#idk is it too much to ask for to not be treated so disposabley | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

saederkrupps · 8 months ago

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i know that internet friendships are just like that and that ppl will be all over you for a few weeks and then they just drop you and you dont hear from them for months and im suppose to be okay with that. but it still sucks feeling like i am being treated like a convinent hyperfixation like an interest they can pick up at any time and i have to be ok with it because this is how the internet has decided friendships should work

#>sluggy personal #nobody cares about my feelings or how it feels to be only a friend when its convinent its all this 'haha i will just disapear on you whenev #im bored of it or have my REAL relationships to worry about'#and if i am like this sucks i hate that i treated this way #its always turned around to me being too needy or whatever #idk is it too much to ask for to not be treated so disposabley #i feel so close to someone and theyre like yeah omg youre my best friend in the whole world we should live together #and then absolute radio silence for months until they remember i exist #i guess its easier for everyone else they dont live in total isolation #the internet is all i have to talk to people #i have to sit here and post and hope that someone will say hi to me thats all i ever get #if i die nobody will notice

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