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I'm here with another wbk brainrot lol
The latest ep of wbk had me sobbing, TSUBAKI THE ABSOLUTE ROYALTY YOU ARE 😭
Anyways
The fact that Suo's the one who realize the meaning of that flower tree is so funny to me like him and that granny are one and the same shfhsjhd he def would pull the same shit if he was in his 70s or whatever and his s/o was questioning his adoration to them. What a lil shit to the end
With that being said
Which characters in bllk and wbk do you think would also pull this type of fuckery (lovingly) with their s/o? And the reverse as well(as in the s/o would be the one to pull this on them 😂)
YESSSSS THATS HILARIOUS BABES, SUO IS A LITTLE BITCH SO YES HE WOULD 100% PULL SMTH LIKE THIS YEPPP🫶
so anyways :
wbk
- suo, for obvious reasons
- kaji. i feel like he isn’t the type to shy away from expressing emotions, but he also isn’t the type to go “yknow that ily right?” so something discreet like this will defo be a benefit for him
- for some reason this seems like a togame thing. when he does smth for someone he does it in a way where they’ll prolly never know, like how he changed everything abt himself for choji.
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- sakura. s/o would defo know that directly saying their emotions and thoughts to sakura would embarrass sakura, so they’ll do it in a way that’s subtle but says so much in itself.
- umemiya. im sure that s/o would feel horrible if they just directly told him how they felt, and so planting something—especially since umemiya loves plants so much—would help.
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bllk :
- rin would DEFINITELY DEFINITELY DEFINITELY do something like this. he’s emotionally stupid and clumsy with his words, so i think something that doesn’t require him to outwardly speak his emotions is comforting for him.
(idk why i cant think of anyone else at the moment—)
#blue lock#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x reader#wind breaker#wbk#wind breaker x reader#wbk x reader
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I hope it's okay to ask slightly nsfw things- I was wondering if you knew if some intersex variations like... idk PCOS or CAH could cause orgasmic dysfunction...? My girlfriend made a joke about the "male part of me" being the reason why (I'm pangenderflux & bxygxrl. She didn't mean any harm.) and that got me wondering if my dysfunction could partially be caused by being intersex? (Idk which variation I have 100%. I'm suspecting PCOS or NCAH.)
Question alright as long as you're not going into TMI detail. "What does that mean when do I know I've crossed the line" You'll know because I won't answer! /lh But no seriously I think if it strays from having any (inter)sex-educational benefit I'd hesitate asking.
But uhhh. Afaik, no? Not inherently, unless you have like aphallia or otherwise on the agenital spectrum maybe? Obvious reason(s) why should be obvious. Classic CAH can... if you experienced IGM (i.e. clitoral recession for congenital clitoromegaly). I've heard of IGM frequently causing dysfunction because most if not all of the time IGM is for aesthetics only and nerve function frequently gets fucked up. If you have any scarring you can parse of course but if you also have any other numbness or pain in your pelvic region I'd be suspect.
Not to say you can't have that dysfunction and also not have IGM in your history. As far as I know and care, I don't, and I experience it anyway, and I believe I've talked to others w/o it in their history and we've bonded over Struggling. So you wouldn't be an isolated case. If you have trauma also (particularly sexual), put a magnifying glass on that because that mental aspect can be a bitch. Trauma is a common thing in intersex populations, so I wouldn't be shocked there either!
POST ADDITION/CORRECTION BY COMMENTER CAUSE I WAS SAYING A LITTLE MISINFORMATION: "hi i def dont agree with what op said! intersex variations ARE associated with a wide range of sexual dysfunctions, one of which being ability to achieve orgasm or multiple orgasms. hypogonadism in particular makes orgasm harder to achieve due to not having enough sex hormones to promote sexual sensitivity and function. [...] i havent heard of much difference in PCOS, but CAH is also a disorder of the adrenal system, and adrenal disorders cause sexual dysfunction too outside of just affecting sex hormones because of their production of cortisol. basically like. there is a wide range of reasons why that could be happening."
Sexual function in people with PCOS (link)
Sexual function in people with 46,XX classic CAH (link)
#not a fave#answered asks#tw igm#intersex#intersex education#sex education#sexuality#mdni#minors dni#<- just to cover my bases
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wishing i phrased this as ‘if u are heavily tattooed’
#stream#like ppl w like a couple i wasn’t asking yall no offence 😭😭😭🫶#i’m gatekeeping my own post ALSKALSKALSKALLLKSLAK#like i made this bc i hate being fetishized for having tattoos 😭😭😭#idk i just think it’s weird like#i mean i get it …… i guess ? like the ‘rugged’ association w them but it’s like 😭😭😭😭#but idk i just think the conflation of being tattooed & ‘masculinity’ or ‘mystery’ or ‘darkness’ is just so funny to me bc it’s like#imagine a person that dresses goth but their house is all yellow & pink & idk carefree but they ‘look’ like they’d be ‘sleeping in a coffin’#bc it’s like ‘person w tons of black/grey realism’: works in finance ALSJALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKA#LIKE THATS THE REALITY OF IT IN THIS DAY & AGE 😭😭😭😭#but then it’s like ‘mystery’ ???? what ‘MYSTERY’ ITS RIGHT THERE ITS PRINTED ON THEM#‘why do u have a chicken tattoo’ ‘i like cock’ like idk i just don’t get it 😭😭😭😭#ALSJALSKALKDLAJDLAJDLAJSLA LIKE EVEN IN THOSE NAVAL DAYS: why were tattoos associated w roughness - military: servicemen got drunk so often#in public they would get in fights thereby creating the perception 😭😭😭😭#like ‘wow it’s so much pain …’ like its rly not. it’s the same sensation every time & eventually that area goes a bit numb like it’s#literally nothing ‘harder’ than going to get botox#like 😭😭😭😭#idk this is just me being a bitch for no reason#i just think my tattoos are feminine (they’re not) & i think that i should be seen SOFTLY for them (im also not)#reclaiming my femininity …. bc it’s the only fucking one i got growing up 😭😭😭😭#ok actually i just remembered my bestie sent me a comedian from india & she was like ‘my daughter is taking an elective. pottery :(‘ & it#did make me lose my shit bc my mother is just like that & i would be just like that w my child too ALSKALSKALSKLAKSLA I WASNT EVEN ALLOWED#TO TAKE ART IN MIDDLE SCHOOL AS AN ELECTIVE SHE MADE ME DO BAND 😭😭😭😭😭😭#ALAJALSKALSKLAJSLSKDLAKSLAKSLAKAA#me looking wistfully at my past: why didn’t we go to art school#me looking wishfully at my future: why don’t we kill ourselves >:) & everyone too>:3
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I just think they’re pretty neat
blank version :3
i louv them sm….
#me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic#hes not allowed to see him for obvious reasons😔#i dont think Logan would be too fond of them LMAOO#im bad at making good shipnames help#heatvision?#pyroclops??#opticflame??#allerscott?#summerdyce?#man idk..#i will figure it out#or i will just use them all LMAOO#anyways#scott summers#cyclops#st john allerdyce#john allerdyce#pyro#x men pyro#x men evolution#foopy art#pyroclops
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God I genuinely don’t get why people hate Nightheart so much. Every reason they have is they’re actually just angry at the authors not at Nightheart lol. Like you’re allowed to hate whatever character u want but I just saw a comment saying the fandom should scalp every Nightheart fan alive and it’s like woah okay. Jesus he’s just a cat dude
#I hate warriors fans#nightheart#warriors#warrior cats#wc#waca#“he’s so spoiled and is a bitch for no reason!#correction! you’re just angry that the Erins changed the characterization for sparkpelt#sparkpelt Squirrelflight and finchlight deserved better yes but what they deserved was for the erins to write them better#because the way they’re written they Genuinely do treat Nightheart badly I NEED the fandom to understand this#nightheart: I feel like there are unreasonable comparisons being made between Firestar and I and I wish you would stop.#every cat in ThunderClan: this is the most outrageous and unreasonable any cat has ever been ever let’s continue to ignore his wishes#idk the series of me defending literally every character in warriors continues#I fear you must understand the different between author intent + good faith reading and audience perception + paranoid reading#bc why are you reading warriors if you’re bothered by the authors problematic tendencies and you’re not have a good time#why are you on tumblr dot com threatening to torture fans of a fictional cat you don’t like#you exhaust me#I understand that you are disappointed your female faves once again have been thrown under the bus for a male character I know I know#I Get It#but I fear if you want to enjoy warriors you Have to understand that this is the way the erins work and it’s terrible but#…idk what did you expect I guess?#if it bothers you that much maybe warriors isn’t the fandom for you? like im genuinely saying this#it’s Good to care this much. it’s Not Good to surround yourself with media that actively makes you this Angry and hateful#I’m sure there will be some morons whose takeaway from this is that I hate women#or have high unreasonable expectations for women while I actively clear the way for male characters#so let me be So fucking crystal clear#👏 I UNDERSTAND THAT THESE GIRLS WERE SHAFTED FOR NIGHTHEARTS DEVELOPMENT 👏#👏 I UNDERSTAND THIS IS A BAD THING 👏#👏 IT IS THE UNFORTUNATE REALITY OF WARRIORS#👏 YOU THREATENING TO KILL FANS OF THIS CHARACTER ISNT FEMINISM 👏
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#lace harding#lucanis dellamorte#IDK MAN!!!!#hardings voice actor put a lil somethin somethin in the delivery of that first convo like 👀 👀 👀 👀#he's a crow i think threats against ur life are foreplay + he gen thinks hes a risk + should prob die so theres the sincerity -> intimacy#anyway here's how lucanis x davrin x harding can still win!!!!#its enemies to lovers (2v1) except half the time harding tries to play nice - because if someone else is being aggressive i can imagine she#-would just become less so. like if you're anxious but you're w/ a friend who is also anxious and suddenly ur able to get over ur anxiety?#- anyway THOSE vibes except if lucanis teased her about going soft on him she'd turn around and be sassy again#anyway idk where tf any of this came from i was taken over by a spirit of some sort what were we talking about?#*#*looking back at my tags* brother if theres one thing about me its that a bitch loves to Yap#lace x lucanis#<-????? is this anything#lacanis ? nah that looks dumb as hell 😔 this is another reason we need davrin in the mix. for letters.
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THE USOS REUNITE WWE SMACKDOWN (OCTOBER 25, 2024)
#no useful tags just me bitching lmao#i am SO unmoved#im praying theres more to all this than them just speedrunning this reunion just so certain things can line up in time for ple shows#and so wrestling fans with less than one braincell can get the instant gratification of their favwit tag team together again 🥺#bc oh bite me lolllll#so much of this ~cinema~ is starting to feel rushed and im just hoping theres turns or angles or REASONS for it#but thats asking me to trust wrestling with carrying storylines fully and i do NOT#the things i wanted most from this story were jey getting proper acknowledgement/vindication and apology for his abuse#and explanation for why the family treats solo as they do (and then expect him to be a well adjusted adult lmao)#jey has NO reason to forgive them yet like did they buy him hallmark cards behind the scenes?#and theyve done much worse to him for much longer the new bloodline#you dont get to brag about this being the greatest slowburn long term cinema storytelling and then just....#im HOPING so bad its not just as simple as it looks i am#they keep swearing theres so many more 'innings' to this so idk prove me wrong please literally do#but that still wont make me moved by ✨og bloodline reunion✨#bc what yall mean yall are still the heels in my eyes like why do you have so many family members yall left on the side of the road#while talking about family above all and dont divide family lmao#and i get ~twin bond~ but LORD#actually that twin bond excuse is evil too#solo go bring in jeremiah since hes technically part of wwe canon too and beat their asses together actually lmao#i aint forgot jey saying something like having brothers is great but how being a twin is just different/special#like yeah sure but can you not make your other siblings sound like secondhand brothers or whatever shdhfhjf#ok im done. for now. for this post. maybe.#venting about my interests is fun for me ok#its how i process the information given to me and understand it#and also i like to bitch
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alright mtmte issue 17 we're back we are so fucjking back guys
ITS SO FUCKING OVER ITS OVER AND IM NOT OK ABOUT IT


WHAT DO YOU MEAN TAILGATE IS DYING WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT THE FUCKKK NOT FAIR LET MY OLD MAN LIVE
tbf i do really love cyclonus throughout this realization. it shows how much he actually,, cares(?) for tailgate,, actually idk if care is the right world but he definitely has feelings for him of some capacity. Devastating reveal but I really dont think they will stick to it. if they do ill eat my fuckin words i guess but man i dont think this set up is for a kill I think its for character development for tailgate and cyclonus... also can Ratch stop mentioning pharma id like to forget that freak pls thanks. Pannel of cyclonus scratching his face is... mmm hes upset thats for sure. i,,, mm idk i feel like im missing some context for him as a character on this one but hes angry at himself? at the world? primus? its a result of the tailgate situation obvs and how he feels about it.

HEY RODDY THATS NOT HOW YOU. THATS NOT HOW YOU LEAD BUD fun fucking sidequest to get your barely alive pookie back but like :( get everyone's opinion first come on man... pretty pannel tho

RUNNGGG!!!! come on therapist its adventuring time!!! another really great interaction between the two of them

GIRL. see we need more of this more of old man yaoi tailgate/cyclonus edition. absolutely hilarious pannel it got me REALLY good

my fucking love for brainstorm is never ending i never want him to stfu ever PLEASE keep yapping your stupid unhelpful information ur SO smart. Also obsessed with how Alex Milne draws these damn bots, detail and expressive, comps are 10/10 i can HEAR the tone just through their faces alone amazing stunning. The team also chosen for this adventure is one I am SO looking forward to seeing interact with eachother ^_^ ~


intersting and some really pretty pannels! i think everyone getting blown up after brainstorm says youve just blown my mind is 10/10 comedy! get blown up genious! ALSO perceptors FACE in the pannel with brainstorm fucking with the spark is AMAZNG MAN I LOVE MILNE'S ART SO MUCH these damn expressions so lovely

HEY HEY ITS THE FUCKING GUY I KNOW BUT DONT HEY.... HEY... HEYY
hello... Ambus.... nice to fucking meet you.....
#transformers#transformers mtmte#mtmte#more than meets the eye#transformers idw#idw#sighhhhhhhhhhhhh hey...... hey ambus.... i dont know but know your deal#all i knew b4 i read past this was that he was inside magnus's armor for somereason i did not know the circumstances...#me with the knowledge i have now? not saying but MAN its not what i thought#i though mags was DEAD D E A D DEAD rip bitch#thought he was just livin up in there for protection idk....#tf ambus#tf minimus#tf rodimus#tf tailgate#tf cyclonus#tf brainstorm#tf proceptor#tf run#tf whirl#oh i forgot to mention#loving whirl coming with us reasoning being? roddy wants someone who can fight ok yeah fair#OMG CYCLONUS GETGING TAILGATE TO COME ALONG BC HE KNOWS HES DYING? AMAZING 10/10 BOYFRIEDNS RIGHT THERE#EVEN JUST FRIEDNS#ahhh and the brainstorm content is always welcome... im seeing the beginnings of the proceptor and brainstorm shipping.... its forming#in my mind its begining
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So does beast word confirm Jason would absolutely be a werewolf or wolf-dog shifter in fic AU’s (like if you wanted to use canon backed information for your choice)?
#i’m being silly#the thought just came to me for some reason idk#titans beast world#jason todd#red hood#wolf!jason#it’s the same thing as dc vampires basically confirming that dick makes a perfect vampire in supernatural au’s#werewolf!jason#werewolf!au#beast world#certified dog jason todd#titans beast world tour: gotham#thoughts#+w#the bitch speaks•
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really sucks when you realize you and a friend have just kind of grown up as two different people and don’t mesh together like you used to and like you have so much history you don’t wanna let go of but you’re absolutely miserable in the friendship
#to delete#the girl i’ve been friends with over half my life is just so insufferable now#she’s very pick me and likes to nitpick absolutely everything for no reason#absolutely DESPISES genz and tiktok for some reason#puts down everything about me and it feels targeted but she does it in ways that it comes across like it’s not#so when i call her out on picking on dumb things like kpop fans or genz i look like a psycho bitch#she very much just has to speak up on everything she dislikes instead of just letting people be happy#like it’s shit that’s not bothering anyone#she once went OFF because i’m afraid of bugs and ‘most girls’ are afraid of bugs but SHE isn’t afraid of them#and im like yes girl we pick you please stfu#it’s always just little stuff that doesn’t matter but 98% of the time has to do w something i like or don’t like#so it feels targeted and then i speak up and the rest of our friends are like ‘calm down it’s not that deep’#idk i just like…..she feels the opposite about a lot of things i feel#and then has to act superior for being opposite of me#also being so angry over a generation of young adults/kids and an app for no reason……#idk we just don’t go well together anymore and idk how to bring it up
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thinking about a comedic sequence of watanuki calling himawari for romantic advice 'for a friend' (what friend. your only unrelated human friend is like 12 and would not be at the club) that gets more and more oddly specific and desperate every time until he's practically crying into the phone because he's at his limit . and hima getting the popcorn whenever the phone rings like yayyy!!!! barely disguised updates on my favourite comedy show straight to my phone....endless entertainment...for free...
#'so theres this guy.' 'i have no idea who this guy could be! but i think your friend must b obsessed w him or something'#i knowwwwww they would have the funniest fucking conversationsss#like 5 hour calls where everything under the sun happens lmao#yes i know abt the official lore idgaf let them yap#ok but imagine the reverse happening and hima is asking for dating advice and hes like actually giving advice but super embarrassed abt it#idk i just think that being oomfs is something that can be so powerful#i also hc that hima is actually quite tentative and nervous abt the idea of relationships happening TO her#because she has so much baggage and personal stuff to do w her not curse curse that she has to navigate#so i feel like because of that they actually have that tentative fear in common but for different reasons#so i think that mutual understanding that cracks through is super important to both of them idk#i also just think that theyre funny#i also like to imagine hima probably ramps up her these bitches gay bit the closer things get to dw actually getting together#i like the idea that despite hima being an untouchable ray of light or whatever to watanuki he catches on when this happens#and hes like shes an astral plane angel that can do no harm but she is a DEMON#his brain going back and forth between this girl is making fun of me in my time of crisis (unserious) and shes laughing so i win!!!#when she picks up the call and hears 'himawarichannnnnnnnnn its fucking over for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee its over its so over'#she knows its gonna be good
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i will never understand how some people can actively shit on something they know someone loves and finds joy in right in front of them. how can you hate something that makes someone else happy in this absolutely fucked world in front of them.
its the passive aggression for no reason i will never ever understand or do to others. if you have a passion, fucking LIVE it. if nothing else, passion gets us through every shitty day, and i will always support it.
have passion in spite of those who hate.
#its absolutely mind boggling to me#and genuinely makes me so fucjinf upset#i was sitting next to my sister who has been nicer to me than usual as she is talking to her online friend and im doing my nails silently b#its her polish and i didnt wanna take it out of her room. but i look up and shes ranking music genres which is all cool. but without#hesitation as the first one at the most bottom tier she put kpop. like i understand its not her cup of tea but i was like okay thats#something that actively makes me wanna keep living yaknow. and she knows that. so i was like#‘interesting placement for kpop’ and she didnt say anything so i said ‘im not sure youve listened to it enough to have such a violent#opinion on it’ and she immediately got angry saying shes ‘heard enough’ and then got mad at me for saying that saying why was i being ‘like#this what the fuck’ and my heart genuinely sunk into my ass but i couldnt leave even though i felt like crying bc i only did one hand and i#was drying at that moment plus i didn’t wanna make it a big deal. but this is not the first time she’s actively hated on my music without#prompt from me and it just makes me ????? like. music taste differs with everyone i understand this and i respect it. if something brings u#happiness then i would love to hear and listen even if i wouldn’t choose it myself. but being a bitch about it. idk#ultimately its the fact of being mean for no reason over someone else’s passion makes u a fucking asshole#:)))) im not crying bye#ashley rambles#to delete later#my mom and brother do it too btw. hating on it and making sure i hear it.#my mom was doing it the other day and my 7 year old nephew kept saying ‘pook i love it. i think its cool’ and it made me cry because kids#have the capacity for such unaltered kindness as the world has yet been cruel to them#idk man
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Did they get a postive response from adding those Gortash lines? I thought a bunch of people hateing on it instead? Also what if they removed the lines to change them a go a diffrent direction. I'm sorry. I have a lot of worry they wont do something I agee with.
The overwhelming reaction was positive. Durgetash artists went on Twitter to celebrate, and the small but passionate fans of the ship went nuclear here and on Twitter, and helped BG3 trend, yada yada, tale as old as time.
Most people don't care about Durgetash or Gortash. The majority of people you hear from would be the people who like both of those things. It's also a small ship.
The haters of that ship are even smaller in comparison, because the hand that reaches out will always touch more than the hand clenched into a fist.
And the only "legitimate" complainers, who don't just dislike the ship on principle, are the whiners who keep insisting their durges are lesbians, and how dare Larian "force" them into a relationship with a man - which is literally not what Larian did.
No one bitches about how Gale's ORIGIN completely precludes him from being gay.
I see no reason why you can't similarly have Durge's ORIGIN make them attracted to men. Or, you know. Enver is special.
Oh. And also. It's so fucking platonic, if you want it to be. Stop being stupid and just say you don't like Durgetash. It's as easy as that.
Stop using "lesbophobic" as a handy label for your self righteous soapbox. You just don't like the ship, and that's fine. It's FINE. But acting like Durgetash is lesbophobic - oh, go play a Tav.
And also, Astarion and Gale and Wyll better not flirt with you in game, even though you can tell them to fuck off, or else they're lesbophobic too.
That's the only discourse that gained traction on Twitter. As far as I know.
If Larian had made Gale wear blackface or something, and people got pissed, then yeah. They'd back up on that, and get rid of it pronto.
But Durgetash???
Aside from the general evil antics, they're not that fucking controversial of a ship.
Most people don't even PLAY the Dark Urge.
I don't know how to stress this any other way...
People act like Durgetashers are loud - we're honestly not that loud.
Astarion fans are far louder, and yet, the most romanced companion is SHADOWHEART and then Laezel and KARLACH.
He's not even in the top 3. And yet, he dominates the content on Twitter and Tumblr... he's definitely more popular than Gortash or the Dark Urge or Durgetash together...but his fans are still technically the damn minority.
So Durgetash in comparison to Starries???
Infinitesimal.
And Durgetash haters?
Would be even smaller.
So what I'm saying is...
I'm kind of tired of answering asks about this.
I don't KNOW for certain whether or not this is Larian backing up or walking forward, and while I don't believe they'd walk back on this, and especially not for a handful of people, it kind of annoys me to even think about things outside of my control.
now if Larian makes a big grand statement and says actually we totally rescind something WE WROTE AND ADDED TO THE GAME because some people got mad...then I'll call them cucks, and complain.
But as of right now?
As far as I know personally, and assume in my heart... it's neutral.
The lines are probably just bugged. Also, not ALL of them are bugged either, so.
Please stop freaking out, guys.
I am the world's biggest resident durgetash freak, and I'm shrugging at this, and just saying it's a bug.
Don't let it bother you. It's out of your control, regardless.
(And I stress again - if we find out they're legitimately backing away from something they did...they have the spine of a ham sandwich. But until we know that for sure, I won't condemn them for this, because as far as we know, it is legitimately an accident.)
#durgetash#please stop asking me about this#i dont know what you want from me#i just dont think theyre walking back on it#peartree was totally different#after this addition too#even if they do alter lines i just believe its still going to be durgetash coded anyway#although if theyre changing them so soon lmao cuz theyre embarrassed and want to make them a little less#idk cheesy maybe#then damn larian you have no self esteem#stick to your fucking guns#dont you stand by your own writing at all#stop letting fans change how you write#grow a fucking spine#if youre gonna add durgetash then add durgetash#if youre gonna remove it then go ahead and be a bitch and remove the only character you bothered to give gortash#but dont sneak back and try to edit shit that you already sent out#but also im sorry if its just a hotfix bug#then this is me being mean for no reason and i apologize
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ohhhh my fucking god nobody needs to like know any of this medical tmi but it is literally 11 pm and if im kept up one minute longer when i just laid down trying to go to sleep by my mother YELLING REPEATEDLY that she needs to pee. im going to actually go insane. she got a catheter in. Yesterday. it is working. she won't listen to anyone when they tell her that this is the case. help me jesus. im sure if a nurse comes to check on her tomorrow they'll probably get the same response. my brain will simply explode
#crow.txt#the absolute levels of stress im under could create diamonds out of free floating carbon atoms my fucking god#can i have. Literally just one day of peace. just one!! fuck!!!!#at least now i have SOME validation from everyone else of shit that mom has honestly kinda always done#be absolutely furious and bitchy usually for no good goddamn reason and then immediately turn it off to look good in front of someone else#i had a feeling mom coming home was gonna be utterly miserable sooner rather than later#i literally cannot leave my room without her yelling for dad bc she thinks im him i guess. she has gotten him up like 4 times now#what the fuck do you want any of us to doooooooooooo. according to dad shes also just been really fucking hateful today#including to her SISTER who has been facilitating literally everything medically for her for the last month plus#like on one hand i know its hard and frustrating etc etc absolutely. on the other. what the fuck are you yelling at any of us for!#whatd we do! not a damn thing for the most part! holy shit im exhausted#and then im sure she will have the audacity to wonder why i dont really want to interact with her much rn#its very apparent she doesnt really understand whats going on or how much of anything works at this point including hospice care#but i truly cannot help you when your knee jerk response is to yell and be abusive. like. dads not been great either#bc hes also one to bitch and moan and yell abt shit. but like. so is mom. more than usual#and ill actually be damned if i let her treat me like that honestly ever again. like idk for once i can just#walk away from this behavior with zero consequences. i dont have to take it anymore. im not free but at least im fuckin closer than i was#guess my aunt wasnt kidding when she said her being coherent and rational last week might be the calm before the storm
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I hate when an alter makes up with someone who ruined our life because now not only do I have to tolerate bitch ass 27 but I have to see their Instagram posts too??? Nah man, that fucker should be in jail, let me get my karma for them almost making me kill myself, COUNTLESS TIMES, I deserve it.
-Milo
#milo crashout core#idk either man one of my old friends (who again piece of shit) is happy and i should just move on but like#bitch you ruined middle school for me and sent me into multiple depressive episodes stop being joyous and happy#even worse when someone who told you how horrible of a person they are and how they'd never forgive them is just vibing with them#BITCH THE FUCK YOU MEAN??? WE JUST MAKING SHIT UP NOW???#i don't know I'm not going to talk about this again I'm evicting her from my brain matter#I know this sounds really petty but I promise it's petty but for a good reason cause like I said#she was fucking horrible and made a traumatizing experience 10x worse#“OH MY GOD YOU DATED XYZS BOYFRIEND YOU'RE SO HORRIBLE” for three hours. because I didn't know. and immediately broke up when i knew#or just constantly telling me to kms#but that was just for the sillies right?#“people can grow or change” hell nah I want to see her serve jail time.#from the drafts#IDK what he was on either but I wanted to supply you people with#-Toby is the one posting this btw Milo is unwilling
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episode 4-6 of season one down, I'm even more confused
#ugh those pictures pmo#like yes because to CRIME SCENE PHOTOGRAPHER would know exactly what angles to take the pictures from🙄#this is why i cant watch shows omg#*gripping mirror to the point its shaking* its just a show... its for drama... its just a show.... its just.... a show.....#LESBIANS!#misty you crazy bitch#Natalie😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍#just natalie <3#nats dumbass dad💀💀💀 as that one musical song goes he had it coming he had it coming he only had himself to blame🗣️🗣️#nat crys i cry we both crode together#jackie pissing me off again </3#oooh she makes me mad but damnit shes iconic </3#shauna this poor woman#callie.... just callie.#jeff giving me mixed signals#ben wtf you doing man#travis stop being sexist.#laura and lottie attic scene😭😭#literally beat the demon out of her </3#lottie making me chuckle#shes supposed to be so serious but im sorry its just so funny😭😭#same with tais segments#its the bad cgi deers and wolves.#JACKIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!!!#im seeing foreshadowing with jackie and what i think may be foreshadowing with other characters??? idk...#i know what happens to jackie so im for sure catching the foreshadowing with her#but the otehrs i could be reading too into...#tai please. please.... shes going crazy yall! i actually cried during hers and shaunas segments with their kids cuz... personal reasons.#no spoilers#yellowjackets
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