#idctbqh

[drownedindeniall]

can I not be anon, but needy? I want your love, so if you want talk to and/or about me. mwah!

NADIIIIIINE! 

Of course!  Of cooouuuuurse!

Look, everyone, Nadine is so lovely. 

Talking with you about writing has been super helpful, and kind of peeking into your world and seeing how you write and plan and operate creatively has been very inspiring and illuminating. I feel like the way we work is soooooo different, but we struggle in the same ways? And your openness and the way you check in with me is so heartwarming and you’re just endlessly supportive. I just. 

I have so many feelings. 

[worknarry]

idctbqh replied to your post: idctbqh replied to your post: i think ...

nah don't say that you’re not bothering anyone. pills don’t help if you don’t talk, bby. :(

i don't want them to be worried again and i don't want to feel empty again and i don't know how to start talking to someone about this because it's not simple like: "oh hi i think my depression is coming back" and i think i'm annoying and people have more to worry than with me

so i'll try to smile and keep my mind busy and try to ignore this sensation, if i don't get better, i'll try to talk to someone or something

thank you nadine <3

[wepush]

narry slow dancing

{nonsexual acts of intimacy} this is extremely belated half bc im trash and half bc tumblr is even more trash. but thanks for your patience babe

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"I can’t believe you don’t have faith in my abilities." Harry sounds like he’s working up to a right strop.It’s 8 pm on a lone golden day off for 3 weeks and Harry is working himself up to a right strop.Niall looks down at his carefully arranged calm evening: bottles are poured, blankets are fluffed, his phone is on vibrate. And Harry is working himself up to a right strop. Over slow dancing.Briefly, he considers texting Zayn a photo of Harry pacing across the floor in front of the telly, arms crossed and pout on full force. He could use a giggle buddy."Here, I’ll even put on Bublé.” Harry’s voice draws out nasally.Niall laughs, can’t help it. “Not even your 10th choice there, Haz. You trying to butter me up?”"Yes." Harry says, unbothered.

[zarryandtea]

Hello to all of my lovely followers and friends,

Just a little message to say happy new year! I hope 2015 brings wonderful things your way, whether that be unbelievably big adventures or just the strength needed to get through the mundane things which need doing day-to-day. You're all beautiful people, deserving of the best- new Zayn candids, a leaked zarry sex tape, lottery wins, happiness etc etc.

All of my love, luck and hugs [if you're into affection],

Rae xoxoxo

[hockeyvirgos]

idctbqh said: I didn’t know you had an ao3!!!!!

yes! i haven't posted fic in like two years but i use it to read and comment and subscribe and stuff!

[drownedindeniall]

idctbqh replied to your post “I want to make a video soon? Like the mood is taking me. If anyone has...”

idc what it's gonna be about it's gonna be great but can you say my name? gimme a shoutout cool thanks <3333

This made me gleefully laugh out loud in bed this morning and I got kicked out of the bedroom for waking my husband up THANKS. I'm going to say your name like 20 times, Nadine. I should just make a video of me standing in different places saying your name. 

[worknarry]

idctbqh replied to your post: i think my depression is coming back

is there someone else you can talk to?

yeah, but I don't want to bother anyone

[1dbigbang]

HELLO!! I was wondering what time you'll be posting summaries for artists to claim?

Hi! The summaries post is ready to go live at any moment, we’re just waiting to hear back about something from one writer before we post it! Either way, however, it will be made open for claims by 10:00 am EST tomorrow :)

ETA it will actually be up by midnight EST tonight :)

[wepush]

idctbqh replied to your post: there were literally so many Worst mom...

what VIDEO

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[pizzapezza-blog]

It costs nothing to be nice.

- Harry Styles

[hockeyvirgos]

15, 16, 28, 32 & 36 for the fic meme please

15. What makes you pick up a fic, what makes it sound interesting?

WELL i will read just about any fic that comes out for a pairing i enjoy reading tbh. so it's more like hey! a new fic! let me read whatever it is!!! but i don't like heavy angst or certain characterizations or bad writing, so it's more like if i see a new fic has come out and nothing about the summary/tags/first few paragraphs turns me off about it, i'll read it. which is why my pinboard has over 3,000 saved fics LMAO!!! also if it's long and i can't read it right then or i'm in the mood for something else, i save it for later. 

16. Name a fic that made you cry (or that made you come close).

there have been a lot of fics that have made me cry. the only one i can think of off the top of my head is the conclusion to the time traveler's wife fic bc i've been waiting for that ending for literally two years and it was EMOSH, OK? but it is one of many. 

28. Who are your favorite fanfiction author(s)?

i subscribe to something like 140 authors on ao3, so there are a ton of authors that i read and love. a lot of it depends on what i'm in the mood for at the time, too. a few faves of many: waspabi, threeturn, pukeandcry

32. Do you leave reviews after reading fics? If so, what do they sound like?

i try to! generally it's along the lines of "OH MY GOD I LOVE IT!!!! wow i love it. let me tell you something, i loved it!" because i am not creative and also bad at articulating my feelings beyond "!!!!!". i don't leave comments all the time, though. and usually not if it's a fic i felt lukewarm about. 

36. Has a fic ever left you unable to fall asleep or think about anything else?

i think so? i remember reading a few fics that were really intense and really great and made me temporarily unable to enjoy anything that wasn't that specific fic. but nothing keeps me from falling asleep usually. it's more that they've ruined all other forms of entertainment for a day or so. 

[starmotions]

idctbqh replied to your post “i DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!11”

what did you do????

i did a 7 page paper i really didn't wanna do!!! it was my last before going home. yaayaayyy

[pausebro]

idctbqh replied to your post “man i just saw lucifer from supernatural as i was walking into work!!!...”

whaaaaaaaaat!!!!!!!!!!!

yessss. i checked to twitter to confirm he was in chicago but it was DEF him. like. he got out of a van and went straight to the trailers set up in our parking lot and looked all cute and tired i'm overwhelmed. i think he knew i was creeping on him b/c i literally could not look away lol.

[drownedindeniall]

idctbqh replied to your post “Things are so wild this morning! #1: I have a bunch more songs in my...”

I'm ALWAYS gentle w you

It's truuuuuuuueeeeee you aaaaaaare <3

[wepush]

for god's sake, someone write niall in germany during oktoberfest already smh

[pizzapezza-blog]