#idk i think they respect each other a lot
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blubunz Ā· 2 days ago
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YAP SESSION 3
ā€” RE chars in general x gn! reader
怊MINORS DNI!怋
Tags: Sex. Just casual stuff nothing crazy. RE characters includes: Leon , Carlos, Ashley, Jill, Chris, Ada, Luis. Claire is mentioned but I don't write anything horny abt her.
A/N: I have a hunch I'm actually gonna be sick un,, not feeling so great. This is just what j think if it's based on normal stuff like no fucked up messed up situations whatever, just casual lovers making love and what they like.
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Consensual.
Ok now that's out of the way, I have some preference in minds, obvi they're purely just my opinions.
Leon is like, the guy who swings with whatever you want. Rough? Yeah. He'll go feral. Gentle? Ok. He'll be so sweet, even moan for you I'd you want to hear them, in which most of the readers in my fic would love. Most of the time it's just you, you, you. Him asking you what you want. Princess treatment or absolutely feral, he doesn't have one in mind, he's just on board with whatever you want and if you don't say anything, he'll ask you what you want anyway while kissing your cheeks so sweetly.
Carlos,, grhfrgrhgrh, he's so bite-able. I think he's the soft type. Like, he can be rough, but most times, he chooses not to if you don't specify anything. He absolutely loves seeing you just getting satisfied and happy, so yes, he'd go rough if that's what you want, just not without you saying. Even when you did something bad, or if you hit him when youre on top, he'd just melt and cradle you in his arms, kissing you, and you two would have some cuddle-fuck session. In my mind, Carlos is very emotional and sentimental in his love life. I can ramble on about the same thing over and over, how he's an absolute king in showering you with too much affection.
Slapping? You're into that, but Carlos is scared of hurting you. Bondage? He doesn't want to see ropes burn into your skin, the only thing should be on your body are his marks and hickies.
So anyways, his biggest turn-on is seeing you getting so, so satisfied. This might make him indulge in overstimulation however, he keeps making you cum and seeing your brain melting after each orgasm. That's right, you don't have to think, just be happy of what Carlos is giving you ā€” pure love and affection.
I don't get much thoughts fron other characters in a sexual way, but I'll think about it like rn. Both Leon and Carlos are hot to me so obvi they're like,, um, long, and,, the first ones I write about.
I think Ashley would be some vanilla stuff, and if you two both try to go into some kinky stuff, things just gets awkward because both of you never really know how to do it professionally, and then you two would just laugh and watch a movie.
Jill is like,, ohmygod,, she's so ourhrorhrirug. The Jill in my mind is like, into the casual stuff, but she prefers handling you as well. She mainly wants to see every once of your reaction so mind you usually sex with Jill will never be a quickie, she doesn't do it slow, but rather she just does a lot of things to finally let you go.
For Claire. No, idk, I never think of her in that way and when i think about it now,nothing comes to mind. I love her character! I just don't associate her with these horny stuff so no.
Chris, big beef guy, I like him too! I think he'd enjoy handling you like Jill. Ok, so he's be like, usually, dominant and rough, hed praise you though, but hes very rough, and he enjoys using his strength to let you know who's in charge. but like, you can put him down no matter how strong you are. One word, one pleading look and you got him all soften up and asking you if you needed anything. Usually, he's never the one to initiate too, he respects you and only fucks you when you want to. If he's horny and you're not then he's holding it in, not even letting you know. If he's not and you are, then, obviously he has the need to satisfy you in every way he could.
Ada is like, I think with how she is in the games, she'd know what you're into by now. You're an open book to her and she can read you. You didn't even have to ask, it's like she knows. It creeps you out honestly, sometimes, at how every time she knows what you need. Maybe she keeps track every month? She knows your kinks too, and when you talk to her, she's like,, "I know,," sometimes she surprises you during sex, turning the usual sex into one imof your kinks. She enjoys seeing you surprised following with the high amount of pleasure that follows suit.
Luis. A bottom.
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aglionbyfoxes Ā· 2 days ago
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so some thoughts on jayvik as characters/a ship that devolves into broader story thoughts (keep in mind im not done yet i only just finished s2e3 but i generally know what happens)
jayce and viktor are, for a number of reasons, such interesting mirrors of each other, but also such important reflections of their respective homes!
At a very superficial level, Viktor does not make Many impactful choices throughout the first season, and his big one towards the end is something that has pretty immediate and irreversible ramifications. Even though in some capacity itā€™s out of his control (he tells jayce to destroy the hexcore, jayce ignores him), the one time he takes control of a situation, thatā€™s kind of it, thereā€™s no coming back from it.
On the other hand thereā€™s Jayce who from the beginning gets the opportunity to make a lot of decisionsā€”what to do with hextech, how to use it, how to announce things, to not make weapons, to make weaponsā€”and heā€™s usually making, narratively, the wrong choice but it always feels like thereā€™s a chance for him to try again, change his mind (for all the good itā€™s doing lmao)
and i think thatā€™s a) so interesting for their characters but also b) so indicative of the shows depiction of zaun and piltover. the bad choices of a few end up causing major ramifications for the citizens of zaun but thatā€™s really all we as viewers are seeing on screen. meanwhile piltover is systemically fucking over their neighbors, and even when itā€™s so clear that as a nation piltover is going down a bad path, they almost getā€¦excused from taking the brunt of the blame? And not even just by shifting the blame onto Zaun, but even by the decision to have Ambessa stoke the flame of the conflict. It takes away the responsibility Piltover should be facing for their treatment of Zaun.
And while i love it for the characters, bc they are forever just products of where they are from until THEY break the cycle, Iā€™m really frustrated by the direction things seem to be going in in the second season because it doesnā€™t feel like itā€™s being done in a way that puts Piltover in a bad enough light. idk!
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kevinsdsy Ā· 2 days ago
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hi pookie if you have dicking around time i would love for you to drop some nabil hcs i miss that guy
AHHHHH THANK YOU FOR ASKING I LOVE TALKING MY SHIT ABOUT MY HEADCANONS AND NABIL MAHMOUD IS MY BABY-- this is a few days late tho because #busylife BUT LETS DO THIS!!!!
where to start? hmm. okay like in my mind nabil is really energetic, but in a chill and quiet way? idk if that makes sense. he isn't necessarily loud, but he does always have something to say and there's always a joke ready on his tongue.
this man has such random lore. like he knows basically everyone.
also has a lot to do with the fact he doesn't say no to hanging out like ever. oh you're bored and want to drive around? let's do it! you want to get coffee? just let me grab my shoes. oh you just want to leave the dorms and have no idea what to do? we'll figure something out on our way.
and not just with people on his team. it's also people from his classes. friends of his friends. people from other majors. just basically anyone he has ever met.
this also lead to him staying up for three days straight with derek thompson btw (to me they match each other's freak okay)
this guy doesn't go to most of his classes by the way, but he always passes his exams with flying colors (also has a lot to do with the fact he does not respect a good sleep schedule and just pulls all nighters when he thinks he needs them).
he skips so many classes to hang out with tony <333 and tony loves spending time with him so much he pretends like he doesn't have nabil's schedule memorised and isn't aware that nabil is supposed to be following his classes instead.
both tony and nabil are spider-man obsessed and they have comic dates where they go buy new comics together or hang out to read them. they're losers your honour <333
his brain works in mysterious ways. this guy is always using arabic phrases and words in his sentences and most of the time he doesn't even realize it or just assumes everyone on the team has spent so much time with him that they know what he means.
like if someone fouls him during games or something happens during practices he goes "bro what the fuck was that?! that was haram!" (not allowed in islam). it doesn't even make sense in the context, because of course it isn't even haram he's just a silly guy.
nabil is a MAJOR football (soccer) fan. he actually barely watches exy games meanwhile he catches every barƧa and PSG game and has crazy ball knowledge.
ever since jean joins the team and he gets to know jean better he always takes a piss at the french language (we gotta do it for our ancestors).
his french isn't the best, but he does know a few phrases here and there and likes showing off in front of jean (jean is not impressed btw)
he also listens a lot to french rap (doesn't every north african guy?) and rai (algerian folk music). i actually need to make him a playlist now that I mention it.
hmm what else? idk. i wanted to go into his ramadan lore since it's almost that of the year, but i don't have that much for him.
just know ramadan nights are CRAZY and he comes back with crazy late night stories.
"oh yeah so i was at the mosque and this guy THREW UP right next to me."
"let's go get smoothies?" he texts around midnight to the groupchat. laila obviously joins him since she's participating too, but that leads to cat joining in and obviously tony is already there. cody never sleeps either, so they're up for the late night food/drink run. shawn joins because #fomo but falls asleep in the car. derek is in the passenger seat next to nabil and is drinking and eating as much as nabil is. everyone (but shawn for once) is energetic and having a blast.
midnight is still the normal hour for him. he also does another run @ 4am. once again cody joins him and this time lucas is there too. laila is responsible enough to just eat and drink something quickly at home before praying and heading back to bed again.
then it's the next day and nabil is #dead since he didn't respect himself enough to get a normal amount of sleep nor can he get any energy drinks (which he normally drinks)
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the-s1lly-corner Ā· 3 days ago
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gigi x user who collects a LOT of smth ... (like idk..trading cards or tabs/bottle caps)
Gigi x reader who collects
Speed writing a lot of these openings. I think what I might do is, at least as soon as the valentines season is over and valentines requests close on my main-- I'll write up a bunch of stuff for here to fill a queue so I can get to work on fic writing. I know October is still months away but I've already verbally committed to two challenges and I don't want to make 1k word fics again this year HISSHISS
(This was totally unrelated to the request we are back on our plan dumping in authors notes WOO YEAH BABY) (maybe I'll squeeze in a few dandys fics for flufftober while the interest is still present and the passions still there)
Notes: gn reader, toon reader, pre game, written on mobile, short post, admin is still trying to get a feel for gigis character so bare with him
CWs: none
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Gigi likes collecting things in general, whereas you have a focus on things- she can respect that!
She's usually not very keen on sharing, but... if she finds she has something that aligns with your collection she might just cough it up to you
Compare your collections to each other! It gives you both something to talk about! For her, where she found it and how... and for you, well... the same, but with the added bonus of info dumping
It's a little hypocritical but she thinks you're kind of a nerd for it... not in a bad way, of course, you're passionate for the material whereas she gets a thrill out of getting something into her possession
Has to fight the urge to yoink one of your belongings whenever she visits. She feels bad if she does and eventually returns it
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breadandblankets Ā· 11 months ago
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part 1
"Imma be real for a second," Duke said. "I'm fuckin starving."
"That's understandable," Spoiler responds. "Crime fighting is hungry work."
"True that," Duke sighs. "Batman makes us carry cash you want noodles?"
"If you're paying then of course I do," Spoiler responds easily. "You know any good places?
The thing about Steph, is that a lot of people underestimate her. Even other bats, who should really know better, seem to do it all the time. Duke privately thinks that its because she's funny and upbeat that people will just let her fade into the background as a dumb blonde.
People do this to Duke sometimes, other heroes, other bats, they'll just let him become white noise.
He wears bright yellow for fuck's sake.
Unfortunately for this Steph, future Steph and Duke spend a lot of hours together, and he knows what she's like when she is on the hunt.
Duke knows the protocols for time travel, he knows the protocols for dimension travel. Duke also knows that he's tired and starving and going to have to track down whatever Turbo Emo version of Batman is out there.
"The future."
"Weird name for a noodle place," Spoiler mutters, the lenses in her mask drawing in together.
"Not a noodle place," Duke belatedly realizing that he just completely blurted that out. "The answer to your question."
Spoiler crosses her arms.
"The question was about noodle places."
"The other question," Duke gestures vaguely at Spoilers brain, because that was so helpful wasn't it. "The one you didn't ask."
"Oh," Spoiler says about as lamely as Duke feels right about now. "OH! Damnit I was betting on dimension travel."
Duke raises an eyebrow under his helmet.
"Dimension travel?"
"Yeah like maybe you're a happy universe' Batman," Spoiler says, her body language loosening into typical Steph. "Or wait..."
Spoiler gasps, leaning into whisper: "Are you Evil Batman?"
Duke barely doesn't burst out laughing.
Barely.
"Like do you bring presents and joy?" Spoiler continues, conspiratorially.
Duke breaks into helpless giggles.
"Santa?" Duke practically shouts through his laughter. "Evil Batman to you is Santa??"
"Am I Wrong????"
Duke laughs even harder. Spoiler politely gives him time to collect himself.
"I've met both and so I can tell you, yes."
"Wait, wait hold on," Spoiler waves her hands as if to dispel the previous conversation. "Santa is real?"
"Yes," Duke says gravely.
"Wow," Spoiler blinks blankly at the sky for a couple seconds. "That is going to need a lot of processing."
"I think crises are best had over noodles don't you think?"
Steph's head whips back around.
"Fuck yeah lets go!"
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raviollies Ā· 1 month ago
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I dont understand the trend of fandoms trying to make all characters friends and erase any conflict between them as if that's an indictment of either of those characters as people.
Sometimes two fundamentaly good people exist in completely different worlds. Sometimes people just don't like each other. Conflict is just as integral to interesting development as friendship/romance. I don't understand why people are so desperate to sand characters down to featureless monoliths
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wazzappp Ā· 2 months ago
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I love thinking about how this would go down with them
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swinging-stars-from-satellites Ā· 4 months ago
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with a few minutes' reflection and a second conversation with my parents I have realized that I may have overblown things and overreacted a bit and also in some ways they're correct even if I think they're also harsh about it
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sailing-ever-west Ā· 1 year ago
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I think he should be embarrassing about her
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sun-marie Ā· 1 month ago
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..... is this a safe space to admit i kinda really don't like that lucanis used to have a crush on viago
#okay these are about to be some real salty tags and they might sound insane#i just. there are other crows.#like as i look back on it it's a criticism i think i have with the whole game#that the structure of ā€œfaction contactsā€ basically forces everything involving that faction to involve the same two people#and for whatever reason it really bothers me with the crows specifically#idk a lot of it just feels kinda fan-servicey to me#like when i go back and read eight little talons i think viago calling lucanis ā€œthat demon of a grandsonā€ -#- works a lot better if they don't really know each other like that. it makes the crows sound big!#like he knows OF him he's the grandson of the First Talon but he doesn't KNOW him#and for lucanis idk i just feel like it could have been any other crow boy and still serve the same purpose#and on top of that i feel like viago's characterized in the Wigmaker Job as a kind of a hard person to like#(i say this with love as a reader but in universe i get the feeling this guy is respected and feared but not particularly liked)#and i think it brings a lot to Teia's character that she's really into this spindly unpleasant pile of spikes and nerves who poisons people#in a way that i really don't buy that lucanis would#idk i just feel like it simplifies all three of their characters for the sake of -#ā€œoohhh look at this player the one guy from the book you love likes the OTHER guy from the OTHER book you love ~worlds collide~ā€#thing. and as a certified viago teia and lucanis enjoyer i'm not a fan!#anyway#datv critical#i might expand on the faction contacts thing later bc i really feel like it's a Thing in this game#marie speaks#idk if any of this is coherent or makes sense but like. I NEED to know if i'm the only one who feels like this
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jemmo Ā· 11 months ago
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i finally got the time to watch love is better the second time around and im not at all shocked that im obsessed with the adult second chance at love jbl - have you met me.
but it also needs to be known that shiraishi is my beloved, the actor plays this role so perfectly and i want my bitchy sad gay to find true love
#love is better the second time around#also i adore the mains a whole fucking lot#iwagawa is the perfect mix of pathetic and desperate veiled in cocky and sophisticated#and miyataā€™s character is just a gem like the way he has transformed from his younger self is so refreshing to see#like this is a kid that was so pure and sweet and open and when he believed that all got trampled on he didnā€™t let it go to the extreme of#becoming hard and emotionless instead he really has just matured into an adult that actually cares for and values himself#like that hurt made him feel worthless but now he knows he isnā€™t worthless#like he internalised it through the way he protects himself from others but he does it both to not feel that hurt again but also bc he#thinks well of himself and i just adore the fact we get to see a timid kid grow into someone with self-respect itā€™s so cool and refreshing#and even when it comes at his detriment bc he wonā€™t let himself believe iwagawa is being honest or that heā€™s ever been - that itā€™s all just#a joke or teasing or whatever itā€™s not frustrating bc you both get where it comes from but also feel like you can support him pushing him#away bc he does it for himself and for the person heā€™s become#so likeā€¦ to watch a show where youā€™re both deeply rooting for the couple but also support when they push each other awayā€¦ idk how they did#it but they did. the premise is simple and the show is simple but every moment and interaction is electric and thrilling and thatā€™s the kind#of show i love. one that can convey how seemingly interactions are full of tension and stakes for these people. itā€™s so hard to convey that#but this show nails it and i just canā€™t get enough now.
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lowcallyfruity Ā· 1 year ago
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SEBEK AND EPEL SIT TOGETHER AT LUNCHHHHH
GREEN APPLE SEBEPEL WINNNNN WINNNNN
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Yes Jack is there too but this isnā€™t about him
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c0rpsedemon Ā· 1 year ago
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the thing about the queer media tournament that really gets me is that last i checked there wasn't a single mxtx work on it. like not even the untamed made it in and don't get me wrong the og mo dao zu shi books are huge but cql is def more popular among tumblr circles. idk it just really rubs me the wrong way how every single piece of western media that ppl have ever gotten a lil bit aggressive abt shipping with is there and then for east asian media there's utena and madoka magica and the handmaiden and last i checked that was pretty much it. and then for the rest of the world there's next to/nothing but idk enough to really make judgements there.
#like. really? no mo dao zu shi? no scum villain's self saving system? no heaven's official blessing? no nana?#i can think of at least 10-20 pieces of media more deserving of being in there than some of the western works that got in off the top of my#head. yuri is my job (self explanatory). fate/stay night (most of the cast is bi but esp rin bc she says it out loud + saber trans coded).#fate/extra (red saber canon bi + nameless archer. stay night lancer. kirei and issei are all there). black butler (grelle trans. also#eric and alan from one of the musicals + alois from s2 of the accursed anime + nina and possibly mey rin are all gay)#toilet bound hanako kun (kou and mitsuba went canon). the evillious chronicles (michaela. clarith and bruno are gay. bohemo possibly trans.#gallerian possibly gay). requiem of the rose king (self explanatory). project sekai (mizuki trans. minori and rui possibly gay).#cocoon entwined (literally a yuri). fucking honkai impact 3rd (lesbians but i don't play it so idk who). any uc gundam series w char and#amuro but especially char's counterattack (char and amuro explicitly confirmed to be gay 4 each other by author + movie focuses on their#relationship). also mobile suit zeta gundam (char and amuro together + kamille is a boy's name!). turn a gundam (gay character).#iron blooded orphans (gay character). the witch from mercury (about a lesbian relationship). melty blood (ries and sion lesbians).#guilty gear (bridget (self explatory)). sailor moon (mainly uranus and neptune lesbians but also apparently there are a lot of gay#characters i didn't know abt in sailor moon). the illustrated guide to monster girls (yuri moment). dramatical murder (yaoige). slow damage#(yaoige). sweet pool (yaoige). ouran high school host club (haruhi gender stuff and also her dad's whole deal). cowboy bebop (ed gender#stuff). fullmetal alchemist (envy nonbinary). neon genesis evangelion (kaworu and shinji). like half the villainess isekai out there.#haruhi suzumiya series (the girl herself is openly bisexual). omniscient reader's viewpoint (danmei). fucking re:zero has a trans girl in i#for god's sake. we're well past 20 so i'm allowing myself more fate. fate/extra ccc (red saber again but also gil and caster and bb and-).#fate/hollow ataraxia (follows same cast as f/sn). today's menu for the emiya family (follows same cast as f/sn again. also the switch game#metatextually canonizes shirou's crush on lancer if the interesting descriptions from f/sn and the various bits from f/ha didn't convince#you). fate/apocrypha (rider of black + saber of red transfemme nonbinary and trans guy respectively. the former is also bi). fate/samurai#remnant (f/sr saber nonbinary. also gil is there and rogue archer is def implied to be bi in f/go). fate/zero (waver gay rider bi. saber gi#and kirei are all there and at their most bisexual). the case files/adventures of lord el melloi ii (waver spinoff (self explanatory)).#fate/strange fake (gil and waver are there. also false lancer nonbinary and jester trans). fate/grand order (has p much every character fro#the franchise and more. notably added trans anime girl leonardo da vinci). ok no more fate. since the tournament has a p liberal definition#of media i'm including vocasongs. magnet by minato ft miku and luka (lesbian song abt lesbians). erase or zero by hzedge ft len and kaito#(magnet for boys). himitsu ~kuro no chikai~ by hitoshizuku and yama ft len rin and miku (angel rin falls in love w miku. disguises herself#as a human man to be with her). i think i've made my point clear but add my initial list of the big famous ones (-nana) from the 1st tag.#romeo.txt
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sunsetzer Ā· 11 months ago
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On one hand, I want a final fantasy 6 remake, because the game is criminally underrated and the amount of fan content (which is all absolutely fantastic btw) is Not Enough for my neurodivergent, hyperfixating brain.
On the other hand, that would inevitably encourage more people to join the fandom, which would be great, except it seems these days the bigger a fandom gets the more toxic it becomes, and I really like what we have going on over here in our little corner. We all just love the game and its characters and nobody fights about who should and shouldn't date who or who you shouldn't like because they're ~problematique~. Nobody's trying to make one ship morally better than another, nobody's calling anyone names or threatening to doxx people who don't agree with their opinions. It's so peaceful and I love that for us. We're just vibing. Moisturized. Unbothered. In our lane. Flourishing.
#as someone who was in an extremely toxic and chaotic fandom and lowkey still traumatized#to the point where I'm afraid to mention which fandom it was/what my ship was#i have to say#i genuinely love it here#i was nervous at first sharing my ships and headcanons but everyone is so chill i was worried for nothing#thank you to everyone I've interacted with who has made this fandom a healing experience for me#i shudder to think about what some of the people i interacted with in a previous fandom would do with ff6#probably would take edgar's flirting at face value and call him problematic for objectifying women#instead of considering the narrative and what we know about him and the way he actually treats women#my man drinks loving and respecting women juice he's not a creep#or that weird moment with relm that admittedly made me double take before i realized what he meant#theyd have a whole campaign against him lmfao#bc those people boil characters alive until they're just a formless pile of tropes and stereotypes#and seem to disregard all positive aspects of a character they don't like which is fine#but then they go and try to force other people to think like they do and ugh#theres a lot of silly moments in the game and aspects of these characters that make them well rounded and realistically flawed at times#and i fear that would get lost in the chaos if the floodgates opened after a remake#maybe im just jaded lmao#im jaded and i have anxiety so im always thinking about The Worst Case Scenario#the collective positive spirit of the dwellers in this fandom might actually foster a positive space if more people were to come in#ff6#my post#i was gonna say maybe this is bc we're mostly adults#but that falls flat when i remember how some of the most toxic and immature people in some fandoms are grown ass adults#who bully each other and younger fans#and some of the most mature and cool people were actually younger#maybe ff6 fans are just built different lmao#also idk how old anyone else actually is there might be teenagers here i just don't think about it a lot
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faaun Ā· 8 months ago
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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao
#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her#and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that#bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control#AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern#which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have#become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and#then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see#the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then#immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now#hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him#she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women#bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely#fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are#capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the#like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond#or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to#feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe#months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time#its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like#there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she#wouldnt show up and ive been right each time#like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at#them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all#anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it#and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy#and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way#its just AUSHD AUGH#anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore
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sesamenom Ā· 6 months ago
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apologies for the lack of art lately, i just got new glasses and am still adjusting :(
in the meantime, anyone have thoughts about lomion and tyelpe's relationship in the reverse gondolin au?
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