#idk maybe im just impatient
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do you know the big choice after davrins quest?
no 😭 i was trying to be good and avoid spoilers but i feel like i've gotten really far to not even have all my companions???
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does anyone know if we hgave. wonderlust today
#MAYBE im just impatient but i feel like. the premier is usually scheduled by now.#isnt it???#idk maybe im wrong#jrwi wonderlust
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do u guys miss my writing or y’all don’t care fr
#ʬʬ.sosa speaks.com#im feeling a little….bleh#maybe a lot bleh#bc it’s been months#ik ik i should give myself some grace bc it’s been a busy and difficult few months#im even getting impatient with myself#but idk i just wanted to see what you guys thought…#ofc i have ideas im passionate about right now but it takes me so long to write 😭#that it creates room for self doubt and discouragement#anyway let me just 🚶🏾♀️
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misguided angel / angel mine for your kuwameshi consideration
#was gonna save this for like. the titling of a 2 chapter fic or smth but it's not like i have ideas for it so eh#im impatient just read this and go mhm skrunks you're a genius this is amazing#and maybe i'll use it someday anyway :p#i just like that theyre paired.. and yusuke being the flawed angel is really interesting to me. deadboy mystique#(like he's got the wing imagery from puu the phoenix but the key angel in yyh is sensui which is.. interesting.. though i don't see how#thats relevant to this atm)#but he's this glowing savior figure working for the afterlife bosses and idk i like it. but his halo's crooked yk#and i think kuwabara looks to him as such. meanwhile yusuke's like blink blink i am just a guy. what#kind of losing my mind over the fact that misguided angel (this sorta sad sweet slow gentle song) has basically the same things#going on as criminal by britney spears... like idk what to do with that but i can't shake the thought of it#just very very different songs tonally/sonically but.. but they kinda overlap a lot is all#anyway#yyh#kuwameshi#sorry no more kuwameshi playlist posting. probably. for now.
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breezeblocks is so him
#korekiyo#korekiyo shinguji#my art#im like positive i’ll find something else abt this I need to fix next time I look at it#but im impatient and I wanna post it so#it’ll never be perfect anyway#tumblr always nerfs the color concentration of these#maybe it’s just my screen? idk
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My sample pins arrived!! 🤩👽🐰
The other three in the Summer Blubbin' set are drying bc the pinbacks came off with their rear protective sheets and I had to glue them back on. 😭 I'm pretty happy with their sizes overall! Bogos binted came out kind of large and the raygun came out kind of small by comparison though, so I'll probably see what I can do to fix them. And with the Blubby pins, I might lower the opacity of her blush, it printed kinda dark.
In addition to these I got a few extra designs for funsies. Some TMBG pins based off the Hotel Detective MV for my friends and I who are going to see them this year!! 🤩 One with that WTTH photo I did a redraw of, just for me. And two JFKs (Clone High) bc I thought they'd make funny collar pins hehe. I keep meaning to watch the new season but I want to watch the original again first... hard to find the time!!
#I have drafts for a bunch of the other original clones too. Maybe sometime down the line I could do em all up.#I think they'd be kinda niche for the events I table at tho???? 😭#I've been having a rough month so these cheered me up today... :')#Further rambles here in the tags:#I'm still waiting for the mini gacha machines I ordered to ship out... im so impatient haha. but im so anxious about them too lol.#worrying theyre going to cancel the order or something 😨😭 idk!!!#ill tell you what though. next time im doing acrylic pins these badboys are going on clear acrylic.#get the fun coloured acrylic he said. it'll look great he said.#it does look great. but the cost is crazy compared to clear. especially bc there are two colours#i know the alien backing colour looks kinda orange but theyre pink!!#also not sure about this but im considering producing the summer blubbin set at all???#or maybe doing that set down the line. just bc the aliens kicked their ass on every interest poll i did LMFAO#or maybe even swapping their backing from orange to the same pink the aliens are on???? 🤔🤔🤔#many things to consider#grafftalk
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i don't know if it's just me but i've noticed that players are getting more impatient with the groves? like ik waiting 15 minutes is Not ideal but i'm used to people waiting at least,,, 10 before they start saying things like "chop" "anyone else" yknow? but nowadays i've noticed more and more players want to chop the groves like,,, 3 minutes after it gets called out. and it's like,, idk man, maybe i'm just Too used to waiting but that seems a little excessive. (or lord when one person just keeps chopping a tree and no one around them joins like Bro read the room ahdgl)
#like trust me i understand why people dont want to wait like i get it!#waiting isnt fun#but at the same time#you dont Have to stand there and wait#you can chop leave and go back to loot when its down#but if youre going to stand there and wait. dont rush people yknow?#especially with all the new switch players like give them time to look at the map!!#though tbh im pretty most of these who get impatient Are newer switch players so aldgh#idk man maybe its just my luck#but ive been noticing it more#its not exactly Rude but a change of culture maybe?#i just hope newer players who really need flow arent feeling pressured or rushed :(#oh!! and ive seen people start chopping even after someone says in server chat that theyre on their way!#like! you really cant wait one more minute?#thats so mean :(#i kinda hate when someone demands the grove be chopped at a certain time too like who made you grove king#🤨#aldhgldga
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#so like is the rest of my life just gonna be Yearning from now on NZNXNXJXNXMX#ok maybe not the rest of it. but the forseeable future. god how do ppl do this. how have ppl BEEN doing this.#ignorance is truly bliss like. i talk to my friends about him n they dont like fully understand bc theyve never liked someone so mucg#its just so embarassing to talk about n i just BDNDJDJNDJD#i just !!!! always imagined myself single. and would Say Stuff about not wanting anything like that but now im a big clown JDJDJDJJDDJ#BUT HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW ITD BE LIKE THIS. GOD#im also like. trying to talk myself out of it. like oh maybe its all in my head JDJDJDJDJDN#but like just too much has happened. idk. im just........ im feeling impatient 😭😭😭😭#but like. its progressed well so far with me just progressing things when they feel Right. hhhhh god#and like things wouldnt have progressed this far without him liking me at least a little????#idk !!!!!!!!!!!! this stuff is so hard. and like i cant even see him now without making plans hhhhhhhhhhh#it was so much easier before we graduated NDJDJDJDJDMMFMD#ah well..... soon i guess. soon#itd be really nice tho if he like asked me out. but i have a feeling that maybe im not being obvious to him?? maybe i gotta spell it out idk#he also said (in ref to a job offer tho) that he wouldnt take it unless it was for sure#and i have a feeling......... that maybe hes not sure ????????? god idk#rip to my simple life. guess i gotta wait til i see him again hhhhhhh#personal
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pete in tgwdlm seems just as stressed as pete in npmd, which leaves me to wonder
what if all of the murder happened in the tgwdlm timeline, right before the apotheosis, but without all of the waylon place mess, leaving the LiB (or maybe just pokey) free from any ghostly responsibilities?
#idk im just saying things#maybe Pete just really has bad low blood sugar#maybe he’s just an impatient little shit#maybe he and emma have some kind of unspoken rivalry#he’s so weird#peter spankoffski#hatchetfield#nerdy prudes must die#the guy who didn't like musicals
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i have read the summary of the vampire lestat and now i'm really excited to see how they adapt it (and presumably maybe mush it also with other books of the vampire chronicles?) for the show :DDD
#i'm not even impatient at all for the next season#i am excited and super looking forward to it#and i myself did not wait the wait between s1 and s2 of this show#but i remember the wait btwn go2's announcement and go2's release#so like. i will be doing So Much in the meantime that it'll probably get here before i know it#also yeah i really don't care much to read the books#i read the summary of the iwtv book too and ehh.#which is funny that i would watch the show- which is admittedly very different in many ways- but not read the books#but thats just what it is i guess lol#bluebird.txt#interview with the vampire#i wonder if they'll rename the show or give this season a subtitle?#cuz interview with the vampire is the louis one#the vampire lestat is the next one#so maybe they'll just call it that? idk#im excited though :) i trust them to make it good
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I wish the people that approve or deny applications would just tell me if I got rejected, I don't want to keep waiting if there's no chance
#ok its only been five days#maybe they have other applicants they need to review#maybe im just impatient idk#Donut place down the road hire me! Donut place down the road hire me! Please! Please! Please! Please!#i dont even like donuts that much but yk#i could learn to like donuts for the employee discount!!#pretty please?
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fathers day is this month how am i going to inflict psychic damage on myself
#snap chats#we were cute and sillay even for mothers day last month#but unfortunately i actually love my dad and i miss him so the possibility of doing something a lil moody is very real#i love how i always say i miss my dad as if hes dead. hes not dead hes just scared of my mom which. fair we all are LMAO#anyhow esp when im leaning towards doing something focused on jo since last month was more for arakawa...#i dont have anything in mind yet but i have the semblance of an idea... its budding but i dont have it refined in the dome...#because i also wanna see if i can do something for arakawa too so idk if i wanna knock out two birds with one stone for one comic#or make two separate posts (whether those are pics or comics idkidk)#i always really like to imagine quiet moments between jo and masato- however rare they might have been in canon#oh wait im gonna throw up what if i posted that prison comic on fathers day#if i dont get any ideas i just might.. unless i get too impatient and post it earlier ☠️#anyway this is just a promise i will be goofy on fathers day. except instead of Actual Goofy i might post something Cereal for once#nothing i say makes fucking sense unless you know my lexicon fucking 'cereal' is my Cute And Quirky way of saying serious#because Im Cute And Quirky alright moving on#Being Serious and Emotional isnt my forte. im very bad at doing both so i of course try to be funny instead#bu maybe this once..... the jo and masato feelins are strong this month......#its cause my moms giving me a harder time than usual so of course im just thinking of my dad more and Now We're Here#alright im finally gonna finish my comm then i might get to cooking bye
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ive crossed over into an alternate dimension where side profiles are somehow sometimes easier to draw than other angles. bodies in side profile however... nooo thank you...
#ok the back of the head is hard but the facial features proportions kind of feel easier to figure out . maybe.#weird#n e way im happy with the way i draw faces mostly maybe 50 percent of the time but im so not caught up on drawing bodies#like to the point it just looks bizarre#decent proportional face with like at least some understanding of structure/form even if it's not much#and then the stiffest clunkiest body you ever did see#or i can go the other way around and have an ok body. like decently fluid / proportional. but no face#theres some kind of disconnect. cant have both at once#thats only a sometimes thing though anyways. faces are generally easier#tried to do a teeny bit of gesture drawing yesterday but i was feeling sooo lazy and impatient so only 3 of them turned out ok ish#im pretty sure i post more often talking about art than i actually post art#i dont post most of the things i draw#i like to have my little secrets...#secrets in question are just literally anything that isnt adventure time art#actually looking through my art folder is crazy cause like if i saw this 3 years ago (i was really bad at drawing 3 years ago) i would. idk#drop dead or something#but now its like yeah same old same old. lots of problems. need to work on those.#but its nice to step back and be like woagh holy shit. massive improvement#earlier i was trying to dfraw a character and it wasn't coming out right but instead of getting frustrated and discouraged#it was more like i had this feeling of . idk. excitement to get better at drawing?#i dont know if this is just a temporary mood or maybe im turning over a new leaf. new optimistic mindset about art#<- watch that 'new mindset' totally disappear when i have a slightly more prolonged period of art struggle. lol
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getting increasingly frustrated with my autism screening appointments
#the lady is screening autism and being the least direct ever#like pls dear god just tell me what you mean i dont understand#but anyway#i also feel like shes not asking me anything important#like i dont wanna share my whole life i wanna get this done soon#alex says shit#alex's autism#maybe im just being dumb and impatient but idk#i was naïve to think this would be easy ig
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#lowkey wanna delete those discussion posts because it feels like im presenting but no one's in the room#or if they are they're staring at me#the silence is incredibly awkward and i just wanna leave because it's so mortifying#hate that i dropped some bombshells in the story and there was like... very little reaction#or reactions during the whole update#so its like well shit what am i doing wrong#it doesn't make sense because the polls i made concerning the story got more of a response -- 16 people!!#maybe ppl like pushing button#i would just like some feedback or something; is that too much to ask for#yes i KNOW i shouldn't expect etc etc etc but come on#i dont think anyone's in the history of ever has come to my inbox about something story related or eagerly awaiting#anon is *extremely* on#or offering some perspective/picking up the proverbial bread crumbs/guessing on a future thing#i care a lot obviously#obviously everything's for me but on the other hand yknow *vague gesture*#it just feels like im just forcing it with all of the tzrs and everything and im *sure* it's annoying to someone#so idk man#it sucks that i wanna talk about shit but it feels like 'well anyway'#and maybe i am just too harsh on myself and maybe a little impatient and my expectations are too high for myself#i am having a bad brain time and i wish i can dunk this bitch into some water and scrub it#dw i'll be fine but it's just something that i noticed#vent post
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genuinely considering making an IF when i’m done with school
#i’ve had so many ideas for years tbh#but i know it’s not something i can pursue the way i want to until school is over#which SHOULD be this year#i don’t think i’d even make a demo though until the entire first draft was done#then maybe update after each edit#it’s an idea i’ve been flirting with for a long time tbh that has now been super prominent these last few days#idk i kinda wanna make a game that has things i like#characters i wanna see and romance and then idk share that#lyriumsings txt#idk i’m think about it#it seems like such a dream rn ngl to have the free time to do that#and the energy ngl cuz even when i do have time homegirl is just plain tired sometimes lol#anyway lemme focus on art anyway#that would be the real test getting entire character refs done for the hypothetical ROs#i should focus on art anyway and advance so that im happy with anything i would hypothetically make#i’m so impatient waiting for IFs tbh like what better to do than make my own then i’ll never be bored lmao#people seem to like my character designs so making characters specifically for ppl to romance feels fun idk
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