#idk I just thought it would look neat
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i told my physical therapist today about how i plan to get a xenomorph tattooed on my hip to highlight my hysterectomy scar, bc when i still had my reproductive organs i likened period cramps etc to having a live-in chestburster, then after surgery the complications that stupid lil ½" bastard scar gave me made it feel like i still had an alien parasite ravaging my innards... so the tattoo will be an homage to all it took to overcome that long painful history, as well as a way to honor my beloved monster wife.
then she shared a story about a close friend of hers who found out she had a tumor the size of a clementine that had been growing in her brain since childhood. it was safely removed & she's fine now, and she got a tattoo of a clementine slice behind her ear near where the tumor had been as a fun little inside joke with herself.
and i think about the long history of medicinal tattooing, and of people using ink to either cover or accentuate past wounds ranging from self harm to cancer to gender transition and everything in between and i just. i love how humans tell stories with our bodies. i love that we get to decorate the shapes that house our souls to reflect our experiences and celebrate our survival and carry what we find beautiful with us for life.
#ctxt#meatsuit renno#tattoos#to be clear i have some stupid ass tattoos with embarrassing stories behind them#and others where the story is just 'idk i thought it would look neat!'#but a lot of them do have something more behind them. whether it's the subject of the tattoo the time & place i got it or who i got it with#it doesn't have to mean anything. but more often than not it does. and even the 'dumb' tattoos are like#ways that i've reaffirmed my bodily autonomy & independence?#i feel more embodied in a body covered in ink. i take better care of the areas of my skin that are tattooed bc my skin is worth caring for#that's true always but it's easier sometimes when i feel like i'm curating a living museum. moisturizing artwork.#applying sunscreen to my life story made flesh#u know how it is
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felt like drawing Ani, but in an attempted scratch art thing!
i don’t really do scratch art often, but i do think it’s pretty neat 👍
i’ll draw Arc at some point, but idk when
(the read more is additional lore bout ‘em, but it’s in a log entry from Arc’s POV, so keep that in mind if you wanna read it)
[06/15; ENTRY START]
Ani wanted to show me an art piece she’d done after learning about “scratch art” being the most colorful thing she’s ever heard. Why this kind of art is no longer of production leads to it being a “fad”. At least, that’s how answers I’ve found describe this small event when Nevada was supposedly more lively.
Not much has changed in her own interpretation of herself, but the addition of “hair” (as she called it) is odd as we both aren’t made of flesh, so it’s impossible for us to grow this cosmetic prop like those past the monitor. She’s said that she finds it neat after seeing various illustrations I’ve gathered during my travels.
She suggested that I would look cool with “hair”, so I stated that I’ll consider it as she said there’s something missing from my head. Whether or not that’s an insult is to be determined, but I can tell she means well.
[ENTRY END]
#madness combat#madness combat oc#madcom#madcom oc#grunt madness combat#i think i learned how to do that weird y2k drip design but idk i just thought it would look neat
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since it seems I’m one of like 3 people that like minsc/jaheira, let me see if I can recruit more to my cause:
- while he was trapped in stone, jaheira visited him all the time, openly weeping and speaking to him
- even while under the tadpole’s control, minsc only listened to “jaheira”
- when minsc thought “jaheira” died, he was inconsolably angry
- jaheira was willing to risk EVERYTHING to get minsc back. nothing mattered to her more. she threatened the emperor - and the rest of your party for that matter - and screamed “help my friend!”
- when jaheira talked about how she had to leave him behind, she explained it was the logical thing to do…but she said she hated herself for it because minsc never would have left her, ever
- minsc referred to her as his wychlaran - a wise woman of rasheman, bonded to a berserker bodyguard for life. there is no higher title or deeper bond in all of rashemaar custom
- jaheira disagreed with this, to which he said “the title matters not. only this: when minsc does as minsc does, and charges in to make a mess, jaheira does as jaheira does, and saves us all anyway”
- minsc knows her children and they know him
- jaheira smiles the most around him
- they love each other
#bg3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 jaheira#bg3 minsc#jaheira x minsc#they WOULD DIE FOR EACH OTHER#I don’t personally think they’d ever come right out and say their feelings#but they just like hold hands sometimes and jaheira stares daggers at anyone that looks at them#their bond is so deep that feelings wouldn’t even change much#I just imagine jaheira waking up in a cold sweat#having just dreamt about leaving him#and she feels like she’s just been drenched in ice until she looks over and sees he’s sleeping contently under his tent#and silently she walks over and lays down next to him and he wakes up immediately because he can sense she needs something#‘are you alright?’#‘hold me you fool.’#and sleepily minsc just pulls her into his chest#the feeling of ice running through her veins melts because he is warm and comforting and familiar#anyways.#I just think they’re neat#and I want others to think so too#I don’t think they have a ship name yet#maheira?#jinsc?#idk tell me your thoughts#my post
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came down with verocky brainworms again so this time i am putting them in situations! the situation in question being camping because why not (mostly bc i thought the fish picture would be funny)
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[ID: some digital drawings of vera misham and wocky kitaki. on the left, there is a colored painting of the two of them. vera is holding a fish in front of her with both hands, while wocky is standing to her right with his arms crossed. both have neutral expressions. wocky is wearing a green hat that says "women want me, fish fear me" and has sunglasses on while vera is wearing a green fisherman's hat and vest over her normal clothes. on the right, there is a 5 panel comic drawn in black and white. panel 1: wocky and vera are sitting by a campfire. wocky is roasting marshmallows while vera is drawing in her sketchbook. panel 2: the fire dies down suddenly, causing wocky to react by saying, "huh?" vera notices the fire has gone down. panel 3: vera rips the drawing she was working on out of her sketchbook, crumples it up, and tosses it towards the fire. panel 4: wocky, with a sad expression asks, "why would you do that?! :( one of your drawings..." while vera looks surprised as his reaction. panel 5: vera averts eye contact and, sheepishly, says, "it... wasn't turning out well..." end ID]
#my art#ace attorney#verocky#vera misham#wocky kitaki#i imagine they took the fish picture bc wocky probably thought it would the coolest thing ever#and he just looks back on it reminiscing on the smell of fish and the good ol days (the good ol days in question being a week ago)#also in the comic wocky is just sad vera destroyed her drawing since he likes them#so he doesnt understand why she would just get rid of it lol#but anyways outside of the reasoning for making this being funny fish picture#i think camping could be good for vera since she doesnt go out much#she gets to see more of the world but also not be surrounded by unfamiliar people 24/7#idk i just thought it'd be neat :3#also i like the sad wocky drawing in the final panel of the comic... saddest wettest eyes known to man...
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toying with some redesigns AGAIN plus an alastor
tag list 💕 @shiny-self-shipping @menshusband @westiefromtheeast @bat-anon @sunflawyer
#idk I just want them all too look more creepy#like actual demons#seeing everyone’s really cool re designs on tik tok are just scratching my brain right#the more unsettling the better#self shipping#self ship#self insert#hazbin hotel#redesign#hazbin hotel self insert#alastor#also considering giving Charity a third eye that’s covered by her bangs ???? maybe???? aaaidk#I also thought maybe her having future vision would be neat#but idk#like she’s able to see every possible outcome of a situation but can never be sure which one is right so it gives her constant anxiety
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eternal life
imminent death
#pokemon xy#trainer calem#trainer serena#xerneas#yveltal#OK TBH im not sure these specific situations are part of like....my hcs? or anything?? i just. thought it would look neat?#idk#anyone else think its fun how xerneas has those little x eyes while being the one that represents life...?#also the drops in the 2nd pic were supposed to be tears but i think the red may make them come off as blood which.#at this point? im going with it. whatever...#my art
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AFTERMARE WEEK: day 2- discovery/lost
lost into those eyes of yours i realized, there was nothing that could be done to still my beating heart
aftermare week is hosted by @bluepallilworld
#illustration#my art#aftermare week#aftermare week 2023#geno sans#nightmare sans#fem!nightmare#fem!geno#geno#nightmare#i'm sorry for coming up with the cheesiest quotes but this piece just wouldn't be complete without it >:'D#i immediately knew what i would draw the second i looked at that prompt honestly xD the potential for fluff for this ship is insane<333#technically an au? night's a princess and geno is a scientist who loves goofing around and not doing her job<3 she's still smart as hell th#so is night! they bond over their shared love for knowledge (and stars!)#and it becomes gayer over time idk i didn't put much thought into it when drawing this HHHH xD#i didn't have time to draw something really impressive with geno's panel but she still turned out so great aughg<333#i'm testing out a new brush+shading technique! it looks a bit too polished in my opinion? but i still think it looks neat so who cares >:D#hopefully you guys like it!
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In 1999, the speedster known as The Flash began fighting crime in Central City, Oregon, combining the inspiring presence and gentle demeanor of Superman with the facts-driven and logical mind of Batman.
Later that same year, Coast City, California would get its own hero in the Green Lantern, a cocky man who claimed to be an officer from an intergalactic peacekeeping force assigned to this sector of space.
2003 would see the appearance of the Green Arrow, a Robin Hood-like figure who would target and expose corrupt officials in Star City, Washington and surrounds.
Though not as notable as The Trinity of Superman, Batman and Wonder Woman, the three Heroes of the West Coast would be instrumental and important in the Silver Age of Superheroes.
#dc comics#the flash#green lantern#green arrow#barry allen#hal jordan#oliver queen#redesign#earth-101#my art#OKAY AHH. i like these just a lil more than my year one trinity (i also think the art syle for em got a bit more simple lmao)#the black bands on barry's costume are elastic straps that hold the suit to his body (or are supposed to idk if it comes across that way)#plus i wanted to give him that kinda pointed helmet that cyclists (and snyder flash to an extent) bc i thought it'd be a neat visual)#not much to say abt hal and ollie aside from their pretty simply updates of their silver age suits - ollie moreso than hal#otherwise i just did what i thot would look neat lmao#also! apparently central city's actually in ohio?? i decided nahhh its in oregon now since da green boys are also on the west coast#and i always thought of these three as a pseudo trinity anyway so. in-universe justification for it#(technically both ga and gl are in cali but i moved ollie to washington since he's also been active in seattle ala rebirth so)
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should i make a "museum" sideblog for history posts and art just for fun
#wow look something original!!#would probably be like art posts history posts and tumblrology posts. the three wings of the museum#idk why i thought of this i just think it'd be neat
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Did a study of a panel i like for a manga with absolutely my favorite female character i've seen yet and thought i'd post it here too in the hopes of eventually finding fans of this series when they inevitably, like me, look for more content of this story :'D
I could gush about this funny, lovestarved, absolutely downright sympathetic and villainous lady who absolutely deserves to be family with the protag for so many hours if you let me she is literally so perfect and everything I have ever wanted from female characters before.
I've gone from going "ooooo she's such a cool antagonist who is such a funny little mystery i LOVE her" to "yeah she's kind of on the insane spectrum but tbf who wouldn't be fucked up in her situation TwT" to "i WILL cry over her and she is completely in the right for doing what she's doing and i can't believe i ever believed she wasn't the heroine she's supposed to be :'D"
#the mighty extra: one girl changes the world#helene de belliana#my love#i found the raws but haven't found if there's a fandom for this manga#if it exists it's probs overseas but idk how to find said fandom then bc searching by title is useless fghjgfhj#the manga itself isn't perfect but my god does it have a lot of heart put into it#i can tell the creator adores Helene because there's no fucking way they don't at this point#just woke up to read chapter 72 and i am#melting#for baby Helene and hopefully getting to know more about her relationship with the original Lyla#because that last panel of her looking uncertain is so adorbs#but also im not used to seeing Helene with long hair and for once i prefer short hair to long hair#literally Helene is such a cool character how do i write a character as cool as her#and the fact that she has a love interest (debatably) who is is on manipulative terms with atm is so interesting#esp because he's the only one she's showing her true nature to atm and im !!! at the implications of that#her being mischievous towards Paris (even if she's meanly funny about it) and the fact she used to be mischievous as a kid...#waaah i wanna see her and Paris develop a relationship together beyond their current sarcastic partnership#especially because there's something so neat about the funny self-interested dragon man obeying her without reason to#at least the narrative hasn't addressed why he would bother??? bc she's neither offered him the fragment nor is he completely amiable to he#but also i can't help but think there was some omitting going on after their second to last scene together...#damn this manga gives so much food for thought and for that alone this story is instantly in my top 10 rankings#For Helene alone it's probably close to my number 2 spot lmao#anyways yes i stan Helene and at this point i think im her number 1 fan and defender until (hopefully) proven otherwise~#bc god do i need more content for her waaaah
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Think I'm going to learn how to crochet so I can make a temperature blanket for this year. May not be able to start it for another week but I've already started to write down the temperature for each day so far.
#i think it would be a good routine element for me#also just think it would be neat when its finish#kinda want to look into a thin thread to make a mini blanket for my cat#hes 16#idk if he will make it to 17 this year#his health is constantly fluctuating#and i think if i found a soft yarn thats cotton maybe#i could not only keep him warm with it#but bury him in it as well#thought about doing a mini temp blanket for him#but if i start it and he just kicks the bucket a week later#im gonna be sooo annoyed
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i am going to preface this post by saying i am not intentionally trying to make anyone feel old, But--
yesterday i found out that my coworker graduated in like 2011 right, n so i was asking her abt what Teenaged Life in the 2000s was like, and she told me that when she was in elementary/middle school, she'd submit her writing on floppy discs, and for whatever reason, that was just so unexpected to me. i just kind of assumed that people would either submit this sort of thing either handwritten or printed at home, and now i'm just kinda sitting here like "on floppy discs!!!!! (delighted discovery)" over n over to myself
#finding out that this coworker is almost 30 has immediately launched her to 'coolest coworker (to ME)' status#though i guess the fact that she is Also Queer helps with that. i asked her abt her gf n we ended up talking abt stationery#i remember looking through my dad's old stuff n finding essays he submitted that were typed on a Typewriter (in the 60s)#but like. that's a pre-computer era in my brain ofc one would use a typewriter#although when i discovered that essay i remember also being surprised it wasn't just submitted handwritten#anyway. idk i just think this stuff is cool!!! it's so cool!!!!!! i love learning the details of everyday life in now-bygone times!!!!!!!#the worm speaks#*squints out window* although i guess i should've expected the typewriter thing to have continued into the 90s at least#bc i remember seeing this cartoon called jacob two-two when i was a kid n the father char was a professional author#n he wrote using a typewriter. but i guess i must've assumed that was an anachronism? or for professionals only?#*shifting around a bunch of thoughts like tiles on a mahjong table* starting to notice that the coworkers i think are coolest are the oldes#which checks out bc everyone on this website knows that people just get cooler as they age. this is Proven. it's a Fact#like the coworkers nearer my age are Neat n all but i guess i get the feeling that i don't rlly know how to interact with/approach them#but the older coworkers are like chill and friendly n will talk to me First n generally have good n pleasant conversational skills#LOL i feel like a duckling that's imprinted on something or someone
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The Pale Blue Eye pulls a pretty neat final twist that I've always wanted to see play out in a whodunnit, but unfortunately it also executes that twist in the lamest way possible
#Kumari comments#The Pale Blue Eye#uhh definitely not making a spoiler tag for this movie#It's a decent time-waster if you like good historical costume design and a basic but atmospheric mystery#and also British actors doing charmingly awful American accents#Anyway‚ spoilers now:#after an okay faux third act climax it turns out that the mystery wasn't totally solved and the detective was the real killer#Which is neat! and I do consider it distinct from 'the POV character was the real killer' which has been done p famously before#but then his motivations are sooo booooring#he's getting revenge for his fridged daughter. that's it.#and she's literally just that meme of 'flashbacks of the action hero's angelic dead wife' but a daughter#It's honestly kinda remarkable to see such a head empty approach to the subject of SA in a fairly high-profile film in 2023#like there's a half-assed moment where the detective goes off about how institutions are responsible for their members' crimes#and by the end you can kinda infer that he was actually mad about the sex crimes#but that's basically it#meanwhile Nice Guy™ Edgar Allan Poe is gonna go on to marry his 13yo cousin irl so … maybe not the best counter to his peers eh?#idk. I feel like a more thoughtful director could've taken all the tasteless tropes and played on them ironically#but that would involve /intentionally/ making the male protagonists look kinda shitty ig#Kumari abuses the tagging system
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WOOOOOOO JUST FINISHED CHAPTER 1 OF MY MAGIC AU I AM TRYING SO HARD TO NOT IMMEDIATELY POST IT
#original thoughts in their natural habitat#im SO EXCITED for this fic#maybe because its truly something im writing for myself#yes i adore nssf but that wasnt entirely for me yknow?#it was written to be read#it was written in response to the fandom#it was written because i wanted to challenge myself#im not doing any of this with this fic im just writing something i would love to read#and i think im actually doing it justice#ngl im taking a lot of inspiration of technical style from bun#ive been rereading our rps again and seeing how my writing style has improved because of writing with them is so neat#im trying to carry that improvement on and not be scared of words#ik that sounds stupid but there are words i used to never use because they were too. idk#im writing exactly what i want to read and i dont care if other people dont want to read it#i dont expect heaps of hits on this fic because its a lot more niche than my other fics#kidza is usually only read by people actively looking for it i reckon#its me im people who actively look for kidza fics#anyways ramble over
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okay it's looking like next tuesday? for sharing my hux skin. the hardest parts are done, but I still have some stuff left to do, as lining alone took roughly 13 hours OTL. it's very clean, though. I know it doesn't have to be, but if I'm going to draw a cool skin for my favourite killer, I want it to show just how much I love him.
I also finally got a call from the damn dentist and wow. yeah. practically the worst case scenario. which...isn't great, but it is exactly what I expected. not sure how the hell I'm going to pay all that off.
#dbd#thoughts about media#I basically just need to clarify textures on the skin and then all that's left is organising it into a presentable format.#irl friend said it looks cool so I hope other people will like it too.#I would lie and say it's been fun working on it but it's genuinely been gruelling to work on because of how neat and detailed it is.#as for the incredibly ironic subject of teeth...#yeah. not good.#it's wild to me that I can (eventually) get top surgery covered by the government#but not this.#not that I'm complaining about not paying for top surgery.#but that won't KILL me if I don't have it. this fucking could.#I know I said I'd do commissions but I genuinely don't even think that amount of work is realistic.#not when I have a job that eats up time.#and I don't have nearly enough people interested in commissions to make a good dent in that price tag.#idk. I'll have to sit down and figure some shit out.#I am 100% going to sell most of my pkmn cards. hopefully I can make a couple hundred off of that.
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Wanted to make a mechanic called "Omen" and made this
#asks#custom cards#ordinarily i would've thought that making a morph variant would require casting it as a 2/2 for 3#so that it would work alongside morph cards and retain the mystery#but then disguise came along with ward so that means we just get to do whatever we want#also i just realized the puppeteered scarecrow could've been hybrid on the omen cost#that would've been neat#oh wait shit i broke a rule of morph design#Curious Ghost can be cast face-down on turn 2 and then flip on turn 3 to kill a face-down 1/1 and survive#that's not allowed#like if you look at all the disguise cards all the ones that are 2/3s or have first strike or whatever#they all cost at least 5 to flip#because otherwise it could go “for my turn 3 i play a face down” “okay for my turn 3 i also play a face down”#“for my turn 4 i attack with my face down” “i block it with my face down to trade” “i flip it and kill your face down without losing mine”#and apparently that was a big problem when morph was first used so in khans of tarkir they made any 2/3s or whatever cost 5+ to flip#anyway idk what to do with Curious Ghost#maybe make it a 2-drop 2/1 that flips for 1?#oh well these aren't real cards anyway lol
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