It’s a historical au and I have always loved those. And it being an ABO fic is just *chef’s kiss*. The way it was written is very historical-y too, the words and flow and all. 

The pining is spot on, and Ji is so damn relatable in all situations. Cheol’s wooing is so adorable. Everything is so steamy and full of want holy sh-

JUST READ IT, PLEASE PLEASE. 

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/24308842

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JUNHAO (Wen Jun Hui | Jun / Xu Ming Hao | The8)

every chance I get (I'll turn you on)

By: xumyuho

Summary: 

Minghao is a kid with miserable talents at choice making and a lot of feelings. Wen Junhui is the hot graduate who he's sleeping with and has most of those feelings for.

Everything about his life is confusing, but at least the sex is great.

Feels: 

One of the first fics that I have read. Dunno why I had to mention that. 

The way it was written was so realistic, like you forget that you are actually reading. It’s like the words just fly off and you see everything so clearly with how it was written. 

The pining? Perfection. The feels? YES. Can’t say more because I might end up spoiling it. Fuck buddy pining perfection. 

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/5359739

you must have been very far

By: jeosheo

Summary: 

Junhui isn’t nearly as drunk as his friends; unfortunately, they’re the ones selecting his punishment for having lost miserably at this party game.

“Kiss someone,” Seokmin slurrily suggests.

“Hook up with someone!” Jeonghan corrects.

“With Minghao!”

Feels: 

Nothing has beat this yet. NOTHING. My absolute favorite fic about Seventeen. 

The writing style confused me at first, but you’ll get the hang of it. Jun basically does not know what he feels and just chalk’s up everything to awkwardness. This is a fic where someone pines after someone without knowing it. 

Idk why but it broke me. All I know is I read this at midnight and fell asleep crying. I was an emotional mess for days after it. 

(Ah maybe it’s because of how precious someone could be when they get what they deserve, even if they think they don’t deserve it.)

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/6880459

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WONHUI (Jeon Wonwoo / Wen Jun Hui | Jun)

No Amount of Words (Mother Tongue)

By:  rapgodwoozi

Summary:

The last thing Junhui is expecting when he boards a train bound for Amsterdam is to fall in love.

Feels: 

This is what love feels like in the movies but also not like in the movies. Willing to risk it all, questioning yourself, thinking if you deserve to be happy. 

I really love how everything is emotionally straining. Main thought here is “so-this-is-what-it-feels-like-to-fall-in-love-slowly-but-also-all-at-once”.

Couldn’t read it all at once because of how consuming the emotions are. It’s that straining and the amount of uncertainty and flowery sappy sht will choke you. 

GyuHao is also an adorable side pairing here. 

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/20018710

Sweet Devotion

By:  Swanny_Writer

Summary:

Wonwoo meets his soulmate at a party, but the omega disappears the following morning.

Junhui meets his soulmate at a party, but holding a huge secret, he can't let the alpha claim him.

(Or the one where WonHui meet at another masquerade ball. They also have a kid and eat lots of cakes)

Feels:

Soft Junhui. Cute Junhui. Baby Junhui with a babie. FLUFF JUNHUIII!

Idk wonu is so adorable here, so cute and so caring. A feel good fic + smut. 

But its more than the smut okay? Read it if you want to feel uwu. 

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/22283092

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GYUHAO ( Kim Mingyu / Xu Ming Hao | The8 )

Actually both fics belong into the same series entitled we, as fruitful youth and I only realized this after months, what in the heck. 

(may the sun kiss you) unconditional

By: xumyuho

Summary:  

Mingyu doesn't need to be right, he just wants to win. Or, more specifically, he just wants Minghao to say "I lose."

Feels: 

Forgot the title and all due to reading so many fics but I have always remembered the flower giving part. That made me cri in fluff. 

Another ‘so-this-is-what-love-feels-like’ + ‘finding-home-in-a-person’ kind of fic. That kind of uwu. 

Trying to learn so much about the other and loving them more and more throughout the process. This is so beautiful and real, imma cri. 

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/9167740

Just need one night (slightly more if it's done right)

By:  xumyuho

Summary:

“I like it like this, even without the slow-dancing and flowers.”

“Good. I’m never doing slow-dancing or flowers.”

Feels:

Holy sht this is so awkward and real and it made me realize that all relationships are like this, awkward and weird yet still full of talking, and emotions and fuck ups and IDKKK I love how realistic everything was. 

It’s not the typical ‘he-is-the-moon-and-perfect-and-I-would-die-for-him-if-I-could’ type of story and that makes it so refreshing. 

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/6448174

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JEONGCHEOL ( Choi Seungcheol | S.Coups / Yoon Jeonghan) 

Gay Chicken

By:  twinklingpaopufruit 

Summary:

Jisoo explains to Seungcheol and Jeonghan the concept of gay chicken.

Feels:

Is this a novel??? It’s just that kind of fic. 

Jeongcheol want + uncertainty + fluff + smut goodness. This is so so good. 

You can actually imagine all this pining and amazingness happening because of how close to their own known characters Jeongcheol is here. Like all the details we know of them, how they think, how they move, how they feel and act, this fic is faithful to it. 

The kind of fic also where you realize that Jeongcheol is the king of ships, and how all of us want to either date them, or be them. THERE IS NO IN BETWEEN.  

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/6675838

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JOSHUA + Everyone 

Good Things (Are Supposed To) Come In Threes

By: SandyRoses

Summary:

In a world where being away from your mates for too long causes physical and emotional pain, Joshua doesn't think he has it easy. He can't remember the last time he, Jeonghan, and Seungcheol just sat and cuddled. It's beginning to hurt, and he doesn't know how much longer he can handle being alone. He doesn't want to be alone.

All he wants to do is be held and loved. Slowly, he begins to think he isn't worth loving.

His friends love him, and they just want to take care of him. Slowly, they start to do both in more ways than one.

Feels:

It’s basically  OT12 loving Joshuji. ABO. JeongCheol are irresponsible jerks to their mate and a shtshow ensues.  

Glorious. Very emotional and heartbreaking but it get’s better in the end I promise.

Could not read it all at once. It’s that draining and consuming. It will consume you to the point that you will feel all the feelings of Shua, all the self doubt and yearning for something that you think you don’t deserve. 

But Shua deserves all the damn love and happiness in the world. 

Read this is you want to feel empty right after and if you are okay with the warning. 

Warnings: Talks about rape (reliving a rape scene). Slight dubious consent. 

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/17302151

[rock-n-roll-refugee]

Brain Damage

Malcolm Bright X Reader

A/N: lol this show really just proves that my type is an exhausted psychopathic white boys. Oh well here’s a fanfic

Also there are spoilers so don’t read if you haven’t seen it because many scenes in this fic come straight from the show baby!

“Y/N” Gil speaks as he walks into my laboratory with JT and Dani, “thanks for hustling on this. I know these homicides were-”

“Amazing!” I said finishing up the autopsy report, “I mean, I’ve only read about The Surgeon’s meathods in textbooks. To see them carried out in person, it’s a real thrill!” Gil just raised an eyebrow as I walked towards them.

“So, three victims... based on the tox report, each one was injected with a different cocktail of paralytic agents that shut their bodies down one system at a time.” I explained using hand gestures with a surgical knife in one hand, “It must have been agony”

“It was”

Everyone turned to the voice in the doorway. There stood a tall, thin, and exhausted looking man, who undoubtedly was quite attractive.

“I imagine” he said catching my gaze, making me blush, “I have a preliminary profile.”

“Damn, Bright, you sleep at all?” Gil said.

‘Huh Bright that’s an odd name.’ She thought to herself

“Wow” Bright said pulling her out of her thoughts, “this suture work is amazing. These Y-incisions. You’re like Picasso with formaldehyde.” He said looking at me with his breathtaking blue eyes.

“Thanks” I chuckled back getting flustered. “And you’re very... slender” I mentally face palmed at my response and awkwardly looked away.

“Yeah, well, most food makes me sick” he said winking at me.

“What’s happening?” JT whispered to Dani as she shrugged.

Bright, Gil, Dani, and JT all discuss Bright’s profile and the case, but for some reason, I just couldn’t keep my eyes of that boy. Something about him drew me to him, but I couldn’t pinpoint exactly what it was. The subtle wickedness in his smile and I could from his eyes, that he held something in his mind that cut deep, something he wanted to say, something that eats him inside and out. But who knows, right? I’m probably just over examining this kid, he probably just has insomnia or something. 

“They're also strangers.” Gil said drawing my attention yet again, “Nothing connects them. 

“Except for these.” Bright says as he lifts up the corpse’s arm. I tilt my head, “All three victims had the same bruising on their wrists. This does not match The Surgeon's methods.” Bright explains making me smirk.

‘This boy really is observant. Wonder who taught him.’ I think to myself. 

“Maybe our guy handcuffed Vanessa?” JT asks looking at the bodies. 

“These aren't from metal. My guess is quarter-inch-thick Japanese-style bondage rope. Simple but effective.” Bright replies.

“Exactly!” I blurt excitedly, causing Bright to turn his gaze towards me, giving a small smile, “I mean... I agree about the rope and its effectiveness, and, and everything else that you said.” I say embarrassed as ever, words shifting to mutters after realizing that I’m rambling. 

“Also, these bruises don't match the time of death. They're from earlier. Three days at least.” I say shifting my attention to Gil, “So, the women were all restrained, but not on the night that they were murdered.” 

Bright gave me a smile smile as the four continued to discuss possible suspects. Within ten minutes, they were already out with a lead, leaving me alone with my bodies. 

“What is going on in your head Mr. Bright?” I sigh leaning on one of the tables, looking at one of the bodies as if to find an answer. 

~~~

“Damnit!” I yelled at my computer screen, seeing as I have only one move left on my game of Candy Crush, “fucking stupid game, only 40-year-old stay-at-home moms think you're fun!” I say as I wave my middle fingers around at the screen. Groaning, I start up a new game, when I hear someone running toward my lab. 

“No one should be here this late...” I say to myself, walking towards my door. When Bright bursts in, nearly hitting my face with the door. He stumbles in holding a blue and white cooler. 

“Bright? What are you doing here?” I say running to my computer to switch the screen to my emails, “if you're looking for the bodies, I already sent them out to another lab, but I mean if it’s importa-

“You really don’t need to hide the fact that you were playing games on your computer...” he interrupts, out of breath.

“Bright, what? Are you-whats going on? Did you run here?” 

“Almost...” he says slouching over, “I tried catching up to the ambulance... they left without this” 

He drops the blue cooler onto one of the tables. I notice blood spattered all over his clothes and face.

“Oh goodness! You have blood all over you! What the hell did you do? Are you okay?” I say running to him holding his shoulders.

“Yeah, yeah... I’m fine, uh I don’t know how to say this,” he says looking up at me with his bright blue eyes, “theres a severed hand in there.”

“What?!” I scream.

“We located Nico, turns out he was being held by our new suspect and there was a bomb, and, well, it was the only way.” he explained, still trying to regain his breath, “the ambulance left with Nico and I didn’t know what to do with this, so I brought it here to see if you could to any DNA tests?” 

I stood speechless for a moment, “Bright, I don’t think I have any permission to do this, besides I don’t have any access to any very accurate tests, its not like i have FBI equipment.”

“Right, I’m sorry. I’m just not quite use to working like this” he says, confusing me.

“Well the least I can do is get you cleaned up.” I said looking at his blood spattered face. I take him to the sink room, where he washes his hands and face. I notice his shaking hands as he cleans himself. 

“You’re shaking.” I say grabbing his hand. He looks down at me longingly, as I realize what I’m doing, and dropping his hand, “Sorry, I shouldn't have-”

“No. Its alright” He says grabbing my hand again. I look down to see his hand stopped shaking. 

“Tremors” he says making me look up at him, “I know you were thinking about it. I’ve had them since I was young.” We look into each other’s eyes taking in the moment, until I realize the the faucet was still running. I snap out of my trance and turn to turn off the running water. 

“Would you like a change of clothes?” I say trying to change the subject

“Do you have any?” he asks

“No.” I say getting caught in the lie. I rub my neck and slowly walk away.

“Well thank you Mr. Bright, I will take very good care of this hand and I will see you around... I guess” I say, going to get my jacket and bag. 

“Y/N,” he says making stop fumbling around, “I also came to ask if you would like to maybe go and have a drink with me someday?” 

I stand there, shocked at his words, “I uh, well um, I...” I stutter as he raises a brow, “Yes! I-I mean yeah... sure, sure” 

He smiles, “Great! Well then its, there uh- I mean its a date!” he chuckles, “Would you like me to walk you home?”

“Oh no its okay, I have a ride.” I say giving an awkward smile

“Alright then, Ms. Y/L/N, I will see you very soon.” he says giving me a smile as he leaves. I watch him walk away smiling to myself. 

‘What did I just get myself in to?’

A/N: Soooooo I'm very tired and i totally rushed the end sorryyyy. lol I have some plans for this fic, but like idk whats gonna actually happen in the show, so i kinda gotta wait till more happens idkkk i there may or may not be some dark stuff or maybe smutty stuff. let me know y'all if you like this and if u want a smutty or dark thing coming!