#idek who i want to do this with either tbh
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In a dream i saw this video of a man who was filming a pool at night, with lights reflecting on the surface and i dont remember exactly what he said but he talked about how carrying another man into a pool in the dark with the light shimmering on the water was magic and it somehow touched me so deeply in a way i cant explain and now i feel like i desperately need to hang out in a pool at night and talk about deep personal shit like gender and gayness with someone and maybe make out a little because it really is magical tbh
#i dont have a way to do this sadly because the public pool closes at like 7 or 8 and i dont know anyone who just owns a pool#idek who i want to do this with either tbh#my first thought was my best friend but were not the kissing kind of friends hmm#hmu if u have a pool where we can hang out at night and kiss#mine#i dont remember why the carrying was important i just remember he talked about holding him in his arms abd lowering him into the water#i haven been swimming in years maybe i just miss the water and my brain made a big magical thing out of it
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I really wish blocking someone meant their stuff wouldn’t wind up on your dash at all. Like I understand why it doesn’t, but. still.
Actually, I just need to get better abt checking source urls before I reblog. I try to be mindful, but now and again I Forget and have only myself to blame lmao
#text post#I would love to reblog their art and be supportive in that way at least but tbh#every time I accidentally reblog it I remember checking out their blog and seeing how they talked abt fans that like Izzy and the izcourse#and it's like oh no that's right you hate ppl like me and ur art might be gorg but maybe we just shouldn't interact#they do their thing and I'll be over here doing mine#what really needs to happen is I need to remember to check urls on fandom art to make sure it isn't any of the folks I had to block lmao#but sometimes I get excited bc the art is genuinely lovely and i do like it and think the person is v talented!#and then i forget to check and it's only after scrolling my dash that i see my reblog and the url and go 'oh. fuck. that's right. damnit.'#it's a weird feeling to be like yes I want this person to have fun and make gorgeous art but also it seems#they've made it p clear how they feel abt folks like me and so maybe they would prefer i just fuck off#which i tried to do by blocking!! and yet. here we are#i delete the reblogs whenever this happens so they don't have me in their notes but#i do hope they know their art is lovely and I appreciate their hard work even if we wouldn't otherwise get along with each other#idek why I'm blogging abt this I guess bc I feel like usually it's either or online? like u either hate each other or u don't#but I don't hate the folks who sent shit to me or the folks who condoned it i just wish i had found a way to get along with them instead#as useless a wish as that probably is#and i don't talk abt it a lot but it really bugs the fuck outta me sometimes that we can't just start over and try to interact generally#no messages no trying to be friends just reblog from them if u like and otherwise ignore each other#which has been a thing that's worked fairly okay in other fandoms tho things have happened in others to change how workable it was#but for some reason in this one i feel like im just always walking on eggshells to interact w/anyone bc it feels like everyone is waiting#for someone else to say something they vaguely disagree with and instead of just like. blocking and moving on w/the fandom experience#it turns into a massive mess that even if ur on the fringes of it all you still get pulled into or sent shit and just.#idk it doesn't matter bc ultimately none of this does but dang it the show has been special to me and hits all my special interests#and it's hard to let go and accept that there's no changing how things went and how they are and how this fandom experience for me is often#very fucking lonely even when i'm bursting at the seams to share and to hear from others what they think abt anything and everything w/it#no one is gonna read this tag essay lmao pls scroll on
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Shitshitshit notifs are starting to come in fast for the best meme poll pls pls pls let it die already
#ok thats it im not gonna do this again like ever#idek what was i thinking making that post tbh#in conclusion: fuck life#i rlly rlly dont want that to escape containment (my moots and my moots's moots at most)#now its at that point where it could turn out either way#actually im probably more like at 3rd degree and its the moots of my moots's moots who are interacting#hope it doesnt keep going#mine#polls
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#whoop there it is#i just had a conscious thought and realized why i spent the last two months binging medical dramas#(tbh idek how long its been)#(i just know it's been... a while)#[it's really so absolutely wonderful having a sick brain and just constantly losing yourself in different colored clouds of fog]#but yeah#anyway#i just saw one of the patients on a gurney#and i thought: i wish that was me#i was thinking about it while watering the lawn#today i self-sabotaged bc i was too lazy#at least that's what my mind is saying#i really don't know#either way#i knew since i was 10years old that i would've given my life to anyone who wanted to live#so that i didn't have to#idk i'm extra emotional today bc of my period or bc i didnt take my meds this morning (that was the self sabotage)#yeah im a very healthy person i know#ignore me#truth is all i wanna do is cry
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#my posts#look yes i keep making at least one post like this a day and it will continue but its either letting it out or i have no idea#also in my defense y believe most of my mutuals arent up so it is peak time to post about feeling like shit#my plan isnt for someone to read these its for the bullshit to get out and try to not get to the point shit hits the fan#anyways man teen me would be so fucking disappointed by so many things the mere fact we are still alive would make them livid#and alive and living like this?#probably if they knew it was gonna be like this it would have happened lmao#they would just think we are a coward and a dumbass who can't do anything right tbh but they did know then too it's not knew#if it was new we wouldn't be here wouldn't we. why am i referring to is in plural it's just two dif timed mes#but yeah they are probably like 'hey of you are gonna keep living at least you could do it in a way no one regrets it' but alas we do#and we will keep regretting it bc our death won't be our choice. the deadline for it was extended until we were 20 and it's long closed#.... things are getting worse tho they put true but like. that isn't an option anymore lmao it sucks tbh#... i don't have anything else to say that isn't repeating it#i. do wish it was still an option idek why it isn't anymore it's some stupid arbitrary rule#i hate this. it's like. i really don't do a single thing that could make any version of me proud of myself#not teen me not child me not current me. none of us is okay with whatever the fuck i have going on and yet!#.man. I've spent all day tired and wanting to cry for nothing particular but also for literally everything so like#that would fix me. i don't know how to make it happen#... I'm gonna go to sleep#i need my phone to finish charging but that'll be over soon#so yeah I'll. go to sleep soon
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Yandere! Revenant harem w/ "queen" darling
A/N: ya'll won't leave me alone about this damn harem lol. ! jkjk I love ya'll but idek what to really add onto the harem stuff like please...I'm dying here. please eat this while I finish my requests.
requests: always open for my baby girls
Warnings: Ya'll should be famillair with the type of time I'm on
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hypothetically...let's say the original harem failed at protecting you and the revenants won and took you captive *tbh that's the only reason they came*
The revenant harem is all about teamwork, that's why they won. None of them mind sharing you and serving you is their sole purpose of living..well being undead?
You were their prize before they died and now in their afterlife, you are the only thing they can think about. They must protect their living darling from suffering their same fate. You are their queen now, they'll stop at nothing to prove that to you. Before they were playing fair, letting you choose who you wanted but they are done waiting. They are all yours to love.
Once captured by the harem, you will no longer have any life outside of them. You are not going anywhere. They hate the thought of you interacting with the outside world. Seriously, you are on lockdown. They even hate the idea of you visiting your family. They are your family.
were you a champion? Oh, well you're no longer allowed to ever fight or train again. They forbid you because they were all skilled and dedicated their lives to it but now look at them..you cannot get hurt.
Actually anything remotely dangerous is a no go.
There's never a second when you're alone, they're enamored by you. They've most likely built an entire castle for you, fit with a throne only you may be allowed to sit on. bouquets of flowers and jewels gifted at your feet. They bow in your presence and cannot wait to throw themselves at any opportunity to do something for you.
Anything..please anything you want. They'll gladly go to war for you and take over the entirety of the outworld for your ruling. Just say the words and they'd do it. You deserve to be Kahn with your ever so graciousness.
say jump and they'll say how high. If you never felt like walking again your feet won't ever have to touch that filthy ground ever again.
Don't let this fool you though, they are absolutely insane. They are still dangerous yanderes who will collectively punish you for any signs of disobedience. Don't run away, don't fight back or reject them..
Actually...do fight back. come on..they dare you. They love it when their queen plays rough. Who wouldn't want to be punched by you? They'll taunt and mock you while your weak self tries to fight them ...you're hilarious. If you are super powerful and is actually causing trouble, you will be punished by the more intense characters. Do you think you're getting past Raiden?
"A shame I had to use such intense force to subdue you. Although you are very dear to us, do not think for a second are exempt from proper discipline. Your fate will be shortly decided."
punishments range from you having some luxuries revoked to being dropped off in the living forest and left there to fend for yourself for a couple of hours.
You got the absolute worst version of every-single character...like a harem that consists of REVENANT Dark Raiden and Noob Saibot is a harem you def don't wanna mess around and find out with.
I know in the previous harem it seemed like every girl's dream..yeah no. Not this one.
Oh and they also like to control what you wear. Elaborate regal clothing is their favorite, especially with a huge headpiece. Your schedule is also controlled throughout the day. They have everything perfectly balanced to fairly share you and to take shifts protecting your castle. Occasionally though, some will get into fights with each other when one is a bit more needy and tries to hog up your time. The most sought-after time though is when you're either getting ready in the morning or settling down in the evening. To be the one to brush your hair or to help you out of your ridiculous garments is an honor.
I like to imagine that when you sleep, they all gather around your bed, admiring your beauty. none of them are allowed to sleep on your bed, They'll just huddle on the floor around it. reminds me of the quote "sleeping on your floor is better than sleeping in my bed." They all have their own rooms but rather be near you.
they're so far gone, you have to remind them every time you need to use the restroom that no. they cannot follow you in.
"Johnny, no. I need some privacy please."
*on his knees* "But my sweetheart...I just want to offer you some assistance."
"johnny- i have to pee..."
This way of life is completely normal...that's what they keep telling you at least..That their actions are innocent. Oh they just can't bear a second without you, bullcrap. So manipulative. They are still the same grimy men as before lol
Especially Kano and Erron..somehow death just made them have less of a filter.
Do you think Lui Kang, Kung Lao, Hanzo, and Kuai forced the monks and both clans into being your personal army? They're so damn corrupt.
They'll instantly kill anyone who dares to even look at you. It's only their special privilege. Their head will be gifted to you on a silver platter to show their undying devotion. Are you crying? did you not like their gift? They're sorry. Would you have preferred something more?
Speaking of you being upset, if someone in the harem causes you distress they'll be exiled after punishment...that is if they survived it.
#headcanon#imagines#oneshot#x reader#yandere imagines#yandere headcanons#mortal kombat x reader#mortal kombat#mk11#mortal kombat 11#yandere johnny cage#johnny cage x reader#yandere kung lao#kano x reader#kuai liang x reader#hanzo hasashi x reader#liu kang x reader#kung lao x reader#erron black x reader#raiden mk11#mortal kombat fandom
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Hi!!!! What do you think about the fandoms characterisation of Dicks and Damian’s relationship???
A lot of the fans replace Dick with Bruce in terms of who is Damian’s father. Idek but it gets annoying when it’s all “oh Bruce may be Damian’s father, but dick is his dad”
Thanks <3
I go back and forth on it, tbh. Damian needed a dad, but he was a surprise to Bruce. Dick handled it much better than Bruce did for a while, but Bruce eventually came around (depending on the canon). A lot of siblings raise their younger family members in the absence of a parent, so it makes sense that Damian would be drawn to Dick as a more grounded and sympathetic parental figure. And that Dick would be able to connect with Damian more easily than Bruce, who was still reeling from the shock of finding out Talia lied.
But does that make Dick his dad? I don’t know. It’s kind of like saying older Bruce raising Dick as his ward was his dad. Yes, on paper there’s a parental relationship but — the ages are so off. Bruce was young and Dick wasn’t that much younger than him.
Their relationship was more like an older brother raising a younger one, and that shows a lot in the dynamics between them later in life. Not saying he can’t be a full dad to Dick or that he doesn’t take that role on but — their relationship isn’t as clear cut either.
So yeah, it makes sense to me that Dick could model that same relationship with Damian. Not quite dad, not quite older brother. Still Batman, to Damian’s Robin, just like Bruce was Batman to him.
I guess when it comes to writing it, it depends on how much you want to make 1) Bruce the bad guy for being a bad/absent parent and 2) Dick the sacrificing parent who stepped up while Bruce was gone.
I tried to show in my fic borderline that that relationship isn’t sustainable long term - Dick trying to mollify Damian and Bruce standing to the side awkwardly does everyone a disservice. Dick is not a martyr. He’s a sibling trying his best. But also, sometimes that actually makes things worse, you know? Having a sibling raise the younger kids. It throws off the dynamics in so many families if you’re not careful. If that sibling doesn’t have resources and support, they’ll burn out.
#asks#anon#bruce wayne#batman#dc#myfic#theresurrectionist#batfamily#Damian wayne#Robin#nightwing#dick grayson
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AU where *Vox* is the one who disappears for 7 years, and ALL of Hell suffers for it. The remaining 2 Vees end up with their souls contracted to Alastor, Carmilla and Zestial have to become allies and join forces-most overlords do by the time Vox comes back there ARE no solo Overlords left, except technically Rosie and Alastor but even they are 'allies' in the loosest sense. Everyone else is paired up and it all because of the madness of Radio Demon at the disappearance of his muse. He's shacked up inside of The Vees Tower, taking over Vox's floor as his own, adding a radio tower to the side of it.
And then, 7 years after his disappearance, Vox reappears and joins Charlie Morningstar at her hotel for rehabilitation of sinners of all things, with Angel Dust as her first client, and--
The very foundations of Hell shake.
OHHH this one is fun. yesyesyes im so onboard with this one!!! i think about swap aus very fondly no matter how many times i see premises where vox and al get their storylines swapped ill ALWAYS eat it up.
okay so i do have some questions i want to get over with first. did al and vox breakup before the whole. (waves hands) seven year leave thing. like did they fight before he left because that brings a wholly different dynamic to the table rather than 'oh vox just disappeared one day', which in fairness i can see driving alastor crazy in a much different way, but also if they'd fought beforehand and alastor had expected to see vox back with the vees the day after or something, only to find him missing with no one aware of where he was... hoo boy. and also- does alastor take over the entertainment district here? like, he's got val and velvette as contracted souls, so do they stop running the district because they can no longer hold the respect of those they were once under and just do menial tasks under al's servitude, or is there a completely different dynamic here that ive passed over?
anyway with that over with... (bashes my head into the wall) YES I NEED THIS. ohmuy god. the aus where vox is sponsoring the hazbin hotel because of a deal he made with lucifer or something have been haunting my head for weeks upon end and i cant help but imagine something similar here- i can just imagine how pissed alastor would be to learn of the fact that vox was back and didnt even think to go and SHOW HIMSELF to him first??? vox was HIS. his muse, his rival, his stupid, stupid picture box- and he went off to make a deal with that bright-faced, stupid little princess of hell? instead of going back to alastor? no, no, no, that cant do, absolutely not, VALENTINO, you have to get your oblivious little employee under control before i rip out both your throats-- anyway. i imagine al probably hates intearcting with either of the vees but he does to make sure theyre not dead or trying to kill him (its all for voxs sake. he wouldn't be glad to return and find his friends slaughtered, after all.)
sorry i dont really have any other thoughts to addonto this (theres a reason why i havent written/drawn a swap au with them and its because ive no idea how the story would change given all the different nuances that we dont yet know... so. yeah) except maybe that alastor would probably be pissed as hell at the attention vox gets when he returns- because he was a celebrity figure before he was gone, too, and his return is like the equivalent to a comeback on princess diana's revenge dress level. instead of being pissed that other sinners are paying attention to vox in a 'they should be looking at me' kind of way though he's more pissed in a 'no one should look at him except for me' kind of way which really weirds charlie vaggie and angel out who are kinda just going like... 'are you sure about that guy man' and vox just shrugs like 'well last time i was face to face with him we had a really bitter breakup fight so idek if hes sure about me tbh'
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I’m plotting out what Cat, Felipe, and Ana’s lives would look like in a Crown of Ashes AU where one of them accidentally outed the triad to Mary and set everything off. It’s a whole lot of OW because I don’t think the ot3 kids would have the sibling-like bonds they do in ot3 verse. Their aunts/uncles don’t blame them, but there’s no way the relationships survive unchanged. Especially for Elizabeth, who has to grow up fast and protect her younger siblings. It also doesn’t help that Cat, Felipe, and Ana are raised by KoA and while KoA does advocate (somewhat) for Anne’s children, Elizabeth knows she can’t be trusted, and by extension, she has to be careful what she tells her niblings because anything they know might get back to KoA, and to Mary. Maybe as adults when Tommy is on the throne, they become closer, but it’s a long road until then.
OH G-D THE ANGST yeah. (I think Elizabeth in particular would be angry - not blaming (she blames Mary) but she would be angry), I think Mihrimah would just not be able to forgive them (like for Tommy she’ll be civil and she does get it wasn’t great for them either but uh, watching what Tommy had to go through re Norwich and then Tommy and Elizabeth having to be Mary’s Emotional Support means she’s…like she gets it was never what they intended or wanted to happen but it Happened and it was because of them it kicked off)
They definitely do not know the full story re the OT3. And yep, all the kids really manage KOA (it’s definitely not the way it is in regular OT3 verse). I don’t know if they ever do.
Like, I do think possibly as adults the younger kids might be closer with their nieces and nephew (Pippa and Ned maybe anyway - just because they are younger than Cat/Felipe/Ana anyway. Owen probably not) but there is always a distance on both sides (partly because I think Cat, Felipe and Ana feel deeply deeply guilty and ashamed).
(They hate Mary even more here tbh because she destroyed their family ties in a lot of ways and their father who everyone loved)
(Actually Cecily and Isabel/Isobel in Crown of Ashes regular kind of have some of the same thing but that’s another babble).
(I would totally read this version)
(Tommy is you know, Tommy about it. George realises he should intellectually be fair about this but he’s absolutely fucking not going to be. Meg just holds a grudge (maybe after she marries and goes to Denmark etc she might like, mellow enough to welcome them to her and her husbands court etc but idek). Liam is a simmering ball of Trauma).
(Tommy’s thing about being Fucking Allergic To Indulging In A Selfish Re Himself is even more here it’s just like, Reflex)
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Gf for the character thing ? :] or maybe Nene if you received her already
I HAVEN'T RECEIVED HER YET THANK YOU !!!!!!!!! I'll do Nene too, I'll just make it her own post after posting this. :J
favorite thing about them: I love her dumbgirl swag. There's something so special to me that both her and Boyfriend are fuckin'. Dumb As Rocks. ALSO I LOVE THAT SHE'S CANONICALLY AN ARTIST that's such a sweet thing to me. I would pay one morbillion dollars for a GF commission (because she has no idea how they work).
least favorite thing about them: I WANT HER TO DO MOREEEEHGNJFN.. Like she's probably done as much as BF has so that's not a critique of the game, I just wanna see her do more. Because I love women. Oh also I think they should remake every canon piece depicting her and make her canonically fat. I often forget she isn't fat in canon and then I feel sickly when I look at like, the volume 1 cover and she's thin. W-Whe';re h.er tumm-.my go..,m,l,l,...,, <- sorry for crytyping but it fits.
favorite line: That's how you do it! <- I was gonna jokingly just go up down left right but then I remembered she says that in the tutorial. And I quote it to myself all the time so.
brOTP: Y'know what, similar to BF, I think a GF & Darnell friendship would be fuckin' s-tier. I often think abt this post Keyy made tbh. I know that's specifically the Funkycule AU and pup has them in a QPR but I do think abt it often. Also, before I was a romantic PicoGF guy my interpretation of RGB had Pico & GF as just friends, probably closer friends the longer they're in their relationships with BF cuz like, bonding over a shared partner or smthn LMAO so I'll give an honorable mention to Pico & GF friendship.
OTP: WOag. RGB. Wow I've never heard of that before. How many times can I joke about RGB being my OT3 for this game before it gets annoying LMAO anyways. I ALSO REALLY LOVE GFNENE I wish they had more fics. So bad. I'm actually shocked by how bare their tag on AO3 is. They weren't lying, fandom does hate femslash. /hj
nOTP: Is there anyone out there who actually ships her with Senpai. I think that'd be my only answer ALSO YOU KNOW WHAT. I chickened out on saying it with BF but I also consider BF and Senpai a nOTP but like, I DON'T HATE ANYBODY WHO SHIPS IT. OF COURSE. I don't think it's "problematic" to ship Senpai with either of them it's just, like, the most thought I have on Senpai is that I want to kick sand into his eyes. So that feeling doesn't really translate into a desire to see him shipped with anyone. I'm sorry to anybody who ships Senpai with either of them, I respect your grind, it is just sooooo not for me.
random headcanon: This headcanon is like, so deep into my personal GF characterization/ fuckin'. AU. If you wanna call it that atp. BUT ANYWAYS. Fuck this is gonna need quick background hold on. The canon explanation for her looking human iirc is literally just "true love" or whatever tf. But that's not as fun to play with. So instead I like to write her as being ashamed of being a demon, especially because of her parents' actions, so she masks her demon traits. And she reaaaalllly does not like letting them slip through, especially around a specific person (this is foreshadowing for something idek if I'll get to any time soon Sorry). BUT! She is on a limit for how long she can hide her demon traits until doing so starts to hurt her, either through draining her energy or like, it causing physical damage to continue hiding parts of her. And while she trusts Pico & BF, she's still got shit that she's just. Not. Sorting out. So when she feels she's about to reach a limit with it she locks herself away to rest until she's well enough to continue like normal. Girlie No (guy who is writing her to do this) (don't worry I'm going to also write her getting better abt this) I'm gonna eventually have to make a "Karl's Personal FNF Demon World Building" master-post or whatever just cuz this shit is so fun for me to work with Idk.
unpopular opinion: GEH once again idrk if this is an unpopular opinion but I've been using this to just. Complain. About stuff I have seen and disagree with so whatever I'm continuing the trend. Like Pico, I feel like I see. So many. Interpretations of her that just feel Wrong. Like I see people make her The Smart One or like. Dominant Girlboss with little substance beyond that. And it's like. Cool, yay, I love fandom misogyny. FUCK it's probably still rotting in my drafts but forever and always my reaction to this phenomenon with her is "This girl gets her hand stuck in peanut butter jars trying to eat pb with her hands. This is your Smart One?" and I should get it out of my drafts bc I'm real for that. DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND ME WHEN I SAY THIS BTW. Interpretations that smarten up BF to the same degree do not flag this to me. When making more serious fanworks with these guys, you're gonna have to give them more smarts than canon will. My issue is specifically when I have seen people still write in a degree of stupidity with BF and then just. Don't? Do the same with GF?
song i associate with them: Very basic but I think the sound is cute with her. My secondary answer would be Nelward - "Werewolf" but that's more of a. Specific Instance. That I don't want to elaborate on. grins
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favorite picture of them:
Like literally all of them The Fuck you're making me choose? /silly Here's the fruits of me looking through her wiki gallery:
^ If I had to pick a single favorite, it'd be those panels from the Nendoroid comic. She was real for that. Anyways FUCK I love her. Statements improved when you remember I'm Boyfkin LMAOOOOOO..
#ramblings#undescribed#ask game#long post#FUCK I DIDNT THINK ID ACTUALLY HAVE THAT MUCH TO SAY ABT HER#IM SORRY TO EVERYONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE HTE LONG POST TAG BLOCKED. LOOK AT ME BRAINROT BOY#also like. maybe a silly detail for me to pick out but on the poster art i rlly. enjoy the fact that its bf lighting his cig off of hers#i love these dumbassesssseeuuhhhh /vpos#FUCK ITS. ITS 12:30 AM. ill fill this out for nene tomorrow !!! ill tag you when i do as well
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I'm up really early today. So maybe that's why I'm feeling so blah.
But there's also the fact that since moving to this blog, I keep losing mutuals and idek why. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate all of my mutuals who are still here. But I just found out someone soft-blocked me and I was looking forward to interacting with them. Sent memes and everything, and nope.
I genuinely adore all the threads I currently have. I adore all my RP partners so much. But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't discouraged a bit by this. I don't understand the issue and I wish I did. I'm the same person I always was and so I don't see why people would not want to interact now if they previously did. And listen, I would much rather people who don't want to interact not force themselves. But it's still discouraging, you know? It still sucks feeling so easily replaceable in the RPC.
I don't know what the solution is, tbh. I've been trying to ignore these feelings of mine and just focus on having fun. But it's hard. Very hard. How can I have fun when I feel I'm not needed or wanted here? It's tricky, because I say this when I have so many threads that I really do love, with RP partners I genuinely adore. But the fact that I keep losing mutuals is getting to me. Idek why it's bothering me so much, it just makes me feel so bad.
I genuinely don't care if I lose a mutual on my personal. So ideally, I could approach RP the same way. But somehow, when I lose a mutual on here, it feels more personal. Even though it's not meant to, it still does. I don't know the solution. All I know is I need to find one, before I quit RPing for good.
I don't want anyone to force themselves to interact with me. But am I really that bad a writer/rper? Maybe I am. Or maybe it's nothing personal and just keeps happening coincidentally. But it certainly feels just as sucky either way. Hopefully, I will figure out how to deal with these sucky feelings. Otherwise, I might have to leave.
I just want to say that I bear the person who soft -blocked me (and all the other mutuals I've lost) no ill will. It's not your fault , you need to curate your space I get it. But two things can be true. You need to curate your space AND me always being the one removed is getting to me, making me feel bad. I don't know what the answer is, yet. But I do hope I'll find it. Because I do genuinely love all my RP partners. And all the threads we have. And I would love to stick around for them.
#sometimes i see so much beauty i dont think that i can cope (out of character.)#ooc#(ooc.)#(out of character.)#negative cw#just rp insecurities#nothing important#i just had to get this out
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unpopular john opinion? hmmmm lord i guess it depends on what circles i'm in bc there's smth unpopular about every john opinion i have depending on who i'm around. i guess just the one that would be most unpopular to the widest audience imaginable is that his relationship w yoko was a lot more complicated than anyone wants to talk about. like she was neither the diabolical scheming witch that hypnotized him and tortured him... but she was also not the cool girlboss wife that did no wrong. i think the truth is somewhere in the middle and falls more along the lines of that they were both Not Good to or for each other, but ofc where men like john & paul are given grace to fuck up in relationships, yoko is not bc she is a woman and a japanese woman at that. i guess that's more of a Yoko Opinion but. i mean it's john as well. their relationship was very odd and sometimes incredibly unhealthy but i don't necessarily think he was either The Victim or The Abuser. they just kind of sucked together.
unpopular paul opinion? i really really do not think he is as oblivious as people make him out to be re his sexuality/john. like obviously i'm not in his mind i can't outright make that call but the idea that he's just a straight man emotionally in love w john who Can't Understand It is so... does not ring true to me. To Me i think it more likely that if he has realized anything, there's a lot of shit he's up against. he's 1/4th of the most popular band that has ever existed and 1/2 of the remaining members. the most famous of those two members at that. he was born in the 1940s and homosexuality was still illegal for the first 25 years of his life. not only that but if he Did ever mention anything about him and john, it's not just his legacy he has to protect, but his dead best friend's whose widow is still alive & would only catch more backlash than she already has. like. it's just not a simple situation and it bothers me when people act like the Only possible reason he could be saying weird contradictory things abt his sexuality & feelings for john are bc he's straight and stupid. like sure that COULD be! but idk! i'm just not convinced.
unpopular ringo opinion? fadfasdfasf the other two are so long and these next two are gonna be so much shorter rip. but idk i'm gonna be real i avoid thinking about ringo bc i think out of the 4 of them he's the one i'm most uncomfortable interacting with in a fannish way. especially bc he is still alive and (at least according to people i know that've met him) still kind of an asshole. ofc as a john girlie i have 0 room for judgment here i really don't care one way or another how people interact w him and his legacy i just, myself, tend to avoid it. which i guess is an unpopular opinion in of itself. just will never forget about him beating his first wife so badly she couldn't walk. like. that's so fucked. and like i said ik it's hypocritical but that's why i just Avoid The Ringo Discussion.
unpopular george opinion? idek that i HAVE an unpopular george opinion tbh....... he was the coolest one out of all of them though, bar none. he could walk circles around john & paul when it came to his guitar playing and while my guitar gently weeps is one of the best guitar songs of all time. UH i guess the only unpopular one i have is all things must pass is not a favorite album of mine like it's got some gold on it but overall i'm not listening to it on repeat
controversial beatles asks
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Request Guidelines/Masterlist
I wanted to organize more....
Request Guidlines? Idek if y'all want to request tbh:
REQUESTS ARE: CLOSED
Reader will almost always have gender neutral pronouns, but if I'm in a good mood, I might do gendered labels(boyfriend, girlfriend, etc). Most likely not though.
NO YAN! Y/N
I can write, angst, fluff, yandere, romantic, platonic, and AU's.
You do not have to request yandere, I love writing other stuff too.
I will NOT write NSFW, incest, child x adult(unless platonic), oc x character, character x character, abuse(can be mentioned), or sexual assault(at the most, it'll be a very BREIF mention). Please don't cross my boundaries.
I do not like writing a 'willing' reader x yandere character. It feels gross and like I'm romanticizing the toxicity more than I'm comfortable with. If you request this, I will either delete it, or make it stockholm/give it a not happy ending.
You can request up to 5 people in a fic/headcanon. If it gets too many, I start to struggle and then no one will be happy. if you request more than 5, someone's getting cut.(More than 2 will most likely be made into headcanons as they're quicker.)
If not stated outright, I will decide whether it's in headcanons or fic format. Please be specific if you want it a certain way.
Please don't be mean towards anyone. You can make fun of or yell at me all you want, but don't be a jerk to others.
Don't be scared to request. I love getting requests/asks.
I don't mind dark stuff or horror. I might cut down because it's public, but I will try to keep it as close to your request as possible.
PLEASE BE SPECIFIC. DON'T JUST SAY "_____ X READER", THAT MEANS NOTHING TO ME. If you're stuck, just give me a verb, or look through my prompt list, but please don't just say someone x reader.
Please don't request certain body types. I don't want to write about a skinny reader, or a chubby reader, or a reader with curly hair blah blah blah. It's really hard for me to think of ideas for it, and there's already hundreds of fics out there like that.
I usually won't write a mutant/non-human reader because of personal preference, but if you request like "drider reader who's lived hundreds of years and breathes fire . . . etc", I'm going to delete it. In my mind, that's probably just an OC, and I don't want to write it. Also I just hate writing non-human readers so if you want it to be a non-human reader, it's going to take me a while to get to it. And even then, I'll probably just write it and skip the non-human part.
I reserve the right to refuse any request, and can silently delete a request if I deem it necessary/just because I want to.
If you feel your request is taking too long, message me or send me a ask in my inbox. I'll reply as soon as I can.
What I will write for:
TMNT(all versions but the 1990's, Bayverse, and 2007 movie. I don't know enough about them.)
My Hero Academia
Haikyuu!!
The Disastrous Life of Saiki K
Undertale(All Au's, no Deltarune)
Creepypasta(Depends on the character, some I won't write for.)
Five Nights at Freddy's (All games, but not the books)
How to Train Your Dragon
Assassination Classroom
Avatar the Last Airbender
Welcome Home ARG
Danny Phantom
Spiderman: Into the Spiderverse/Across the Spiderverse
The Owl House
Garten of BanBan
Darkwing Duck
The Amazing Digital Circus
Avengers/MCU
Transformers(Transformers Prime, Transformers: War For Cybertron Trilogy, Generation One, IDW1, Transformers: Animated, Transformers: Cyberverse, Bayverse Movies)
Masterlist:
200 follower prompt list
Writing advice
TMNT
MHA
Subject to change
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task force 141 + holiday traditions
Characters: Simon "Ghost" Riley, John "Soap" MacTavish, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, John Price, Alejandro Vargas, Rodolfo "Rudy" Parra
Warnings: none
A/N: buhruh the hardest thing abt this series is finding gifs istg
john price:
okay so i feel like price's favorite holiday tradition is watching the nutcracker
fhhdhshs ok this is like a super duper random headcanon that's gonna go off on a tangent here and if ur a possessive price girly maybe u won't like it but oh well
but i can see price like at one point having a small little relationship with some other lady whatever she's kinda irrelevant ngl
what matters is her child
omg that sounds bad wait lemme finish
what im trying to say is that the ex's child danced in the nutcracker and his ex brought him to see it
but this was like quite a few years ago
either that or he just dated a dancer that was in the nutcracker
idk man all that matters is that the tradition of watching the nutcracker was started
he likes going to a different theatre/company every year so it sorta switches it up
so sometimes he'll go watch the royal ballet or sometimes he'll watch some amateur recital thing
he just enjoys watching people dance and listening to the music
he thinks it's so cool how effortless they make it look
especially since he knows it's anything but
he really likes the mouse king vs nutcracker part in the beginning
and he thinks the dance of the sugar plum fairy is overrated
lives for the snow queen tho
kyle "gaz" garrick:
man kyle just likes to hang out with his family
mainly because his family has like twenty different traditions they do together
making gingerbread houses, making christmas sweaters, making ornaments
i mean it's like an advent calendar of christmas festivities at the garrick household
honestly gaz is a family man but he's not ready to have his own family yet ykwim?
like he loves his family
but he want to wait until he's older to have his own family
absolutely loves hanging out with his younger brother and sister tho
and we've already established this before but they're like little kids
so he likes sorta bringing the magic of the holiday traditions to them
one of his favorite traditions is to take his younger siblings on a drive to watch christmas lights
and then he drives until they fall asleep
it's so sweet
guys im becoming a gaz girlie ngl and it's criminal how little fics there r of him
anyways
simon "ghost" riley:
ok so idek if this counts as a tradition im ngl my family is not very festive but whatever
but simon really enjoys (and is really good at) making popcorn and cranberry garland
i mean guys let's be real
simon is a seamstress at heart and on the surface
i mean it's not like he has the time to stop by the store and get someone else to sew his mask on for him
there's just something so therapeutic about sewing
and he really likes the sweet and tart smell of cranberries mixed with the buttery smell of popcorn
it sounds weird on paper but irl it's really good (i assume)
he also eats a lot more cranberries than he probably should but tbh who can blame him
on another note he also really likes making sugared cranberries and just keeping them in a bowl so he can snack on them
and i can't even blame him bc i tried them for the first time during thanksgiving and oml they slap
so yeah he honestly just lives for cranberry stuff
but ofc like everything else about his life this is a secret that can never come to life
but he will decorate his house with strings of popcorn and cranberry garland
also every year he always eats some by the end
kinda gross ik but like same
he doesn't eat the popcorn tho only the cranberries
and even then he pulls them all off and washes them
but he doesn't always eat much because they taste sorta weird by then
but yeah ghost is an ocean spray cranberry juice kinda guy
john "soap" mactavish:
soap absolutely loves gift exchanges
white elephant, secret santa, or just general gift giving
it doesn't matter soap loves them all
he loves to see who he gets and to buy presents for them
and ofc he loves getting presents in return
plus he really likes seeing just how much thought and effort everyone puts into their gifts
and he always keeps a camera on hand during gift opening so he can try and get that perfect moment of surprise
he's gotten a few good shots but a lot of them are really blurry
he's not the best photographer okay
but yeah he just loves seeing everyone so happy
his favorite one is probably white elephant though
because the randomness adds to the fun
and he likes to be able to look back at some weird object and be reminded of the good memories
rodolfo "rudy" parra:
okay so call it corny call it cheesy call it lame
actually don't call it lame i will fight you
but whatever
anyways rudy really likes taking christmas family photos
his family does one every year on christmas day and he lives for it
one of his uncles is a photographer so it works out anyways
and they always get the family matching pjs or outfits or costumes or something
and his family has a whole album of them
so he literally has like a christmas picture every year since he was a baby
his favorite one was a few years back where his grandpa was santa, his grandma was mrs. claus, his parents, siblings, and him were elves, and then his nieces and nephews were reindeer
he keeps that one on a frame in his desk
and it's cool to see how every year the crowd gets bigger and bigger as people get married and have kids
and guys it's been happening for a while but i am a rudy girl at my core
i can't help it im sorry
alejandro vargas:
honestly i feel like alejandro really likes advent calenders
he doesn't even really know why it just gives him something to look forward to everyday
before his break starts he always brings rudy over to open the day's gift with him too
he usually gets different calenders every year
some years he gets ones that have candy or chocolate
and other years he gets some with pocket knives or tools
is that a thing?
tactical advent calenders?
idk they should be
sometimes when he's feeling especially festive he'll get himself a few different ones that way he can have multiple things to look forward to
his favorite one is the neuhaus chocolate ones
he really has to fight the urge to sneak one in a day early
idk alejandro's just a fan of chocolate in general
but like fancy chocolate not just like hershey's
he needs truffles or cadbury or specialty chocolate
is cadbury even fancy?
idk i've never had one
#bingoboingobongo.com#bingoboingobongo's christmas extravaganza#ghost x reader#soap x reader#gaz x reader#rodolfo parra x reader#alejandro vargas x reader#john price x reader#ghost fluff#soap fluff#gaz fluff#john price fluff#rodolfo parra fluff#alejandro vargas fluff#ghost cod#soap cod#gaz cod#alejandro vargas cod#rodolfo parra cod#john price cod#call of duty#modern warfare 2#cod#mw2
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Kingdom 2
So i know the line up for 'Road to Kingdom 2' is out although im not 100% sure it's confirmed(?)... for those who don't know the lineup is: Cravity, Xikers, ATBO, THE NEW SIX, YOUNITE, and 8TURN... i heard rumours and mentions of tempest but im not too sure. I also know that there are fans that are against road to kingdoms for a multitude of reasons that are definitely valid but as a multistan I can't help but be a little excited for the awesome performances and idol interactions we're gonna get!
anyways, I knos that the show hasn't even aired yet and I'm getting ahead of myself but here's a list of groups I think will be in Kingdom 2 and why! Mostly 4th and 5th gen groups listed! BUt lmk what yall think too!
ZEROBASEONE
For starters Kep1er was on queendom 2. They started off with a strong debut so I definitely see why they would. I don't really have too many reasons for them it just makes sense...? Only downside is that they have to go through another survival show...
2. TREASURE
Honestly for a YG group, treasure is pretty underrated. I think they'd have doubts about participating on Kingdom 2 because tbh it didn't really go well for iKon but I think the leaders of treasure would push an encourage the members to do it. Especially since YG is ass at promoting and they haven't had a comeback in 9 months. I think they'll definitely have a comeback before kingdom and during kingdom. And although they are underrated they are still well-established. Also victims of a survival show...
3. BOYNEXTDOOR
BND is possibility. I feel like because they're under hybe people don't see the need for them to participate but I also feel like they'd want to try something different or challenging since they are still a pretty new group.
4. P1HARMONY
with my whole heart and soul they'd fuck. the. stage. up. I feel as though this is also a very well established group but kingdom would give them an opportunity to better express their creative idol outlet. I think they'd also be hesitant since SF9 participated but they'd also like to try something new/different!
5. NCT WISH
also a maybe group. they are newer so I'd see why they'd participate but they are under SM so i'd feel their fanbase would be bigger but because they are a japanese centered group it would give them an opportunity to promote more in korea. I also feel like they'd do it to prove something - becasue they're new but they also want to show off they're own talents within NCT. PT3 OF VICTIMS OF SURVIVAL SHOWS...
6. &TEAM
Another victim of a survival shows.... also another maybe group. I also think they'd use this as an opportunity to promote more in korea, also try something new and challenging. I think it would also pave way for them to express their artist creativity. I say maybe because they are under hybe but i guess that's probably besides the point?
7. CIX
TBH IDEK i just feel like they would? I am more of a casual CIX listener. Seeing as they are a, imo, well known group I think they'd also do it for the opportunities. They are really talented. I started listening to them bc of jinyoung (wannable) but after watching YGTB i started to get into them more bc of seunghun and bx too... they're also three victims of survival shows... ATP i guess i have a type...
7. AB6IX
ehh tbh idek either... i guess similar to CIX since they are a 4th gen group too. Daehwi and Woojin... more victims...
8. RIIZE
HUGE EMPHASIS ON THE MAYBE. Only really put them down because they're 5th gen. with them I also see it as a creative outlet opportunity and something to prove. like yes we do have talent and our success is not bc of the company we're signed under.
9. TEMPEST
if they aren't on RTK2 then I feel like they'd be on kingdom 2.
10. TWS
cause they're also new? also an opportunity for a comeback.
TBVH i did think of groups that most definitely would not participate but that's due to a number of reasons and in all honestly I'm terrified of fandom wars breaking out.
LMK WHAT YALL THINK! YUHHH!
#xikers#cravity#atbo#the new six#8turn#younite#zerobaseone#treasure#boynextdoor#p1harmony#nct wish#&team#cix#ab6ix#riize#tempest#tws pledis#sm entertainment#jyp entertainment#hybe labels#pledis entertainment#kq entertainment#ist entertainment#mnet mcountdown#mnet kingdom#mnet road to kingdom#mnet survivial show#kpop#kpop survival show#kpop bg
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VERY LONG RANT about that one person who made LITERAL N4Z1 OCS AND PUT THAT SHIT IN THE CLONE HIGH TAG:
K so if you didn’t know there’s this account that made ch ocs and made them n4z1s and also drew the ch h1tl3r. I thought it was common knowledge in this fandom and in general that MAKING YOUR OC A N4Z1 IS INSENSITIVE AND WRONGG BUT IG NOT???
Their defences were: “he was literally in the show” “have you even seen the show” and “they’re supposed to be bad people who said I support them”
Here’s my rebuttal to their defences 1: just because he was in the background of a scene doesn’t mean it’s ok to draw him the artists definitely regretted their decision of putting him there because he isn’t in season 2 at all.
2: you made clone high ocs who are literal n4z1s “oh well they’re supposed to be villians” you can have a villian oc without making them a literal n4z1. It’s so obviously insensitive oml. That’s like making your oc a terrorist and saying “who wants to draw my silly ocs :3” like hopefully nobody??? Also that’s a obvious invitation for real n4z1s to interact with your account and considering the fact you reblog and make jokes about the real h1tl3r that’s not surprising.
OH YEAH 3: you reblog different posts about the real h1tl3r soooo?? Actually wth is wrong with you
4: the show was made by a Jewish man. Idk why tf you’d bring up the point of “did you even watch the show” as if the show still has these types of jokes.
Here’s my conclusion sorta statement bc idek what I said: just the show made some shitty dark humour esk jokes about n4z1s in 2003 doesn’t mean it’s ok to draw that stuff and make ocs that are n4z1s. The show hasn’t made those types of jokes in a long time so they obviously regret it and realized that joking about that stuff wasn’t ok. There’s a reason why h1tl3r isn’t in season 2. Also I’m assuming that’s why the gesh school of mutants doesn’t show up but idk (their school symbol was a reference to a very popular one that has to do with this topic.. yeah)
ANYWAYS this is just another person using clone high as a way to justify their gross behaviour. And honestly I really don’t feel like wasting my time with someone who thinks drawing him is ok. And you shouldn’t waste your time either tbh
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