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What do you think about the new Ad Mortem Abomination of Lawbringer's testing ground rework?
We finally have hyper armor but god at what cost
Idk honestly, some of his moves are better and some of them are worse, but he doesn't really feel all that different to play imo, like I miss the old faster chain bash and the lights not being chainable when blocked mess with me a lot but ultimately the Designated Parry Guy has his Strong Parry Moves and they're pretty much the same as ever. I haven't really been able to play FH more than like, a couple hours earlier today since his rework dropped but idk he still feels about the same to play unless you're really dedicated to spamming lights I guess
That said I know different people play him in different ways so I may just be missing something crucial but idk I can't really see why so many people are making such a fuss over it tbh
It didn't set me on fire with elation and it didn't crush me with disappointment, it's just kinda like, fine I guess
This rework definitely didn't have as much of an impact on me as the one where they first removed shove on block, that's for sure lmao
Besides, I main this guy for his sexy armor and weapon sets, not for his moves
#he feels the same to me broadly#like I'll have to unlearn some muscle memory and I'll have to build some new as well but all in all he's still just Big Parry Guy#I am kinda sad you can't wallsplat Impaling Charge from like six blocks away now but tbh I get why that would feel kinda cheap#so like I get why they'd remove it even if it makes me sad#idk all in all it's a sure whatever/10#it sure is a thing they're doing in the testing grounds right now#Thanks!#asks#anon
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Art challenge: color a characters hair without making the parts that should be in shadow / shaded / darker than the rest of the hair a lighter color instead.
Difficulty level: IMPOSSIBLE
#idk. when I started doing this. but once I started I never stopped. I can’t stop#I cannot shade hair normally I CANNOT make the behind the neck under ear area a darker color I CANT#I USED TO BE ABLE TO BUT NOW I CANT#even acknowledging it as a thing I do I still.. can’t#it’s always gotta be lighter#there is always some mysterious bounce light or spotlight shining upwards on the character or thru there hair iDK#there is no physical sense behind it I think I just saw other ppl do it thought it looked pretty and started doing it myself#and. I still think it looks pretty ! but also! I think it’s probably holding me back!#like surely there is a time and a place for this pretty thing and maybe that time isn’t ALWAYS#at myself��� ghghg my refusal to think hard about lighting is one of the things I get disappointed about w my art a bit#like… I can sit there like. wow.. almost all my pictures have nebulous unclear lighting. maybe I should work on that#and then I do not ever work on that#I used to do lighting pretty well when I was younger but know a days I typically dont…#le sigh. it’s whatever tho#either I’ll eventually buckle down and get out of my comfort zone and try doing good clear lighting that makes sense#or I won’t! I’m not a professional artist me not being the best lighting doesn’t actually matter lol#pepper words#I mean. I think sometimes I have managed to color hair with the underside shaded recently. but it rlly is not the norm for my art#typically it mostly only happens if the character has a light base hair color. if they have a darker base hair color.#9 times out of 10 that shit is getting under lighting / nebulous highlights from nowhere lol
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thought my school was finally going to try & help me next year but it sounds like theyre just trying to get me to act normal without actually helping
#idk it all sounds very familiar#i have to 'prove i can do things i dont want to do' and theyre going to help me 'fix my behaviour bc uni wont tolerate it'#but the behaviour they mean is just me being disabled#its about how i freeze up sometimes i think#and i cannot bring myself to do whatever im supposed to#sometimes i cant even move or speak#thats the behaviour they mean#but i cant just make that go away#ive been trying all my fucking life#also??? i go to school every fucking day?? does that not count as proving i can do things i dont want to do#surely they dont think i want to be there#idk man this is exactly the kinda stuff they said in primary school before they started punishing me for being disabled#like giving me extra work bc i froze or something#or send me away to work alone in a room & not talk to any of my peers bc i didnt manage to talk to the teacher#force me to make eyecontact for a full 10 minutes while giving me a lecture about why eyecontact is so important#or not allow me to go outside for breaks#that kinda stuff#it sounds like they have the same idea?#so im very worried about going back to school in september#they were supposed to attempt to help more this year as well but outside of one thing they didnt really do anything#and now they want to 'be more firm about it' ????#i dont trust that#mine#also !! ive been getting told all my life that whatever the next stage is they wont tolerate my behaviour there#in primary they said id never get past first year in secondary#in secondary they say i wont get through uni this way#seems to me that really its fine#yeah i need help sometimes#but also i could probably go to uni & itll be fine#ill have my diagnosis & ill figure out who i need to talk to & how i can get the help i need
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11% more effective than placebo and this groundbreaking combination of two very common cheap and well established drugs costs $1200 for 60 tabs with the goodrx coupon. antidepressants are so silly (<- trying not to shoot myself)
#there's a manufacturers coupon that makes it $10 but idk if you can reuse that?#to be clear this is still covered by my insurance and if i lose it and still want to be on it i will just buy the ingredients separately#also i just learned this can increase your blood pressure which is cool because i explicitly just went off cymbalta because my bp went#through the roof and yet i don't think my shrink mentioned this at all#it's not quite as high as it was when i was on it but it's still very high#i'm still having withdrawals though so idk i was on it for some years maybe it is just taking a while for these side effects to go away....#to be fully honest though i'm not totally sure there is a direct correlation between the bp and cymbalta that's just the most optimistic#possibility because otherwise its just idiopathic as far as i can tell and that fucking sucks ass so i've really been hoping it was the snri#😀 unrelated but still thinking about how i was just told i have to get abdominal surgery. what the fuck#idk obviously i was already trying to get surgery and hopefully they will just take it all out at once but umm mostly how am i going to take#two weeks or whatever off work like. i have rent to pay. besides the insurance thing#whatever maybe i'll just have to take my chances with getting a torsion and going into septic shock hashtag land of the free#me
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#personal#ok whatever. ive decided to go all in. like what?? am i just gonna sit around hoping he'll message me???#someone has to make a move and CLEARLY it has to be me NDNNDJDJDJDJDJDJSJ#tho to be fair its like. holidays JJDJDJDJDJD#i also dont know if ive mentioned this detail. but im 2 years older. so idk if That also plays a factor.#like maybe thats intimidating. idk#i just !!!! dont want this chance to pass by. so im gonna like.... Make Moves even if !!!!! it means that he'll know i like him#like ...... ok assuming he doesnt already know NDJJDJDJDJD#im sure i get GooGoo eyes u know#but n e way...... literally i have nothing to lose#like i have more to lose if i do nothing JDJJDJDJDJDJND#hhhhh god. ive been thinking about this for days. weeks even maybe. hhhhhhhhhhhh.....#but also like i think itll just be good to hang iut as friends for a bit bc like ik him in a school setting and ive hung out with him#(along with others) outside of school twice#but like... ya idk id like to know him better b4 im like YA UR THE ONE.#tho like im already thinking he is NDJJDJDJFJFJ. god............ it could just be a culmination of different things making me think that#and like i think ppl can have multiple 'the ones' or whatever#and like idk b4 him i was actually settled on being single LMAO. so like my options are pretty stacked already#like ok 1. him. and 2. me. i mean......... thats 10/10....#i'll be heartbroken if he doesnt feel the same or we dont work out but..... i mean.... whatever JDJXJXJDJZMZM#i was fine b4 i met him and i'll be fine after........
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i kinda love when a character clearly needs professional help but is trying to self treat it with like crystals and essential oils and like herbals and stuff and it is Not Doing A Lot. i think largely because i was living like that for a very long time and it sucked but at least the aesthetic of plants is nice
#it was like alright i truly want to die and ive got an entirely uncontrolled life ruining brain issue on my hands#and we are treating it with ashwagandha gummies and a porridge that supposedly helps mood.#idk im sure it did something or another and ive heard of ashwagandha helping some people with ocd but it wasnt doing a lot for me#and also i like the Botanicals Vibe and also kind of making characters with the This Is Not Going To Work But Whatever I'll Take Vitamins#i remember around when my brain first broke with ocd i just could not understand why i felt so upset and freaked out 24/7#and it was december so i just started mainlining vitamin d#idk if that helped or not lol#my oc cal does this in one of his storylines. in a downward spiral but too scared to ask for help/doesnt see it as a big deal#so he smothers himself in soothing lavender oil and takes vitamin d and all that but still cant stay calm and still wants to die#and blames himself for getting worse#hm i think in another storyline he’s barely able to leave his house and has spent about a third of his life comatose/imprisoned/otherwise#not like Living#so he’s only had like 5-10 adult years living in the real world#so he’s completely overwhelmed by things like open spaces or other people. can barely handle the grocery store#since he’s so used to being isolated in a smaller quiet room#also his biology is sort of not human in this au so basically he can’t go to the doctor#anyways he’s up to here in aromatherapy and ashwagandha and whatever else
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i need to like . make a post that like properly constructs my opinion on modern vocaloid music but like i swear they dont make music like they used to nowadays and it kind of blows
#ashe is rambling#like im listening to envy cat walk rn#and its crazy how much raw personality and energy and creativity went into it#you can somewhat blame how vocaloid has become more popular which all together is good for the genre on the surface#and it is thriving#but its like .#really is it#because while vocaloid has become a more popular and profitable music genre it comes at the cost of#corporate sanitization and making whatever sells#and im like#happy the genre has a reached a point where vocaloid has become more focused on music as a whole rather than just the characters#its still frustrating seeing a creativity drought among the most popular producers compared to what was being produced years ago#and like sure you can argue they became more professional and theyre more skilled at their craft which i guess is fine#but honest to god the charm of vocaloid to me is just . the vibe of guys making whatever sounds cool skill level and profitability be damne#all because miku cute#yaknow#idk#im a vocaloid boomer please understand this has been my special interest for like 9-10 years now#anyways tohma come back i miss you
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#it turns out that watching saw while snacking and knitting is indeed very good for your mental health#my body knew what i needed lmao#i got so many rounds done so i feel productive too and the irony of knitting a red and white scarf in the round...#...(meaning as a spiral - helical knitting) is not lost on me but the hidden spirals of the knitting project came after the spirals on saw#((its yoko's cowl from gurren lagann lol))#idk how im gonna block this thing bc it has wild floats showing on the front so im gonna need like 60 pencils to slide in there...#...before i start pinning it down and spraying it and idk how thats gonna go but it 100 percent needs to be blocked#tension? who the fuck knows what that is lmao#also the floats were a bad idea but like i didnt wanna knit 10 bobbins in the round for my first time knitting w bobbins#theyd tangle every time the project twists lmao but whatever im making the extra stripes caused by the floats to work#i wasnt sure how to stagger them in a way that wouldnt look weird and i had already unknit the project like 5 times so i committed#speaking of its 240 stitches each round lol its killer but its going so whatever.#im at about 6.5 inches and i want probably around 14 (im gonna connect the top and bottom to make it reversible/hide the back)#so yeah my night was better than the day i had thankfully#im so tired tho lol#i havent worked out yet today and i dont know if im gonna force myself to lol hashtag no days off lololol#ill see how i feel after i brush my teeth if im up for it i guess but im pretty tired from being mentally stressed all day#anyway good night ill prob#delete later / /
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Why is Obito's height and weight listed as 182cm/70.3kg while Tobi is 175cm/55.9kg. THATS THE SAME FUCKING DUDE HOW DID OBITO SHRINK HIMSELF?????
#also idk how different those weights are in pounds but regardless he put on a noticeable amount of weight after the reveal#which like. HOW???? cuz im sure its not counting clothes. SO WTF HAPPENED?????#wait. hold on. theory after its been like. 10 years or whatever.#can we prove that the tobi acting like a moron was not actually guruguru??? and any time the sharingan was used. that was obito in#the tobi disguise???? now theres a lot im forgetting from the final arc. so correct me if thats impossible or already disproven.#but how else could obito do that???? UNLESS IT WASNT ACTUALLY HIM??? cuz the tobi persona is literally based on guruguru anyway#and once again i have to ask. fucking why??? whats the point???? why did he act like a schoolgirl in love with his senpai????#eternal question. i will die still asking why he fucking DID THAT#dont get me wrong. tobi has always been one of my ultimate faves even before the madara/obito reveal. BUT WHAT WAS THE POINT????#all the more reason for it to have been guruguru if possible#which is a bit of a sad thought actually. cuz even now i still wish tobi was just some fuckin weirdo with a big secret for how he managed#to join the akatsuki that wasnt 'im secretly the leader claiming to be madara uchiha'#anyway. smaller obito theory i guess like that smaller luke skywalker theory#personal
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i love having hong kongers & mainlanders in close contact like literally i’ve these 2 hongkongers in my group project for a class & then i live w 2 mainlanders so ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) i’m learning so much
#stream#like the genuine differences between even north & south china & further mainland vs taiwan & hong kong ��😭😭#like yen je ? TOTAL ONE CHINA STAN & honestly ? king#arthur is literally like ‘bro idk i literally don’t give a fuck abt anything outside of beijing’ it’s so funny like he HATES traveling but#routinely. flys back to chine like he’s flown 15+hrs so many times like he spent 5 years in canada even ? 😭😭😭 ALSKALSKALKSALKSLAKS#BUT HE HATES TRAVEL#ITS SO FUNNY TO ME#like he doesn’t mind the commute but i’m the total opposite i HATE being in a fucking plane or hotel room or whatever like i just need to be#gone but if i’m fucking stuck on an airplane i will die#BUT ALSO I AINT DO NO 15HRS ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOT#LIKE IDK I THINK MAYBE 11 WAS THE LONGEST BUT IM SURE IT WASNT EVEN#MAYBE 10 BUT 😭😭😭 anyway then the hongkongers are totally like ‘we don’t know mandarin & we want to break from china’ 😭😭😭#they’re so fun#the mainlanders: don’t smoke weed the hongkongers: do u have a number ?#ALSJAKSKAKJSAKJSLAJSLAKA GIRL AS SOON AS I HESRD HIS GUY JEPT FLAKING ON HIM I WAS LIEK LISTEN NOW …#I GOT U ONE#so fucking funny i love them#also i told my flat mates then when i see Li again i’m bringing his ass up like YALL ABT TO KNOW HIM TOO#it’s so funny to me like i know they don’t know eachother like i ask them all if they know eachother like not bc they met before but solely#BC I KNOW YALL ALL ON WECHAT it makes me laugh it’s like playing matchmaker but also Li literally told me he doesn’t know many chinese here#so i’m like well baby girl … i’ll have my 2 boys play w u xx#ALSKALSKALLSLAKSLAKSLA love him he’s so funny i met his flatmate & he’s ethiopian & a QAT FIEND ❤️😭 SCREAM we were bonding over withdrawl#symptoms upon getting to the uk ALSKALALALSLAKLSKALSLA SCREAMMMMM poor Li i was holding him hostage to me & this man’s’s tomfoolerys theyre#precious so his name is ra & he’s going back to pick up more from london or whatever like 😭😭 he even said he was going through so bad#withdrawls he just got up at 2am 1 day & got on a train to london & slept on his man’s floor to get the fix ALSLLAJALALLSKSLSJSLAJLAJLD#KINGGGGGGG GIRL I TURNED TO LI & WAS LIKE ‘& U JUST LET HIM ?’ 😭😭😭😭 i was DYINGGGG he’s so fucking FUNNY anyway he’s going to let me try qat#from his next pick up like mf u better not chew all that shit before u get back here 😭😭😭#it was so funny he was like ‘how do U know abt KHAT’ 😭😭😭#like literally my response from everyone but shoutout to my professor bc i truly don’t think she realizes how deep i’ve gotten into this now
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ok I'm done sorry 4 spoilers review in the tags:
#ml movie#ok well that was very silly.#i will give props to the art department bc visually that felt like.. what the show wishes it was always but ofc time budget etc.#the aesthetic vibes were fantastic#jokes were basically all misses for me tbh. sorry but. plagg. yikes#uhh the songs were. well. songs alright! i thinks gabriel's was most fun for sure#ladynoir song was cute ig. but nothing really stood out to me musically#uh anyway. vague ambiguous gabriel redemption i guess? unsure. kind of whatever#feels like mari's themes didnt rly pay off she didnt really. do much in that final confeontstion#confrontation. anyway#id do like. 2.5 stars. or 6/10. idk it was fun ans cute but not like. a good movie. lol
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#ugh. i wasted a lot of time and money today#bc my leg was suddenly hurting a lot more today and it kinda freaked me out so i went to urgent care#and then they had me get an x ray. luckily my hip looks fine and like i thought i probably strained or tore like an adductor muscle#so all that for something i already knew. but she said i should just chill for like 3 weeks and let it heal#at least nothing worse was wrong but its really annoying. i want to run 😫#wtf am i gonna do to dispel energy??? ugh. and i was supposed to go to thr post office today to send stuff#ill have to go tomorrow. bleh. its so annoying#part of it is just that i hate having to interact with people. like talking to people. like im sure i come across as v young#bc im so anxious and hesitant and im like zero eye contact. so idk it just feels kinda embarrassing#i wanna b like. bro i promis im not stupid. i have 2 advanced degrees in biology and im going for a 3rd. u can talk to me like an adult#its probably just me projecting. my perception is distorted from being made fun of by my sister lol#whatever. at least its just 3 weeks. tho it does remind me i havent been to an actual doctor in like 5 years#...probably should do thst before i move. or idk maybe ill just wait a month and go before school starts#ugh. fuck the American Healthcare system. they looked at me for like 5min and to go to urgent care was $125 with my insurance#thats just to b seen. like i can afford that but what r u supposed to do if u cant?#unrelated#at least its not as bad as when i passed out in class and took a 10 min ambulance ride that somehow cost $700
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browsing through the mob psycho tag is so funny bc it’s very clear that none of you know what eleven year olds look and/or act like.
#emyrs.txt#this is. mostly in ref to the multiple mp100 artists i’ve seen draw mob (when he first met reigen) like he’s a toddler/a young kid#like. i have multiple cousins in the 10-12 yr old range and they’re not. Children. they’re starting to enter their pre teens.#idk. it’s just funny to me seeing ppl draw mob like. imitating reigen bc he’s a little kid or whatever.#sure there might be 11yr olds that are Like That but mob. wouldn’t be one of them.#ok. that’s all. bye <3
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i literally do not care how close i am to someone at work, if they're not my boss and someone asks how they're doing at their job i WILL sing their praises. if we've exchanged nothing more than a nod while making coffee idc i WILL be telling everyone you are the most efficient and talented worker ive ever met. we are all allies and the company is always the enemy 💖
#tbh this isn't even just within the same workplace#I'll do it for anyone#ik my colleagues do this for me too and I do it for them but we're friends but also. I was just thinking about that one time I was#working as a barista and a girl who went to my high school who I hadn't seen in 10 years was having an interview there. and she recognised#me#and after she left the people she was interviewing with asked me what she's like which I'm pretty sure is not allowed but whatever#idk her AT ALL but I told them all about how she's so efficient and hardworking and such a good team player
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plus unfortunately for me i think r7 is done. splitsville. endpoint will be the 3rd stage of gay divorce when you can finally grab drinks and reminisce on the relationship with resigned fondness lol. just completely over in any way that matters (sorry to the silent subtleties of queerness girlies but that’s almost never done well when gay people aren’t at the helm and with this show in particular they simply refuse to address certain things as a major cop out)
anyway. what im getting from finally giving in to reviews and interviews and my own lesbian eyes is that going forward it’ll be awkward exes to renewed friendship probably shown through their seamless work dynamic. and they’ll leave things on a ‘maybe someday’ note. which, seeing as they even didn’t try in the actual present is beyond bullshit. but a mutual agreement to end things with both obviously having feelings they refuse to act upon because the writers are hateful hacks i can take.
what would be absolutely intolerable to me would be if seven has clearly moved on (with a blessing from raffi to go have starfleet sponsored spinoff adventures no less) while raffi just carries this torch forever. because fuck that. it’s one thing to have her be the one to nudge them along when they’re both in it but to have only her pining after the fact? hellish. like it’s actually deplorable to me.
#im sensing and noticing and realizing and what ive concluded is that i hate it here#‘seven and raffi will always respect and have love for each other’ ENOUGH let them fuck on the bridge or cancel the show#other ick would be 7 ending up w dude like even as i typed that out snakes started manifesting in my home#basically i am bereft#but trying to make my peace with the fact that my expectations will simply never be met#bc i refuse to let this show take me to the edge#they’ve already made a fool of me i cannot continue to hold on to hope#im at the okay sure stage of grief idk lol#bc even if by some miracle there’s a quickie get back together at the end it would be pathetic#wasted all that time for what#won’t actually show any intimacy or love or physicality between the one gay couple but im supposed to clap?#stop playing!#it’s the way they’d have been THE couple for me if there was even an ounce of effort#all that conflict and complexity plus a side of stupid? delicious!!#and yet.#feels like they’re that couple that in 10 or 20 or whenever the fuck this franchise is finally on its last legs#and they’ve exhausted all other options whoever’s the showrunner for the last resort pre post sequel whatever#will make a desperate twitter thread talmbout how these two finally found the way back to each other once again#as if it means anything lmao#to that i preemptively say: rot.#& the fact that this was the one trek show to reel me in of all things?#when beyoncé said take a minute girl come sit down and tell us what’s been happening#i was the dodo she was addressing!#r7#.rfi#stpk
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well dennis losing the titty poll made me watch all the way up to mac and dennis move to the suburbs, i didn't mean to binge that much at once but honestly kinda hate most of 11 anyway so i had to keep going,,,
#i. see the serial killer shit starting up with a vengeance now#its kinda.... yknow. like before it was kinda funny and could be chalked uo to him being a freak but now its so unsubtle#but. yeah anyway im not TOO far away from being caught up now#was waiting for my family to watch it w me but ive given up i wanna participate in the fandom goddamn it#ada speaks#should prob have put this on my sideblog but whatever#and i have now. officially seen the whole uh. plot from dee makes a smut film. i knew the basics but seeing it kind of killed me.#not sure how i feel abt it#the tone of the entire episode was extremely weird#like they couldnt fully commit to taking it seriously but that half was still serious abt it (which i appreciate. but idk)#dennis' characterization seems all over the place in the latter half of 10 and the first few eps of 11#and the family fight ep was fine but gave me HORRIBLE secondhand embarrassment i had to watch through my hands gddnsbfn#still think the gang misses the boat is like. peak.#the first half of s10 was so fucking good i think i kind of just watched a bad batch of eps in a row tonight but eh#finale ep was pretty good#ok listen. its the skiing ep. is it just me or is it like. the worst fucking episode#like i half expected it to be some sort of fantasy scenario one of the gang was dreaming up
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