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Fuuck
#smiling friends#pim#smiling friends alan#smiling friends glep#id ont know.#Category 7 autism event#art tag
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kitties :)
#my art#gtws#goodtimeswithscar#goodtimeswithscar fanart#??? id ont know#do the kittens have tags yet i am blissfully unaware. or perhaps whatever is the antonym of blissful. i would like to be aware#i love drawing cats. my true calling.#sick and twisted that ive been drawing animals for many many years whereas i started drawing humans like a year and a half ago#and now humans are easier for me to draw. what has the world come to#anyway the new cats are so so cute and i look forward to seeing much more of them in the future
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🐙❤️
#may my future riddle and azul book 6 battles be easy and not cause me mental pain#happy new years my children#we made it wooo#🥳🎉🎉🎉👏🎊#time to spend my new years taking a nap#goodnight my loves ❤️#kisses all around#twisted wonderland#riddle rosehearts#azul ashengrotto#azul has contacts in okay I don’t wanna hear it#ID ONT KNOW HOW TO DRAW GLASSESS#also don’t even question the tentacles bc even idk where they’re coming for#I meant from sad face#we’ll say it’s magic#why are the emojis so bi gtf
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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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prompt: reader is a large animal vet making a house call to a certain ex-SAS member's ranch.
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It’s the first time you’ve been called out to this ranch.
You’ve been to some others in the surrounding area—just last week you stopped by a ranch just half an hour away—but never this one. It’s far out of the way, almost tough to find—you miss the turnoff twice, each time forced to turn back around and squint to find the poorly marked dirt road leading to the ranch. Your shoulders only unclench when the ranch house finally crests over the horizon and you spot the horses milling around in the fenced-off enclosure.
They must have had an in-house vet prior to calling you out. None of your colleagues remember ever visiting and the ranch is big enough to necessitate one. It sprawls across the landscape, acres upon acres. The kind of ranch that deals in thoroughbreds, horses that go on to graded stakes races. In the pen already, you can pick out Thoroughbreds and American Warmblood, the distinctive spotting of an Appaloosa, even a couple Hanoverians.
There are men working around the ranch outside of the main enclosure that you park just a dozen or so yards away from, but something about the man standing by his lonesome with the horses makes you pause.
A head taller than the rest, and built like a redwood. Bandana affixed around the lower half of his face, almost bandit-like. You shake those thoughts out of your head. You’re not here to pass judgement on people; you’re here for the horses. Whatever scars mar his face are hardly your concern (still, rugged, you think, a bit breathless even sitting in the front seat of your truck).
When he turns in your direction, eyes locked on your truck and then locked on you when you pop into the back to grab your bag, your back straightens. Imperceptibly, yet still. Compelled to measure up somehow, to whatever standard he expects.
He strikes you as the man in charge. “Mister Riley?” you call out, shielding your eyes from the sun.
He beckons you over with a gloved hand. Even from the distance, he leaves you unsure of yourself, quick to stumble when his stare starts to burn.
“Doc,” Riley greets you when you’re close enough, and you fight back a shiver. His voice rumbles like thunder, like hooves pounding into the freshly tamped earth, into the dirt.
“You called about a pregnant mare,” you remind him.
The bag in front of your legs puts a bit of distance between the two of you, a needed buffer. Up close, he towers like sequoia, in fact, sleeves rolled up past his forearms, old tattoos on his left arm faded like beaten leather. He holds out a hand though, forcing you to take a step forward out of politeness and shake it. Your lips tighten at the touch of his skin. It’s weathered too, coarse palms and fingertips; there’s dirt caked around his nail beds, the kind that never comes out, the world’s indelible mark on the skin.
He stares at you for a moment without speaking. There’s no helping the way you squirm under his gaze.
“The horse,” you remind him, cheeks hot.
“She’s in the stables; I’ll bring ya to her.”
You struggle to keep up with him, bag bumping against your leg as you haul ass after him. Big as he is, he moves quickly, fast on his feet—used to quick beasts, you know, probably used to anticipating their movements, always one step ahead. Your last shred of decency keeps you from staring at his ass the entire walk to the stables.
Her coat is a rich coal colour, mane sun-bleached. Inky eyes peer back at you when Riley lets you into her stall. It’s cooler inside somehow, out of the inescapable glare of the sun; the sweat on the back of your neck stays wet under Riley’s eyes though, nervous rather than weather-born.
She’s gorgeous though, the mare. Pretty as can be. Heavily pregnant too, you can see. Obviously well taken care of too, still decently muscled like she’s still been taken for walks and rides during her pregnancy.
“She’s too far along now to ride,” he tells you when you remark on that, his voice carrying in the confined space. He doesn’t raise his voice, but it makes you perk up again, at attention, head whipping over your shoulder to look at him.
“I can tell. A little over two months ‘till she delivers,” you say with a nod, looking down at the chart you have on her. “I can come back for her last deworming before she foals, if you want.”
He grunts, doesn’t answer. You take it as an affirmative.
It doesn’t take you long to run through her check-up. A docile girl, you coo when she lets you touch her without any sign of aggression, sweet-tempered thing. It’s second nature after all, at this point in your life.
Still, you find yourself watching Riley out of the corner of your eye, careful under his watchful gaze. Not that you usually aren’t, but still. Your movements feel intentional, precise.
When he walks you out, you get a bit bolder in the sunlight. Freer to pester him with questions.
“Did your last vet retire or something?” you ask, fishing for information. It’s probably none of your business, but you find yourself curious anyway. There are a few different vet practices operating in the area, so it’s always helpful to know who’s going to your competitors.
He shakes his head. “Friend of mine went to school for this—been with me as long as I’ve had the ranch. He got hitched a couple weeks ago though.”
“Moving away?” you guess.
“Opening up a practice,” he corrects, making you frown. That’s worse, at least for you. “On his honeymoon this month though, so he gave me your name.”
“My boss’ name, you mean.”
“That’s right,” he says, and you realize that he’s walked you all the way to your car, half-pinning you to the door of your truck. Just close enough that a new layer of sweat breaks out on the back of your neck. You have to crane your neck to meet his eyes. “Don’t know if I caught yours, little filly.”
Now that makes you stutter over your name, confidence finally failing you. When he hums like he’s caught your name in his head now, mapped it to you with his sharp eyes, you feel yourself swallow reflexively.
“Not like you’ll need it for long,” you tease, trying to gain back some semblance of control. “Just until your friend gets back and sets up his practice, at least.”
“Not sure about that. Might find some use for you yet,” Riley says, close enough now that you can tell he smells of hay and silage, peppery when you breathe in too heavily.
And you breathe too heavily. Hard not to when he crowds you up against the truck, hand laying flat on the roof, boxing you in. You wonder if any of the ranch hands are looking over at the two of you, curious.
“What do you mean?” you ask, head empty. Mouth dry enough now that it hurts a bit to swallow.
His brown eyes glint in the sun. Honey gold under the light. “I can think of a few reasons to keep you around.”
#i dont know if brits have ranches so imagine he moved to the states or something id ont CARE#ceil writing#cod mw2#cod x reader#simon ghost riley#cod simon riley#ghost x reader#ghost cod#ghost/reader#simon riley x you#ghost mw2
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Swindler duo, Han Jisung and Kim Seungmin.
#thats a concept i could get behind#kim seungmin#stray kids#han jisung#hanji#seo changbin#skz#skz code#skz code ep 57#bystay#createskz#staydaily#changbin immediately bein like nah nah i know you han you love a bit. id ont trust like that.
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roug hpapyrus and sans designs for my underswap take
#my art#undertale#underswap#underswap take#my underswap take#my au#papyrus#papyrus design#undertale papyrus#underswap papyrus#redditor papyrus#redditor papyrus my beloved#sans is also here#i guess#id ont know#girlboob
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im sorry for cumming ropes through my pants from that one scene in that men in black movie please forgive me it will happen again
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lea!
#ranting in tags time. i rly like this one this was so much fun#what is she doing id ont know guys shes in the void. Feel free to interpret this as sad or as happy as you want?#i finally finished another actual crosscode piece after months though Whatever (hsa like 30 sketches)#but shes here and shes :D rthats all that matters#crosscode#lea crosscode#my art#crosscode art#art gallery
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#this question brought to you by: me writing 'thats all she ever seems to be in this body' and then going 'wait no wait no thats not right'#like. okay. if i say. she wants his body. im clearly talking abt two different..........physicalities lets say#she wants his body bc its unlike hers#but thats sort of like comparable to if yuo met future you and theyve been on hormones for years like#you want their body but thats still one and the same body you get me#or even just like. when youre 50 and you wish you had your 20 yo body or smth like that#you know what i mean?#its the same body it just changed#but if i phrase a phrase like 'in this body'. then it seems im separating them out#like this body is smth different from previous regenerations body#which. id ont think it is. i think its all the same body#but anyway. not sure what the exact difference here is that im putting my finger on#or Not putting my finger on#sticking my fingers IN#might just be semantics#but like. dont semantics matter sometimes#when words mean things#who knows#anyway swapping out 'body' in that initial sentence i wrote with 'regeneration' baaareeelyyy seems to solve the problem too#like i can get away with it. but its cheating. im not REALLY getting away with it#im still i think almost making the same claim i dont believe in re the bodies#anyway#can literally solve the problem by replacing 'body' in that sentence with 'lately'#fairly sure that fixes it#but not 100%
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day 22: axe
based off this
#genshin impact#diluc ragnvindr#aprilluc#my art#id ont know anymore#anyone else want him oiled up next WHOOO SAID THAT
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wheatley but hes made out of human flesh. meatley
#uhhh how tf do i tag this#cw body horror#????#ID ONT FUCKING KNOW#wheatley#portal 2#cw: gore#MAYBE IDK#shoutout to that one guy in the replies of this post saying i should tag it as that too#gore trigger warning#tw body horror#body horrow cw
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for @hyperfixated-maybe!
#octonauts#octonauts fanart#octonauts dashi#octonauts tweak#unsure what the context for this one is#...am i allowed to tag this as twashi.#ignore low quality... id ont know how to fix it rip
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in a recent session my therapist was like “when was the last time you had fun?” and i was like i don’t know. and they were like well how old were you when you last felt like you were having fun and i went back in my head for years and years and i was like i literally do not know. i think that means im really healthy and passing therapy with flying colours
#it was kind of awkward cuz i kept stuttering like ID ONT KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway theyve had to cancel our last session and im thinking of just not going back. it's not helping
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do you guys think daigo had to make an apology video after his company got called out or whatever
#infinite wealth spoilers#fucking i guess id ont know#snap chats#no one touch this post im drawing it later at some point probably#im still thinking about how stupid this is but im also laughing#like Im So Sorry This Company That Was Publicly Founded On Rehabilitating Yakuza Has Ex-Yakuza In It#said by th ex-chairman. who was on tv.#like i dont imagine theyd try to hide this fact tf even there to expose. Fork Found In Kitchen we know we're hiring ex-yakuza#im p sure he said there were rumors. would be great if we saw those rumors or saw how bad they were so i could believe this !!#like with ichi and the gang we saw how their shit was manipulated i can buy it but i just gotta believe it here. OK.#anyway wheres daigos apology video im gonna throw up. do you think it was majimas idea to make one#jk of course it was
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girl what the fuck kind of hat does neige wear
#i hate drawing hats of any kind LOL AUGH his isnt so bad but like#from a back/side angle i just. id ont know man
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