#idk how much time i have left with gerald and i don't want for his last days to be suffering
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very certain my neighbor just witnessed me skulling vodka cruisers while crying and listening to virtute the cat explains her departure in my carport. c'est la vie or whatever
#.txt#idk how much time i have left with gerald and i don't want for his last days to be suffering#but if the vet is right and his FIV has progressed to AIDS then there's really nothing more we can do for him#and i'll lose him#not many people have the context but he was the cat i got so i wouldn't kill myself#and i was so mean to him at times when i was severely depressed. i'd snap at him for trying to cuddle me#i can't live without him he's my best friend but i probably have a couple of months if that with him#pet death cw#in the tags
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OK im a speak my thoughts on the movie, I'm a try to cover everything i remember
Obviously don't take what I say too seriously it's just my opinion
Spoilers obviously
OK LET ME JUST SAY
I LOVVVVVVEEEEEEDDDD THE MOVIE IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME ME AND MY FRIEND KEPT FAN GIRLING AT RANDOM SCENES AND REFERENCES
Which btw LOVE ALL THE REFERENCES I know i probably missed a bunch but a fun one someone pointed out to me was when sonic say a back to the future quote I didn't even notice 😅
Also Knuckles being afraid of ghost makes sense i keep forgetting i played Adv2 and friend reminded me that oh yeah he dose fear ghost even Casper
"There are no friendly ghost" 🤣
Anyways now MARIA GHAAAAAAAA I LOVED HER SHE SO SWEET AND CUTE AND IT IS NICE TO SEE HER JUST BE A NORMAL KID WHO JUST HAPPEND TO LIVE WITH HER GRANDFATHER and also the fact she roller skates, plays music and dose arts which IM SO GLAD ABOUT HEHEH and was just being a kid was just so sweet
The way she finds a way to get shadow out of the lab and it's by using a teddy bear my HEART and maria being reckless and a bit of trouble maker is SO HER
And and she used shadow as a way to get around faster hit me at my childhood I was shadow as a kid my lil cuz would tie a rope to my bike and I would just bike around as they did nothing. 🤣
BUT LOOK
Idk i feel like the movie needed more time to get more things fleshed out it dosent fully feel like they got everything there
Seeing the film now i understand why Amy or anyone else couldn't be in it their just wasn't enough time
though I already knew this i just felt like complaining about it bc I was grieving the fact they took Amy's scene but since in the movie shadow doesnt lose his memories so Amy wouldn't be able to do much and helping him remember if their nothing to remember it wouldn't be impactful, i do hope they interactat some point they are a cute duo
I think more time was needed too because of Director rockwell, you saw the way she started taking charge and looking like she was gonna take over Commander Walter's place and be new leader it felt like there was gonna be more with her like a betrayal and turn over power to her making herself the leader and those could explain why commander Walter just give the key to sonic bc idk why trust him so easly WITH THE KEY TO DESTROYING THE FUCKING PLANET???
Also the fact the Donut Lord was able to just easly fool her didn't feel satisfying she gave up way to fast for someone who looked like her roles were gonna lead to something even if it was just plane hate for sonic and his friends.
Also I can see why shadow may not like tails Bro literally almost drowned him and stone and interrupted his Novela and didnt even let him eat his "Revenge Guacamole"
(The fact shadow named it that was so CUTE bc ahhh sweet boy my heart!)
Also i do like how shadow remained loyal to Gerald throughout the whole thing really shows how much he cares about the family he as left and how he was fine with dieing if it ment avenging Maria
But I find it interesting that he questions his action a bit late like dude you just now thought about that? I think it would have been better if he questions his action from the beginning but kept using the excuse that this is what Maria wanted or something like that it would given maybe a bit more build up to what Gerald says to him to make him stop questions it
Obviously their no way Maria wanted to destroy the earth even Gerald knew that yet never says it out loud just says "remember what they took from us" and that was enough for shadow to stop thinking about it
Also THE FUCKING FACT SHADOW JUST BEEN LIVING THE SAME NIGHTMARE FOR 50 YEARS HURTS ME POOR GUY
And the fact he says that the sadness was kinda what he got use to and ever knew
(I kin i just dont have nightmares my brain just like to remind me of stuff)
Also did the government just keep him alive bc he was some alien from another planet?
Also he didn't seem to be too young when. He arrived to earth so dose he have amnesia from wherever he was from what was his childhood before maria did he even have one? U would think they would have diesected him and study him while be was put to sleep/frozen for so long
He's been reliving the same events for so long but one day it was enough to wake him up thx to Gerald
Also DOES GEROLD GO TO Comicons?!?! bc ahhh he was saveing that giant arm for it XD
Also speaking on Maria again I'm a bit disappointed by the fact they decide to not cover the fact that Maria was sick or that shadow was supposed to be a cure for her as well as a weapon
I need more scene of the both of them and their lives back in the research facility
I don't think the cover much on him even being the ultimate life form at all or the other experiment or the FACT THEY ARE NOT IN SPACE
I FUCKING KNEW IT I FUCKING KNEW THEY WEREN'T IN SPACE THE SCENES WE GOT WERE ENOUGH PROOF TO SHOW IT HEHHEEHEHEHEH
Its a bit disappointing It doesnt feel as impactful when shadow dose get to step outside for the first time
ALSO I ALREADY WISH WE GOT THE SCENE OF MARIA SAYING SAYONARA AND SHADOW BEING DEPRESSED IN THE TUBE AS HE LANDS TO EARTH
The closest thing to it was when he was captured and tased to enter the tube again and the look of betrayal and sadness and later anger in his face AHHH
His back story in this one is giving Venom vibes with the space rock and him being inside it like its a fucking egg, HE IS LITERALLY JUST AN ALIEN he's NOT SOME SCIENCE EXPERIMENT LIKE WHAT?!?!
Where was he from is he still from the same planet as sonic?
I AM curious on what this will lead to and if we learn more I HOPE WE DO bc that movie did NOT COVER ENOUGH ON THAT SHIT
ALSO THE FACT SHADOW REACTS THE WAY HE DOES WHEN HE SEES SONIC SPECIFICALLY MAKES TOTAL SENSE
HE has never seen another hedgehog
HECK IM WILLING TO BET HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE WAS POSSIBLY ONE UNTILL THEN
HE literally would ask Maria if she's scared of him bc he knows everyone else is afraid of him and was worried Maria may be afraid too AHH POOR BABY (no more monster movies for him)
But yeah a bit disappointed I KNOW THEY AINT GONNA DO EVERYTHING THE SAME IM NOT THAT STUPID BUT IDK I JUST FEEL like they only cut that shit out bc they didn't have time which if that's the case it might as well been a two parter film it would give more time to flesh out the characters and give more impact to emotional scenes
(Who knows if they make TV show it would help cover some backstory on him)
Bc that scene with the commander didn't hit i didn't feel too much sympathy and I know i should but the scene wasn't giveing it for me
NOW A SCENE THAT WAS IMPACTFUL
Was when Gerald said to Egg man "your no Maria" I FELT SO BAD FOR EGG MAN
UGH MY POOR DUDE
No but Literally he was in a orphanage his whole life and he ever bothered to get him
Im guessing egg man was born while Gerald may have been in jail or he just didn't care enough.
He either never knew about him or didn't care bc i know he was in jail but egg man is probably a similar age Maria was back then so him never bothering to get him just means he only cared for Maria and kinda shadow he did say KIDS and instead of Just referring to Maria so I think he still got crazy at some point while in jail.
But I wonder why they Commander lied
Yes their was an accident that could have been avoided but it wasn't because of shadow it was bc some dumb ass who decided to shot at some kids and an old man they missed but it cost Maria her life
also why the hell is shadow not reacting more strongly to Maria's death that was his fucking sister
I DONT THINK I SAW A SINGLE TEAR FROM HIM AND THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE HE IS KNOWN TO CRY AT LEAST A BIT FOR LOSING MARIA BRO SHOULD HAVE BEEN SCREAMING IN PAIN BUT NOPE SILANCE AND ANGER UGHH WHY CANT CHARACTERS CRY ANYMORE not even the memory of it made him cry
Also HOW AND THE HELL IS IT that shadow was just being studied so lightly if he really is and full on Alien bro would have been diesected by now or at least have scars or memory's of it but nope nothing
(YES I KNOW ITS A FUCKING KIDS FILM IM JUST SAYING SHIT would make WAY MORE SENSE IF THEY AT LEAST MENTION IT if they didnt want to show it)
Also i was expecting him to be a bit more edgey i dont mind that he isn't but idk he just seemed depressed the enter movie poor guy needs therapy
I found if sweet that egg man got to expramce everything he missed out of In the film (probably what shadow wanted for him and maria)
Its interesting how shadow and Maria don't have to many lines together it feels like she only talked 1 or twice and that's it i wish their was MORE OF THEM
Also i found it interesting how shadow kept mentioning during their fight that sonic became just like him when it came to revenge and how he kept mentioning that sonic left to fight him against his friends wishes it feels like he saying he shouldn't have made the choice he did kinda like saying he would have done better if he was in his position or like he should be grateful (idk that's just my view on that scene i liked it)
Also the way sonic tells shadow that the pain doesn't go away but he can change the way he views that pain and how he can remember that the love he had for her will always stay
Its sweet but didn't feel that impactful as I thought it would be the word were but idk i think they should have lingered a bit more on the scene or something it feels a bit fast paste at time.
ALSO HAS ANYONE SEEN SHADOWS EYES ARE PINK WHEN HE GOES SUPER?!?!?!?! YESSSSSSSSZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZAHHHHHH
Also LOVE HOW SHADOW AND SONIC BATTLE TOGETHER IN THE END THEY WERE AWESOME
But then in the final part when trying to stop the laser from killing the earth later separate them with sonic kinda takeing the place of shadow falling scene and shadow just goes poof for a bit
bro literally just cares to get a task done and not save anyone he doesnt save stone when their place was flooded and now sonic
Also glad eggman still kinda pissed on the moon
BRO HAD ME WORRIED FOR A MOMENT THAT HE MAY BE DEAD BUT NOPE HE GOOD AHHHHHHHHHHHH AND THE WAY HIM AND EGG MAN DID SACRIFICE THEMSELVES TOO?!?! UGH THE BLISS SHADOW MUST HAVE FELT TO MAYBE REST IN PEACE AND EGG MAN REDMETION ARC WITH STONE WHILE IN AN ARK AHHHHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH HE CARES AHH
But I was SO SCARED THAT SHADOW REALLY DEAD IN THAT ONE my friend had to keep reassuring me that he's not dead they wouldn't let him die but i was like BUT THEY COULD?!?!
But nope they were right he alright 👍🏼
OK MY BIGGEST JOY WAS SEEING AMY
FUCKING YESSSSSSSSSSS I FUCKING HAD A FEELING IT WAS GONNA BE HER IT HAD TO BE IF THEY DECIDED TO CUT HER FROM THAT FUCKING FILM AND NOT JUST HER BUT METAL SONIC TOO??? BUT NOW WHO MADE METAL???
I have so many questions not enough answers anyways fuck you I think Amy is important and im so FUCKING GLAD SHE FINALLY SHOWS UP AHH GIRLY IS IMPORTANT and she gonna be a battle machine AHHH
Can't wait to see her reason from fighting all those robots who are METAL!!!
#sonic movie 3#sonic movie 3 spoilers#sonic movie#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#gerald robotnik#sth#sonic characters#i need to scream ok i berly know anyone who has seen it yet
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Rough Idea for a story of Shadow in between the moments of Shadow witnessing Maria's death and Gun capturing him for stasis
(it needs a lot of work obviously)
shadow just after being ejected from the Ark finds himself of the planet, Maria's death still fresh in his mind, gun hasn't captured him yet, and his memories of Maria haven't been altered, he escapes gun at every chance he gets, he's on the run.
he has a few moments where he really takes in Maria's ideology of the beauty of the planet, he breaks down sometimes in grief, he eventually shuts himself off, becoming cold, he eventually meets an anthro child (idk the animal yet) that reminds him of Maria, she is EXACTLY like Maria, but Shadow doesn't care much for her, he doesn't even notice the similarities, he helps the child, showing his heroic side a bit, he gives the child a chance to be happy, he finds a city, with the hopes of finding a home for the child (he's still cold and stoic through the whole experience, keep that in mind), but gun finds him and he bolts, after he escapes, he finds that the child has followed him, great.
he has moments where he's angry and annoyed at the child, but he ultimately cares for her, Shadow hears that Gerald is alive (this story would show his descent into his insanity), and decides to try and find him, eventually, he tracks down a gun base, he infiltrates it to find data on Gerald, but he gets detained, he wakes up, finding himself in a machine next to Gerald, it's clear he's gone mad and unstable
Shadow gets his memories of maria altered
Shadow escapes, with a splitting migraine and two memories fighting in his head, he runs, he feels like he's losing himself (this is similar to the nightmare scene in DB)
the child eventually tracks him down and tries to help him, but Shadow pushes her away, he has been changed, he breaks down, he removes his inhibitor rings and exhausts himself of all his power, he falls unconscious and nearly burns up
he wakes up, the child had crawled into his arms, this had somehow prevented him from burning away, he gets up and sits down next to the lake, reflecting on his altered past, "Maria, I will make it my mission to follow your final wish, Maria, for all the people on this planet, I promise you... revenge"
he decides he will try and track down the chaos emeralds for the eclipse cannon, he fights with himself about leaving the child, he's shaking at the thought of abandoning her, but... Maria's wish...
the child speaks for the first time, she wasn't asleep; "the man you love, the one you were looking for... he did this to you, didn't he?"
Shadow doesn't respond as he clips his inhibitor rings back on, he notices the child has one, but he doesn't take it back yet
child: "you've forgotten about her wish, for everyone to have the chance to be happy"
Shadow: "I don't know what you're talking about-" a tear ran down his cheek, it surprised him, bit he ignored it
Shadow: "I have a mission, it's not safe for- ...you'd only hold me back"
child: "I'm not going to follow you this time, forget about me..."
Shadow hesitates, but listens, he zooms off, in search for the emeralds, leaving the child at that lake
Gerald and gun find the child with one of shadows inhibitor rings. they had tracked his outburst
weeks later, shadow finds the cyan emerald, he gets ambushed by gun, but they don't try to detain him, they just send the message that they have the child with Gerald, if shadow wants the child alive- shadow is already boosting away for the base, without a second thought, he doesn't care how much his mind tells him it's pointless to waste his time, he doesn't care how much internal fighting there is inside him, he's going to save the child from gerald
he breaks in, weakened by the lack of a limiter ring on his left arm, he's been slowly burning away from this
he eventually finds the child, but gun knocks him out, he wakes up in the machine that stole his memories again, he's genuinely scared, this machine made him insane, he has to get out of here, now. (this is a placeholder, I need to make this more cohesive and have a lot more weight to it)
but he can't escape, he's weakened, he can't even remember why he's here, gun destroyed the evidence of the child in shadows mind, he even has the inhibitor ring back, they force shadow to watch Geralds death, and then knock him out again, he wakes up 50 years later, by Eggman for sonic adventure 2
(needs a lot of work)
also the child is litarally this character, and they were born with great chaos powers like Sonic was (green eyes)
idk, I wrote this after rewatching the Fight Song music video by Eve (go watch it), I thought it would fit shadow and thought I could make a comic series / au, I might forget about it though so who knows, if I was to make this, I would try and fit it into the game canon best I can (which is why I made them erase the child out of shadows memories, but they have no reason to do that yet, so it's just a bad bit of the story), but idk
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Guys, Boom!Shadow is the local cryptid...
Ok, if the Boom Universe is it's own thing separated from canon, there are no humans and no GUN...
Where did Shadow came from then?
At this point I can totally see Sonic saying: 'Idk, he just goes whenever he pleases and destroys shit up because he feels like it and it's not like anyone but us can stop him'
Imagine if Boom!Shadow is an experiment gone horribly wrong just like the original but we are left completely on the dark about it. That's the only explanation I can find for his absolutely nonsensical behavior, nonexistent social skills, his 'Angry, FIGHT ME' attitude and how eggman can easily deceive him with a shitty edited video when the original was a fucking menace that played with everyone he met like chess pieces on a board to the point he almost succeeded in his plan to destroy earth and everything in it.
Like, he's the same Shadow but there's no Gerald, no Maria and no greater purpose like curing illnesses and protecting humanity, just a creature given intelligence and thrown into the world to figure it out alone, like Frankenstein's monster but this one's half two different aliens and way too much power.
Imagine that for some reason animals don't fear him, he's an asshole to everyone else but then he has pretty birds eating from his hand, absolutely calm and quiet when around an animal he finds cute, imagine he simply can't bear to see caged animals and gets in a specially bad mood if he sees one making tricks in exchange for food (Even if they are completely healthy, happy pets), he criptically comments 'Feeling superior, aren't you? Having lesser creatures humilliate themselves for your own entertainment'.
Then the next scene have Eggman annoying him visiting his cave only to find him with a bunch of birds and a pair of squirrels all over him and the dark hedgehog absolutely unbothered, one silent glare and Eggman magically takes out a big bag of bird seeds as a peace offering, Shadow scoffs and only then he listens to whatever he has to say (QUIETLY) while feeding the birds. Eggman may know something we don't here given the a bit too familiar way he acts with Shadow through the show. (He just nonchalantly invited himself in what is meant to be someone else's house, regardles if there is no door to keep him out)
Imagine him eventually trusting Knuckles or Sonic enough to teach them how to win a bird's trust and it's the only time he doesn't immediately pick a fist fight with Sonic because he doesn't wanna disturb the animal since it's his favorite, if he gets questioned about the animal's name (As if implying it's his pet) he says his own version of 'Animals don't have names because they know themselves' (From Coraline)
(Original: Now, you people have names. That's because you don't know who you are. We know who we are, so we don't need names.” There was something irritatingly self-centered about the cat, Coraline decided.)
Then who named Shadow? Himself? Or someone else?
Imagine him treated like a wild animal, chained in a cage and poked with so many needles and scalpels without anesthesia you point at him with something remotely sharp and he goes ballistic and hissing bloody murder. Taught to obey commands like a parrot and rewarding him with 'treats' he doesn't even like but absolutely refusing to acknowledge he can talk in full, comprehensible sentences and may be equally, if not even more intelligent than you want to accept because this creature exists for my own amusement, I created him so I can do whatever I please with it, Right?
Take Stick's whole conspiration theories, (Haven't seen the series in quite some time, but as far as I'm concerned she more often than not turns out to be RIGHT) Shadow-the-fucking-Hedgehog is a living, breathing goverment conspiracy, I can absolutely see her chasing the poor guy down enough to corner him to the point he becomes absolutely paranoid and terrified of her until he has enough and yells 'I'M NOT GOING BACK TO THAT CAGE, OVER MY DEAD BODY!' and everyone is like: 'What did you just say now?'
Or someone says something specifically triggering for Shadow and he just freezes like he saw a fucking ghost and makes him lose composture and even Sonic is worried about him only for him to run away as fast as he can before he spirals into a panic attack. (He does, but in the safety and comfort of his cave)
Whoever has watched the series and has better memory than me feel free to add whatever you want. I'm just like, ok, make Shadow the villain but make it made sense, give him a valid reason to hate the world and the people in it other than just tape glue the word edgy on his forehead, but again, I'm not even able to make him an actual villain, guess the anti-hero status remains...
#shadow the hedgehog#sonic boom#sticks the jungle badger#sticks the badger#chaotic ideas#fanfiction ideas#inspiration#fanfic dumpster#free prompts#knuckles the echidna#boom!shadow#boom knuckles
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