#idk maybe im thinking too much into it but🤷🏽‍♀️

[no-ones-here-tm]

Ik so yk how like, Father by the front bottoms reps the Delancey brothers right? Thats good and well it fits sure but what abt Lights Out by Mindless Self Indulgence? It would probs be more in-line with 92sies Delancey brothers but yk, js a thought.

[bueckersstrap]

CASUAL / MY FAVOURITE BRA LIVES IN YOUR DRESSER / WE’RE NOT TOGETHER / YOU WONDER WHY I’M BITTER

c speaks ; this has been rotting in my drafts for so long omfg 😣 i needed to get something out so idk 🤷🏽‍♀️ also my writing makes me cringe so bad omfg i read this back in horror…… but whatevs 🙂‍↕️

wc ; 1.1k (short ik butttt)

warnings ; alludes to sexual content, almost smut, paige is an asshole, language

not spell checked n this is a draft so it’s not perfect yk ?? 😁

It was a saturday night – a long one at that. You were laid up with your girlfriend, no, casual hookup, Paige Bueckers. She called you up after their loss against Iowa state.

 “Yo, Y/N,” “Hello?” Your voice rang muffled through the phone, it was around 2 when she called. “We lost. You in the city?” You deeply sighed, “Yeah, for the weekend.” You rubbed your forehead in exhaustion. Not necessarily because you were tired but because you were at your wits end with Paige’s late night calls, but you weren’t innocent either as you always picked up and complied.

But, how couldn’t you? She had you completely wrapped around her finger. She knew you too well and knew exactly what to say and what to do, you were utterly captivated by Paige and there was nothing you could do to resist it.

She airily chuckled, “So, you like, tryna come over?” “Yeah,” You replied with little to no hesitation, “I’ll be there in 20.” You hung up almost immediately after the words left your mouth, you didn’t know why you accepted the invitation with such open arms. All your friends called you a loser for constantly beckoning at Paige’s call. It slightly took you by surprise when her contact had illuminated your phone screen, she hadn’t called in a while and according to her finsta posts it clearly didn’t bother her as much as it did you. 

You ruffled the clothes in your top drawer, trying to find the matching bra and panties that Paige liked. When you realized you were only looking for the set because she liked them it sent a wave of nausea in your stomach. You eventually gave up looking with a sigh because you couldn’t find it, you glanced at the time that read 2:15. You didn’t want to be late so you picked out another set and clothed yourself, spraying two extra sprays of your perfume and lotioning with the matching pair.

‘im omw’

‘k’

The dry response made your stomach churn. Maybe you read too much into things but, god, she really couldn’t have cared less about you. For a second, just a split second, you sat in your car, nearly sinking into the leather of your seats rethinking about even going. You knew if you didn’t she would most likely never call you up again and thinking about not feeling the soft pads of her fingertips against your face, your hips, your body, made your head whirl with emotion. So, instead of getting out of your car (which in retrospect probably would’ve been the right choice), you started it and started driving.

You paced in the elevator, biting at your lips and fixing your fresh makeup in the camera of your phone. You strolled down the hallway and knocked at her door and there she was in all her glory. Her hair was wavy from her signature braids and she was clad in black shorts and a white Nike sports bra. “Hey,” She breathed all while looking you up and down, you smiled back and caught yourself in a blush. She signalled for you to come in and so you did. You kicked off your air forces and she pulled you in by the waist – that touch that you constantly yearned for, the touch that you feared to never feel again. Your lips connected and the way she swiftly slipped her tongue in your mouth sent heat straight to your core. The kiss intensified and you were led into her bedroom being pushed down onto the bed. 

She pushed her bare knee in between your legs, both spreading them open and applying pressure where you needed relief the most. “Fuck, Paige more,” You moaned out, breaking the kiss and tilting your head back which gave you a semi-clear view in your peripheral of Paige’s phone lighting up in intervals of seconds. You tried to focus back at Paige and the way she was sucking dark marks on your chest but it kept happening. She picked up on it when she asked, “What's wrong, mama?” you paused between asking her a question you probably didn’t want the answer to, or just leaving it. Unfortunately, you picked the first option. “Who’s blowing up your phone?” Your tone shot out a lot more acrid than you’d like. “Wouldn’t you like to know,” She harshly laughed, going to reach for her phone. 

You propped yourself up on the white pillows behind you looking at Paige’s inquisitive face. “So? Who is it?” You asked with a tinge of frustration in your voice, and instead of her answering she just waved her hand at you in a ‘shoo’ motion. You took matters into your own hand and glanced over her phone, “Bro, what the fuck?” She quickly swiped her phone and stood up. You felt yourself choke up in your throat, you didn’t see much but from what you could see it was some initial you couldn’t make out and a bunch of unnecessary hearts beside it.

"Who is that, Paige?" you demanded, almost pleading for an answer. "We're not even together, so why does it matter so much? We agreed on no attachments." She sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. "Casual?"

"Casual is wild work considering you treat me like I’m your girlfriend or something," You started pulling your shirt back up, suddenly feeling the rush of exposure like a million eyes clinging to the bare flesh of your chest.

She let out a laugh at your pointed statement, "I don’t know what dreamland you’re living in, but I treat you like normal,”  

Your eyes widened as you pressed your hands against your forehead. “Normal? This,” you gestured between the two of you, “Is what you call ‘normal’? You’re fucking insane Paige.”

You were genuinely caught off guard and confused about where the lines had blurred between you and Paige’s casual hookup.

“It’s been working fine for a while, you just want to pick a fight for no good reason.” she accused casually. You struggled to meet her gaze, your eyes darting around the room until they landed on it– the bra to the matching set you had been looking for earlier. It dawned on you that your bra (and likely your panties) had been residing in Paige’s dresser for some time.

"Hello?" Paige waved her hand in front of your face, snapping you back to reality. "Is it so casual for you to keep my bra in your drawer? Is that casual enough for you?" You marched over and pulled it out of the slightly open drawer.

“I don’t understand why you’re so bitter about this. I called you to fuck, not console you about shit that doesn’t involve you. God, you’re just so difficult,” Paige followed you out of her bedroom as you walked out in front of her, pure disbelief took over your mind and body.

“Nice to know how much you care, Paige.” Grabbing your air forces, you lazily slipped them on and stuffed the bra into your pocket. You unlocked the door and bitterly walked out.

[i-cant-sing]

tt au

ok so im just gonna write notes as i read,

Baris is always starting shit. that mf. starting off the chapter with him roasting tf outta reader, like ok my guy. u must think you’re all that and a bag of chips.

mihirmah MAKING READER CRY? or like , maybe all of them calling her ugly and how lowly she is , is finally catching up to her. that’s so sad :/

awe damn. my girl just got cornered, i hope she’s legally able to beat their asses w/o dying 😭

YES SHE SLAPPED HER ASS, STUPID FUCKING HOE GOT WHAT SHE DESERVED

awe damn, not the scone to the face. this bitch crazy.

reader is TRAUMATIZED by baldwins attack , i think that’s another reason why people should STOP WISHING FOR HIM TO COME BACK!! that dude ruined her life and almost killed her.

Ibrahim asking y/n how he’s a slave? idk that is giving lovesick fool , cos? why u so interested 😏 u really listening to every word i’m saying and want to hear more 😉

Why is baris telling everyone we got attacked? TMZ much??

mihirmah and y/n scene, where y/n is all 🙄 ,,, ok sultana 😄 and mihirmah is like, that’s not my name 🥹 is so gay. that shit is so gay.

why r the moms calling for their sons? i feel really stupid. what’s happening ?

oh they both visited y/n ? OH I GET IT NOW!!! it’s cos they want their son to be the one married to y/n , since suleiman is so important and he likes y/n!!!

oh got dayum. y/n is getting her own personal chambers , she’s getting awfully close to the royal family 😏

ho-em-gee, Hurrem wants to murder y/n just cos of these rumors and doesn’t want her as her daughter in law??? at least Mahidevran is ok with y/n living. for that, i’m on mustafa’s side. just for rn, only cos i don’t want y/n in a bad situation

nawt y/n & baris actually fighting each other like sibilings 😭 i like how he clocked her on Ibrahim, 🤷🏽‍♀️ that’s all imma say about that

why mustafa say “finally” when y/n said she read all the books in their library? he like himself some nerdy girls 👹

omg brother and sister duo gonna get the girl? but for who 😏 cos that girl is Gay. she’s Gay.

ykw , it was wrong of me to assume mihirmah was going to be a good wing-woman , she’s laying it on THICK to y/n lmao

wow. i did not expect mehmed to be so romantical! “moon,” too cute! idk who i’m rooting for anymore!!

oh damn. mihirmah starting shit , and mahidevran is mad. bruh. when will y/n catch a break. also who is baris reporting to? hurrem?

i loved this chapter tho!! i feel like yandere vibes r already here with mehmed! mihirmah, is giving a close second. i just feel like mihirmah is giving some little gay vibes! or maybe she’s just a platonic yandere ? ugh watch me be wrong. that’s so embarrassing 😭 thank u for the chapter! it was scrumptious!!

i LOVED THIS REVIEW OMG BHFEBKWAHEHF TOO GOOD!!!!1

"Ibrahim asking y/n how he’s a slave? idk that is giving lovesick fool , cos? why u so interested 😏 u really listening to every word i’m saying and want to hear more 😉" AHAHAHHAAHAHA DEAD 😭

"why mustafa say “finally” when y/n said she read all the books in their library? he like himself some nerdy girls 👹" no no, he thought "finally, she spared me a look/gave me her attention"

"ykw , it was wrong of me to assume mihirmah was going to be a good wing-woman , she’s laying it on THICK to y/n lmao" girl she does not know how to be discreet because she's never needed to- what she demands, she gets. and she wants u to be Mehmed's girl rn 😠

[extra-vertebrae]

Hello! I followed u an eon ago on a different account, and am so excited to see ur art come up on my feed again. Idk if this is the best place to send this; Id feel awkward sending a whole email for this and I dont have a twitter anymore (dumpster fire.) i love all ur designs, but I keep coming back to ur pokemon ones. I’m so fond of them. It makes me want to experiment w body horror art.

I know ppl have sent u mean-spirited asks in the past abt them. I just want to say: I went thru ur old art and said a variation of “aww, a cutie!” Or “oh, poor babyyy :(“ in the occasion that their breeding has created things like chronic pain. At no point was I thinking. Idk, they were ugly or mean (to the pokemon franchise)? To me, ppl like that just have bad taste 🤷🏽‍♀️

I do wanna see more of ur original stuff, certainly! Im just being nostalgic rn.

Thank you so much for your message! I'm glad you still enjoy those old designs, and that they're inspiring you to give body horror themes a try!

Thankfully most of those types of messages are gone, though I'm sure my lack activity in the Pokemon space since then has probably helped a lot in this regard.

Haha, I still find a lot of them pretty cute, too. There's some good design shapes and ideas in some of those older pieces that maybe I can recycle and refine or develop into something new someday.

I definitely would like to share more original work; I'm going through a sort of transitional phase with my art at the moment, so there isn't much to share that I legitimately feel like posting. I can, however, share this lineup of vehicular characters that were sketched up some weeks ago for Funky Town:

I've always had a general appreciation for mechanical shapes and design; I've learned that that general appreciation runs deeper than anticipated, so hard surface focused / adjacent design has been where my mind has been at recently.

[calumhoodgoss]

Brandy isn’t ‘lazy’ she’s depressed and has been very open about this and how this year has been one of the worst and hardest of her life (her words on Twitter). She’s now working a full time job while dealing with all her mental health issues so of course she doesn’t have much time to dedicate to her music career, like as soon as I get home from work all I wanna do is sleep and not think about doing anything else lol depression can really take out most of your energy and passion to do things you love.

I really don’t think it’s fair to call her lazy and say she’s squandering her opportunities especially because she’s obviously going through a lot right now, but that’s just my opinion 🤷🏽‍♀️

look i get that, i really really do

if she wasnt posting on socials at all then i definitely wouldnt be so harsh on her but shes literally posting every single day. i know that whats posted doesnt necessarily reflect someones mental state or reality but she literally just needs to post screenshots of her music. thats it. thats literally all she has to do. maybe mention a song once a week, like it's so so simple

i will admit i might be fairly biased though cause i was down bad depressed in highschool/uni and i managed to make it through schooling/my degree. i know it doesnt work like this but, my brain cant help but see it as 'if i could do it then why cant she?' - like its hard, i know that, but just push yourself a little ? (THIS IS PROBS PROBLEMATIC but its my subconscious thoughts. thats my point though, im admitting im probably viewing it in a very subjective way)

i just personally find it very hard to sympathise when her bf has done all the heavy lifting for star baby promo so far and she is out here posting 24/7 but can't even mention her music once. like girllll youre already doing what you have to do (being active), just mention a song - you're already doing 50% of what needs to be done ???? why not just put a song title on a selfie every once in a while like huh ? its literally not hard to do

i know as well as the next person that depression fucks with your motivation and passion but shes still out there being active as ever. idk im probably being too judgemental in thinking that social media promo is easy. but also im not sorry about it, it literally is easy when all you have to do is talk about your own project however you want to with no constraints

also is her job not in social media marketing ? how can she do that and not be capable of her own marketing ? huh ?

also she literally only just got a job - shes had alllllll the time in the world up until now

i get it but at the same time i really really dont

[lqfiles]

i need renjun to be my parental figure.. like rn… and like y/n needs to actuslly step up and confess or something like she needs to realize her delusions are real Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)!!!! also im probably stupid but chenles beef w jisung is so….. like why r u mad…… is there gonna be some jaw dropping reveal that chenle likes mc and hes pissed at jisung for existing or…… idk maybe my brain is braining a tad too much (◞‸◟)… ANYWAYS‼️‼️ wait omg….

i doubt it but like what if jisung is like wait idk do i rlly like her???then becomes distant and then yn gets confused and then tweets something romantic-ish(?) with some1 (cough cough chenle bc of my last theory cough) and then jisung is like wait wtf nvm tjis man needs 2 stay in his lane!!!! and then ynsung endgame idk. SECOND ANYWAYS!!!!

sorry for rambling sm😔🙏 i hope ur doing wellll ilyy ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

- jaembunny anon (🐇)

RENJUN IS SOOO PARENTAL FIGURE especially with jisung and chenle, i remember that compilation of his showcasing asian mom behaviour like he is just so caring

and don’t worry y/n is going to step it up SOON trust, same for jisung he’s actually gonna be making big moves (at least big moves for him) and i’m also trying to make them more flirty hopefully

BRO CHENLES BEEF will be revealed soon too but it really isn’t that huge of a jaw dropping thing don’t worry (at least not that jaw dropping to me) who knows maybe he likes her 🤷🏽‍♀️

😭😭😭 YOU KINDA GOT MY PLOT RIGHT as in jisung WILL realise he is like totally into her and thinks about it too much (pretty sure that’s what i wrote down) but chenle isn’t involved but now you make me wanna change the plot omggg, let’s just say that’s he alternative ending

ily222 mwuah take care lovely

[angelnks]

maybe the filipino side of her family doesn't fully acknowledge her as one of them and it creates complexes that she takes out by being rude to black ppl, thinking it'll make her less black more filipino

im apologizing in advance since I didn't mean for this to be so long lmfao. idk shit about darkeyebrows and I've never seen miffys essay but imma give my two cents on this since I'm also someone who's mixed and has cousins who act like her. I'm mixed white and puerto rican, my rican family being kind of mixed but black for the most part. I was raised in a mostly black and hispanic community, but my other cousins who are also half white have lived in all white suburbs for most of their lives. both of us were raised with exclusively one of our races, but my cousins are the ones that scream from the rooftops that they're "too white to be black, too black to be white". what they realized is that they are too black to be white, but not the other way around. they insist they're not wanted by either side, but only crave reassurance from white people. our black family has never seen either one of us as less black and always reassure us that they never see us as less of anything, yet they still push them away and insist they don't want them because they're not the people they want to accept them. I think it's painful for them growing up being half white but their white family and friends never saw them as white like them. they grew up being seen as just black by their white peers when all they've ever wanted was to be seen as one of them. so when they grow up and meet new people and people who are black like them, it hurts even more because they found out that black people are the only ones that see them as their own when that's what they've been fighting against their whole life. I think darkeyebrows is going through the same thing. she probably grew up with only white and asian people and being seen as just black by them. she grew up and left her community and realized its the same stuff. black people will always see her as one of them but never the other way around. she probably resents the online black community deep down because they want to uplift her as a black woman regardless if she's mixed or not, but she wants to be seen as "more" than that. more being anything but black. she want asian people to claim her like black people do but they don't and probably won't for a long time 🤷🏽‍♀️. for a lot of people this is just a phase they get over, but if she doesn't any time soon, she has the chance of becoming a grifter or a doormat to people who don't have her best interests in mind since all she cares about is being seen as one of them. look at ole girl idk her name whos friends with that big asian streamer group. they were in a dark car and were saying she's so dark that if she was there with them they wouldn't be able to see her. what made them so comfortable saying that about her? darkeyebrows has a very high chance of becoming like her if she doesn't snap out of it.

I might be rambling idk it's 8am.

im not mixed so this is a sentiment i can't experience but at first glance michela doesn't even look filipino at all it's deffo tough for her to have to deal with that and she 100% hang w the wrong crowd i mean i can't imagine that guqqie and aimsey give her the reassurance and inclusion she needs as a poc

society has a pretty negative bias against black people and has very strong stereotypes against them that are still very much present today. she might think that if she was viewed as asian instead she'd be more respected so it creates stronger complexes

imo i think she should surround herself w more black ppl to help gain confidence in her culture/identity. poc's being friends with white ppl only is never a good sign 😮‍💨

[domnq88]

Goin to therapy soon

(Don’t know for how long but yeah)

✨Going to therapy doesn’t make you crazy too disclaimer✨

I need to work through some things and these fears and over protective family members I have

I actually like Korea so if I’m going for 3 months when I go again, or a year, we’ll see

I was already saying “I can’t” and my cousin cussed my out gently and said “u say I can’t…ALOT.”

I feel like it might be imposter syndrome BUT idk 🤷🏽‍♀️

This old lady at my job wants me to stay so she’s being weird but I think she needs therapy more than I do.

I won’t talk about my crush anymore cause she doesn’t believe me…we’ll leave that at that. I rarely lie so that really pisses me off. Like fuxk you old lady cause I had extraordinary things happen to me…🖕🏽so convo about my life with her ENDS. I don’t trust her. I’ll just tell her BS cause she just gossips and I don’t care for sh*t like that.

This therapist is a life coach too. So I need to move out, and have my own space…I’m scared and confused about that and don’t know how to START.

My cousin said I have a crutch that my over protective mom and bro started. So gotta work through that.

I just wanted to say, therapy is ok.

Therapy and psychologists are 2 different things too, so if I have to explain 1 over the other again, IM GONNA PUNCH SOMEONE 🥊

Anyways,

Onwards and upwards🥰

Have a wonderful day

(Whenever you’re reading this)

I really like Korea. There’s ALOT of things I don’t like but. I wanna meet some art people and fashion people and music people…a lot of peoples

Maybe become an interpreter. That was another thing my cousin suggested. That was 1 of my reasons for learning Korean too! 💕 (damn this gif is an ad huh?)

I even thought about being a freelance graphic designer for HYBE if I could.

THAT WOULD BE SO MUCH FUN!

🤩 Omg! I wanna try! Or some skincare brand. I really want my free time but we know how schedules out there are!

Ok for reals byeeeee ✌🏽

[jerriemofos]

hey! i dont want to sound very out of the loop, and maybe this is just my opinion and experience, but isnt your hate for beth a little misconstrued?

as a mixed race person (south asian father and english mother), i didnt take any offense with beths comments regarding diversity within the england squad, there have historically been players of different ethnic backgrounds but at the time she made the comment they just werent the top choices for the squad, no? i may be wrong there but that is my memory of the time.

and regarding her gameplay, she is one of the most consistent players statistically in the arsenal squad, even coming back from an acl injury. i didnt want viv to leave as much as the next person - she reinstated my love for the sport back in 2018/2019 and has been a constant in my football experience ever since. but, i think, saying that you wish it were to be beth leaving over viv suggests that you dont necessarily want the best for the club, instead enjoying hating on an athlete for not being an expert in racial politics.

you can be sad for one player leaving without hating on another, no?

honestly if thats how you feel about beths comment about diversity then whatever idc to each their own. just one thing tho, compare her comment to niamh's and lotte's then you'll understand why beth's comment reeks of stupidity cos if her own teammates can say that then why cant she. here, i'll even link it for you if you're too lazy to search it yourself

secondly, you are also purposefully choosing to ignore the part where she also publicly supported a woman beater, why? thats very shitty of beth to do and shitty of you to just brush it off

idk why yall think beth is the best player that we can have honestly shes not good anymore. shes slow, weak and cant cross even if her life depended on it. we can absolutely do better than her especially in the position she plays.

Example of players arsenal can get in the RW thats better than beth mead: tabitha chawinga, sophia smith, kerolin, jule brand, sveindis, anyomi, mary fowler, gabi nunes, mariona caldentey, mara alber, jusu bah, julie dufour, delphine cascarino etc.

notice how all of the bar mariona are younger than beth? yeah cos we need young wingers in the squad rn or else we will not have any wingers for the future 🤷🏽‍♀️

im convinced yall dont watch the games at all for you to genuinely think beth massively improves our attack

[212-apricity]

Okay I’m finally here! I wanted so badly to read it when you posted but I was so freaking tired I crashed 😭 But I’m here with another rant/essay of thoughts and emotions haha I feel like with every chapter I write more and more 😂

Getting a glimpse into Conrad’s head in any fic itches my brain nicely, idk I just love him?? Anywho, the way you write his like emotions and his anger/frustration? I’m here for it, he deserves to be a little upset instead of just shutting himself down to protect himself 🥺🖤 BUT him tracking Dean down and punching him before the ass can even get a word in?! Yes!! Thank you omg, protector Conrad getting his emotions out AND making sure Dean knows he’s not welcome anymore? no and then he comes home and tucks us in??? After beating a guy up?? God I’m feral for him I need therapy 😂

Him and his moms? (Bc lbr Susannah x Laurel is the real otp here 😭🖤) I tear up every time Susannah’s cancer gets brought up bc of personal stuffs so like Conrad crying on her and letting himself feel bc he didn’t mean to hurt us while his mom was sick?? My eyes were sweating I wanna give him cuddles and back rubs and forehead kisses 🥺😭🖤🖤

Steven would be that person tho “oh don’t worry I watched the cooking channel I can do this!” And then fucks it all to hell 😂 I love him, I feel like Steven and I would be those besties that are complete idiots together because we share half a braincell 😂

And Connie calling us my girl?!?! AND baby?!! That shit gives me butterflies omg 😭😭 im so lonely lmfao ahh the whole living room scene has me in a choke hold I love him, just ahhhhh the domesticity of caring for your lover after he beats someone up for you 🥺🖤

The almost kiss on the beach had me swooning too 😭 Fucking Steven and cockblocking us 😂😂

MATCHING TATTOOS AHHH 😩😩

No but who tf does Thérèse think she is???? “Sorry I stole your bf I was jealous but I ended things with him” like good for you but stay away lmao like that trust would be so damaged!!! Thérèse and Dean really do deserve each other 😤😤

Okay but us hitting Dean? And just being a feral cat about him not shutting up? Yes please?! Couples who beat shitty exes up together are top tier 😂 (I know we’re not a couple yet but in my heart Conrad’s already my husband 😂🖤) AND AGAIN the of checking over each others wounds?!!! I love them, your honor. 🖤🖤

Okay but Connie immediately wanting to take off and beat the shit out of Dean, while the love of his life’s injured??? But his tunnel vision is just like “gotta kill this guy”?? Like you idiot I don’t want Jere to take me to the hospital I want the person that makes me feel safe there 😭😭😭

Overall I love how theres a bunch of little moments showing how we love each other but it doesn’t feel forced or too fast? Like obviously Conrad and her just wanna kiss (damn you Steven) but also they’re comfortable just existing together too because they both know they care?? Does that make sense? Is that even what you were going for? Idk but that’s how I’m feeling it rn, maybe it’s just my craving for love that’s reading in too deep 😂😂

AHHH 😭 Anyway thank you again for another glorious chapter, I love it, I adore you, and I’m so so excited for more! I can’t wait to see the moms reactions to their tattoos (and for getting into a fight and getting injured 💀😂) and just for more shenanigans in general with everyone 🖤🖤😭

oh. my gosh. STOP I LOVE THESE COMMENT THINGYS SM THEYRE SO FUN.

ok so i totally agree, dean is a RAT he deserves whatever happens to him ik i wrote the damn thing but i stand w it🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️

no but fr someone needed to humble dean and thérèse both like they’re so annoying. i didn’t want thérèse to have a giant monologue just explaining why she did what she did bc honestly people like that don’t rly say all that much irl, they’re just looking for ways to get back in ur life and mess it up again tbh and she was just annoying too like

and i mean i didn’t wanna say it myself but yes the main characters here ARE susannah and laurel, glad we cleared that up. they’re literally so cutesy and wonderful i love them sm

STEVENS SO FUNNY STOP- hes literally hilarious i love him sm

no honestly i love the living room scene too it’s so cutesy and domestic i thought those two needed a tiny little cute relaxed moment before it all went down tbh💀💀

and i agree, if someone called me baby??????????

🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️

that’s all i have to say. next question.

no everytime i write an almost kiss im literally on the edge of my seat as well like should i make them kiss or should i wait🤨🤨

REAL. we’re not officially w conrad yet but we bascially are married w two dogs and an adopted son (steven) so we don’t even need to go through the formalities anymore

no fr like ily conrad but now is not the time, you better get in that car and drive to the hospital.

YESS IT DOES MAKE SENSE IM SO GLAD YOU NOTICED!!!! i didn’t want to make this one too like fast paced or too like oh everyone gets what they want happily ever after like i feel like you don’t need to be constantly making out or talking w someone you care about, even just spending some time w them is more than enough like just having these tiny cute little moments is so lovely

YESS IM SO EXICTED TO WRITE MORE ON THIS ONE sadly i don’t think i can post another part until like friday night / the weekend bc schooo started again today (kms) and it’s gcse year (double kms) but im so happy you like it, i love love love these conment things so much you have no idea🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

[kuipernebula]

@pinkprettycure

it also is the season that killed sequels lmao but also i feel like wrt coco and nuts they like bringing those two back over bc theyll occasionally put them on the yumejoshi bait merch. im not sure how well they sell when imo they're Just Some Guys compared to the rest of the series hotties but idk maybe the kids who grew up on yespre had crushes on them idk 🤷🏽‍♀️

true... coco and nuts get a lot of merch, and them being older is already in a Weird Place because they're meant to be like, a young girl's ideal of a Perfect Guy, especially a girl in 2007-08. i know at the time, when i was about the same age as the girls, the age difference wasn't really a thing i was thinking too much about. (the teacher thing was still fucked up even at the time, though)

they really are Just Some Guys compared to a lot of later guys though. like they don't even breach my top 10 of hottest precure boys. (they get outranked by the fucking hamster....)

[sab-carpenters]

i’ve had so many thoughts since last weeks episode and i’ve just been writing them and keeping them in my drafts lol. but since 10x06 is tonight i’ll just post them lol. be warned, this doesn’t even flow and it’s just a bunch of thoughts piled together from the last week but here are thoughts no one asked for:

- i really don’t think they would’ve done the long distance relationship storyline without talking to kara. derek did say in the interviews that that he was telling her about how he wouldn’t see his kids for a while and i really don’t think they would possibly do it if she wasn’t okay with it i guess? (like especially since all of this was so sudden. idk do the actors/actresses even have a say in these things lol). i’m at least glad they got to talk to kara about it because this affects her just as much and i hope they considered her and how she feels about this storyline. i’m really putting so much faith into derek and the writers with this long distance relationship storyline and i really really hope they don’t mess it up. i know people are skeptical about it but i’m just praying it all plays out fine (i really really don’t want them to end it like idk what id do. they’re just meant for each other okay and ik i keep saying this but, i just cant see them with anyone else). i feel like they wouldn’t have done ldr if they didn’t have some sort of plan?? i’m curious to see how they handle it and i hope and pray they handle it well and not write it lazy. clearly derek and jesse wants them to stay together 💀 so i’m curious to see how this plays out.

- i understand everyone’s frustrations and emotions from this week. trust me, it’s been so hard. but i do think a lot of people need to cut derek some slack🤷🏽‍♀️ (and that’s a lot coming from me because i have a love/hate relationship with him lol). i really don’t think he even expected jesse to leave. i know whenever something happens to brettsey, we’re always like fck derek but i do think this is literally the one time no one can blame him. they did say jesse only came to a decision within the hiatus so i’m pretty sure if they knew beforehand, they for sure wouldn’t have made brettsey canon (cries). i just think people need to cut him some slack and ik it’s upsetting but it’s really not his fault or anyones fault (especially jesse’s. i saw tweets and i just…no thoughts), it’s just life. i’m going to try to be optimistic about this whole long distance storyline and if it doesn’t falls through then….lmao. i just think that a lot has to be done to make this storyline work and i hope the writers and derek know what they’re doing.

- ive been seeing the discourse about jesse coming back on every social media platform. i know people really want jesse to come back. trust me, i do too so badly, but i feel like he won’t come back as a series regular (i could be wrong, i pray i’m wrong lol). i only see him coming back for maybe 1-2 episodes (one of them has to be for severide’s wedding). maybe he could come back and have less screen time like boden. we really don’t know. its all up to jesse and when and if he is ready. he deserves the break. he’s been doing this for 18 years. as viewers, we don’t see how much this could affect this actors/actresses. there could be a possibility of him actually coming back but i think as of right now, coming back for an episode or two seems like the option right now. im just choosing to stay hopeful for now and hope we get to at least see him at the end of the season for stellaride’s wedding (we’ll, assuming it’s going to be this season. it has to. i don’t want them to push it). i also get a lot of people are mad, upset and hurt but i really can't stress this enough - it's not jesse's fault, it's really not anyone's fault. things happen in our lives. i remembered during an interview kara and jesse did in around february, jesse said "why would i want to leave?". things in life changed and sometimes we don’t like it but we gotta deal with it. watching the next episode (or even the rest of the season) is going to be hard and weird without seeing matt/jesse and it’s going to take some time to get used to. what we’re also not going to do is harass him and such. as much as i don’t want to talk about it (cause frankly, it’s absolutely none of us business), there could be family stuff going on and we all need to respect that. at the end of the day, family matters the most and if we were in his shoes, we would do the same if im being honest. for whatever the reason is, respect him and his decision.

- i started watching fire for brettsey and it really does hurt like hell knowing one of them left. if this was another show, i honestly would’ve stopped watching but i love sylvie sm. i did decide to watch until the season ends because i want to see how the ldr plays out lol.

- if anyone can work out long distance, it’s brettsey.

- you know what…at least they didn’t kill him off

[lqfiles]

you’re pretty mysterious around personal stuff huh (im nosy) but it’s good to know that you enjoyed the free week!! STAY STRONG QUEEN

our self awareness is nonexistent when it comes to procrastination i fear…. lord please give us the might to get ourselves together……. woah you really seem to hate maths, the way you describe it could make people think it’s the devils helping hand when it’s MATHS OMG (i get u, like so well)

OH YOU A BIG MARK FAN I SEE everywhere i look its mark?? not complaining about markwoo i like me some markwoo LET’S FUCKING CELEBRATE MARKWOO. and jaewoo man MY TWO FREAKY DY ANNOYANCE BOYS 🥹❤️ 

— june (not the month)

i’m good at being mysterious 😶‍🌫️ i feel too awkward getting personal on here plss like maybe you guys will get more lqfiles lore soon idk.. maybe i’ll even reveal about more about that stuff 👀

IT IS THE DEVILS CREATION IM SORRY i hate maths soooo much it has brought me so much torment and i had the worst teacher too who was always on my ass and ughh GCSEs were hell like i was genuinely getting tortured by the devil himself i fear.. it’s okay tho i don’t have to do it anymore YAYYYY i’m still a procrastinator tho, LORD GUIDE US TO PRODUCTIVITY INDEED

😭😭 i realised rhat i just rlly enjoy seeing mark interact with his members like i also used to be a marknoist for a while like 2020 was MARKNO year (you wouldn’t know since you wasn’t there to experience it unfortunately 😂🤷🏽‍♀️) MARKWOO OUR NATIONS TREASURE WE WANT MARKWOO WE ALL CHANT!!! dojaejung was true heaven because the dynamic was just so fun like doyoung the one who gets teased jungwoo the one who teases and jaehyun the one who instigates WE LOVED IT