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gem-de-lune · 18 hours ago

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Daily Vibe Check 11/28

Seunghan

7 of Wands + 2 of Pentacles + Hyerophant

It appears that maybe some sort of negotiations have started. He is taking a firm but flexible approach and being smart about it. But all these signs point to "work" or something related to the matter. Also an emphasis on paper so maybe contracts. He is not being difficult or defiant but very calm and mature. As stated many times before, he understands his situation well and at this point is at a place where he takes everything very well for what it is. This may be the beginning of or the early talks of something significant that has already been brewing with upper management and is just now getting to him. He is doing well, though, regardless. His energy is very bright and goofy today.

Was he at the park with Eunseok and Wonbin?

The Emperor + Knave of Swords [8 of Wands- extra verification]

This is a yes- and specifically, I do think he may have instigated the contact via Wonbin, and Eunseok was also available to tag along. Very energetic and exciteable vibes. The page is kinda childlike, which is funny when you take in the photos. It seems Wonbin took the pics for Seunghan's update. Separately, it seems they may have also had a long chat about everything, though, in a lighthearted, less heavy manner.

Sungchan

The Moon + 7 of Chalices [10 of Chalices - relation to recent news of SM conspiracies investigations]

Today, we are reading on Sungchan since it's been a while. He is sitting in this cloudy, confusing, maybe scattered energy. Like "idk what to think" vibes. Very weird so I did ask if it was recent news about SM's bot buying and or the national assembly being interested in Seunghan's case weighing on his mind and got the 10 of Chalices for a yes. It seems family is a big theme- whether he believes this is referring to SM fam or Riize in particular (I think both) it seems he is a bit concerned about what sort of things vould come out if it were this bad for his own group. I think he is deeply curious and interested in seeing how it plays out. This is taking up a large space in his brain like hyperfixation. Very virgo of him, lol.

Recent SM News (the bot buying to spread internal rumors)

Knave of Pentacles + The High Priestess [Ace of Wands - results]

It seems that there may be validity to the rumors. Whatever the truth is- it is going to get found out at some point- I think sooner than expected despite these cards due to the Ace of Wands I pulled for the results of the Assembly's investigation (which btw is on SM's practices as a whole, not specifically Seunghan's case- though this is the catalyst for everything about to happen). It seems that even without the investigation, a lot will be known and revealed by chance. But with this development, it will allow the opportunity to make some corrections/a new path. This will be SM's last chance to not be even more embarrassed.

Will this development raise the chances of Seunghan returning?

Strength + 5 of Pentacles

So YES, it is going to take us over several more public hurdles of perception and acceptance in particular- however I think we will have to be realistic and monitor our expectations eith this because a lot of things may just not be 100% in regards to Riize. As in this investigation is looking into allll of SM not just Riize- and if we are annoyed and all fussy because they start talking about things that are not immediately in correlation to Riize and give us validation, we may miss the facts and may miss points that ARE in correlation that we should be looking into ourselves. It's like stepping over and ignoring a platinum mine because your map said you should be looking for a gold mine and you weren't aware of the value. So be mindful as things may start to come out, even if it seems for a second that nothing is setting our purpose- it def is.

Final Notes:

I remember for the past, like week or so, I have been saying I am waiting for something significant (not the week thing, but something else). It's like a feeling that something is going to blow up or CLICK. I almost thought it was here, but noo, it's like a prequel. Something crazy is coming idk but you heard it here first. It will be a click* feeling.

Other than that, I want to remind yall that Riize said Riize is 7, and that is all the motivation you should need. Thank you.

#astrology #kpop #tarot #riize is 7 #riize #riize is seven #smsupportsbullying #seunghan #anton #eunseok #sungchan #shotaro #sohee #wonbin #bring back seunghan

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cr1minalc1minalcr1minal · 2 months ago

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waiter, waiter! more phonesport please!

</3 well is dry for now but I have some WIPs I may complete and release

#the answerrrr #idk if i should talk about it publically but...#ao3 author moment my car got hit by a fucking semi truck #also getting an engineering degree so...........#see you all in 15 years when I finally have time off again!#i was inside the car when the semi truck hit it btw

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r0semultiverse · 1 month ago

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Y’all are aware we probably have to keep it in the top 10 overall into at least the 19th right? One business day after initial intended marketed advertised release supposedly. Then we should be good unless Mark says otherwise.

#don’t count your chickens before they hatch this is amazon we need to keep up the momentum since it’s already started #despite what public platforms and Mark says that this isn’t malicious I’m not buying it I think it was intended #industries actively don’t want indie people succeeding usually and they’ll pull stunts like this easily #or I should say industry execs to be specific and CEOs probably #wouldn’t want to have to start paying a bunch of indie creators fair pay when you can underpay already known companies and brand employees #but there’s a deeper conversation to be had about that in a different day and post and I’m not well educated on it #I hope Markiplier iron lung doesn’t get stuck in production limbo please fingers crossed we make this happen #this really is exposing how scummy the film industry can be thou which is a fascinating look into how bad stuff is #anyway go watch edge of sleep legally if you can!#idk any sites to watch it otherwise atm for people region locked out who wanna talk about it to help support the show #mine #op #the edge of sleep #teos

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sunkissedliterarylightofchrist · 4 days ago

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How do I explain to a 12 year old that the HTTYD reboot is a Bad Thing without crushing their feelings.

Also this 12 year old in question loves the new Disney movies and Inside Out 2 is their favorite movie ever so.....

#sunkissedliterarylightofchrist #*sigh*#I don't want to crush their feelings but like...#idk man #its Bad #objectively so #but they are literally 12 and aren't thinking about movie analysis yet #so theyre just going 'ooh! pretty art! yay! a word-for-word recreation of that movie I love!'#maybe I should stop talking about it while they're in the room #cause then they get smart and ask 'why don't you like it?'#but then I feel like I cant explain without crushing their poor heart because I *despise* it #sometimes being a champion public speaking and debator who's won awards Does Not Help #asdfl;jk aslsdfasdfa #idk what this post is but someone please understand what I'm saying here

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wavesoutbeingtossed · 4 months ago

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#I don’t know why I’m thinking about this #but my thoughts turned to the anti-hero music video #and i just thought about how she made this vulnerable video about some deeply personal demons #and things that scare the shit out of her #in a moment of raw honesty in this very commercial medium #only to essentially get bullied by fans and the media into taking out one of the most vulnerable moments of the video #because some keyboard warriors misinterpreted it or chose to interpret it in bad faith #and then less than a year later she goes through the shit storm in ohbkci #*public #and no fucking wonder she doesn’t want to share things or talk about things #and just lays it all out in the music and peaces the fuck out #and doesn’t owe anyone anything #anyway random thoughts idk #tag novel #I’m too chicken to write this in a real post but I probably should lol

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tchaikovskaya · 4 months ago

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#hate how there’s no way to talk about (ie complain sorry) having a large following without sounding like a Bitch w a humongous head #like I can’t say anything about how I don’t like it without sounding ungrateful (?) or sounding self important #like who tf am I to think anything I do or say matters to anyone one a broader scale just bc I have some followers on a silly website?#I myself agree b*tch I’m just some girl!!!! but another faction of my followers think I’m incredibly important somehow #and they go thru everything I say/rb with a fine toothed comb. or read a lot into what I DONT say but apparently should have..?#it’s exhausting I’m sorry lmfao I can’t imagine how draining it would be if I had anon on still #it’s even big headed to acknowledge I have a large following. like yeah I do. it just kinda happened sorry #I don’t REGRET it in fact I like it quite often but just in little spurts #but idk what I’m saying is there’s a feeling of pressure to make public my thoughts and feelings that I hate

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irritablepoe · 10 hours ago

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I'm losing my mind

#johnny's silly rambles #I'm losing the fight in my brain #I'll... just disappear i think #maybe even make a secret sideblog and talk to myself on there idk #I'm venting myself into a spiral i receive help and i feel guilty about it #i should just go. it's better #and yes i know this is toxic af of me like bitch just go and don't tell anyone lol?#idk. idk what the solution would be for this sorry I'm like that #maybe a good thing that this is public #that way i can't fool anyone #i would say that I'll just cry it out but i haven't stopped in like two days so..#vent

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hana-bobo-finch · 1 month ago

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“omg I have stuff to do today I need to get up why am I so tired”

the leif i absentmindedly doodled past 11pm because I suddenly found the airbrush tool to be Very fun:

#not really tagging this as anything cause this isn’t art I put any effort into #I am just pissed off at myself lmao #spoilers in the upcoming tags #the majority of this post’s content is gonna be in the tags lmao #I watched a vid yesterday abt cordyceps. what a terrifying thing #iirc ants will actually carry away infected ants to protect the rest of them. isn’t that insane #ants are social bugs and I don’t think moths are (look I love bug fables but idk shit about bugs)#but it got me thinkin #ya think that if anyone else found out abt the whole leif cordyceps thing they might try to quarantine him or smthn?#his cordyceps couldn’t infect anyone else but moths so it’s not like the greater public is in danger #but idk if it would be seen as acceptable for him to hang out around muze and tod when he has a parasitic fungus that could kill them #eh who knows!! i am just spitballing.#my brain was just tossing around fic ideas. fics I will never write #like what if zasp knew. like when he was trying to save him from the scorpion attack he realized #‘oh shit there is a fungus in this guy’#like that wound was pretty deep right. he’d probably definitely see some cordyceps hanging out in there #even if he didn’t know exactly what it was #anyway idk what I’m talking about. I’m gonna shadow at the vet clinic in like. four hours #so I should probably get out of bed and stop thinking about parasitic fungi #but rambling abt bug fables while I sit in bed listening to pop music is so fun……

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deus-ex-mona · 3 months ago

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the ✨fickleness✨ of the heart

#second interview somehow went even worse than the first lmfao #was almost late due to public transport (1 and a half hour journey from town wth) got pretty overwhelmed with the interviewer and i just.#forgor to ask more questions about the job role aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #also on my way out the dude in the guardhouse didnt see me trying to get free (the gate out was one of those push a button to exit things)#so i was only able to escape when someone tried to drive out by following the car out through the vehicle gate #but then. i tripped and dropped one of my shoes. so i had to double back and grab it before the gate closed on me so b s #idk if the guardhouse dude saw me then (tinted windows and all) but i can never go back.#i hope the upcoming fellow interviewee does really well!!!!!!! you can have the job my dude!!!! it’s all yours!!!!!!!!#as for me. hm. i think the shut-in life suits me best~~~~~~~~~ no need to touch grass~~~~#to think that i talked too much in interview 1 and too little in interview 2… i think i should just sew my mouth s h u t.#anyways!!!!!! just another hour and a quarter till zakenna liner notes!!!!!!#i think i need to drown my sorrows in a bookstore 再见大家～～～～

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gigantomachylesbian · 7 days ago

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Guys. I did not know before now that writing could be painfully millennial in a full prose book but the pho*nix ke*per has proven me wrong and I have to complain about it in the tags

#k talks #weird astrix is because I don't want this showing up in the tag just in case #but I NEED To complain about this book real quick. I love a magical zoo that part was fun but good lord the main character....#I get what the author was trying to do with her arc and I will say the second half of the book is better than the first but Jesus christ #I hated the main character at the start she is SO annoying. not to be mean I know the whole point is her overcoming her anxiety #but like. I swear to God every two pages was just oooh I'm so awkward I'm such an introvert I'm such an awkward scrawny turtle!!!!#like CONSTANT. even worse though she's mean about it. for like half the book she's just so incredibly judgy at her public outreach job #she literally works at a zoo and has to learn hmmm... zoos need money??? zoos are also about... educating the public??? WHATT????#also it just felt so weird because she is constantly talking about how pale and skinny and pasty and scrawny and white she is #like constantly. and her best friend is a black trans woman who CONSTANTLY coddles and supports the mc in a very maternal way #and her love interest is latina-coded I'm pretty sure and is much more confident and opinionated and is literally described as fiery once #so like. hm! Okay! interesting! Interesting stereotypes going on tbh!!!#the mc learns some lessons and gets slightly less insufferable but like. also it was SO predictable I always knew what was gonna happen nex #and the writing style... like I said above it is MILLENNIAL and not in a fun way. the word boop is used several times. the humor is awful #the main character has multiple conversations about being so uwu bottom even though there's no sex in this book??? why??#and every single character description is repeated OVER and OVER with the same two details. SO much telling basically no showing #the writing was just so... quirky. ooooh look at me I'm awkward I trip over things I can't do make-up I love sitting on the couch!!!!#like. idk. obviously a lot of people really liked this book and I SHOULD have been one of them. Sapphic romance at a magic zoo....#but the execution was just so incredibly not my thing it actively pissed me off even if I can see what the author was trying to achieve #maybe I just don't like cozy fantasy. man. there was a bit where a guy should've gotten eaten by a kelpie but didn't. so maybe too cozy #for my tastes actually. which is weird I feel like I should enjoy cozy fantasy! especially about animals!!! but maybe this was just a fluke #anyways. to be clear I am not trying to make fun of the MC for having anxiety. just the overall way her social awkwardness was WRITTEN abou #really bothered me. idk man I'm a neurotic freak as well but I try to be NICE about it. and I have the correct zoo opinions. so.

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risingsunresistance · 6 months ago

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twitter is entering their "rts > likes" phase now that likes are private after they spent years calling us ungrateful for being demotivated by ratios lmao

#man fuck yall just support artists you enjoy #dont attack people who dont rb/rt your art (hell they might even have it scheduled) but also dont constantly demand ''content'' from people #ESPECIALLY without telling them that you appreciate the effort they put in to show you cool things they made for free #you should've been rt'ing/rb'ing from the START 😒 just show people you care!#im just waiting to scroll through post after post of ppl calling out ''entitled artists'' lmao #btw my opinion on the whole thing is painfully neutral if you couldnt tell #i dont think you should care that much about numbers and ppl take it wayyyyyy too far #throwback to that one guy who personally @ everyone who didnt reblog their art that was CRAZY. i would straight up report you KJFGHKG #i also understand and have personally experienced how much engagement can change your mood #a simple ''i love this!'' can make someone's day. it's not hard to understand why ppl like engagement #when they make post after post without so much as a little tag they dont care about sharing anymore #the fact that people call that ''entitlement'' is also crazy #i have a lot of drawings i havent posted or just left nonrebloggable bc it really doesnt make a difference lmao #the only ones i leave rebloggable are the ones that i Know will do well and get attention. like the little pig redraw #if it's cute or funny it gets positive attention. anything else is shit on here lmao #it's just not as fun to share. it either leads to no engagement or negative engagement #would rather have nothing than something rude so whatever #some ppl say it's always been like this but no it absolutely was not always like this #idk what exactly caused the change. probably a lot of factors #could even just be the fandoms i hang around in! but considering i've seen the same sentiment from a bunch of ppl i doubt it's that #the best solution to no engagement is to just make friends and have fun #but 90% of the internet is hostile and negative and rude for no fucking reason #when i unfollowed someone on my old public twitter and they @ me over it. damn i dont know why but NOW i know why 😭#this post has gone way off course im just ranting at this point. i havent talked in a while hi how have you guys been #work was a lot yesterday and today is too slow (im not at work im just going crazy in my house)#(and i cant leave my house bc there's construction blocking the road someone save me)#chat

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maudiemoods · 1 year ago

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Hi I am constantly thinking of death

#tw death #death #death mention #death mention tw #not necessarily my own death but death in general #it very normal for me and im not necessarily sad until i start *really* thinking of it #i was chilling in my car thinking about how i should possibly make a will just in case #maybe i shouldn't talk about this on a public website #would you all be fine if i dipped more into this and extended the post? idk sometimes its nice to talk publicly about this stuff #lmk if i need to delete this though #ren won't shut up

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weidli · 8 months ago

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would be very funny to me to introduce a bunch of americans who are used to the constitution being treated as a gift from god that's very hard to change and is holy Because it's almost never changed and has been in operation in nearly the same form since 1789 to the way the swiss constitution (last total revision in 1999, there have been several hundred direct democratic votes on possible changes to it since 1848, all you need to suggest a change is hundred thousand people with voting power who'll sign the suggestion) works

#i think about it every time we talk about volkainitiativen in öff. recht sorry it's So fucking funny to me #american view of the constitution is like oh this ancient unassailable thing and every change to it is earth moving #and swiss people are like ehhhhh should we put in a rule fining dog owners for not picking up dog poop in public parks?#what do you think guys? show of hands please #i'm not saying one way of doing things is inherently Better (there's some fucked shit in the swiss constitution Because the voting #population can do whatever with it (ius cogens aside) see for example 72/3 minarettverbot or all the bullshit around 121a) it's just #very interesting to me #i also think it's fun when i read works of fiction #often fanfic #that take place in alternate universes idk scifi sentinel/guide fantasy whatever introduction of magic you wanna do #that results in the author making up a legal system including a constitution #and it's just Very Obvious that the author's never encountered a different concept of thought around constitutions than the american one #again not bad necessarily! but fascinating to me #iuris

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aritany · 2 years ago

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i’m beginning to think there’s a kind of indestructibility that comes with the territory of your first heartbreak being from your parents.

like, what are you going to do to hurt me? my superheroes chose religion over me. good try though

#alex talks #not writing #idk how to tag this #parental trauma #toxic family #no contact #if anyone has suggestions for how to better tag this lmk #i was just thinking about how i am relatively unbothered by people hurting me like yes it sucks but is it Worse?#i’ve literally been divorced because the idea of me post Hypothetical top surgery was not worth staying married to #and that was like. ok damn ouch. and it really hurt for a while #but nothing will touch the og hurt!!#(i am thinking about this because i had two facetime calls with my parents in the span of a month #in which it was reiterated that i am an Unreasonable Child for asking that my sexuality and gender id be Acknowledged let alone respected #and that the Love Of God is our example and we can love each other through differences of opinion #finally got to vocalize how hurt i’ve been over the last decade by their bigotry and got Literally ignored)#🙂 (heartbroken)#i’ve been trying to decide whether to even post about this where anybody could see it because it feels very real and raw and scary #but you know what i have no qualms about my own side of this story being public #and i think that if my parents didn’t want to look like villains they should have behaved less villainously #thank u for coming to my ted talk that is all #wait no it isn’t #if you’re reading this and your parents have ever made you feel like who you are is not important: they are NOT always right #you deserve to exist as you are #and that isn’t possible for everyone but it doesn’t mean you don’t deserve to take up space #ok that’s it for real

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h-f-k · 11 months ago

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#i just remembered that this isn’t the first time taylor name drops someone for the sake of getting her point across #there was an interview in the 1989 era where she was discussing sexism and blah blah and she said #‘look at ED SHEERAN doing x thing and not getting dragged or hate by the public’#like girl if you aren’t capable of making a point without pointing directly at someone then maybe you should shut up lol #yes i get the example but idk. i hate when people are way too specific when talking about something that affects basically everyone #poor shawn mendes djskbdsk i feel bad for him but i also can’t stop laughing #like why did she do that jdksjs

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moe-broey · 30 days ago

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Would I be proving my therapist (who has been voicing some concerns about my depression maybe getting worse but like I feel like it's fine) right by cancelling my appointment tomorrow cause I just don't wanna. Like all I have to report is that I'm tired and I wanna rest and I just don't really feel like it y'know

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