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Wait wait wait wait I’m on the precipice of something here: The spider that bit Miles was an anomaly, sure, but it still happened, which made it part of his canon …right? Miles being an anomaly is canon. His canon in its entirety is an anomaly. It’s an oxymoron, a paradox, a full circle. ‘There’s always a first time for everything.’
I don’t know exactly where I’m going with this but… (flaps hands) YKNOW???
#idek if I’m making sense but !!!!!!#I saw atsv yesterday#and I haven’t stopped thinking about it since#across the spider verse spoilers#atsv spoilers#across the spider-verse spoilers#across the spider-verse#spider-man: across the spider-verse#miles morales#spider-man
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nerds
#AU where Wilson and Wx went to university together pre constant. i’m writing something for it rn :)#i’m so tired idek if this joke makes sense#dst woodrow#woodrow#wxson#woodrowson#wilson p higgsbury#wilson dst
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YOU KNOW you light ONE BITCH ON FIRE and everybody SUDDENLY. FREAKS OUTOHHH you son of a bitch it was one time one thing I should’veAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#wanted to draw dee in that 4chan animecore artstyle because it makes sense but I got carried away and had soooo much fun with this#is this that art style? idek I just know that I looove the fade brush like I get it now#its always sunny in philadelphia#iasip#dee reynolds#my art#artists on tumblr#kawaii#fanart#pastel#don’t know why I’m posting it at this time but. idrc I really want to share wahaha
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Besides the intense drinking culture of both the Gallaghers and the general south side, the addiction gene from his parents you can never escape. A major, the near sole contributing factor of lips alcoholism is from college. He is almost entirely isolated. He is a first generation college student (high school was easy, it was nothing. He’s never done this before.) He’s from a “low income family���. Everyone else grew up “comfortably” (read: rich). He doesn’t know anyone and doesn’t have a way to connect, it’s near impossible when you’re different, you have these fundamentally different backgrounds and childhood experiences. But parties? Drinking? That’s what he can do, what everyone can do. And so he does. And then he just doesn’t stop. Why would he? It’s normal, it’s comfortable, it’s connecting, everyone loves a good party, that he can do. It feels like the only thing he knows.
#I don’t know how to end this. I just.#Idek if this makes sense !!#I think abt him a lot ok !!#he did not have the luxury of Instagram to connect him. I start college this fall. I’ve met 30-40 people alone and I’ve only visited campus#three times now. once for an interview. every year someone makes an Instagram page to post bios to meet people.#you end up following everyone from that. I just.#do you get what I mean.#god I need a smoke#I have something else I’m writing too I just.#losing it !!#I might come back to this later. with more thoughts.#I don’t wanna say he’s misunderstood but well. I don’t think everyone’s been the token smart kid. doing everything your siblinfs your#parents never could do. never wanted to do.#do you know how frustrating it is to be friends with people who grew up in different tax brackets than you?#I think lip was placed in gifted and talented programs and no one ever told him.#some I knew some I didn’t find out about until I graduated during rehearsal you get a bunch of documents and your record
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This is how I’m going 2 b showing my animation WIPS from now on
#tetris draws skrunklies#lmk#lmk six eared macaque#lmk sun wukong#shadowpeach#it is but u just can’t tell yet#but I swearsies that it is#I did this all 2night#me when my ADHD meds wear off#I keep mentioning the fact that I have ADHD bcz irs so incredibly funny 2 me#cuz it makes sm sense and how did we not know b4#I’m bringing that shit up so often bcz I got a least a decade 2 make up 4#I did not mean 2 off on that tangent#uhm#fun fact abt me ig??? man IDEK what I’m doing💀
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I’ve been thinking. Connecting. Pondering.
I think the main characters names, Lucy and Norman are references to shows from the 60’s! Lucy is obviously I love Lucy and Norman from psycho! Possibly hinting at Hank’s true age… ?
#fallout#fallout prime#norman maclean#lucy maclean#maximus fallout#the ghoul#fo4#fallout spoilers#spoiler#spoilers#hank maclean#knight maximus#prime fallout#amazon fallout#I’m a lil baked idek if this makes sense#metalkpoop
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five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so we’ve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other#flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed#but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something
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me: dude im not even feeling that tired rn and haven’t for ages oh no oh fuck im probably accidentally faking my disability-
my chronic fatigue, loading ammunition into a massive fucking cannon: damn really bro?
#been so tired these past like 2 days#like not regular gotta lie down tired nah#like i don’t have the energy to do basically anything tired#and again i don’t mean like idk i can’t wash the dishes cause idk i’m sleepy or whatever#i mean like i physically can’t do or say like double the amount i normally can’t#like i’ll know how to do smthn or what to say clearly in my head but i just don’t have the energy to get it out if that makes sense#and that’s not like all of it but it’s one of the worst parts (at least rn)#like i feel like i’m actually going insane cause of this it’s just rlly weird#idek i am also like i gotta lie down most of the day tired#but it’s not that strong idk#this is turning into kinda a vent idk#but it’s fine to rb the actual post is fine#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#disabled
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imo there’s no greater divide (culturally, mentally, socially, etc) than the one between desi women and desi men, and sometimes i feel like we’re delusional bc of it. we love our heritage, our scriptures, our worship of shakti, and our tales of brave warriors and gods protecting women (and punishing those that hurt us), and hope that our men are the same. we hope that at least some of them share the same values as us. desi women are being taught to strive for education and a good career and that we’re our families’ lakshmi’s. meanwhile, what the hell are the men being taught???? that they can brutalize us, put us “back in our places,” and that we’re all just objects they have free reign over? it’s ridiculous, and honestly at times it feels like we aren’t even from the same planet. when we were told about draupadi’s disrobing and sita’s abduction, the moral was that any person who aids or abets in the violation of women deserves to be destroyed. what morals did the men take away from these stories? what did they hear instead??
while we women are looking towards a better future and shedding our shackles, we honestly hoped that the men will do the same. we hoped that they’ll wake up and realize what we already learned: women are to be respected, and any society that cannot do that is doomed. unfortunately, they haven’t and may never will bc they simply want to regress! i’ve always personally set the bar higher for desi men bc of our upbringing but, GOD, they have made it their life’s mission to lower it. i cannot handle another brutal rape case from india, especially from the supposed devbhumi or stronghold of shaktism.
#mine#personal#i’m just so done#idek if this makes sense#but tl dr the fantasy of the ideal desi man who respects and protects and worships women is just that#a fantasy#and all the films and shows that portray this type of man are no more than patriarchal brainwashing#to get women to lower our guards#india#kolkata#uttarakhand#desiblr#hindublr#radblr#reclaim the night
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tumblr glitched and spared you all the most heated rant of my entire hoa fandom tenure
#idek what happened i answered the ask & hit post but it completely deleted LOL#I’m not gonna bother to reanswer anon’s ask so I’ll give you the abridged version:#i would not feel the need to post so much about season 3 of hoa if people would stop being such virulent haters#and hold this season to an entirely different standard than the other two#like it genuinely makes no sense#i cannot stress enough that you can like s3 the least#that’s your prerogative#but to be so LOUD and so WRONG#ALL THE TIME???#makes me genuinely mental#SEASON 2 IS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE SEASON#but season 3 needs love and so it’s been 11 years of me giving her love#anyway i guess i just gave you a take version of my rant#and @ anon: fuck you LOL leave me alone once and for all#i love having discussions and deep dives tho please do not think I’m @ing anyone on here you guys are chill and smart#and make good points and do great work and i love you#but if you’re a genuine s3 hater please fuck off to someone else’s blog i BEG#AND if you’re the anon who refuses to leave me in peace? i hope your pillow is warm on both sides#tess rambles
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I think one of the most interesting things about Wolfwood and Vash’s relationship is that they always have each other’s backs. And I’m not just talking about metaphorically - physically they are there protecting the other.
Looking at Trigun, there are several scenes where Wolfwood shoots people coming at Vash from behind and when they fight back-to-back. Beyond their fighting style (which honestly is primarily Wolfwood shooting people and protecting Vash), Wolfwood also helps him out when he’s at his lowest. He’s the one to pick Vash up off his feet when he’s parading around as Eriks. Then (spoilers for end of Trigun 98) when Vash is fighting Knives, it’s Wolfwoods voice in his head and his gun that ends up helping to finish the battle. And it’s not just Vash getting aid from Wolfwood. In the manga Vash is constantly there to help Wolfwood with all his troubles. He helps him realize who he wants to be. He helps him by allowing him to stick around even though he knows he’s going to betray him bc he knows Wolfwood needs to protect his family. When Wolfwood protects the orphanage, Vash shows up in the end to help save what he loves. In that same scene, they work together so flawlessly that even Livio comments on it saying they look like they’ve fought together a thousand times as they panel shows them literally back-to-back. (Spoilers for volume 10) And Vash is the one beside him as Wolfwood dies, supporting him in his final hour.
Trigun Stampede takes a different approach and actually spells it out. The entirety of episode 4 Wolfwood makes note of the fact that Vash regularly turns his back to him as if trusting a stranger. It is said at least five times and is a key focus of the episode in my opinion. Episode 5 shows Vash leaning against Wolfwood’s back discussing how he knows Rollo, another form of the support (though in stampede it’s just the beginnings of that support since they don’t really have any sort of relationship yet).
I just think both of them aren’t used to having someone help them. Wolfwood has always been the big brother, the one who does work and cares for others instead of being cared for, and Vash never had anyone around to watch over him cuz he was always alone. And like, Meryl and Milly are there for them too which is really important to mention so it’s triple the support than either of them have ever gotten. It would be such a shock to them, and in Trimax/Tri98 you can see how that changes them as people.
Vash was so worried about being alone after Knives left him and now he’s surrounded by people who are there for him and I love that so much.
#Lmao ignore my rant#idek if this makes sense but it’s like#here’s two people who need someone though neither of them will admit it#and they find that someone in each other#through every version they support each other in every way#also I’m just crazy and read into stuff too much#trigun#trigun stampede#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#vashwood#wolfwood#vash and wolfwood#gah i love them
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i don’t think anything frustrates me more than pining wolfstar. can you guys just stfu and kiss? like it pushes all of my buttons man
especially when it’s dragged out for so long. AND ESPECIALLY when they’re a background ship!! like this ain’t even your story??
and i thought it was just me not liking the whole pining trope thing but NO! it only annoys me when it’s wolfstar!!!
#wolfstar#harry potter#marauders#sirius black#remus lupin#padfoot#moony#idk man they just really grind my gears sometimes#i just don’t understand how the denial stage for them goes on for sooo long#like how???#and like usually they’re both insecure abt smth that makes it hard for them to get together#but then once they’re past that they still don’t get together like wtf??#like idek if they’re endgame anymore cuz it been so long!#this may or may not be about only the brave#it’s one of those fics that got you questioning the intelligence of some of the characters#this also may be abt atyd#i’m not a huge lover of slowburns in general so that might be totally it#but i’m also not a huge lover of people that lack common sense so#could go either way idk
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sometimes it just sinks in that i will never feel normal
not physically
not mentally
i’ve never felt normal mentally and i didn’t appreciate the normal of my body when i had it
so this is your reminder that it’s okay to grieve a “normal you” even if you’ve never experienced “normal”
i am grieving my old self and a version of myself that never existed tonight.
i’ve been diagnosed with my illnesses since i was 16 and my mental illnesses since i was 7, i wouldn’t be the person i am today without them but it fucking sucks and it’s okay to say that it sucks
grieving does not mean hating your current self/body, it’s all a part of living
#actually disabled#chronic illness#disability#disabled#chronically ill#cripple punk#spoonie#cripplepunk#physically disabled#cpunk#idek if this makes sense bc it’s nearly 2am but i’m feeling complex emotions rn
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guys would it be okay if I posted my poyt fanart?
#even if I made omega look like me?#again it’s not OFFICIAL fanart it’s just something I made bc I felt inspired and I like to draw#and obv I know she’s meant to look like the reader so she is ambiguous#but I drew her how I personally see her#which is obv quite different from how a lot of you see her#idek hall am I making sense??#my intention isn’t to make anyone feel not included#that’s why this isn’t OFFICIAL art work or anything#it’s just me drawing what’s in MY head#when I read it#so like as a reader I imagine her to look like me#but that’s not what I intend for everyone to think she looks like??#does that make sense#bc she is you so she will look how you want her to look#but this is how I imagine her to look FOR ME PERSONALLY ONLY#y’all I’m waffling 😂😂😂
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Cell eating Pacs leg in prison was like first communion in a way really
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anti appalachian anti southern ppl dni and also kys
related to a convo i had with my gf while we were driving around east tennessee and i was showing her some family places etc. but it’s sooooo telling how primarily white northern liberals act like the anti gay, anti trans, racist laws that get passed in southern states don’t actually affect the populations there. i have a friend who has proclaimed he would never visit the south because he doesn’t want to get hate crimed but doesn’t listen to me when i tell him that the south is a genuinely diverse and vibrant place. or another coworker who goes on and on about how awful the anti lgbtq laws are but doesn’t seem to have any concept of the real queer communities that are in the south. idk. like i know liberals and allies and sfuff know that racism and homophobia exists in the south, because it does, just like nearly everywhere else, but they don’t seem to have any concept that there are real populations affected by it. you can’t have homophobic legislation in an area if gay ppl don’t exist. does this make sense? anyways stop being classist about the south and appalachia
#i’m running on three hours of sleep so idk if this makes sense#also yes this is a very american specific post im aware of that#appalachia#the south#homophobia#mine#idek
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