#ideally ill live in a city or smth where its easier to walk to places or just get rides. but cities expensive and etc. i hope i can get a
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like i think if i tried to flirt with somebody id just be like . Hi. and then id get scared and have to run away to have a panic attack
#its so embarassing. but once my life is better ill be normal again#i need to start working on it. i think ill have to get the ged b4 i can get a job. Note to self to start working on that. bc so far no jobs#r biting for highschool dropout with no license who has never worked a job for more than a year. Weirdly....#i also will talk to mein mamma to see abt umm. me possibly getting like... a pcp again and getting back on t and maybe getting back into#therapy. i cn make my own appts and stuff its just. Transportation#i think were supposed to be getting a car again soon gd willing...#and one day i should probably work on learning to drive. im just like very terrified of it#+ idk if ill ever be able to afford a car. and idk if im responsible enough for a car. and stuff... SIGH#ideally ill live in a city or smth where its easier to walk to places or just get rides. but cities expensive and etc. i hope i can get a#job somewhere close that isnt super inconvenient for my parents to drive me until i cn drive#i also. skull. i never got my id updated or anything . It has been like 7 months. BEAUTIFUL WOMEN ! wtvr.#im also quite paranoid abt how long i havent had a job bc i feel like it might also be playing a part in why im not getting any jobs. but i#cant. fix that without getting a job . so like#SIGH. but its whatever itll work out. and if it doesnt ive got a plan for that also. so all is well
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