#iIM SO HAPPY RN

[sarcastictissy]

TISSY THE DELUSIONS!!!! THEY PAYED THE F OFF :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

NEVER GIVE UP HOPE >:D

WE WERE RIGHT ROSEY. WE WERE SO RIGHT. THE DELUSIONS. LISTEN TO THEM. FEED INTO THE MADNESS. WE DID THIS. WE MADE THIS HAPPEN 👏👏

[nomazee]

NORA UR WEBSITE THEME IS SO CUTE OMG 🥺💗 THE SHADE OF PINK YOU USED IS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL!!!

GAHHH THANK YOU THANK YOU once i saw ur beautiful blog theme i was like wow i miss the days of finding a good theme and digging into the html code and making my blog look all pretty... i was supposed to change the color to that purplish color that my mobile theme is BUT I ALWAYS DEFAULT TO PINK its my fave FOREVER

[kaiserkisser]

EEEEEEEEE IIM ACTUALLY SO SO HAPPY RN EHEHEHEHE THE KNY STICKERS CAME AND OMG I LOVEEEEE THEMMMMMMJEHSHSHAAHBA

[cloudcountry]

did u know iim rlly happies that u exist

did you know ur existence is so cool

stims at u

like if u walked into this room rn id be confused why you ar in my house

then i would do the stimie hands at u

aww edie youre so sweet i want to give u those little grandma candies and pinch your cheeks

[avianii]

15 questions 15(?) mutuals

ty @oddcologne for the tag <3 iim kinda out of it rn so these respones r prob bad loll

1. Are you named after anyone?

nah

2. When was the last time you cried?

tmi but last night maybe?? whenever thursday was

3. Do you have kids?

nah. sure hope i don't

4. What sports do you play/have played?

mm ok so I bounced around a bunch of sports ranging from soccer to swim team to figure skating as a kid but the two I've mostly stuck with are volleyball (which i haven't played in a while unfortunately :/ ) and tennis <3

5. Do you use sarcasm?

never

6. What's the first thing you notice about people?

uHHHhH their existence??? (am i supposed to know this)

7. What’s your eye color?

THE VOID

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

I love happy endings. Scary movies are ok but happy endings >>>>

9. Any talents?

I feel like I'm a bit biased here but I think I have an exceptional talent of getting minor injuries in the stupidest ways. ex. i have at least 5 cuts right now and definitely some scars from walking into my desk lmao. (If you were expecting me to say art lol sorry my self esteem is not there today)

10. Where were you born?

Singapore! didn't stay tho lol. random tangent but the lady at the DMV was like "where were you born" and was confused that it's just Singapore, Singapore

11. What are your hobbies?

drawing, gaming cuz im a GaMEr and... you know i swear there's another but i cant think of it rn lol

12. Do you have any pets?

hell yeah, I got two kitties. Kashi is the one who looks pretty but is a bitch and Rei is just a bitch but I love them more than I love my brother /hj for legal reasons

13. How tall are you?

165 cm convert that if you want im too lazy to rn

14. Favorite subject in school?

Bio/Physics because I actually know whats going on in those classes and my bio teacher is awesome

15. Dream job?

anything even slightly related to aircraft tbh

tagging @calkale @sevdidntdie @blueisglueredisdead @kazanskys-mitchell @katnobanana @airlocksandaviaries @honckity @lookforanewangle @liass-21 @doodledraw yeah im not getting to 15 LOL so + anyone else who feels like doing this!!!

[questlog]

i just finished beating the final boss of starfy (game ive had since i was a kid but couldnt beat because of language barrier) and theres a post game with starly ????????????? ive wanted to play as her since i first got the game but thought it was impossibe unless i did multiplayer... iim so happy rn

[caruliaa]

okay its suddenllyyy midnight somehow😭😭😭 so i neeeed to sleep rlly badly so im sorry if this is short but i wanna say!!!! i hope ur sleeping rlly well rn beloved and i want u to know that you are suchhhhh an incredible friend im still thinking abt how nice it is to b in the same timezone again and w u on tumblr and stuff like!! ur prescence in my life is just so wonderful and makes my whole world sm better and warmer and i hope u know that and know how good of a friend as well as how incredible and good and lovely of a perosn you are jules!!! tysm for being here for me and pls know im here for u i love you sooooo muchhhh (hugs u v much if u want! 💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻)

NO I GET THE IT SUDDENLY BEING LATE SM pls dw abt the ask being short at all i completely understnad and ya i. did not FHDFHDF sleep well that is i infact spent most of the night coughing and not getting much sleep and threw up<3 but u saying tht u hope i did sleep well is very sweet j like u always r beloved nd esp w this ask !!! ;; iim rly glad to be in closer timezones again too and back on tumblr too since it means we get to talk more beloved bc it rly is so wonderful to talk with you and spend time with you and to hopefully maybe get to call u this weekend ? :> (ofc though i understand if u cant ik youve got a lot going on rn and honestly id spend a decent chunk of the time just coughing bc thats were im at rn GSDGSD) bc spending time with you in any way whenever we can is always just so wonderful my dearest you really do just fill my life with so much warmth and light and happiness knowing you and you really are jsut such a wonderful friend to me whos so kind and thoughtful and understanding to me and makes me feel just soso loved and cared for dearest and are such a wonderful person in the world and in my life and im soso glad that i can be the same to you in any way becuase you really do deserve it sm and i really do want to soso much becuase you really are just soso very special and dear to me beloved and i love you soso much i really do<3 *hugs you back soso much if u wish* !!! 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

[soonhoonsol]

ooof it's 10am and there's a thunderstorm...it's so dark and gloomy and the rain... 🤭☺️😍🥰

[idiotphobic-archive]

ITS SO L8 RN ITZ PAST MIDNIGHT BUT IM LITERALLY FUCKING CRYING BC I!!!!!!! I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[dearest-kibble]

yan kenma who has you locked up in his apartment- it’s been some time and you’ve given up escaping but you know he live-streams so you kind of start living small clues that you’re there in hope someone will figure it out? but instead of a viewer kenma finds out; and instead of stopping you he just decides to taunt you and play along to the point his viewers make it an inside joke- the emotional rollercoaster that would be? he wouldn’t have to punish you- the crushing despair is enough alone

This is so deliciously fucked up I love it,,, thank you anon, Kenma hits so different. I love him thank you so so so much. i am working on so much,,, thank you for being patient with all my uhhh lateness? this kinda became something a little different than the prompt but hopefully thats good?

Kenma Kozume x Fem reader

tw: Typical yandere-ness, humiliation? Sexism? Mentioned stalking, (If im missing anything please let me know my brain isn’t functioning rn)

You’re sitting on his lap, camera angled so that no one’s view is obstructed by your body, but so that all his views can clearly see you. You’ve been here so long, any hope of leaving, ironically, has left you. But, the thought crept slowly, surely, deeply into your brain and hasn’t left. You turn around on Kenma’s lap, straddling him and you’re sure the live chat is going a little crazy at the thought of Kodzuken having someone in his lap while he streams and he’s probably going to tell you to get off soon, but you’ve got the chat’s attention, and you are going to work with it. You tap Kenma’s cheeks, slight squish on them and you know he hates that it’s on camera all the same, you drum three fingers on his cheek, smiling at him for the camera as your fingertips meet his clammy skin. He doesn’t tell you to stop so across his cheek you swipe your thumb three times as tenderly as possible. As you stand from his lap, you pat his cheeks, three times delicately. You look into his eyes, still as calculating as when you met him, a deceptively warm amber with the tiniest hint of frustration (and somewhere inside, you know it’s probably with you but you can’t care.)

“I’m gonna sit on the couch, ‘kay?” You call softly, hoping you were subtle enough with your plea.

“Oh, okay,” And you think you’re free before he calls a “Wait! Come back for a little.” You’re even halfway to the couch before the words rope you back in. He beckons you to lean down, and whispers into your ear. “I noticed you trying to sign to get out. Morse code isn’t as subtle as you think, you might as well just ask them to get you out,” You chance a quick look towards chat.

“Was that morse code?”

“Holy shit! Yeah, I think that was SOS.”

“You think they actually need to get out or it’s one of those ‘my bfs terrible’ jokes?”

“You see the way they were straddling? Def not a hate my bf sorta thing.”

“See?” He’s still whispering into your ear, game forgotten in lieu of what might be called humiliation.  “They won’t believe you because you want to be here. Regardless of what you say, you would’ve left already if you didn’t.” He smiles at you and affectionately pats your head. Like he’d pet a cat. The idea is still in your mind, though perhaps a little shallower. You glance at the chat once more, someone is still talking about it, but Kenma pushes you away with a “I’ll get you when I’m done, okay?” You end your night on the couch with Kenma. He smiles at you and puts your legs on his lap.

The next livestream is two days after the last one. You have something planned once more, hopefully more effective.

“I’m playing minecraft today, I could set up your computer, and we could play together?” His small smile is back. And though a kind gesture, all you can think about is how easily you could make a point.

“Okay!” The earlier plan is immediately forgotten, and thoughts of what you could do in a game, fills your mind. “Will I have a mic?”

“No, I can’t have you telling them can I?” And it clicks, because of course he’d taunt you. But it’s like your brain grew claws that cannot lose their hold.

“Will I have a camera?” And you know the answer, but Kenma might still surprise you. You’ve already had one shock tonight, maybe you’ll get another.

“No. Sorry. You have chat though.” He pats your head again, ruffling your hair. “I’ve already got you set up, c’mon.” He tugs at your hand, pulling gently.

“Thanks Kenma.” He’s put another computer across from his desk on a much smaller table made for playing cards.

“You’re all set up.”

“Yeah.” He clicks the mouse a few times, waves at the camera to his right. “Can everybody hear me?” He waits a few seconds for chat’s response. “Chat is saying yes, so let’s get right in?” He smiles sheepishly to his camera.

“Hi everyone, I’ m Kodzuken and today we are,” He pauses to look at you with honeyed amber eyes. “Playing Minecraft with my partner.” He nods in your direction. You just open the minecraft tab, the only shortcut that seems to be on the computer.

“It’s a LAN server, click that, okay?” So you click it and say nothing. You start to go through the motions of chopping a tree, making sticks, making a crafting table. Kennma is narrating what he does, and you’re not even sure where he is in game until you're knocked back and turn your mouse to look at him.

“Yeah, I know - she should be relying on me.” He’s responding to something in chat, he’s gotta be. You type a quick,

“What’re they saying?”

“Oh, that my girlfriend shouldn’t be so independent, you rely on me - I'm your boyfriend.” Kenma says it so casually, so acerbically that you immediately take off sprinting from the forest in game.  

“She has these bouts - you saw them last stream - where she likes to try and ‘get away’.” Kenma laughs softly; little glockenspiel notes falling from his mouth. “It’s a really cute joke honestly! Anyway, I’ll put my minecraft bed next to hers later, right now...” You stop paying attention and start planning how you’d try to get your point across more clearly. You could make signs, say “Get me out!” Like Kenma suggested.

“Hey! He looks over the screen at you, piercing eyes staring right through you. “Don’t go off on your own, we’re staying together alright?”

“No.” He’ll have to deal with chatting, possibly hearing you by himself. And you continue through the coded forest. It goes pretty smoothly, though you’re sure Kenma is trying to find you, you’ve already created a mine for yourself, and made a little sign with instructions that reads: “Get me out!”

“Her voice is quite cute, isn’t it? I’ll get to hear it for the rest of my life.” He continues humming out yes’s and no’s to his audience that sit captivated in a land of blocks and pixels.

“Hey, I’m going to use the restroom, is it alright if my girlfriend takes over for me?” He stands, and waves you over into his chair that’s been made for gaming and padded with red accents. He watches you with his cat-like eyes as you sit down and pats your head. “I’ll be right back Kitty, behave.” And you hear his soft footsteps get farther away and the creak of the door twice before you finally look at chat.

Woa, Kudzu got lucky huh?

“Please,” You don’t sound nearly as someone might think you would. You’ve been here too long. “Get me out of here?”

Sure sweetheart, just come over to my place first.

“Just - get me away from him please!”

Girls are so whiny huh?

Hey man, its funny at least amiright?

“It’s not a joke -”

She’s really committed to this bit huh

Damn iim staartin to feel bad for ken

Me to :(

“I’ve been here for year and I don’t want to-”

Wow. what an ungrateful bitch.

Ikr? She’s got a bf and everything and she wants to get out?

“No- it’s not like that - he stalked me for months I-” And the familiar desperation you thought hoped beyond all hope that you had lost bleeds back into your voice all repression surfaces like the tide in your eyes.

Oh fuxxx we made her cry.

relax bet she’s just on her period or smth

“I am not!” A bubble of snot pops from your nose and mucus drips uncomfortably to your lips. “I just-”

What could you want that you don’t have.

“My house! My job! My friends!” And your voice breaks

She wants to go back to a job?

Crazy lady huh.

She wants friends when all she really needs is a man? smh.

“Kitten, what-”

“Leave me the fuck alone!” It’s an outburst that you’ll regret later, for one reason or another. But for now it’s a small comfort to speak your mind. With your voice wavering and congested, you choke out a “Let me go home.” Kenma’s eyebrows furrow but his eyes are still the calculating, cold amber they always are.

“Shh shh, it’s okay.” Instead of the quick pats he’s so fond of, he strokes your hair and massages the nape of your neck like he’s picking up a kitten who's gotten into a fight. “I’m going to cut the stream, okay?”

Who’d want to leave Ken, he’s cutting the stream short to help his gf.

…….yeah

I feel bad.

“You should. Please don’t make her cry.” A few clicks later and the stream cuts. “Do you want me to upload that one?” To get your message out? You’d do anything.

“Yes please…” Someone will have to see it. How miserable you are.

“Then it’ll go up, okay?” He pats your back twice, and he stands again to sit at the computer. Out of the blue he speaks again. “They’re right.” No no no no no. “I’m lucky, i’m so glad you're here with me and that you won’t leave.”

“I will get out!” The proof of your white hot anger is breaking the dam built in your throat.

“Where will you go? Your friends don’t know where you’ve gone, they won’t be happy with you coming back unannounced.”

“My parents-”

“You can rely on me, you don’t need anyone else.”

“But I-”

“Shhh kitty, you’re overreacting let’s get you to bed, you’ve had a stressful day.” And so he walks you back to the room you share that's covered in pictures, and he tucks you under the covers and dries your tears with a blanket. He whispers words to you, faint little nothings about games he’s going to play that you’ll enjoy watching and little bits of trivia about what “Kuroo” is up to. Eventually you fall asleep, with his hand in your hair and a chair pulled up close so he can stare. You both know it but no one will admit, some part of him will always enjoy how you lose hope so quickly.

--

once again! This should not’ve taken so long,,,, and it kinda deviates from request but! there we are! also,,,, you can’t tell me that like,,,,,,, kenma hasn’t been at least exposed to incels and or like,,,, really sexist guys he streams on twitch or youtube or something so- also thank you anon,,, i really like this one

[claymour]

You don’t have to publish this but I just want you to know that I would support you, I would stand by you as if we were brothers in arms if you decided to make self ship content LOL I love hearing you talk about how much you like your faves it’s so epic and I adore your art and you’re just so sweet, I would hype you UP. I just don’t want you to feel bad for wanting to make that content if that’s what you genuinely want to do ‘cause I think you should be able to make content that makes you happy!! Follow your heart LMAO Also side note: seeing you talk about Billy makes me so happy like I get emotional LMAOODDJ

IM. 66777777777777777777-++++++++ UVYVWHBAHBWHVVHWVHWBHWVHWBWBHWBHVWHWVHWVHVHWVHWVHWVHWHVWVHAAAAAAAGGGGAAAAAA!!!!! IIII II IIM IM ++++ THIS IS . THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLY KIND IM ATCUALLY MELTING IRL RN HOLD ON I--I I HVQ HBQBHBABH THANK YOU SO MUCH... QHAHQBBHBJABHABJABJABAA ( I DONT LIKE MAKING POSTS TOO LONG SO I'M GONNA PUT THIS UNDER THE CUT VHVUWWUBWBY )

VYVYUBAVYAYVVAYVAVHAHVAYVAVHBYAVHABHAHBAYH I LITERALLY STOOD UP AND DID A BACKFLIP WHEN I READ THIS GAHABHAHB THIS IS SUCH A KIND THING TO SAY !!!!!! GAHAHABHHBA THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAKING THE TIME TO SEND THIS TO ME.....GQGQHQ

IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME TO GET A MESSAGE LIKE THIS GEHEH!! TBH IVE ALWAYS LOVED SEEING PEOPLE'S SELF-SHIPS AND STUFF..IT REALLY MAKES ME SUPER HAPPY TOO SEE PEOPLE MAKING CONTENT THAT MAKES THEM SUPER HAPPY! WBHWBH ITS ALWAYS BEEN SOMETHING IVE WANTED TO JOIN IN ON, EVEN IF ITS JUST SILLY DOODLES OF ME LIKE.. SCREAMING WITH A CHARACTER BUT IVE ALWAYS BEEN SO SCARED ABT IT LOL!!...THAT BEING SAID IVE NEVER REALLY BEEN APART OR EVEN POSTED IN ANY ONLINE SETTING UNTILL NOW! GHEHE IT REALLY GIVES ME A BIG CONFIDENCE BOOST TO SEE OTHER REALLY COOL PEOPLE POST ABT THEIR SELF-SHIPS OR DRAW THEIR OCS WITH A CHARACTER OR SMTH GHEHEYG... * BREAKS MY HOUSE DOWN * OKOKOK THATS IT IM GONNA DO IT OMG GAVUVYHYYVH HVVY YV GAGAHAHAHAHA ++

ALSO OBJJ IM GLAD IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO GETS EMOTIONAL OVER PEOPLE TALKING ABT THEIR FAVS??????!! LOLLLLLLLLLL HAHA IVE ALWAYS BEEN A REALLY EMOTIONAL PERSON LIKE SEEING PEOPLE GET REALLY EXCITED OR HAPPY LITEARLY HYPES ME UP SO BAD I GOTTA LIKE. KICK MY MATTRESS LOL! I THINK THAT'S APART OF THE REASON I LIKE SELF-SHIPS SM LIKE ITS JUST SO FUN!!!!! GAHA

Omg I'm so sorry this is so long GAHA I think I have a issue with making really long replys to things sometimes LOL!! this was just such a wonderful and kind thing to say to me IT MADE ME EMOTIONAL LIKE HBHHVH 😭😭😭😭 GRRRRR UR SO SWEET FOR SENDING ME THIS GRRRR GVVGVY VYVH THIS MADE ME SMILE SO HARD LOL I LITERALLY LOOKED LIKE THIS READING IT

OKOK ILL STOP NOW VGVVYGVVY BUT THANK U SM!! THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY AND EXCITED I LITERALLY HAD TO WATCH BLACK CHRISTMAS AGAIN TO CALM MYSELF LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL IM NOT JOKING I ATCUALLY DID HAHA HAHAHV

[catboytendencies]

iim liiterally so happy rn

[thefleshmustgrow]

GUYS GUYS INDID MY JACK O LANTERN AND OUT IT OUT AND I DIDNT GET ROCK OR TREATERS LADT YEAR AND DIDN'T SEE ANY ON MY STREET SO I DONT THINK ID GET ANYONE BUT S I PIT IT OUT THERE WAS. KID DRESSED AS MICHAL MYERS

AND I DIDNT THINK ID GET MORE SO I GAVE HEM A WHOLE BOX AND HEY WERE SO HAPPY

And then!!! I WENT TO TURN ON A DECORATION AND A GROUND OF SMALLER KIDS CAM AROUND THE COR ER AND I CRIED O CRIED SM AMD I DROPPED THE CANDY AND WAS LIKE OK RHATS URS NOW!! AND THEY WER EOS AHPPY KA

IIM SO HAPYO RN I MGOCNDDNDJDHDND

[narkinafive]

stream round up~!

i actually really wish more of rebels had been about the war effort, particularly towards the end of s4

like obvs. i love the weird force shit. but. i feel like there should have been more of a focus on the early war effort

anyway 

sees ezra; immediately bursts into tears (i love him so much he is my happy place rn where IS HE DAVE!!!)

iim weeping he’s so grown up and mature and stupid :”) bapy

him sabine and chopper are the Most disastrous and they are so good

ezra vs commander titus, the greatest rivalry there ever was

seriously he got the guy demoted twice and then killed him. amazing

and as always, ezra meekly waving at the imperial ship, then sabine immediately hitting him . i love my stupid ass son

i like saw gerrera and i like this arc but what i REALLY LIKE is the thinly veiled references to the death star

that shit butters my muffin so hard you don’t even KNOW

because the death star is SUCH a climactic moment in the sw timeline, it’s like the assassination of fucking franz ferdinand, it changes EVERYTHING. it’s the threshold of their entire fucking chronology. hgnng

rebels au where everything is the same except instead of force whistles ezra hears toto by africa (thanks @greatlakesrebel )

god i love the lothal outfit designs they look so fuckin g stupid

except hera. of course. she is divine

i seriously forgot that they killed old jho and i am. still furious. that’ slike the only npc i’ve ever loved. how fucking dare the empire.

hey baron valen fuckface, that’s the kid that stole your helmet right in front of you. idiot

dante basco is a versatile actor with an amazing range. also, look at zuko go

the glow up for jai is REAL

CAN YOU BELIEVE KANAN AND HERA INVENTED LOVE

YEAH FLIGHT OF THE DEFENDER, i really really like this episode

god i love the WOLVES

also ezra and sabine being peak dumbass!!!

lets  just steal the tie defender. nbd. iconic

hello mr bitch blue

now if i saw a huge wolf i would shit my pants. i can’t imagine how scary that must of been

the wolf music is so prettyyy and the designs are so prettyyyy thanks dave

also hello rukkhkkhkhhkkhhk

fellas is it gay to hold onto your bro’s waist while we’re running from the government

kanera is. the only valid star wars ship. han and leia whO

YEAH MOM, FIGHT THE FUCKING POWER!!!!!!!!!!!

there’s a lot i love about the wolves leading them through the planet. what is going on. what does it mean. when they wake up and for a split second they’re in the liminal grass. ugh so good

i never really subscribed to the kanan is from lothal theory, but im warming up to it!

the best part of crawler commandeers is ezra doing his stupid voice. you’re so dumb. god i love you

LET’S JUST. PRETEND THAT THE SHOW ENDED RIGHT THERE. I DON’T WANT TO KEEP GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bleusarcellewrites]

Random concept (that isn't a request so you can just read for fun if that's all you want to do): Lance sends a text to his family every single night he is in space. When he returns to Earth (or just his phone returns, if you want angst), his mother's phone is suddenly flooded with thousands of messages retelling each day he was a part of Voltron. Bonus if the team is there and Lance talks about them in his messages, again angst if Lance himself isn't there!

Imma ignore the angst part, there’s no angst here.

But honestly, the first time I read your ask, I swear to you, the first thing that came to my mind was:

MoOm !1!! Pidge stole my shOE! MY SHOE, MOM! GOD, I SWEAR SHE’S A SECOND ANAMARIA. LILttle SISTERS ARE SO ANNOYING.

and like, a few more text that came to my mind where like:

I’m teaching Hunk your cookie secret, hope you don’t mind, I just can’t take the goo cookies anymore. 

I know you taught me not to judge but I’m gonna judge Keith’s mullet bc you are like hella lights years away so, yes, I’m taking advantage of that.

Nvm, mom, turns out I like Keith’s mullet. Fuck. I MEAN FRICK. I MEANT FRICK. OH GOD IGNORE THAT.

So, hey, it also turns out I look good in red, maybe change my room’s walls once im back?

I miss you mom.

I swear mom that if David took over my room, I will deck him. I just had to share room with keith and it was not fun.

nvm it was fun

so uh, hey mom…remmeber that time I told you i might be bi? well im bi af. I MEAN AS HECK. WAIT FUCK U PROBABLY DONT EVEN KNEW WHAT ‘AF’ MEANT. IGNORE THAT BUT ACKNOWLEDGE THE BI PART.

Allura finally let me put the green goo in her face. if she was gorgeous bf she’s stunning now. She’s alluring, eeeeeey. but she has nothing on you, no worries.

Hey, Mom? I’m alive.

Hey, mom? I’m in love.

Hye, mom? I think I wanna kiss keith.

MOM HOLY SHI—-MARY! HOLY MARY I KISSED KEITH. MOOM!!

So, the first date done and you better get ready for me to bring a boy home bc I think this si the one. 

MOM HUNK DECKED A GUY IN THE LAST PLANET WE SAVED BC HE CALLED ME STICK AND IT WAS LIT. YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD.

Okay, but remmeber that time dad freaked bc you were teaching me how to handle a gun? turns out I’m amaster now and it saves the universe, you can gloat that on dad’s face, hey yo.

Reemember that guy I used to talk about that was an amazing pilot and my hero? He just snorted because pidge sneezed some noddles from her nose and he’s crying on the floor. He’s now my friend and hero. 

and god, I wish I could make an entire FIC ABOUT THIS but iim at work rn and I gotta pay attention. uuuguugghhg, BUT IT’S SUCH A NICE IDEA I WANT IIIIIT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL FUCK.

Also, I want to imagine that when they get home, like, maybe they land back on the garrison and lance gets wifi or something and his own cellphone explodes with notifications with his family’s messages and especially his mom’s and he cries in Keith’s chest. Happy tears tho, some sad, but mostly happy!!! 

[subroz-content]

30th March,2022

Got a big realty check and now i am scared. For CAT it requires 99+ percentile for general catergory male candidates on top of that only 35% of the seats are reserved for general category candidates. I have been reading posts of people who have got 99.99% percentile and still did’nt got IIM calls. I have this division of merit by birth but can’t do much about it other than accepting the reality. This truth has got me worrying.

Now, all about today. Woke up at 6. Sat idle for an hr cause i get headaches if i start studying as soon as i wake up. Studied from 7am to 8:15 am. Did 15 sums and watched a few videos. I think i should increase the minimum limit to 25 now cause this exam is hard and i am scared. I generally am a very cool minded person so when I feel the heat, You know its serious. After that from 9-11 did internship. Then probably read a few pages from RDPD and after that did’nt study at all. In noon i installed VS code for wipro bt did’nt do anything after that. At evening i went out with my mother for a bit of shopping and here i am now. Just feeling good after talking to the elder brother of my mother, its the first time talking with him over call and the second time talking with him at all. He seems to be a very learned and experienced person and I love the listen to lectures from such people . We two talked for a long time today, now i feel inspired,happy and very scared as well. 

I definately gotta step up my game and bring out my A game for my future.

i also need to think of alternatives other than CAT like XAT,XMAT,XLRI etc or career change altogether. But personally I do not want to stay with this technical background. I am not a very technical or a technical loving person to be specific.

That’s all for today. Its 11:30 pm rn. I will be sleeping late today compared to original plan.