#idk maybe im just projecting here

[theworstcwshow]

To add onto this, I can imagine him sitting over the piles of casette tapes trying to learn all the songs, collecting any magazines he could find thrown away, spending the last of his money in music stores to read up on all the bands his dad talked about, just for the moment of approval he would receive from his dad when he quoted a led zepplin lyric, or mentioned a fact about them his dad never new before. Maybe originally he didn't care much for the music, but overtime he found himself enjoying it for him. It was a break away from hunting and taking care of sammy, for a second he could ignore all his responsibilities and focus on something else, being a normal teenager.

And sam would only see this as Dean just shaping himself into their dad, just to appease him, but sam wasn't aware that sometimes when john was beginning to start getting irritated by a 4 year old sam's tantrums, Dean was sometimes able to quell johns anger early if he changed the topic to his dad favourite album, or distract him with putting on the same led zepplin tape he made for mary when he first met her. For dean this was also a way to shelter sam and himself from john, and overtime he started his own collection, but now the memories reminded him of the good times he had with sam on the road instead of being replaced by their fathers anger.

You ever think about the fact that maybe Dean doesn't like 'new' music as it (like the impala) was the only constant thing throughout his childhood that was otherwise in constant flux.

Plus he's always been shown to be very sentimental about things so ofc his music would be very important to him as it reminded him of his childhood (the good parts he and his dad would bond over on his good days, the days that Dean can recall his father in a better light).

In conclusion he was just a sentimental old man who cared about all things that mattered to him, people and things.

[heartorbit]

im never finishing this ＿|￣|○

[greasydumbfuck]

thinking about frank and sex (in a sad way)

[amphibianaday]

day 1121

redesign of a frog bug fakemon i maade in 2019

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[greatdecaygreatrenewal]

what’s his deal here? 😭

[adhdtsukasa]

this is not supposed to be a serious thought (i think), just an observation i made while looping donketsu, but:

so, we have niigo and wxs, right? their event trailers were both at some point including jewels, gemstones or stuff like that — forgive me, i'm not a jewel person, but even if they're not exactly the same, they both fall into the similiar category. (more more jump also had a jem/gewel/things like these set in step by step, but they were not really assigned them [afaik. i didn't watch the teammate mv] nor they appeared in the trailer)

(forgive me for adding the unfixed wxs ver i just think it's still funny)

for wxs it's donketsu, the song for curtain call and for niigo it's tricologe, the song for depths of despair. while these (i'll just call them gems for short alright) in fact are mentioned in tricologe and are even on its cover, there are no mentions of them in donketsu, they're just here to reference the set i guess. still! it's the trailer that matters.

i'm not gonna analyze the position of the gems here, it has been already done back and forth during waiting for curtain call and during waiting for depths of despair probably too, but the surroundings of the gems is important here: wxs gems are still vivid in shiny, yet they are in a dark place, with an hourglass behind (or next to?) them. niigo gems are rather... dull, but they're surrounded by light colors, with something that can be thought of as a broken glass behind them (ik it's not. but i like to interpret it as such). hourglass, a symbol of a time passing. broken glass, a symbol of a new opportunity.

the events where the gems were used are during events on pretty much opposite sides. curtain call is talking about the fear of separation, of having to part ways, of an approaching ending. and depths of despair is talking about the very beginning of niigo. there is no fear, there is a slight hope. slight, because they're still at the very bottom of despair, but a hope nonetheless — for kanade to save someone, for mafuyu to be saved.

rui in curtain call knows that his bond with wxs is coming to an end. kanade in depths of despair knows that her bond with niigo is only getting started.

gems for separation and ending, gems for closeness and beginning.

well, i don't have an conclusion for this. i just wanted to talk about it because i think it's pretty cool. take this as you wish.

[wewerebornsextuplets]

why do i always get ideas for lore changes After posting. is he stupid?

[tanicus-caesareth]

guarana drama, damage control

[komashkathesilly]

:3

[seagull-scribbles]

Saw some artists draw Rise Raph’s mask in a bow and I fell in love ♥️

[kurthorton-moving]

i miss. the vibes of the rpc a few years back

[spideyhexx]

feeling sad and emotional as it’s approaching one year of tbosas movie

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[quarklynx]

Casually flirting with the idea of fucking around and getting a master's degree. The time will pass anyway, right?

[lordsardine]

./long ramble