#i. ｢ ᴍᴜsɪɴɢs ｣

[truetogaia]

no hes literally helping grandpa with his ipad

L: "to open it you have to make a password, what was the name of your first pet?"

Q: "why is that relevant."

L: "and if you wanna get to google, you click-"

[lifcaltcring]

i think what i love the most about dina is how much a natural nurturer she is. despite everything. like yes she could kill you in a second, knows her way around weapons, etc etc but behind all of that she's so gentle. so nurturing. that scene when ellie comes back to the theatre dina's only instinct is to get her cleaned up. and yet its so much more than that!! she knows she can't do anything for her internally, ellie is too damaged and too lost in her trauma and i think dina always knew that and always would. but in that moment she was like i can't undo this for you i can't fix you but damn i'm going to do literally anything else i can do and in that moment, it was to just nurture her. raw natural affection. wash away all the dirt and the blood and pain and misery. what i also love about that scene is what ellie says - ''i don't want to lose you.'' what she's really saying is, i will lose you. it's inevitable. you shouldn't be with me and damn it i have been in love with you for so long and now i have you but i'm not good. i don't even think it was directed at dina, it was just a heartbreaking confession spoken aloud.

i need to lie down.

[thicved]

My Joker goes by the name of Akira Kurusu btw. It just sounds epic and it's latched onto him really easily.

[advertisesouls]

#𝐀𝐃𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐒: an independent, private, selective and mutuals only blog for my h.azbin h.otel oc xifeng. please note that i am unaffiliated with the fandom and do not condone anything that v.ivziepop has done and continues to do. my name is solar, 32, and i use they/them as my pronouns! thank you sm for your interest! ♥ please also note that everything here is still a huge wip, too! also, with the nature of xifeng's character, there is a dead dove warning on her.

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[ofchrysoprase]

KIM EUNJAE

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[ljagyeman]

— 𝐋𝐉 𝐀𝐆𝐘𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐍 // 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫'𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏!

[formerlyrighteous]

some notes about my dean:

dean will be canon divergent through season 5 and 6 in that he distances himself from sam earlier than he does in canon.

      this starts in season 4 when he returns from Hell by dean going off on hunts by himself, keeping secrets from his brother who is also doing the same (i.e. his activities with ruby), and overall a lack of connection between them. when his brother asks him what he remembers of hell, dean lies. deep down he doesn’t feel like the same person he was before he went to hell yet there’s bigger stakes to consider than the fact that he can’t talk to sam because he has to have it all together. 

post-hell dean is self-destructive, even borderline suicidal because of his belief that what is dead should stay dead. he engages in reckless behavior, adopting a careless attitude toward hunting.

       he doesn’t handle the revelation that he broke the first seal well. in his mind it’s his fault for not being strong enough like john. as castiel said, he doesn’t feel he deserved to be saved because of what he went through but before that he didn’t deserve to die. from his own mouth he admitted during an explosive rage that his father was an obsessive bastard and he doesn’t have an identity aside from devoted son and brother who will sacrifice everything for his family regardless of the personal cost. he's played a role all his life: soldier, brother, protector, then a vessel for michael. who is he when he isn’t any of those but a hunter that’s worth is measured by how many monsters he can take out? that question’s one he has to answer for himself and introspection’s not exactly his strong suit.

dean doesn’t go to lisa after sam ends up in the pit.

      as much as i would LOVE to see him have a happy and normal life, this isn’t how he should have gone about it. he showed up at lisa’s door a mess which wasn’t at all fair to her or ben since he would have had a lot of trauma to work through that should have been done on his own. we’re talking nightmares, panic attacks, you name it. that’s not a good environment for a mother and her son to be in and i honestly think he would have realized this and stayed away. also he can’t expect to just quit and that be the end of it.

hunting becomes a distraction from grief and guilt once sam goes into the pit to an obsessive degree.

     he’d do anything for sam, that’s not a secret. would he break him out of the cage and risk lucifer getting out as well is the question? no, he wouldn’t. the guilt he feels for being the one to break the first seal is combined with the guilt that made him keep his brother at a distance for so long, and both are pushed aside to focus on what he can do. maybe he can’t save his brother or fix what broke between them but he can keep innocent people from dying and he latches onto that, pushing everything else aside. to put it simply, he doesn’t have time to dwell on all the ways he failed. 

his way of showing affection can be abrasive at times

       does this make it less genuine? no, of course not. when he cares about someone, he cares with everything in him but it doesn’t make those rough edges velvety smooth. he’s not the softest person out there but that doesn’t make him heartless. he’ll still fight for you and if he loves you, you’ll know. maybe not with words but actions sometimes speak louder and he won’t change who he is to be someone he’s not. once you earn his trust you earn his loyalty as well but once lost, both are hard to get back. it won't necessarily be impossible but he won’t be as open like he was before either.

[fiery-ambitions]

#Lisence to have Zetterburn be a dick to anyone who enters the Fire Capital uninvited.

[ascsino]

tag dump ~

[willbeshot]

         what  kind  of  villain  are  you  ?

CALMLY EVIL.

you chose your path fully aware of what it entails. you’re the suave villain, unflappable, smooth as silk. you’re capable of cruelty without breaking your facade, and live with the consequences without hesitation.

[truetogaia]

PAUSE

a variation of phone sex w dilf!jake using that intercom he wears around his neck AHHHHHHAHHAH (im writing it as we speak!)

[raajasii]

[thicved]

Tag Dump pt. 1: JOKER

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[elitaxne]

Unstoppable by Hidden Citizens

[ofchrysoprase]

[kukyc]

Where would your Soulmark be in Illuminated?

You would probably have a Back Soulmark!

《✾》↠ Often the most misunderstood type, people with back soulmarks are hard to get to know and stand offish. They prefer to help in secret, making them the hidden admirers of society, and hardly ask for any glory in return. Protective and loyal to those select few in their circle, this type is most likely to show up at your house with beer and a baseball bat after someone broke up with you.

This type is never afraid to hurt other’s feelings to better their community, which ends up making more enemies than friends. They dislike those who help for the sake of making themselves look better, and often challenge fake people. This gives the appearance of not caring about society when that’s not the reality whatsoever.

Turbulent and self depreciating, those with back soulmarks often don’t view themselves as lovable or charming, and they are overcritical of themselves. They often push others away, challenging the loyalty of close friends and family to make sure they don’t get hurt. They are often waiting for the world to fall out from underneath them and have a gloomy outlook on life.

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