#idk im js bored
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im really bored so i think ima start an ask game!
Send me an ask with the number and i'll answer as soon as i can
1-Current Read
2-Whats at the top of my TBR list
3-Random fact abt me
4-Languages I speak
5-A sneakpeak for wtv wip im currently working on (rn would be lines from unposted chaps TGCLF)
6-My favorite aesthetic(s)
7-A complete list of my book boyfriends
8-favorite song(s)
9-give me a ship from one of my fandoms and i'll tell you whether i ship it or not, and why
10-favorite book quotes
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sirius didn’t know why he chose to go on with astronomy throughout hogwarts. maybe he wanted to feel some sort of connection to his childhood or even himself/his namesake, but he never actually felt that connection. after a while, he considered dropping the subject in trade for one that felt easier such as muggle studies, but then someone caught his attention.
xenophilius always had a passion for the stars and the universe beyond earth’s territory. sirius saw him as a spacey, sort of esoteric, guy who tended to keep to himself. sirius found the other boy’s presence beyond intriguing and that was frankly the sole reason he hadn’t yet dropped the class. did he want to be friends with xeno? he didn’t think so. all sirius knew was that he wanted to know xeno or be some sort of acquaintance.
as time went on, they became just that; acquaintances. nothing more than exchanged comments or a brief snigger. xeno’s crude, potentially bordering on out-of-pocket, humour was perfect for sirius.
my vision??
#i cba to go on but they’re in love#↤ they js don’t know it yet!! ☺️#they’re smoking buddies#they compliment eachother so well idk what to tell you#you either get it or you dont#the pintrest board is still under construction guys don’t judge#why are people terrified of shipping sirius and remus with other people like booooo boring give us nothing#this ship came to me in the form of a toilet epiphany#↤ plz tell me yk what i mean by that so i dont have to explain kt#they’re kinda casual im afraid#idk tho cus i have a few different interpretations of them in my head#xenophilius lovegood#xenophilius trelawney#sirius black#sob#crack ship#marauders#marauders era#padfoot#harry potter universe#harry potter#sirius/xenophilius#i just need a shipname for them#e’s blovegood 𖤐#blovegood will have to do for now i’m crying
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i need brownies so fucking bad rn
#unrelated croomf has pissed me off to immeasurable amounts. reduced back to oomf#overthat#anyway#DY piece tn i need it to go#and also this song is soooo minhui i threw up everywhere#decided for better or for worse that kit will be implemented here instead of in the group w kyun.. kyun works best on his own for me idk#he’s not gnna have a massive part (for now) and i dont plan on him leaving 127 to join BB or anything so he’ll def stay on the side#buttttt i did start up a little gogo piece through his eyes#i rly like the idea of never writing in gg’s pov does that jst make me sound rly lazy#BECAUSE!!!!! IM NOT!!! well i am but not w this hear me out#he puts on so many faces with everyone and even if with some he’s more ‘him’ than with others he’s never really actually#gone the whole way bared his soul the whole shebang to everyone bar like one person. so he’s kinda lonely AS EFF!!!#and idk i js like the idea of him being (when u get down it) a stranger. he doesnt even wanna show himself to the narrative IJBOLLL#sooooo yeah. it does kinda sound like a cop-out 4 if he acts like a different person in every piece but i think ive been p consistent so#that one person was in dream btw.. he left partly because he was bored and felt like he’d end up going nowhere and#partly because he was HUMILIATED by doing all that he needed to pack his bags and get the fuck out its kinda funny#mention ** to him and he’ll look like that pic of that one 2000 yard stare soldier its serious#worse than saying ‘hyeonmin and jaehee are in the same room rn haha’ to yijun.. but barely anyone will ever find that out#ANYWAY! i like to think kit + cherryade are the closest to seeing minhui as he is right after redacted explosions gunshots#‘im on fire and i’ve got to break out’ + ‘i've had enough of this got to break it through’ LIKE ITS HIMMM!#and dont even mention the ‘got to leave all trouble living life on the double’ I HATE THIS OSNGGGG#They made it for him. IDGAF if it came out in 2001.#ok sorry for yapping i might go make toast#Spotify
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can yall tell i kin Dazai with how much I post him? uhhh yeah!! He’s my top kin🎀 oh uhh ft my wife misa btw😘😘 she’s my fav character in death note<3
#bungou stray dogs#bsd#Death note#misa amane#misa death note#misa#misa fanart#death note fanart#dazai#osamu dazai#Dazai fanart#dazai kinnie#I’m js posting recent art cus im bored. I might post more later idk tbh💀💀💀
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do u ever see a guy and ur like damn he has potential like not in a mean way like he looks alright now hes not UGLY but yk he could be HOT u feel me
#ok theres this guy right#i dont like him cs idrk him#but like im saying he has potential#but idk if im js forcing myself to like someone cs im rly bored#but like#yea#݁˖ ⟢ by stella
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I feel like I'm v academically smart but oh my god I am fucking hopelesssss at anything people related
#i feel so stupiddddd#like theres this cloud around my brain i cant c past it#i dont kno if im js easily confused or if im so scared 2 ask 4 elaboration/clarification i feel i need 2 js brute force my way thru things#that i havent fully understood#coz if i ask2 many times it js pisses ppl off#an then i dont get help. an they get annoyed an think im stupid. so we get nowhere#ughhhh#im js so terrified of annoying ppl i js dont do anythin#like @ all!!!!#iv become so fucking boring u wouldvt believe#all my friends manage 2 talk 2 new ppl so easily and can actually carry a conversation#every joke i make falls soooo flat#an every hi gets ignored#i dont talk abt myself enuf or i do it 2 much#or i have no fucking opinion#an dunno how 2 add 2 thr other persons#girl im hopeless#where did my socail skillz go.....#ive always had the fear im annoying sum1 but l8ly its gotten so much worse#i think coz of. the altercation w that 1 irl#UGHHHH#im always operating under thr assumptions he doesnt like me whenever im w him#an idk what 2 say anymore#is there a way 2 get better a socialising w/o annoying ppl or embarrassing urself#idk i think mayb if im more confident itll help#but. how the hell am i doing that chat#mannnnn#i dunno#ive got more 2 say but im gonna reach tag limit😭😭😭😭 goodby#rivers rambles <3
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i’m thinking ab retiring this username sjdjsjsj idk when i made this acc it was js purely to read fics and i wasn’t planning to post my own writings but then it js kinda happened… n now i feel like this user is lowkey kinda lame ?? 💀 but idek what i’d change it to… plus i’m scared ppl will forget who i am LOL
#decisions…. decisions…#idk what to doooo#hmmmm#maybe i’ll change it in the future but keep it for now#im js a very indecisive mfer who gets bored of shit too quickly#lolz
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i feel like the makeup standards are not necessarily going to get Worse, just. stay the Same. "raised by sephora and ulta" christ alive yall act like this shit is new. as if this hasnt been the standard to blast young girls with makeup ads and shit via magazine and tv and imposed beauty standards anyway. the only real difference is like, idk, accessibility of tutorials for how to apply it well
#toy txt post#spoken as. a no makeup bitch#altho i have also been accused by a terf of wearing a pound if makeup for wearing. visible lipstick in a selfie. and that was It#the actual Beauty Standard has largely stayed the exact fucking same of like making your skin texture as fake as possible#that was the standard back then too but it was harder to achieve /know how to do it cos there werent tutorials the same way now#also yes sephora and ulta are evil and all that but like the same amount theyve always been.#yall really acting like these imposed beauty standards being exposed to children is like a new unique tiktom thing thats never happened#before. and yall blaming instagram are no fuckin better. this has been happening The Entire God Damn Time#also theres something rubbing me about the way this is getting talked about. 'she did all thos other arbitrary bullshit except this#One Thing! the discrimination against this one thing is awful!#and like. it is. but i feel like we could address that while also maybe stepping back a tiny bit further and questioning these arbitrary#standards of professionalism too while we're at it#why does she have to have a blazer either? why do the earrings have to be understated#why do the colors have ti be bland and boring? why does he hair have to be a natural color and gender conforming ?#etc etc etc#like if we're accepting all that other shit the ppl upset about this could acknowledge she might experience similar discrimination for say#very obvious goth or punk-y makeup or anything a little too far outside the bounds of the acceptable beauty standard#everyone is pissed about 'eyeliner sharp enough to kill a man' but theyd be saying nothing if she was discriminated for fuckin#big wings and black lipstick bc well thats Obviously not professional standard makeup. okay?#if we change how we look at professional standards of dress and makeup as a whole to include Fucking Freak Bitches#then it would be a lot easier to include No Makeup in there as welllllll#idk#im a no makeup bitch with blue hair whos only ever worked in warehouses so they didnt give too much of a shit about my lack of makeup#or blue hair as long as i didnt show up in like flip flops which is a Reasonable dress code bc its got an actual fucking reason#(safety so you dont lose your goddamn toes to a box or a grate or some shit) vs it makes the office corpo bros sad#anyway idk if you have the privilege to get away with it i think you should dress weirder in the office to get them used to weirder dress#maybe instead of Suddenly going No Makeup sort of slowly lessen the amount so its not a Sudden change or smth#again: if you have the privilege and job security to get away with it#also also also: easier to get away with if you were to say. mask. js. they cant get mad at schrodingers lack of lipstick
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I've got at least a week to rest so I can heal my muscle strain which means a shit ton of extra time, so if any mutuals wanna hmu and talk shit, dms are open
#im so bored holy god#i already have shitty sleeping habits so idk what im gonna do when i cant work out til i pass out#L speaks#whatever i guess 3 hours of intense grappling 6x per week actually takes a toll#its almost like im human or whatever which is illegal#this js how theyll convince me to take that super soldier serum#just a guarantee that injuries wont be a problem#but hey WHATEVER
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Somebody ask me something please I'm so fucking bored like go on anon and give me your deepest confessions , like anything I don't care
#send asks#send me asks#asks open#like anything#my opinion on ships#or like fuck idk animals????#js please#im so bored#asks
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It really is..
Wanting someone 2 love you like you love them when you have bpd is so shattering
#esp if your poly bro like its so stressful like u want attention from one person that u barly talk to bc they live w there other partner/#my other gf like it js feels like they care more 4 them#i know its online and all and its hard but it lowkey ain't that hard but what do i know hm?#bpd vent#vent blog#like i js want attention and for them to hang out w me too...#but im js not it ig...#like w me and ny bf we don't have to talk everyday but i at least want them to talk to me..ig im js boring..#i know they got stuff going on too but like i wanna be there 4 them and give them that comfort cuz im there partner too...#idk we are rlly distent and im starting to lose it#there are some other things they did that kinda bugged me for no reason but eh..
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what is the ‘it’ll feel liek a bath. like honey on ur tongue. rest’ lore btw??? sounds hurt/comfort-y
uhhh. i don't think I'm qualified to answer that question.....
#ask the high rank devil's minion shippers#bc i honestly have no idea i hauev 0 media literacy 😭#ok maybe 0.4#but thats it#as far as i know and understood the ep its kinda like#like armand was like presenting death to daniel#he was like “this is your life. it is mundane and meaningless and boring. and then this js death. as quiet and peaceful as it gets.#thats what you want right? death? i can give you that. i know it personally because im more powerful than you can imagine. do you want it?“#and daniel is kinda hugged by the idea of death yk? like he fully gets surrounded by it and considers it and bathes in it#but these are just my rambles idk im not a huge devil's minion fan im so sorry#😭#youd have to watch it yourself to let it hit you#james yapping sessions
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feeling blegh
#idk whats wrong w me :/#girls when their bday is coming up#boys when every second that passes is a moment thats lost forever#boys when the indescribable pit of loneliness#girls when the unshakable feeling of being unlovable#very blegh. writers pls fix this ik its a 4th wall break but go rewrite the script the viewers are not happy.#so tired so bored so ugh rawdogging life i am NOT delusional i js need a moment#maybe a crush to obsess over for the next 6 months. writers pls make someone obsess over me#ik its against the rules but like im dyin here im begging on my hands and knees PLEASE#l speaks#shut up l#ranting in the tags because i can
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my teeth hurt all day (braecse) and ive been miserabel and then my mum said to take some paracetemol and i was like oh. yeah i can do that cant i and now i feel so mucuh better. crazy how that works .....
#alex talks#idk i alwasy foregt to take medicine for this kinda thign#smae for periods idk i feel like i should js deal w it#hmm#orthadontist gve me rubber bands shw was like i think onyl a nother 12 months! 😊😊 and i thought kill me now#bored of braces now tbh my teteth look fien .. blehhhhhh :PP <- contemplative#today ws not my day as wll forgot my blazer in histry and had to run back#what else was there#i wrote 12/10/23 all day 😭😭😭 fuck mmeee#idk there was more im js glad its a friday im so ready for weekend#omg deborah 😊😊😊 i love t rex 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
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I want to draw myself but I’m tired of drawing myself the way I am irl, I need some spice
#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ idle chit chat#SO LIKE#a persona<3 I think that’s what u call it#i don’t fukcifn know#SMTHN LIKE THAT#if u see me asking questions like ‘if I dyed my hair: what color would u think I’d dye it to’ or#‘what kind of fashion do u think I’d wear’#that’s probably js me collecting information teehee<3#(these r actual questions that I’m gna ask bc i can’t think of any other examples HELSNJXK)#idk this si js for fun<3 im getting bored of boring ol irl cal<3
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just thinking ab Geto with a crybaby s/o (nsfw)
hi, this is my first time posting on here :33 idk if it'll be the last. i js wrote this when i got bored while studying. i love geto sm guys hes such a sweetheart
warnings:.. dacryphilia (reader cries during the deed), a little bit of infantilisation?, sweet geto hehehee,also slightly out of character geto? idk, missionary, really bad fuckin grammar dont come at me... anything else to put here uhhh js tell me //mdni.// NSFW UNDER THE CUT!
"mmm...missed this..i missed you.."
his hips rolled slowly into you, his hands smoothing over your thighs he hiked onto his shoulders. at this point, you guys have been going at it for a long while; you've orgasmed more times than you care to count (5 times) but ofcourse, because of geto and his crazy stamina, youve been folded on the bed for atleast an hour. he came home from a particularly long and difficult mission and just..needed you. so bad.
he coos sweet nothings into your ears as he always did, kissing at your neck with the occasional groan. the pace he set was so gentle, his tip kissed your cervix with every languid push and pull through your walls.
"you're so sweet...so good to me baby.." he whispers, the sticky noises of your arousal filling the quiet room
you always found moments like this with suguru to be perfect. just him and you, together, where the rest of the world didn't matter. but for some reason today, just something about it all was just so sensual and at the perfect pace..
with his head buried in the crook of your neck, his hand travelled from your waist to your cheek. what he didn't expect to feel was a trail of ..tears?
funny thing is you didn't even realise it. you had your eyes closed and your head buried into the silk pillow beneath you. you were completely immersed in the pleasure, and didnt notice the fat tears rolling down your face.
his pace slows to a stop and looked into your eyes. you thought the way his long hair cascaded over his shoulders made him look so beautiful..especially now. you looked up at him through teary eyes. he looked worried
"hey...is everything okay?" a frown was shown on his face, as he cupped your cheeks and wiped away your tears. "did i hurt you? you're cryin.."
you sniffled subconsciously, your hands placed over his. you smiled sheepishly and look away. "i.. I didn't even notice" he kissed your forehead sweetly, his facial expressions show he finally understood what was going on.
with one hand on your waist again he started rocking his hips, earning a soft cry of satisfaction from you. "fu-fuck.."
"you feel so good you're crying? ..baby.. you're flattering me..." his coy smile appears as he looked into your eyes, watching your expression twist and turn. it was, almost sinister "i wanna see this expression more often....such a crybaby.."
there was something about that new petname he gave you, the way it rolled of his tongue so sweetly, that made your walls flutter around him. he groaned a little, his pace slow and unfaltering. he gripped onto your waist. " you like that? being called a little crybaby?"
your hips bucked into him and you mewl, loudly. "s-stop, dont embarrass me..suguru.." his hips began snapping into you faster as a response.. another tear falls down your face but this time he kisses it away.
" 's not embarrassing..im into it. keep crying. in return ill keep you all nice and stuffed, how about that?"
thanks for reading HAHA
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