#idk what im sayi

[gomzdrawfr]

the mORTIFICATION of finding out a typo way too late after

[milkyb4t]

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Naruto shippuden things that made me lose my mind (ep 424-season 20 ep 30):

Madara just shot a laser out of his mouth?

Madara: he can see my limbo???

Madara sailing thru the air: I'll be taking that *rips Kakashi's eye out of his skull*

Madara, casually: sasuke sure is quick *gets sliced in half by sasuke*

Kakashi, thinking abt young team 7: I misunderstood you all then, in some ways I probably still do (Kakashi, u just said it was sakura's job to pull sasuke from the darkness, that is the most fundamental misunderstanding of team 7 u could have)

*apocalyptic things happening* shikamru: I think something bad's happening over there (thanks, dumbass)

Tenzo's dream is for team 7 to accept him as their captain 😭

Sasuke getting purple snake goo spit in his face made me laugh aloud

Madara, talking abt chakra: I will get rid of this curse upon humanity (do it, king!)

This is from a filler english dub episode but: Christmas exists in naruto -> ninja Jesus confirmed

It's so unbelievable in tenten's mind that she could protect and be valuable to her friends and village that the infinite tsukuyomi put her into the Menma AU. That's fucked up.

Jesus. Karin's backstory. Pretty fucked up that she's gonna end up working for orochimaru forever.

Tsunade's infinite tsukuyomi dream: I would like to join the audience in watching the TV show Naruto

I feel like it says a lot that senju tsunade set a huyga at the center of the Akatsuki plan instead of a uchiha

Everytime they talk about neji, the more you can feel how hard they fucked up by killing him

Fuck sasuke being a cop. I hate it. But also sasuke is the type of person who would become batman. He ran around calling himself an avenger. I hate it but it doesn't feel wrong. It is funny tho that instead of joining orochimaru, sasuke's evil arc is becoming a cop.

[pepprs]

you will never be too old to find someone for you. society puts a lot of emphasis on dating in high school or right after but in reality the number of people who stay in those relationships untill marriage is low. real life doesnt prioritize those years! you are never done meeting people who will love you and you will love too. there is no timer ticking down. 24 is not too old, i promise.

i know you’re right 😞😞😞 idk why i have issues abt this bc most of the ppl i spend time w / follow on inst*gram (where i saw that post 🥴) / etc are at least a couple yrs older than me if not decades and also in most cases didn’t meet their person until they were around my age or older so it’s like why not enjoy the ride and just trust that it’ll all fall into place bc ur teens and 20s are definitely not as stable or happy or whatever as they’re made out to be sometimes. i think i just need to stop looking at social media that isn’t tumblr and find a different counselor and learn how to drive 😭

[tiercel]

Conventions are so much fun but in a post covid world im afraid i will never feel comfortable going to one again

[yelloworangesoda]

would bluesky understand and respect down with men bus

i want to be a bluesky poster SO BAD but i am. not funny rn

[atinyniki]

they wait.

group: stray kids !

pairing: idol!lee minho x f!reader

genre: angst, hurt/comfort

warnings + additional info: reader is referred to as y/n, established relationships, breakup and makeup, minho has bad eating habits after, minho and y/n both suffer a lot through heartbreak, neglecting, love confessions, petnames.

authors note: idk why but im in such an angsty mood... hope you like this :P this is also not proofread. english is not my first language, so please excuse any grammatical or spelling errors. happy reading :)

wc: 1424

“minho…”

“no! this isn’t fair. you knew what you were getting into when we started dating, you can’t complain about these things!”

“of course i can! i don’t know how im meant to be a proper girlfriend when i don’t even see you most of the time!”, you retort with a huff.

“listen… im trying. i really am, but i just can’t right now. it’s not easy for me to take a break right now, and it wouldn’t be worth it in the long run.”

“im not worth it?”

“y/n, that’s not what im sayi—“

“i want to break up.”

sure the decision was impulsive, but you’ve been thinking about it for a while now. this isn’t fair to you, not at all. 

“what?”

“i want to break up”, you repeat.

“o-okay…”

“just ‘okay’? do you really not fucking care? i’ve been here for months, just trying to get you to take a fucking break, not just for me, but for yourself. and all i get is an ‘okay’?”

“well… what do you want me to say? you were the one that suggested it…”, his voice gets quieter as the words go on. you don’t want to feel bad, but you do.

but you can’t let anything get in the way of your pride, not now. “fuck you, lee minho.”

you grab your things and leave, sprinting to your apartment as fast as you can. you pray he’s not following behind, you don’t think he’d waste his time doing that anyways.

and then the words ring out in your head. you aren’t worth it.

but you are, you convince yourself. you are worth it, and he isn’t. he isn’t worth your time or your thoughts, so you just shake it off. there’s no need to think about him anymore.

it’s over. he doesn’t need you. you don’t need him.

it’ll be fine now, right?

minho hasn’t been to the dorms since the breakup, not even once. he hasn’t been answering calls or opening his door, no one even knows of his presence anymore.

the boys have called you multiple times, and you’ve had to explain everything to them. they sounded mad over the phone, but they were truly worried about minho. is something wrong with him?

minho hasn’t been able to get out of bed as much lately. after showering and eating, he just hops right back in. there’s pillows occupying your side of the bed, something to keep the empty space warm for you.

but you’re not coming back. and he knows it.

that’s why he’s been sat in his bed for the past two days, scrolling through his past messages with you. he ignores the ones from the past two months, scrolling all the way to the start of your relationship.

how did he get here? how did he ruin something so perfect?

you used to text eachother so much, yet the only recent messages have been ‘i miss you’s or ‘are you busy’s

he has a message typed out, it’s been like that since you left after the argument. he hasn’t found the courage to send it yet, only contemplating for twenty minutes to delete it again.

all of a sudden, soonie hops onto his bed, nuzzling into his leg. “hi baby…”, he coos.

he scratches behind his ears, and soonie leans into his touch. it reminds minho of the times he’d run his fingers through your hair, smiling at you and whispering sweet nothings into your ear.

but it’s all gone now.

and it’s all his fault.

all of a sudden, soonie crawls onto minhos lap, purring and nuzzling into his stomach. he steps over the phone, and it buzzes, but minhos too focused on soonies movements to notice.

he shuts his phone off, putting it away and calling it a night. he turns it back on to check the time.

3:57 am.

he really has to fix his sleeping schedules, but it’s just hard to sleep without you now.

he lays down, still petting soonie lightly. “i’ve got myself into some deep shit… haven’t i soonie?”

he thinks he might be going insane, talking to his cat like he’s a therapist.

“i wish i could’ve told her i loved her sooner.”

“i miss her lots, soonie. do you ever miss me when im away?”

“im so sorry soonie…”

the buzz of his phone finally breaks him out of his thoughts, and he leans over to grab it. it’s almost five am now, who would be texting him so early?

and then he checks the name.

his heart plummets to his stomach once he sees that it’s you, he doesn’t know how to feel. he finally reads it over.

my bunny <3: why should that matter to me?

that’s when he realizes the text doesn’t make any sense. he unlocks his phone, did he send the message?

and then he sees it. soonie must have sent it when he stepped over the phone, and it has minho spiraling.

minho: i’m still here.

he thinks of what he could probably say to explain himself, and that’s when he realizes.

he doesn’t have to anymore.

he can’t let his pride get in the way of his heart, so instead of explaining, he types out an apology.

minho: i’m still here for you if you’d like to talk. i’m so sorry for not acknowledging the issue sooner. i really wish i had, and i regret not apologizing. i regret just letting you break up with me. i should have begged you to stay, you’re too amazing to lose. minho: but then i realized that maybe it would be selfish of me to ask you to stay. especially after all i’ve done to you. i’m so sorry, y/n. maybe it’s still selfish, but im not sure if i want to let go. my heart still wants you, and i miss you a lot, but i know this is what i deserve. minho: just let me know if you want to talk, okay? i’m right here.

he realizes how much he’s sent, instantly regretting it. the messages came straight from his heart, he didn’t give them a second thought before sending them.

the typing bubble shows up, only to disappear, and now he truly thinks he’s fucked up.

soonie curls back up into his lap, staring at the screen with him. his phone buzzes again, and he reads the next message.

my bunny <3: minho, i don’t know about this… my bunny <3: i might need some time to think, im not sure if im ready to jump back into something like this yet. minho: then i’ll wait. my bunny <3: what? why? minho: because that’s what people do when they’re in love. minho: they wait. my bunny <3: you love me? minho: i’ve loved you since the day i saw you playing with the cats for the first time. my bunny <3: but that was only a week after i met you? minho: exactly. my bunny <3: im coming over. i’ll be there in five.

he wants to get up and get ready, but he cant. he can’t get up, his body feels like it’s going to give out on him. he tries to stop crying, just so that you don’t see him like this, but the tears won’t stop flowing.

you unlock the door with the key he gave you.

“minho?”

no answer.

you turn to his room, opening the door. the sight of him like this breaks your heart.

his eyes are red, he’s slimmed down a lot and he looks like he hasn’t slept in days.

“minho…”

“i’m sorry.”

“what? minho—“

“i’ll do anything to have you back. please… i’m sorry”

he clutches the sheets tighter, tears spilling from his eyes at a steady pace.

“i’m not mad at you, you know that right?”

“you should be mad. i was so terrible to you…”

“but you’re going to change that now, aren’t you?”

“does this mean you’re going to give me another chance?”

you smile at him, walking over to grab his hand. he clutches it tight, afraid that this may be one of the last moments he can do this. 

“we can try again… see where things go. but if you do something like this again, it’s over.”

he finally smiles after so long, pulling you onto the bed and holding you in his arms. 

“please don’t do that again, min… you scared me.”

“i won’t, i promise. i love you, bunny.”

“i love you too, minho.”

<3

[orivu]

wawawawaaaa shaking kitten dot gif im waiting for my therapist & im so nervous bc idk what to sayy it feels like a test i havent studied for!!! ><

[koizumesucks]

THANKS FOR MAKING A TUMBLR SO I CAN YELL EXCITED COMPLIMENTS ABOUT YOUR ART WHERE YOU CAN SEE THEM !!! WELCOME TO TUMBLR :D

HELP THANK **YOU** SOSOSO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING REALLY THIS SHI MAKES ME SO HAPPY IDK EVEN WHAT TO SAYY!!! 😭😭

everyones been rlly nice i dont even know how to reply to all of it WAY TOO AWKWARD FOR THIS STILL BUT IM FIGURING IT OUT. TRUST.

i just need to lock in and learn this app

[ayeitzagusty]

have you ever heard of adventure time: hey ice king, why'd you take our garbage? I don't have access to play it myself, but it's a very silly game!! /pos

i think i feel like im familiar with adventure time (or not.. idk)

(i know i dont remember dat much of my pasts, i know things from my past)

(idk what too sayy.. so i had to say dis)

[dr-giggle-touche]

Rrrr OFFICIAL INTRODUCTION POST!!! (gonna try to pin this 💕)

Hi!! I'm Miche! I also go by Eclipse/Miche/Ferris/Danni usually ^^

I go by they/them and I'm genderfluid!!!! (Lesbian, Ace and Demi too)

Main interests at the moment are: Oxenfree, RTC, Carmen Sandiego, Arcane, TADC and Clone High💥

My main music artists areee: PUP, TV Girl, Crane Wives, Olivia Rodrigo, Laufey, and Penelope Scott‼️‼️‼️

PLZ FEEL OBLIGATED TO SPAM MY ASKS!!! BRRR IDK WHAT ELSE TO SAYY I'm autistic btw and am a furry siooo blahh, I DON'T TYPE THAT GOOD BC I HAVE FAT FUCKIN FINGERSSSS AND TYPE RLLY QUICK SO EXPECT SPELLING ERRORS. Also I'm a minor so... Uh.. Maybe DON'T say weird things to me!! ☺️(unless we're friends n w both agree it's chill) THI PLZ FEEL FREE TO DM ME! ON HERE OR DISCORD RAHH

oh ya I'm also Hispanic (🇲🇽)

I draw tooo

MOST IMPORTANTLY, I'M MARRIED‼️💥💥💥‼️‼️💍💍💍💍💍💍

OTHER SOCIALSSS

Pinterest: cl0wn3ryc1rcu5

DA: shrakbyte

Discord: .cl0wn3ry.c1rcus.

Roblox: 3CL1PZ3_44

MY PRONOUNS PAGEEE: https://en.pronouns.page/@cl0wn3ry.c1rcus

[astroyongie]

https://www.tumblr.com/astroyongie/751187182594736128/can-u-answer-intuitively-or-use-cards-idk-im-rlly

NAHH what did the cards sayy😭 my friends warned me about him. But yk what i kinda wanna use him for his body too lmao if hes gonna use ME😈

[objectlovingobject]

Screaming hthsjdhd this is so good !!! I love smsmsmsmsmsmsm!! Omg thank you yeesss i love fanart!

@objectlovingobject I love Bo's design so much I wanted to draw her >w< I hope you are okay with fanart :3

[janovavalen]

STOPPP IM HONORED TO BE YOUR BESTIE ON THIS APP YOURE MINE TOO FR FR

glad youre good tho!!! and id be stressed too about that... GL WITH THAT AND YOU SHOULD TRY TALKING TO HIM (red exclaimation mark emojis (they dont work on this website and it annoys me))

also im picking 🌙 as the sign off!!!! moons are honestly my favorite thing ever (but space in general is too)

-🌙

OMG OKAY BET BET AND STOP BC OUUUU LITERALLY TODAY MY FRIEND SWEARS UP AND DOWN HE LOOKED AT MEEE?!?!?? LIKE OHH OKAY BUT IM LITERALLY SO NERVOUS WHEN I SEE HIM N IDK WHAT ID SAYY

[jjcocker]

guhhhh just dropping loose thoughts and hcs in some of the surnise characters. at least To Me

starting w ballet and snare. Putting them together first and Then moving on totalk on kick

theyre both Little Shits. like. theyre fuckint gremlins ❗❗And also ballet is teh youngest . ofthe whole groutp

do NOT give snare coffee i reepeat do NOT GIVE SNARE COFFEE he will run around the walls if whatever enclosure hes in and then hit his head and stay unconscious for ~2:34 hours. Snd then wake up like nothing happened

ill be real Im sorta soitballign theseANYWAYS. kick (kick high kick toe)

hes EMO!!!1!!1!

IDK what to sayy about him im jsut saying siht. yaa.. ill make this a better psot sookkn.......

idk hes also a little shit. But the get mad at everyone type one

^ (he is still internally an angry teenager

ok noew lead

i like ti think this is rhe same lead from the. Rest of the series ofcourse!

^ so if we're taking v8 in mind, first of all he's Fucking Dead.

but sunrise is whenhe was alive anyways so BLEH who cares

hes the chillguy. hes just. B). and also acts like. the single braincell. except for when he doesnt

he is like . yhe. lead.er. (ok srory) but that diesnt mean hes also. kinda tupid. All of the sunrise guys are

I FORGOT ABOUT CHARLEY SO IM JUST MAKING THAT AN HC. HES JUST THE MOST FORGETTABLE ONE😭

i dont wanna hit the image limit bc im PETTAY so each thing is gons have an rb for like each. sound . sooo tba is effects melodies and voices

[rkvils-moved-accounts]

Bueno, hola!! Me mencionaste a través de tus tags que estaría bien escribir esto en mi idioma, ya que ibas a traducirlo, gracias por eso

Principalmente, quería conversar contigo sobre qué te gusta específicamente sobre Lawrence, no logro percibir un patrón en tus publicaciones, pero me percaté de que te gusta que él sea parecido a ti, verdad? :3c

HI NONNIE!! I did not use the translator for this because spanish and portuguese are very similar, so i think i may do a better job at translating than the app :p

Translation: Well, hi!! You mentioned through your tags that it would be okay to write this in my language, that you could translate it, thanks for that. I mainly wanted to chat with you about what you specifically like about Lawrence, i couldn't see a pattern in your posts, but i noticed that you like that he is like you, right? :3c

OK STARTING THIS OFF BG APOLOGIZING BECAUSE LAWRENCE TURNS MY BRAIN OFF I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS THAT I CANT PUSH THEM OUT 😿😿😿 I really like how real Lawrence is, at least to me he is a pretty realistic representation of what social anxiety does to someone, idk maybe it's because i don't consume that much media but i feel like most social anxiety rep comes from those little "uwu cutesie" characters so i really appreciate a creepy character with it for once, i think the little details about him are so interesting to me too, the way he forces his voice to be lower, how he avoids eye contact, his sleep schedule, how much he can change in his route based on your choices, his fascination with plants but the specific "dislike" for flowers and the fact he has a reason for the both of them, i just feel like he has so much depth like you could know him for years and still discover something new about him every day. I feel like he's also so passionate, even if it's not very shown in-game the way he speaks about the things he likes, how he has that little soft smile in his face and even the way he kills you sometimes, he makes art out of you for god's sake, that's so incredibly poetic to me im obsessed with that ending and the loving way he looks at what holds your very being together, that scene when you reach a certain heart where he cuts your neck and says he wants to keep your spine because he loves it's curvature?? he is so dreamy. there's the way he keeps you too, he wanted to kill you whitout any pain and even tried to be nice and gentle after you had just woken up, he just has so many layers, he's so rough and yet he's so gentle i feel like no matter how hard i try i can never really express just how much i love lawrence he has this hauntingly serene feel to him like the last moments of your life where you don't feel anything and all you can do is remember the happy moments of your life, see them flash in your head for the last time before you finally close your eyes, like the calm after a storm that destroyed everything, the smell of the grass that makes you temporarily forget how much everything's changed because it stayed the same, im really working my brain to its absolute max and i still don't feel like it's enough!!! 😿😿 lawrence is just so perfect to me, he's so adorable he's like a small little wounded animal for me, i want to find him shaking and sopping wet from the rain in the streets and carefully pick him up, nurse him back to health only for him to kill me once he regains his strength because it's simply in his nature I DONT KNOW WAAAHUSUFIEJFKRE he makes me go insane i know what he sayys about flowers in-game but to me he's like a poisonous flower, so beautiful, enticing, it makes you want to approach it because it's so gorgeous surely it has to be harmless but the longer you partake in it's beauty the more it's poison spreads throughout your body, that's why i love that his last name is oleander YES!!! YES!!!! IT FITS HIM SO WELL!!!!! i love oleanders so so so much they're my favorite flower i almost ate some as a child because they were so gorgeous and id so the same the lawrence!!! id maybe approach him because he's so shy and careful and delicate and he'd fucking kill me!!!! ROAAAAAAGGHH