#idk just wanted to spread the agenda this is for me anyway

[buckedmundo]

Baby, why don't you come over? Red wine supernova, falling into me

[quodekash]

I didnt get enough sleep last night but its not my fault qtoey fuckin kissed

hes literally the most babygirl in this entire show

HIM FRANTICALLY CLEANING UP I LOVE HIM SM

I love this more than I can ever possibly describe

it's so silly

so goofy

HES SO GOOFY

they should kiss again I think

babes your voice just got three octaves higher, do better at lying next time

who the FUCK is this guy and why is he being introduced in episode 7 of 16 (apparently 16??? it's wild that this show is supposed to be 16 episodes long (according to mdl?) cos we're not even halfway through the show and 2 out of 4 of the main couples have officially kissed, and 1 is officially together. which is insane when you think about how msp is 12 episodes long and tinngun didnt properly kiss til thE END OF THE LAST FUCKING EPISODE)

(no im never getting over this, they COULD have counted 67 FUCKING TIMES throughout the show and they fucking DIDNT)

anyway this guy is probably gonna be a main part of the drama that's gonna go down in order to keep this show long enough 😭

why cant we just keep the light and fluffy show as it is and keep spreading joy and dopamine straight to my bones

two adorable little munchkins standing next to each other

theyre my sons

THAT LITTLE GIGGLE I CANT

whAT rEAlLY???

he asked if he could hit on you, then asked if he could KISS you, AND THEN YALL FUCKIN MADE OUT IN A HAUNTED HOUSE

AND THEN WHEN YOU SAW HIM TODAY, HE MADE SILLY KISSY LIPS AT YOU

so I suggest you all give up on this "plan", and change to this real plan: march up to him, ask him out, plant a kiss on his cheek, take your fuckin artist easels and canvases to a fuckin beach at sunset, paint and make out

oml pun's an astrology girlie

HOLY FUCK ITS HAPPENING

what the fuck no why does it look like its gonna get angsty, I cant do this :(

dont make me watch toey sob, I dont want that, I want them to make out again :((

im so confused dude why is he so angry

I genuinely dont get it

I mean im watching at 2x speed so I can get through this quickly so I might've missed some dialogue somewhere or smth, but still

why's he angry

idk why he's angry but I do know one thing: satang is too fucking good at portraying anguish

im too tired to process words so im not entirely sure what he means but I think it sounds poetic so we're gonna go with that

(ahem) THATS SO BEAUTIFUL WTF

WHAT THE FUCK

brb just gonna rip my fucking SOUL out

"its like im sitting in a vast grassy field with a gentle breeze under a bright sky" OKAY WTF ARE THE GMM WRITERS READING MY TUMBLR POSTS OR SMTH

THATS LITERALLY HOW I DESCRIBED THE WAY WIN PROBABLY FEELS ABOUT SOUND

its why his heart doesnt beat fast for sound, he just doesnt have that kind of crush, its more of a relaxing crush, like a gentle breeze

ill fucking find the post if I can

I literally wrote an extended metaphor poem combined with a fic about it

what the fuck dude

if they're watching my posts then why havent they given us my satang and perth siblings agenda yet

and where is the markford series

gmm I know you're looking at this, answer my fucking questions guys

I LOVE THEIR FRIEND GROUP SO FUCKING MUCH DUDE

they all just make me so happy 😭😭😭

okay but he didnt know you were milk frappe boy when hE FUCKING MADE OUT WITH YOU IN A HAUNTED HOUSE

theyre holdin hansssss

is what I think and want to happen about to happen

that wasnt grammar but its fine

THEYF CYKING END IT THERE??

BUT HES ALL PUCKERED UP

HES READY

ALSO THEYRE IN A SCHOOL HALLWAY AND IT WOULD BE REALLY FUNNY

WTF

I HAVE TO WAIT A FUCKING WEEK TO FEEL JOY????

COME ON MAN

oh fuck yes next week theyre goi g to a volunteer camp

volunteer camp episodes are always comfort episodes so thjis is gonna be GOOD

PUN DID IT BC HE WANTS QTOEY TO SPEND TIME TOGETHER??? BRO HE'STHE WINGMAN OF ALL TIME

well anyway I just wanna see qtoey kiss again :(

ill rewatch that one scene in the meantime

buhbye for now my friends, see yous next week

[oh-no-its-bird]

Pspspspspps ooohhh you want to continue magical girl Izuna au sooooo badd (Using your own tactics against you is it working) just a haha silly idea but what if we got like idk 69 more seasons and 12 movies of magical girl Izuna totally doable I think personally. (Real)

I have a few other sketches I've done for this but this is the only sketch that looks remotely close to being good enough for outside eyes to see. Im probably gonna finish it at other time along with a tobiizu and a few odd Izuna and Amaterasu sketches I've also drawn from this au.

(P.s. without giving away too much information there is a hospital in Europe that's nightshift nursing staff is very aware of Magical girl Izuna because I just become a yapper when it's past 12 I guess)

IM SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY FUCKING LUNGS AT YOUR IZUNA OHHH YOU DREW HIM SO CUTE AND SO SILLY IM SOBBING INTO UR ARMS RN FUCK !!!!!

I AM BEGGING U TO SHARE ANYTHING WLSE U MADE FOR HIM IM ON MY ACTUAL KNEES PLS PLS PLS OHH YOU WANNA SHARE SOOO BADDD

IF you don't wanna post it u can totally always just dm it to me ,, 👁👁

ALSO THATS SO FUNNY OH MY GOD

The magical girl Izuna agenda spreads,,, like any good plague should were taking over the hospitals first

ANYWAYS TAKE SUSANOO CONTENT AS THANKS !!!! I designed him a while ago, tho dont ask me ab colors (probably gonna go with white hair and purple eyes to match Amaterasu's white hair and red eyes tho) but like!!! Holy shit the bastard of all time!!

(Pretty messy and with a different brush than usual bc I did it on mobile )

Madara wants to beat his ass 6 ways from Sunday but very unfortunatley can't

Man why can't he just learn to take a joke :// Susanoo is totally getting bored from all this vibe killing Madara and Hashirama are doing, like, omg chill?? It was literally just a prank.

[melodicaria]

frothing at the mouth

Hi transformers community. There's some very delicious and important story ideas/fragments about Sam going on down here.

Okay but:

Sam Uber ride gone wrong!!!

Bayverse: Megatron and Prime coming to a truce, but Megatron still wants his pet: Sam.

Ironhide trying and failing to teach Sam weapons but he doesn't have the spark to tell him that the Autobots will protect him always and anyways, so sweet, so beautiful, so much love for Ironhide

Sam getting railed by, on average, 20 foot tall robots 🧍(My favorite)

Sideswipe and Sunstreaker double-teaming Sam  🧍

Sam's physical check-up with Ratchet because Ratchet doesn't trust human doctors around Sam anymore (he is simply grouchy and cannot admit his feelings fr!!)

Miles and Sam content!!!??? Hello, BROS BEFORE HOES. Not that Mikaela is a hoe, but like, Sam ditching Miles is cray cray.

A universe in which Sam actually gets that Porsche. Basically Jazz replaces Bumblebee's spot in Bayverse. I was actually working on this idea and I somehow added Prowl in, idk it just happened.

Shockwave and his illogical feelings for Sam. Imagine him internally freaking out and trying his best to deny feelings entirely.

Cliffjumper joining the team but Bee gets jealous cos Cliffjumper gets too friendly with Sam, lol dumb bastard 😭

Bee having to compete with Stinger from AOE over Sam's affection and Sam is just clueless like "huh"

The Autobots distancing Sam from humanity gradually, knowing the Allspark has actually changed him and his body is changing accordingly (they're going to kidnap him and take him to Cybertron and have one big nice happy family, ignore Sam screaming though he's fine)

Evil Autobots with Sam :)

I AM SPREADING MY AGENDA!!! AUTOBOTS AND SAM!! MORE SAM CONTENT!!! I AM SPREADING MY AGENDA AND YOU CAN'T STOP ME!!!

I, Aria, openly admit to brainwashing, sorcery, witchcraft, toxic manipulation, lying, and gaslighting in order to drag people kicking and screaming into Sam centric content.

It's not kidnapping if you all come willingly, help a girl out fr.

[the-one-and-only-duckduckgo]

I wanted to wait for Wednesday, but I crave validation so you'll get that in advance. Buckle your seatbelts, here's my theory. It's probably awful. I'm only at ep 26. You'll get it anyways:

The Magnus Archives but I've cracked the algorithm (maybe)

(if you have just started tma/ don't want to be spoiled, DO NOT READ!)

Okay, so let's start at the beginning.

As we can see, there are a lot of different stories with little to no recurring characters. At first, I tried to classify them with themes, but that didn't really work, so I tried to look at the characters. Thing is, I classified them in 4 categories:

"Normal people": Jalapeño, the people who make a statement about their neighbours/ loved ones, probably the others Archive workers. They're Just Like Me And You. Potential future Victims?

The Victims: people the statements are about. Influenced by Something, they adopt unnatural behaviours, live in fear till their death. They always die at some point.

The Shepherds : I don't have a better name, but think of them as avatars for Something. Like the victims, they're influenced, but to a point where they evolve (physically, mentally, or can get supernatural abilities). The thing that marked them keeps them alive, and they act as kind of "recruiters", finding and trapping Victims (Jane Prentiss spreading the worm agenda to other people, for example). Simon-probably-fairchild, Not-graham, the pile of meat with eyes in the neighbour's flat are all Shepherds.

The Deities : are they gods? Demons? Supernatural entities ? I don't know. The point is, we don't have a lot of proof of their existence, but they're the "Up There" who started everything. The giant eye in the camera (episode where Gerard gets to the hospital) is a Deity. The Piper is a Deity. The sky who ate the son is another one. When the priest is in the haunted building, there is a fight between the Thing that claimed him as its servant (which will cause his death) and the Thing that lives in the house. Both Things are Deities. Therefore, we can guess that there are many of them, and that a person can be affiliated to one and a single one Deity.

So, what I am saying is, there are Bad Guys Up There that control Bad Guys Down There, and all of that causes humans to experience pretty common fears brought to an unbearable point.

For the moment, I found 9 Deities:

Giant Eye (paranoia? Being watched? Voyeurism? Idk...)

The Piper (war and massacre?)

The Soul-Sucking Sky (agoraphobia? Being alone?)

The thing that possessed the exorcist (idk what it is, but it's a thing)

The thing in the house (fire? Being burnt?)

Jane Prentiss' squirmy patron (rotting? )

The meat pile's chef (meat? Why is meat scary?)

A thing that is behind all the spiders. There are too many spiders there.

Not-graham's employer (the Unknown? Being replaced?)

So...yeah. I don't know if I'm right. My theory has many problems. But that's the best I can think of. Validate me?

[veiledwinter]

I so didn't mean for this to be this long. I'm sorry, please bear with me.

(Sorry for any spelling errors my English is not perfect)

You ever think gaz would be the type of guy to just one day decide "that's mine" and subtly (idk how to spell) worm his way into your life?

Like, say you've been friends for a long time, but you haven't seen each other in person for years even if you regularly keep in touch. You're not the type of person to post pictures of yourself so when the two of you finally meet up again he's not really ready for it.

Sure, he thought you were pretty before, but the small things you've changed, like the way you do your hair or the way you hold yourself now, have him hooked. He plays the long game, of course, ever the charmer. He is the reliable friend you can go to if you need anything. Feeling lonely? Movie night! Need to vent about work? He's always here for you. Feeling stressed and overwhelmed? He'll be right over to reassure you that everything will work out in the end.

He finds it endearing that you worry about him when he has to leave for work and promises to stay safe. He picks up on your hobbies and interests, the things you love and want and the things that irritates you.

Then, one day, he gifts you a beautiful white dress and tells you that he wants you to come with him to this event his going to as his date.

You, of course, agree. The dress is very extravagant, but you don't comment on it because you love it, and there's really no point making a fuss over something you like.

When you arrive, everyone's so sweet towards you, and they're congratulating you though you don't know what for — you just assume they're being nice or they must be mistaking you for someone else until Kyle makes his way over to you and tells you that you're gonna be late for you own wedding.

You're too stunned to protest because you realize he planned your wedding and invited you to it without you even knowing. And honestly, you're not apposed to it. I mean, where's the harm in marrying Kyle Garrick?

WAAHH, this is my first ask ever, but I really need to spread my Kyle agenda because not a lot of people write for him, and I think that's such a injustice.

ANYWAYS I hope you have a great day! And don't forget to drink water!

OHMYGAWD FIRST ASK EEEEEEE

Anon this is so good like I'm not even sure how to add on to this but I'll try!

Oh yes Kyle and making himself the most important person in your life. I just imagine him putting the wedding together — careful to ensure everything is to your liking, because this is for you.

He's just so enamored with you, he misses your warmth when he has to work and your little rambles about the things you like.

And when the wedding does roll around you're not as apposed to it as you think you should be. I mean, he technically went behind your back and did this without your permission but it's Kyle.

He's so sweet and handsome and patient with you, you find the idea of being his wife more appealing than anything. And really how can you say no when he looks at you like you hung the stars.

[gojowh0rcs]

anyway, imagine despite all precautions taken and how careful and vigilant the two of them might’ve been (save for that one very spontaneous emotionally charged night), gojo still manages to get his s/o pregnant. it probably isnt even smth that crosses the realm of possibility in gojo’s mind at first just BECAUSE of how cautionary they (he) would have been. having a kid isnt really on his agenda. so much preparation and thought would have had to gone into even entertaining the idea on normal circumstances. but gojo--what with everything going on pre-shibuya arc--would be too buried under his responsibilities to dedicate the proper time and energy into caring for a pregnant s/o. it’s probably pure denial and avoidance that halts him from delving deeper into the possibility at first. he doesn’t have the time so the universe wouldn’t be so cruel as to layer another obligation, especially one as important as this, onto his already sky-high pile---is what he thinks. but then he remembers the universe has never quite been on his side (perhaps terrible luck was the karmic balance of the strongest). being head of his clan and the sole pushing force of it does deem him a little freedom. there’s nothing anyone could truly force him to do, which is why he’s the nerve to be so rebellious in the first place (along with just being the literal strongest sorcerer---who gon check him? LMFAO). but gossip and social pressure from the higher ups is bound to aggravate him. he still has to stay somewhat within the lines of their politics. play a little by their rules. impregnating a s/o without any social standing or status in jujutsu society probably spreads rumors of diluting the gojo bloodline. he ignores it, ofc. lets them have that if they want. but he draws all lines at dragging his s/o and specifically their baby into that world. there’s a huge, steal wall of separation he builds thicker than before between his s/o and jujutsu society. no one is forcing his s/o into the gojo clan, no one is forcing his child into obligation or training either. he decides. this is his. and they belong solely to him. 

(that being said he’d definitely train his child regardless if they’re born with cursed techniques or not when they come of age. its just under his say not anyone elses :) SDJDSDFJ)

as for the relationship with his s/o, idk if he’d marry them outright just because they’d get pregnant. that entirely depends on the s/o and their own perception of marriage. if its important to them, then maybe. but i dont think gojo would want to put that pressure, and he doesnt really care about what society or anyone would have to say abt having a child out of wedlock either. actually it seems more in character for gojo to never actually legally marry but have a whole secret long-term relationship on the side that no one knows abt until he’s sealed and his s/o comes lookin for him 💀. when his students find out hes just like oops lol hehe silly me 

their relationship would definitely take a different undertone. gojo already regarded his s/o as his, but the pregnancy would make that x100000. he’d start making decisions on their behalf without them always knowing, takes more of a lead. might not legally take the title, but definitely assumes the role of a husband. a lot more protective, but its all very subtle. his s/o would feel the change in energy coming from him. he might move them out of their apartment and somewhere more safe and secluded. the city is crawling with curses, so the farther out they are, they less likelihood of danger. might set up a curtain that protects their home that keeps curses and curse users out when hes not there. he’s still not as present as he’d like to be, so his s/o might be left feeling lonely, but there is a notable effort in how much more frequent his visits will be (especially closer to the delivery date). 

gojo might  🤏 be a little more vulnerable than usual too. it might actually catch him by surprise. he thought he’d be just as vacant and as distant of a father as someone like toji. there’s probably a theory out there that jujutsu sorcerers make for shitty parents. they’re all too hardened to coddle the dearness, the preciousness of youth. hence why so many sorcerers are forced to grow up early and thus the cycle repeats. he probably rationalizes that he’ll be like that too. that even if he’d try, and god will he try, he’d still manage to fuck his kid up a little. it’s just how these things kind of go. but there will be so many nights that he rests his cheek against his s/o’s growing belly and tells their baby stories about his day, his students, his battles. he complains about the higher ups and their stagnant ways. he tells their baby that he’s the strongest sorcerer alive, and thereby the coolest dad in the world. and on nights where he’s troubled by things he’s too proud to divulge, he tells them that he will rip time and the universe apart for them with his strong hands. that no one could touch a hair on their head without his permission. that he’d do anything for them. that they were his, and he’d protect them for the rest of his life.

[tinukis]

(OKAY. I KINDA GOT CARRIED AWAY (i got REALLY carried away.) AND NOW I WILL PROVIDE VERY FEW INFO ON SABOSAN HISTORY AS EARLY AS 2014.)

sabosan existing on here since at least 2017 is crazy

(it's ask blogs and im lazy to know the lore but all ik is that sabo and sanji have kids while sanji is in extreme denial abt being gay)

i wanna know how far back sabosan goes... like at leasT 2015 or 2016??? (anime timeline) and maybe 2014 (manga timeline) idk im just guessing bc i dont know what year sabo returned so

OK BUT THE SLIM CHANCE THAT SABOSAN BECAME A THING LIKE ALMOST A DECADE AGO DRIVES ME INSANE I NEED TO INVESTIGATE WAIT

on pixiv in the sabosan tag (サボサン) the oldest works on there is from 2015. (i mean when u look up サボサン you get this cactus mascot which is p hilarious)

i theorize that sabosan became recognized because of zou/wci. bc thats when we learn about sanji's history. i notice that it seem to be more recognized by a few fans as early as 2016 (when wci started)

so those big brained individuals were onto something then. they saw two blonde characters that shared similar histories and went. "wait a minute. i can cook something with this"

and you know what sanji's good at? taking any ingredients and making something amazing out of it. thats what early sabosan fans did

there are Very Little content of them/i cant read japanese and i just mostly find the cactus mascot, but they were there. at Least as early as sabo's return. and at that time, fans did not receive sanji's past. they just took these guys like barbie dolls and made them kiss... anyway i need them to meet and i want to see the longtime fans react as theyve waited nearly a decade for that very moment

(kinda doubtful but let me dream!!!)

OKAY ANOTHER UPDATE (YES IM TYPING EVERYTHING IN ONE POST) i learned how to search dates on the bird app once more and. im seeing posts from jpn about sabosan !!!

one of my favorite ones:

the people understanding since 2016... that sanji goes well with ASL brothers :'D

ok found another tweet (and the users are still active !!) and translation seems butchered so im not gonna share but from what i could understand, this other user also likes sanji with ASL... this is amazing. LIKE im aware of the impact acesan had, especially bc of the anime including ace in alabasta (i understand deeply. i mean have you SEEN the way ace acted around sanji⁉️⁉️ lighting his cigarette... smirking at him when sanji turns his back... i know what you are. they Definitely spent an entire night (or more) alone together <3) but for sabo to be included to since this long ago, esp considering the two never met?!?? and the one connection is being royal blood...

again i cannot include everything, esp long posts bc the translation gets butchered but aaahh just ppl talk about the pairing, any potentials about it makes me happy... and gives me hope for the agenda to spread wider lol. what looks like that has been said is that a couple of people really like pairing sanji with multiple characters, esp ASL... and i understand so well. theres just something about sanji being so shippable

there are also fans speaking to other sanji ships fans, and they ask/say "i want to see your sabosan !!" it's great...

ahahhaa AHAHAHA FOUND ANOTHER POST I CAN SHARE:

sabo POP figure from 2016 (aaah i want it so bad...)

and the suit he wears in this figure, it does look like sanji's fit now that the user mentioned it 👀👀

okay i dug a little more and found another sabosan fan! at first i was unsure as they could be talking about another user or a cactus or something. but as it turns out, they are indeed a sabosan fan! they've said things like "i wish sabosan was more popular"/"i wish for sabosan" and this is dated back in 2016! plus one of my favorite posts (translated into deepL as i had a feeling that twt had butchered the translation and...)

they get it. they got it. as i mentioned earlier, the fans definitely knew what was up when wci happened. THEY WERE COOKING BACK IN 2016!!! which... i believe i should now start digging as early as i can. maybe for zou or dressrosa years!! bc certainly, this pairing was actually talked about during 2016-2017. it was wonderful to see!

oh my goodness... i decided to look from start of 2015 to the end, and so far in late 2015, the same user from the above translation, has been talking about them still! they mentioned sabosan fanworks, and how they read a heartbreaking fic⁉️⁉️ i cant tell you how happy i was to read that. sabosan being a thing and having angst works, even if i can't read them. (never mess with one piece fans, especially if they are fujoshi !! they'll find their ways. im honestly fascinated. i love fandom history if you couldnt tell by this post!)

plus, some fans calling themselves delusional for thinking of this pairing... if only i could be there with you, longtime fan.

and i'll be real here, i dont know of the popularities back then but the comparison of sanji and sabo being nobles are great :] (maybe bc i've just seen ppl being mean to sabo recently 😔)

okay im sure this post is getting wayyy too long so i'll try to wrap up my investigations. bc there are many posts to look through but sabosan being talked about as early as 2015 (as i write this) is just... very joyous news to me ;w;

im sure i will be missing lots of good posts (despite the horrible machine translations) but i am shaking hands with 2015-2017 fans in solidarity... at most 9 years later

!!! GREAT NEWS. 2014 posting!!

original tweet and deepL translation... dated mid december 2014. nearly a whole decade ago. i swear sabosan will go viral, way more than when zou/wci was in progress. im sure of it

i really cant put into words how im feeling or what im really thinking. just know im happy to find fans from 2014 !!

OH MY GOD.

⁉️⁉️⁉️ AUGUST 2014 BTW. and im assuming its supposed to be "sabo started with" or something but... the content. sabosan content. 2014. it's out there. SHAKES YOU. THE CRUMBS (also this user is a sabosan fan and i think acesan fan too as i did see mentjons of them... so this just...)

THEYVE BEEN HERE FOR A LONG TIME AAAAAHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭

NOW IM CURIOUS WITH HOW MANY POSTS IVE BEEN MISSING⁉️⁉️ yall the agenda must spread farther

ASL/sanji mentioned! august 2014

omg again from the same user

shaking your hand in spirit (april 2014!!!)

there have been fans of this pairing as early as april 2014!!!! and have been manifesting for their popularity for awhile 😭😭😭 (plus this user is still active! im not sure if theyre still into one piece but... i hope for the longtime/past fans to see it all soon)

i think my investigation into sabosan history ends here after a long post and hours of searching... unless i somehow find something earlier than april 2014, the earliest moment that sabosan was first talked about was in the year 2014. Q2 2014. back when dressrosa was still ongoing. do you know how insane that is? before wci.

i think we can come to a conclusion that sabosan was a concept as early as 2014 was all becaude of acesan. thats the pattern i noticed. ace/acesan was often mentioned. and i believe it's bc not only are ace and sabo brothers, but bc sabo aimed to eat the mera mera no mi. and if sanji were to meet sabo, sanji would be reminded of his late lover, ace. and the angst potential is so real... sanji looking at sabo... just as a replacement for ace? ouch

i know the fans were having a field day when they learned about sanji's blood family :']

side note: there are likely things lost due to users deactivating or whatnot... and i doubt i'd be able to search via wayback machine. and as much as i dont like pinterest for reposting art, there are pieces of the two ive never seen before

[wildernezz]

woahahaha im finally making an intro blog no wayyy, also dont mind me spreading my reblog > likes agenda

about me:

hey ho im wildernezz and we be ballin af. i'm an osdd-1b system and i might be more open about that later but i also maybe not who knows lol. i do animation, edits, writing, regular art, kinda anything art-related honestly, but i usually just post digital art here. pronouns are whatever tf you want but i prefer he/him. here's some other random stuff i can rattle off: infj, gemini, i like witchcraft, once made an album that currently has 200 pictures of joe keery because i thought it'd be funny, also once restarted the soviet union in 6th grade, currently making a presentation on david aames' mental stability for algebra, overanalyzing film is my only real personality trait, and i think bugs are funny-looking. anyways we vibe.

fandoms:

multifandom as all hell, but here are the ones i'm most consumed by currently and you can expect to see a lot of.

Dead Poets Society

Death Note

Homestuck

Musicals (BMC especially) & Film stuff in general

other fandoms that i'm also a part of but post less frequently about:

Camp Camp

Eddsworld

My Little Pony

Sanders Sides

Stranger Things

Undertale

there's a boat load of other fandoms but i don't engage that much in those so they're not entirely worth mentioning.

feel free to ask me for doodles btw. im always looking for ideas loll.

links:

here's some other places you can find me but they're honestly not that important since i'm only really active here.

abandoned youtube #1

semi-abandoned youtube #2

also abandoned twitter account

surprisingly not completely abandoned ao3 account

my spotify & pinterest if you want those ig idk this is all i got guys

also this other side blog where i analyze people from time to time: @analyzing-people-like-hell along with my cringier side blog @nezz-cringe-crib

friends!!:

here's some of my friends who are very cool and you should check out :3

@awesomejedie (all kinds of cool thingies!!!! i think of it as a silly treasure box filled with random goodies :33)

@b0cc (posts many awesome art stuff :D)

@chick3nbot1000 (reblogs fun stuff and every now and then posts fun random stuff)

@dandebbfan (posts random cool stuff about her interests that are fun to see)

@saucelys (FUNKY ART PERSON WHO DOES FUNKY ART THINGS AND OTHER STUFF AAAGAGAGA)

thats all i can think of rn. i'll probs add more later but for now we ball B)

[percyluvr]

omg hii im just jumping in here to say yes to being tagged in a future pt.2 with witch!reader and sam!! also im planning on binging on your pjo fics oh so very soon and im glad to have made another spn + pjo moot!!

also your fic may or may not have urged me to do my sam x witchy s/o headcanons i have on my WIP list LOLL

anyways don't be afraid to jump in my inbox i'd love to be friends <33

HEYYY!! adding u to the taglist for that asapppp

I HOPE U ENJOY MY PJO FICSS

a lot of them are sort of old + not proofread because i wrote most of them back in february when i was sick and just wanted to ramble about my silly hyperfixation so be cautious of some questionable writing..... this warning could go for my sam fic too tbh as i wrote most if not all of it at like 3 in the morning

AND ME TOO im so glad i feel like my blog is like a flower attracting bees (spn + pjo fans) or something IDK

IM GLAD MY FIC IS GIVING U MOTIVATION pls feel free to tag me in that !!!! im so glad to spread my sam and witch!gf agenda

AND OFC SAME FOR U !!! feel free to send me silly posts or just rambles or anything!!! im always open to a conversation abt anything

[localamblongus]

Can I just say I’m OBSESSED with your new story “You’re Half of Me Now” like I cannot begin to express how much that first chapter drew me in. It’s so SO well written and just, AH so good.

I was wondering! Since Branch’s hair got cut, is it noticeably shorter now, or did it go back to his usual length since it was already extended when cut? Honestly I would love to know more lore behind cutting a trolls hair, and how long it would take to grow back/heal… God I love Branch angst, and your characterization is just to die for.

I’m so excited to see what Chief has planned for Branch… (‘No, I can’t serve you to the kingdom. You’ve got a far better use though.’) Ma’am, MA’AM?!?! WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNN!?! I can only really think of one thing and I’m like, pretty sure that ain’t it???? So what is it???? I’m so so curious.

AND I cannot begin to gush about Creek. Personally I hate when people try to redeem him, not to say it can’t be done, but like, he’s such a bastard of a character, and I like to think he always has been. He 100% gives the vibes of a secret bully when someone (Cough Branch Cough) is alone with him. Mean girl behavior. And you write him so nasty, urgh I love it. Love his characterization.

Branch begging Bridget to help the others (HIS village) in the same breath as telling her to make sure Poppy doesn’t come back for him… this boy. Also love love love Guy Diamond too, him being older (Which makes so much sense in terms of Tiny Diamond), how you can tell he respected Branch during their talk of escape.. Ah I’ve never really thought about him much, but you made me interested in him! I can def see him insisting on getting Branch back as it’s partially (Not really but still) his fault Branch ended up in that situation.

Anyways! Just wanted to gush, because the story is living rent free in my head. Final question, are you cool with fan art of your fanfiction being made as long as ur credited and tagged etc? I was doing some doodles and I just wanted to double check with you :) KEEP UP THE STUNNING WORK!

ahhh first things first I’m so sorry for the late reply I may have maybe possibly forgotten I made a tumblr and I’m awful at replying so I’m sorry!! on branch’s hair I plan to get more in-depth with it later in the story, but I really adore the idea that troll hair is a very sensitive thing (for it to be so strong it’s gotta have some nerves in there) and the idea of it being cut suddenly and without consent being a horrible thing. Branch’s hair is definitely shorter and will stay that way a long while and I’ll get more on that soon!!! also so glad to spread my anti-creek agenda to the masses, he’s such a slimy passive aggressive dick and I despise his ‘redemption’ in the series. Tis bullshit. I had a lot of fun channeling his bastardness, he’s a menace to them all and I hate him.

also very happy to spread my Guy Diamond agenda, he snuck into this fic and took it from my hands and held it hostage and covered it in glitter and wouldn’t let it go. He always seemed older to me idk why, and the whole tiny diamond thing just matched with it well!

ALSO ALSO I would probably actually cry if you made fanart of my fic, as long as it’s credited to me im totally fine with it go wild!

again I’m really sorry for the late reply but I’m glad you’re enjoying my writing and tysm for the ask!!!!

[makipedia]

the christmas fluff was so cute omg i want to stuff it in a tiny bag and keep it with myself nbvfgyjnbvfgyknow what i was originally just a maki simp too 😭😭😭 but like yuki in the new chapters hassort of AWOKEN something inside me that i cant quite explain koihdcdviuwehjdkjj hence the yuki x reader agenda because if i have to simp for her then so does everyone else!! on the topic of spreading the agenda please one more yuki x reader (with them both being in highschool LOL) eternalmaki-sama 💪

BRO LOL after i wrote that yuki fluff last night she been on my mind the whole day😩

anyways since there was no prompt specified ima just throw in some good ol fashioned passing notes😩 im in highschool LOL so yeah its a lil weird for me to write adults😟(but writing fluff is just fine lol) also ima make F! reader but if u want me to change it go gn reader just ask lol

paring: Yuki Tsukumo x F!Reader

warnings: idk just some cursing and if u cant handle that then idk what to tell u...😭 and also bad ending LOL

Note Passin'

It's already been a long day for you at your very small populated school at Jujutsu Tech. Between having every single class with Gojo and Geto then having a shit ton of math assignments due by next Monday, you thought the world was made just for making you carry it on your back. The weight of the world seemed to lift when you happened to glance over to the left and see a small piece of paper sitting right next to you just before the window sill. Taking it, you un-balled the paper and read the words and figured out it was Yuki Tsukumo's handwriting.

'This class is soooo boring and mr. yaga never stops talking. do u wanna talk about anything?' You mentally read to yourself. There was a small hole between windowsills where Yuki could push small pieces of paper through it and if she blew through the hole, the paper would shoot right on through. You turned around in your seat to find her flashing a smile at you. "No! Quit passing notes while Mr. Yaga's talking!" You whisper yelled before turning back around with a frown. She scoffed then tore another piece of paper and wrote on it before pushing it and blowing it through the hole.

You looked back over and saw the new piece of paper before rolling your eyes than taking your pencil and writing on it after unfolding it.

'Fine. What do u wanna talk about?' Yuki read to herself before a victorious grin stretched on her face. You tapped your pencil against the desk for a few moments before hearing the paper push through the hole.

'what's ur type in women or men? ;)' You read to yourself before scoffing and turning around to face her. She was staring back at you with a smirk before her smirk turned into a toothy grin and she flashed a wink at you. "Seriously?!" You whisper yelled, turning back to face the front then rolling your eyes and writing down your answer on the small piece.

'My type in people, is someone who's not a dirtbag, makes me laugh, and actually has human decency.' Yuki read to herself before chuckling and leaning back in her seat.

She tore off another small piece of paper and wrote on it before pushing it through the hole with her mechanical pencil.

'Since u didn't specify ur sexuality, i have to ask, ass or tits?' Your eyes scanned her words before chuckling and dropping your head on your desk. Mr. Yaga turned to you, along with the few others in the classroom.

"Y/n? You ok?" Shoko asked with a raised eyebrow. Yuki pulled her hand to her mouth to keep her from laughing. You held one thumb then picked your head back up.

'If I had to choose, I'd say tits.' Yuki read then smiled to herself.

'Personally, i would go for ass but i do like a nice pair of titties'

You rolled your eyes and wrote on the back of the piece.

'Good for you.'

Yuki smiled before tearing another small piece then wrote on it and pushed it through the hole. Mr. Yaga was now paying close attention to you so you didn't take the time to glance over and look at it, you just moved your hand over and took it from the windowsill.

'Do u wanna hang out after school ?' You mouthed before rolling your eyes.

'No.' Yuki read before scoffing and leaning back in her seat.

...

Yuki glanced out the window, then tried to pay attention to Mr. Yaga while tapping her pencil against the desk. She bit her tongue to keep herself from saying something out of pocket.

The bell eventually rang for you guys to do whatever you wanted, and you quickly grabbed your stuff then dashed out the door to avoid Yuki. You couldn't wait to get to Shoko's room and secretly fangirl over how Yuki Tsukumo was actually talking to you in class.

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IDK WHAT THE ENDING WAS EITHER LOLLLLLLL

also 😧 I AIN TRYNA JOIN THE YUKI AGENDA cuz me and my friend have this bet where if i stop obsessing over maki and begin obsessing over sum1 else by senior year then i owe my friend 50 bucks </3

anyways ily!! have a good night/day and stay safe <33

[sandorara]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love❤

Oh, this is so nice! And incredibly difficult, which has made me feel nice. Can you believe I have so many works I'm still pleased with that it was difficult to choose? What a pleasant feeling.

Anyway, in chronological order of posting, starting from the most recent. I've decided not to choose unfinished ones or co-authored pieces, so we're going decently far back right from the start.

1. See you in Eorzea - Yizhan & FF14, 69k, E I (M 28) picked up someone (M 2x) in a video game and I think they might be famous. Please advise.

Famous/non-famous MMORPG AU, meet cute in Sastasha. My longest work ever when I wrote it, and it was completed before posting anything. Still really happy with it, and, Yoshi-p should pay me royalties for how many converts it's created. I'm confident you do not need to know yizhan to enjoy it, if you would like to give it a try 💕

2. For the future you (the one without me) - Yizhan, 6.4k, T “Why Singapore?,” she’d asked him once, and he’d not known how to answer. An exploration of what may lie outside the few minutes the Vogue Film offered.

Inspired by a Vogue shortfilm Wang Yibo starred in, link to it can be found in the a/n of the fic. 9 minutes, very aesthetically worth it. I'm really happy with the atmosphere of this work, and I feel like it's very representative of my shorter, fleetier, ever bittersweet style. Am proud still. 🥺

3. Written, never said - cql - lwj & mianmian, wangxian, 6.6k, G ”I have a letter to deliver to young lady Luo Qingyang. It has arrived from Gusu today, with the quickest delivery.”

Thirteen years of correspondence, understanding and friendship.

My Mianmian and LWJ friendship agenda. Epistolary fic covering the years of WWX's death through Mianmian's eyes on the letters she receives and writes. I'm still happy with how this one conveys what I wanted to say. I'm pleased with it stylistically. And they deserved that friendship, IT WAS THERE, OK.

4. Sensations - ffxiv - wolexarch, 4.7k E ”Make it hurt, please,” he’d finally whispered, as each day, more of his body was being eaten away by the crystal, leaving him missing touch in places he did not know he’d wanted it.

A stand-alone AU within my wolfic series in which G'raha's crystallisation speeds up after the events of 5.0 and the completion of his mission. and with it comes loss of sensation. This one came to be when my dear friend @draiochteve prompted me to write "soft knifeplay". I love the bittersweet desperation and love I managed to convey in this one, and, I just want you to take note of the publication date: This was posted exactly a year before the release of patch 5.3. 😌

5. Nothing more than a willing substitute - ffxiv, asahi/zenos, 4.3k, E He would do anything to please his beloved Prince.

Oldest one here and I will admit I'm impressed that I still think it's worthy of this list, five years later. One of my first 14 fics, and definitely the most wretched thing I had ever written at the time. Mayhap one may call it my descent into the filth-pit. Asahi just made me feral, and it worked out. My dear gf @g0g0mi just desrcibed this one as "iconic", so. Unrecruited obsession love, swordplay, bondage, choking... there are things. IDK. My brand started here, OK. And, I think it still holds up. 😎

Thank you for letting me do this, it was quite the mood-boost! Will pass it on. 😊

[callilouv]

saw this randomly and thought of you (<- me spreading my astarion agenda bcs i'm obsessed w him) UHMMM okay idk how to describe him but look he's this hot vampire guy but he's so URGH i want to give him a hug and his story kinda reminds me of belial but i can't be for certain since i unfortunately don't have bg3 yet but i adore him and i think you might like him too. sorry to ramble i'm just deep in astarion brainrot rn and i'm growing delirious from my receding headache + the fact it's two am BUT HI LOU LOL <33 ^_^ anyway isn't he beautiful. and cute. and (sorry)

WEBTTORE AND HIM LOOK THE SAME………

[marstooth]

unless a ship has deep emotional connections and growth of both characters i dont want it. keep ur basic ‘rivals to lovers’ away from me

[vampiricgays]

Elemental

AIR

It was almost instaneous and not. Jacob saw Benjamin the same second Benjamin saw him, their eyes connecting for the shortest time. It was the briefest of glances, the ghost of an introduction, the smallest of moments to try to keep held tight in your grip.

Jacob felt like all the air in his chest had been let out, that there was a hole in his lung and he couldn’t catch a good breath again. Instead of oxygen, the strangest sensation filled his chest and spread to every limb, trying to choke him and keep any sort of greeting or word stuck in the back of throat. He didn’t know what to do, he didn’t know what it meant, just that he had never found scarlet colored eyes to trap him under their gaze with no spiders going down his spine, had never found someone so obviously vampiric so alluring. It shook him down to his core, his thoughts turning to mush and confusion.

When their moment is interrupted by someone wanting to speak with Benjamin, or speaking at him, Jacob isn’t sure which, he feels like he’s been given back the ability to be able to move and think. He doesn’t move, but he does think. He observes and turns it over and tries to figure it all out when it’s staring him the face. He stares at Benjamin, careful to keep a practiced expression of neutrality on his face. There was something boyish yet confident about the vampire, he looked a bit washed out from being, well, dead, and his eyes were a testament to his diet without having to ever inquire about it. He stood with a straight spine, a crooked smile, he was dressed warmly to blend in with the rest of the folks on the continent trying to survive this winter. He smiles wide, for a moment, and the corner of his eyes wrinkle up and Jacob can’t seem to remember what his own name is muchless why it’s so important to make note of everything he can about this boy. He doesn’t have to speak with him to know there’s an easy air around him, inviting and open. He sees it in the faces of who he’s speaking with, in the way he can hear his voice and finds it almost relaxing to listen to.

Benjamin continues to take the breath out of Jacob with every glance they may share. He’s pretty sure he hears a chuckle out of Edward at some point, which he pretends not to hear but can’t help but see what face the most annoying of the Cullen’s is making. Edward just looks amused, looking at Benjamin but something tells Jacob that he’s laughing at him, and not the new comer. Jacob crosses his arms, taking a moment to remember that Edward can hear his thoughts, and tries to picture and project the largest image of a middle finger he can. He hopes maybe that will drown out the thoughts he pretends to not notice, the ones focusing on Benjamin’s hair and wondering what it would feel like to run your fingers through it, the curve of his lip as he speaks, the way he seems to use the softest touch when he reaches out for someone’s shoulder while speaking. 

Jacob pretends he doesn’t know what these thoughts mean. It would never work out anyway, they were so different. It wouldn’t...Jacob doesn’t finish the thought, because there was nothing to think about. Benjamin was just good at stealing all the air in the room and keeping it for himself and Jacob was just confused.

EARTH

Jacob is shown a small demonstration of what Benjamin is capable of a few days after his arrival. Benjamin shows off a little, moving a boulder, making a flower grow in his palm and tossing it at Jacob while deciding to to wink and finger gun him, fire coming from his pointed fingertips. Jacob finds himself so in awe, he almost doesn’t catch the flower before it hits the ground. When he looks back up, Benjamin is grinning, and everything seems to stand still for just a moment. 

“Do you trust me?” Benjamin asks, a glint in his eyes. Jacob’s stomach jumps and twists at the sight of it. 

I want to, Jacob thinks bittersweetly. I want to trust you. But everything he’s ever been taught tells him not to. “Depends on what you mean,” he says instead, trying to keep his tone light and his voice steady. Something about Benjamin keeps him constantly shaken, constantly on the edge, perilously teetering from known and unknown. 

Benjamin laughs, the sound like wind chimes and music and somehow, like comfort. Jacob tries not to beam at the sound, to chase it with more half-jokes, half-desperate attempts to say something in hopes to get a laugh out of the captivating vampire. Benjamin extends a hand to Jacob, something curled into three of his fingers. 

“Your hand, please.” Jacob wishes there was a bone in his body that could have said no. 

Jacob extends his hand and is met by the cooled touch of a vampire, but there are no alarmed goosebumps, no red alerts going off in his head, no fight or flight response. Instead the raised flesh on his arms is from the exact opposite, the hair on the back of his neck is raised high because Benjamin just does that to him, sends electric shocks down his spine with just a glance. He pretends, for the millionth time, to not notice it, or what it means. 

Benjamin curls his fingers in towards Jacob’s palm, letting them separate in the middle for the briefest instant and then close again. Jacob feels something hard inside, something almost warm and completely solid. Benjamin releases it and Jacob’s hand all at once, grinning ear to ear, stars almost visible in his eyes. 

“Take a look.” Jacob turns his palm over, fingers curled protectively around whatever it is Benjamin has gifted him. Inside is a hard piece of stone, molded into the shape of a bat. Benjamin laughs so hard he almost doubles over at Jacob’s surprised expression. “It’s me, you see. So you can always carry it with you.” 

Jacob’s heart leaps at that, eyes hurriedly moving to Benjamin’s face, taking in the curve of his shit-eating grin, the wrinkles by his eyes, the way his hands tuck away into the pockets of his pants. He hopes to find what he wants to see, something soft and warm and visible to the eye. But, he can’t quite make it out. Something seems to still be missing, so he pretend he wasn’t looking in the first place. 

“Thanks,” he says eventually, having spent just a moment too quiet, and still unsure of what to say. “That was really impressive.” Benjamin continues to beam like sunshine, so proud of himself. 

“I’m glad you think so, I do hate to disappoint.” 

FIRE

It’s winter, so of course the nights are so cold that if Jacob were still like any normal human being, his teeth would chatter so hard that they might crack. But, that isn’t the case. He dresses warm anyway, keeping up with everyone else who still decides to dawn coats as they sit around a warm campfire, telling stories from long ago and some only as far back as ten years. Jacob never feels so young as when Carlisle tells stories from his “youth”, just a hundred years old and still learning, or so the doctor had said. 

Benjamin sits nearest to him, the space of two people between them. Jacob spends most of the evening trying to pretend he didn’t wish the space was much smaller. He pretends to no notice the way Benjamin will occasionally glance at him, the way Benjamin will smile when their eyes meet, Jacob almost always the one getting caught staring. The vampires dwindle down, some going in and out of the house, others leaving to hunt. When it is just a handful of vampires and Jacob left around the campfire, Benjamin scoots closer, closing the distance to about six inches. 

“I could make a much more impressive campfire,” he says, “if you were looking for a show, or needed help staying warm.”

Jacob chuckles, “I don’t get cold, not anymore. But thanks for the offer.” Jacob keeps his eyes on the flickering flames, the logs burned black and charred. “You could still put on a show if you want, I doubt anyone here would complain.” 

Benjamin smiles, “Now, why would I care about anyone else when I asked you?” Benjamin glances at the fire, and it shifts and melts. It seems to make inside it’s heart a dead space, leaving a lone, small, flickering flame in it’s hollow middle. Benjamin toys with it, turning it into shapes. First, it takes on that of a circle, or the sun, Jacob is corrected when Benjamin whispers to him what it is and flames lick off it’s sides. He turns it into a hand, making all five fingers move to wave at Jacob. The flames melt into a wolf then, it jumps around, chases it’s tail for a moment before “howling”, flames instead of sound falling from the wolf’s muzzle. 

“Is that supposed to be me?” Jacob asks, unable to help the giggle and smile that follows. 

“Could be, I’ve never seen you as a wolf, though I am fond of the idea of seeing your second form. I bet you could put on quite the show yourself, maybe even out do me.” Benjamin lets the fire swallow it’s hollow middle, the wolf melting away, only for the campfire to grow, higher and higher until it’s near four feet. The other vampires don’t move, unalarmed, as it had not grown wider, just up. A couple watch Benjamin curiously, and some in awe. Jacob knows the feeling. 

“It’s not that impressive,” Jacob shrugs, “not compared to what you can do.” Jacob peaks at Benjamin from the corner of his eye, afraid of what he might be tempted to do should he turn and face the boy. 

“Don’t sell yourself quite so short, you’re something extraordinary, I know it.” Benjamin puts a hand on Jacob’s shoulder, squeezing softly. “You’re a showstopper, just as much as any of us are.” 

Jacob fights the urge to flinch from the touch, not because it is unwanted but because it was so wished for he’s shocked it happened. Surprised that the vampire was so easily able to casually touch him, surprised his instincts did not scream out to turn and attack the hand and the person attached to it that rest on his shoulder. Something about Benjamin’s touch wasn’t quite cold, either, Jacob takes notice. Sure, it is chilled, feels as cool as any other vampire that had ever laid a hand on him, but there seemed to be a lingering warmth under it too. Something that spread soft and slow from his finger tips and spread inside Jacob until it had reached all parts of him, until it had all but consumed him. 

“We’d make a pretty good side show, I’ll give you that, we’d probably go viral.” Jacob can’t look at Benjamin, can’t look at the hand on his shoulder, and can’t even really breathe without worrying he will give it all away, the secret he pretends to not notice lingering in the back of his mind. The secret desire of what he wishes he could say to Benjamin, could do. 

“We’d make millions,” Benjamin agrees, smile still obvious in his voice. “What a pair we would make.” 

Jacob feels warm all over for the rest of the evening. 

WATER

It’s late one night, close to dawn, when Jacob decides to walk into the woods to clear his head. Everything is close to coming to it’s boiling point and he needs air. He walks towards the tree line and keeps walking. He hears a familiar stream run and unconsciously heads toward it, following it’s winding path through the trees and vegetation. He kicks a couple rocks so hard they skyrocket, going high to reach the sky and blink out of sight for a moment against the canopy of trees before plummeting back down. 

He hears voices, all familiar and his spine straightens on it’s own accord. He goes still, unsure if he should continue or if he shouldn’t. He pretends he isn’t trying to hear what’s being said, that he just can’t help how great his supernatural hearing is, but deep down he knows it’s a lie. 

“And you live happily like this? Satisfied?” Benjamin’s voice washes over Jacob like the stream, calming and soothing, relaxing. 

“Mostly, yes. We live like this because we want to, some of us for different reasons than others. We’re mostly satisfied, it doesn’t sit quite as well as human blood would, but it works and keeps us strong and well off.” Esme’s soft voice reaches Jacob’s ears, his shoulders relaxing even a bit more. 

“It comes down to personal choice, whether you want to put in the time and effort to make the change in diet or if you’d rather go on as you always have,” Carlisle says. “I’m sure it’s a very strange concept, to want to desire animal blood over human, but it gets easier the longer you keep it up.” 

“It’s not the strangest idea I’ve ever heard,” Benjamin replies, “though not the most appealing. I’m very intrigued by the way you and your family live, I’ve considered trying the lifestyle out for myself, for awhile at least, just to give it a try. Should everything go in our favor, I find myself wanting to spend a little while longer here in Forks, if you would be so gracious to appease my curiosities.” Jacob tries to crush down the overwhelming relief and joy that nearly explodes in he chest at Benjamin’s words. He had been so worried about saying goodbye, if they ever got the chance, and now...he didn’t seem to have to. He had more time, with Benjamin of all people. 

“You’re welcome here for as long as you like, Benjamin.” Esme’s voice is warm and assuring as always, Jacob doesn’t have to see them to know she’s smiling just as softly and her eyes like melted caramel. 

“If anything, you would only have Amun to deal with,” Carlisle pauses for a moment, “perhaps it’s best if you wait to have that conversation after everything has settled down.” 

“I believe you would be right, I wouldn’t want to risk any unnecessary conflict.” 

Esme and Carlilse exchange a few more words with him before heading back towards their home. Jacob never sees them as they run, only can tell when they’ve passed him and are closer to the Cullen’s house than he is. He continues on, wondering what Benjamin must still be doing, why he is so quiet. That is, until he hears the vampire up in the trees, just the softest of sounds to alert him as to the undoubtedly mischievous activity going on up above. 

Benjamin jumps down and pretends to prepare to pounce, giving off a noise to both alarm and alert Jacob. Jacob laughs rather than jumps, Benjamin fakes a pout, sad to not have surprised the taller of the two, and stands up. 

“How did you know?” He asks, walking closer to Jacob until he is closer than most would stand opposite of someone they had met a few weeks ago. “I was so quiet, I made sure of it.” 

“I’ve got a good vampire radar, and a good pranking radar,” Jacob explains easily, grin coming over his own face.

“How unfortunate for me,” Benjamin grumbles, “I will have to try harder next time.” 

“Next time?” 

“Oh, yes, next time. I’m hoping to stick around for awhile, get to know the Cullens and Forks a little more. I’m hoping to learn a great deal while I’m here, should everything turn out how we will it.”

Jacob’s heart swells, “It’s a pretty boring place, I don't know what keeps you here.” 

“Lots of things. I’m very curious about how Carlisle and his family live, I’ve only just started to get to know you. I’d hate to think of us as a missed connection, we’ve only just scratched the surface of this.” 

Jacob tries not to swallow his tongue or let his stomach fall out his ass. He tries, very hard, to keep his heart from beating even faster and louder than it always is. He tries not to let the color drain from his face, or the hope sprouting in his heart ever truly begin to live much less grow. He doesn’t think he could handle the disappointment of misleading himself. 

“This?” He eventually asks, “What..what do you mean by that?”

It’s Benjamin’s who know seems confused, eyebrows pulling together, “Oh, I mean this, us. We’ve been flirting, or so I had assumed we had been. Had I assumed too much? I was under the impression that we were courting the way the humans do now, you know, the back and forth before things really start.” 

Jacob can’t really think of much else to do or say or think. He tries to make his brain work, when all it seems to do is sort and shift through every interaction with Benjamin he can remember, and wonder where he had been bold enough to make this impression. Where he had misread Benjamin’s signs and not seen it as flirting himself. Where he had missed everything. 

“No, uh, no, I don’t think you assumed too much. I just...I didn’t think you knew that I...I didn’t think that you would be interested in someone like me.” He rubs at the back of his neck, “It took me a little while to admit to myself that I liked you. It just...doesn’t make sense.” 

Benjamin chuckles, “When has anything ever had to make sense? This is a world of vampires and werewolves, Jacob. Nothing ever has to make sense.” 

Jacob nods, “I guess you’re right.” He can’t help but to smile back at the grin on Benjamin’s face. “What do we do now?”

“I think, I would very much like to be able to kiss you now. We are, in fact, clearly stating that we’re interested in each other, and I’ve held back on the few other occasions the opportunity presented itself, but I would never act on something you weren’t comfortable with.” 

Jacob feels his stomach swirl in anticipation and anxiety all at the same time, nerves crawling up his throat and they dare to drag his tongue down his gullet. He fights to be able to speak anyway, unsure of how this will end or play out or even feel in this moment, but can’t find a good enough reason to not give it a chance. 

“Okay. I think I’d like that.”

Benjamin’s hand reaches up and his fingers end up in Jacob’s hair, Jacob can’t keep his eyes from flickering from Benjamin’s lips to his eyes. Benjamin seems keen on letting his eyes take in every part of Jacob’s face, his own finger’s in the boy’s hair, until their almost nose to nose, and he can’t help but look down, at the full lips he’s been wanting to kiss for weeks now. Jacob’s eyes close on their own accord once Benjamin kisses him, and the kiss sends small shocks through his body. The warmth Benjamin carries with him lingers most heavy in his lips, and Jacob finds once again all the air to be sucked out of his lungs by such a soft kiss. Benjamin’s fingers adjust for more grip, to tilt Jacob’s head just slightly so, the kiss still not yet heavy but still sweet and light. It just makes sense, Jacob can’t help but think, it just make sense to be here and to kiss him and to want this.

When Benjamin breaks it, Jacob finds his hand on top of the palm against his cheek. Benjamin’s red eyes seem to have stars in them again, a grin on the vampire’s lips makes Jacob feel like melting into the forest floor all the more. Jacob can’t believe how much he has been waiting for this until now that it’s over, the longing that he could almost have pretended didn’t exist now free and gone. He felt like an itch under his skin had disappeared, had left him and now joy and endearment lie in it’s wake. 

“That was worth the wait,” Benjamin says softly, a curious emotion crossing his features. “All these years, and it was still worth the wait.” Jacob knows the feeling.