#idk if I'd say yes or be scared af

[arachniasbride]

"Come on babe, lower your shields, let me in!" Cybill | S01E05 - "Starting on the Wrong Foot" 2/4 - video on my ig

[silviakundera]

Moonlight Chicken Liveblogging Ep 1-3

yes I took notes. by mid E2 I was obsessed & got wordy.

Enjoying how this drama started with a sex scene and then withholds more sexual intimacy while showing how much a relationship & trust can be slowly built by actions and gestures of affection. I love a 'typical romance arc in reverse'.

Ep 1 I watched the entire meeting to one night stand sequence 3 times asdfghjk

Captures the simmering desire and anticipation so well. Director had me by the throat the entire time.

I saw commenters at MDL and elsewhere saying actor who plays Jim is too young to play 39. But bro, (a) somehow it's also ok for a 23 year old to play a high school student - acting! and (b) I know people at 35 who could pass for 45 and visa versa. Everyone's body ages differently. I can completely buy him as on the cusp of 40. 40 isn't dead! One of my friends is 44 and hits the club near every weekend. I swear some of these kids just don't know anyone over 25. When was in my 30s I already had divorced friends who were tired af and felt old. Let people in their 30s, 40s, and 50s both live like they're in their 20s some days and other days complain about being old as dirt. We contain multitudes, I promise.

Ep 2

hot young One Night Stand shows up to for real pretend work at the chicken rice shop until this man falls in love with him. There is no orgasm grand enough to make me work food service when I don't have to. I would call it insane behavior except that, note, i watched the night they met 3 times and sexual tension & quiet intimacy of it is HAUNTING ME and I only saw snippets of it on tv screen. so. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

the way the random neighborhood teens keep being like...? wasn't that the drunk guy? why does he show up for shifts here now?

and Jim literally does not have an excuse for ANY of this nonsense so he just looks like he wishes a trap door would open and mutters about adult business. Sir u are a whole CLOWN. what are u doing? 🤡🤡🤡

(well, kids. I had a life changing moment of intimacy with a stranger one night and now he keeps hovering around under shakey pretexts because he knows that I know that he wants me to give us a chance and I'm scared out of my mind and have 199 tons of baggage but he's so hot and he looks at me like I could be his whole world, if only I'd let him in. so i let him wait tables at night to be close to me while I struggle not to crumble under internalized homophobia and the weight of my debts, because capitalism. ADULT STUFF.)

I really like the set up for this couple. 1st episode shows their instant connection, how they're drawn together and find comfort in each other's presence. Then 2nd episode show us the gap that would have to be closed: what Wen dreams of is beautiful but also simple - making a home with someone, a place where he can rest and not feel the weight of the day. He clearly feels that Jim is the right person to do this with him. When Jim gently rejects him, he responds ok, I'm not the right person for you. But Jim is trapped in the bottom of Maslow's triangle. His dream is to get out from under his debt, keep his house, and fund his nephew's education. He doesn't see any space for love in there. It has nothing to do with the right person. Which is why he can't make himself fully turn Wen away. He cautions him that he can't be a home for anyone; he's not qualified to be any such thing for Wen. But deep down he clearly wants it. He wants Wen to prove him wrong somehow.

Ep 3

Wen actually working his real job! Doing... something idk some product management or city planning etc. He found out his dream man is about to be crushed under the boot of capitalism and he has to make presentations about the ROI. 😢

He keeps witnessing how important this incredibly hot man is to the community and it's making him yearn even harder.

and we get the ghost of boyfriends past! Past Boyfriend of Jim is the one who helped him start the chicken rice buisness. And promised never to leave him! oh nooooooo the chicken rice buisness was PROOF OF THEIR (DOOMED) LOVE 💀

They had a cat and a shop and a happy home. And now Jim is all alone. Oh, because his man was a cheater. 😱

oh FUUUUCK. See, I get this so much. He used to argue with his sister if m/m love really exists, or if only m/f love is real. And he said he'd show her. Then the guy he settled down with and basically married then cheated on him with a woman. Now, I'm close to this character's generation and I get why that fucked him up bad. Yes bisexuality is a thing and totally valid but when he grew up it was seen as debateable if women could truly love each other & be satisfied with only that. Same with men/men. So this would have felt like his sister and everyone who'd been saying such things in his hearing since he was a kid... They won. He's older now and knows intellectually that this is bullshit. But I so get why this screwed with him and he has to fight against buying into their narrative of his story.

The fact that he confesses the story to Wen though - he wants babygirl to understand why he can't do this, but the openness and communication is just making it more and more clear why Wen knows he has a chance and why they do work. Jim never says yes but doesn't say never and he's allowing Wen into his life and opening doors.

some of these scene to scene cuts are so rough. dear editor wyd ;)

But then Wen confesses he's on the demolition project. Noooooooooo the man of his dreams doesn't want his free labor & in-person pining tonight.

lmaooooo even when they're fighting he stops to coax his pseudo step-nephew.

The millennial lgbt urge to mentor stray baby gays.

Can't even imagine handling all my old disaster gay mess and also playing guardian to a teenager who doesn't want to study or raise his GPA but expects to make a great life for himself on his own in the USA by working odd jobs, without (again, the studying) gaining english fluency. This is all painfully realistic and Jim is honestly way more chill about this situation than I'd be.

LMAOOOOOOO Wen's step dad is pretty chill himself and accepting, and then Jim shows up and he's like, ..you call him uncle? I felt like I could see him wondering if this is like a daddy kink situation 😂😭. But Dad can roll with this, I am totally seeing where Wen gets his...how he is lol.

This is like the perfect example of an age gap couple where the generation difference makes it work better. They have differing perspectives but they ultimately appreciate that about each other. And it's not that vibe where older man is guiding a naive young person. There is actually zero daddy dynamics involved here. Jim is not a fatherly figure to him in any way. Wen is late 20's uni graduate with a job and he doesn't feel virginal or hapless or ignorant at all. He has his own insights and Jim legitimately is interested in hearing his thoughts & advice. The drama seems pretty thoughtful about portraying a relationship between 2 people who are from different generations of the queer community.

[madameducyberversailles]

Look, I just recently got into CoD (No I am not playing the games and it's still fuck the military industrial complex cause its an extent form of white supremacy and globalized violent inequality) and yes Ghost is a cool af character but I'ma be real with y'all I think his father was not just abusive but also maybe a racist ass prick. Like, Simon was a butcher's apprentice and then joins the army right after 9/11? Like boy it's not even on your own soil, and there likely may have been rampant Islamophobia all over the (Eurocentric. Western) world and he...joins right then? Like the fact he joins the army right after 9/11 has me kind of shook. Like sir what were the motivations??? I'm fucking scared.

Like if I was a character there regardless I'd hear him going 'Yeah I joined after 9/11' my non-hijabi Muslim ass would still be RUNNING for the hills and make him question if I was a figment of his imagination. Like I hear him say some kind of grievance about a 'terrorist' in (any location with a notable Muslim population) and I'm side-eyeing like a tiny baby deer trembling at the sight of a barely-disguised sabertooth tiger and wondering what is the prey of this prehistoric nightmare.

So, idk if his dad was or if he was like, fed vitriolic shit from news media or neighbors but I think at some point Simon was bigoted and had to unlearn prejudices is it bad I'm getting story ideas?

Does anyone know if there's anything like this in the comics or in the games or lore cause idk if this is viable or I'm just projecting my own worries and experiences and overthinking

[nathank77]

8/21/24

10:58 a.m Added to/changed 11:20 a.m

I'm lonely af. Bo4 didn't go as planned. Imma go grocery shopping and shower and eat and whatever. I'll try after all that. I don't think I'm buying Xbox live again it seems pointless. I mark the date on my calender for these events and I arrange the week before and after to allow as much game time as possible and then it's all for nothing. I mean sure I could have good days later today and maybe the rest of the week but I mean I'm not holding my hopes high.

I tried to call prime time cause I want to meet people and they never called me back after I left a message. I guess they don't think I'll fit in there idk what else to think..

When I put everything into perspective, I mean my insomnia is bad. I'm eternally lonely. I can't meet anyone...

And I can't find a single therapist willing to work with me other than Mike who if I use my brain cells might very well be trying to annoy me/give me anxiety until I leave.

Why load on top of my anxiety about the white mulberries? Why add another thing to be anxiuos about? I was already anxious about my thyroid, sleeping, and my heart monitor results. Why throw in white mulberries and suggest I'm making risky behaviors when he google searched for 40 seconds abt the LD... why give me more anxiety? Why purposely aggervate me? I mean he knows damn well I'm not maniac. I mean maybe between the white mulberries and buying the new Mac he thinks it's risky behavior. I assure you I can afford the new mac. I projected my finances months in advanced. And I can see my other Mac is shitting the bed cause I beat on it gaming on it all the time. I mean I don't just spend money 🤷 I overthink and do spread sheets.

I just don't see the point in bringing up maniac behavior after the last time he did when I assured him not only am I not maniac but it's offending to me to try to slap that label on me just bc I hear a voice. Psychosis is a real thing.

Not only that but none of my behavior is risky. He was such a dick about me getting a car wash, cause I spent 50$ on it. Yea my car deserves a car wash on our decade anniversary. Yes I'd like to try to keep the good paint in decent condition. I didn't fucking go gambling. I'm taking care of one of the only good things in my life.

I just think he wants to get rid of me. It makes sense. Why pile on my anxiety and bring up something that makes me mad bc IM NOT MANIAC. IM NOT DEPRESSED.

I mean for one the muscle stuff seems to be calming down. Nothing weird happened last night. And I overanalyzed it. I sleep with my hoodie on. I cover my mouth a lot with the blanket. Idk what that bilateral twitch was the night before but I have a feeling it was my forehead feeling weird as it often does..... with a twitch and the blanket up against my face with a tactile and a scary mental picture

I also feel like I could have crunched up my cheeks when I felt the twitch in my forehead in response to the twitch and mental picture with the blanket against my face. I can't say for sure I had the blanket against my mouth but I often do kinda cover my mouth. Let's say I didn't that night... okay.. then maybe I crunched my cheeks in response to the twitch in my forehead that scared me when I was freaking out about microsleep.

I'd also like to add this happened BEFORE I took more xanax. Cause I know a change in dosage can cause side effects. But it was BEFORE and I had no weed that night.

I mean.... I can say my forehead feels weird 1000%. I can describe the pulsating twitching I randomly get in my legs, arms and back... and even my butt...

Why can't I characterize what happened that night? All I can say is I was def awake and I felt lt more prominently in my forehead.

[sehodreamsthoughts]

yess i looked up his age before i started going tooo crazy but plsss 96…. 😩😩😩

also!! i missed this earlier but did u still wanna do that ask game? if so, i wanted to ask bamboo, sage, ivy, and aloe vera 🫶🏻🫶🏻

- 🥟 anon

YES, EVEN HIS AGE IS PERFECT, PLEASE SM I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THIS MAN OUT THERE AND WRITE 40 FICS ABOUT HIM 😭🩷

Hi babyyyy, here are my answers 🐥

bamboo ⇢ do you change into a different outfit when you get home?

I'll be honest here, and some may think I'm a bit insane, but not really, it depends. If I arrive from the gym (if I go at night) I take a shower and change, if I arrive and have nothing to do (pretty rare, and usually it's when I arrive at 11pm or later and I'm too exhausted to do something else) I change to my pajamas, BUT if I arrive early from work and continue doing stuff in my house (for example, i have three classes a week in the evening/night and I get there exactly to just turn on my laptop and pay attention, or sometimes I continue doing work I have for the next day) I just keep wearing my clothes until I can't continue anymore and change into my pajamas if I can, but there are a few times (MANY TIMES) in which I just take off my bra and go to sleep with what I'm wearing (please don't think I'm crazy, I just really don't mind at all sleeping in jeans if I'm too exhausted 😭. My friends cancelled me for this -wearing jeans to bed- because in this last trip we had to leave at 4 am one day and I directly went to sleep with the clothes I'd wear the next day, IDK why I'm like this 💀)

sage ⇢ what ‘medium’ of art (poetry, music, fiction, paintings, statues etc.) is the most touching to you? why do you think that is?

I guess it could be said music and fiction since it's what I mostly consume, I don't really go to many museums since I don't think I have a real connection with paintings/statues/photographies (I do still enjoy going to the movies and theatre if it counts). HOWEVER, if I use the word touching, I'd say those first two. I've loved reading since I was pretty young and I've always done it with music, it's like, I need those two to be connected almost all the time. I think this is, and I don't know how this will sound, because I feel like books are different lives, and they're lives you can temporarily live, not matter your sex or appearance, when you read, you can imagine things, and if you want to (what I usually do), you can become part of the story too! It's like, you can feel things through the sentences, and it doesn't matter if the character is a man or a kid or a grandma, you can still become them if you want to. I don't know, I think I could talk a lot more about it but I would be just saying whatever comes to my mind, like I guess it could be said that I function with music, and I live through fiction or something along those lines 😭

ivy ⇢ what are your ‘tells’ for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell you’re happy, annoyed, upset or tired?

Oh, this is easy, people can totally see it in my face, I'm pretty expressive, so if I feel something, most of the time my face will show it before I can do anything about it 😭. Of course I don't think it's a negative trait when it shows I'm happy, but It's still a bit problematic since when I'm working and people put obstacles to get on my nerves I try to look nonchalant, and even if I tell myself to not do it, sadly a lot say that my eyes are enough to show what I feel. Also, idk, I guess it's the way that my smile becomes fake AF too (I try to smile most of the time because when I'm not people say I scare them or I look mad when I'm not 🥺). I don't know what else could be a tell, I don't think there's anything else apart from my smile and my eyes, everyone says that I have a strong aura/energy and sometimes even from behind they can sense that something is happening when I'm upset or happy, but I don't know if that counts, it could be body language too but I don't really do anything in particular more than smile and look at people in the eyes🫠 (hahaha when people say my eyes and energy are intense I blame my parents because how could a Scorpio and a Leo have another Scorpio, insane!)

aloe vera ⇢ what’s something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?

Mundane... Woah, I don't know, maybe prepare my own drinks at home? I thought about this yesterday when I was out because I still haven't tried to do it and I really like to drink matcha. I was more into normal coffee but I try to not don't drink too much these days because I have pcos and recently it was discovered that I have hypothyroidism (yeah, when I thought my results were okay, and there was just a little weird number, barely high, well when I came back from my trip and had my doctor's appointment they told me it was hypothyroidism lol) so I'm trying to drink only matcha and I'd like to learn how to make it because none of the coffee places that I frequent to sell it and I still refuse to buy Starbucks 💀

Well, that's a mundane thing I could try, but if I'm honest, I'd love to clean my own house, which means, I'd need to get my own house first, and that's not so mundane 💀

Can I ask you too? 🥺 I don't know if you can ask back in the game, but if you don't mind, I'd like to ask orchid, bamboo, sage and palm tree 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[memes-saved-me]

I read your other anon about what billy represents and people not getting it. The whole time I was watching s2 I was wondering wtf his deal was, he didn't make any sense to me but the way he was introduced led me to believe he was supposed to be more than just a random bully. So then the scene with the dad happened and I was just like OH. I didn't see it coming but in those two minutes EVERYTHING about him suddenly made sense. His situation was creepily similar to my own (in the past, I'm fine now), and suddenly I related to and understood him like no other character ever before and I was genuinely shocked when I saw so many people hating him (I only got into st this year in like April). Because yes, canonically he's an absolute asshole and I don't excuse his actions, but there's a world of difference between an excuse and an explanation???? What always gets me is when people are like "he deserved it (the abuse/posession/death)", and I can't help but project and think that yeah he probably would agree with that in some way or the other and it just hurts. Idk if it's possible to live in such a situation and not have serious self esteem issues but it's just.. How do people look at someone very obviously (to the viewer) being abused and not have an ounce of compassion? Or the critical thinking skills to realise his behaviour has got to be closely tied to his situation? I believe what people often don't get or even think about is what this kind of abuse does to your overall mental state, that it's a lot more than ""just" getting pushed around once in a while". And then I get mad that billy was robbed of everything he could have become had he just been given a second chance. Sorry for this essay, I just have a lot of thoughts and opinions on him

Yes 100%! Also Billy probably has ptsd which can be weird af to deal with. Personally I can't be around agitated or drunk adults, mostly men and when I'm around that I find myself running away before I even know it. You sort of go into survival mode subconsciously and can't get out of it until you're away from whatever set it off. Its not always a sort of episode black out moment like in movies, its a "Okay I need to get out of here" or a "Right how do I take control of this situation I'd normally be controlled in" which for Billy is definitely when he turns up at the Byers knowing if he doesn't get Max home he's in trouble.

I'm glad you're away from that now! And yes when I saw that scene it clicked and I have never understood or seen myself in a character more than Billy. Ever. I really don't understand the unreasonable hate for him. I get that he's very unlikeable and that's fine. But saying he deserved to be abused and killed is fucked up especially considering how many abuse victims see themselves in him and even use him to process shit.

^ this. Billy probably hates himself more than any anti does. Vecna used him against himself instead of anyone else who scared him. Billy has low self esteem so uses his looks to get what he wants and to get attention. That boy is lonely and has no one yet people say he's just a dick who deserved death? Doesn't sit right with me.

How many abuse victims started to continue the cycle of abuse before stopping and growing? Billy was 18. Barely an adult and died before he could change. That isn't "a villain getting what he deserves", that is a tragedy

[lilyfreshwater]

okay it's me anon with a long ass analysis.

"But then the Halloween stream happened and he started hanging out more with them after". I wasn't talking about billzo I was talking only about aimsey in this one. ranboo was scared of them both, yes, but he wasn't very interested in aimsey even after halloween stream. he never mentioned her after his return to the us, but he did mention bill quite a lot. glowduo became a little closer during tubbo's us trip and really close they became only after everyone returned home. it's not about ranboo's fear of people or specifically bill and aimsey trust me.

"I'd just tone down ranboo being self-aware enough to purposely replace tubbo". I completely agree. I don't think he does most of these things on purpose, or is even aware of them. it's the influence of his various traumas, it's his way of being accepted into friend groups. blah blah blah we get it.

you know once ranboo became a very important person for tubbo, irreplaceable even. like I don't think that he was trying to replace someone in tubbo's case, but nevertheless he adjusted himself to tubbo's needs. and during uk trip one could see how painful it was for tubbo to lose their bond. they relationship was very important for him, whatever it was. tubbo (metaphorically) constantly extended his arms to ranboo for hug, and received a slap on the hand (metaphorically) and a shocked look. it was hard to watch. from ranboo's perspective, I see it this way: when he realized that tubbo was attached to him like a puppy and wasn't going anywhere, he began to show his true character, his worst features. and of course doxing was the catalyst, but it wasn't the only reason. one way or another, at some point during uk trip, ranboo would be tired of always being convenient for tubbo (which is generally normal for any person, but he brought himself into this situation so idk) and would start being rude to him anyway.

frank I'm so sorry ranboo's just my favourite subject for deconstruction. stop me if this shit in your inbox annoys you. I don't think the dude is evil, but he is quite harmful. his personality is lame af but at the same time he himself is a curious case for psychological analysis. at least for me lol.

no ur literally fine like i think im gonna start calling you puzzle anon or something (if you're ok with that) cause you just click everything in to place that i've been trying to say but didnt know how. i think you're completely right about the tubbo thing and i think thats something that a lot of us here ignore because we also hate ranboo and we dont want to think about tubbo actually liking him at some point. but he did! and thats what makes everything so much more painful is he really truly liked ranboo and enjoyed their friendship (or more whatever it was), and then ranboo started to show his true colors that he wasn't really the guy tubbo wanted or needed him to be. and i think that's really the root of the problem that a lot of us had with him, because we were happy for tubbo and thought he had finally found someone he could relate to and who would understand him, but the whole time it was just a facade. and i mean i don't exactly blame ranboo cause he got doxxed, but at the same time he chose to push tubbo away instead of appreciating him for being there

[astrxlis-archive]

Hello Fox !!💖 I remember you telling me to let you know when i have seen Turning Red already. So here i am 😤 i have actually seen it the past few days ago tho i just don't have enough energy to compile my thoughts (yes i have tried typing my live thoughts down so i could say something 😂 it does matters still, right?).

I love how their temple looks like, it looks outstanding and really pretty 🤩🤩🤩 i'm lowkey loving the cooking scene, it looks like an irl advertisement 🤤🥺 Seeing her "solving the quadratic equation" gave me flashbacks back then when i was studying it— it's traumatizing and i'd never want to go back to that phase again (+ i forgot it already) yet i can see college whooping my ass in the future 😂😭 I cracked up when Mei felt something awakening inside of her and started to doodle an ikemen guy with defined abs that looks like Devon 😭

😭 I FELT THE EMBARASSMENT when her mom picked up her notebook,, i'd be praying for my life too if that would happen to me. And of course, her mom misunderstood the situation. 10/10 can relate as an asian, they're very protective yet stubborn at the same time 😩😩 they'd assume some stuff and refuse to listen to their kid smh smh. Idk if it's all asian moms but they're very reactive and emotional when there's some guy other than your dad or relatives that are involved 😩

That part where Mei started to have nightmares scared me sm 😰😌 it's hella creepy and lowkey relatable ?? Since dreams like that tend to be wild af 😭 idk but it really scared the hecc out of me,,,

I find it lowkey funny when Mei tried to move her belly when she turned into a red panda,,, and i think it's lowkey cute when the panda parts to go *poof*! There's a pink smoke too. i love miriam for talking back to this one person who said "whats with herr?? ("her"=mei) " that sounds so mocking and miriam snapped back, "what's with your face??!!!" <333 I honestly didn't expect Miriam to be the mom friend of the group, her mom might think otherwise but i find her to be a nice person :)

The part where mei transformed as a panda in school, rushed to the girls' cr then there's a girl who got out a cubicle(that said "o m g")- the way she shut her up with just her left paw and pushed her back 😂😭 Me thinking while watching mei run away from her mom: "i wonder how much this property damage costs like" 🤔🤔🤔

When Priya's twilight loving ass assumed that Mei transformed into a werewolf 💀 I'm cheering on Wilfred, her emotional support dog plushie 🥺💗💗 it's such a cutie,, I love their friendship, it's so wholesome <3 i love how their eyes sparkle in that ✨way✨ to show their adoration to something

Referring to her parents testing her urge control : idk but if im the one getting presented some random kitties i might run instead (context: i am scared of animals/insects or whatsoever that moves;;;;;)

I have also written these down: "YESSS BUSINESS 🤩🤩🤩 USING THAT *PANDA POWER* FOR MONEYYY." i remember tryna sell stickers and stuff at school too,,,is that one of the signs that im choosing business in the future 🤭🤔

im loving the fabulous entrance of her aunties + and her grandma looks so badass esp with that brow scar 🤩💞 I also like the foreshadowing of her dad asking her if her mom told her anything about her panda form. Mei haven't had any idea and then for the later parts of the movie her mom transformed out of rage, showing the destructive red panda in her. I was so shocked when her mom transformed 😭😭😭 why is it dinosaur sized ??!?! 😰😰😰 I haven't continued typing anything around this part but i love how we are able to see her aunt and grandma's forms too. It cleared my questions of "does the aunts have panda form too or only her mom?"

And tbh, her mom in her younger years looks so fine ?? I didn't expect that 😂🤩 she looks really nice. + Sun Yee's panda form is so lovely. It just lowkey creeps me out how she isn't saying anything and stays silent tho 😰

Figured out that by the end of the movie, Mei embraces her panda instead of abandoning it, for it's also a part of herself :DD the movie's really good, and i have forgiven Tyler too 💀💀 i really wanted to punch that boy in the first scenes.

There's no need to reply to this 😂 if you have something to say, please put it together with one of the previous asks 👌 Well, that sums everything then 😌 Good luck on your midterms Fox!! 😤😤😤 Please do your best, and no matter the result will be, at least you tried, right ? 🥰🥰🥰 We'll still be proud of you for trying, and that's all that matters !!! 💗💗💗 See you around ! :>

— 🍰.

hello 🍰 💓

i know you said i could reply to this in a different ask but honestly i am still not over this movie KFNDKSJ IT’S BEEN AT LEAST A MONTH NOW but anyways. i think it’s so sweet you took the time to write your thoughts down so you could share them with me?? please 🥺🥺🥺

i thought the temple was so pretty too!! i wish i could see a place like that irl 🫣 and yes, the cooking scene was great!! the contrast between how meimei’s dad is when cooking and how he really is like was great 😂 he's the kind of lovable dad who is trying his best, i think.

meimei’s doodling was literally me when i became a teenager 🫠 i felt represented and called out kfndkdn DUDE THE SECONHAND EMBARRASSMENT WAS SO REAL I HAD TO PAUSE THE MOVIE SO I COULD BREATH. I FELT THE DREAD. i’d honestly just pray for God to strike me dead if it were me. i can’t say much about the asian mom part but thank you for enlightening me about how real that is 🫢🫢

the nightmare sequence was just,,,, nope. nope, not for me, seemed like something straight out of my own nightmares 😢

speaking of miriam, i just love their whole friendship group?? like the girls are so supportive of each other, and they hold each other accountable. it’s so wholesome 🥺 i cried a lot during the movie bc of their friendship kfndks i wasn’t expecting miriam to be the mom of the group either! or for abby to have such gremlin energy 😳😳 and the twilight reference???? i lived for it even if i'm not a fan of twilight.

anytime meimei interacts with people in her panda form was so funny to me bc honestly? i would react the exact same way as the others did 😂 and i do think this may be little confirmations that maybe your path is in business :3c i mean, you’re looking at the movie and thinking abt how much damage would cost and celebrating flourishing (technically illegal) businesses 👀😂

the fact that ming lee’s panda is so enormous and we aren't given any explanation as to why in the world she’s like that… it makes me wonder. can pandas grow? or once you get them do they stay the same size? i feel like out of all the family members, she was the one who struggled the most, and that’s why she’s so controlling with meimei. i think at some point she liked her panda, too. but who knows! maybe i’m just reading too much into it.

about sun yee, that part creeped me out too 😂😂 but i think it’s because even if she did speak, meimei wouldn’t be able to understand her 🫢🤭

again, thank you so much for sharing your thoughts with me!! it’s nice to have your insight and opinions here.

take care of yourself too!! see you soon!! 💕💕

[phantaloon-books]

(some) Riordanverse characters (bc I never read TKC) and which Hogwarts House I think they would be in

Warning: this is a long one

Nico: the dude is definitely Gryffindor without a doubt. Like Sorting isn't about some traits and some characteristics, it's about core personality. He may have gone through some of the roughest stuff when he was 10-12, and he was resentful and bitter, but he was brave and bold af throughout everything he did. From learning about his powers, to using them relentlessly despite knowing how exhausted he is afterwards, to his willingness to do whatever is necessary to do what has to be done, because it has to be done. You can't change my mind that he's Gryffindor lol.

Grover: Do I even need to explain why he's Gryffindor? He's a satyr, and even if we're shown strong satyrs, they're not really supposed to be brave fighters. Yet he is one of the strongest, bravest nature spirits we've ever encountered in the Riordanverse, and one of the bravest in general. Like he's so passionate about doing what is good, he's a hero, and the only thing he doesn't match with common Gryffindors is that he's humble and as far from arrogant as could be possible, but it doesn't take his courage away.

Hazel: She's Gryffindor, and core personality-wise, she and Nico are very much alike. They don't ever think about themselves, like Hazel really always does what has to be done, no matter the cost, I mean she literally died preventing Gaea to rise the first time, and she freed Thanatos while believing he would take her back to the Underworld. She's brave af, and she has one of the most strong willpower we've seen in the Riordanverse. She's a passionate hero, and she's the closest thing to a real knight in shining armor.

Lester: I'm gonna place him in Gryffindor because I don't think he fits in in the other houses lmao. That said, as Apollo he's very shitty, but as Lester, he's one of the most courageous people. He's grown so much, he's so willing to actually do stuff now, and sacrifice everything to do what's right, including his life, even if he doesn't know he's gonna survive. Hell, he really went most of TTT with an incredibly painful wound that nearly turned him undead, and he cared more for the future of Camp Jupiter than his own life. Additionally, he's a bit arrogant and cocky, but he truly means well, I love Lester so much.

Clarisse: Look look, all I have to say is that no one could have pulled off less than half the stuff Clarisse has done, she's so Gryffindor it hurts. She's reckless and impulsive, but she's driven by her passion to do good, even if she's the daughter of war, and was bullied by her own father. She's daring, she's bold and she is the hero. She's also arrogant and thinks she can solve everything by herself, something characteristic more of the canon Gryffindors in the books, rather than what the fans have shaped. In fact, she's very much like Gryffindors in the books, who are actually very rude to other houses and think they're the best. Still, at heart, she's in this house.

Alex: I'm in a huge dilemma about where to put them, but I reckon they'd fit pretty fine in Gryffindor. Not only are they daring and courageous, they're proud of who they are, but not in a too full of themselves kind of way, rather in a 'I am who I am, and if you can't accept me, fuck off' kind of way. They can get carried away rather easily though, and very arrogant, thinking they don't need anyone else, when they do in fact need some company. They are one of the kindest and at the same time most ambitious characters we've met, but they are brave beyond understanding in a very personal way, thus, Gryffindor.

Percy: I think it's fair to say he'd be Hufflepuff, because loyalty is literally his fucking fatal flaw, and he is the kindest sweetheart to all those who deserve it, he goes out of his way to help those who need help, whether that be mortals, halfbloods, gods, magical creatures or even his own enemies. He's too good for this world, and even if he's grown a bit bitter, he always looks to fight justly for what is right, and never loses faith in others. That, and the fact that he turned down immortality so that the olympians were more inclusive of minor gods, and their children were treated better. He's just a lovely soul, he's like 80% Hufflepuff so that's enough for me. All that and he's stubborn as hell.

Jason: Hufflepuff. Just, undoubtedly Hufflepuff. Like he seems to be this cold and self centered hero with a superiority complex (bc of all the son of Jupiter stuff) but he's the softest guy there is. Not only is he hardworking, open minded and kind, he appreciates justice but he doesn't seek for revenge or anything, he makes sure people are treated fairly and wants everyone to be accepted. Proof of that is how he continued Percy's job of including more gods, and made sure Nico felt comfortable with who he was. He truly has a heart of gold. (He deserved better btw)

Meg: God I can't decide between Hufflepuff and Gryffindor, but I think I'll go with the former. She's so strong, my baby, she's faced so much wrong, but she's still so kind and understanding of others, especially those who deserve kindness. She puts up such a hard facade, but she's so patient and warm and inclusive. She's brave and strong (as strong as the big three kids, if not stronger), but she's also so loyal to her beliefs despite how she was forced someone else's beliefs for years, so I'll keep her in Hufflepuff. Also, she's stubborn af, and she can be lazy, so that settles it.

Will: I KNOW some people will say Will could be in other houses that are not Hufflepuff, BUT I won't have it any other way. Will is literally the warmest person ever. He is kind and sympathetic and enthusiastic and patient and inclusive. Like Helga Hufflepuff would take one look at him and lose her shit screaming "mine". He's the guy who saw the son of Hades so many people were scared of and immediately grabbed his hand and transfered him some warmth and didn't let him go ahead and get himself killed. He's also the one who everyone loves and likes, so much that Clarisse gets along with him and he can calm her down. He's the ideal Hufflepuff, you can't change my mind.

Magnus: I mean, what else can you expect from the son of the god of summer? He's literally a guy who heals others with warmth. He's also the guy who spent years on the street with the most difficult situations, and accepts every single person the way they are. He's inclusive af, and tolerant of everything. He's the guy who's closest include a deaf elf, a Muslim valkyrie, and a black dwarf, and he's dating a genderfluid person. Yes he's brave, and he's kinda smart, and he's ambitious, BUT none of those qualities overpower his Hufflepuff nature.

Piper: Kinda debated whether Gryffindor or Ravenclaw fits more, but in the end I went with Ravenclaw. Even though she isn't a fighter, she's very very brave, yet her bravery isn't compared to her wits. Like others in the PJOverse, she wins her fights by outsmarting her opponents, but unlike others that's one of her strongest traits. She's witty and creative and a little on the negative side, she really struggled to work in a group rather than by herself. On another note, she's able to keep calm in crazy situations and come up with the craziest most unthinkable solutions (I'm talking borderline ridiculous) that always somehow work. She's not booksmart, but she knows so much about everything, and she's lifesmart you know?

Reyna: Why are some of these so hard? Deeply debating whether she'd be Ravenclaw or Slytherin. In the end I'd go more for Ravenclaw though. Reyna's smart as hell, she's strong and sharp, and she always sees the best way out of a situation. She's witty and observant, being able to keep her cool in battle and lead others in the best direction. She's always looking to grow, and she prefers to do things on her own, but she's a great leader. She has some Slytherin qualities, and she's not learning as learning oriented as others, but she's definitely Ravenclaw.

Sam: Let's face it, Sam has the only active neurons in all of MCGA, she's definitely Ravenclaw. I'm gonna be honest though, I've only read MCGA once, so I can't remember much of their personalities, but Sam is witty and clever, pretty much the only one who can come up with competent plans, while the others rely mostly on luck and whatever plan they can cook up in 5 seconds. She's loyal and true to who she is, and she's extremely courageous and proud of who she is, but her sharpness is what she stands out for me, which is why I put her in Ravenclaw.

Annabeth: I know the obvious option is Ravenclaw, but I genuinely think she's also Slytherin. Yes she is booksmart and wise like Ravenclaw, but her personality matches Slytherins' ambitious, cunning and resourceful nature. She's smart as fuck, but she's calculative, she always finds a way to end up winning, and while she does so by outsmarting her opponents, she wouldn't need to outsmart them if she weren't so competitive. I feel like there's this 40/60 odds on Slytherin rather than Ravenclaw, but it's that small difference that counts. Plus her leadership skills are so powerful that people don't ask, they just know she's the boss.

(Also just picture the sweet and loyal Hufflepuff boy with the strong and cunning Slytherin girl, like it should be as opposite as it is with Poseidon and Athena, but they're so cute)

Leo: Idk what you can expect that's not Slytherin. This boy is the embodiment of ambition and determination. Reminder that not all Slytherins are bad btw (I'm slytherin myself), but like he's life smart and cunning, and he can analyze situations faster than anyone else. He's charismatic and talented, and there's no one to stop him from triumphing. I don't have much to say, I just know he'd be in Slytherin.

Rachel: She's kinda a difficult one, and I struggle between Gryffindor and Slytherin, and tbh I'm still not sure. But I think I'd place her in Slytherin, because even if she's brave af (especially since she was a mortal fighting in a war out of her power), her main trait is her determination. When she's set on something, she gets it done. You can't tell her she can't do something, because she will find a way to do it. She's kind, and she's only a mortal, but she still has incredible power unlike any other. I don't think I can really name it, but I think she'd be put on Slytherin with much difficulty from the Sorting Hat.

Luke: Where else could Luke possibly go? On the meaner side Slytherins have created themselves, Luke would be part of those misled by who preceded them, by those who want to take advantage of their mistreatment (bc let's face it, Slytherins are mistreated by both students and Hogwarts staff), and turn them cold and bitter. Luke is ambitious and manipulative, being manipulated himself, and it comes easily because of his natural charisma and talent. He's very freaking determined and cunning too. He'd fit right into Slytherin, but he'd be viewed as one of the rotten lot.

Thalia: I don't have much to say about this, but Thalia is the girl whose fatal flaw is their desire for power (or smth along those lines), just like most Slytherins. She's ambitious, she's smart, she's truly talented, she stands out between the rest, and she knows it, and she actually kinda likes it.

(Also I put Annabeth, Thalia and Luke in the same house because they're all kinda similar, even if their beliefs and postures are different.

Frank: Ngl I'm having more difficulty with Frank than anyone else. I'm kinda torn between Gryffindor, Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw. I literally can't choose. He'd fit perfectly in any of them lmao, I just can't decide where he'd go. You decide this one yourself.

Please keep in mind, this is my personal opinion and my take on the characters, and not all of you will agree, and that's fine! You can let me know what you think (kindly please, don't come at me), and if you want to, send me an ask on a character you want me to do the same as these (as long as it's not TKC, I'M SORRY I haven't read those) go ahead, don't be shy!

[ofallthingsnasty]

Hmm I'm definitely being bias here bc aizawa is my favorite, but chemistry wise and survival wise id probably do best with yan erasermic? There's so many forms the two of them can take tbh, but I can kinda see my personality meshing well in a 'relationship',

I'm already kinky af, and bondage/helplessness are a big turn on. Like inevitably being turned on to just the most basic of bondage and shows of being helpless? But also? Tbh I see myself as a very, malleable (?) person? A part of it is definitely naivety, but also the other part is being a people pleaser. And at the end of the day, aren't people pleasers easy to manipulate when all you need to do is give them a lil praise?

It'd be so easy for them to kinda just train me to be whatever they'd like, and because of that, I feel like after long days of work, coming home to a darling who (after training) they can trust to do whatever they'd like? That's the kinda thing they'd like. But damn if I'm not stubborn, first couple of month I would be volitile and nasty, escape attempts not even thought out; just bolting for a door. And even then? That's perfect, it's like they've got to earn their reward, plus ultra right?

So after my time fighting them and doing everything I can to get some form of control over myself back, all they'd need is a crack in the armor? A little praise over something little, like just humming a tune to myself, and looking over surprised, not angry or scared, to be complimented over something I'd normally see as embarrassing. Making you feel like your seen vs something to be seen. I'd probably hum a little louder in the future.

Shit also I just don't really see them getting angry angry at the things I'd do or say? Like Aizawa would see it in the light of logic, and Hizashi would just see a scared kitten scratching at the unknown, and it constantly being worm down as 'aww look at you go, your so cute when your mad' it'd fustrate me to no end? So when they start worming their way through the cracks, those reactions get quieter and quieter. Not to mention any for of cuddling/touch? Being touch deprived already from being locked away, forced cuddling and playing with my hair? Ugh I'm so gone after like 10 minutes.

I soooo went longer then I should have, but! I sent one in!!! Your turn!!! Spill the tea on what you think/want as a Yan relationship and with whom?

Awee anon, this was such a nice read! I re-read it like a dozen times already-

Yes, you do come across just like a little kitty - feisty but also in need of some love. And I see Eraser as very level-headed and calm. I feel like he'd have all the patience in the world - if you don't pull something overly stupid, that is. I think he'd be able to empathize with those rudimentary escape attempts and he wouldn't be mad, just disappointed. (So yeah, just what you said basically hehe) And Mic would loooove your spunk - and it does make those very first moments of compliance all the sweeter, no?

With all that (and especially being touch-starved and a tad of a people pleaser), they could easily win you over. Dream team dynamics there. It's so cute awee (and then kinky later on pfff)

Me? That's why I'm asking anyone on here - I've been thinking about it and hearing other people's takes makes me think...

Idk - I'm anxiety personified and sooo fucking awkward (ranging from not being able to speak to blurting out the weirdest shit). I have many nervous habits. Also biiig daddy issues (yikes)

I need someone to guide me and to be really, really patient with me - I spiral really quickly and I'm a total cry baby. But I also always try my best haha. Mhhh.... Idk maybe Fatgum? He puts up with Tamaki so well, I think he could do the same for me and he wouldn't be impatient. Once I'm really into someone I'm a total people pleaser as well! I do acts of service, mainly. He is nice enough (I think) to accept the situation as is. Like no random sadistic punishments or so - it could def work over time and with some stockholm syndrome (lol) - but I'm not quite sold tbh 🤔 Edit: I realize now that this was a little rambly, blame that on the benzo I took haha 😅

tell me which yan character is realistically your best match (in terms of survival and chemistry)

[lebrookestore]

Thank You and Presents?

Welcome to this semi-chaotic, passive aggressive post. I spent a good hour on this, so you mfs better read.

I've decided to combine these two posts, considering they go hand in hand, so bear with me.

I've been here for a month, and I've made so many new friends, read some amazing fics, and actually made friends with some of my writing inspirations themselves, which I cant even begin to comprehend so I won't try.

I've released four fics, two were shorter, but the ones I'm really proud of- Little Princess and Poison and Petals-i still can't believe I sat my ass down and started writing. This year has been a shit one, but never would I have thought I would start writing fanfiction. Let alone the long ass fics I write please.

So hitting 100 followers is even more of a foreign concept, but thank you so much! I'm bewildered that people actually ready my shit and the fact some want to be tagged in stuff, and the fact it's only been a month? What is reality-

And some of y'all see my shit posts and deal with me- to that I say God bless you and your patience. You have to be some sort of heavenly being amen.

Honestly, some of y'all actually helped me through a lot of shit, and some even encouraged me with my first fic, which was the start of these shenanigans( whether this was a good idea or not, we shall never know)

Basically, thank you so much, it means a lot to me, it really makes my day when I see w new follow, or a reblog, or someone liking my shit posts about simping (I am sorry my dude) .

Now, since the year is ending, thank god, I've decided to give my moots presents, since I've seen a lot of people do this (originality went ✨yeet✨) and it's also like a thank you and appreciation message of sorts. Also because I'm nice.

Let the chaos begin:

@alicanta77 my first moot, and literally one of my biggest inspirations fir writing, she was with me when I was writing Poison and Petals, and encouraged me with everytime I hit a roadblock, or was feeling tired with it. She's such a talented writer, and her series are very well thought out. They deserve so much more love, because the effort, the plot, everything is immaculate, and felix, babe, I love you to death.

@danishmiilk my second moot on this hellhole and I hate you but I love you so I guess pemdas cancels that out. She is an amazing writer, her fics too deserve more attention. I honestly don't know what I would do without this bitch, we run the culture cafe together, and I'm such a dumbass at coding, but she does it(even if she does forget to add the https, but we won't talk about that okay) and she matches my chaotic energy perfectly. She's definitely not annoying (I wrote that with a straight face my dude, be proud), and I would do anything for her so yeah ily bye

@astroboy-lele furOU THE 40 YEAR OLD MAN ON FACEBOOK- I'm sorry, not really, oh well. Another underrated writer, her fics are really good too, and she was the one who encouraged me to start the net, and gave me the idea of a dark cafe aesthetic. She helped me with a lot of shit there too, and is a really good listener.

@orange-nimon-cross I scared as fuck of yunha, but I also love her. Shes honest and blunt af and I love that about her. She always gives me honest, actually helpful feedback a d if probably the first person I'd go to for said feedback. She deserves way more credit for her writing, its amazing, and her poetry? They're beautiful and deep and ineish I could write like that.

@rouiyan MISS REE ANOTHER WRITING INSPO AND A GREAT FRIEND honestly I met her and we just vibed tbh. She too helped me with my first fic by encouraging me, and I love her to death too. Very happy ahes back from hiatus, all my fists of love for you babe!

@yvezs mila I have no fucking clue what your posts mean half the time, but I love you anyways okay, you already know so I'm not gonna bother writing a long ass para, I'll annoy you later

@heartyyjeno ALESHA! honestly, she's so sweet, and her asks literally brighten up my day. Her writing is also amazing and just ugh, I love you and get very happy everytime I see you.

@moonbeamsung HANNAH BBY YOU'RE SO CUTE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OMG you're the sweetest bean ever and your writing is the bomb.com. I hope we can get closer, because you never fail to make me feel better, or brighten up my day with a message or an ask.

@radiorenjun angie my fellow simp and hard stan letS GO- I know she's not always online, but she's always there when I need to simp, or when I need help with important descisions (what pic I should chose fir my lockcreen, for example) she's always there to simp for ten with me and our convos are questionable (she's seen my dark dark gallery man. If that's not friendship idk what it) . If you do want to summon her though, I suggest typing renjun or ten in a message, all caps.

@channoticedmeuwu kai. *heavy sigh* this bitch is honestly one of the best people, like she deals with ny shit posts, replIES TO THEM and even deals with my excessive simping like damn what angel are you (the fallen one, jK-) she also likes simping with me, even called for help once(it failed, but it's the thought that counts. She even tried helping me when my laptop fucked me over, which, surprise, it still is, but we barely even knew each other at the time?? How amazing is that?? But bitch stay the fuck away from taeyong thanks hyuck is the waiting.

@loonacitys I MET YOU TWO DAYS AGO BUT I ALREADY LOVE YOU WE LIVE I'M THE SAME DAMN CITY BYE OMG and she matches my crack head humour *cough* tHe gRoUp *cough* so yes another amazing hooman bean.

@sweetlyjaem she SIMPED WITH ME AMEN-

@ppangjae literally one of my biggest inspos for writing, I read seven letters and was inspired to pick up little princess again after it was sitting dying in a dark corner of google Docs for three days. Alex is so sweet, she didn't mind my chaotic awkward ass, and dealt with the long ass asks and the dozen of messages I sent her.

@kdongyoung ro is so sweet and chaotic I love it. Her edits are *chefs kiss* and she made my beautiful header which I will flex everytime I get the chance. We've not talked that much, but I still love you okay.

Moots I wanna know better-@jungwooisms @du0tine @moonttaeil @fruityutas @ooyoungs

I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU BYE

[genevievemd]

Can I ask you some questions about Ethan and Genevieve I discovered your page a week ago just finished all the fics I'm interested in your version of the characters

Oph MC is usually seen as flawless and perfect (like every other MC in choices) what are some bad habits or flaws your MC has and we know Ethan's flaws he is one of the few li's who have actual flaws but still I'd like to know your Ethan's flaws which are personal or you have imagined them. (English is not my first language can't explain my request more clearly than this)

Do you see them married with kids in the future ( ik the marriage part you have a fic about it but here is what I specifically want. both of their opinions on this matter before meeting each other and after spending a year or two dating)

Does Ethan have extended family that you have created like a cousin he is very close to or a best friend (if yes can you make a fic where Genevieve meets this best friend or cousin?)

Any hobbies or skills Genevieve has?(like sketching or piano or something idk why Genevieve gives me piano vibes)

Which med school did you have Genevieve go to?

Are they fresh air kind of people or city air kind of

Do they believe in aliens

Opinions on pineapple on pizza

And last but not the least body language ( signs their body gives off when they are anxious, scared, happy and excited)

Ik they are a lot of questions and you probably hate me for making you answer this question air but either way love your work♥️♥️✨💫

Yes! You can always ask me questions and I LOVE these questions. I’m very attached to Gen lol so I’m always willing to talk about her! 

Thank you for reading all my things! 

And I don’t hate you for all the questions, I answered every single one, under the read more because they got lengthy. lol 

First Question: 

I definitely don’t see Gen as perfect. I’ve kind of put a lot of myself in her, which I’ve never done with any other MC I’ve played. I kind of see Gen as as a perfectionist, to the point where she gets in her own way. She also, like Ethan, tends to put everyone’s problems on her shoulders and feels responsible for thing that are way out of her control. And though Gen is patient, sometimes too patient, she can hold a grudge. It’s unhealthy and she knows that, but she has a hard time over coming it. Like with Landry, deep down Gen wants to let it go and move on. But there’s a small part of her that will always feel angry and betrayed. Gen’s also not one to put her own needs ahead of others, it’s rare that she’ll ask for what she needs, unless she 100% trusts the person she’s confiding in. (I have a headcanon where her dad cheated on her mom when she was in high school, they didn’t get a divorce, but Gen was the one who discovered the affair and it left a sort of trust/abandonment issue.) She can be rather clingy in a relationship, at first, something Ethan was annoyed with, he’s rather independent I think, but once he understood where that was coming from it didn’t bother him as much. It was just Gen’s way of reassuring herself that Ethan was hers, that he wasn’t going anywhere. Plus her love language is physical touch/affection and spending time together. 

As for Ethan, I think he’s a very closed off person, has a hard time trusting people. He absolutely will push someone away, not because he necessarily wants to, but in order to protect himself. For me, I think one of the main reasons why he didn’t dive 100% into a relationship with MC was his fear that he’d lose them. That they would walk out the same way his mother did. I also think he’s way too stubborn and has a hard time admitting when he’s wrong. He won’t be the first to back down in a fight, even if that means it makes him unhappy. 

Second Question: 

I absolutely see Ethan and Genevieve married with kids. Gen has always wanted to get married, always wanted to be a mother. She’s had a pinterest board since high school thats dedicated to her dream wedding lol. When she found out Ethan wasn’t 100% on board with marriage, she was bummed. But at the same time, she was/is willing to let that go if it meant she could be with him. As long as she has Ethan, she doesn’t need a ring. Gen’s also always believed in soulmates and fate, she knew after their kiss in Miami that Ethan was her soulmate. 

As for Ethan, I think deep down he’s always wanted kids but never saw them as an option because he never thought he’d find the right person to settle down with. I think that also ties into his past with his mom. Same with marriage, when he wasn’t in love, it didn’t make sense to him. But once he was, realized he never wanted to lose Gen, he understood it. Once he recognized how much he loves Gen, he wanted everything with her. Marriage, kids, all of it. With MC/Gen he realized he could be the parent he wanted to be. 

I have a scene in chapter 3 or 4, I can’t remember which, in Love You Home where Ethan and Gen have the marriage/kids talk. 

Third Question:

I think Ethan has an extended family. We don’t know much about his parents, if they are only children or not, but I think either his mom or dad has a sibling or two. They’re definitely not close at all, he probably doesn’t see them. But they exist. Gen’s influence definitely persuades him to reach out, in the same way she influenced him to give his mom a second chance. 

As for a best friend? I don’t think he has one, I think Naveen is his closest friend at the moment. But I would love for him to get back in touch with maybe a childhood friend or friends from collage. Maybe even become friends with some fellow attendings at Edenbrook. Again, I think have Gen/MC around has really opened his eyes to different things and realizing how important friendships and relationships really are. 

And at some point I may write something for that. 

Fourth Question: 

I love that you see Gen as a piano person because I also see Gen as a piano person. She doesn’t play much now, lack of access to a piano and too busy with work but she does know how to play. She also speaks a baby bit of french, not enough to be fluent but enough to understand her maternal grandparents (they’re first language is french, so they speak it interchangeably with english). I also think she’s a pretty decent singer, she did choir in middle/high school.

As for hobbies, Gen is super into photography. She’s not the greatest, but she loves it. It ties into her being a super sentimental person, she likes to have tangible memories. She also loves journaling, she definitely has a bullet journal that she does herself. It’s relaxing for her, after a stressful day. And I don’t know if you’d count make up as a hobby, but Gen is super into it. On the daily, she really only wears eyeliner, mascara and a light lipstick, but on her days off she experiments and does more intricate looks. I have a headcanon where Ethan comes home and sees Gen in like a super dark lip with a kickass winged liner, very femme fatale, and he’s shookith. 

Fifth Question: 

I go back and fourth on what med school Gen went too, I googled top 100 med schools when I started open heart so I could pick a good one for her lmao Its a toss up between University of California or University of Pennsylvania. Gen is from New England, she grew up on the coast of Maine - not too far from Providence actually. So I sometimes think UPenn because Gen would want to be close to her family. But then sometimes I say Cali because she wanted the adventure of going off on her own. At some point I’m going to have to choose obviously but where not there yet lol Still a toss up. 

Sixth Question: 

Genevieve is absolutely a fresh air girl. She loves the beach and being outdoors. Boston is a bit of a change for her, being a city but it doesn’t take long to find some country air here in New England so she gets both. lol 

Seventh Question: 

LMAO I love this question. I never thought of this but you know what Gen absolutely believes in aliens. Not in a weird conspiracy kind of way, more in a scientific kind of way. There’s no way Earth is the only planet in the galaxy to have life. The galaxy is freakin huge, scientifically there is no way we’re the only planet with life. 

Eighth Question: 

Pineapple on pizza is a crime. End of story. No one should ever have pineapple on pizza. No just...no.

Ninth/ Last Question: 

I’m going to answer this for each of the things you listed in your question. 

Anxious: It’s very easy to see when Gen is feeling this way, at least to Ethan and her friends. She retreats inward and does this like twisting motion with her fingers. Like cracking your knuckles but not actually cracking your knuckles. She’ll also bite the corner of her lip. 

Scared: Gen doesn’t scare easy, but when she does she kind of hugs herself, makes herself smaller. Will hide behind things or run away. She’s a flight not a fight when scared. Especially if its like a spider, bug or snake - she’s terrified of those. That’s a freeze or run and scream situation. 

Happy: Super easy to tell when Gen is happy. She gets really smiley, a little bouncy. One of those people that does that little happy dance of swaying back and forth. 

Excited: Same as happy, big smiles. Jumps around. a little dancing. Lots of giggling. 

I’m gonna add one more here, for shipping purposes lol 

In Love: Gen is affectionate af, very touchy. She’ll show you how much she loves her way before she ever says it. Ethan realized she was in love with him months before she said it. Just by how much more open she was with physical affection. Always gently touching his arm, or kissing his cheek, always willing to hug him or snuggle in close. 

Thank you so so so much for the questions, these were so fun to answer! Feel free to drop in any time. I love Gen and Ethan so much, I will always answer any questions you want to ask me about them.

[crispy-chan]

— writers tag game ✨

tysm @yyxgin & @aliceu for tagging me 🥺💓

1. what fandoms have you written for (but do not currently)?

stray kids along with bts are actually the first for me 😌

2. what fandoms are you currently writing for?

stray kids and bts

3. how long have you been writing?

ugh so...in terms of fanfics (and in general stories other than school essays and projects), I started this January

4. on which platforms do you post your stories?

only tumblr. please let me know if you find my work elsewhere

5. what is your favorite genre to write?

angst. I adore writing heartbreaking stories. I think it's sort of therapeutic for me - it makes me feel like I have some control - I can literally choose the fate of all the characters...

6. are you a pantser or a planner?

idk. I usually plan out the basics and do some bullet points but 90% of my plot twists just come to me while I'm writing and are spontaneous af

7. one-shot or multi-chapter?

for reading, ig both but I'd prefer if the series was already completed. I have a history of forgetting about fics if they take a long time to update, ngl. for writing, it's one shots. a lot less pressure. but I will admit that series do get a lot more interaction and feedback imo

8. what is the perfect chapter length in your opinion?

about 15k ig. mobile crashes when it's more (usually) but I honestly don't mind. the longer the better...

9. what is your longest published story?

the truth untold (28.7k) for oneshot and maze of memories (as of now 62.6k) for a series

10. which story did you enjoy working on the most?

probably the first chapter of maze of memories. low key took me one day to write

11. favorite request you’ve written and why?

I never actually took requests TT

12. are there reoccurring themes in your stories?

yes. shy and insecure mc's. I project a lot of my insecurities into my main characters so that's that lol. angst too, I love writing it. also, kpop boi coming to the rescue quite often 😌

13. current number of wips?

*sweats nervously*

for the ones that I've actually started writing (not plotting! writing!), I'd say like 7. but when it comes to ideas and such, it's like 200 lol. I've got a long ass words document lol.

14. three things you have noticed about your writing?

pretty crappy. long. can't write dialogue.

15. a quote you like from a published story?

There it was, he dropped the bomb. It felt like a rock being lifted off his chest when he finally confessed his true feelings for you. His eyes scanned your expression, tearful yet still slightly impish and curious to see your reaction. The curve of his lips slightly dropped when he saw your frown intensify. His expression hardened as he mumbled, more so to himself, “I knew it, I fucking knew it. They always fall for the perfect ones.”

— arcade

16. a quote from an unpublished story?

With you peering at him like that from under your lashes, it took Changbin all his willpower to not cup your face and press a kiss to your lips. You looked so damn adorable, seemingly shy and scared, but with a flicker of excitement in your eyes. Although a small part of you was slightly doubtful, the rest of your body tingled with exhilaration, and you felt yourself taking eager steps towards your friend.

— in another lifetime (coming soon)

17. space for you to say something to your readers~~

thank you. that's it. I really appreciate anyone who took the time to read my stuff...I really appreciate it, and I hope I can provide you better and more stories in the future. much love <3

taging: @taecup-fics @strayingdawn and whoever sees this ♥️

[fallingfantom]

on my block season 3

JASMINE AND MONSE'S FRIENDSHIP IS THE BEST FUCKING THING!!!!!!

jamal's excited face when he found out lil ricky was alive was the best thing. i love him and i'd like to thank brett gray for existing.

jamal really called them out on their shit with the rollerworld money and i am here for it! like yes baby tell them exactly who found the money and how they just took credit for it

monse and cesar communicating?? unheard of. glad they temporarily worked their shit out

jasmine!!! jasmine!!! jasmine!!! i love this girl with my whole fucking heart. she's so fucking smart and yet she's somehow always underestimated. and she knows her worth. she knew that ruby wasn't sure of his feelings and knew she deserved better than being someone's crutch. she gave him the time to figure it out himself and i respect her so much. give her the love and appreciation she deserves please!

the part when they're going to find spooky and they get into an argument? important af. they all went through their own shit and i'm glad they voiced out their problems even if it was a bad time to do so. like jamal saying that he was the one to find the money and that he used it to help cesar, ruby saying he got shot and almost lost his life and that the "love of his life" died and cesar being scared and sad over oscar was all so heartbreaking. monse constantly thinks she's always in the right and i have to agree with her on this one. at first i thought she was only gonna go off on jamal and ruby but then she went off on cesar as well. she was also so scared, had just lost her mum and went through a whole crisis where she thought she was losing her humanity yet she was the voice of reason through it all and i'm so glad they actually developed her character this season because 1 & 2 did sierra dirty, she deserves to play well thought out characters

ray coming back into the picture?? that plot seemed kinda iffy tbh? like he didn't really serve a purpose other than getting dwayne's joint trashed??? idk man. maybe i stopped paying full attention to the show when he was there so i missed something?

speaking of dwayne, he's an icon! everything about him is so good! that scene where he walked in on jamal taking the shovel? amazing. the part with 19th street coming to beat him up? iconic. but most importantly, the scene when jamal is talking to him and his wife? and then jamal leaves? and he goes "i love that kid"? ADORABLE. i love the whole family. like jamal's mum's (her name escapes me atm) reaction to that just being "military school" was gold. all of them are icons tbh

KENDRA??? what the fuck was going on with her??? i'm like highkey excited but also terrified of where they'll go with her character next season. she can either be a really important character (which is what i'm hoping for) or she could just end up tossed on the side and only used when the writers want to remind everyone that every single character is cishet

and last but in no way least,,,,,, THE END! WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THE OMB WRITERS AND ENDING SEASONS ON SCENES LIKE THAT??? like the core4 aren't friends anymore? WHAT??? wack. jamal and ruby sharing that look broke my heart. the picture of all of them together and jasmine's face around the frame being covered up by everything was, once again, heartbreaking. the core4's friendship was completely messed up at times but it made them closer and to just have them not be friends 2 years later was rude af to my heart.

IN CONCLUSION,,,,,,,, I AM READY FOR SEASON 4 TO COME OUT AT THIS VERY MOMENT. THANK YOU

[simp4ace]

☁️SO... im Aris (he/him) and im 15 (yes im a child). im a guy... most of the time at least, im kinda genderfluid. I mostly like boys but girls r so pretty too <33 my orientation is a mess so imma just say that I'm an aromantic that loves romantic physical attention 👽 therefore i cant really write anything thats actually romantic... 😔

...Therefore I spend my time in class writing small drabbles on my social and political studies book.

I love listening to Arctic Monkeys while daydreaming about Ace and other sweethearts from fictional worlds in modern AUs. In other words I'm projecting 😎😎

OTHER THAN THAT- I love Jojo, noragami, assassination classroom and one piece among others SO MUCH I COULD BE WRITING ESSAYS ABT THEM. I'm also familiar with genshin Impact and its pretty boys 😳

So yeha that was my introduction 🙏🙏🙏 it'd actually the first time I'm an "anon" on a blog, so I can guess that ur just too cool 💪💪 I fell in love with ur blog I'm staying here to send imagines and drabbles if u don't mind me😔😩

Ariss hiii❣❣❣ omg your bio is sooo cool???!!! ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ • *✰ idk why but I have a feeling we could get along well if we met irl hehe :333 there's a lot in common, not everything but mostly yess XDD I'd love to tell you a bit about myself too if it's ok ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) (since the official bio I put in my blog is pretty cringed imma delete it after this and might do another ahhh ;u;)

gonna put everything under the cut cuz I don't wanna disturb anyone's dashboard <33

Sooo hello again, I'm Rin (she/her). I just turned 19 2 months ago, but I'm still a child at heart who is not ready for her 20s yet;u; idk I'm scared of growing up dfhjvdfhjv

I'm a hopeless romantic, but when a guy hit on me I got scared and run away lmaoo, and run back to my small imagination world where I feel much safer... you can tell I'm a nerd or a coward, either way (╥﹏╥) but then I also crave for romantic physical attention, it's just complex you know;o; oh yeah, and I'm touch starved, like, very...

therefore!!! therefore, all the love scenes I've written so far are just my mere imagination haha I haven't had any experience yet XDDD just like you, I also love writing headcanons and drabbles in class hehe(i'd love to do anything in class but study ;) ), I listen to Lana Del Rey's songs for inspiration tho, cuz as I said I know nothing about real love:>>>>

AND OHH WHEN YOU SAID YOU LOVE DAYDREAMING ABOUT FICTIONAL CHARACTER IN MODERN AU, bro, I know we could be bestieeeee 😳😳😳 no because I'm a sucker for modern au too!!! especially high school au omg omg omggg!!! and especially if that fictional character has a tragic life in the manga??? oh no they deserve a happy life in our modern-day!!!! idk why I'm always so attached to tragic characters??? and tragic stories ;u; I like fluff the most don't get me wrong, but sometimes I just want a good cry and a good heartbreak💔

My favorite manga atm are One Piece, Attack on Titan (cuz tragic), Nana (cuz tragic, also :')) Kingdom (tragic...) Demon Slayer (crying tho T-T) Welcome to Demon school Iruma-kun (oh hey this one is not tragic, very wholesome) and Spy x Family (the cutesttttt) AND OMG I LOVE ASSASSINATION CLASSROOM TOO FDHVJBDFHJV I CRIED BRO I CRIED A LOT JVHBDFHJVB😭😭😭😭 I dropped Noragami a while ago to wait for more chapters, gonna come back to it someday :>>> and Jojo oh Jojo :'(((((( don't know why I can't find a website to read Jojo online??? I'm upset! I don't really like watching anime, especially a whole series cuz I'm lazy af so <///3 I still watch anime tho, I love Studio Ghibli and basically any 90s movie 🥰🥰🥰 do you like Studio Ghibli's movie? :>

Hmmm anything else about me?

Oh right, I have an unhealthy obsession with platform shoes, I love Japanese fashion in general, and uh my attention span and my memory span are really short

I'm living in a hell of homework, deadlines, exams, and housework atm, so sometimes I will disappear for days. I apologize in advance if it takes me long to respond :<<< also I'm not an English speaker so I might make lots of mistakes ahhh I hope you don't mind :>

Thank you for reaching out and talking with me, Aris 💖💖💖 I appreciate you and anytime I see your message I just can't help but smile a lot SO YES PLEASE DO SEND ME DRABBLES AND HCS AND THEORY AND WHATEVER YOU LIKE EVEN JUST SILLY CHAT BBY I LOVE TALKING TO YOU:333 you're always welcome here I love youuuu💞💞💞

P/s: Knowing that I'm the first blogger you anon to is really really touching you have no idea 😤😤😤 I have been smiling to myself all evening djhfvbdfhvjbdvdb

[gracefulweather]

I forgot to say poor Juyeon 😭 it's okay Ju, you can be the loml (saw you tagging that under Sangyeon btw 👀 you're in a reverse harem I see )

😤😤😤 soon we gonna drop the fren mayhaps (then we shall just be enemies to lo-)

WHAT DOES MY WRITING BLOG SAY?!?!

Lol I know but she said she went to dm me the discord link and I was gone so she thought I just deactivated without letting her know akdksk it's sad, I wanted to break his heart <\3

Yes, I procrastinated my last collab that I did for Haknyeon even though we knew about it from the year before lmao but ooo you've started at least, who's it for 👀

Yeah especially when it feels like all I've been getting is rejections ;_;

Omg I really don't have an answer for that 😭😭😭 interviews still make me nervous af, but idk why that last one I had I was okay?? I think bc I wasn't sure if I was into the role lol. Think you just gotta make sure you're prepared and done your research, though I'm still jobless so 😅 I thankfully haven't had an interview that involved a test either 😭

rani... biasing everyone except for hyunjae... hmmmm 🤔 haha exactly, why stick with one dish if u can have the whole menu ;) sangyeon and younghoon are both the loml 😍

ur writing blog SCREAMS mirae ok!!! i've been eyeing easy love so much but the word count lowkey scares me... but ONE OF THESE DAYS. ahh break his heart bc it was one of the bad ending ones right? yeah i kinda just decide against collabs after seeing the deadline LOL like i'm gonna forget about it or not be motivated. aaand my fest fic a bbangju fic but i'll convert it into reader insert afterwards for the blog (probably reader x juyeon unless i decide to really switch things up)

hmm you know what. what if.... the solution was to take a shot before an interview. like if they're online anyway no one would know :))) ok jk maybe don't do that. i guess the nerves would probably get better with practice? my friend kept telling me about all the technical questions she got during interviews and like,,, i had no idea how to answer them 😭 i feel like i'd be trying to use psychology 101 to make myself seem smarter and more likable, and praying that make up for any lack of skills lmaooo