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aroninshonour · 7 months ago

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GUYS GUYS GUYS OH MY GOSH NEW DISCOVERY. PLATONIC LOVE EXISTS ?? LIKE WHAAAAAAAAAT? 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

Mind absolutely blown mate like nah I thought ily would always forever be meant romantically this is absolutely insane discovery guys

NEW LOVE TYPE JUST DROPPED YALL

#lmao if you couldnt tell this is a joke #its a joke I promise. im aroace mate trust me i know #fhqktjaktjw crazy #anyways me poking a bit of fun at my ex cuz they think i have a crush kn my best friend......even tho both of us are aroace anyways??#idk anyways moving on with my life #aroace #aromantic #asexual #lgbtqai+

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suhnshinehaos · 4 months ago

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my heart dropped when i read the statement that sm put out re: taeil, genuinely the last thing i expected to read today. i’m shocked, disappointed, but most of all- i’m angry.

angry at what he’s done, angry at seeing some fans defend him, angry at those turning this into a gotcha moment to promote or lift their faves up. please, this isn’t just some discussion on the internet- there is a very real victim, a very real woman at the heart of all this. i hope she gets the justice and healing she deserves.

#apologies for coming in and dropping this #ik i havent written in a while #truly i have not been in the best emotional state but i needed to let this out #this is an issue that hits close to home to me and i just feel sick to my stomach at the news #always ALWAYS believe victims #goes without saying but moving forward i will not be supporting taeil #it’s a piece of a much bigger picture in how south korean women are being treated #i’ve been seeing a rise in the digital space of them raising awareness and advocating against the sexist rhetoric and harassment they face #i know this is an au account BUT very real women are being affected. real life will always take precedent over silly little brainrots #morals before kpop always #anyways sending love and light and hugs to those who need it #esp the czennies / taeil biased that are disheartened and disappointed #don’t feel guilty for having once supported him- we were all blindsided by the idol persona #idk when ill be back. truly need a bit of a mental health break #but ill see you all again soon <3

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ballad-of-the-lamb · 21 days ago

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Thy Ballad, I have a question for thee. What inspired you to make the designs for the cat and the lamb? I've not really seen many who puts the lamb as a more muscular force, while having the cat more of a stick figure that looks like he can't compare to the lambs lift

i like big bitches

#munpost #that's it that's all #long bitches. thick bitches. wide bitches. thin bitches.#i just like big bitches #idk i could do a whole post about how i subliminal message my brain to give characters certain traits off of how i percieve them but #i dont think anyone's ready to hear me talk about shape language and how the lamb being a monument to a dead people must look statuesque #and narinder being the reaper in a sea of souls must be the blade #sharp and thin #but also must be able to move between the currents and flow of life like a fish. thus; long and slinky like the tale of the reed #that can never break #anyway i'm nuts.#also i dont think medieval peasants looked like twinks or statuesque gods #i think they looked quite gross actually #but no one's ready for biblically accurate ballad's cult of the lamb #which is it's own thing i can't go into it you'll never hear the end of it from me

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golyadkin · 9 months ago

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Something something living with your mistakes Something something period of adjustment

#the venture bros #pete white #billy quizboy #billy whalen #invisible hand of fate #comics #fanart #art tag #it's 2:30am but i had to finish this today so i could move on with my life lmao #the venture bros is not this serious #but i am #also billy's age is just grabbed from wherever he was 15 on quizboys but idk when invisible hand took place #he's 16 to me who cares #and pete is like idk 24??#doc and jackson please answer my calls i just want to ask a few questions #also mash dialogue is from the episode The General's Practitioner #i thought about using dialogue from period of adjustment but it was so heavy this was better thematically anyways #ok goodnight i'm going to bed

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rowanisawriter · 18 days ago

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2024 —my year in writing

last year, i wrote more than i ever have like literally in my whole life. this year i beat my record by about 200k words. i am writing A LOT and it’s all because of you.

yes, you, reading this now. anyone who kudos’d or commented or liked or reblogged anything i wrote, and followed me here and on ao3, and ranted in my dms and added me to servers. you, reading the weird things i write, the things i can only write and only i can write, seeing it and liking it and coming back again and again for more. thank you :)

so here’s my 2024 summary:

words written: 358,963

fics published: 74

my favorite fics:

real world (stardew valley) - a story about parenthood and roads not taken. genuinely the most important story to me, a diary entry as much as fanfic

pilgrimage (bg3) - a story about two people without a past as they work toward an even more uncertain future. i also have no past because of a strange upbringing so this story is kinda personal to me even though it’s about a cleric and a vampire

novel (hades) - a story about looking for adventure and finding love and family instead. i had so much fun writing this and posted weekly without pre-writing which was a challenge but it all worked out

patchwork self (datv) - a story about finding pieces of your brother in yourself. i wrote a lot of structured fic this year and i think this one flowed the easiest and was the most precise in how it delivered the message i was trying to get across, also it’s gen which i never write

my most written pairing: thanzag with 11 stories! not surprising since ive spent most of the year humiliating myself over thanatos

my most used tags: romance, introspection, character study

what i learned: i learned above all to trust myself! this year i wrote and completed three multi chapter fics that i didn’t prewrite and posted week by week until it was done. i’ve never been able to do that before but this year i just did it and didn’t overthink it, and i trusted that i could finish the stories and i did lol i can do anything i think i just have to trust myself a little

what i want to write next year: i would like very much to write something original, i have a loose idea so i just need to sit down and write so my goal is really small and simple, hopefully i don’t let myself down

#2024 wrapped #my writing #in like 2 months im moving west to the other side of this country…… its going to be scary but I believe this new start will push me to #write my story #i can do it lol i know i can i just have to be serious about it #anyway thank you for like not exaggerating thank you for my life lol #idk what i would be doing if i wasn’t writing #so you reading anything i write means the world to me like genuinely #thank you :) and here’s to 300k more words next year #and if like 10k of that can be original that would be cool too lol #also not to gross anyone out but oh god someone’s gonna block me over this but i wrote every single one of these 359k words on my phone #on the google docs app lol #Throw tomatoes #🍅

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deanofsam · 4 months ago

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it just occurred to me that some of you might have missed seeing american football player joe burrow’s suit this past june during paris fashion week, and it is my personal opinion that everyone see these images at least once in their lifetime, especially those of us with a shared interest in slutty clothes on men (fictional or otherwise). so here they are.

#not to assume!! i’m sure there are some tumblrinas into sports like myself who have seen these #but i’m just covering my bases here playing it safe #the perfect suit for a fictional character of your choice!!!#will this mean anything to anyone who isn’t me? not sure #i gasped when i first saw these images #number one bc i was like joe burrow is at fashion week? as i do like american football and was not expecting this move from him #and number two bc oh my GOD his BACK #sluttiest suit i’ve ever fucking seen #immediately i jotted it down in my head for later #i said i have so many fictional men i can put this on #anyways it was really groundbreaking for me #it might be in my head bc i like joe burrow personally but i hope this is life changing for u all as well #idk what to tag this??#just fictional men i think it would look good on i guess #and why not i’ll tag joe burrow bc i know there ARE joe burrow fans on this app just maybe not running in the circles i’m in #joe burrow #sam winchester #dean winchester #anakin skywalker #will graham #obi wan kenobi #obi-wan kenobi #bruce wayne #sorry bruce wayne was random lmao #idk everyone just tag hot ur own hot men #my post

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lunarharp · 9 months ago

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shirahama-sensei reminded me she has a thing for the teacher from pokemon s/v so i randomly went off on an au where qifrey is the professor. etc

#witch hat tag #orufrey #the first image is qifrey dressed as that guy. i'm glad she has an inexplicable attachment to some dorky pokemon man like i do #someone was like 'wouldn't it make more sense for deanreldea to be the champion' .... well no. not in my world .#it maps onto magic skill. champions aren't like the Rulers of the land they're just the most skilled at this thing #oru as a burnt out champion who's gently encouraging a kid like coco to reach him one day means a lot to me. i like pokemon narratives #agott went shiny hunting for the same thing coco had but cooler - just to impress her. she really is a pokemon rival type girl #pushing myself to the limit to prove my worth to you - to get to the summit first so i'm waiting for you..#and then realising it wasn't just to be strong - i realised i started wanting to see your smile. i wanted you to have fun.#i think coco would defeat agott at the end of victory road and then defeat oru & i'll probably draw one last thing abt that at least..#the image is very cinematic..the dialogue and music in my mind..I WANT TO FACE ORU!!!!!!!!!!#the super cool insanely powerful awesome champion is the spouse of my professor and he gave me advice at the beginning...no way....#btw the elite four would be the sages which is perfect (and maybe easthies as the first guy?) evil Team Brimhats #coustas as their renegade gladion-type figure. the gym leaders would be like sun/moon and s/v combined #travelling around facing the best students from different classes - so jujy and eunie etc.#i've barely thought about 'teams' or anything bc i care amore about the narrative side of things always lol #but idk. tetia with a swirlix - eunie would be ghost type boy - riche with small things but also a ceruledge or a steelix something massiv #and brushbug would have a final form which is really long like an eastern dragon- fluffy and with wings like a fairy. It's beautiful to me #well anyway *tries to move on to the rest of life now the brief obsession has passed*#obviously oru would be fire-type tho and qifrey would be water-type and they set off together and traded their starters etc.....it goes on

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snowangeldotmp3 · 1 year ago

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stranger things: the game

nancy and barb gameplay

(or, the one where i have too much fun yet again with this concept)

#stranger things #nancy wheeler #barbara holland #heyyyy #video game concepts #the link takes u to the game cover i made #idk what else to tag this as.... uhhhhh #can you tell i've been in my nancy and barb feels lately.#anyway this shouldn't have taken as long as it did i just kept getting distracted lolol #nancy x barb #yes the buttons moved shhh we don't talk about it. i still have a headache and im not fixing it lol #i wanted to add a lil butterfly like in life is strange but i wasn't sure what the icon would be

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myokk · 8 months ago

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Sebastian had a few days leave from duty so he visited Eloise😇😇

#im literally OBSESSED with Eloise😩#and this AU😇🙏#they are maybe late 20s/early 30s here I wanted to experiment a bit #anyways I was reading A Little Life at the beach today #and ngl I was tearing up literally ALL the time!!! 😤😤😤#it’s just so beautifully written & I find myself relating so heavily and I get gut punches every few pages where I need to stop reading #and just process it #idk maybe I am sentimental today LOL #It’s just…it’s making me think about the fact that I’ve never really Belonged in any one place and neither have the characters #my mom is the product of Bulgarian/swedish immigrants to the US and my dad is a Spanish pueblo man 😂#and their experiences/culture/languages etc etc have shaped my life soooooooo much🙏#but like at the same time. too reserved to truly fit in with the Spanish but too open/blunt for the midwest #idk it is weird to explain #anyways I just keep moving forward & make my own way🙏🙏🙏#thank you for coming to my free Therapy Session in the hashtags (bc nobody reads these😂😂😂😂)#also if you did & you also read a little life please🙏 or if you want to talk about books in general🙏🙏#hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #hphl #sebastian sallow #hogwarts legacy mc #hogwarts legacy oc #eloise #oh also this is a recreation of a Porco Rosso scene😇😇🙏🙏#but I changed the colors a LOT & also a bit more when I sketched it up

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gideonisms · 1 year ago

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I love arranging it's like YES YES THE OBJECTS ARE IN LOCATIONS

#i do sometimes wish i had a messy apartment and a put together life #anyway i acquired a new favorite object at goodwill yesterday a mug in my favorite color #i was wondering about the previous owner and why they would give up such a nicely shaped mug #was it an older person who passed away or just someone moving?#maybe they're just in a smaller apartment now and they have other mugs they like better #maybe their favorite color isn't sky blue #i wish i knew their whole story #why didn't you like this mug?#i do think about the people who owned my things before me and wish them well sometimes #it's nice to be connected like this #i think that's what i like so much about stories where people explore abandoned places #it's also about knowing other people in a very genuine way #not what they present to the world but how they really lived #idk

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kinokoshoujoart · 7 months ago

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the coolest kids in forgotten valley!!☆

(…it seems there may have been a stretch of time where rock and lumina were the only kids in forgotten valley…🥲)

poseref

#in the remake hugh and the player’s kid are the same number of years apart #so i can see them having very similar conversations n friendship #surely these two kids will grow up well adjusted and they will have no lasting effects from this kind of isolation. they will be fine #i have been thinking a lot about what their childhoods were like. i want to protect both of them #everyone who has anything to say about them as kids says that both of them were not well behaved children at all #tei says rock was rambunctious and energetic and hard to handle. sebastian says lumina was less than amenable #rock says he was bored to death when he first came here and lumina asks you not to tell romana that she’s lonely #lumina also hated wearing dresses so. she is very mad and ready to bite people maybe #sos awl #bokumono #my art #rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon #story of seasons #story of seasons a wonderful life #bokujou monogatari #i like to imagine a au where pony and cecilia come to visit their family’s respective farms #so these two can have more friends ;w;#i am always thinking about how they were both severed from their families and taken in by someone else at a young age to live in nowhere #and they are both not exactly enthused about following the path laid out for them #headcanon ⚠️ i wonder if rock’s moving out on his own happened when he was a teenager. he was extremely confident everything would work out #anyway he got fired from every job ever and after many years came crawling back. and he came crawling back blond #at the time of chapter 1 lumina is baffled by the state of the guy she grew up with. why is he using dated slang and wearing disco costume #she is also kind of mad at him for having been gone for so long #hc rock probably had more freedom as a kid than lumina did which probably annoyed her #once again takakura retrieves a small rock from the goddess pond and he’s covered in poison ivy bee stings etc. no remorse #lumina from her window on the hill feels somehow jealous of these misadventures #lumina mentions in her heart event that she doesn’t often visit the beach because her skin burns easily #meanwhile rock was probably playing outside always. if his kid is any indication #idk i like thinking about the history of this extremely small village

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thedreadvampy · 7 months ago

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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'

#red said #recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis #like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes #and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not #for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening #i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine #as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital #as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin #ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes #some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am #bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me #like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD #there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife #but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't #tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us #like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well #i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point #anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also #been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them #i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it #most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables #honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk #is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry

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soupmanspeaks · 7 months ago

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the topic of Helpy makes me go insane /pos like I have this headcanon that William/Springtrap just, DESPISED Helpy because William took heaps of pride from the Funtime line of Animatronics, he saw it as his son's crude mocking of HIS creations, when in reality its just Michaelangelo S Afton trying to use humor to once again cope with the horrors™️ Like I've probably said this here before but I headcanon that Helpy found his way into the PizzaPlex's marketing is because after the FNAF6 fire he just was under the rubble remarkably preserved or something and instead of going into the RockStarRow Museum, the FazExecs had dollar signs in their eyes and were like "yeah, that one will make us bank, ong" Ive also probably said this (bad memory sozzz) but a headcanon to go in tandem with that headcanon, is that Glamfreddy sighs in resignation whenever he passes by one of those Helpy monitors (he wasn't paid royaltys <//3 ) AND LIKE I GOTTA KNOW WHAT (glam)MIKE WOULD THINK OF THE ENTITY THAT IS SATAN DISGUISING HIMSELF AS AN AGENT OF LIGHT (Helpi) WOULD HE FEEL SAD? ANGRY? AT THE MIMIC? THE COMPANY?! please the topic of helpy is so interesting PLEAs-

#fnaf #michael afton #five nights at freddy’s #glammike #glamrock freddy #helpy #fnaf helpy #fnaf helpi #uhhhh glammike is like in every single one of my Fnaf AUs so uhh #something something the ghost hunters in the pizzaplex somehow see the original helpy figure from the fire in RockRow #it just showed up (but they dont know that shhhh) so they initially pass by it but then like idk their EMF readers spike their so like #they decide to do a spirit box session next to it #uhhhhhhhh idk maybe michael's spirit can just move throughout the PizPlex and it just #idk makes freddy hard shut down #blah blah they get lots of answers they dont have a clue about but stuff the seasoned lore expert knows #yk for that ghost hunting au maybe Michael's spirit just follows the sam and colby wannabe's thru the PizPlex #yk how like conversing with spirits just kind of wakes them and stirs them?#Yeah Michael spent his life and unlife trying to not do that so like #hes trying to be as directly vague as possible (does that make sense lmao) like hes giving them direct answers right #like “yes” “no” but so direct to the point that theyre boring so that they dont want to prod more #what does this have to do with helpy specifically shhhhh let me write my entire AU in the tags #anyways blah blah “freddy why do you like that weird pink and white bear?”#“hes my son gregory! I have to!”#“like...canonically?”#blah blah anyways Helpy baby boy baby Helpy evil #tag rambles! theyre fun lol #tell me if I should just dump the Ghost hunter au in a different post lol im starting to see gears turning lowkey

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gingerteaonthetardis · 1 year ago

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The X-Files Season 1 + close talking

#i'm aware that there are probably 500 gifsets exactly like this but *shrug* life is too short for me not to go after my passions #and my passion is every time that dumb mf puts his head right in her face. girl that's hot. it's also probably an hr violation #txfedit #msredit #danascullyedit #foxmulderedit #xfilesedit #tvedit #tvandfilm #tvgifs #fox mulder #dana scully #mulder x scully #90sedit #also i specifically chose scenes where he does it to her because there's something about the looming. something about it. idk #don't analyze me pls #and in fact. don't analyze these gifs either because the coloring/lighting is NOT consistent and. well. that's just life #on the bright side gillian anderson looks good in all lights so. that certainly makes life easier #anyway i just finished rewatching s1 because i'm not over it. about to move on to s2 while i work on another crochet project sooooo #the xfiles phase is not over babes <3 soz

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seiwas · 1 month ago

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hope everyone is having is having a great week so far! 🥹✨

#sorry i havent been on much! life’s just a lil busy!#im too shy to put it in a post but everything with my masters has been settled 🥺#i got accepted into the school i wanted and just got my student visa granted the other day 🥺#(idk if i ever mentioned that i plan to study abroad for my masters! specifically where mr. sel is 🥺)#so i am slated to leave early next year 🥹 and i’ll be staying w mr. sel 🥺🥺🥺🥺#ldr is truly over !!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺#that is all auosnzidnjd so life lately has just been absorbing that and fixing things for the move!#along w spending time w him while he’s here 🥹#i was honestly considering going on semi hiatus 😭 but i still read a lot of fics anyway so… HAHAHA #i might take a lil writing break tho not sure 🥺 maybe just put less pressure on myself to post?#i feel really bad that i havent given attention to the fics of mine that i keep talking abt 😭 like all the series i have #and i wanna get back into reading a looooot 🥺 esp longer stuff 🥺 so lets see!#anyway ! how are all of youuuu!!!#i am currently rewatching a mingyu fancam LOL

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rosylix · 2 days ago

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i love that yall scream with me abt felix and stuff lolllll. i feel weird sometimes like i shouldnt post if im not writing cus yall are pretty much here for my writing.. so if im not writing like no one cares abt me lol but idk its still fun and it makes me so happy that yall still think of me even when ive not been active like thats so sweet?? jdnsjfjjs IDKK i cant articulate my thoughts correctly rn but i just wanted to say ily guys! 🤍🤍

#im so tired rn idk what im saying ldksjnfksk #lowkey kinda WANT everyone to forget abt me like PLSSS... the desire to fade into obscurity...... i hate being perceived 😭#i mean i feel like a ton of ppl already have lol #it feels so nice not being hounded for updates constantly..... phew...#ive barelu been writing this past month but when i do start again i'll probably not post anything until it's fully done cus like #i cant deal w pressure LOLL #if that wasn't obvious. but anyway #im starting a new internship which will be for the next 7ish months before i go back to school #soooo i'll probably have a ton more free time! no homework likeeeee lets go?#but yeah so no promises but im hoping ill get back into writing in a bit..! i do miss it #thats it for jems life update in the tags #dawggg ok wait yk what SUCKS. i have to start DRIVING......#im cooked fr i hate driving i can barely drive but 😭 i gotta go to WORK now ig...... cant just walk to classes anymore #and in crazy snow conditions.... fml......#my last internship i didnt have a license and just ubered everyday LOL #but that is so expensive #OKKAYY thats my main stress rn but once im moved and settled yall will hopefully hear more from me #like actual substance and not just screaming over felix. hopefully LOLLL #unless i get into a car accident. jk JKKK i will not even joke abt that that will not happen haha!!!+!! im not stressed at all #.txt

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