#idk. I'm just bad. i want to. idk. whatever. i hope i dont wake up. sorry to tack
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femmefaggot · 2 years ago
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emo-trash101 · 8 months ago
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hiya ! its 🦈 anon
Could I req the male reader x drunk stone but instead its switched? ((oneshot, btw)) stone having to take care of drunk reader 💀
take your time + no pressure! have a good day/noon/evening :)
- 🦈 anon
Yay, I missed youuu! And yes ofc I would love to do that! Also sorry this took so long to post 😭😭
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Alcohol Tastes Better Than Tears
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Stone x Drunk! Reader
Pronouns: second person, gender neutral
Word count: 575
Tw: Alcohol, vomit
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Today sucks. In fact, you've had a terrible day. First you blow the whole robbery on your own, and then you can't even steal an apple to make your friends feel remotely better about how horrible you've done. You've given up on being good at anything at this point.
You look down at your hand, staring at the bottle Stone handed you after the heist. You think he just felt bad and wanted to do something nice? But it honestly made you just feel worse. You feel so terrible that not even alcohol could fix it. Well it wouldn't hurt to try you think to yourself and before you know it you're putting the bottle up to the lips and taking a small sip.
That one sip turned into 2 sips, then 3 sips, then 4. Then that turned into you barely holding an empty bottle and trying to prop yourself up on the wall of whatever building you were next to. Your eyes flutter shut softly, as exhaustion hits you like a fright train with a vendetta.
You wake up to the clatter of a bottle and a male voice going "God...what the hell happened to you?". You force your eyes open and lay your eyes upon...an emo? "Whaa~...?" You say, trying to sit up more properly. All you hear in return is a sigh and a crisp "You're drunk". The man leans down to try to help you up before you push him away. "I dont evin know u" You say, your words slurring very aggressively.
"Oh god...my names Stone, we're...friends." He says, the worst friends looking like it's paining him to say, "I'm taking you back to the others".
That led to him trying to lift you up even slightly, which sounded almost completely impossible because your entire body felt like it was filled with lead. But eventually after you almost falling on your ass several times, he was finally able to force you up and being semi able to walk.
"I feel gross..." You say, leaning against Stone as he leads you through the streets. You hadn't even realized it got this dark. "Please don't vomit on me." He says, and almost on cue, you bed over and vomit. "Bloody hell..." He says, trying to prop you upright and continue to drag you away.
After about an hour of him dragging you after you vomiting (because he has the body strength of a malnourished owl) you both finally reach the alleyway, where he essentially drops you on the ground and you immediately pass out. As he grabs a nearby rag and places it on you, Vinnie leans against a wall. "Stone, is that really a good way to treat your crush?" She says smirking to herself.
He glares at her aggressively before speaking "They're not my crush." he says angrily. He stands upright and looks at her. "I'm just teasing, make sure you don't stay up late lovebirds." she says, the last part barely audible and then walks away.
He sighs and sits down next to your unconscious body, glancing down at you to make sure you're still breathing. Maybe...maybe I should tell them he thinks to himself before looking at the ground and noticing, something on his shoes. "IS THAT FUCKING VOMIT!"
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Idk if this is any good, but I hope it is 😭
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clownin44 · 11 months ago
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Hi, are you guys tired of my theories yet? I'm about to yap this is less of a theory and more of me just writing down my thoughts
Fast pass spoilers ahead! (So sorry)
Mr. Thomas, Kidnappings, Paper Cranes, A little bit of Ryan
I saw someone ask why the people who kidnapped the parent's outfits are different from the people who kidnapped the kids' outfits. I didn't want to reblog or comment since obvi there's some spoilers in here, so creds to @/hozaloza for pointing this out!!
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I think it's because the group that kidnapped the kids were not the same people who kidnapped their parents.
A while ago, when we first saw the paper cranes group, one of them said they needed to lie low because "both sides were tracking them down" for their stunt in savanna.
I've said this before, but it's very likely that the paper cranes are a secret group within the Contamination Facility that have been taking care of everyone affected by the "fungus." "Both sides" being the kids and the bigger group they all work for.
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It's because of this that I don't think Mr. Thomas is a part of the paper cranes despite having them on his desk (HEAR ME OUT). He is more clueless when it comes to the phantom world, whereas the paper cranes are more familiar with it. Ryan reacts nonchalantly compared to Mr. Thomas, who's understandably confused.
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When Ryan talks to "The boss," He puts Mr. Thomas's name in quotes (most likely a fake name so he'd be able to work at the school). The boss later confesses that he plans on getting rid of him to Ryan.
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So, while yes, I do think he's associated with the paper cranes, I wouldn't go as far as to say he's affiliated with them since they plan to betray him (but who knows, I could be dead wrong in assuming that the literal BAD GUYS wouldn't betray each other 😭😭 (they prob would)).
I dont have fast pass screenshots for this part :^(
Mr. Thomas also tells the children that they're sick, which lines up with what Alex explained to Ash about their condition. He could always just be lying, but he'd have no reason to. Ash was already passing out, and I doubt he'd go out of his way to do so. When we see Jasmine kidnap Tyler, she simply apologizes for waking him before putting him back to sleep (no explanation). The circumstances are obviously different, Ash got away the first time they sedated her and Tyler was already sleeping when it happened, but it's worth noting.
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I'd also like to bring up how, in the fast pass, Alex tells Ash that their parents have been "informed about the situation," so he's either
Lying to calm her
Doesn't know that the parents have been kidnapped and is going off of information one of the paper cranes gave him
Telling the truth and the parents are there but perfectly fine!!!
Some other details that I found but didn't know what to do with/wanted to mention:
Mr. Thomas's eye bags and Ryan's reactions.
Idk his eye bags are incredibly noticeable. At first, I assumed it was because he was also in the Phantom realm, seeing as he noticed ashs shadow was different, but we know from Alex that the rift between the two worlds was permanently closed after the kids went into the sorrel weed house. I didn't have another explanation to tie this in with the theory, so I'll just drop it here.
Ryan seems a little uncomfortable while talking to the boss here. It's a small detail, but Red added it, so I'm assuming it's important!! It reminded me of the scene with Tyler and Taylor in chapter 34, where Tyler tells Tay to stay back while he goes and checks to see what the sound from downstairs was. It then cuts to a panel of Taylor being upset and looking away, much like what Ryan does here. (Parallels or whatever)
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But then again, he looks fine when following Mike's car, so who the hell knows 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️
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It's late, and I've been working on this for wayyyyyy too long. I forgot what else I was gonna add, but I ran out of pictures, so I'm ending it here !! My writing is awful lol I hope this made sense
TLDR: The people who kidnapped the kids are not the same people who kidnapped the parents.
The contamination facility isn't bad, just the paper cranes.
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natriae · 2 years ago
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Have you and all the other stupid ass child porn loving loser ass bitches ever thought minor characters don’t and won’t age as you do because y’all ugly desperate no pussy/dick getting having no hoes asses just because y’all can’t get a partner doesn’t mean it’s somehow fictional minors fault you like minor dick/pussy (and no the “they look like adults” argument don’t work because one they 14-17 not 7 what the fuck they supposed to look like two good job on using Paedophilia logic) so I hope you and all the other brain dead (unfortunately not literally) bitches die or get bullied so bad y’all kill yourself y’all 🤝 trump wanting to fuck kids
good fucking bye lets decode this
so you think saying something to me hidden behind the anonymous is gonna affect me
your first point: never once have i written smut abt a minor character i dont explicitly state it (cuz i feel like that would be obviously by my 'will not write') but i do usually hint at *cough cough* MSBY, The adlers, Japan national team
just say you dont read my fics and go
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^^ those screenshot are from the wiki fandom that show their ages so yes they do age (at least in haikyuu) also if you read the manga you would know
next your second point :
"y'all ugly desperate no pussy/dick getting having no hoes asses just because y'all can't get a partner doesn't mean it's somehow fictional minors fault you like minor dick/pussy" all i really need to say is PLEASE PLEASE pay attention in english class... if your an adult writting this 1) get a life , 2) please get a tutor or some shit
also my sex life is not at all your information, maybe i dont have one because i'm more focused on my college education ( i think you should too) and learning to speak to people like a normal human being. also i have so many moots that are in extremely happy relationships also the fact that you even begin to think id sexualize minors is fucking weird i think you might be the one that likes minors (please get therapy)
n e way your next point:
""they look like adults" argument don't work because one they 14-17 not 7 what the fuck they supposed to look like two good job on using Paedophilia logic)
i very much agree with this statement ( a little fyi, if your gonna call people pedophiles at least spell it right ... it also would be pedophilic in the context you are using) to continue anyone who uses this logic is weird af and it is pedophilic (i just have nothing else to say cuz im disgusted with someone even using that argument
your final statement
" so I hope you and all the other brain dead (unfortunately not literally) bitches die or get bullied so bad y'all kill yourself y'all"
idk abt anyone else but my doctor says i'm not brain dead🤷‍♀️
also the fact that once again you tell people on the internet to k!ll themselves and then hide behind the anonymous is laughable but whatever helps you sleep at night
also the fact that you think everyone cares abt trump, spoiler alert! some of us, like me, don't live in the states
wow that was a funny one to wake up too <3 i hope this ask has a very good day!!
lots of love,
Nari <3
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bodyfeels · 8 days ago
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random thoughts on loona because of recent events idk if this is gonna be coherent but whatever i'll go for it
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i'm not sure when this shift in orbits attitudes towards listening to loona's music happened but i just don't think we need to revisit their torture labyrinth album. At all hajfhdsasf like when i first heard that the origin album was leaking i was like ? we really dont give a fuck but apparently a lot of orbits do and now there's actual audio. i dont even know how people got a hold of it
i just don't think it needs to be listened to, not one person should even bother "buying" it and then giving it to everybody else. also just from the previews, it's about the same bad quality of music that loona had suffered from since 12:00 and now that we have more knowledge on loona's situation, we know why! blockberry literally just threw whatever against the wall and fans bought it anyways because they love the girls, even if it's not a very good body of work. meanwhile the girls get more into debt as we consume, buy, and stream whatever the company released.
i won't even address loona's musical identity/sound because i don't even think that's the thing to focus on here. this was an album that they were forced to record, why would you want to listen to that? the girls saw chuu get kicked out and were very pissed off and wanted to not continue on either, but because of contractual obligations, they still had to record this one last album under blockberry. in some ways, and i don't mean to place any blame on them, but i really wish the fan union had never said that it is up to us to make the choice to continue to boycott or not because of situations like these. i still think people should either listen to reuploads, download files from friends, etc. to prevent anything going towards blockberry.
that being said, it's not an album you should want to listen to. the girls have all gone their separate ways but still communicate closely with each other. there are multiple times where all girls have expressed they want to reunite, but obviously, it is not realistic at the current moment. they finally have an opportunity to pursue music and be on stage again, and they've all made such progress since then
i'm not the biggest fan of ARTMS' debut album, but there are still some standout songs on it and i love listening to those. loossemble may have disbanded, but i'm not worried and i'm thankful they left CTD because they were a shit company tbh, but they really ended it off with the strong TTYL EP. yves literally debuted this year and came back with a really good project, and she shows a promising future. as for chuu, i hope the company stops playing it safe with her and shows off her strengths as a singer, she needs to be singing and not "rapping"/sing talking, she's too amazing at singing for her to be doing this nonsense
idk i wish some of these fans would wake up and stop wanting everything. i honestly hope that album doesn't even leak out in full because i'll probably cause the third impact and i'm not kidding. i kinda dont give a fuck about kpop anymore i only really check on loona and they were literally the last creative thing to come out of kpop and since then no one has really stepped it up. also i'm kind of over idols anyways like this industry sucks bro LOL i wish fans would wake up to how they consume and buy things and the quality of the music but whatever
this got long so i just hope nothing but the best for the girls, i hope for good music, i hope they're all being paid, i hope the people they work with are being paid, i pray for growth for all 12 of them, and i look forward to the day that they reunite, but until then i am growing up too and doing my own thing. thanks for reading
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wandered-rose · 2 months ago
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𐙚 A few things I've realized after the passing of my uncle and attending my first funeral;
- I was already aware of him being diagnosed with colon cancer a few years back, I even visited him. Though I brushed it off, simply because a part of me for some reason really believed he was going to be okay. Idk I really thought he was going to make it and beat cancer bc to me he just seemed like that type of guy that can get through anything. Hope is what kills me, and I say that phrase for the millionth time in my life and this passing is ultimate proof of why that is. I had envisioned that he would live a long life, long to enough to see me succeed and to celebrate with. I had hoped last minute that he'd wake up and go back to normal and we could just simply take care of him even if he was handicapped and needed the utmost support for a couple more years, I'm sure we didn't care as long as he'd wake back up and come back to us. Hope had killed me and most likely everyone else bc it turned out to be false when he officially passed last month.
And of course I was wrong. I was so wrong. Every vision and downloads I got, I always saw and believed that he'd live way longer, up to those "elderly age". It doesn't matter, I was wrong bc things changed and that's how life is or I just misunderstood the topic of cancer, I don't know. I think I took time for granted.
- the next thing I realized; being alerted by family about his last hours to live, "go see him" they'd say, "say your goodbyes to him" they'd say. I was stunned, confused, angry because "what the actual fuck happened?" Was running throughout my mind. I mean he was FINE those couple months back, walking around and shit and all of a sudden he's not?? Nothing made sense and my sense of pride and honor was facing me, "see him, but if you see him you'd have to see the other trash family members". I swallowed my pride and pushed it aside to say my last words to him bc at the end of the day it's not about anyone else, it's just about him and what I have left to say.
I will never say what my last words were, that's for some other time. But know that I was honest and I never said goodbye, I didn't want to. I noticed that even when death was nearing, I still held slight resentment and bitterness towards him and I found that interesting bc "normal" people would just give up and forgive and forget shit.
- now one of the main things I realized;
Yes I've thought about death multiple times throughout my life, but I've never really experienced it fully until last month. You know I thought I could handle death bc I'm whatever about it when it comes to solely me? And with other people I do feel bad sometimes but I guess this time around it's different and I didn't know.
Though its been years since I've been around, seeing my uncle in a comatose state, needing the machine to breathe.. blood used to flow throughout his face, he used to be awake but now frail, withering away. It punctured my heart, I never knew how bad it could feel to see someone that was a big part of my childhood in that rotten position. I realized I cannot handle death when it comes to a loved one, I dont do well with it. I couldn't bare to see him like that. I don't think I could do this again with another.
- next; funerals are awkward, everyone is weird, a majority of the people that attend are fake, I absolutely hate temples and it's religious bullshit. All those metaphors some monk worker was trying to cook up made no sense.
- the second to last realization; I don't like cremation. To just simply throw a once lively person in there to burn to a crisp does not sit well with my soul, but I obviously understand this whole bullshit with cremation and burials. I absolutely get it, but it hurts. I didn't even plan on crying and yet everything spilled without my permission. I hate it.
- the last realization; I'm still angry. I'm not even sad, just plain fucking angry. Maybe the sadness will hit me later on in the middle of a sunny day when I thought I've moved on but still haven't.
I'm angry at everything. I blame alot of people for his passing. He passed too soon, it wasnt supposed to be his time. My anger runs deep, there's so many levels to this whole situation. This whole ordeal slightly scratched the surface. I don't know.
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franollie · 4 months ago
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Ghostpunk hcs if you can?Preferably with my Gwen(afrolatina)
to be perfectly honest i dont have a lot of spiderverse headcanons in general so i'm definitely not the person to go to for engaging with spiderverse stuff in a more fandom way? if that makes sense? idk with itsv and atsv i love dissecting and studying every little detail about the series instead of deconstructing or engaging in transformative fandom. i'm really really in love with the story that the writers and artists are telling, and i don't really have anything that i want to change (including the romantic relationships that have been implied in both movies i.e. ghostflower and petermj).
that being said, i feel bad just leaving this here so instead i'll use this as an opportunity to write about my thoughts on ghostpunk and share some old ghostpunk (and hobie) doodles and wips i'll probably never get around to finishing. this will probably be pretty lengthy!
overall, i don't see ghostpunk endgame at all, but thats mainly because i read them as exes. in the timeline that exists in my mind to fill in the gaps between itsv and atsv, gwen leaves her universe a little less than a year after the events of atsv (because we know that she was probably in the spider-society for about 6-8 months and we know that atsv takes place 1 year and 4 months after itsv). i like to think that one of the first people she met in the society was hobie. they were instant friends and started going on missions together pretty soon after their first meeting, BUT in my brain at this point Gwen isn't living with Hobie yet. they haven't known each other for very long and Gwen is definitely not the most trusting after everything she's experienced. realistically, Miguel has apartments/rooms where the spiders that can't go back to their dimensions for whatever reason can stay. but in my heart, Gwen spends her first few months living with Jess and learning from her. after about 3 months of joking around with Hobie and learning from Jess, Gwen starts to get more comfortable with the other spiders and she starts opening up.
AND THEN, she and Hobie go on a mission together. on this mission, Gwen is confronted with the "gwen stacy always dies" canon event, and she's not allowed to do anything about it but watch another version of herself die. that night is the first night she spends with Hobie in his dimension. Hobie gives her the couch and he sleeps on a futon next to her. Gwen has many panic attacks about her dimension and whether or not it's still intact because she truly believes she was supposed to die at her father's hands. she wakes up many times, but Hobie was there and patient with her the whole night to reassure her that her dimension is still in tact and her friends are all safe. they have much happier memories in that apartment of course, but that night is still the most important to them.
they start dating after about four months of knowing each other. they have a super sweet relationship that lasts a few months, but inevitably stay friends because they love each other more as friends. they're definitely the closest out of the spider-band, and their relationship doesn't change much after they break up anyways (they're still physically affectionate and spend the same amount of time together all that changed was the label).
Old Gwen and Hobies i'll never get around to finishing:
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the first one is loosely based on a painting of a couple getting ready in the mirror together, the second one was a wip of hobie in clubkid drag (look into club kid if you haven't it's really interesting), the third was just me practicing lineless doodles, and the last one was a doodle of older more fem ghostpunk
sorry, I know this wasn't what you were hoping to get out of this ask, but i hope some of it was at least enjoyable to read through?
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lpfreakification · 2 years ago
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Rambling until I fall asleep or get up again
After I had my bloated episode last night, it was hard to fall back to sleep. I did wake up easily but I couldn't get up. It felt like I didn't rest well last night X(
Wisconsin wasnt too bad. I was doing another patterny/zentangle/mandela doodle while everyone else was chatting about my brother's recent engagement. I was drawing it in this little bookie I had back in 2017, about 12 days after I got hired in my job :)
I had a few pages of rainbow watercolor already colored + a few circles stenciled in. Then I'd make the patterns from there. It sparked an idea to use whatever leftover watercolor I have on my brush + lay it down on the empty page. Once that page is filled, I can go over it with the patterns :) This will alleviate the sense of guilt for wasting any paint. For the thicker, shinier paints I'd use a 0.7 fine point black Posca pen. For now, its either a Faber-Castell, Sharpie, or Micron. Whichever can get that ink flowing XP
I'd like to go back to sleep but its risky. If I sleep rn, chances are that I'll awake up at an odd hour than my usual time. My best bet is to stay awake a little bit longer. Like another 2 or 3 hours (it's about to be 7 PM here).
Thinking about tomorrow. I have a meeting with a nutritionist. Neve had one b4 + idk how this will go. Well, what I'm hoping to get out of this is when I should be eating. It's either i dont eat at all (bcuz work work work) or I eat everything (a result from work work work). Worse, my diet's mainly takeout X( I cant help it bcuz I work at a pizza joint, theres nothing too good at home (or not to my liking), I have the money + freedom to go wherever for food, + I can't cook. I think I already said my reasons for cooking a couple days ago.
(I hate my siblings for pushing my buttons. Them: "Well u have mommy cooking + cleaning for you." *gets infuriated but trying to calm myself*)
*couple deep breaths later*
I used to have the independence back when I was dorming in college but not have money. Now it's the opposite: I have money but I dont have the independence + I depend on (+ taking advantage of) them.
Other things on my mind:
Why I dont look at the scale
Physical activity for the energy, not for weight loss
Siblings against the (pricey) gym I just joined XP
Hoping the item has traveled safely (it's in NJ rn)
Work makes me feel like a winner + home makes me feel like a loser
The weight on my back + shoulders preventing me from getting up again
Want to continue the patterny doodle
Would like to upload more doodles on IG, despite it being a lot of Dratica doodles
What else I can do as I'm up
What bg noise or video can I put on? (I'm out of Kittisaurus content to watch)
Cuddling with Axel for my heart X3
Feeling super guilty for not animating like I wanted to this month.
That last one's a killer X( I built myself up, only to crumble down. When I'm ready, I'll try again. I'd hate to feel sick of working on SNJ. I really do. There's so much I can still improve upon. Even if it practically means starting all over X( At least it's still 78 frames in 24 fps :) There is a lot to think about in this short of an animation. Overthinking caused me to crumble down. The movement of the hips. Perspective. Use of power centers. Weight. Moving holds. Making the character think with (almost) each step he takes. Making it simpler to begin with but not rough. Rough as in too many lines that will overwhelm me... I should write this paragraph down in my notes.
Welp, I'm up. Imma grab my leftover slice of pepperoni + see how the rest of the night will go. Yep! (It is now 7:31 pm)
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severely-mentally-ill · 3 years ago
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Alsjaos I couldnt find it and couldn't remember, thank yiu!
Chan is the ultimate service top. Will bottom but can get so shy when he does. He loves riding you with a cockring on to help remind him that he's supposed to be a good boy and ask before he cums. Whines so loud when you start to jerk him off and play with his balls but wouldn't dream of stopping you because every time you do, he practically turns into your very own toy. Doing whatever to keep your hand around his thick cock
Felix loves when you hover over him with jewelry on and force him to look at you as you pound him. The cool metal against his scalding skin bringing him back from the floaty place he drifts off too sometimes. Instantly chubs up when you touch his thighs and he can feel the pressing of the rings through the thin fabric, wanting to feel it on his skin instead. Will absolutely catch a swinging pendant in his mouth and suck on it during sex
Hyunjin is a whore but he's your whore. Something in him just awakens when you use him. He brought it up, and the system for letting you know when it was okay. A pink hair tie, or pink underwear. His favorite is when he wakes up in the middle of the night to you grinding on his cock, needing him so much that you couldn't be botherer to wake him up once you saw the pretty pink scrunchie on his wrist. He would let you use his cock or his hole whenever you pleased if he could
Jeongin can be a brat but when you smack him a little bit and tell him bad boys don't get to touch you, it suddenly goes a way. The sting of your palm on his face always sends a shiver up his spine, although those hits are nothing when compared to the ones on his stomach, thighs and ass. He hopes the boys dont question why he's sitting awkwardly or letting out a shuddered breath when he bumps into a sore spot that makes him have flashbacks of your dirty words.
Minho would die if you found his panties. Even more so if you found the whole set. Lingerie makes him just feel.....good. The sheer lace with wet spots from his precum, garters and stockings on his pretty legs, see through bralette showing off his pretty nipples. He's not able to look you in the eye the first time you see him dressed up, keeping up the wall of being a bratty boy and huffing out snark. Only to blush like a strawberry when you compliment him on it
Changbin looks so pretty covered in his own cum, overstimulated to the point all he can do is hold onto you or the sheets and let fat tears roll down his face. Looking up at you with weepy eyes as you bring him over the edge once more, scooping some of his cum up for him to taste. Being so noisy every time you touch him, even if you're not anywhere near his leaking cock. But he loves the twinges of pain that every stroke brings
Seungmin covered in dark red wax on his chest would be an almost holy experience. It is for him. Gritting his teeth with every drop, loving the marks the hot wax leaves behind once its hardened and anle to come off. Eyes expectantly on the long candle in your hand as the two of you wait for it to burn enough to pour more down the length of his torso and back. Moaning so sweetly as you go over sensitive spots
Jisung can't help but think about the others listening in or even watching the two of you. Seeing how much of a mess you make him, how good he can be, how he rambles anytime you come any where near his cock. Showing off how hot you are and the fact that he's the one you want to ruin. Going so far as to possibly not telling if if one of the boys were to walk in on the two of you
im off to make fake polaroids -🦇
Chan would be a service top 100% if you like receiving. Him bottoming though, legit the best thing ever. Chan already is a good boy, but he still loves being reminded to act like one. He likes being punished, even though he will do nothing wrong.
Idk if it actually is a kink, but if it is, Felix for sure has a jewelry kink of some sort. I'm also certain he has an oral fixation, so he would def suck on a necklace hanging from your neck as you rail him. If you wear a lot of rings though, Felix will malfunction.
Hyunjin is a pillow prince, through and through, so he will almost always be wearing something pink. He's also really into somno, it's probably one of his favorite things. He loves waking up to you fucking him some way. He probably wears buttplugs to sleep so in case you do decide to fuck him that way, he doesn't need any prep.
Jeongin isn't usually a brat, it's just when he wants you to go just the slightest bit harder then normal that he is. Even when he is one, it's easy to stop him. Jeongin is a simple boy with simple needs. It's easy to determine what his needs are based on his behavior. Soft sex? Clingy. Rough sex? Slight brattiness. He's an easy person to read.
Minho in lingerie is an orgasm for your eyes. I just know this whore loves wearing thongs while wearing a plug. The bralettes he wears are so perfect for nipple play. He doesn't even need to take it off and deprive you of the sight in order for him to get the pleasure he so desperately desires.
Changbin crying is something I would love to see and I don't think I'm the only one. Overstimulating him to the point of tears is my new favorite thing. Probably his too. Jerking him off while fingering him and making his legs shake from the amount of orgasms he's had while he sobs and begs for you to stop but he doesn't actually want you to stop.
The Seungmin one is giving me flashbacks of the wax play scene in 'Love and Leashes' and I'm here for it. Wax play is one of my fav things ever, and to do it with Seungmin would be so fucking good. Especially if you get those candles that turn to lotion after burning them, that you get from Etsy, so that way it turns into fluffy aftercare.
Jisung for sure wants to be watched when having sex. He probably wants to be a camboy or run a Twitter account with vids of you just destroying him. He's very loud and proud in bed, so he'd be the best pornstar out there. But the thought of having people he knows seeing and hearing the way you make him weak would make him crazy. He'd get to remind them every day of how good you make him feel.
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i-arch-my-backula · 2 years ago
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i know you were nervous about doomhead requests, but im hsppy i found somebody else who writes for him❤️!
if you want, would you care to write headcanons for a male reader s/o x doomhead where the reader likes to go out a lot, whether it be on dates, or out for walks, and he takes doomhead for an early morning walk to see the sunrise as a little date idea :)
again, dont feel pressured to do this! thank you❤️
Ok so I wrote head cannons and a little drabble for this because I couldn't help myself. I've re-watched Doomheads sceens so many time now it's rediculios. I like idk his voice, his appearace, his attitude and shit just like idk I'm like so down bad I need like to get this brain rot surgecially removed.
Doomhead with a male s/o who likes to go out a lot
Warnings: Strong lanuage
He honestly spend a lot of time out in other towns and cities to spend his money so no one gets too supisous about what he does, go going out often is pretty normal.
He'll spoil you honestly. He's got plenty of money, whatever you want he'll get you. You're in sweetheart, his darling boy, the love of his life. If you want that ring he'll get it for you, or might steal it.
He's fine with walks because he knows he can protect you no matter what really happens. If you wanna go out into the woods on a walk with him he's happy to tag along, will a few comments of course as is standard for him. "Ya tryin' to kill me out here sweetheart?" "You lookin for a pet bear or something?"
I'm sorry but he'll only go on walks to watch the sunrise if he's not asleep before then. Like he won't wake up just to watch it unless he was already awake. His sleep schedule is shit and he'll stay up way to late and sleep till like 12 pm.
Loves going on little dates with you. Will seek out little places for the two of you to go have dates in. Like he'll find a nice quiet place for you two to sit in his van and look out at.
He loves talking with you on dates. Will go on long monologues with pet names, random stories and shit just talking with you. He loves talking with you, honestly doesn't care what you do as long as the two of you can talk together.
It's about 6:25 in the morning. You've been up all night with Doomhead when a few hours ago you drove over to an old look out point together. You're sitting on his lap in the back of his van as he talks on about something while you look out at the sky, waiting for the sun to begin rising.
"You know something angel? I would happily go blind now that I've seen you." He pulls you closer into him and presses a kiss onto your neck.
"But won't you miss looking at me? If I'm so handsome."
"Of course I would. But after seeing you, I've seen all I ever needed to see. If the devil himself ever laid his eyes on you he'd kiss your cheek and repent."
"I thought you didn't believe in god and all that stuff." You tease.
"I don't, but it doesn't make what I said any less true," He adjusts hows he's sitting while keeping his arms around your waist, "Now when is the damn sun gonna come up we've been here for hours."
"It's gonna rise soon don't worry. I love seeing all the pretty colors melting together while it rises. I love watching the sun." You let out a small sigh and relax into your boyfriend, "I hope you know I love you."
"I know I know," He says resting his chin on the top of your head, "I love ya too." He whispers.
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peaterookie · 2 years ago
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Lupin III Chapter 48 Review
heyo! im assuming covering the chapter this late at night… that everyone's practically gone to sleep already. i hope everyone will have better dreams than whatever lupin has in this chapter… because damn does he have a bad time..!
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in chapter 47 - "crazy crazy," lupin wakes up in sweats from a nightmare he experienced in the nightmare, he meets this woman whom he tries to have intercourse with, but as he grabs her, her skin peels off and her skeleton emerges!
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spoooky lupin tells jigen about this, and he doesn't really take it so seriously, saying how its just a dream lupin still feels weird, considering how real it was…
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L: I know... pulling off her skin- it's fantastic! L: And yet it felt so real. Maybe it did happen...!! J: Shit, man, don't come unglued. It was a dream.
Lupin then ponders, feeling like he's already been in this room before, and opens the curtain of the window. and what does he see? the woman from the dream!
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he then freaks out, while jigen still doesn't take the situation seriously while making comments about the woman, jigen smacks lupin on the table right into a plate of soup lupin, frustrated, takes it out on monkey punch and throws the plate of soup on him
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yes, this chapter will involve A LOT of fourth wall breaking.
lupin then heads out the apartment to take a breather, then the lady from his dream approaches him with something to say lupin asks her if they've met before. to his confusion, she saids no- even though she is staring right at the window to his apartment..! she then reveals that she knows that someone in that room will be murdered at 10pm that night! how does she know!?
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W: Someone will be murdered at ten o' clock tonight. L: Murdered...? L: Psychic powers, eh? Look like...old Monkey Punch...has run...out of ideas. L: That's impossible. W: But it's true.
lupin asks her who would be murdered tonight, and she says… jigen??? lupin doesn't believe it, why would anyone try to kill jigen? he then realizes that 10pm has approached, and he runs to check on jigen- but is stopped by a shadowy figure holding a gun…
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lupin then assumes that he's the one targetting jigen for some reason, and decides to kill him before that though, the man says that the reason hes after lupin is that the lupin clan has no need for him anymore- and he'll be the one to take over it in a sense all the blabber sounds like nonsense to lupin, and the man is quickly defeated… only to turn out…
that the man after him was jigen!?
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what is going on?????
lupin tries to find out why jigen would betray him like this and tries to force the woman to tell him but ara?!
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her skin peels off, revealing her skeleton and it was just a dream the entire time.
lupin then wakes up to see jigen, alive and well, wondering what happened for lupin to be sleeping-walking he gets even more frustrated, and jabs at monkey punch again saying he should dream up a better story
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idk lupin this is probably the funniest chapter ive read so far
then lupin and jigen get a visitor, and ITS THE GIRL AGAIN holy fucking shit jigen then reminds lupin that the woman is fujiko, and she came her for a thing lupin was going to assign her for. lupin remember nothing however, i guess you can say he forgor 💀
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F: Is he feeling ok? J: He's just worried about your thing... L: Could I put my thing in her thing?
lupan please istg you're a litte cray cray in the head rn get some rest jigen then just yells at lupin to make her undress so he can remember, and uh…. i guess they decided to do just that???
i dont like this
lupin tells her to undress EVERYTHING. he doesn't want any surprises after what hes went through today… but…
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L: I'm ready for anything.
F: Shall I take everything off? L: Absolutely. I don't want any surprises!
F: How about this? L: What!? You can't do that! I wanted the sex this time!
L: GO TO HELL, MONKEY PUNCH!
the end.
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sharedtrauma · 2 years ago
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omg im seeing so many people talking about dropping the show and?? that's fair i guess?? if it's making you unhappy, by all means drop it. but i guess i just didn't think it was. that bad? idk maybe it was me going in with a couple spoilers (spoilers that, until they happened, i doubted were true. for the most part. i was convinced on you know who's death, like i was sure it was happening.) like i was still surprised with a couple of things that i didn't like, but most of the surprises were things i really liked. so maybe it was that i had time to prepare for a lot of the stuff i wasn't super happy with, and all the stuff i loved was new to me. but idk i really dont think these episodes or the season are. bad? i'm also convinced they're gonna clear eddie's name in season 5. like there wouldn't be time to do that in two days but they left a lot of threads unresolved and i really don't think the gang will just let that perception of eddie hang around if they can do anything about it. there are other unresolved threads that i'm not confident in them wrapping up properly, but that is one i have faith in. (crossing my fingers that i am not wrong on this). i do feel dread thinking about max not being a part of the season tho she'd better wake up in episode 3 at the latest. i am not going to be satisfied with only seeing my girl for a short time during the final season.
Yeah I mean volume 2 was so grueling it makes sense some people would want to just try and forget about it and move onto something else but it is sad to see. I agree, I genuinely really loved it. There were some things I really disliked, obviously. I saw leaks before volume 2 was released and just tried to ignore them and pray they were fake but they were all real. I guess I was prepared a little in that sense, I knew about Eddie’s death & Max’s coma but I wasn’t too sure. It still hurt like hell. If anything, it just made me anxious leading up to the release and depressed after lol. The only things I didn’t like were Eddie dying, Mike’s bullshit monologue/the discarding of Will’s character and feelings & the weird stancy shit they had going on for no fucking reason. Apart from that, my god was this season incredible. I’m also convinced they’re going to clear Eddie’s name because I can’t bear to think of the alternative. It just hurts way too fucking much, I can’t think like that. I can’t cope with him being remembered like that, I just can’t. I won’t be happy until they either have Eddie be another fake death (which I think is a lot more likely than people think. There are a few things pointing to that possibility in my opinion) or his name gets cleared and he gets a funeral. I need him to have a proper send off, for him to be remembered as a hero like he deserves. I need them to let him rest peacefully otherwise I just can’t deal. As for Max, yeah. I need her to wake up so badly, I’ll be really upset if she’s not in season 5 much. I need her to wake up happy and relieved surrounded by her friends. I’m interested to see what condition she’ll be in after she wakes. I don’t know much about medical shit so I’m not sure if she’ll have movement in her legs and arms anymore after the breaks. I don’t know how bad bones have to break for movement to be permanently restricted. As for her sight, whether it heals or she’s permanently blind and to what extent if she is we don’t know yet. Obviously I want her to be in the best condition as possible so she’s still able to do all the things she loves that require sight and movement to the same extent as before but I will be kind of pissed if she’s perfectly fine after since that feels a little unrealistic and ableist. Overall, I really liked volume 2 and I’m hoping that season 5 can give Eddie & Max a happier ending whatever it may be, just better than being in a coma and being hated by the town you died to protect.
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watchyourbluesturngolden · 3 years ago
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songs that make me think of vampy and why
this is for drea and leyla ONLY thank u
daylight- taylor swift "i don't wanna look at anything else now that I saw you, i don't wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you" bc vampy loves her so much he only wants her 😔 midnight love- girl in red "I know I'm the last one you try to call but I always give in to give you it all" "your silver is my gold" bc miss chiropractor treated him terribly but he loved her with everything and would have gone back to her no matter what watch you sleep- girl in red this one is obvious: bc vampy watches bloodbag sleep :) also "the scar on your spine, you fell off a roof when you were nine" is all appreciating the tiny details about someone and that is definitely something vampy would do :( paper rings: taylor swift "i hate accidents except when we went from friends to this" line without a hook- ricky montgomery "oh baby i am a wreck when i'm without you" bc vampy loves bloodbag so much he just wants to be with her always 😔 dead girl in the pool- girl in red this one is kinda weird but i feel like bloodbag is gonna die at some point and then vampy will just be like "theres a dead girl in the pool (or wherever her corpse is laying slfjskldfjkldsj) i don't know what to do" and then he's gonna make this face
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bad habits- ed sheeran bc he was just slutting around before he met bloodbag demons- imagine dragons dont make fun of me for this I KNOW but fr it's vampy renegade- taylor swift "you wouldn't be the first renegade to need somebody" he needs bloodbag 😔 starting line- luke hemmings i can't really explain this one but it's like how you always talk about how his happiness is overshadowed by the fact that he's a monster or whatever million dollar bills - lorde "theres nothing i want but money and time" and vampy has literally all the money and time :) solar power- lorde this is harrys hot girl anthem idk happiness- taylor swift "there'll be happiness after you, but there was happiness because of you" this is him reminiscing on miss chiropractor i wanna get better-bleachers "i didn't know i was lonely til i saw your face" "I didn't know i was broken til i wanted to change" come on 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 good 4 u - olivia rodrigo this is his fuck u song for miss chiropractor my tears ricochet- taylor swift "if i'm dead to you why are you at the wake" it's ironic innit 😌 what a feeling- one direction "what a feeling to be right here beside you now, holding you in my arms" please 😔 "everybody needs someone around" 😔😔😔 "but i can't hold you too close now" bc he has severe attachment and commitment issues :) all you had to do was stay- taylor swift "had me in the palm of your hand, then, why'd you have to go and lock me out when i let you in" omg miss chiropractor really hurt him 😔 king of my heart- taylor swift "and all at once you are the one i have been waiting for" bloodbag @ vampy 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 cruel summer- taylor swift "I love you ain't that the worst thing you ever heard" bc he knows getting close to bloodbag will ultimately only lead to pain for everyone involved "i don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you" bc he can't tell bloodbag everything about him even tho he probably wants to :( thank u next- arianna grande this is weird BUT if miss chiropractor hadn't fucked him up so much he never would have met bloodbag tear in my heart- 21 pilots again don't make fun of me for this I HAVE AN EXPLANATION "you fell asleep in my car i drove the whole time but that's okay i'll just avoid the holes so you sleep fine" if bloodbag fell asleep in his car he would definitely do this :( shape of you-ed sheeran "now my bedsheets smell like you" his room probably smells like honey and lavender all the time now and he's probably foaming at the mouth constantly cowboy in LA "let's skip the club, lets skip the crowd, i wanna take you on a date" bc they both hate clubs!!!!! "I'll hold your hand I'll hold the door bc that's how i was raised" he's a gentleman 😔😔😔😔 & burn- billie eilish "i'll sit and watch your car burn with the fire that you started in me, but you never came back to ask it out" idk for some reason this has vampy and miss chiropractor vibes take me to church- hozier religious trauma babes 🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼 speechless- dan+shay "i'm speechless, staring at you standing there in that dress" love 😔 yours- russel dickerson "i came to life when i first kissed you, the best me has his arms around you, you make me better than i was before, thank god i'm yours" SCREAMING AND CRYING AND SHAKING tolerate it- taylor swift "i know my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it" MISS ******** DIDN"T APPRECIATE OR CELEBRATE HIS LOVE MIA- anarbor "thinking about my life and everything i did wrong along the way"😔 lay low- josh turner for when bloodbag and vampy go to a cabin in the woods for a week and just love each other 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 who can save me now- anarbor "you stabbed me in the back" this one is pretty literal LSKFJLKSJFLKDSJ "you could have at least been kind enough to let me turn around" ouch 😔 dopamine- anarbor "i'm hooked on your dopamine" vampy and bloodbag ugh lie to me- 5sos this give me vampy and ******** vibes "i wish we never met, cause you're too hard to forget" "while i'm cleaning up your mess i know he's taking
off your dress" bc she probably cheated on him while they were together 😔 and he would have stayed with her if she told him she loved him, even if he knew it was a lie 😔 cotton candy- yungblud it's just a happy song with good vibes like bloodbag and vampy currently have :) small talk- niall horan i don't even have to say anything here pillowtalk- zayn "so we'll piss off the neighbors" chappy 9 vibes dancing with our hands tied- taylor swift "i loved you in spite of deep fears that the world would divide us" vampy rn 😔 once in a lifetime- one direction vampy will live a million lifetimes but he will only ever have one bloodbag 😔 holy ground- taylor swift "tonight i'm gonna dance for all that we've been through but I don't wanna dance if i'm not dancing with you" they've come so far omg 😔 since we're alone- niall horan "you can show me your heart, if you put it all in my hands no i swear no i won't break it apart" crying if i could fly- one direction "for your eyes only i'll show you my heart" rollercoaster- bleachers again i can't explain it but it makes me think of him 😔 so long- niall horan "so if we knew all along why did it take so long" good question bestie current location- LANY "i need your current location to be my current location" they're idiots in love and want to be together all the time 😔 why dont we go there- one direction "hey i don't want you to be the one that got away i wanna get addicted to you you're rushing through my mind i wanna feel the high i wanna be addicted" well hes already addicted to her blood so might as well like you lots- LANY bc they both have issues and can't say love lmao too much to ask- niall horan vampy though wanting love was too much to ask of miss chiropractor 😔 walking in the wind- one direction this one just has his vibes man 😔 heartbeat- carrie underwood "dancing to the rhythm of your heartbeat" bc vampy is obsessed with listening to bloodbag's heart (fan behavior if you ask me) idfc- blackbear this is vampy and ******** bc "tell me that you love me even if it's fake" city of angels- 24kgoldn "i sold my soul to the devil for designer" yes this made me laugh the woods- olivver the kid "waking up in the middle of the woods" "don't you wanna get out of here, out of the woods" flashback to when he was dead in the woods oop "you brought me down to the river, and you pushed me in, hoping that the white rapids would challenge my ability to swim" bc... she's a murderer omg this verse is talking about leaves and i'm freaking out it fits 100% this is crazy "You pick up two handfuls You tell me they're all dried up & dead You know that's nothing like us We'll live forever instead" just a little bit of your heart- ariana grande vampy bc he loves so deeply and completely that he will give all of himself to someone even if they won't do the same my strange addiction- billie eilish bc he is addicted to her blood :) cross your mind- niall horan this is vampy and ******** "love the way you hurt me and it doesn't even cross your mind" "leaving me in pieces (literally lmao) but i swear it's worth it every time" everywhere- niall horan that scene where vampy smelled some perfume or soap or something and it made him think of bloodbag 😔 everything makes him think of her now 😔 "swear it's hard to think it's hard to breathe when you're in the air" put a little love on me- niall horan "you're the only one i need" 😔 bend the rules- niall horan VAMPY AND ******** ALL THE WAY "i'm not saying that you're lying but you're leaving out the truth" heartbreak weather- niall horan "all of my life i've been sleepwalk living, running around the same bars i've been in, it can be so lonely in this city, but it feels different when you're with me" bloodbag and vampy 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 mr loverman- ricky montgomery "i miss my lover man" vampy is probably dramatic like this all the time now that they're official 😔 bad blood- taylor swift again, just for the irony 😌 vapor- 5sos "i want to breathe you in like a vapor i want to be the one you remember i want to feel
your love like the weather all over me" they're so in love like this 😔 catch fire- 5sos "all my life i've been waiting for moments to come" he's been waiting for bloodbag his entire life 😔 beside you-5sos "i wish i was beside you" they want to be together all the time 😔 black and white- niall horan "that first night i was standing at your door fumbling for your keys then i kissed you" ARE YOU KIDDING ME not in the same way- 5sos this is vampy and ******** just bc they were so toxic lkfjskldfjsdlkjf lonely heart-5sos "and i haven't slept in days" lmao ghost of you-5sos "my feet dont dance like they did with you" thinking about when vampy danced for bloodbag and what if they break up 👁️👁️ why wont you love me- 5sos vampy at ******** 😔 he just wanted to be loved 😔😔😔😔😔 fool's gold- one direction "i let you use me from the day that we first met" "i know your love's not real, but that's not the way it feels" STOP IM SAD last first kiss- one direction "let me be your last first kiss" i want them to be together forever 😔 truly madly deeply- one direction "foolishly completely falling and somehow you kicked all my walls in" bloodbag really snuck into his heart huh 😔 fireproof -one direction "nobody saves me baby the way you do" ugh 😔 long story short-taylor swift "clung to the nearest lips long story short it was the wrong guy" (or in vampy's case the wrong vampire) gold rush-taylor swift "and the coastal town we run around has never seen a love as pure as it" bloodbag and vampy are all i want 😔 no judgement- niall horan bc vampy would never judge bloodbag 😔 daddy issues- the neighborhood again im not even gonna say anything here new angel- niall horan "the touch of someone else to save me from myself" this is vampy 😔 god is a woman- ariana grande vampy after he brought bloodbag home the first time something like this- the chainsmokers "just something i can turn to, somebody i can kiss" ALL VAMPY WANTS IS LOVE sweater weather- the neighborhood idk this song makes me think of him all of me- john legend "all of me loves all of you all your curves and all your edges all your perfect imperfections" KSFLKSDJFKLDJSFLJSDKLFJDSKL i like me better- lauv "i like me better when i'm with you" she makes him a better person 😔 sex- eden "oh no, i think i'm catching feelings" vampy when bloodbag went on a date with someone else half a heart- one direction bc bloodbag completes him 😔 theyre so disgusting 😔 only angel- harry styles "turns out she's a devil in between the sheets" woman- harry styles vampy when she was on a date with someone else bc hes a jealous moron temporary fix- one direction this has chappy 1-2 vibes a.m.-one direction when they first started falling in love and he wanted to be with her more often 😔 something great- one direction "i want you here with me like how i pictured it so i don't have to keep imagining" through the dark- one direction just all of this song 😔 happily- one direction "you know i wanna be the one who holds you when you sleep i just want it to be you and i forever" 😔 electric love- borns "i can't let you go now that i got it" canyon moon- harry styles they're just happy like this rn 😔 sunflower vol. 6- harry styles "kiss in the kitchen like it's a dancefloor" "mouth full of toothpaste" when they brushed their teeth together 😔 adore you- harry styles obviously
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shoezuki · 4 years ago
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I'm going to sound like an ass but I'm so happy c!Tommy died, like I ate some leftover chicken in celebration. With Tommy dead, people will be forced to see that the smp doesn't revolves around him, that he's just a character like everyone else and that without him the story still continues.
I hope that cc!Tommy takes a breaks for a while, or at the very least if he's going to do ghostinnit pulls a Wilbur and appear only on other people's streams. It would make the people who only watch Tommy's pov have to watch different people for lore, it might get the fandom to stop treating Tommy like he's the main character, which would be great cause there are no main characters just preferred perspectives.
Also he ruined the little progress Dream had made (I was so excited for that goddamnit) and killed a cat, mean little shit. Also it might wake up people to the fact that Tommy did cause a lot of conflict, but I sadly doubt it.
The only bad I see from this is the fandom;
1. glossing over the cat and just how fucked up that was of Tommy. Trauma or the cycle of abuse are not even close to exsuces, he fucken keep hitting it then killed it just be a dick. Hold him fully accountable and don't downplay this, this was straight up evil of him, arguably he worse thing he has done as of yet.
2. The new wave of Philza stuff with people talking about how much he's going to regret not fathering Tommy dispite him not being his son
3. Even more Technoblade hate that's somehow worse because of his favor he owes to Dream. Like I just saw a post on how Philza should be killed in front of him then excused by "peer pressure" (Techno was surrounded and had no support, stalled for as long as possible, it's not like he wanted to so it) so he'd "understand" pain and loss, blocked them on sight, but still holy shit.
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lkahf;lkhaf yea like i Feel you im Nearly in the same boat but like. kinda?
the entire ‘getting locked in prison’ type arc or whatever was Weird to me n considering that tommy said Before he was gon tap out and back down a bit. like the disc war finale felt FINALE n like? i thought that was fine and dandy. a win for the lads then tommy can jus chill and Not have such a pivotal/main character type role. 
n i was SO GLAD for that. him buildin a hotel w sam and being hunted down by niki and jack and poking at the egg a bit n all that wasnt like. he wasnt the Pivotal point in those as much. considering he’d had a Huge impact in other ppls stories he couldnt jus Disappear. 
i did NOT understand why him being locked in prison was like. a thing. i didnt get it narratively. like idk what to have expected i thought itd jus be like. more downtime for tommy then Bam angst angst big lore oh no INTENSE. 
him dying is like. especially at dream’s hand. i feel its a double edged sword. like you say i REALLY HOPE itll mean things wont circle around him. more notice and attention can be given to the egg arc. and ESPECIALLY w how jack has been going on w today’s events like holyfuck man’s really goin OFF. tommy dying was narratively the best outcome him like jack manifold stans r losin their minds on my dash today
but ALSO. the reactions instilled within the fandom have really shown a like. exactly what i figured. like him Dying is now gonna cloud so many other characters n perceptions a those characters. we see it w phil n techno like mans wasnt even on dsmp he was on his hardcore world n had ppl all in his chat bout how his ‘son’ is dead lkshglsdhg
and this weird. like. i dont know if martyrdom is the right term for it? but like i LITERALLY hadnt seen Any mentions of tommy killing the cat. and that is Very fucked up. like IF tommy hadnt done that then to me it seemed dream had killed tommy Suddenly with no reasoning. and as fucked as it was to kill tommy, WITH the context of him killing dream’s cat like.... it makes so much more sense. like still fucked he died, but in this sense his death was direct and instant retribution for his own actions. 
and why the FUCK r ppl so nasty w techno????? mans not done shit??? he aint streamed or done Lore in a while now Especially not in reference to tommy??? like oh my GOD keep his name out ur mouth. 
like. as we seen everywhere too. they probably gon revive him in some way sometime. n considering how Talked Up that is its seems itll be regarded as the ‘main plot’ or some shit. largely overshadow other things. i want tommy to Not be revived. if he comes back like ghostbur, cool. mans chillin. but he should be dead for at Least a bit for the smoke to settle n so other ppl and plots can Work their way Out.
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kvgehiras · 4 years ago
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waaaa i'm sure whatever you have typed up is great!! if you ever decide to post it, i'll look forward to it ♡
cough cough SO UM,,, ik this is oddly specific but i hope you don't mind aha .. a character of your choice with someone who has some important exams coming up soon, maybe?? i've like ... procrastinated like all of my work and slept through the entire few weeks before,, so i'm currently on the brink of eternal sleep (my fault, wholly, really) i don't mind who, just pick your favourite/s!!
thank you in advance!! qwq
hello again anon!! THANK U AAAA i might post it after the current event ends bcs im busy grinding lately lol but i will post it soon so i hope u like it ehe ;; as for ur schedule PLS SLEEP !!!! i do know the feeling off not doing any of ur work nd just resting but sometimes it's ok anon! studying when ur not feeling like it will only feel like a chore nd u probably wont be able to retain any of it. so study when u want to, bcs while exams r important, so r u hehe <3 anyways here r the charas!! wrote a lil scenario for mika, leo, nd rei!! hope u like it <3
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KAGEHIRA MIKA
• mika overworks himself alot, mainly bcs he just wants to prove, to himself and others, that he is worthy of being a part of valkyrie
• but he still likes being a lil spoon when yall r cuddling (o˘◡˘o)
• while he is a powerful artist when hes on stage, he just melts when hes in ur arms yk!!!!
• so he doesnt mind it when lately u seem to be slacking off a bit more than usual bcs he gets more cuddles from u !!!!! #mika1stwin
• but when u suddenly stop out of nowhere nd even refuse to come out of ur room at times bcs uve procrastinated ur work too much nd if u do not finish going through ur material then ur doomed to fail nd oh lord-
• "(y/n)?"
• u look up at ur bf nd hes standing beside u- w his stuff in his hands.....?
• "ah ya see.....ya've been lookin' a lil stressed lately so i thought abt.....helpin' u like this! idk what is troublin' ya, but im here to always listen! :D"
• u break into a grin, one mika had missed so much, nd grab his cheeks to plant a kiss on his cheek
• nd still keeping ur hands where they are, u pull away to look at his bright red face
• "thank u mika... ill always be here for u too, ok?"
• nd he quickly nods, scared to meet ur eyes, esp bcs of the close proximity of ur faces rn
• what a lil baby
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TSUKINAGA LEO
• leo is honestly the last person u want to see when ur trying to finish learning ur material,,,that too in a rush
• like!!!!! u love him u rlly do but this bitch will start doodling abt his inspiration nd all nd ur brain just cant focus yk
• that, nd also that if u dont give him Any attention At All he will literally wither away nd basically refuse to sleep nd WILL stare at u till u give him kissies (nd he alrdy doesnt sleep enough........ sigh)
• so when he wakes up in the middle of the night (the one night u managed to somehow get him to bed) nd doesnt see u in the room a part of him panics
• he quickly calls out for u nd when he hears u respond from the study room, he opens the door to see u slowly turn around from ur chair, tired, shoulders slumped over
• immediately rushing over, leo tightly wraps u in a hug, a hand running through ur hair
• "(Y/N)!!!!!!!!! WHERE WERE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I THOUGHT THE ALIENS KIDNAPPED U!!!!?!!???!!!!!!! DONT LEAVE ME AGAINNNNNN 。・゚゚*(>д<)*゚゚・。!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
• "leo it's 2 am.......nd also i didn't leave u, u know? im right here!"
• the exhaustion was very evident in ur voice, so much so that leo pulled away only to squint his eyes at u nd go "r u not ok? u sound tired ...... gasp r u DYING????????? NOOOOO U CANT DIE UR MY INSPIRATION!!!!!!!!"
• "leo thats v sweet nd while yes i Am dying im not leaving u it's ok"
• leo smiles, which turns into a grin, nd then he suddenly gasps again nd oh lord what idea is it this time
• "(y/n)!!!!! how abt i sleep here????????"
• ".....huh?"
• "YEA!!!!!! didn't u leave that room so u wouldn't disturb me?????? but im lonely so......ill just sleep on ur lap then, ok? ok! good nightttt!!!!!!!!"
• nd then he places his head on ur lap, the other half on his body relying on the chair he was previously sitting on for support
• while he isnt wrong abt the disturbance part.....he does look content here.......nd he does feel lonely so ......
• mayb u just gotta learn today what u can wing everything at this point...... it's gonna be ok . probably....?
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SAKUMA REI
• unlike the other two, rei wouldn't even have to guess that ur not doing ok, he would just Know
• nd what does he do to help? flirt w u nd get u to let him teach u obv!
• he Knows it's not rlly teaching, nd so do u, but what can u do when he looks at u w those puppy eyes of his, nd says that he'll do anything nd everything in his power to always help u
• so when he does take in whatever u have to study he..... he realises he's Also bad at this
• good job rei rlly helps out a ton!
• anyways to make up for it, nd also stick w his promise to help u, he tells u to go through the material, nd explain it to him! he heard somewhere that it works bcs it forces u to rlly understand the concept instead of memorising it nd u think it should work
• but oh god how is it supposed to work when rei keeps looking at u w stars in his eyes, nd his hand suddenly grabs urs nd he circles his thumb on the back of ur hand nd IS HE FLIRTING IN THE MIDDLE OF A STUDY SESSION
• rei playfully quirks an eyebrow when he sees u get flustered nd just . lay ur head on the table w sigh nd just whine
• "REIIIIIIIII I HAVE TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
• he chuckles bcs he does realise what hes doing to u nd honestly he loves ur reactions so he keeps doing it
• "fufufu.....sorry love, i'll be quiet now. go on, do ur thing." (liar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur too flirty for a study session!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
• tip : never keep him in the same room as u when u have work to do . keeps flirting . too much distraction .
• ratings : 200/10 . the additional 200 points is bcs hes too cute to say no....... god he rlly has u wrapped around his finger huh
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moonlightchn · 4 years ago
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~WHOLESOME WEDNESDAY~
Not to be a soft motherfucker but I've been wanting to do this again for a week now so I guessed I would try my best to fit as many of my thoughts here as I can without being annoying or tumblr fucking up plz bear with me heh but we know none of those are actually possible anyway so THERES THAT also this is fucking long wow ANYWAY
WARNING WORD VOMIT sjsjsjsj I dont even know what i wrote I'm sorry but I'm tagging yall anyway
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Some of you I speak to on a daily basis, yknow? Like,, as admin. And its fucking insane because like- I don't know but like isn't it insane? sjajsjsj How fast some people come to grow in your heart and get under your skin and become so important for you. I think it's crazy. That in four months or so I've made more friends in here that in my whole life and I've learned so much about life and myself and I've gotten marked and some of you imprinted on my mind and heart forever. And like HELL I wasn't here when most big dramas happened but I was here for two very big ones and like??? idk it feels like all of us have been through shared crises and somehow grown closer sjajskwjs idk I'm weird and im sensitive today and I just feel like wow what would I be doing without all of you right now? probably studying. or scrolling Twitter in which I never spoke to anyone. or watching Instagram stories and getting sad over how all my ex class partners are still in contact and hang out and keep strong relationships while I just sit here. like, I know we all say this place sucks and we hate it and its toxic and don't get me wrong of course some people is fucking shitty and they take a toll on a lot of others but that like... it also happens in real life yknow?? but like in real life how many people do you think would actually idk sit with you through a panic attack or stay up with you till 8am or wake up in the middle of the night or rave with you or hype you up or have meme wars or send you daily jokes or just randomly tell you how much you mean to them or make posts asking where you are when you disappear or been gone for too long or make people that doesnt know you send you birthday wishes? like I'm not saying it doesnt happen but isnt it wonderful that it happens HERE with US where maybe out of 10 people only 2 know each other in real life? Isnt it wonderful that we're from all around the world? that you half of the time dont realize someone isnt from English speaking places because they're too good or even when they're not that good no one judges you because this is such an inclusive and wonderful place for people of all races and colors and sexualities and nationalities and body types and hair colors?
idk I'm just RAMBLING but like I wanted to let everyone know that even if we dont speak, even if we NEVER spoke, even if we're only on each others tag lists, or even if I was and you took me off or I took you off or if you deleted or if you have 817383 bots and you speak to me in all of them or only one or whatever PLEASE just know that I love you so much and I appreciate you and you're awesome and if you made some mistakes know that you CAN fix them you CAN learn and be better you CAN grow.
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I believe that everyone is capable of learning and changing and everyone deserves a second chance as long as they genuinely show the intention of changing and bettering themselves. I believe that we're capable of forgiving and maintaining healthy relationships without hard feelings. I believe we all have goodness. I believe we all are small universes and we have stars in our eyes and supernovas in our brains and a million things to discover and I believe its funnier to be together than alone and I'm rambling again but like idk just yesterday I was sending someone a message telling them how maybe I'm fucking delusional and naive because who the fuck goes out on their daily saying "be skeptical. dont trust too much. always pay attention" but then after two days of talking with someone they're fucking platonically whipped and would sell their soul as long as they can see those around them happy? trick question I know many of you do too which WORRIES ME PLZ DONT PUT YOUR HEARTS ON THE LINE SO EASILY I drifted I forgot what I was saying oh welp
Anyway for some of you i have so much to say I could write endless paragraphs about you about admins and characters and life and wow I do speak a lot to admins sometimes I speak more to admins as admin that the characters and for some others I can only say a few things or wish you to have a good day some of you I only ever spoke to your character or we talked too little or never at all wow I say that a lot but like one thing yall have in common is that I love you so much even if you don't know me or dont care alright I dont care if you don't care I LOVE YOU and you can FIGHT ME if you dont wanna accept it smh I just want you to know that this place so many of you have been feeling is crumbling down or hurting them or isnt the same anymore is MY safe place too is a place where I feel comfortable and secure and I know, well decide to believe, that you guys would never do willingly anything to hurt another and yknow sometimes I just sit in bed and look at my account and I'm like wow I suck I should delete but then I'm like I could never do that to you I really couldn't because I've been told so many times I'm peoples safe place too and I would never want to take that away from you yknow
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I mean I'm not gonna say we shouldn't pay attention to the bad things that happen because this is somehow our home and it's on us to protect it but I think that we shouldnt focus so much on it. because theres still so many good things that we overlook when we think of the bad or when we let things get to us or when we decide to act out of impulse and not think through stuff yknow
ANYWAAY what I'm trying to say is that I love you all so so so so so much and this is my safe place because you're here for me when I need it and I would never give you guys up for anything and like i have so many people for whom i stay daily and try my best and I hope that someday when you need a reason i can be that for you too because I've said this in private but I want everyone to know that this is my corner too and I will always fight for it and protect it so like we can all fight for it together whenever things get rough or you can leave me alone and maybe I'm being super dramatic and putting a lot of weight on this but I started overthinking like halfway and in just tthink that I want to keep yall close to me and my heart forever ok so stay safe and healthy and happy yeah fight for your happiness fight for what you deserve fight for what you want and don't let anyone ANYONE EVER take away from you your joy and your spark and your will to be yourself ok bye
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