#icant do this bro

[mmortis]

when did they add ave mujica to game bandori. huge day for annoying people (me)WAIT KILLKISSTOO it's over for me

[roe-and-memory]

when the pain demons take over so i have to fight the urge to project the extreme ear pain onto cal weathers (he needs to suffer)

[soliddaddy96]

if trump wins i am genuinely doing it this time

[ragingtwilight]

the want to make a big tasty meal, but the executive dysfunction trying its best to convince me otherwise

[pepprs]

ok. giving myself 4 minutes to make this post and then i finish my homework. i just am so deeply miserable. i really think i made a mistake. i should not be in grad school. i only took a year between this and undergrad and i am still so burned out and mentally ill. im working full time. im only taking one class and this program is supposed to be so good and aligned with what i want and all of that. but i just cant stand having homework. i just cant stand it. i think i am not cut out for academia even though i work in academia. i think i will never get better as long as im still living at home but i have to get better before i can no longer be living at home but i cant get better until im not living at home and every day i still live at home saps away at my will to live quite literally. i should not have started doing grad school without regaining my will to live. without restoring my love for reading and writing that i used to have voraciously when i was younger and less deeply miserable. without recovering from the burnout. i think i made a mistake. i need a masters degree so bad so that i can be safe but i need to not have fucking homework when i already struggle to get through my days without school. i feel so stuck in my life and hopeless and helpless. i dont know what to do

[okcoolthanks]

I CANT FIGHT THEM ON MY OWN HELP ME

@kiboutol HELP BOOP THIS GUY

MY NOTIFS BRO

[kruxton]

u guys im having such struggle continuing one piece after netflix removed the earlier seasons bc now i have to like. go to a website to watch it but like. i Cant. ????? idk like i /want/ to but like. fuckkkkc i cant

[findthepiecez]

i printed out company weather policy and am going to present it to him if he actually tries to write me up i even highlighted the sections that apply to me and he literally has nothing on me he's just doing this for petty personal bullshit :icant::icant:

[eddie-3xists]

i loce drawinf in apps that. LITERALLY ARENT MEANT TO BE DRAWN IN?? the app i use to do these is for like companies to do planning its so funny bro they js lowkey made an art app though love you concepts ❤️

WHWRE

is the POST BUTTON MY PHOEN IS SO BROKEN HELP ME

I CANT FUCKING SE EJT HELP IT KEEPS OPENING POST SETTINGS PLEASE

HELP ME ICANT LEAVE THE OAGE

[ilovelinkk]

why is damiNz beother so freaky looking tf like its giving me cuz ppl say my eyes r big and studf Like girl icant even conteol my eyesize and irs to the point that i felt insecure until iwas like I CANT DO ANYTHING AB MY EYES ITS NOT MY FAULT SO I STOPPED CARING but also i dont look like thag i acrually look normal (ithink..) UNLIKE DAMIANS BROTHER AND FATHER TF

I thought he was gonna be ateaslt cute looking... bro jumpscared me like

[eliclawz]

like. two close friends of mine keep brushing off my rants and its making me genuinely fucking INSANE. u cannot be serious ill esnd like 10 msgs about a topic i really like and all i get is "real" or "lmao" before they change the fucking subject......... OH MY GOD JUST TELL ME YOU WANT ME TO DIE. IMSO FUCKNG DONE BRO ICANT DO THS SHIT

[imraespace]

what would someone consider art block do i qualify to say art block bc i havent drawn properly ever since i was kid and it has been years bc i got demotivated to bc all my friends were way better than me STOP

but i finally am attempting to draw w digital art for the first time and i havent actually attempted to draw properly bc all i end up doing are chibis of sae rin and gojo on all my papers 💔

im attempting to draw rin with 0 knowledge of anatomy and my little to no experience of rendering except redrawing whenever i do tweening STOP IM GONNA DO RIN SO DIRTY BUT ITS OKAY ITS NOT LIKE ANYONE IS GONNA SEE IT .. if it turns out well ill update but the sad part is the sketch actually looks somewhat decent .. 💔 im gonna disappoint myself so hard icant do this watch me give up in an hour

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erm I say art block is like you have zero inspiration on what to draw like for editing you will have those times you have no inspiration on what to edit LMAO for you I'll say you probably don't have enough motivation to draw especially with your artistic friends! I USED TO DRAW LIKE BACK IN 2020 and lord take the wheel i had no clue what I was thinking.. SOME WERE CUTE idk abt the ocs.. BUT I REALLY WANNA LEARN HOW TO DRAW ESPECIALLY FOR IMRAE I love imrae so much I made her my blog name HELP

LMAO SAME WITH THE CHIBIS but actually I just drew link and his sword in my old book I also drew gojo in halves in my maths book idk why

HELPME I WISH YOU LUCK!! even if rin looks like he's from out of space he's rin so it will be out of this world! (with love ily) OKAY BUT JOKES ASIDE PRACTICE WILL HELP SO EVEN IF YOU DONT LIKE THE RIN DRAWING YOU WILL LEARN FROM MISTAKES DONT GIVE UP🤬🤬🤬

bro I'm so hungry rn my mommy is making food and it smells so good BUT ITS NOT HELPING MY SITUATION. anyways GOID LOCK POPO!!

[lonelyloverz]

i’m not kidding when i say i have no reason to be depressed

i have two parents, my mom is a stahm ( i love her sm and she loves me too) and my dad has been able to provide for my siblings and i

although we used to move every 3/4 years we’ve always lived in somewhat suburban areas and as great of an education you can get at a public school

i’ve never known hunger, i’ve never been abused, never have been explicitly bullied, somehow (luckily) escaped racism, idk i’ve just never went thru anything worth calling trauma as a kid. the most traumatic experience during my first 18 years might be the pandemic and whatever quarantine was

and yet i’ve been feeling this sadness for years now. i’ve gradually felt it grow from my middle school years (which i lowkey think it was puberty until quarantine rammed it up to 100) during quarantine i was so sick of my family and myself i tried to strangle myself in the bathroom with a hair tie (🤣please laugh) obv didn’t work. getting out of quarantine, junior year i had no friends, i moved across the country then and i am a super quiet person and didn’t bother reaching out to others

forgot to preface this but i should prob explain my whole issue with friendships

so i had a ton of friends in middle school, i miraculously attended the same middle school from 6th to 8th grade and i got to know a lot of people as little kids do. me being the little shit i was went thru a i hate pink and anything girly phase (ik people use the term pick me/not like other girls but i feel like tiktok has completely simplified the phenomenon to girls putting girls down to attract guys when it was so much more complex than that) and tried so hard to hang out with these guys that played video games. they clearly didn’t like me and yet i hung out with them until fresh/sopho year in hs. like dude told me “you’re always just kinda there” and ik he was such a sweet guy and meant that in the nicest way but i couldn’t take the hint bcuz i liked playing games with them ☹️ it keeps me awake every damn night. but yeah that line just summarizes my whole personality. unless i’ve known you for years or you know me as this chronically online anime obsessed bl loving freak, im just kinda there. and it’s fine i’ve accepted it. but i’ve accepted it for so long that my English has just deteriorated atp, like im just throwing up words when i speak now (bro the tears in my eye rn) so now i have to keep quiet

i hate the look people give me when i talk and the way they have to cut me off because my ramblings don’t make sense. it hurts ik and it’s my own fault. it’s my own fault and im too embarrassed to do anything other than to die

i’m not lonely i just hate being awkward

i just wanna die

yeah i said it

it’s not like anyone other than my two baby siblings will miss me

i don’t really do much at home. i mainly do chores that only pertain to myself and my other younger sibling does the heavy work. somehow i get dismissed from doing chores simply for being a girl and “having more hw” so i get called princess since i never help. which rightfully so i guess. but yeah i have no presence in the outside world or in my home. ik my brother hates me. i wish he would lash out at me like i used to lash out at him when we were younger.

i can’t anymore

i can’t

i can’t

icant

this feeling is probably never going away

goodbye

[gayspock]

ok 1 more whinge

me everyweekend i wonder how many weekends it is and how many days it is of just sitting in the dark waiting for the next fucking minute to tick over fucking agony of boredom and fucking fear of the nextweek. im still so fucked with work and i reallyshould have just done ti today so i wouldnt be so screwed but my head hurts and its dribing me into a fucking needless panic and i dont know w hat the fuckign point is. i just dont fuckingcare man. my headaches getting worse i fucking wnat it to be over i dotn know what else to do with myself just ever i fucking hate everything i fucking hate everything do you ever justfeel this fucking . whatever in your chest i fucking hate everything i want to cry icant fucking get a hold of anyhting i feel like everyone else theyjsut have at leas tfucking something i fucking hate everything bro . who saidthat

lllike its notevenabout loneliness , cuz even if itwasnt jsut that i just wonder what its like to existin any sort of capacity. idotn know i wonderwhat its like sometimes tojust dothings and not fucking just . fucking close inon yourself or find somefuckignenjoyment or purpose or interest or godforbid pride andksillor fucking whatever. oh just go away do something with your hands hahayou'llfeel bette ri feel so much fucking worse every time i fucking feel the walls closing in every timei go away and try try try to be a fucking person with interests or anysoet of substanceit feels like im just fucking joke . how many times youve not done that enough you didnt try hard enough i fucking want to killmyself i feel like everyone give a fuck about something everyone has some sort of anything theyre fucking passioante aboutsomething tojust. e ven if theyre dogshit depressed they seemto fucking go back to it i dont fuckng know any more i dont care i could burn it all down and i dont think it would ever matter im thinking about trying to destroy the shit i havbe from years ago that just takes up space cuz why .

[maiverie]

MAI 🫵🏼

I HAVE SM TO TELL U RN LIKE I HAVENT SENT U AN ASK IN DAYS IM SO SORRY LOVE :( ANYWAYYYYY

FIRST OF ALL:

SLEVELESS HEEJAYHOON 🤓

THATS IT. IM GONE. IM DEAD. BEFILT F OFF. LIKE SRSLY JK ILY FOR THIS LIKE THE COME 2 ME COVER ????? 😍😍 DID U SEE THE POOPING AT THE BEGINNING ???? MY EYES WENT SO WIDE, ISTG BEFILT IS EXPERIMENTING WITH ENHA AFTER NIKI TURNED 18 NGL

AND WEVERSE CON ????? 🫡 SLEVELESS POCKETZ ????? JAY IN HIS GUITAR ERA ???? AND NIKI AND HEE AND HOON AND JAKE ????? LIKE IDK BUT THIS CB DID SMTH TO THEM 🥸

LIKE WEVERSE CON WAS LEGIT AN ENHA CONCERT NO JOKE 🙌🏼 AND ENHA IN A SKIRT AND IN A LACE BLINDFOLD 🧎🏼‍♀️🧎🏼‍♀️ LIKE HEESEUNG ONE CHANCE !!

SECOND OF ALL:

UR WIPS ????

IM SO FUCKING EXCITED FOR (ROMANCE) SOLD SEPERATELY, AND THE WAY ITS A TRIAGE SPIN OFF 😨 LIKE UR BRAIN IS JUST SO SMART AND CREATIVE BUT IM SO HAPPY THAT WE ARE GETTING SMTH IN THE TRIAGE UNIVERSE 🤭

SORRY NOT SORRY 🤩

ALSO FOUND OUT THAT U LISTEN TO CHASE ATLANTIC AND THEIR SONGS >>> BRO I LIVE LAUGH LOVE MEDDLE ABOUT

WHAT NO SHUT UP WHY ARE U APOLOGISING 😭😭😭

ALSO LITERALLY SLEEVELESS HEEJAYHOON FUCKING KILLED ME LIKE 😭😭 THE WAY ALL THEIR CHOREO IS SOOO CUNTY HELPPPP THEYRE SO UNHINGED FR BELIFT FEEDING US 😭😭😭😭

ALSO ICANT LIKE WEVERSE CON WAS I N S A N E I STILL CANT EVENE BELIEVE THAT ALL HAPPENED 😭😭😭 jay and his guitar Holy shit 😭😭

WEVE BEEN FED SO WELL LATELY ‼️‼️‼️😁😁 the lace blindfolds were so ducked up tho like why did they do that to me EYE TWITCHING i’m not ok

ALSO HAJDJSS PLS WTH TYSM FOR LOOKING AT IM GLAD RSS LOOKS OKAY😭😭 lowkey i wanna finish BBB asap bc i’m so excited for RSS 😭 WBU?? WHAT HAVE U BEEN UP TO LATELY AAA IMISSED U BFF ‼️