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maybe i should go back to writing instead because writing was actually fun but art makes me want to throw my sketchbook out the window and set a car on fire and then cry in a corner
#I don't know what i just said#anyways#im just a sore loser lmfaooo#id prob get over it after a while but#💀💀💀#WHY DID I QUIT WRITING#HELP MY DECISIONS WERE ACTUALLY BAD#I MEAN ITS OK I CAN JUST START AGAIN IG#To be honest if i wrote anything it would have to be fanfiction or there would be zero engagement#i dont really have any fanfics id want to write thought because jjk feels painful once we get to the manga plot#tr is like hard to add to without changing the timelines (to the point of ruining the story) or writing with the lack thereof#there was one jjk fanfic idea i liked for a while but since chap 212 dropped i decided i did not want to do anything anymore 😭😭😭#ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS INTENDING TO WRITE ABOUT AN OC WITH MEGUMI.#Like bye#maybe i could write small scenes (one shots?) of tr characters but theyre all angst 💀👍#angryborzois rambles
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I have noticed a recurring theme in the characters I like that they're far too nice and forgive people who've hurt them far too easily. "It's fine" "I never blamed you" "There's nothing you need to apologize for"
meanwhile I'm two steps behind them snarling over their shoulder going "c'mon let me beat them up please it'll make me feel SO much better and they DESERVE it"
#wouldn't have said anything but this is also a thing i do for wei ying so i was like 'ah so this is a pattern'#but thought this up while reading a yaoi abo where mc lost his SERIOUS BOYFRIEND to his CHILDHOOD FRIEND#bcuz they turned out to be a fated pair#and then i mean its a yaoi obv mc eventually moves on and finds someone else#but this is like a good time after THOSE two get together#so now that mc finally has a relationship he can TRUST wont EXPLODE IN HIS FACE#which is only something he even eared in the first place because of not only EXPERIENCE but also TRAUMA#but only now does the childhood friend come by to say sorry?????#like???????#lemme tell you if i had a long time partner that i LOVED who turned out to be “��“”DESTINED“”“” for MY childhood friend#like i have low self-esteem id prob be like 'oh theyll make each other happy :')'#but my childhood friend would flip FATE ass over teakettle bein like “YOU THINK IM GOING TO JUST GET WITH WITH MY BEST FRIENDS BOYFRIEND??”#which is the correct response#so the fact that this shitty-ass childhood friend not only absolutely WENT with it#he ALSO literally never apologized until mc was mostly past it#thats no fucking friend#dont mind me goin feral#ugh#yaoi
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#cryptic ramblings#in the tags#feelinggggg a little bit neglected by me irl friend group 😖#just like. every time i say smthn/yap a lil i dont tend to get much acknowledgement??#vs the other two will always get some kinda acknowledgement etc both from me and the other (theres 3 of us)#idk im hoping its my pre-period bs talking n overanalyzing things but like... idk#bc its like. we're all stressed bc of our jobs n like other stuff#n we all share w eachother! abt those stressors! n we sympathize n offer advice n help where necessary!#like these r my Best Friends. theyd both be my Co-Smthn Of Honor when i get married!!! so i dont wanna assume smthn negative abt em yk??#but i just... yknow... feel a lil... blergh#like neglected is kinda too strong but just like.. im kinda annoying??? bothersome maybe??? idk#like if uve seen some of my other tags ive been stressed tf out over cleaning my room bc i had a certain deadline (which was today)#n last night was the worst of my stress but it was the most id done n i shared this w them but another one of em shared some their own stuff#n we all responded to them while i did not get anything n it made me feel a bit ignored 🥴#n ik i should prob bring this up to them but like i also dont wanna guilt them into feeling likr they HAVE to respond to everything i send!!#bc sometimes i rly Do Be sending just stuff tht doesnt rly require a response like truly#n i get just not rly having anything to say either so mmmmmm idk#def think im overthinking it all n my dumb pms hormones or w/e are making me overreact as a result but i just wanted to vent a bit#get it off my chest. yk how it is#(i also hope this isnt the One Time one of em decides to hop onto tumblr after YEARS of not using it 🥴🥴)#IM the resident tumblrite so itd be quite a coinkydink if one of em hopped on outta nowhere 😖#...anyways... yeah thats p much it)#i love em!!! i dont think i could Not Love Em!!! but my brain's just bein rejection-sensitive or smthn#n taking the lack of responses twrd my shit as Rejections ig#is wack#end of vent. thanks if u read all this lol
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🪻ugh your drabble about sore reader reminded of this one hc I think of so much that it’s embarrassing. Imagine gojo getting on sorcerer!reader’s nerves to the point that she and utahime almost have an anti-gojo hate club, and one time while bantering with him she jokes about his size or how he’s so self centred he probably can’t even make a woman cum.
Satoru only says “wanna see what I’m all about?” and safe to say she gets dicked down like there’s no tomorrow. Throughout the night he also makes fun of her for being all talk in the beginning but cumming so easily, makes her beg for it, will never let her live it down. Next day Utahime’s real pissed she lost her club’s vice chairperson.
My kitty isn’t even purring atp she’s meowing loud and crystal clear. Satoru who’s smug and a big tease in bed is so unbelievably sexy to me
a/n: discussions of incompetent dick game LMAO, oral f! receiving, fingering, p -> v sex, unprotected sex, creampies, multiple rounds
OHHHH MY GOD YOURE SO RIGHT ACTUALLY HYACINTH ANON sorry i took so long to get to this sobs. yes yesyes id like to think sorcerer was with them before but left the scene like nanami and never truly kept in touch with the students at tokyo high. id also like to think this happens before the actual series starts (ages 24 - 25) bc gojo might still be honing his technique and theres still that playful banter at that age. god and they have a school reunion and he does some annoying crap dude.... utahime is DEFINITELY debriefing with you after that whole thing. shes by your side the whole night recalling on the stupid shit gojo did as a hs kid, when he collapsed that mansion without putting up the veil. you had to calm her down LMFAO
but at the reunion there was alcohol and you both get hiiiiigh and all things get 18+ almost immediately, talking about how gojo def cant find the clit and he fingers women wrongly and cant make any use of his dick thats probs small 😭😭😭 which is like ... you also have an inkling that he might not be that small because he is .... 2 metres tall but ya never know with how cocky gojo is. and that inkling is gone instantly when u hear him talk cause his voice is so ANNOYING and dripping with cockiness. he also has that certain lilt in his voice that you realise he uses only with you, overly teasing and silky smooth and u hate how you notice that
gojo is fucked up as well, u know he doesnt hold his liqour well but hes sober enough to ask “wanna see what im all about?” and you especially hate how you look around to see where hime is at and when u just catch a glimpse of her heading into the bathroom, youre nodding slowly and you do nooooot know what youre getting urself into !
needless to say, gojo is already getting u so hot and bothered just from a simple kiss. he warped you two back to your apartment (bc he rather die than get found out by megs and tsumiki), which he has been to before !!!!! gods even the tension back then was so palpable but gojo was in a vulnerable place with geto and everything and didnt want to do anything that would hurt his heart more. you two make out for A WHILLLEEEE and if ure wondering if hes alr so good at kissing, what else is he good at ....?
youre proven wrong time and time again when gojo goes striaght for your clit, rubbing slow circles and he has u begging for more, more something just mere rubs. gojo has the gall to lick a stripe up your soaked panties and sucks a little at your clit and god he is LOVING the way all your previous insults about him fall short of your lips and doesnt have the same punch: “still doesnt prove your dick’s b-big—” gojo lips your panties to the side and eats you out. he eats. you. out. to prove a point but also he falls in love with your pussy, slobbering all over it and shit. “didnt tell my your pussy was so good, baby.” “cat got your tongue? do i live up to your standards?”
you realise hes cocky for a reason and that his tongue game is fucking insane. the same goes for his fingers, locking eyes when he first inserts his digits in and your moan is like heaven to gojo bc he likes nothing more than to prove people wrong. and this is the best way to do it !!!! “cum on my tongue, sweetness.” oh YOU DO !!! YOU DOOOOOO
and then you think gojos done with making his statement. nah. youre so fucked out just from oral and hes smirking down at you, bringing your hands to his crotch.
“what?”
“wan’ you to open my pants yourself.”
“so it’s small?”
gojo scoffs with a smile, he already finds himself addicted to you and your taste. “no. just curious to see your surprised face.”
it gets him off every time (even after dating. and cmon dont tell me you WONT be his gf or at least his fwb after this?) you react like that, mouth open and eyes never leaving his exposed cock that he could probably slam it inside.
wee woo and once he starts to fuck you ooohhhhhhggggghhh eveyrthing you say is INCOHERENT. you try to string words together, insults and name calling here and there but it’s always interrupted by moans and whines. “you’re so— mmhfuck— insanely anno— satoru!” its words and words but none of them make sense. youre drunk on his cock. he fucks you in every position imaginable and the first time he wants to pull out bc he isnt an asshole, you're trapping him between your legs and begging him to cum inside, inside, inside WOOOOWWW HE GOES INSANE.
“i’m on the pill, s-satoru! wan’ your cum inside, please, please—”
“you’re driving me fucking c—crazy. i will, i will.”
anyway yeah you guys go multiple rounds and youre rendered speechless at every turn, surprised at yourself that even when youre spent youre sinking down on his cock and riding him yourself right after you both came. everythings sticky and gross and gojos still sensitive but hes hooked on your pussy and lets you do whatever <33
the next morning u wake up caged in his arms and hes saying something annoying again. “wanna make this a regular thing?” and you attempt to reject him, pushing him away and getting up from your bed but youre sore everrywherreeee and he swoops in just as youre about to fall. “dick too good, huh?” you roll your eyes and just let yourself be pampered by him. you spend that next day just making out and being close to each other and u wonder what to tell utahime LMFOAAOAOA
you end up getting a few missed calls after gojo had sent a selfie of you both, blanket covering your naked bodies after doing the obvious and he just chucks ur phone to the side and continues to kiss you LMAOAOAOAO. oh sigh thats such a nice scenario maybe ill write it properly one day
hello hello!
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JUST FRIENDS part two
Hook and Y/n settle in their realationship, pf course Morgie watches over them
Made by a request in my dm
I was wondering if u could do a part 2 for that?Like where morgie hears some strange noises almost every night and one day he decides to ask his sister off she heard about it and she says no so he looks suspicious when she says no and why they're hockey's on her neck and chest. Then in the middle if the night, morgie comes and sees his sister because there are strange noises coming from her room and sees hook and his together. He gets livid and yells at them. The next morning they go and apologize to morgie and he gives the overprotective talk to hook and tells his sister to stay safe and when hook suddenly says to late for that morgie chases hook around the school (make that part funny)
Now a month has passed and Y/n and Hook are dating, ofcouse they dont go full PDA because Hook is now traumatized after the girls brother had punched him across the face.
But in secret, its a different energy, if you know what i mean and this is where our story begins.
"Y/n are you okey" the girls looked at her brother confused as to why he would ask her, of course she was okey, she wasnt failing in classes and was with the boy she loved.
"Of course, why?" She asked her brother.
"I dont know, i've just been hearing these weird noises cominh for your room" he said as his gaze was on some students going in and out of the school.
Y/n almost choked on her drink at her brothers explanation and she looked at hook who was leaning against the wall smirk plastered on his face.
"I dont know what you might've heard, but im fine" this caused Morgie to finaly look at het and he notoced the the few purple bruses goung from her collar bone and to her shoulder.
"Oh my, are you okey" he asked pointing at the bruises"
"Yeah, i slipped in the shower, probs what you heard as well" and with that the convo ended and she was sure she had never been more relieved.
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Hook layed on Y/n as she trew her head back when he rolled his hips into her, she moaned but her mouth was covered by her boyfriends hand who now looked at her with somewhat mocking smile.
"Shh baby, we dont want your brother to hear, do we?" He asked and pushed his member deeper in her and enjoying the view in front of him.
Both their heads snaped to the door when they opened to reveal a livid Morgie at them.
"What the fuck guys, what the fuck dude you are fucking my, eww" he said storming out after he trew one of the stuffed animals on the girls shelf at them.
They both laughed at him a bith before kissing.
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" i think we should say sorry to my brother" the girl mumbled the next morning as she layed on her boyfriends bare chest.
"You think, everytime im talking with him about our relationship i get attacked" he said as watched Y/n while she srarched for her clothes.
"Quit being dramatic, nothing will happen" she said looking for a peace of clothing everywhere.
Hooks cough caught her attention and now he was sitting up right his back against her headboard as he waved her panties at her.
Y/n walked over snatching them from him and pulling them on.
Y/n felt her boyfriends hands around her waist as he pressed his face against her back.
"Get dressed and lets go" she said.
"I though you prefered me naked" he mumbled and the girl could feel the smirk on her boyfriends face as she chuckled and shook her head.
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"Morgie we are sorry you walked in on us" Y/n said as she looked at her brother.
"Fine, But Hook" he said at her sisters boyfriend and got up pointing a finger at him " you hurt her and you will wish i would have knocked you dead month ago" he said and hook lifted both his arms up defense in a way he means no harm.
"Relax, Morg, id never hurt her" he said.
"And Y/n " Morgie now turned to his sister " be careful and dont let him do you know what"
"A bit too late for that" Hook mumbled before he realised what he said he was faced with Morgie who was looking like he could eat Hook without salt and unboiled.
And soon Hook was being chased around by morgie in the courtyard.
'Morgie dude sorry" Hook yelled out as he jumped over some bags but Morgie only kept chasing them and once they ran into school Y/n ran after them.
"You fucked my sister"
"Im sorry"
"Morgie i want my boyfriend alive"
"Ill kill you Hook"
Hook ran around table before stoping.
The scene was a bit weird.
Both boys on either side of table and Y/n her arms streched out to prevent her brother from harming her boyfriend.
"Both of you stop" she said "come here" she took both their hands and made them stand next to eachother.
Hook looked like he was scared to even breath while Morgie looked like he was about to strangle Hook.
"Both of you need to get along" the girl said now crossimg her arms " got it?" She asked but both boys only stood there quietly "well" she yelled and both boths let out a quick 'yeah' sound.
"Good, now i have a class bye" she said and walked to her class.
Both boys waved her before Hook leaned forward in pain because Morgie elbowed him in the stomach.
Morgie leaned on Hooks shoulder to whisper in his ear.
"Dont hurt her, buddy"
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https://www.tumblr.com/a-twistedheartslonging/758316792934481920/httpswwwtumblrcoma-twistedheartslonging75831?source=share Yuu doesn't have family or any place to go after they themselves graduate so i would def ask Jade to move in with him and work for Azul it's probably the only chance to get a work in that world i mean yeah we studied in a good college but we don't even have an ID
Even if they don't cash in a favor and get one of the prince boys to get them documentation, Azul is smart, his stepdad is a lawyer, and the guy grants wishes/makes deals as a part of his business. So, he would likely help with that along with a job once you're done with school, as part of a deal of course.
Though admittedly he's going to be less likely to try screwing you over with it than he is with others considering what you've done for him and just how much Jade likes you.
With how the twins are he would really want that, having someone that doesn't tease and talk shit to him left and right working for him would be just great.
I do wonder what Jade would be like as a roommate, he seems to keep things tidy and organized on his side of his shared room with Jade. So, you prob won't have to fight with him about him making a mess.
He prob acts like he's doing you a favor while hiding the fact he was so freaking happy when you asked him about possibly being roommates.
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Alright, you have answered me again (SY gets two daemons sounds extremely interesting! The "what the fuck happened to Shen Qingqiu" Peak Lord meeting in this AU is going to have some shit to talk about, huh!) so now I'm moving on to the next in my list of WIPs I'm really super curious about - Scooby Gang Juniors? Juniors fics are so fun what shenanigans are they getting into?
auw im literally dead u r so kind ( ;´ - `;)♡
scooby gang juniors, actual title some 'Never Love An Anchor' lyrics bc thats the theme song of this fic, is actually the first longfic i ever started writing! it has also been a WIP for mmm. four years or so. i started writing it right after watching the untamed for the first time in 2019 lmao, but never finished it because at that point id never written ANYTHING as long as it was gearing up to be (the outline is 20k). i hope to finally finish it and post it some time soon, probs after WINR and the ZZL&YQY fics are done. its probs some of my fav writing ive ever done but never shared with anyone haha
summary: Wei Wuxian may have drafted a ritual for willingly bringing someone back from the dead somewhere in his madness in the caves of the Burial Mounds, but if he did it was never found. In the absence of a convenient literal ghost from the past to help exact his revenge, Nie Huaisang turns to the next best thing: his old friend's son.
Meanwhile, Lan Sizhui finds a man buried deep underground with soft, familiar eyes.
[Lan Sizhui, Lan Jingyi, Jin Ling, Ouyang Zizhen, and Wen Ning go on a life changing field trip, dodge their worried parents, and dig up some corpses, in approximately that order.]
“When I realized how deeply affected by the Yiling Patriarch Hanguang-Jun was, I began to realize where this slip in righteousness had come from. You see, while I and the rest of the cultivation world believed that Lan Wangji had been in secluded cultivation for three years to move to a new level in his cultivation, or because he had been wounded fighting the Yiling Patriarch, the truth is much the opposite. Hanguang-Jun was in seclusion as punishment, for siding with the Yiling Patriarch at the Siege of the Burial Mounds. All along, these famed enemies had secretly been allied.” Jin Guangyao shook his head, expression deeply sympathetic even as the cultivators of the room began to turn to Hanguang-Jun. Hands went to swords, only remaining undrawn due to the thick tension in the room that had yet to break. Hanguang-Jun stood immovable through it all, flawless as jade and cold as ice. “I believe the Yiling Patriarch must have altered his mind, and had been using his demonic arts to corrupt him as far back as the Sunshot campaign. Now, with the feared patriarch dead, it seems this would no longer be such an issue. But Wei Wuxian left one final plan even after his death, a fail-safe to bring ruin to the cultivation world once again even when he was long gone, and he entrusted that plan to Hanguang-Jun before his death.” At last, his eyes met Sizhui’s again. Sizhui’s mouth tasted electric, the buzz of the room crashing into him in waves even as it narrowed just to himself, his uncle at his back, his father, and the man before him. He inhaled through his nose and straightened, perfect Lan posture and the ribbon on his forehead proudly on display. He narrowed his eyes back at Jin Guanyao and did not drop his gaze. Jin Guangyao smiled, a flicker of amusement, before he regained his expression of earnest concern to address the crowd. “I found proof in the records of the Wen work camps, and writings recovered from the Nightless City. You see, Lan Sizhui, ward of Hanguang-Jun and First Disciple of Gusu Lan, was neither a war orphan nor a poorly concealed bastard, but instead a child smuggled out of the Burial Mounds before the siege.” Jin Guangyao swept a sleeve over Sizhui’s group. “Honored cultivators, I stand before you to reveal the surviving heir of the Qishan Wen Sect. Called Lan Sizhui but born Wen Yuan, the son of Wen Xu and his first concubine. Cousin of the Ghost General, and former ward of the Yiling Patriarch, already beginning the work of reviving the Wen and overwhelming the righteous sects with demonic cultivators.” In the chaos, only one voice cut so bitingly through the noise. Calm and cold and sure, Sizhui latched onto it with all his heart. Anything to avoid looking behind him, at the friends he had lied to. “So you admit it.” Said Hanguang-Jun, unmoving from his spot amidst the Lan. Jin Guangyao blinked wide eyes at him. “I’m sorry?” Hanguang-Jun stepped forward. Even with his name being almost literally dragged through the mud, cultivators still parted around him with automatic deference. “You admit you knew children were being tortured, in your work camps.”
#this fic is so special in my heart <3#mdzs#cql#mo dao zu shi#the untamed#lan wangji#lan sizhui#jin guangyao#wen ning#excerpt is from the big parlor scene near the end LMAO i have a lot more of the lategame written than the beginning#it was gonna be called 'a secret i keep tucked inside my chest' but thats just soooo good for a hanahaki-esque fic i have that now idk#mdzs fanfic#lsz#lwj#AKA wei wuxian's turn on the 'haunting the narrative' fic#burywrites.pdf#buryspeaks.mp3#my fics#my writing#scooby gang juniors#they solve mysteries you see
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rafayel idea that's been bouncing around my head since this morning, tried to make this as gn as possible but i apologize if it comes off as more afab :'3 and since this is just me throwing ideas into the void, its a little chaotic and all over the place, i started adderall and am just getting back into writing after Years so im a little rusty, just used to yapping to my friends in text. i hope that if anyone reads this they enjoy!
-longish 18+ nsfw under cut-
imagine it's a while after you become his body guard, you have a routine that you're used to and your body can just work on autopilot, and while that's all fine and dandy, very helpful even, it can really fuck you up if your schedule is disrupted... imagine for whatever reason a day that you would normally meet up with him at his place is canceled ahead of time. eventually, you just kinda forget about the change, not looking at your schedule very in depth because you don't think there's anything different.
when you wake up on your own without your alarm, you obvi think you have a little bit longer to sleep but panic when you see its past when you should have been up and getting ready to head to rafs, thank god your bodys internal clock still works! you ofc rush to his place as fast as you can, not even thinking to check your callander or text him yet, and pray that you get there before he starts his theatrics that you forgot about him and hate him and are gonna leave him to die and 800 years has passed and oh look jelly fish are walking around and
when you get there youre a little thrown off at how quiet it is, raf isnt in his studio like normal or in the kitchen hunting for some food, you dont hear the sound of his tub either, is he still sleeping as well? if it werent for the fact you need to make him do something, maybe theres a meeting or a painting that needs finished asap, you would have left him alone and taken the chance to just relax. you love him so much yes but lord can he be a little much, especially in the mornings
after some calling his name and looking around, you come to his bedroom, not even bothering to knock and just fling the door open, getting ready to shout his name again and wake his lazy ass up but are quickly caught off guard at what you find- rafayel, all spread out in his bed, naked as the day he was born and desperately stroking his dick while holding the sweater you forgot there the day earlier to his nose, deeply breathing in your scent
idk about yall but if i saw that instead of him sleeping id probs just evaporate right there
hhdggeggrhrhr i know he would look absolutely ethereal all layed out on his bed like that, surrounded by the soft sheets and blankets, body actually shining like a gem from the early morning sunlight coming through his windows and hitting the slight sheen of sweat on him, a faint flush all over his cheeks and chest, his hair a mess from sleep and moving around, face all contorted in pleasure <3 whew
AND HE WOULD SOUND SO PRETTY i mean have you HEARD the sounds he makes in game... him full on moaning is probs better than angels singing i stg and i just know he would have the prettiest cock i just know it
hhhh his hips bucking up into his hand and his abs tensing, the most beautiful sounds youve ever heard are pouring out of his mouth instead of his normal yapping(i just know he moans and whines) the noise slightly muffled by the fabric over his face... but then he moans your name?? bye im on my knees
LMAO he would make the funniest yelp/scream when he sees you, both of you obviously embarrassed and caught off guard by the situation. hed probs frantically try to cover up, yelling and call you a pervert as if he wasnt just jacking off while huffing your shirt
OR if you are also a degenerate like me and believe raf has a scent kink (we've all seen The Card right) he could be using your panties you forgot there after changing clothes the day before, whimpering and whining at your scent, unable to get enough while his pretty eyes roll back... god i need to see that man all pathetic and debauched
this can go one of two ways imo- either you leave and try to pretend it didnt happen before the tension eventually bubbles over and yall confess your feelings later on, orrrrr you can offer to help him, he did look like he could use a hand after all :(
if you chose to stay and offer yourself to him, he might think youre teasing him and get huffy at first, but quickly calm down and let his favorite bodyguard help <3
gooodddd not to be feral but i need that clown fishes dick in me NOW
i personally don't think he would have had many s/os or one night stands, he did wait for you for 800 years after all, but he probs at least somewhat knows what he's doing. id like to think that means he's also very sensitive tho, even in game our touches make him all flustered, so he may not last long the first couple times you two are together, especially if he was already touching himself beforehand. he just can't help it :( his beautiful bride/groom/partner- his soulmate- is finally back with him and touching him so sweetly, ofc hes gonna cum soon so dont laugh or tease! you probably would too, mx. bodyguard!!!
this is more a general hc but hes a switch for sure, hes a bratty dude, not even in just a sexual way, so hes gonna be a little shit no matter if youre on top or he is (hes a brat bottom and still bratty service top to me okay) ive noticed a lot of ppl seem to like,,,, almost infantalize him? like make him not know anything about sex, never serious? and need babying. like, while yeah hes a silly, dramatic babygirl of a man, he is also very old and has his serious moments when he wants/needs to. i cant not see him being goofy during sex but to him, this is also a very intimate and intense thing, he loves you so so much and he needs you to know that, to show you it
that out of the way, back to the fantasy. could you imagine how he would look at you as you come into his room, slowly taking off your coat and equipment, kneeling on the bed to crawl fowards and stradle his hips... hes t h r o b b i n g
god the first kiss with him would be so <3 the need and love and lust and longing and affection and so many other emotions just all pouring into your lips on his, hed sit up to kiss you better, holding you close, not wanting to let you go now that he finally has you again. you guys know that scene where you smooch and theres a string of saliva between you? yeah <3 i need to feel his dick twitch under me so bad while we kiss, yall
he would absolutely complain that its unfair hes naked but youre still mostly clothed, 'subtly' begging for you to take them off or let him do it. he thinks you're the most breathtaking thing hes ever seen, better than any other person, scenery or art ever made, he could stare at you for hours if you let him.
to me, none of the LaDS boys would care much about looks and beauty standards, not even your gender. i know the ppl who made the game are homophobic and its obviously very woman centered,but these guys would not take gender/sex into consideration when it comes to a partner. it doesn't matter how skinny or fat you are either, how tall or hairy, how many scars or stretch marks or moles you have, you will always be beautiful/handsome to them, your body is attractive and who you are as a person makes you even more appealing
sorry got a little sappy there lmfao where was i
right, after he gets you naked as well, he would want to worship you. yeah, you offered to help HIM but raf is a man of art, he cant just have the masterpiece that is you on his lap and not want to touch and admire. if you want to just pleasure him first, he would argue but eventually let you do whatever, his body is yours just as much as yours is his after all
please, slowly touch all of his body, make him relax back and just,,, touch him. his skin is mostly perfect (lucky bastard) but he does have some light hair and a few moles and scars (like the one on his chest <3) pls kiss them, praise him and tell him how attractive he is. he knows hes a very good looking guy, but ik he is a sucker for praise and would love to hear you say it. tell him how much you care for him, how even if you havnt known him long (that you remember), your heart still belongs to him. he could cum just from hearing it combined with your soft touches
god i wanna kiss all over his body so bad, touch him, feel how soft his skin is and trace his lean muscles, nip at the few pudgier spots on him, and just absolutely worship him like the sea god he is. hes sensitive all over but ik his chest is especially receptive to you. i just KNOW he wouldnt be able to stop himself from whining when you touch his nipples, run your thumbs over them, gently pinch them between your fingers, leave kisses and lave your tongue all over and suck at the tender flesh and he will be moaning and twitching under you in no time, demanding begging for more
i wanna leave hickeys all over his body too, his soft skin would look gorgeous painted with the bruises. he would say something like right now you are the true artist and his body is your canvas,so do whatever you want, make him your masterpiece. i think his fave spots to get hickies would be where he can clearly see them, he would get a little flustered if others could spot them too but he would also like how they all know hes taken. cough healsothinkshelookshotashellwiththemandhesright cough, he loves when you leave them on his neck and chest, put one right over his heart and hes about to swoon stg, i also think he would have sensitive inner thighs so he also enjoys when you put some there.
the first time you touch his cock he about nuts on the spot, white knuckling the sheets. it won't take much for him to finish, but i think he would have a quick refractory period and the urge to go multiple rounds, horny ass, so its okay. i hc him as being longer than he is thick, nothing crazy but def enough to reach all your deepest spots and choke you when hes in your mouth. god i just know he has the prettiest dick, its pale at the base like the rest of his skin but gets pinker near the tip, uncut, a slight curve and has a couple of faint veins that make him gasp when you touch them. the more turned on he is/the closer to cumming, the deeper shade his tip gets, very leaky too imo. i dont think he would have a lot of hair down there, for one the rest of his body doesnt but also hes a merman, underwater creatures dont tend to have a lot of hair, and even if he did he would absolutely keep it well trimmed,not completely shaven but short and neat. yes the carpet matches the drapes
okay sorry i keep getting side tracked i cannot shut up about him
after you have your fill with the rest of his body and reach the main course, pls gently kiss his tip first and he will die happy. since its your first time together, you start off slow and easy, just lightly stroking him while kissing and licking all over his shaft and suck on his tip. hes def already close and his sounds are clear indicators, as well as his hand gently petting your hair. he would tell you what he likes/doesnt like, if he wants you to keep doing something ect but otherwise he just lets you do whatever you want. please dont get mad if he bucks his hips up and accidently chokes you tho, he doesnt mean to but you just feel so good </3
like i said, he probs wont last long, he might try to pull you off, embarrassed hes close already but if you insist it's okay, its actually flattering, he will let you continue and tell you when hes about to cum incase you dont want it in your mouth. if you let him finish in your mouth and swallow, though? lord have mercy he just ascended. i dont think he would taste bad at all, he has a good diet and exercise so its not unpleasant. if you lick any remaining cum off his dick or your lips/hand, he may need cpr tho so be warned
that being said, theres a good chance he will just cum unexpectedly without being able to warn you, especially if you deep throat him, youre so hot and wet around him that he cant help it, he really does love how warm you are. when he orgasms, he def is louder and will chant your name, gripping onto any part of you he can whether its your hair, shoulders or hand, he just needs to be touching you. be careful that he doesnt gag you btw, he sometimes loses control of his body and fucks up into your mouth, he will apologize and make sure youre okay afterwards tho
please hold him while he comes down, pet his hair and praise him, he will be ready for round two soon. speaking of, he will want to make you feel good so bad too, if you dont want to go all the way just yet, he would gladly just give you oral as well. i just know he would be so good with his mouth and fingers, he is an artists and never shuts up after all, plus he learns quick. he will roll you over so hes on top after he catches his breath, necklace brushing your chest as he kisses you again, enjoying the taste of his cum and your unique flavor. if you let him, he will absolutely return the favor ten fold, his lips and hands will touch every centimeter of your body, the sweetest things youve ever heard murmured agaisnt your skin.
it also doesnt matter how big your chest is, he absolutely has his mouth all over it and is groping anything he can. i like to think he would have a slight oral fixation when it comes to sex and could spend hours just sucking your nipples until theyre too sore to continue. he says it helps him relax lmao (he may have a mommy kink but thats for later speculation)
hes gonna love to bite at and knead any and all rolls/curves you have. he just loves how soft and squishy you feel under him (you become his own personal stress toy later on btw you are now a stress ball) hes addicted to touching you already. if you are insecure about anything, he will absolutely shower it in even more love, waxing poetically about how beautiful you are so dont say stupid things about yourself
if you dont have much body fat and are more muscly/boney, he will love to trace them just the same, being able to feel so much of your body, even the parts inside of you, makes him feel some kind of way.
god help you both when he reaches your groin, he will become addicted to your taste and smell so fast. he will probs start off trying to tease you by just kissing around where you need him most, sucking little hickies here and there and lightly brushing your sex but he is also impatient and quickly moves on from that lmao once he gets his mouth on you its all over, i feel like he would be the type to hump the bed and moan as if hes getting the pleasure while giving you oral too, your sounds, taste, smell, touch, all combine to turn him on again. please tug his hair lightly, i dont think he likes a lot of pain but if you grip a little he will happen to moan louder against you. also PLEASE use him for your pleasure, press him closer and grind into his face all you want, he can take it, cover his face in your wetness or fuck his mouth, he is in heaven rn
his tongue and fingers should be illegal ngl they are dangerous weapons, he will have you cumming in no time at all. even if you didnt give him oral he would still want to do it to you, he loves seeing you feel good so much, he will probs need to paint after you make love because he feels so inspired.
he will absolutely turn from teasing to begging, pleading you to cum in his mouth, he needs to taste it so bad. if you have amab anatomy he wouldnt want you finishing on his face, only in his mouth simply because he feels like it would be a waste and be better off in his belly <3 he also just doesnt like the mess, butttt he can be persuaded, if you really want to or you say something like you wanna paint his face with streaks of white like the prettiest picture he will fold in two seconds flat.
if youre afab he will love it if you squirt, if you cant or just dont this first time he wont be upset, but if you do? he is trying to catch as much in his mouth as he can and milks you for all youve got, you will have to pull his fingers away and make him stop before he accidentally overstimulates you lmao
fuck he would look so hot after too, his face all covered in your cum and his spit, eyes hazey from arousal and love, panting slightly and his hair all over the place from where your hands were in it. pls help him clean up, if you wipe his face and push his hair back from his eyes he will melt, leaning into your touch and kissing your hand, ironically, hes like a big cat, especially after sex.
if you want to go all the way and do penetrative sex he will be so down and already has the lube and condoms ready, but if you arent ready or are okay with just that one round he is happy too, content with just snuggling you in bed. dont expect to leave anytime soon tho, he is a leech and WONT let you go, convincing him to let you use the bathroom is an actual battle. he is the clingiest, cuddliest mf ever, it doesnt matter what position youre in, as long as hes close to you hes happy. i do think he would like being the little spoon more tho, he loves being big spoon because you feel nice in his arms and he feels like hes protecting you but he just loves being held a tiny bit more. its like you are the one protecting him and dont want to leave him, its comforting
if you do want to continue tho... dont have any plans for the rest of the day, period. between making love and cuddling after, youre not going anywhere.
like i said, hes a switch for sure, so hes good with whatever you wanna do. wanna ride him? perfect. want him to fuck you? also perfect. want him to ride you? yee haw baby. want to fuck him under you? hes ready. be warned tho, if you do the penetrating or ride him, he will be whiner and more bratty, making more demands and back talk 🙄 someone please fuck this man stupid he needs to be humbled yall /aff
if he does the penetrating/is on top, he will be more gentle and a little more serious, wanting to make sure you feel the best you can. he wont stop being silly ofc but he wont be as much of a shit head, especially if its your first time with anyone, not just him. he would prefer missionary this way too(or mormal cowgirl if hes riding you) so he can hold you close and see your face, he loves watching how you react to anything he does. he also has a big thing for eye contact, he wants to press his forhead against yours and gaze into your eyes, it feels so intimate and wholesome despite what youre doing.
he will absolutely get upset if you try holding back your sounds, bro is about to throw a temper tantrum stg /lh, he thinks you sound amazing and he likes knowing you enjoy what hes doing. if youre just naturally quiet he will understand but be a bit bummed, pls talk to him and tell him how good hes making you feel and what hes doing right :) he will perk back up quick. i think he would probs press his nose unto your neck and hair a lot ngl, your scent is so lovely and being so close to you makes his heart vibrate lmao also pls hold his hand during
he would love to be the one to stimulate your clit/dick to help you cum but if you prefer to do it yourself thats okay too, he might be a little whiney but still happily touch other parts of your body instead, just wanting to make you feel good
again, i dont think he would last overly long but he would make sure you get off too, even if it means he gives you oral again or just pushes through his sensitivity, you Will cum. if you take longer to finish, its okay, he wont be upset or leave you hanging, absolutely determined you orgasm. lmfao he gets more locked in to make you cum than when he paints.
when he gets close, hes gonna cling to you again, holding you as tightly against him as possible and his thrusts will become shallower, more humping you than full on strokes yk. fyi when he does finish, hes gonna imagine he doesnt have the condom on and that hes filling you up, i know in my heart that he has a thing for creampies (maybe even breeding later on but thats not for rn), seeing your combined cum drip from your still twitching hole makes him want to go again. its the same if youre penetrating him, he wants to feel your hot spend inside of him. when you do follow suit and cant help but moan his name, hes gonna get the most love sick look on his face and probs groan too
after you both finish and relax into eachothers arms, hes gonna ask if this was serious for you, if you meant what you said about Liking him, if this means you two will start exclusively dating now... he wants to make sure youre on the same page, to him, this wasnt just helping eachother get off, it was making love and showing eachother how you feel, he really hopes that its the same for you...when you say yes, he tries not to show it but hes about to start giggling and kicking his feet lmao he pulls you somehow tighter to him, almost wanting to crawl into your skin so you can never leave him again, kissing your breath away
p.s. pls bully him about huffing your clothes earlier, especially if its your underwear lmfao do not let him live this down, call him your pervy dog
all in all i need to fuck rafayel, specifically after i walk in on him jerkin off, and then cuddle him
#lads rafayel#lads rafayel x reader#the things this man does to me#hes such a menace#i have more raf ideas but wanted to try sticking to one main plot in this since it was already getting long and chaotic so ill post them#separately later:3
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• The Need For You •
Nsfw, AFAB Reader with she/her pronouns, König established relationship, Cheating (which I don't condone), Praising, Degradation, Dom!Simon, Sub!reader, no use of Y/N. Idk if I misspelled anything or missed tags, but here we are. Enjoy! <3
Ps. It's prob bad, but I had fun writing it
König is still overseas. He hates it you're all alone in the apartment. It's only been a week since his deployment, but he always worries about you.
Thirsty, you begin to boil the kettle, waiting until it whisles. Before it does, three knocks echo from your door. You weren't expecting company, but you open it, only to find Simon standing there with a duffel bag.
He crinkled his eyes—his way to smile with his black surgical mask—and you move out of the way so he can come in. "I didn't expect to see you here." You call behind you, taking the now screeching pot off the burner.
"König wanted me here as soon as possible." He replied, looking around the place. He looked a bit quizzical before he spotted the 'guest' plaque hanging on the door.
He made himself at home while you poured two cups of steaming peach tea. He didn't say much when he came back out, but under the remainder of his raccoon paint, he looked tired as hell.
"You don't have to be out here with me. I can watch TV while you sleep." You slide his cup over to him, along with sugar and milk. He added the ingredients in, thinking for a moment, before shaking his head no.
"Okay, but you don't get to complain about what we watch." You smiled kindly, as you made your way to the living room couches. Browsing the channels, you settled on Bones, a crime-solving show.
It wasn't long before Simon noticed two things. The first, your behavior. Bundled up with a thick blanket on your lap, secluded in the corner, your hand holding your head up.
The second, was the state of the apartment. It wasn't hard to notice the takeout containers in the trash you haven't thrown out yet or the dishes you haven't done. You knew Simon took heed of it, but you didn't pay attention to him.
He knew König liked to live tidily. Being in the military, you learn that living any different is uncomfortable, for lack of a better word.
A phone rang, breaking the comfortable silence you shared. Simon reached in his pocket, pulling out his burner. He answered, excusing himself to gain privacy.
His conversation lasted way longer than he expected. By the time he walked back to the couch, you were asleep, your arm holding your head up.
Simon carefully sat next to you, not wanting to wake up, but he didn't expect you to snuggle up next to him. Like a moth drawn to a flame, you are drawn to the human heaters of the 141.
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You wake up in the arms of Simon, the full moon lighting the dim room. The oven's clock read 2:13 in the morning, and some random show playing quietly on the flat screen.
Simon's arms are wrapped around you tightly, reassuringly. He looked so peaceful, aside from the smudged black paint that now looks like a bandit mask.
You stare at him while he sleeps, one of the only times he looks at peace. "Staring is rude." His gruff voice cutting through the night.
"I'm not staring." Your voice whispers.
"What is it then, hmm?" He sounds amused.
"Just..stargazing," You reply.
"Stargazing?" He looks at you, his head raised up from resting on the arm rest.
"Yeah." You feel the blood rush to your face, the red in your cheeks hidden by the night.
"Is that so?" You feel his hand caress your jaw. It's warm, and calloused.
Simon's phone rings again. He didn't look at the caller's ID before answering. "Hi König." he answered, swiping his thumb over your cheek. "How are you?" He asked.
After a moment, he replies, "Yeah, she's right here." And hands you the phone.
"Hey König," You greet, sitting up from the couch.
"Hi, Maus. How have you been?" He asked, voice full of care.
"I miss you. Simon is great company, though." You smile at the phone, wishing he was with you. Simon reaches behind him, clicking the lamp on, illuminating the space.
"I know, Maus. I'll be home before you know it." He tries to comfort.
"You don't know how much I missed your voice." You can't help but let your mind wander, letting your legs cross at the thought of König between them. This doesn't go unnoticed by Simon.
"Horny are we?" Simon asks, loud for even König to hear. You feel his hand graze your thigh. He doesn't try to be subtle about any of it.
"Can you put me on speaker, meine Liebe?" König asked.
"You're on speaker." You announce, shifting around in your seat.
"Are you thinking what I am?" König asks Simon.
"I think so, mate." His voice firm.
"How needy is she acting?" Hearing that makes your face turn red.
"Very." Simon simply said.
"Are you horny, Maus?" König directs his question to you, his voice low.
"..yes." You answer, a bit embarrassed at his abruptness.
"Do you want us to fuck you?" Simon asks for König.
"Us?" You draw your eyebrows together in confusion. The statement in general throws you for a loop.
"It's simple sweetheart. I fuck you, and König tells me what to do." Simon smirks, as he sets the phone on the coffee table.
"What do you say? Or can you wait a couple more weeks until I'm home?" You look between Simon and the phone, thinking about it before nodding your head yes.
"Use your words." Simon mutters.
"Yes. I want to." You give consent, looking at Simon's heterochromia eyes— a starry blue in his left eye and hazelnut brown in his right.
"That's my girl." König praised. "She likes to be praised, just f.y.i." A fun little fact by König, for the people of the crowd.
"Lay down f'me." Simon demands as his hand meets your waist. He kisses you softly and slowly, like he isn't sure about it. But soon, his sweet kisses fill the air, and Simon's hand runs along your soft skin.
You break the kiss, moving your head to the side as Ghost starts to kiss along your shoulders and neck. His lips—oh, his lips felt like grace against your skin. His gentle kisses trailing along your jaw.
He pulled you closer by your waist, so you were flush against him. As his hand moved along the kisses he left, he lifted your chin to meet his gaze. His thumb running along your bottom lip while his eyes bore into yours.
You tugged on the hem of his shirt, "Take it off." You unbuttoned one or two buttons of your own shirt, just enough to slip it over your head. Your shirt and his laid in a small pile on the floor. Your nails dragged down his torso while you drank in every inch of his physique.
The way you react makes him weak, though he wouldn't show it. "You're so pretty, just for me." Your praise clashes with Simon's demeaning front.
They way his body flexed and reacted to your touch drove you wild. He looked like a Greek sculpture, carved from marble. Like he was made in the image of Farnese Hercules, by Glycon of Athens.
Your hands traced the scars across his body. All his scars, even the ones dotted across his face, made such a beautiful constellation. And his crooked aquiline nose—broken more times than written in his file—a waxing cresent to fill your night sky.
"She loves to be teased." König's voice sing-songs, adding to the ever-growing tension with the Lieutenant.
Simon never breaks eye contact. Following the ethereal contour of your body, he savors all of you. He admires you, he can't get enough.
His fingers hook over your waistband, slowly pulling your shorts off. Every inch of you waits for a simple touch. As much as he loves to kiss your neck, he kisses your calves. Stalling before going up to your knees and thighs. He could kiss every square inch of you without ever growing tired.
He kisses your inner thigh, leaving a hickey or two in its place before moving to the other leg. You whine at his antics, arching your back for Simon. It's too bad he enjoys the teasing more.
"Not so fast, lovie." Simon purrs. His hands holding your hips to the couch.
"Please, Si.." You plead.
"Please? I didn't even start and your begging for me already?" His hand finds the lace hem of your lingerie, teasing your skin beneath it, knowing you wouldn't do a thing about it.
Simon grasps the fabric, pulling it off even slower than he did with the shorts. You squirmed against him, steadily growing more impatient.
You softly buck your hips toward him, trying to get something, "Not so quick, love." He purred to me, but subsequently earning a not-so-quiet response from König, too.
"Please, get on with it." König all but growled from the phone, making Simon roll his eyes in response before turning his attention back to you. He pulled them completely off, tossing them toward the rest of your wardrobe.
"You heard the man." Simon slyly smirked, ducking his head down between your thighs. He kisses your inner thighs, closer and closer to where your vulva was, already wet with arousal.
You could feel the heat radiating off him, his breath fanning against you, patiently waiting for König to tell him what to do. "Eat her out." Was all König said before Simon's tongue flattened against you.
If someone told you this would be happening, you would laugh at them. You had a little crush on the man when you first met, and apparently he did too. His hands gripped your thighs tighter, making you focus on every single inch Simon's hot tongue made contact with.
He licked one big stripe from your enterence to your clit, flicking his tongue upwards to catch the clit again. His tongue danced across you, music to his ears.
"Finger sie." König sounded out-of-breath, regardless, Simon teased you again before stretching you out with his fingers.
You could have mistaken this man for a prisoner. He was eating you out like it's his last meal. Your soft moans and whimpers are fueled by his skilled tongue and hand. Just slightly quieter, you begin to hear König breathe harder, shallower as groans slipped from his mouth.
The more Simon kissed, the more pleasure you felt. He knew exactly what he was doing. It wasn't hard to tell you were close, the way you became the little slut you were. Your moans getting whinier by the second, the way your back arched for more friction.
"Hold out for me, yeah?" Simon mutters, his pace still unforgiving.
You groan in frustration, knowing by experience how ruthless König can be. "Simon, please?" You beg to him, but Simon doesn't acknowledge you.
"Such a good girl." König praises after his silence. His praise go straight to your head, and it really doesn't help your control.
"What are you begging for, Hase?" You hear the message he tries to convey behind is cunning smile.
"Please let me cum, Lieutenant." Your voice, pleading, finding some semblance of strength.
"Cum for me, baby." Such a simple sentence has the ability to hold so much power over you. "-not you though, König." He added, staring the phone down in hopes he got his attention.
"What-" König sounded suprised.
"Did I stutter?" He waited until König answered no, which he did almost immediately.
He watched as you came down from your high, massaging your thighs gently. "She likes to-" König was cut off by Simon.
"Praise her? I will praise her when she fucking deserves it." Simon hung up on König, a flash of anger crosses his eyes.
"Get on your stomach or I'll do it for you." He didn't leave much of a choice, but being manhandled was a strong contester.
When you do, Simon doesn't waste any time pulling his grey joggers off. "You're a fucking slut, aren't you." He growls while grabbing a pillow to put under your hips.
"Simon.." You whimpered.
"Why are you with him? I'm so much better than König. I'm faster than him, I'm stronger, endurant." He rambled. You felt his hands rub your hips and waist.
You felt the head of his cock rub up and down your cunt before he slowly putting it in. He went slow, allowing you to adjust before he started to move. You heard him groan, his hands pulling your hips back to meet his.
He started slowly, but it wasn't long before he couldn't wait any longer. "You seem jealous." You smile, dropping from your hands down to your elbows.
Simon didn't speak, but his actions were screaming. What's louder? His hand threading through your hair, pulling you towards him? Or calling you a good girl, for taking him so well?
#simon riley x reader#mw2#colonel könig#simon ghost riley#simon riley#relationship#König#call of duty mw2#ghost mw2#mw2 x reader#könig x reader#konig mwii#call of duty mwii
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a discussion idea! (long post)
my husband and i were chatting last night while cleaning up dinner; he pitched a fun idea that could be a great topic of discussion in the simblr community. maybe this should be a SQotD submission - IDK but: he asked how i feel about sims 2 expansion packs now compared to when they came out. initially, i said "yeh idk, i guess the same?" and that was that.
i put a more thought towards his question and realized, i do feel a bit differently about some of the EPs now compared to when they came out - all under the cut!
university: i was SO SO excited about it bc i didnt go away to college like my friends did so it was a way to vicariously-ish get the experience and a bonus was zombies! now tho? yea i still enjoy it even tho the dormies eventually start pissing me off bc theyre just so damn dumb lmao
nightlife: same level of excitement. i LOVE cities and i love vampires too. this scratched the "i need to go downtown chicago" itch when i couldnt from lack of transportation and safey being a v smol person afraid of the worst. i played all my sims in "downtown", specifically, 107 Custer Blvd. I made-over that lot dozens of times, it's seen dozens of different families and had a million different lifetimes. Nightlife still stands as my fave TS2 EP and 107 Custer - my all-time favorite lot to play.
open for business: initially, i had ZERO excitement over this pack. i personally, right out of high school basically, had NO interest in working myself (i didnt, i went to community college and got by ok w/ chore-money basically) so why the hell would i want to put my sims to work too?? i also didnt care for the music (i like it more now tho) as an Adult - i do enjoy this pack more than i ever did when i was a clueless near-20-yo. also, love the servos but i dont play w them nearly as much as i should being a bot fan and all. (i should fix that)
pets&seasons: i was pumped for these bc MORE IMMERSION AND REAL LIFE STUFF!!! also, weather and animals LOL. i still love these packs the same as i did when they initially released. just kinda wish plantsims werent annoying for me to play, i love them from afar tho! werewolves are neat but theyre also kind of a PITA to play.
bon voyage: EH i dont really go on vaca a lot myself, my sims dont either for the same reasons: money! im also still scarred from the one time i did send my sims on vaca and they got STUCK THERE!!! it broke all my shit and i had no way of fixing it bc i didnt know about MTS, MATY and etc to ask for help/guidance. RIP to that family lmao i hope theyre still having a nice time in the vaca-void theyre prob still floating around in! (note: ive never found bigfoot, some day i wish to!)
freetime: we all have hobbies right? it was all fine and good until the fire nation attacked i was being inundated with a ton of hobby spam, be it notifications, the hobby sims and the lots. it was a lot. its far more manageable now thanks to mods so i dont mind playing into hobbies. i do appreciate the return of the genie tho!
apartment life: ok, look. i thought this was super cool then but now, after living in apartments myself, i despise them and dont put my sims in them anymore either. i do love the witches tho, prob my fave aspect of this pack!
edit to add rankings: nightlife, seasons, pets, apartment life, uni, ofc, free time then bon voyage lmao
id be interested to hear/read you guys' comparison's to the different EPs we have for Sims 2 or any of the sims games tbh. id go over The Sims but i dont have all day lmao ill make a different post on that some time bc i always get in my feels over the OG.
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hehe im coming to say hi here instead of the other way around :3 but omg i think it just hit me now that.... w gwangil gone that's gonna be a very long time without an ot4 comeback and part of me just wants wonsang to enlist as soon as possible so that the time will be shorter until theyre back :( but i wonder if hes working on a lot of songs to put out while theyre enlisted since hes the producer.... i could def see yechan and sangyeop doing some type of comeback or putting out new music and maybe even collabing w other kbands like they did with daybreak. i honestly just hope we still get some new music cause idk how ill survive 2 years with no new lucy music (ik ill survive somehow but ive consistently been able to look forward to amazing comebacks from lucy since i stanned in 2022 during play era so... it'll def be a change of pace) BUT YEAH EMO HOURS HERE I COME 🫠
id be interested to know what you think their plan is for enlistment era. whether wonsang is gonna enlist sooner or later and new music timeline etc!! recently also been thinking about what type of songs lucy would write for you...
yechan would make a super emotional song and ofc its gonna have a beautiful violin section in it, i feel like he could even incorporate some classical music into it and it'd be soooo pretty. but more frequently than writing his own songs for you he'd always take your requests for anything you want him to play
sangyeop would probably put you through some emotions like he'd be singing his heart out to you and after hes done he'd be his usual bright cheery self acting like he didn't just make you cry from his pretty voice
wonsang 100% gonna write an admiration song about you like he did with holly LMAO and would poke fun at your habits or your relationship together, would prob sound like an anime opening too CAUSE HES WONSANG <//3 (my bias rly showing through damn why do i have so many thoughts abt this) but knowing how many songs he writes he'd prob have a range as well with some sadder or just more emotional romantic songs
gwangil is gonna write you the cutest and most heartwarming song ever just like his song would you dance with me !! i feel like hes really into the bright and fun side of love and while his voice is rly suited for slower softer songs, he would want to make you smile with his song, not cry so he'd stray away from that vibe skdjks
man i rly love them so much 💔💔💔 lucy are the best !!
Hi :3
Seeing the photos from their schedules really made it hit home that he isn't there. Stoppp it hadn't even occurred to me that we won't be getting ot4 comeback for a while. I do hope that Wonsang goes soon, but you're right he's probably busy working on stuff that they can put out while he's gone. That would make most sense anyway. I think he'd maybe go around Dec/early next year? I'd imagine they'd want him to be there for award show season if they perform and then he'd go after that? I really hope Yechan and Sangyeop put out music or at least just do schedules while the others are away. Alot of the videos that I had seen when villain came out were just Yechan and Sangyeop, so I wasn't sure if that was them preparing us for how it will be over the next couple of years lol. I think they'll continue to thrive even as a duo, isn't N.Flying still doing well despite being down 3 members? (I haven't kept up to date with them, so I genuinely don't know. All I know is Seunghyub has been in a couple of dramas lol)
I do think we'll get another cb before Wonsang goes! Wasn't boogie man released in Dec? Maybe they'll do another one then?
Yes!! Yechan would definitely have classical or Ghibli vibes in his song! All I can think of is my warm loneliness with it's soft sound and beautiful violin solo in the middle of it. I agree, I think it would be super emotional but also really cute, I think I'd cry if he wrote me a song ahaha. I think Yechan may regret taking requests lol, I definitely would have a few
Sangyeop would be such a menace, writing such an emotional song that makes you bawl and then he'd probably have the audacity to tease you for crying after. I think his would definitely be acoustic (so that you can focus on his voice more) . I think the lyrics would be so beautiful, I NEED him to write me a song lol. I would cry if there was a key change in it, I am a sucker for a key change
Wonsang's song for Holly was so cute oh my goodness. Another song like domino would be so funny. It's such a funny song, especially with the intro ahaha. Maybe he would put funny sound bites from videos of you both in the intro, from clips of you doing the most stupid things (but he finds it endearing because he is so in love with you). Oh and the bit between the verse and chorus could be him listening off things that he loves about you (in his really cute voice 🥺)
I feel like Gwangil would write such a goofy song. I definitely think he would be able to write a really emotional song like Sangyeop, but he's not gonna show you that yet (he's waiting for the right moment because he's going to ask for your hand after, I need to stop lol). I could see it being a really cheesy song or one that's filled with stupid puns because he knows that you hate them but you love him and he's going to be annoying about it. I love how you said that he's "into the bright and fun side of love", I definitely agree with that. I agree that he wouldn't want to make you cry, I feel like his is the only one who wouldn't make you cry with his song (Wonsang wouldn't want to make you cry, but he writes such beautiful songs that I think he would do it accidentally lol)
I think I'm getting a little to in to this, I need to stop (but this will definitely be all I think about for the rest of the day lol). That was very fun to think about
How's life treating you now that it's September? Has your schedule become really busy or is it not too bad? It's definitely been weird to not be in any form of school this year, this is the first time in like 19yrs that I haven't done this (that make me feel so disgusting and old to say that ahaha). Hope you aren't too busy or overwhelmed!
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How i made the red crown in blender @mistermattie prt 1
to start with the red crowns shape itself what i did is grab a default cylinder, remove the top and bottom faces to make it a hollow 1 face thick tube and use proportional editing to get that pinchy part of the crown, like this
after that slap a solidify modifier on (make sure its got the offset the right way) and set that to your desired thickness and apply should look like this
now fill in the top (or leave it hollow if you want), id advise that you try and get the mesh looking something like down below. also add a fair few loop cuts down the main body of the crown (not too many).
and thats the basic shape down! i did things a bit differently than this originally but what i changed here should make the later process easier.
now im not sure if its a good idea to put the process of adding the eye here, as in hindsight there are likely a few ways you could do it (i used Booleans, was rather messy) im not sure if you can trace around an object using something like the knife tool? either way it should resemble this somewhat
(this is an older mesh of the original as cutting another eye shape would take a lot of time, the way i did it was slicing a shape using booleans ((making sure that there was a square of mesh around the cut)) and then deleting the surrounding faces and manually reconstructing the shape removing verts that didn't line up, somewhat tedious)
now for the eyeball itself i found the easiest (probs not the best) way of doing it was to add a sphere at the centre of the crown so it looks like this
then select the back panel of the eyehole of the crown, duplicate it and seperate by selection, extrude it along the x axis and use a slice boolean on the sphere to get this
(make sure you recalculate normals while in edit mode by using shift + N)
and then remove the back mesh, remove the verts that arent connected to anything and merge the sharp points so they're perfectly centre and boom
now shove that in the eye socket, make a pupil shaped plane (i just used proportional editing on a circle), make some lines going both horizontally and one down the middle by selecting 2 verts and pressing J, subdivide it, add a shrinkwrap modifier, setting the target as the eye and setting the wrap method as project. set the limit to be something fairly large, probably around 20-40? face cull front set the snap mode above surface and put a very small offset so it isnt intersecting, move the plane behind the eye and it should work!
Note: the subdivision levels severly lag blender if too high, if you notice the shrinkwrap not working so well on the edges of the eye, i'd just scale the eye slightly so it is hidden by the eyelid
and ill end this post here. i wont go over materials or outline as its a bit highly specific but ill give you pointers if ya want. after this is rigging and that'll have to be vague unfortunatly but ill go into detail about the squash and stretch functionality and the eye track (which took me several days to get working)
that should (unless i forgot something) be all of the default stuff. if you have any questions don't be afraid to ask!
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aaron rant
ok this is a rant no one asked for but i just wanna put all of my disorganized thoughts out there about aaron and the man my dude could've become without jesson's horrible execution. my grammar may be off and im not a good analyzer or anything, this is just a rant that i wanna get off my chest.
disclaimer :: i haven't watched MCD and i do plan to, and i'm aware of some things that happen but if you wanna share your opinion on anything id rather anyone would keep the reblogs spoil free
lemme start by saying that i love aaron. i genuinely love his character so damn much but NOT his canon. i love the IDEA of aaron and not his execution. jessica and jason did such a bad job portraying him- dont get me wrong i am not bashing them for the foundation they've laid for most of their wonderful characters it's the portrayal of them that gets me so ENRAGED. all of jess's characters have at least some thing going wrong with them and it's genuinely fucking insane. i don't mean what they go through in the series- as in who they ARE. what the fuck is a kawaii~chan? like god. i think so many characters in the series deserved so SO much more, especially aaron.
starting off with pdh s1 aaron. - i don't necessarily loathe pdh s1 aaron. i mean in here, he seems to have a personality than he ever does in season one of mys which is an upgrade i guess? a main problem imo was how his character always revolved around aphmau. i'm not even gonna choose to comment on the horrid age gap jesson's implemented in aarmau's story. i just hate that aaron himself didn't really have any other friend than aphmau and the fact that after they met, the series just continued to revolve around them.. and not them individually either- them as a relationship.
i think seeing certain instances like how aaron became lily's friend and stuff would've been important because technically, wasn't lily aaron's first friend in pdh? how is that just glossed over considering the fact that aaron pushed everyone who tried to interact with him off his back? isn't it interesting how lily managed to get a hold of him and actually became a friend? i don't understand why that was never shown because while students were scared of the dude because of all the rumors and shit going around, some kids like jeoffery actively reached out to him like we see in the ep where aaron asks aph to prom. he never relented to jfry's attempts to be friends w him and through this a girl like lily managed to be friends with him. i feel like something like this shoudlve been shown. i wouldve also liked to see a stronger reaction to him over lily and ivy's scheme. aaron obviously considered lily a caring friend and when he understood that they were scheming from what i remember, when he saw lily after learning about everything all he did was go "if ur gonna treat aph like this we're better off not being friends" or smt?? i think from what we understand about aaron over the series, emotional connections are obviously something he cherishes very much. so seeing him kinda like- brush the whole thing off and not be lily's friend feels so anticlimactic. idk how to phrase it. i know this was premature aaron and the aaron we know over the series is grown up and everything, but i still do feel like aaron would've had a stronger reaction to the scheme.
prob 2 was how after aaron and aph came to know ab each other being shu n fc, aaron didn't become full fledged friends with like ANYONE other than her. this felt extremely weird to me. we see him go to this dinner sylvanna planned and we see him socially thriving there- him cracking jokes and everyone having a fun time around him, travis and garroth wheezing over his jokes- how did this dude not become friends with them? i feel like they (garroth & travis) would've talked to aaron more and become more than acquaintances w him. a lil bonding thing if you get me?? mainly garroth. it's just weird that garroth never became a friend of aaron's imo. they were put in situations where they could've easily become friends. i know that garroth was jealous about aaron coming outta nowhere and swooping aph off of her feet, but he clearly got over it (during the time of s1 anyway, after that he went batshit crazy). they must've had one on one interactions during the dinner or prom right??????/ like come on. it's just weird!! this brings me to the fact that i literally don't see aaron making proper friends other than aph until fcu. like- aph is his only friend ever ykwim?? i feel like im phrasing this in such a dumb way- but it's just frustrating to see his entire social life just being- aph for a while. i just think garroth and aaron could have become friends as well, maybe even travis. and during prom, maybe even kaitlyn. we see aaron also being pretty mature and giving actual, promising advice to aph during the music room scenes. from this i feel like at some point aaron could have also comforted kaitlyn and maybe a friendship could've bloomed out of this??? this thought's just been sitting in my mind. aaron COULD have had a friend other than just aph. it just feels like his whole world revolves around aph and aph only until his family issues and the ultima bullshit comes around.
now in mystr s1, aaron is so FUCKING BLAND AND STALE AND UUUGHGHHHHHHH its actually so fuckin funny because mystreet season one aaron is relatively decent compared to his other versions *cough s5 cough. i actually do like s1 aaron's character. he's the epitome of chill- laid back, honest, communicative and supportive. he's a great friend to aph during her times of need, and during s1 he's the sanest character on the show.
but that's it. all he was was this friend to aphmau until the dumbass play arc during which they decide to go for something romantic. like his whole identity revolved around walking shirtless, being a chick magnet and a friend to aph. he revolved around aphmau, much like his pdh s1 self and that pisses me off so much!! he had no fucking personality other than being supportive to aph for a while. around the end you see him start to gain *something* similar to a personality, and while it was less than pleasant it was better than whatever the fuck was going on while he was only a friend to aph. it's also disappointing seeing him practically only gain emotions after developing a romantic relationship with aphmau. even during this, his interactions are limited to aph and zane most of the times, and even then he doesn't develop an outward friendship with zane- which would've been fucking amazing!!!! while they do start to bond, it's still like aphmau is the only one keeping them glued together while it would've been real cool for aaron to develop a friendship with zane and interactions w him that doesn't solely have to do with aphmau all the time. the fact that aph's brought him out of his shell is cool, but he's still ONLY friends with aph which is VERY eh. he may be considered friends w zane and stuff, but we only see major bonding stuff going on when it's between aaron and aph, but we don't see it with the other characters. it's jsut weird because everyone's known each other for so long, aaron;s bound to have grown closer w someone at the least- for example, garroth or travis. we've seen the unlikely group form during that one episode- aaron, aph, zane and travis- where they have a stupid lil immature game thing or whatever. i feel like travis and zane and aaron could've collectively bonded and it would've been super cute!! plus aph nudging him and zane to be more social as well- a lil detour to fcu where we see aaron trying his best to get out there and make friends w/ aph's adorable support- he has the perfect opportunity to do it during moments like these but it never becomes more than just what seem like forced interactions. like UGH. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so. much. potentialll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just gone. poof. a strong friendship between aaron and the ro'maeve brothers wouldve been so fucking ack. sfryquoeuiwhiblforhgubhjfwe. litera;;y/. now i wpuldve loved to see tht1!!!! it's also just so weird that we see a drastic change in aaron's character from fcu to myst, in fcu he's so shy and he's trying his best to be friends w others and he succeeds little by little (we never hear of these friends again but ok.) and then in ms we see him as this super chill dude w hot gains sigma male or whatever and his only friend is aph. he was so much more expressive during fcu and while many events occurred in between, it's just weird seeing him not get out there more during s1 esp considering the fact that he has more freedom to. ill mention this later. anyway-----
one thing i liked to see was aaron break out of his cool character during the spectacle of zanemau, another stupid attempt by jess to get another boy to get infatuated with aph which thankfully did not happen.. kind of. id love to see people talk about how zane just heavily depended on aph as an emotional support system and was just afraid aaron would take aph away from him, a feeling of abandonment rising out of his own self loathing yada yada. . while zanemau is a cool ship, this whole thing was jsut extreenmly forced-it was obvious it was just to get another guy to fawn over aph. i hate aph's harem. i'll get off topic if i talk about how every single boy within a 50 mile radius of aph falls head over heels in love with her, but anyhoo. i did get off topic.. . . . so aaron breaking his character was like this breath of fresh air for me. when he's in the resto's bathroom, talking to the mirror ab his frustrations ab aph going all flushed and orgasmy over zane bc of the love ption that he wasnt aware of and how he should stop whats going on bc of zianna (fucking hate her ass), he seemed like an actual person lmao. i love that scene alot because he wasn't just this cool chill flirt(for aph), his feelings finally poured out in some way. it made him a full fledged character (for a little..). then garroth came in and talked to him and whatbnit (another wasted opportunity to grow closer maybe??????? idk) and they went back to the table . i havent talked ab how much i loathe this whole zuzu aph arc though like oh my god it mustve been incredibly uncomfortable for aph and aaron sitting through all that. i hate zianna so much and it was also mega annoying of vylad and the brothers to drag them into this bc he couldnt say no to his mommy. it was genuinely weird and so many things in the show are brushed off as comedic relief- things borderline crazy and worthy of restraining orders and jail. literally. literal kids watch these and may think it's normal bhvr when it isnt. but anyway.
i know that mystreet s1 was a spin off of mcd that just blew up and multiplied into other seasons and as it doubled prequels like pdh and fcu came to life. im very much aware of the fact that jess just developed the characters in their modern steads as the story progressed because it wasnt done something beforehand- mystreet happened to be a happy accident and jess didn't plan the characters out beforehand, including the plot (horribly evident from the shit that started from s4). they developed as characters in stages as the stories went on and that's just painfully obvious, especially when we watch the series in the timeline jess posted it. we see how aaron goes from the stoic chill hot sigma male to this uwu boy personality, which was what jess wanted him as in the end ig? it's obviously very weird though. imo, my opinion, she shouldve kept aaron's laid back personality. through this we could see him gradually grow and insert himself into aph's friend grp as well. we see that happen during s2 and s3 of ms, where he does progress in terms of social interactions- hes seen to be cracking jokes outwardly, he even has his own lil comedic relief spiels, becomes good buds with dante and stuff (which went just as it came from what i remember :[[[) and in s3 he becomes much cooler and is more involved within the friend group. he also seemed to be like this in pdh, like during the dinner as i mentioned before.
during fcu, this just. changes. his character is very... emotional? i dont really know how to put it. it's out of character. he's incredibly shy and relies on aph as a social plug. while in pdh he seemed to be less awkward w social interactions, aaron was 100x times more awkward during fcu. he seemed overly sensitive, and at moments its like he needed to be coddled. i did love it when aph helped him grow more socially, but we see that in ms 1 he has no friends. he's like this hot lone wolf (..), a drastic contrast to what he wanted to be in fcu imo (i believe this because derek was off his back now and he had the freedom to do have more friends and emotional connections like these is what he desperately craved- it's something so evident.) he wanted to have more friends and be more social. while this does happen in fcu, in ms1 we don't really see the results coming into place. like he becomes much more bold- in fcu he used to flush and blush at just hearing aph's heartbeat and in ms1, that one instance where aaron gets picked to play romeo and aph is like "you do realise we gotta kiss?" he just goes "yeah." in the most casual way ever- like it's just another tuesday for him or somethin. it's just a weird ass change. his character fluctuates when we watch the show in the chronological order and it's jsut so out of place and while i know it's no fault to jess ( i mean it is but part of it is justified ) it's still incredibly weird. jess could have prevented this by just keeping him as the character she initially started with.
and his last form- season 5. starlight. god fuck- this aaron was such a fucking baby. if fcu aaron wanted to be coddled, starlight aaron straight up wanted milk from aph's bosoms. he becomes this uwu soft boi- and considering all of the events that unfolded, it's still weird. yes, many things happened during their time at the lodge but it's just so fucking weird!!!!! i don't even know what to make of it. i just hated his character in s5. he stuttered every 3 fucking seconds. jason voice acted him so bad like oh my god im so sorry but it was literally unbearable. rewatching starlight was fucking horrifying. the stupid ass dips in the voice- god fuck!!! im so sorry its just what i think but i really hated how jason voice acted aaron during s5. i liked the fact that he was more expressive but he just changed completely- and i liked the small part where he felt like everyone wanted him to be something different now that he was out as a werewolf, but he really did fucking change and it did not feel like he was aaron at all. it felt like seeing a 12 year old find out about age regression and implement it onto a character like aaron's. it felt childish and just weird. jess couldve done way better with aaron during s5.
this shit was long and i feel liek i still have a lot more to say and when i rememebr ill jsut edit it on. no ones probably gonna reach the end of this but if you did, idk how u got so much time reading all this but i lpve you
( i love this picture so much <3 )
#aphmau#aarmau#mystreet#aaron lycan#aaron#rant post#rant#make aaron lycan great again#jesson#fuck jesson
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please tell me your thoughts abt steve and soda and baseball
• id like to preface this by saying I have never had a coherent thought in my life + also I know nothing about baseball
• in little league soda is very social and makes buddies with all the kids- maybe they hang out sometimes after practice.. but steve really just sticks with soda
• I imagine steve probably had a little trouble making friends as a kid so he prob just went with whoever soda did, but I also think he didn't really care to get to know the other kids anyway. hes got soda, so he's good.
• I loved what you said about steve being real serious + soda chasing butterflies he's literally just there for funsies
• me and my cousin watch little league games at the park behind our house, and there was this kid with a big backpack twice his size, and he bent over to pick up a stick or smth and the bag went right over his head. that's soda
• ik that steve doesn't have a good relationship with his dad- idk about his mom, they might never have mentioned it, but I feel like they wouldn't go to many games regardless ykk
• steve probably acts all tough about it, but he's just a little boy so he's obviously real sad when he doesn't spot his folks in the stands
• BUT it's okay cause the whole curtis family cheers loud enough for both kids 🫶
• they take them for ice cream after so it's fine it's okay
• Mr curtis also throws a ball around with them sometimes 💕 I can vividly imagine them in the street while it's getting dark/ the sun is setting + the street lights are on, and they're playing catch together I love them
• I made a post about steve playing in hs cause his dad made him take up a sport, and he didn't really like it, but I thibk when he was a kid and it was all for fun he really enjoyed it
• idk baseball but I feel like in highschool (idk if they have assigned positions in little league they might just do whatever idk) steve would be a pitcher. I can't explain this but he just looks like he can't catch
• soda stopped playing after his parents died though, but he still goes to all of steves games :')
• especially when he was younger, but even now, steve was really good at getting all bruised and scraped up- how did he does he keep doing that. I don't even know.
• omg imagine little steve and soda in cute little jerseys 💕💕..
• ok I think I'm done now this is so long and i am so sorry 🙏
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frothing i want more gene do u have more gene what about gene headcanons i like gene headcanons yk bc maria was gone sm and gene raised dante p much he didnt get much of a childhood and he isnt mad ab it but its the cause of some of his immaturity in hs speaking of hs he is ashamed but also what if what what if what if when the starlight fuckers were dying laur and gene made up a lil and and and they hang our and be buddies pals friends homis if u will sillys from sillytown help they rot my brain
i just spent 30 minutes writing head canons and i lost it all so sorry it took longer ☹️
Hes bi with a male pref, goes by he/him, and is a cis male.
Gene started dying his hair black in highschool his original intention with dying it was so he wasn’t associated with his brother since he hung out with garroth and laurence but now he dyes it because it looks cool.
in highschool Gene had a fake id, the only thing he really used it for was to get a tattoo of laurences name before they broke up, which later in life he got someone else to cross it out since he can’t afford a tattoo removal.
Gene has a few tattoos on his right bicep, he has a small skull to represent the shadow knights, a rose to rep his mom, and a star for his brother.
Laurence was the first person Gene formally apologized to about his actions in highschool which is the main reason Laurence stands up for him whenever Gene or the shadow knights get shit talked.
Gene and Dante hang out constantly especially after LLP, just for some bro bonding.
Gene is a total cat person, he bonds with Garroth over lost cats, like Garroth would cry over Sprinkles while Gene talks about his old cat Apple.
Gene grows stubble but he immediately shaves it off because in highschool he grew quite a bit of stubble and his mom told him he looked like his father whenever Gene had it.
I have more prob but i cant think of them on the top of my head.
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hi!! i just wanted to let you know that i started reading cherry magic in july last year after seeing the anime announced on toyota-sensei's twitter! i couldn't even rlly translate the announcement myself without the help of google translate LMAO but her illustration of them looked so sweet i had to snoop around. more than half a year later. i am no longer normal and my brain is fully rotted over and i think of those two nearly every waking moment!! your art, along with so many others feeds me and your translations are So Appreciated thank you for doing gods work. i usually don't get super involved in fandom or w/e other than consuming fanart or fics so the fact i find myself actually drawing them is so new to me...idk cherry magic really is so refreshing and it's just nice as an adult to see a mature relationship between two working adults. there are callbacks to childhood or childlike behaviors or interests sprinkled throughout the manga's dialogue and i always appreciated how they weren't seen as embarrassing or immature to embrace or learn from as an adult, but encouraged or seen as a valuable part of balancing work, life, and love. idk it's def one of the more subtle and less expanded upon parts of it but i love how adachi's and kurosawa's love of manga, though seen as a children's activity (from how kurosawa thought people saw it) was actually one of their first mutual hobbies. it's also interesting to see how many things about kurosawa's psyche are remnants of ideas probably for a lack of better wording, were taught to him from an early age. his self-image, how he tries to uphold certain societal standards, etc etc. im glad he found refuge in adachi that way. im sorry for rambling for so long but i've just been thinking about these two so much ldks
anon pls u never have to apologize for rambling abt my fav guys of all time, u should actually talk w me about them more i want to hear ur thoughts !! the eng speaking fandom isnt that big (or at least i dont get to interact w a lot of ppl personally) but its fun making art and doing the translations for my blorbos so im happy other ppl enjoy it too 🥺
and yess everything u said abt the childlike/immature stuff krdc enjoy like the fact that their interest in manga and stuff is never made fun of or anything (which would be ironic anyway since theyre In a manga themselves fdkjskf) but actually one of the things that gets them closer is So good augh?? (also spoilers for the radio drama if u havent seen it yet, but to me one of the best changes they made was changing the port scenes setting to an anime con instead like Yeah!! theyre little nerd guys of course theyd attend a con!!!! that plus how they both like watching animated movies and playing games too like its a very specific thing to Me but that relatability w stuff i do myself makes them both feel a lot more human? if that makes sense)
also w kurosawas whole deal its Definitely a longterm thing hes had for a while, and in canon its mostly been his friendships/relationships that affected him (probs the most clear in ch45 my beloved) but from the way the meeting w his parents went theres for sure a lot of parental/family pressure involved too?? this is going into hc territory but i have like a whole Thing brewing in my head about kurosawas and maris relations w their parents and how that affected their self image and all growing up too and i rlly wanna make stuff for it someday (idk if anyone would be interested but id probably do it regardless so fkdjksjfk)
#the full idea actually is for a whole mari spinoff as like a fic or smth bc i care her immensely . but that is ambitious even for me lol#i have Thoughts about these siblings though like their issues intrigue me so bad. so much wrong w them i need to pick apart#and similarly w adachi being a child of divorce like! thats got to have influenced him right. i Have To Know#i think about these charas a normal amount as u can tell 👍#my answer
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