#idk if i’ll get the motiv to finish tho ahhhh

[gaydexvocaloid]

aurum and audine besties wip idk if i’ll finish + yes it’s lasso tool drawn !!

[cielcius]

BAKUGOU'S S/O IS A MESSY EATER | HEADCANONS

includes: bakugou k.

from the writer: if u feel insecure about this, don’t, cuz same. i literally can’t eat a meal w/o getting sauce on my chin n stuff, it’s so bad lmao but otherwise i think it’s kind of a good opportunity to like do those romantic k drama moments where it’s like ‘commere u have some food on ur chin dummy’ and then it has the other person all blushy and ahhhh i think it’s cute even if it’s not in that aspect. also, uh, requests r open???!!! idk i mean i’m standing here empty minded w a shitton of ideas that i have absolutely no motivation to write so i’m pretty much bored especially w summer coming around (i say this even as i’m still doing my osamu series, have summer college classes, and am begging myself to do a konoha smau🧍‍♀️) buuuuut it’d be nice to do some requests every once in a while even tho it does kinda take a bit to come out lol

notes & warnings: reader is a messy eater, cursing, food

frankly, katsuki could care less if you had a little food on your cheek or a little something on your chin

like chewing with your mouth open or improper table manners in public (like putting your feet on the table or sum lol) is a no-go for him, that would just piss him off

but it’s kind of endearing and he lowkey kinda sees it as your trademark of you just being you

because he knows that you try to eat a little cleaner around friends and other people, and sometimes even around him if you guys are having one of those fancy restaurant dates

but disregarding the fancy dates, he likes that you don’t try to keep yourself prettied up (not that you don’t every once in a while)

at first, he might laugh when he sees a piece of food stuck to the side of your mouth

but he will begrudgingly wipe it away for you because all in all, he means well

even when he teases you and pinches your nose after

pretty sure he pinched your nose just to see your cute little face scrunch up, it absolutely becomes the highlight of his entire fucking week whenever you do it but he’s grumpy that it’s hard to immediately capture the moment on his phone

he also has little wet wipes ready for you if you get your hands dirty eating any type of finger food like chicken wings or sandwiches

he does get a bit annoyed if there are too many scrunched up napkins littering the table so he tries to tell you how to use them to the fullest extent he will flick one to your side of the table like it’s finger soccer if one ever gets near him

it’s your ritual to wash your hands after you guys finish eating

he does it with you cause why the hell not? it’s good for personal hygiene so uh wash your hands pls 🙂

if you’re scared to eat in public or like at some food booth or whatever where you can’t control everything that happens around you

it’s okay because katsuki will control everything for you 😀

he’s like one of those people who stand in the middle of an intersection and yell at cars for them to go when the traffic lights aren’t working i forgot what they’re called :’)

“fuck off! what the hell are you looking at, hah?! you bet i’ll beat your fucking ass right here, right now—”

aha ha.... just walk away 😀

it’s too bad cause he’ll follow you like the little love-sick puppy that you’ve turned him into

you’ve converted him :-)

[queeralexcyprin]

Finished JD’s season two! Quite enjoyed their route so far, which is interesting, given that I normally don’t like their kind of character that much. But JD has something that I really appreciate - their whole character feels very unique. I really can’t think of any other character in Lovestruck so far who I could easily compare them to. (I mean, it’s possible there are some, but I haven’t played them yet.) Which I can’t say for anyone else in Havenfall. So even things like their snarky, 1st Person Young Adult Novel millenial type humour appealed to me, because the writers were clearly writing them that way because it fit them, and not just because Sarcasm = Good Writing!

(Tho, I will say that I don’t entirely appreciate that every season ends on a cliffhanger now. It feels pretty unsatisfying to go through a whole season, see the characters working so hard to make things better, only for everything to suddenly fuck up at the end. Especially that things are gonna remain in a liminal Fucked Up State for months before they’ll be resolved. It makes me tense. :/)

Now that JD and Alain are finished, not sure who I’ll go on to for now. The ones I’m currently part season through are:

Irving s4 - look, I just really love Jasmine and every single heart choice I get to do things with her I have to pick ahhhh I’ve already picked like 3 so far and now I’m up to another and I really wanna pick it... :(

Altea s4 - stalled for a while because I wanted to pick a heart choice in like episode 2 but finally forced myself onwards anyway but wow doing this season without hearts is just... depressing :( Everything’s so sad between Altea and MC and they’re constantly giving me chances to make things a bit better between them but I can’t take any... I know things will work out in the end anyway but it’s making the MC seem really bitter and unhelpful and unwilling to make things work and I don’t like it :( Might force through it when s5 starts though, esp if that’s gonna be a proposal season...

Helena s1 - I...gotta admit I stalled here because I realised I was enjoying Alain’s season a lot more;;; It’s weird, I really loved her in Altea’s routes but her route just...hasn’t been working that much for me? Like I just don’t get why she’s so damn toppy. Like was she constantly rolling the Witch Queen over to push her down?? I just can’t imagine it! And I really see the MC of this as a definite dom too, so it just feels kinda mismatched... I dunno, I only got to like episode 6 or so so it’ll probably start working for me soon and I’m just overthinking things lol

Iseul s2 - stalled because the non-heart option is literally ‘let Iseul sacrifice himself’ and even though I KNOW it won’t be the way it sounds, I find it really hard to bring myself to choose that :( But wanting to avoid a non-heart choice is wayyyy less motivating for me to shell out than wanting to choose a heart choice so it’s been stuck there for a long time :/

Nova s2 - just started this the other day but then immediately got stalled because I reaaaally wanna see Nova drunk :’) RIP

IDK... I’ll probably go on with Helena I guess. And I’ll try out the pilot seasons too, though time will tell how much that’ll capture me. From the silhouettes it seems like one of the main two is female so I’ll def check that out but that doesn’t guarantee I’ll be super interested in them.

[rahvenboys]

update on the crush situation + my date w a different guy for the anon

oh god you make it sound like my life is a romantic soap or something. Nothing really exciting happened but I’ll give you an update anyway.

WARNING: THIS IS SUPER SUPER LONG

I’ll give you an update on my crush first!! I still like him veeeery much! I actually managed to talk to him again! Have I not told you?

 (all of this happened the week before easter break)

 So I skipped half a lecture to finish an assignment I had to hand in on thursday (it was tuesday). I first went to the library of our department. At like 4pm I went downstairs to the general section of the library. I needed to look things up in encycopledias. I was in the isle where the encyclopedias were held. I was sitting on my knees on the floor. I was looking at the encyclopedias while texting a friend when I suddenly noticed someone had come in the isle. And guess who it was?? IT WAS HIM OF COURSE. And I didn’t even notice at first. I was suddenly very happy I was wearing a dress (with bare legs) and very sad I wasn’t wearing any make-up!

 I was actually just taking pictures of the books bc I didn’t feel like staying in the library any longer. But he changed things. Suddenly I had a burst of motivation. I went to search for a free desk I could work at. Preferably close to him. One of the only empty spots was right opposite of him. Sooo I sat down in front of him and god I was kinda shaky!

 Then we both still had to go back to the encyclopedia isle a few times. So he went there first and after like a minute I had to be there too. So I went there and saw him kneeling in front of the book I needed. So I kinda awkwardly knealt down too. He made a bit of room for me and we were sitting like 10cm apart and ahhhh. That was nice. I took out the book I knew covered my subject. And quietly told him thank you as I got up. And I went back to my spot. When I said that he seemed kinda surprised??

 After a while we were both in the same Isle again, (we weren’t following each other or anything, we were just answering the same questions, tho we had different subjects we had to look up) and I saw him with an open book in his hand. Before I could think things through I had already asked: ‘can you find it,’. He looked up and said yeah I think I finally have now. So I answered after picking up a book myself ‘That’s good,’ I said that with like a half smile. And you know what that asshole does?? He gives me this radiating smile. I’m not even kidding his whole face just lit up and it was so beautiful??? I went back to my spot kinda dazed lol.

 After another few minutes I went to return my book and get a new one. And as I’m browsing the bookshelves he comes into the isle, and goes looking for another book too. And he asks so how’s your assignment doing? and I went uhm kinda? I’m trying with weva (abbreviation for the course) you never know. And I don’t really remember what he answered. I remember asking him what library he had to go to for assignment 4. He answered and I said oh I had to go to... which is a pretty chill place to work but the fact that it has big windows, so everyone who walks by, just looks at you. And he said ‘I can believe that’. I also asked about who he had to research for the task we were doing. And he was just really really nice and it felt kinda comfortable. Usually I’m so nervous I just can’t act normal but I feel like I was quite normal and nice.

 A while later I was browsing again and he comes in and says hey sorry do you have your syllabus with you, I forgot mine in my dorm. Can I borrow it please? And I was kinda surprised and bewildered but I still managed to say yeah sure so I went back to my spot and handed it to him.

 When he gave it back, he made sure to look me in the eyes when he said thank you. Like there are these lights right on your eyelevel so you don’t really see much of the person sitting opposite of you. So he leaned down and made sure we made eyecontact when he gave it back and it was just so sweet??? I feel like he’s the nicest person?? We didn’t really flirt and I don’t think I made a real romantic impression on him. But I at least hope he thought I was nice and looked good in my dress (it had an open back kinda so I hope he looked at that lol). God I just really want to get to know him more. I want to make him smile again!! I still don’t have the nerve to add him on fb tho as we didn’t tell each other our names. As soon as he mentions his name I will.

 Then my date, which happened the day after the library thing. But I’ll give you some more info on the guy. So this guy I knew from middle school (in the American system/ we call it high school too) randomly sent me a message while I was in class. I didn’t think much of it so I answered and the conversation went flirty pretty fast. Bear in mind that since we were in the same class a few years ago I had seen him only a handful of times. Besides, I knew he had a girlfriend. And according to fb they were still dating so I was very suspicious. Basically he was saying that I could stay over after a night out. He mentioned his dorm a lot! So we were talking about meeting up and I was under the impression it was just as friends (bc he has a girlfriend or so I thought). My friend already thought it was a bad idea but I was like what could the harm be? So we met up on Wednesday to go for a drink. We were talking and it wasn’t very datelike ya know until we kinda gazed into each other’s eyes?? The moment was ruined by another table who were talking about sperm loudly. He also told me he did have a girlfriend for a while but they had broken up two weeks prior our date. Bc she cheated on him and lied about it. And I of course told him that he deserved better.

He mentioned that we could go to his dorm a few times and I was like noo I still have to finish my assignment at the library. (which was kinda true I still had to finish the damn thing). So he walked me back to the library and he just came closer and put his arm around my waist and idk how I felt about it. I didn’t expect anything like that okay. So we were walking through this alley and we kinda stopped and he started giving me kisses on the cheek and he was like ‘I wanna kiss you’ and I was kinda like idk dude this doesn’t seem smart. I kinda felt like I could have been anyone. I mean he was very insistent on us meeting that week even tho I told him that I had lots of work. I kinda felt he was doing it just to get back at his ex in a way?? I was just confused at that point dude. Besides he’s kinda one of my friend’s exes. (Tho she doesn’t mind when I told her I went on a date with him and said I rejected him she was like why didn’t you just kiss him??)  I was sooo confused and I kept telling him that this wasn’t smart and he was frustrated but I just didn’t know what I wanted bc at one point it was cute and kinda romantic and if it had been with my crush it would have been a perfect date! But I feel like he just wants me in his bed to have someone in his bed ya know? I felt like he wanted to use me kinda?

So I didn’t kiss and went to the library. Afterwards I went home (still a little tipsy) and he sent me a message saying he’s sorry but he just thought I looked pretty and he really wanted to kiss me. And I told him that he didn’t really do anything wrong. And maybe next time.

I literally don’t know how I feel about this guy. He’s nice and all and not unattractive but I don’t entirely trust his motives. Besides I don’t really have that much experience so that makes me nervous lol. However, I have been thinking about him a bit lately and I think I’m going to give him an another chance? So I messaged him and we’re probably going out again next week + we’re probably going to kiss and idk how I feel about it all. What has my life turned into?

Boys are confusing.