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[Image ID: A drawing of a selfie taken by Sam Manson with Damian Wayne. They are both dressed up in formal attire, Damian in a black/dark grey suit with a red tie, and Sam in a purple topped off the shoulder dress with black straps. She is wearing a variety of jewelry, a necklace with a bat pendant, a black choker with a star of david in a circle pendant and cartoonish spider shaped earrings. Her hair is reminiscent in her half-up hairstyle, but with two ponytails rather than one. The background is a dark wall, a white collumn and white tile flooring. There is a window in the back, with green curtains, and outside the window is a cityscape of Gotham at night. There is a watermark of the artist’s username in the top left corner @pathetichoney. End ID.]
i am back on my bullshit this time with a v special new way that i’m drawing bc i got a new phone that i am paying out the wazoo for, however i can draw on it so my art has gotten significantly better. though of course i had to test myself and do both 1. a full background 2. a character who wears lipstick which i always struggle with unless their mouth is in a particular position and 3. a character that i have never ever tried to draw.
so like. rip me lol.
anyways i am back on my bullshit bc this is fanart of fanfic!!!! i always feel exactly in my element when i do this, it’s just always so good??? and fun?? and when i first read this fic, i mean oh god i just fell for it so hard. i ended up rereading it again like barely 48 hours after i’d finished reading it the first time lol
the fic in question is a damian and danny are twins au! it’s called Leap Before You Think by TourettesDog and i just-- the characterisations are just so well done it all feels incredibly natural especially with the merging of the two different universes into one cohesively and seamlessly it’s wonderful. there are a few faults with this pic i think, however i am still incredibly proud of it. as a bonus, here’s a better view of the window scene because i’m still really proud of that one:
#my art#danny phantom#batman#batfam#dp x dc#dp/dc#sam manson#damian al ghul wayne#fanfic fanart#also i am not jewish and i could not find a solid answer for this: but my intention w sam's choker necklace pendant was to be#the jewish star of david however when i looked online to find if i was right when i was doing the image id it was called a wiccan symbol?#as in the star of david in a circle and i couldn't find an answer to the question if they were two separate symbols or they're the same?#if this is NOT a jewish symbol then i can v easily change this and will make an edit for it even if it looks rather gothic for sam#i added the circle because the star that i'd drawn felt unfinished but i can v easily go back and add more detail to the star to remove it#as for damian i wish i could have accurately portrayed his murder scowl but due to my unfamiliarity with him i literally had to redraw him#like 10 times and i was v much relying on my friend to tell me exactly what i needed to adjust rip#in the end i gave up because this was the closest i could get to him and sigh oh well#i'll get it better next time i draw dp/dc stuff bc i probably will be doing it again soon lol#ALSO i am still v new to writing image ids so if there's any issues with this one please let me know!
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been feeling much better these past few days
not drawing for a while actually fixed me
ill probably still take some time to get posting again (maybe somewhere next week) , but but ive come to terms w a lot of stuff w myself and have been practicing
#ill try to start posting more about my other interests rather than just sticking to one :3#been feelig a lot better these past days as well- even though i have a cold rn which is kinda ironic#also also ill be reblogging posts on my side blog stance-dance as to not spam my blog#ill still keep the older rbs i have on here though :3#anyways#on the topic of posting more about my interests- i figured thatd be way healthier for me since it feels as if i dont have to force myself to#draw the same thing over and over again#so expect some blocktales art soon :3#or you can check out my pronouns.cc page to check out what i might post >:3#just a small lil announcement but i thought id upd you guys#thank you for all the support <33#anonslash's ramblings
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everyone is welcome at quinns if theyre not here to hurt anyone! you can bring toby, we have snacks for dogs too! sure i didnt know you were comin but it doesnt mean youre not allowed back! besides you cant just convince yourself youre not welcome because mr pretty prosecutor was grumpy at first! you got to dance with him and thats real rare!
and walking home together was really fun, so we should do that together again! whats the worst that could happen anyway, one of us will fall into the thames?
....mr pretty proscetutor.... thats ziggy, aint it? 'is grumpin aint wots put me in the dumps. but ta fer tryna perk me up! 🫶
pffft! if we end up takin a tumble into the thames, thatll be the end o' me! better 'ope ya can swim, cos i sure cant 😂😂
#im all fer squeezin me way in where im not s'posed to be#but i aint so keen on bein a wet blanket on peoples fun.... least not when i aint meanin to be... ya get me?#it aint a secret theres sumone else theyd rather 'ave round anyways#which is fine!! id feel the same if i wos... not me..... ya know....#sorry fer bein such a downer aven... i 'ad a proper lark i did!!!! id be up fer catchin up again soon#inspector g spillin the tea 🫡#aven
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#sunny and hot outside today#rather quiet except for the birdsong#i know it’s august but it feels like summer#just woke up from a sleep paralysis nap lmao#dreamt i was too high to move#but people/ my phone kept informing me i was failing all my classes again 😂😂#and i was so guilty cuz i’d spent all my time drinking and smoking instead of studying#not what happened irl btw#i actually still tried when i was at uoft i was simply too unwell for the workload 😂 brain getting confused#imma shower wash the dishes get lunch then practice bass#the audio interface i ordered is awesomesauce but i’m completely broke the rest of this month 🥲#also bass is really difficult#i guess starting anything is#picking it up is supposed to be easy compared to other instruments but i only have piano to compare to#and i’ve been playing piano since i was four#mostly i’m just frustrated i’m not good at it right away#like usual#told my mates id actually learn to play over the break so i gotta lock in#still absolutely shite#band never gonna happen at this point#new school term starting soon i can’t wait to have a proper schedule to follow again#and i wanna hang out with my friends#idk what to do about The Issue but i suppose there’s no issue#life shall proceed and we’re still friends#who give a shit#feelings are internal and incorporeal and can stay that way how tf they gonna screw anything up unless u let them#think things r gonna be ok#smiley face emoji
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Okay finally posting my pics from when I went to Hanger-7 on Saturday July 1st !!
RB9 🥹
STR3 !!!
RB16B
RB7
Various Red Bull-Saubers(including Kimi's first F1 car!!!)
Tbh I think seeing these cars was more surreal and insane to me than going to the actual race the very next day. I think it's because I'm more deranged about the 2010s than nowadays(for the most part), so seeing all these incredibly iconic cars in the flesh(especially ones like the STR3 and Hungry Heidi) was just unbelievable to me. And the fact that it's free entry as well??? Yeah yeah, feel free to waltz into our aircraft hanger, free of charge, and witness these spectacles of engineering 🥱
#as i said it was just super surreal to be standing next to those cars after seeing so many pics and watching so many vids of them#like ??? im standing next to seb's first gp winning car ????#im standing next to seb's 2nd wdc winning car rn?????#(ALSO OMG SEEING BOTH MARK AND SEB'S NAMES ON THE RB7 HEHEHEHE FOREVER IMMORTALIZED TOGETHER)#im standing next to *the* 13x race winner 4th wdc winning Hungry Heidi rn??????????????????#like the fact that they had (i think) 4 championship cars just there is insane to me#(also shhhhh i dont know which chassis they have obv so dont be like 'well actually!' to me)#no rb6 tho :( which is a shame bcs thats my fav rb car but god so many other favs so its okay#actually i think they had rb6 but in a different livery so i only have like one pic of it#but anyways i guess its also just more surreal than the gp bcs i was standing so close and getting to appreciate it all#whereas the gp was more of an experience and a really really insane thing to go to and experience rather than appreciate more finely ig?#but yeah do you guys like when i say ill post pics soon and then dont do so until 10 days later?#tbf i just didnt want to post them on the race wknd...but now its almost the race wknd again#btw they had some more cars. i think the rb10 and rb13? but the ones i posted are all my babies yknow#hahaha wait for my course we're supposed to write reflections(in german my god) abt some places we visited right?#and ill do them i swear i swear but like my brain was pretty useless at trying to write that much german while doing so much else#so the only one ive ended up writing was abt going to hanger 7 and how unglaublich it was and it was basically just a rant#omg also!! i have a pic w hungry heidi !!!! (and rb16b boycar ofc)#its so funny bcs basically until the day of i was unsure if i was going to see this alone bcs the guy who ended up going w me was unsure#so id just constantly daydream abt what it would be like to have to ask a stranger to take a pic of me with rb9#but luckily my friend did! but god no way was i leaving that hanger without taking a pic with at least one beloved#red bull racing#f1#formula 1#formula one#rb9#catie.rambling.txt#rb7#str3#rb16b
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i can't stop thinking about it. it feels like someone's using sandpaper on all my insides and then pouring bleach over them or rubbing salt into them over and over and i can't do anything to stop it
#sometimes it rlly makes me wanna bash my head against the fucking wall 🙃#i cant tell anyone out loud rn but i hope that soon i can#im just so tired of having to think about it when nothing is capable of taking my mind off it#these memories are just as alive now as they were when they were created and they haunt my every step#milo murmurs#lmao that sounds fuckin dramatic but i was literally four when it started. its all ive ever known. & my mind + body wont let me forget again#(which is okay. i managed to forget the csa trauma my father put me thru again for a while & id still rather remember now)#(i just wish i was better at dealing w it)#csa vent#tw csa vent#csa tw#trauma vent
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Whatever happens i hope the entirety of the medical system and every other established bullshit broken system run by people whi think theyre entitled to other peoples worth burn to the ground as painfully as possibly and the people effected get to mount their heads on sticks before being given contracts to be involved in the rebuilding process so its actually fucking fair and works
Rapidly losibg vacation time i cannot just simply go to work after just fuck all bullshit
#winter speaks#i am so tired#that is the last phone call i am ever fucking making to anyone in the meducal industry ever the fuck again#if anything serious ever happens i think id honestly rather jhst wait n see if it kills me rather than get one more#blown off fuck you from people who went to school for years and years to help people and end up with the solution to everything#jusy being the mosy basic tests they can scrape by orderibg to shutbthe patient up long enough for insurance to kivk in#fuckij hate the system we libe in hate being percieved female hate that this is just how the fuck it is and now i just#have to play dr fuckin google and see if i can scrape uo enough energy to fix mg damn self bc god forbid#the medical industry to anything but wring you dry and yeet you to the curb as soon as theyre bored#fucking god damn son of bitch shit fucking sgupid ass bullshit#theres not enough floortume in the eorld for this i want to put my head through concrete#i have chronic issues please dear god help me. ha bet you fuckin loser eat shit n die but live long enough yo pay me#fuck
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HELLO I HAVE NEW SPIDERS
went to the reptile show today and came home with THREE NEW SPIDERS (these were planned purchases, i intended to come home with a tarantula of one of two species, depending on which i found, and 1-3 jumping spiders of various species, and that's what i did)
no excellent pics yet bc i'm leaving them to acclimate to their new houses, and they don't have names yet, but here they are!
~2.5 inch brazilian black tarantula Grammastola pulchra, young Apache jumping spider Phidippus apacheanus, and young regal jumping spider Phiddipus regius (plus bonus picture of the regal's fantasy kingdom housing setup which i'm gonna add to but i'm already quite proud of)
The G. pulchra is currently in an 8-inch cube, the regal is in a 6 inch, and the Apache jumper is in a 5 inch hexagon, all from TarantulaCribs. SO excited to watch these babies grow and get to know them!
#spiders#tarantulas#jumping spiders#brazilian black tarantula#regal jumping spider#apache jumping spider#the regal jumper is so well behaved she can do no wrong and i adore her#the apache was very very nervous abt leaving the sale container i had to scoop it onto a paper towel and place it inside#the bb is a little bastard (affectionate) who refused to leave his sale container#bolted. kicked hairs at the paper towel i was using to try and coax him out. bolted again.#hes sitting on the side of the sale container now and i just left it in there. he can have some time to chill that's fine#id rather not stress him out more. it's been a long day#also i dont know any of their sexes it's all vibes rn babey#i swear i'll get better pics soon. i love these kids so much already#my dresser is getting...very full...#i gotta acquire a separate shelving unit for these guys esp cause i also have a colony of madagascar hissers#who i'm gonna b moving into a much larger tank soon
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My Wembley Stadium Tour Experience (Def Leppard and Mötley Crüe)
TLDR: the Wembley Stadium tour just felt so empty, like half capacity if not less. There were people CONSTANTLY walking in front of me, like at least once per song, more than that before I moved seats. I was seated far away, so it was already harder to get into than when you're down the front, but this made it almost impossible and killed the experience for me.
So I mentioned this in the previous posts tags, but I was honestly a little disappointed by the London show. I know I'm not the only one, as I've seen numerous people online say similar things. Also I do not wanna come off as ungrateful, as I know lots of people would have killed to be in my place, however I am also allowed to judge experiences as they are. I AM grateful to have been there for such an iconic show, especially for Leppard, and I am also privileged to have front row to compare it to, but that doesn't mean I can't be disappointed by it.
The lead up to the concert before I went into the venue was honestly great! I met up with my friend from Italy, who I'm also going to Glasgow with, and we just hung out around the Wembley Park until she had to go in (she had a VIP package, I just had a regular seated ticket in the stands, so I went in after her). When I got in, MammothWVH played first and they were amazing! They honestly stole the show and I wanna hear more from them.
The first thing that threw me off was the fact that people would not stop getting up and walking around. I understand you may need the toilet or want food etc, (and that is the advantage of a seated ticket) but this was constant. I had an aisle seat originally, and I stayed in that for MammothWVH and Mötley Crüe. I am not kidding when I say people were CONSTANTLY walking up and down this aisle throughout both bands. Again I know the aisle is there for that reason, but it really took me out of the experience. This is kind of on me tho, as I didn't think about this when getting that seat, but I just feel like it shouldn't have been that constant, y'know?
Similar to this, after I moved from my aisle seat to another seat nearby, I had another problem. People around me were still getting up and walking past/over me. And the space between seats is super small, so you really are being walked over. I could see this happening all over the stand seats too, as well as on the floor. I had this new seat for Leppard, and again it was at least once per song where a group of people got up and walked in front of me. Also the people in front of me kept on standing up, which you just DO NOT DO if you're in a seat (unless you're on the floor) there were even signs saying please remain seated. So this meant I couldn't see. I wasn't going to tell them to sit down, as at the end of the day they were just enjoying themselves, but it was still annoying. Maybe this is common? I've never been to a gig in a stadium where I've been in upper seats, so maybe this is just what its like? idk.
Also, and probably the main thing about the show itself, was that it felt SO. EMPTY. I would say the seats were about 75% full at MAX, and the floor was barely half full. The floor was all seated as you can't queue for GA around Wembley, but it looked barren, and sort of ruined the atmosphere. This is why I could change seats so easily, as I was spoilt for choice. I hate to say this, but I honestly think Leppard and Crüe set their sights a bit high with Wembley, but even then they could have added more seats to the floor at a cheaper price, and lowered the price of the stand seats.
Also people just did not seem to be into it? Maybe it was just my section, but it kinda goes hand in hand with people constantly getting up and moving around. People seemed to treat it as just another night out, rather than a concert where the artists are performing live in front of you. No matter how far away they are (and I was quite far away for this one) they are still there.
And remember my friend who had VIP? she was in the FRONT. ROW. and STILL SAID THESE SAME THINGS? And I have seen other comments and show reports saying the same. Mostly about how empty it was.
Soz for the long post you guys, but I feel like I needed to say this to get it off my chest. I know this comes off as super ungrateful and tone deaf, and I did enjoy some parts of it, but overall, for something I have been looking forward to for months, I was very disappointed. Of course, this is all my personal opinion and experience, and I know so many people had an amazing night, so please don't think I am trying to rain on your fun!
#not to mention I was delayed on my train journey back and all#and all the trains in my direction were cancelled and the station was at a standstill#I didn't get home until like 3am#Just as soon as I entered the stadium it turned into a super stressful day#I now need redemption in Glasgow more than anything#also people say that leppard hit different from afar#I would like to agree with that but I just couldn't get into the experience no matter how hard I tried#so no they didn't hit different from afar#not in a good way anyway#Don't get me wrong Leppard were phenomenal as usual#also again MammothWVH were amazing#even Crüe were better than they were in Sheffield#Nikki even got one of my friends from the DLDHF group up on stage and I cried bc I was so happy for her#I think for me its GA or nothing from now on#id rather miss out on a band I love if I know I'm not gonna have the best experience possible with them#Def Leppard#Mötley Crüe#The Stadium Tour#Concerts
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re: people just now learning about gmw's ableist autism episode it truly gags me that gmw had the Nerve to be ableist in their autism episode when riley, daughter of flappyhands baseball special interestman and informationsharing 'atypical' socialbehaviorwoman, is so fucking autistic coded
#zathrak speak#have we all forgotten rileytown??? so quickly???#the WAY she reacts to farkle POSSIBLY BEING AUTISTIC#and the way she reacts to every small change in her life#her disregulated emotions#semi relevant to the autism coding but her rsd is craaaazy we KNOW THIS#dont even get me started on riley vs social cues#honestly. i could. but then id have to rewatch#gmw#and id rather soon get lost on public transportation again#riley
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I know i missed is birthday but i only have enough time and energy to do this doodle for now so. Yeah
#identity v#aesop carl#identity v embalmer#identity v the embalmer#gatto event#im so sorry i know i dipped for 3 weeks but work suddenly Kept Happening#i have not drawn in weeks. wheezes#i have one more gatto post in the works to clear the inbox. in other words more asks are welcome XD#i will. i might. maybe. draw something proper for his birthday. then again with how the letter ended i can just draw a pile of ashes#n call it a day. im kidding. mostly#anyway i promise!!!! to get back into drawing stuff more often soon. i will have more free time soon. i am barely surviving#on a side note i find it funny that i did the event to celebrate 800 followers but now my page is telling me its 790#to be fair i didnt think id actually hit 800. must be bots or something#790 is still a lot. im thankful especially with my rather spotty activity now#blows a kiss to yall. muahs
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not gonna lie it is kinda bugging me not knowing When the sonic frontiers update is going to happen. because i wanna play it as soon as possible. but i dont know when that is
#i remember for both sonic prime episode drops i stayed up until 2am to watch them as soon as they were available#and i have absolutely nothing to do on thursday or friday so im perfectly willing to do that again#idk if im gonna need those full 2 days though im assuming that the dlc is gonna be a lot shorter than the full game#considering. it starts near the end of the original story#but anyways i WILL ruin my sleep schedule for sonic#but i dont wanna stay up that late just for the update to not happen at that time . you know#if its coming out the next morning id rather just go to sleep early and then wake up early for it#and also if its coming out in the like midnight to 2am time range id like to move my switch dock to my room#but. if it comes out later in the day id rather just leave it. because the living room tv is bigger#handheld mode is not an option i said this before but one of my joycons is messed up and nothing im doing is fixing it#so im basically stuck in tv or tabletop mode forever and ever because i dont feel like buying another pair#when the whole reason i have this pair is because my old pair had really bad drift#ive literally never had this much trouble with controllers on any console before. its just the switch that keeps doing this. hello
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Rare moment of me sharing my actual life but my dad split the cost of a printer for me for xmas and I am so so excited and pleased with it! I now have way too many test samples of my silly little star wars OC lol. I want to make art my actual career so this is a really cool step toward that dream 💗
#maybe this is lame to admit to but im 28 and i have a degree in illustration#but i graduated in 2019 and ofcourse everything fell apart soon after#i didnt want to make any art for about three years and i was planning to give up on doing it as a career#i even went back to school online for a technical diploma in library studies#and i was good at it#i almost finished the program too but all these hurdles started popping up and getting in the way#i decided go quit that#even though id spent so much time and energy and money on it#to kinda end up back where i started except that i want to draw again#im 28 but i dont feel 28#the last 3 years went by in a blur and i guess i freaked out because im getting older#and no one can make my dream real except me#putting it off isnt an option anymore lol i think id rather die than give it up#if you read all this mushy garbage you get a gold star congrats
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS IS THE END FOR NOW OTZ NOOOOO
#elias plays fallen london#SNIFFLE SOB HIC#what am i gonna do now......... *paws my screen*#im actually gonna work on advancing magcats to their cap. so im grinding amber for shapling arts!#some of my stats need to be boosted again but i have to build moar railroad then and thats like Not Yet#i have 2 stats that soon will need 2 be upped by parabola stuff so id rather kill 2 birds with one stone#fallen london spoilers#barely but just in vase you wanna go in fully blind!
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i slept for (????) hours time has lost all meaning to me
#it's 4am i just took a bath#been trying to eat a single banana for half an hour so that's how it's going#elia txts#many thoughts.... wrist hurty.. gotta quit my job if this is serious.. wld rather draw i hope i can draw again one day :(#everything is a lot. only so much time.. id like to enjoy it#looking forward to my queue being empty soon and cleaning up my brain and heart#being sick sucks. is the bottom line#last time i had fever this high was before my first term paper. appropriate to bookend my uni experience this way ig
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all this to say if i vanish someday soon like i just deleted everything
#i love having friends and being social but like if we get into some#idk wolfenstein ass new world im Not fucking being a hero my ass is gonna hide until its safw again like the rat fuck i am#No Way ™ am i risking like. fucking imprisonment or execution to talk to people no offense. id rather talk to like gutter birds or my feet#im so fucking unnerved. like its not anxiety or paranoia im genuinely disturbed. the world is so fucked its ACTUALLY over#were entering like real 1984 hours. fisheye placebo.#like i HAVE TO DOWNLOAD WVERYTHING RIGHT FUCKING NOW BC ITS GOING TO BE G O N E VERY SOON WH YAM ITHE ONLY PERSON WHO SEES THIS#PATTERNS FUCKING EVERYWHERE NOBODY BUT ME IS KEEN ON THEM WTFFFFFF
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